#im slepy

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Its midnight again, which means legally it counts. Anyway, my last fic for bottomalweek!!!!!!!!!! Day 5 public/squirting, and like last time, I did both lmao. Ughgh here's some hairy deer pussy in a tiny bikini and "bimbo2bimbo communication"

https://archiveofourown.org/works/64495717

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ok you made good points for the most part but something in your helluva post confuses me: how in the world has stolas been "sexually abusing octavia the entire series"?

going off of the definition of sexual abuse (rape, assault, trafficking, molestation, coercion, etc.) i cannot think of anything that even remotely points to evidence of that.

surely, SURELY you aren't claiming that just because he said something sexual on the phone in front of her? not even TO her or ABOUT her? that's a misstep for sure, but going so far as to call that sexual abuse is... just not correct.

maybe if he did it on purpose or specifically because she was around, but to me it reads like he forgot she was there and got caught up in the phone conversation. there's no evidence that it happened more than once either, so "the whole series" is a biiig stretch.

i REALLY hope that specific moment isn't what you mean, because that's the kind of claim that really softens the meaning of the term... but i really can't think of anything else that even suggests it.

I feel like theres definitely a way to say "Hey! We seem to disagree on this interpretation of this show! I have no fucking idea where you are coming from, can you explain?" Without turning it into a...definition....of rape.......to the rape victim........and also accusing said rape victim of "softening" language?? Would the term sexual harassment be better?? I personally think it's arbitrary to say "thats not technically sexual abuse, its just weird, stop calling it that" when it's something sexual.....that hurts someone?? Idk its semantics.

So anyway ignoring the vibes you brought to the table, I was talking to my irl friend about Helluva, back when the stolitz shit was happening. And I was complaining because of how CLEAR the abuse in that dynamic is to me. And he was like "I think cuz of your trauma that you're reading into it too much and taking it too seriously." And I was like "IF VIV WANTS POINTS FOR DOING SA REP, THEN IM GONNA TAKE EVERYTHING SUPER SERIOUSLY"

The difference between us is that I was sexually abused, and trafficked(not sex trafficked but still) so when I watch this show, I IMMEDIATELY pick up on things happening there. While he doesn't because he's """normal"""" and not traumatized, so he just sees fun dick joke show about dick and balls. I think a lot of this fandom is a mix of both. People like me picking up on signs, and other people who just are here for jokes and don't necessarily notice all the really bad shit because thats not exactly their lived experience. Completely understandable, I don't hold it against anyone for not noticing it the way I do. But I do see it, and wanna bitch about it.

We're in hell. This show is set in the actual human bible hell damnation hell for hell people. I think there's a way to read some characters as "uwu babies", but I'm not gonna. It's hell. In hell. I'm going to be giving no one the benefit of the doubt, and assume the worst in people until proven otherwise. Especially when the characters in question are dickbags who never actually change.

What Stolas is doing is...sexual harassment? Is that better??? Stolas is openly engaging in pretty intense kinkplay around his daughter and that is in fact, Bad.

(its also entirety possible Octavia knows that this dynamic is sexually violent and is forced to listen to her dad want to rape a guy, and no dont come telling me thats wrong too, fuck off.)

And as someone who's been through the exact same kind of trauma as Octavia, I can say it definitely fucked me up✨ The only thing I'll give Stolas is that it doesn't seem like he's been doing this around her since she was a small child like I was, but its still bad. That's still inappropriate behavior, that's still something he should know to stop immediately when he sees she's around. Octavia is a depressed, struggling teenager who needs love and support while dealing with this sudden divorce. Stolas spends EVERY episode that is supposed to be about them, either tryna fuck Blitz in front of her, or ignoring her to interact with Blitz and or yell at Stella.

Stolas' problem as a character(not a bad thing, this should be a story/character arc) is that he's deeply entitled, and doesn't see how is actions effect others. Stolas is upset that he was forced into marriage? Wow, isn't Stella such a bitch for doing that too him? No empathy for the woman also being raped and abused through this forced marriage. Stolas is gay and wants to fuck? Let's not think about the class difference, and that he's literally holding Blitz' survival in his hands in exchange for cock. Stolas wants the sexual experiences he was robbed of because of his trauma? Who cares if it destroys his family and makes his daughter feel worthless, he wants to sext. His arc should be about facing the fact that he's abusive, and hurtful. He is hurting Blitz, and Octavia with his sexual behavior. But if he was supposed to be a "good" character with "good intentions", then he should have no problem apologizing and ACTUALLY changing. Stolas doesn't seem upset that they're upset, he's upset he got "caught". He's upset Blitz demands respect and doesn't suck his dick the second he shows any remorse. He's upset that he can't fight Stella and fuck all he wants and instead has to deal with his moody teenager ACTUALLY needing attention and support. My comment about "the entire series" is because the only things we see are the bad parts of their relationship with no development, even if its only a few episodes.

Also since we're playing the virtue game, saying "but he didn't do it on purpose" is actual victim blaming and rapist apologist behavior so like, good job?? Saying rape or sexual abuse isn't as big of a deal just because it was an accident, or unintentional is definitely a take to have. Now, I'd say this is a stupid furry series that doesn't matter in the long run, but you're the one whining about language??

Anyway. Hazbin/Helluva are poorly made shows that annoy me. Pls stop fucking with people about shit like "softening" language and all that "real victims" and all that purity culture savior complex bullshit. Its super weird. Rambling times over, its like 5am im going back to sleep. Also I'm proship, this is media analysis not a moral thing except for the part where I was fucked with over language.

[nat-space-obsessed]

According to my temporary insomniac roommate, I sleep like a cooking rotisserie chicken, like rolling all around like oml

I genuinely never knew this

[theblehthatbloos]

Pillow under head and over elbow, call that panini press

[lamp-burger]

[amphiptere-art]

God's I am still so dead tired. I don't think I'm going to be active today. Just got to sleep until work starts and then go home and die again. At least my kitty is still asleep with me.

[thesadlesbian120]

can I PLEASE just have a kiss??

[chasejlondon]

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[moshieee]

Draw a snorse

Uuhhhh brain no workn how's this?

[littl-vs]

thank you sm i rly appreciate you more than you could possibly know and i liked talking to you today

[kindaasrikal]

Do you guys think the ninja ever accidentally did spinjitzu on own of those spiny office chairs 😭

Like you just have Kai spinning Jay one day on it being the easily distracted losers they are and suddenly Kai almost has his hand cut off when Jay is uncontrollably spinning on the chair with a damn tornado around him. He flew straight out of the window in the bounty. They had to spend the day looking for him as if they were on a mission instead.

Do you think thats how they tried to teach Lloyd spinjitzu but, he’s the green ninja? It definitely went horribly worse

Do you guys think before Nya was told she was the water ninja she started uncontrollably spinning on the a chair and a tornado formed and it was blue and she just never acknowledged it happening? It was as if she was unaware it even happened bro

[urproblematicfav-ao3]

Wip for whatever the fuck this heat/oviposition/cervix fucking thing is

I am absolutely losing my mind over Alastor being in the most intense pain imaginable while in the middle of a severe fever, and still having the focus to make a joke about Vox being a two pump chump. Fucking love this line oh my god.

Also Al trying to use weaponized incompetence to avoid having to ride dick lmao

[urproblematicfav-arsonk]

@grimfeywizard dropped the new au where Niffty is a mouse sinner so she and Husk can have the ultimate tom and jerry moment

This is my contribution

[raenef]

quack

[turquo1s]

I COULDNT DRAW HIS GLASSES ON RAAAAAGH

pls someone draw his glasses on for me im so lazy and its 1am

[xxmia0wm4yh3mxx]

Enock but in The amazing digital freakshow au

Caine wanted pomni to stay forever so he gave her somthing to distract her from the horrors and also to spy on her

Enock isn't evil or anything Just a lost and confused baby

Au by @hootbon