#im so done with online school

[puppyeared]

if escape rooms as team building exercises became popular im not sure if id be more excited or terrified

[bunnihearted]

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[weafurry]

ykw tumblr gets me gushing about this too. SUMMER SCHOOL CLASSES OFFICIALLY DONE!!

Im so fucking happy man . this is genuinely the first time since MIDDLE SCHOOL that I've gotten through an entire school year without failing a single class. if all goes according to plan i start school back up in august and graduate in december of 2024 :)

[todayisafridaynight]

i HAVE to keep the daigo plush locked away lest i squeeze it every five minutes to alleviate the cuteness aggression i feel whenever i see it

[hauntedwoman]

gonna have to retake french next semester lol my mom is gonna kill meeeeeeeeee hehe

[lovsome]

>:(

[daydadahlias]

Omg I just saw your post about having to fill out a student alert form. Are you ok? Are you safe?

hi Dee :) ok so,,, some Jess lore right now is that I am currently being <3 stalked <3 a little bit irl. which is obviously not great lmfao and I am nOt loving it but I'm safe and I'm ok !!! my life is not in danger. it hopefully will not progress any further now that I've talked to my boss about it and she made me file a student alert form abt the whole thing but !! yeah. it's been. a very frustrating few weeks here in the real world :/

[tendebill]

update: i am becoming more and more sick as we speak

[arielluva]

actually so funny (it isn't) that everytime i struggle to do something and i tell my parents about it they just respond with "you just have to do it." like. guys. if i could "just do it" i would NOT be complaining about not being able to do it!!

[pneumonic-screamers]

okay so here's the thing. I am so burnt out. idk if that shows on here. but I very obviously am irl. I'm going to kill my school with hammers. becuase I don't have a formal diagnosis for any of my various issues. I can't get accommodations unless i pretty much beg for them. so it's real hard out here. but also. everyone else is burnt out. like why is the school system like that. I'm so tried and stressed all the time that I haven't been doing any of my hobbies for months now. like school isn't so important that it should consume ur life. I can't relax without feeling guilty about my school work that I'm not doing. even if I'm ahead in work, I always think that I could be more ahead. anyways I think the school system school be changed deeply and school work should all be done in school and if it needs to be done outside of class time then it shouldn't be assigned becuase I am not spending my school holidays working on a maths task that I do not care about.

[bunnihearted]

📓🖊️🌧️🌫️

[electricpurrs]

okay but for real i dont know what to DO about it but i think i have like real attention span problems.

like i literally just cant pay attention to anything, even things i want to do and want to pay attention to. i cant play videogames, watch shows or movies, read books, draw. nothing. i procrastinate extremely with starting anything, even these things i actively want to do i just cant bring myself to do them. and it stresses me out every second on how i SHOULD be doing them but i never do.

everytime i start doing something i just get distracted and stop. i stop paying attention to whats happening in the movie, i pause the game, i look at the words on the page without reading anything. even without outside distractions ill just lose myself in thought. i then just get bored extremely easily as my difficulty to pay attention just makes me get frustrated and uninterested and then i give up completely on doing what i was doing 30 minutes later.

but i am also decisively addicted to my phone. i will stop what im doing to check my phone for no reason and then get distracted scrolling. i may try to turn off my phone but i just get stressed or find other ways to get distracted and just give up and grab it again in the end. its effectively hard to draw because i need my phone to make digital art but ill just stop drawing to check other apps

i just dont know what to do!!! this literally sucks so bad and stops me from doing anything, both things i need to do and things i want to do. i feel horrible and stressed and bored and guilty all the time and i dont know how to fix this. im going insane

[todayisafridaynight]

having my Art Specialty be described as 'daddies' is technically not wrong but also its very hard to not scream when being told so to my face in the dorm lobby regardless. like im just supposed to accept that description with a smile and nod as if i dont know we aren't thinking of the same kind of daddy

[shiikiyun]

bep i dont have anything to say abt this im just confused why people always bring that up when if it really was the case it absolutely wouldve been brought up in his second voice drama + the image in undercover is not for sure proof that he physically showed up to her doorstep so i dont. see the point? in insisting on this being a Fact? not even a theory but something Factual? when him giving clear directions to figure out her school is nothing to snooze at to begin with?

[vsingers]

im actually excited about my future for once....for the first time i have a concrete plan in place and im gonna work hard towards seeing it thru

[skhardwarevers1]

sorry for saying I was going to do things and even starting them and then disappearing from this website entirely for three days. It will happen again