#im really glad i created this blog last year

[platonic-qpr-selfshipping]

happy new year to all self shippers !! <33

[kidsinsaturn]

OMG HIII! I'M SO GLAD TO SEE YOU HAVEN'T ABANDONED THIS BLOG. YOU'RE LITERALLY ONE OF MY FAVOURITE CREATORS HERE.

I hope that your life has been well so far and sorry for my little outburst of joy.

I'm really looking forward to your new posts but please don't stress yourself about it.

Have a lovely day

boyfriend obito headcanons

[🗼] just because I've been feeling a bit silly about this little guy, and I know I already have hcs of him but,,, it's not enough

and YESS I may have been off for a year but i'll always have that annual Naruto brainrot that lasts like six months lool but thank you lots anon love yaaa

character: obito uchiha

genre: sfw; fluff; nsfw

warnings: gn!reader; established relationship; silly obito; everyone happy au bc uwu; mention of insecurities; slight size kink

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-god, obito has been in my mind lately, and how could he not? he is sooo boyfriend material, he created the basic rules for a relationship to work, he is basically the creator of love

-he is just so silly at the beginning of your relationship!! like!! as if kakashi wasn't the reason you two got together because obito couldn't just go and confess to you!! are you nuts?? he'd lose it

-speaking of which, his confession was probably so messed up, but!! he didn't want to, wouldn't allow you to confess because he has that idea that it should be him who brings the relationship to a start

-"may I have the honor of being your boyfriend?" type of guy

-he literally asks everyone for advice and that's probably how you ended up knowing his feelings. obito told everyone and his friends just passed the word until it landed on you

-regardless of that messy start--obito will remember it and feel bad about it until the day he dies--, obito is a great boyfriend, like I said, he is a bit silly and the thing is, he may have idealized relationships too much

-obito may have watched all those stupid cliche movies in secret and thought that's how relationships are supposed to work!!

-would get into a fight for you, write you love letters, plan a secret date. any situation that appears on the kissing booth movies he is so willing to recreate them lol

-obito believes there is no such thing as the "3-month honeymoon phase" LIKE all the time, all the months, all the SECONDS he is with you should be honeymoon phase. only to be reinforced once you two get married

-of course it is beautiful and everything he does makes your stomach flutter with joy-- he is a gentleman ALWAYS, he holds the door for you, steps in first if it's a new place, and goes behind you everywhere

-and ok this is a bit angsty im sorry but this silly dude right here is very insecure okay:( I gotta be real here

-he didn't have a lot of recognition when he was a little boy and that may have messed him up a little. he will always feel like he is not enough for you, and that may cause some arguments sometimes

-he just says that you are too much for him and that he doesn't provide you that much and you're just like obito please go to sleep it's 4am

-and that's the tiring part probably: that he has these random bursts of self-consciousness at the most random times. you two are just eating and talking about some things your friends did, and oh obito just got this tight tug at his chest the second he thinks too much about your or his male friends. or even if he just saved you in a mission or whatever and it takes him like three business days to realize that he could have done a better job at rescuing you

-just be thoughtful with him ok because he seems the kind of guy that goes to sleep thinking about everything you said, nice or rude. overthinking king

-aside from his little insecurities heheh obito is giving you princess treatment like always and duhh if he doesn't do it, he beats himself up. obito has some "traditional ideas" about boyfriend and girlfriend, such as the woman should always receive flowers, never go alone in the street, and always have something of him with her (like a picture hahah silly boy)

-if you're into something like a sport or ballet or just something that's similar to a performance, he will be there at EVERY show or game, he will not miss any of them, and the day he is not there, that's probably because he is dead

-he is there holding the largest and most obvious poster with your face on the middle and the most Tumblr phrase he could think of. he blocks the view from the people in the back but he does NOT care

-if you are into something more private, obito will always be so happy providing your with materials and just his sweet time watching you as the most marvelous creature the gods ever created

-he always has the best intentions for everything. if something goes the wrong way, he is so devastated. say that you have too much work/paperwork/homework lately and he just wants to relieve some stress off your shoulders!! poor baby just made things worse: everything is on the wrong place and just his help wasn't helpful. obito feels stupid and dumb. he ends up cooking you something

-obito has all the love language because mmm his partner should feel loved in all the possible ways. just give him quality time and that's enough for him

-but overall, great boyfriend, he is your number one fan, admires absolutely everything you do and when you're not looking, little hearts form in his eyes when he looks at you, he is just so smitten he might as well just ask you to marry him after three weeks of dating

nsfw ->

-man gets hard just by hugging you

-please do not make fun of his condition okay:( he was just sexually restrained as a teen, and just overall shy about anything that had to do with sexy times

-my own hot take but obito probably stayed virgin by choice. like he was desperately waiting for the one to lose his v-card with because otherwise he feels like he is betraying his true love

-and ohhhh obito has NO idea of the beautiful, marvelous, oozing body he possesses. he is big, strong, tall, thick, and just mmmmm

-the first time you mention somehitng about his physique, he gets all flustered!! if you were in the middle of the act, he would need two minutes to calm down or he will cum by just hearing sweet words

-beautiful dick OBVS, he doesn't know how to use it, lets be reals. if you are his first time, he is so messy. his movements are so asymmetrical and have zero rhythm. after a few times, he learns

-I can only dream about obito's cock PLEASE. large, thick, curved just the right way to make you squirm. just BIG. his dick just springs up every time he takes his pants off and it hits his abdomen in the most sensual way posible. cock possible as large as your head whaaat

-his pre-cum is so bitter!! the first time you tasted it, you made a face. his cum is even sourer. obito feels a bit bad but he understands and doesn't say anything

-you are literally what matters during those sexy moments. he does not allow himself to feel any pleasure before you. it takes you a lot (just kneeling) to give him a head

-please all your sounds should be moans, or whimpers, or small screams of satisfaction, because if he SEES, or hears, or just senses that he may have hurt you, he stops completely and doesn't touch you until you convince him you are fine

-king of aftercare

[so2uv]

@ so2uv's sappy time.

end of the year. ive survived and that's scary but you know what? it'll be fine. we'll all be fine and im promising that; whether it be this year, the next, or far in the future, we'll be ok :)) it's stupid how this platform, one that my friends teased me for using, left such an impact on me as a person.

AKA. MY END OF YEAR MUTUAL APPRECIATION POST. (warning: these got long and sort emotional for me to write. well, as emotional as i can get fjkdhgkjfd. sorry if my coherence gets lost later on. forgive me if you weren't mentioned specifically for something; i have more mutuals that expected. it's genuinely surprising.)

if you weren't mentioned specifically, there's still a note for you at the bottom. sorry for making you scroll for long to find it :'DD

𖣂 ┈ ⟡ ˒ @tiredsleep . . . the mutual who has stuck through it all. oh tired. tired, tired, tired. i think im a little stupid for how happy i get when you like a post or send an ask or keyboard smash in my reblogs. a lot of what i said in my long ask to you a while back is what im trying to convey now. the way we met wasn't through much special; i followed you and eventually you followed back. it was slow going in the ways we interacted but the nicest things take time and im so glad we're the way we are now. we're strangers, two little guys on the internet, and i think it's beautiful how we have this. you're an amazing writer, an all around amazing creator of the worlds you build and the characters you create. i don't think you realized how envious i used to be of you; you made it seem like it was easy enough for you to connect with others, your writing was something id never achieve with mine, it was flat out jealousy. it was my fault we were distant to begin with. i soon figured out that praise was correct: you are among the most wonderful people ive had the pleasure of knowing and talking to you, even if it's just through a screen. there's so much more for me to say that i constantly struggle to put into the correct words to get the point across. just know that you have great things out there for you. have a great new year, tired. we'll make it. im so proud of you.

𖣂 ┈ ⟡ ˒ @aelatus . . . the last standing mutual of all my og (close) mutuals. hello atlas! im not sure if you'll ever see this on tumblr since i know you don't log on much but you've been my mutual through three blog changes now; was there for my xstar-kidx era and kozmiixs stage. we've been through shit together, had banter about grammarly together, lost certain mutuals together, have changed blogs, changed themes, switched fandoms, fell out of love with fandoms. it's been a wild couple of years, huh? im so thankful we've met and got close in the ways that we did and that we're able to call each others close. your birthday is soon so in the case that i forget to say this on discord: happy birthday, the xiao to my albedo. live a life of freedom and joy, my love /p.

𖣂 ┈ ⟡ ˒ @izukxnnie . . . hara :((( i don't think you'll ever come to read this message but that's alright; maybe it's for the better kdfgh. i know i sent you that long winded ask on your blog already but i miss talking and interacting with you, even with all my awkwardness. im still so regretful of that one time i sent a request to join your world but then you were busy and i didn't read your messages until later that day as in hours later bc i was at school and idk if i ever responded to them in the end. maybe i'll send you a message on discord later. maybe i won't bc i'll be too sentimental. i really hope you're doing more than well, that you're happy doing what you do.

𖣂 ┈ ⟡ ˒ @ay-asterisms . . . the mutual who introduced me to so many others. i really have you to thank for what i have now, ay. truly. you brought me deeper into the hq fandom and introduced me to jennie, atlas, and others. we don't talk much but i'll say what ive mentioned before, you remind me so much of the sun. but not as the bringer of life and the ball we see every morning; a sun in the sense that you're a star closer to earth but still a star, still out there where there are multiple. the difference is that you just happen to bring a warmth that others can't provide for ones nearby.

𖣂 ┈ ⟡ ˒ @cryo-locket / @lo-cinno . . . you. im not even sure how we became mutuals, and my memory is pretty good. we just spawned in each other's zones one day and went yeah, alright. honestly, ive never said this to anyone, but you were one of the reasons i decided to focus more heavily on chinese. our interactions reminded me of why i wanted to relearn the language for myself: for the social connections. i genuinely love talking to you and always find myself laughing at our conversations. mainly because our timezone dif is so odd so it's always late in the evening when im on. your ebg was so fun and with all the pain it brought / hj, im so happy to have been part of it. thank you for putting up with my 2 am rambles and crack, hope you found laugh or two with them.

𖣂 ┈ ⟡ ˒ @pr3tty-jennie . . . you intimidated me when we first met. i still remember it actually: you had that kamninari theme and the most recent post on your blog was about how you couldn't remember the word for chandelier in english but knew it in french. you've been through so much, endured so much, and i respect you so much. always have, always will. your life story and the past don't define who you show as a person and im so amazed by that part of you. have a good day, good week, good rest of your life pretty girl :DD

𖣂 ┈ ⟡ ˒ @june-again . . . it's crazy, you know? crazy how far we've both drifted off from the original fandom that brought us together? but that's character development. speaking of that, ive gotten the absolute pleasure of seeing you grow as a person and go through the motions of life. it's always chill talking to you, jokes come easy hah! you're an amazing musician, june. amazing person, amazing at writing, amazing at music; you're outstanding so in the words of Freddy fazbear from security break, way to go superstar! i knew you could do it and i know you still can.

𖣂 ┈ ⟡ ˒ @junjiie . . . the seungmin to my minho, the other half of 2min, the self proclaimed jeno to my renjun (have yet to be a dreamzen my b :(() and the no. 1 solieber. i was serious when i said you're the reason my other blog exists; you've been the biggest hype person when it came down to me going out of my comfort zone and writing. i was so nervous going up to talk to you at first kjfdhgkj but now, you're just another silly guy in my phone screen :DD thank you for sending all your updates about life and putting up with mine even though they never get answered- seungmin to not only my minho, but hyunjin too, let's keep being #Silly, yeah?? it's already the actual new years day when you're receiving this so i hope the year is off to a good start.

𖣂 ┈ ⟡ ˒ @sohyuki . . . MINT im hoarding the ask that you sent me on christmas day. im always so happy when you've shown up on dash and while im sad about how you've let tumblr mainly behind, i know it's for the better since well, interactions have been shit and probably will never get back up to the standard we held them to, even with all the effort put in. you are such an amazing all around person and like i said in my christmas note to you, keep writing. hoard it, feed into it, you have something wonderful going on with it.

𖣂 ┈ ⟡ ˒ @kamiyatos . . . user kamiyatos!!! lee!!! HELLO!!! it's always such a pleasure to talk to you and i hope you know that i keep your ramble about malleus' character and your plot idea for him in the back of my mind constantly, even though that ask has been lost to my actions of deactivation on my old blog. you're the biggest ayato fan i know who supports my works about him vocally AND you understand my vision on his personality... it's truly touching, y'know? thank you for being there, even when we don't talk as much as we should. i hope this year has been kind on you and the next one is even kinder.

𖣂 ┈ ⟡ ˒ @yinyinggie . . . yingyingyingyingerkjshkjfdg ok this may come as a shock, or maybe you already knew and were just playing along, but we used to be mutuals before the summer of last year. secret identity revealed ig?? eh im sure if you dig far enough into my dark past™️ you'll find smth about it so im not going to say anything about it :P but! one thing has stayed the same for sure: you are so easy and so fun to talk to and make conversation with. you know that ramble i left on the astro twerk form about feedback for the server? yeah. im 100% truthful. you've made something so inclusive and positive, have done to much to get tumblr active, please know that your efforts aren't wasted. im sure they feel like it at times but i appreciate it so much. and im sure others have the same sentiment.

𖣂 ┈ ⟡ ˒ @mhiieee . . . MHIEEEEEEEE MY SCARA FAN !!!! i love and adore your works so much and not to mention your characterization of scaramouche is top tier. ive got a lot to learn from you, mhie; i don't think you realize how much there is to admire when it comes to you as a person. you find such meaning and connection in the words and the world, the sincerity that comes with it,,,,, it makes me want to sob and roll around while also simultaneously wanting to take your brain apart neuron by neuron and psychoanalyze you. not in the freudian way though. ive had the greatest honor of being able to interact with you on not just one, but two!!! servers!!! i think it's a little silly how much i smile when you reply to smth dumb ive said on disc. have a great new year :))

𖣂 ┈ ⟡ ˒ @ryuryuryuyurboat . . . RYUUUUUU literally the most stunning person to walk the planet ever like. hello??? our first interactions came from that ebg funny enough. does a little ★🪽 anon ring a bell? i only ever got around to sending you one sabo during that time but i hope you did enjoy what i came up with on the spot, i never was very good when it came down to kaeya's character. you are so intelligent and such an amazing individual, please always remember that.

𖣂 ┈ ⟡ ˒ @snobwaffles / @2nobwaffles . . . SNOB SNOB SNOB i always think of the pokemon when your name comes up. in my head, you will always be snom, the bug-ice type pokemon <33 IT'S SO FUN TALKING TO YOU and we haven't been mutuals for long either. im always thinking of the advice you left me when it came down to my rant about an irls party and there's something about the way you're able to appreciate and take note and find beauty int he smallest of things that get brought up. i wish you the complete best that 2024 has to off you. keep calm and snob on :DD

𖣂 ┈ ⟡ ˒ @itaerae & @mins-fins . . . im putting the two of you together because well, i met you both at the same time through the server. while i can't consider it and, ive never really had such an inviting time in a server, much less a network, as ive had in zumblr. really, it's you two that i owe thanks to. our silly little convos are so fun and im forever thankful that ive found people to talk to on a server for once.

𖣂 ┈ ⟡ ˒ @https-furina . . . the best server mother fr!!! omg it's so nice talking to you :((( i love the warmth of your words and how your emotions shine through text. it feels like i can practically envision the fond eyeball or the warm smile that you may or may not have on your face when messaging. i’ve had such a great time in the network and your pet names fjfbdjdbjdb have a great 2024 heh :DD

𖣂 ┈ ⟡ ˒ @lethwal & @astrinityy . . . i don't think you guys realize how fun it was when we were all "debating" and accusing me of being a furry. honestly, i haven't had to stifle laughter like that in the middle of the night as hard as i did for a small while. not too long but long enough. it was a breath of fresh air and it was genuinely amazing to just be able to put the present on the back burner and play around like that. even though it was kind of late for me when that was happening- ignore that. it's always late for me when im online atp. i hope we can get past those baseless accusations you have both placed on me tehe. have a happy new years, you two. ALSO YIXIN!! GA-MING PROTECTION SQUAD RISEEEEE

𖣂 ┈ ⟡ ˒ @/zumblr . . . there's so many of you and i can't find the proper words to express the welcome i felt when added to the server. it was nerve wracking, ive never really gotten around to talking to that many people or being that open on the internet before. it's funny how one summer can bring you out of your shell a little, eh? and all bc of some guys on screen lmao. thank you for the support and im happy to have met such wonderful people. thank you, again. @urielphix I AM. DETERMINED TO READ ADAD JUST YOU WAIT

𖣂 ┈ ⟡ ˒ @ everyone else, all my mutuals as of now and past, who weren't mentioned or mutuals who want to read something again . . . hello!! im sorry to disappoint by not adding you properly and for not giving a personalized thanks; it wasn't anything against it you at all. reason 1) i probably forgot as um. goldfish brain or 2) we just became mutuals pretty recently and haven't had the chance to really talk much / have been sort of long term but haven't talked much.

either way though, thanks for sticking around! im not the most. literate person. sometimes LMAO and im far from being a proud person of skill when it comes to the right words to say to people but im always happy when people find something worth it in my silly words. i hope we get to interact more in the future, as long as you can put up with my inconsistent (to say the least) replies and brain boggling posts that come from the depths of the midnight zone, that is. get ready for the ride that is this. clusterfuck of a blog place. LMAO,,,, if you haven't already scrolled through my stuff. if you have then um ready for more??? fkdjhgkjlghf

if you've made it to the end, thank you. and why?? im not that interesting or cool as everyone makes me out to be. if you had told 2019 me on tumblr that 4 years later, id be posting my works for everyone to see and also be proud of my own poetry, i would have laughed and called you absolutely insane. some of you have sat through me going through different gender and pronoun crises on dash back in 2020, and some of you ive only met this month.

whatever our situation is, i wish all the best for everyone . i’ll support you guys until the end of the earth and then some. have the happiest of happy new years, may your futures always be brighter than you say they are, and i’ll see you later 💛

sincerely — sol / jun

[kaibacorpbros]

◇ Hi all (anyone who's still here) I know I made a post previously and put in my pinned post that I've only really been active on my multifandom multimuse blog but wanted to make another one because I didn't want to be another blog that vanishes without a trace or no explanation (and then also for myself because it eats at me when plotlines go unfinished).

So anyway, the ygo rpc has been pretty inactive (at least from what I can tell and by blogs I could see myself interacting with) so that largely is why I've ventured elsewhere. Also have been just having brainrot for other fandoms and muses in general.

Some cliff notes of how I wanted things to go/end for the bros though:

-After a lot of Dimension experimentation Seto would find a way to create a device that would be able to re-create the overloading experience he had when traveling to Atem's dimension but in a digestible way that wouldn't borderline break someone's mind.

-This is finished on New Year's and Seto tracks Mokuba down late at night as the younger is taking the last of the trains back to the hotel he was staying at for the holidays. Mokuba is hesitant, but hopeful at the sight of his brother.

-Seto explains all the work he's done to create this device so Mokuba can know what it was like and why Seto felt like he wasn't able to talk about all he saw. Mokuba starts to get upset again, thinking Seto will once again just use a bunch of gadgets instead of properly talking to him and treating him like an equal. Seto quickly assures him that the device is only there if Mokuba wants to use it, but through this research and time away Seto has realized where he screwed up and that while he did have a valid reason for finding his trip to Atem's dimension impossible to talk about (he gives a few examples of the worlds that really messed him up mentally) he should have been more upfront with Mokuba about why and that he wasn't trying to hide things from him and shouldn't have tried to shield Mokuba from the ugly side of things or treat him like a little kid.

He apologizes and promises to treat Mokuba like an equal now that they are both much older than they used to be.

-Mokuba tackles him in a hug and they leave together as the snow continues to fall. Later, Mokuba does try the device at least for a little bit and then fully realizes the gravity of what Seto was exposed to.

-Mokuba goes on to be very involved in theater costume creation and design and becomes well known for it once he reaches his mid-20s. Around that time he also finds and befriends a stray dog who he names Shiro. He lives in America for a lot of the year due to the film and theater industry there but whenever he has a project in Japan he stays with Seto always. He visits often too. They more or less live happily ever after though there are always new challenges but the super dangerous part of their lives is over and they charge forward to their futures.

Sounds pretty flat when summed up like that but wanted it out there just for the sake of it.

It's been fun ygo fandom, so glad this is what got me into rping properly and it was so nice to make the friends I did here. If any of my mutuals would like to add me on disc.rd just shoot me an IM and I'll give you my username. I won't say I'll never come back as it seems ygo never fully leaves you haha, but for now, indefinitely I will mostly be over on @shallliveoninsong

[jaysdoodlehell]

ATTACKS YOUR INBOX LIKE YOU ASKED. HIIIIIIIIIIII :33

Your bio says that we can ask you about your ocs!! I'm sorry i didn't know how to look for them on your page—CAN YOU PLEASE SHOW US !!!!!!!! (im sorry if posts with them exist already)

Your artstyle is so so nice im curious how they look !!!!!!!!! Genuinely you are so cool _'-;5%-5$+_;_

Hi there my fellow Tumblr dweller!

Welcome, and thank u for this friendly fire ask ;3

I'm glad to see you interested in my characters >w< I know it's hard to look for them, cause I didn't have any specific plan on how to tag my OC posts, plus I have this blog for some time now, and things just got a little messy in my tagging system XD But I think I may help a little with that.

Generally to look for my OC's you can serch for one of those 4 tags:

#oc #ocs #my ocs #my oc

Then most of the content with them would appear for you. Tho it's not all of them, and not all art I have with them either as I was not posting all pieces I've made.

But since I have a feeling you mean OC's connected to TF media, well there are no posts with them yet. Mostly because I got some nasty experiences in the past with TF fandom and OC's, and I was not really feeling that they would be that much welcomed here (tho I got a break from TF since around 2014, till last year... and I see that in this time a lot of things changed... but I was still unsure about sharing them here).

For this reason it's not that much content with them in general since my mind was, and still is discouraging me from making more... but I can show what I have if you're interested. Just let me know if you want to see the two and a half of the ones that already are created XDD.

And if you meant any OC's of mine, then I welcome you to tag serch for the ones that are already here :3

Anyway, thank you very much for this nice ask, my fellow Tumblr dweller! I'm really glad you enjoy my art so much! You don't even know how much joy your ask brought me :3 At last I wish you, and all of my amazing followers a nice time of day/night, whenever you'd see it! I'm greatfull for your amazing support, and I wish y'all the best! >w<

[tokyogruel]

16, 51, 58, 62!!! :3

16: How exactly are you feeling at the moment?

WOOF,, are you ready for a complicated(ish) answer? overall im feeling good, enjoying working on my blog and not being at work, but im fuzzy, and part of me is just being eaten away with guilt for.??? no reason?? acting like ive done something bad when ive really not done.. anything? ahhhhh. but were ignoring that !

51: Favourite food?

this really depends on a few factors oops. "favorite" is hard but.. ill sidestep it. my comfort food is sloppy joes, chicago-style dogs, and deep-dish pizza.

58: Favourite weather?

THE RAINNN,, it never rains where i live now and it makes me depressed tbh. i miss rolling storms </3 i miss tornado warnings </3 i miss thunder and lightning <///3 get me tf out of hereee

62: What makes you happy?

sooooo many things tbh. top of the list is my partner, @deaddying. i think id be lost without him

MILGRAM honestly makes me really happy- i had been introduced to it before t2 started by @9ureshin, but my partner and i started getting really invested in it around this time last year-- which was probably one of the hardest times in both of our lives, and its just been great to prepare for new mvs and look forward to them- and the community has been so kind. im glad to have new friends through this fandom

art, music, writing, and general creativity i something that also drives me. some of you have seen me start posting some OCs of mine passively, but a few drawings are just the tip of the very vast iceberg of things ive created.

please come take a peek into my,, pet project... my vast inner-world

[recollections-of-a-seraph]

I just wanted to say how much I love running this blog. it gives me a space to be myself, where I'm not afraid to be judged. I feel really safe here and im so glad I have you all supporting me.

Since I found out I was Angelkin last December, it's been a strange year. I unfortunately went through the loss of an immediate family member exactly a year ago today, which made it tough for me. Thus threw me off track a little, but I never forgot that part of me. Some piece of me thinks that situation might have affected my identity, though I still haven't figured that out.

It was around April I think when I realised what type of angel I was. This made me feel confident in myself, and helped me find a place to belong. Funnily enough, I came to that realisation on Tumblr haha

It was around mid November i started this blog. I'd been looking at kin content on my personal blog for a while, but then thought ' oh what if I create my own? '. And so this blog was born. I'm so thankful for the support you guys have given me over this past month and a bit, I couldn't ask for more.

Whilst I still haven't found out specifics or other parts of who i am, and I'm still wondering what my life was truly as an angel, this page is only helping in figuring this out, and helping me feel as close to home as possible.

I love you all

[sunshinechay]

The way my mind connects the dots with 0 hesitation is hilarious. I could be seeing something like "Omg Michael is SO hot, looks so good with his hair like that, my little meow meow!" and Im like "ya Michael-

Seater?

Cera??

Myers!

from the group chat??!!!???

Really be like that (I barely care about any of those people, my brain will just pick at random), wild to see this post in the wild tho, its been years since I saw fans of (pick your fighter).

Only to find out OP is talking about a totally unrelated Michael from something I've never heard of, but its too late, ive already connected the dots in such a hilarious way, I gotta reblog now. But im collecting the new Michael for another similar situation if this ever comes up again.

I remember in high school we had this classmate named John Oliver and for the life of me, I couldn't understand that my friends were talking about John Oliver the tv host. They'd sit there saying the wildest shit like "Did you hear what insane shit John Oliver did last week?" and for a whole 5 seconds I'd be SO concerned about our mutual classmate only to be told this is about some random dude I don't know or watch (back then) and suddenly the world made a LOT more sense. But for those 5 seconds my mind created real terror and I just had to know what kind of sitcom life my classmate was living every fucking week.

So anyways, if you're always wondering why i keep re-blogging posts about your favs with the dumbest tags, its because I keep re-living Last Week with John Oliver time loop with you😭.

I don't even read your url, im just scrolling fast and every time im like "wait Effy slow down, this made no sense, dont just accept that" I look at the url and you're talking about some whole other guy.

Like I really saw your post and went "ah the creepy pasta girlies from 2012 breached containment and hit my dash again...ya...i'll reblog" and it was literally NOT about that Jeff at all.

I need an option to highlight your username in big and bold so my brain understands that your favs and my brain has 0 overlap and idk any of those people. This keeps happening with just you on my dash and no one else. I remembering struggling with my life, during your vegas era (of vegaspete of kinnporshe). Like this is NOT about Las Vegas at all, but if you asked me what my brain ran off with in those 5 seconds, if left unchecked, you'd understand why I love having you in my dash so much. Scrolling super fast on tumblr with you on my dash is just briefly time traveling to another universe istg.

Plus sometimes I do end up watching what you watch like kinnporshe so thats just a bonus.

Glad I could help! Haha

And don’t worry, my brain frequently does this kind of thing as well. Our brains recognize patterns and make connection only it seems our make connections where there are none, but that’s half the fun. Sometimes I laugh at where my own brain takes me.

I saw your tags on the Jeff posts and laughed because omg can you imagine Jeff the Killer reading his own fanfiction 😂😂😂

However, it’s Jeff Satur we’re talking about and honestly the fact he has read fanfiction about himself is both funny and horrifying like “I’m so sorry you had to witness this Jeff…would like some recs for other fics about you?” 😂😂😂

I’m glad that you have liked the BLs you’ve watched. They’re really just something else, in both good ways and bad and I love them so much. So I’m happy I can spread the joy :)

[boyswanna-be-her]

publishing gay romance novels really unreasonably often for so many years completely warped my view of like... what is fun and funny and hot. like i am decent at writing a life-affirming, largely unproblematic romance that won't get me hate reviews and that's valid. and i think that's a pretty reasonable reaction, as a creator, to the bizarre takes on my fiction that i've dealt with (I'm sure everyone in my field deals with it) and vitriol that exists on the internet and goodreads and whatever platform for anyone who dares to present gay stories that aren't stock standard, ready to be produced by the hallmark channel and distributed to a chikfila audience.

but like. hm. to be writing that MESSY shit again. incredible. give me those goblins making bad choices. i cannot wait to ponder over how to write their setpiece Incidents in the most exquisitely uncomfortable ways. i love to watch them chew the scenery in my imagination. cannot say the same for my sweet, sweet lovingly rendered mass-appeal characters whose most compelling aspirations are to get me lots of nice reviews where nobody is calling me a [redacted lol] writing a "guide for [REDACTED FOR LEGAL REAONS WHY DO PEOPLE SAY THIS SHIT HOLY FUCK!!!!!]" i was really shaken by some of the horrific shit that people put out about my absurd books and it's taken me a long time to understand how to ignore it and--even harder--digest what i had already internalized and believed about myself as a human being based on book reviews. reading reviews is NOT the same as having an editor, and hater input was poison to my confidence in a way that i wasn't actually secure enough to acknowledge until the last few years.

im having a lot of emotions around writing again. im having a lot of emotions around most aspects of my life presently, and that of course channels nicely into creating some thinly-veiled fiction.

i'm glad i was allowed the luxury of taking some years off from publishing. i had completely stopped thinking of myself as a writer, despite the fact that i have 17 titles under my belt including a dozen hugely overlong novels written just by me. the last five years have been a pretty consistent ego death--not that i'm complaining, the vibe is now immaculate--but it is of course a lot to deal with. At the same time, the past DECADE of... trauma and growth and death and growth and total fuck ups and growth... has also casually wrought a sort of ingrained queer fury and strength in me that won't be quenched until my body kicks the bucket. I'm finally as old as I've always felt and I've got nothing to lose in writing some incredibly indulgent and polarizing fiction

anyway i don't really know how to blog anymore. i stopped sharing for so long, edited my sharing, overshared, undershared, begged for input, ignored all input. i'm making all of this shit up as i go along at this point. i'm excited about the way that my life experience is currently guiding my fiction. i think that's the essence here. but also 420 smoke weed every day jesse pinkman was right all along

[russian-scp-memes]

Update 19.06.2024:

this blog is mostly an archive now, friends. I’m sorry that I was silent for so long. The russian SCP fandom wasn’t such a good place lately, because of Duksin’s conflict (basically it was solved a couple of years ago and everything is okay now, but still, it affected the spirit of Russian community.)

My internet space of my favorite scp blogs outside tumblr kinda changed and the memes and stuff were not that funny, innocent or creative anymore. I was finding them overly offensive, abstract or repetitive, or simply not as understandable and simple as they used to be. The SCP community evolved, learning new types of objects, new canon lore, and I wasn’t quick enough to get in the train and understand why no one jokes about the « classic » SCPs anymore. last time i went on SCP fest in Moscow i met lots of people who weren’t as fun-loving kid as I am, they were more dedicated to creating the universe and the canon lore, to keep the site’s mission and decide global problems, basically, all the community grew up, while I didn’t. I wasn’t a « member », the « administrator », the « translator », the « writer, editor, moderator », the representative who helped with acting. I was just a fan. And I am just a fan. The fandom went empty and there were no more kids and artists and memedealers who used to chill, have fun and make stuff. so I couldn’t find any content for a while.

And moreover, I changed my interests and found myself new things to hyperfixate on.

Im sorry to tell you all of this, but I have no regrets. I know that you guys and girls are an amazing community, that keeps living, creating and sharing your pieces of art and stuff. I may not be able to bring something personal in scp fandom and I stopped when I had nowhere to take memes for translations from, but still, SCP is a cozy little fandom for me. I’m glad you guys and girls were here with me all throughout the years. I’m glad I ever had this experience to translate memes for you and that I’ve met so much people here. You guys and girls are amazing. For every follower or every person ever interacted with my blog I say thank you. I’m really happy that you all were here with me.

This blog will be kept as a little archive of the old-spirit memes and stuff, and you can always check it, I won’t delete anything. Because who knows, maybe one day my SCP era will start again and I’ll come back?

If you want to find me somewhere else on Tumblr, now I’ll be here:

@shenji-yei - my main. I basically reblog aesthetics and funny things here.

@shenji-yei-v2 - my Frictional Games’ « Amnesia » game series dedicated blog, I post art and thingies sometimes when I have time to draw

@shandyyart - my BATIM/BATDR art blog, but now it’s mostly multifandom. Cartoons or games or something.

Im really thankful to ever have you as my audience and to ever share interests with you guys and girls. You are amazing, never forget that.

Best wishes,

- russian-scp-memes

(meme in the source)

[guppygiggles]

Bro sorry Im anonymous but my blog isn't tickle-related and I usually go undercover.

Just read that 6-part comic. Need you to know that it has become my FAVORITE comic/art piece on tickling. Unironically the best shit Ive seen on this site. Keep up the good work.

i want you to know that i cried in real life when i read this message.

I'm going to open up a little, okay?

I just started drawing at the end of last year. In just a few months, the amount of love and support i have received for my art and writing, the friends i have made, and my 'heroes' in the community i have gotten to meet has been nothing short of overwhelming. i really never expected this -- ANY of this -- to happen. i thought i was a terrible, late-in-life "artist" who would never create anything of value.

It has, frankly, changed my life. i am happy in a way i have never been before. I feel like I'm part of a community in a way i never have been before. To get messages like this is, especially from so many people, about art that i've made which is so personal and close to my heart.. sincerely, it is something i never thought would happen to me.

I'm so glad that you like my art, that looking at it and reading it makes you feel something. I think the best thing that art can do is inspire other people to create, and I never even thought that MY art would do that for anyone... i especially didn't think that the art i was capable of making would be anyone's favorite anything.

Anon, thank you for this message, and thank you to anyone who is reading this who has enjoyed my art or sent me kind messages, gotten excited about things i've made, etc. I know i just wrote a whole book in this reply, but it really means more to me than I can even say.

[garlculean]

@yukikorogashi Asked. HELLO MY FRIEND! ❤️ Before this year ends, I just wanna start by saying-- MAN! I'm just so, so glad that I got to meet your wonderful self??? I will say it's certainly one of my highlights during these last few months, meeting a fella as splendid as yourself!

I already mentioned all of this before to you through our IMs, but you bring so much life to my boy here, and just do him so, so much justice! And I thank you, with my hands holding yours, for giving him the love that he so long since deserved! And of course, I absolutely look forward to him and Itsuki interacting, in developing their hilarious lil' Looney Tunes relationship, overtime! It's gonna be so fun, and another thing to look forward to this coming year!

You are just such talented individual too, Mt Beast, like omgoodness??? Your writing, your art, your graphics-- not to mention the fact that you have been such a pleasant chap to get to know. You really are a marvellous bean, and again I'm so glad I found your blog when I did, and look forward to interacting with you more in the near future!

May next year treat you well, my friend. As you so rightfully deserve! Here's to you! 🍷 AUEHAUWHE!!!!

↳ 2023 is almost over! // 𝐀𝐂𝐂𝐄𝐏𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐆

      𝐎𝐔𝐓𝐎𝐅𝐂𝐀𝐒𝐇. Y'know, I do not think there are even words to describe the amount of joy and gratitude I felt when reading this. I am SO VERY glad I had the pleasure and opportunity to meet you too Yuki⸺ I can say with much certainty that the feeling is absolutely mutual!

      I can't even construct my words right but just that I'm literally grinning from ear to ear! WHWUAHAHA Hearing you say that and think that for my interpretation // portrayal of Wario means so much more than you think it does for me. It's honestly an honor to hear that I am doing him justice. So thank you⸺ Thank you VERY much. I too cannot wait for Itsuki and Wario to interact. I still think about the plot in my head and the things we spoke about with their possible bond, depending on how things go in RP, but it kills me EVERY time. I may not KNOW who Itsuki is, but shoot I dont think I need to. All I know and need to know is you make her an outstanding joy of a character! You give her such personality that if she acted any other way I don't know if I'd enjoy it as much as I do when she's in your hands HWUWHAHAA!

      I appreciate you enjoying my writing and my art, I do take a great deal of time in it, especially my writing. Drawing comes more naturally for me so to speak its a lot less brain power as opposed to writing. So to know you favor both and not just one over the other is an honest to god best compliment for me to hear If I'm being honest HAHAAHAH. Also I must give credit where credit is 1000% due, @sangdelune did my graphics, I'd commissioned them to do it. They brought my ideas to life in ways I cannot describe. I do not know the floor from the ceiling when it comes to photoshop or anything remotely in that area, I cannot do that. I'm a writer and an artist--NOT a designer. Best editing I do and can do are my reaction icons. THOSE I DO edit. But that's just the most basic bare minimum knowledge one needs to know to edit the reactions; its nothing supreme or outstanding I'd say. I actually plan on bringing them up in a near future post; once I hit my 100+ follower's count ( which seems to be nearing...) give them a segment because since I was/am so new here in this RPC, I felt me doing it with not much of a following would make them go unnoticed. i.e. no on taking the time to go back to read my first post(s) I made here about them. But for anyone who DOES need anything with graphics GO TO THEM. They were a blessing to work with, I had very VERY specific ways I wanted things done and created to really emphasize how I viewed and seen Wario and I wanted my blog to really exert that. So even if you dont read my writing, you still get the FEEL // aura, per say, that Wario emits when youre on my page and they hit it all on the nail and BLEW my expectations away. Very communicative, quick with getting back to you, good with keeping you in the loop of things, and is just an INCREDIBLE designer and an amazing person to work with. I honestly am grateful and LUCKY to of found them.

      SALUTI MY FRIEND! I cannot wait to see what the year to come brings, but I hope whatever it is, it brings a lot more interactions with you!

[bleedingheartsandwiltedroses]

I followed this blog because I’ve been thinking about this whole thing recently and wondered if anything further ever came about of all of this, and I just want to say that I was friends with- however he/they/she calls themselves now, but I will just say Sail. I’m gonna use they/them simply because I don’t know what they go by and last I met them I’m pretty sure they went by they. Memory is shit though, forgive me :(

I was rather close with them, not an irl friend but close nonetheless, and blocked them- I think it was a good few months ago now- pretty sure it was earlier this year but I don’t know. I’ll have to find the screenshot of my last text to them, it’s on my phone somewhere.

I always had a part of me that doubted the things they claimed about pretty much everything (not trauma stuff, I won’t comment on their traumas, that would be fucked up) but tbh, I didn’t want to believe they were capable of everything in the document. Dumb? Yes. Do I regret it? Yes. Do I regret leaving them? Not at all, especially in retrospect.

I don’t know where they are now, I don’t know if you have any updates but- they treated me and the rest of my system incredibly badly through our whole- mind you brief- friendship and it’s taken me awhile to come to terms with that, and I can’t imagine what you went through beyond that document. The document is saddening enough.

Sorry if this brings up memories you didn’t want but, thank you for speaking up about this, and I am glad that it seems they’re not on social media anymore. I hope they got help.

It’s tempting to leave this anonymous purely out of anxiety that if they still check this blog (yes, they did that religiously) they’ll figure out who I was and I’ll end up dealing with shit after I have just escaped it but tbh I won’t, come what may I guess :P

Hi!! Thank you so much for reaching out and I’m so sorry for what they put you through as well. Nothing more has really come of this. I dont believe theyre on social media anymore and I haven’t had any updates. I haven’t been on tumblr much either or social media in general.

And don’t worry about bringing up memories or anything ^ Ive come to terms with it honestly and Im in a really good place at the moment. I hope you’re able to cope with and heal from whatever you went through 🫶🏻🫶🏻

Although Im not active here beyond responding to asks this blog exists to create a safe space and spread awareness and Im genuinely so glad its serving its purpose. Thank you again for reaching out and Im so sorry you were hurt by them too.

(Also not thinking theyre capable of these things isnt dumb at all. Theyre very manipulative and in general you’re gonna want to believe the person youre closer with. I didnt think they were capable of grooming wither until right before I made the doc which, if I remember right, was 1-2? years after it happened)

[heartfilia-source]

i don't wanna speak ill of that person's blog but what are they even complaining about??? not getting attention? it's literally a blog like that's the point if you create stuff otherwise just don't post stuff? idk it's weird im sorry u were sort of called out for something that's not even up to you (it's just a dumb senseless situation honestly) but I really love your blog! lucy has always been my favorite character of all time and I love seeing get the attention and love she deserves

Hello there, thank you so much for the kind words! <3 Really glad Heartfilia Source is able to bring some joy - this fanpage was started with the purpose of logging and storing Lucy/FT data and other things for ourselves and others to benefit from, so it was a little disheartening so see that being twisted into something weird/bad? 😅

Though it was more confusing than anything to stumble upon that (indirect) callout lol. We had a similarly strange interaction with this same person last year, and had we realized it was them in the first place we probably wouldn't have bothered from the start. But of course we only wish the best for them and whatever situation they may be going through, no hard feelings there

[pacifymebby]

Hi, I haven’t messaged you or anything in so long !! I was like 16 the last time i even posted on tumblr, i’m literally 20 in two days !!

I haven’t checked up with you since The Ride but you used to be my favorite blog and my favorite fanfic writer. You fully shaped my late teens and ur old fics got me through everything from GCSES to Covid.

And then i stopped using Tumblr cos Catfish just vanished like but i’m so happy to see you’re still writing like and you’ve found new things to write about. I went to Uni n stuff and my whole life changed and i completely forgot about ur fics. They used to be a form of escapism, and helped my romanticise my life. They genuinely helped me feel lighter when life was just heavy like. and now i don’t need them anymore and all that seems so sad and distant, my life is so so great now and i got through the not so great bits with your writing.

I just thought it was worth letting you know that you shaped a girls teen years. I completely accredit you to all the fun I had romanticising my life because of ur fics, and you literally have no idea. like some random girl in Manchester accredits some writer girl in wherever to shaping her entire late teens into some indie cringe fest nightmare that she secretly loved (don’t tell)

like i would never fess up to it anywhere except anonymous on tumblr but you were one of my only friends at times and i would read ur fics and sit alone in my room and listen to the strokes (who id never heard of until you) or id walk home from school listening to catb and imagine i was on some english coast walking to the pub with the lads and the sun setting. it sounds really sad i know and it fucking genuinely really was i was a sad lonely girl but i had so much fun!

and my music, like all of my music taste came from you !! all my book recs came from you!! i love kerouac to this day because of you.

If you ever reupload any old fics i’d be the first to have a little nostalgic read !!

Okay, first of all, thanks for sending me this bestie it really hit me in the chest because a) i cant believe ive had that level of impact on someone else's life and in such like a cute little way? And b) because everything youve just described is exactly what i was doing too!! Like using my little fanfictions to escape to, romanticising my dreary/lonely little life and using it to imagine a better future for myself...

Like, i started writing Oxygen when id broken up with my abusive ex, was livibg alone in a student flat, id lost ALL my pals to said ex, i was floundering at uni feeling stuck and alone and like, i used to get stoned and listen to the national and live in this little daydream which was that story and its probably one of the only reasons i survived that year!

And The Ride, i had the idea for that when i was trapped at my grandparents painting their house for them. That whole bit at the beginning where Maria is painting the B&B stemmed from a days daydreaming trying to romanticise my dreary little life.

Basically most of the fics i wrote were me creating the characters i wanted to be more like, like fliss and saffron, i wanted to be that kind of positive, confident, carefree girl and writing the characters helped me believe that I could be more like that.

And like idk, you really summed up what i was doing for me, and I'm glad u were able to romanticise your life too! I think its an underrated and important coping mechanism tbh, if you cant daydream up a better reality for yourself, how can u ever achieve a better reality for yourself?

I also think thats maybe why I don't write as often now too, generally my lifes much better than it was, I'm happier, i dont need to imagibe these friends for myself because i have a really solid group of friends, and I have B and im cared about and no ones out to hurt me anymore. So i dont need to escape to my fanfictions so much anymore idk.

Still sometimes its lovely to revel in nostalgia isnt it.

Also omg i cant believe u read those books cause of me, and heard the strokes cause of me, thats so fucking cool <3 <3 im glad we were friends back then and had eachother, i think thats so cool that without knowing eachother we've had that impact on one another (because honestly the people who read my fics and comment and send me anons have all supported me and made me feel less alone and lame)

Thank u so much for sending this and confessing to the indie cringe fest (we were all there and secretly loved it, its okay to admit that here!! Indie cringe fest lives on here!!)

And im so happy your life is better now too and that youre somewhere u want to be having a nice time, I'm glad u don't need to romanticise ur life anymore because youre living a life you actually want to live.thats amazing and im v proud of u for getting here and v happy that u got here <3 <3 <3 <3

Love u bestie ❤️❤️❤️❤️

[topguncortez]

*not the same anon*

*also this is quite long sorry*

This is going to sound so stupid but im intimidated by you and no not because of you as a person or how you come across, but because of your looks and body - im ugly and overweight. So when I see someone who I think is beautiful doesn’t matter about the size of them, I get defensive real quick, some pretty girls are very mean. I’ve been trying to work on it truly but being bullied for years at school has kind of made me like this. Please don’t think I’m trying to shame you or make you feel uncomfortable I am not, that’s not what I’m trying or wanting to do! I think your a very beautiful person!

I don’t think you are an intimidating or rude person, like you said you’ve put walls around yourself which I completely understand, what I think is the problem that online you can’t tell if someone’s be rude or sarcastic or genuine. I’m quiet good with sarcasm but reading it my mind goes blank. I think that people take things way to heart, or don’t understand what’s being said or how it’s coming across if that makes sense?

The only reason why I came to tumblr last year was to escape what was going off in my real life, lost 8 family members in 2 years all one after another pretty much. Since I found your blog it’s become a safety net for me, not only do you write incredible pieces (all of your whump and angst fics break my heart because I’m an emotional wreck) but it’s a safe and open place to talk about things I could never ever talk openly about to my family, I have 12 brothers I’m the only girl and also the youngest. Your such an open and honest person which is quite rare to find nowadays.

With the reblogs at first I never did it because I thought I was doing something wrong (did i tell you am stupid?) I do it now though, even if the only followers I have are those annoying fake accounts, I’m hoping their fake because they keep asking me if I want to meet up and have sex😳. It is annoying for me as a reader and follower not to see you get the recognition you and a lot of amazing writers deserve. I’ll keep rebloging your work. I saw someone say about the angst prompts and you saying your going to use them in a writing challenge. Am I going to read them? Yes. Am I going to get my heart broken? Yes. Am I going to go and cry in a corner somewhere? Probably. Yes.

Please don’t feel like you have to justify yourself to anyone on here, or explain yourself. Because of you a lot of people on your blog feel like they can be open and honest, when you was having one of your sex talks someone said that they was 23 or 24 and still a virgin and your reply back was so wholesome, no judgement. My friends literally forced me to have sex when I was 19 because I was still a virgin. They told me I was “too old to still be a virgin”. Not only this but your writing is so good, your one shots and series are truly the best. The Professor is probably my fave (sorry) and really can’t wait for vol 2.

I hope you have an amazing day and keep smiling🤍

one, you are not ugly. Do not think that about yourself. Every body is beautiful in its own way. And do not let anyone tell you otherwise. There is no such thing as a "perfect" body, it just simply does not exist. Every body is created in its own unique way. And to me, being beautiful is not just about physical body, but about the spiritual body. Like you said, there are pretty girls/people out there who have mean souls. Beauty is on the inside as much as it on the outside.

two, I get that tone is hard to convey across text. I try my hardest to keep things as light and straightforward as I can. I try to leave out as much sarcasm as I can cause I know that it can be skewed into a negative light.

Three, I am so, so sorry for your losses. I am glad that you can find some solace in my blog, that truly makes me happy. It makes me feel like I am doing something good with this.

One of the most important things for me is having an open door and a positive relationship with my followers/friends/mutuals/ whomever. I have been in some very toxic fandoms where they were very cliquey and it's either you're in or you're not. And I hate that so much cause that's not how a fandom should be.

I want to help people have a good time here in this fandom, whether you're passing through or you're here to stay. As I said before, I'm like that cool aunt that lets you drink at her house and will tell you all her crazy stories.

My asks, and DMs are always OPEN to those who want to talk or who need advice. If I don't know the answer to the question, I'll do my best to give you resources or point you to people who can answer it.

and thank you, thank you for the kind words, it really means a lot to me <3