#im panocking

[daydadahlias]

Hey Jess, as a person who gets curious about hyper specific stuff, I wanted to know what color that yellow/brown-ish sweater was listed as by the designer. I wasn’t trying to be pretentious or something when calling it cognac, btw; it’s a regularly used description in my language, like you would use tan for leather, or dogs in English.

So anyway, I hopped on the John Varvatos site and saw that they call it copper. The cream white one from the beach selfie is listed as charcoal/turtle dove. Now on sale for a mere $235 (from $465). Wasn’t expecting precious little bean to be able to afford that on a music teacher salary. 😉

hello bestie

in this alternate universe, our precious lil' bean got that shirt from a good will <3 just like i actually got an almost exact replica of Ashton's very own yellow/brownish/copper sweater a few months ago for 6 dollars <33

[be-themessenger]

im being scheduled for a gastroscopy nd im shittin my pants as fu k but im keeping myself from panocking by telling myself. think of johnny marr. would he want you to be sad and scared?

of course he dont

[thedeliaishere]

Cringe university closes fail campus for the rest of the semester

[katsstudykorner]

Things I do bc of anxiety (pt2)

Had a presentation a couple of months ago and kept stuttering and running out of breath because ✨anxiety✨ and thought everyone noticed AND that I failed

And then cried for 2 hours straight after and 12 hours on and off after that

[crazysorafangirl]

OH GOD OH GOD

OH MY GOD IM SO NERVOUS IM GOING TO PUKE

[dysfunctionalcrab]

Ok lemme just explain the situation

So I was in a zoom call meeting w my therapist ok normal everything’s going good but like I’m bored so I’m using my phone but she can’t see

I’m messaging one of my friends and she was simping over yet another manga character and being whore knee AND I WAS LAUGHING AT FIRST AND THEN SHE WSHIWED ME A PICUTRW OF THE GUY AND MY GOD

SO THEN I GOT LIKE DISTRACTED AND MY THERARAPISTS WAS LIKE WHATS UP W THE BEHAVOOUR CHANGE AND I I COULDNT LIKE TELL HER WHAT I WAS DKING 1) BC I WAS ON MY PHONE DURING A SESSION 2) BC THE MESSAGES WERE NOT PG13

So I looked up and said “drugs” bc I PANOCKED. I AAID I WAS USING DRUGS TO MY FICKING THERAPIST NISS. MY THERAPIST.

SHE GOT SUPER CONCERNED IMMEDIATELY AND I STATTED PANOCKING MORE AND MY BRAIN REFUSED TO LET ME GET OUT OF THIS SITUATION SO I HAD TO EITHER BE HONEST OR MY PARENTS WOULD BE INVOLVED

So I TOLD HER THE TEUTH AND AHE HAS TO MAKE SURE BC DEUGS IS A PRETTY SRS TBING IG SO I HAD TO SHOW HER MY THIRSTY CONVO IM IN TEARS

The session is only meant to be an hour and a half. It lasted almost an hour extra.

-angst sperson

I’m going dark again

NOOOO OH MY GOD IM CRYING 😭😭😭 WHY DID YOU RESORT TO DRUGS OUT OF ANYTHING?? YOU COULDVE SAID ‘ PORN’ AND IT WOULDVE BEEN BETTER THAN DRUGS 😭😭😭

i hope your therapist knows nothing serious is happening and it was a misunderstanding, oh god i hope your parents never hear about this BUT THATS SO FUNNY IM SO SKRRY 😭😭😭

[pinkdamascus]

What a shit night.. had a panic attack then afterward trying to write the anxiety out of me i dropped a whole liter of water on top of my keyboard... gor absolutely nothing done today panocked over job aplication process, need to learn how the fuck to use adobe animate for the job, for real who the fuck uses animate??? When i tried to open the keyboard to dry i might have fucked it more, but due to the way it was construcred i found not a droplet of water inside it but idk im still scared..

[retroa3-blog]

Nobody will shut up I can't breathe ffuck