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rat-tomago · 8 months

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i think i would rather eat glass garnished with rat poison than go 2 work 2day

#marcel.txt #vent #im so fucking tired of EVRRYTHING!!!#i hate my managers so so much theyre fucking useless #i as a part time lowly 'dining assistant' know more abt both my kitchens and tangibly do more 2 keep them running smoothly #i literally have two managers and yet neither of them have ever observed a SINGLE meal service #its been nearly two fucking months since they became our managers #and the lack of communication is honestly fucking laughable #i told them that one of the dishwashers is consistently not getting up 2 minimum temps like TWO WEEKS AGO #guess what still hasnt been fixed.#we had a new girl start recently and on saturday i asked if i would see her tmrw #and shes like idk #so im like do u not know the next time u work???#and she just goes 'no' LIKE REALLY?????#and i rly do not think its her fault at all bc i trained her so i know shes not like an airhead or smth #oh my god it all infuriates me so much #and then the cherry on top of my shit sundae hoo boy!#suddenly now the mondays after my weekends (where i already work all alone) i ALSO work alone #i never get more than a day or two off at a time #but god fucking forbid they schedule either of the other two kitchen ppl after they just had a whole fucking weekend off #oh and both of them work ONE day every other weekend #whereas i always work both days lol #oh my god and one of them constantly bitches abt the times she has 2 work alone it makes me fucking rabid #maybe u get out an hour late bc u dont start cleaning the kitchen until the dining room is empty #maybe if u shut the fuck up 4 like even just 10 mins. u would surprise urself w how much u can get done #everyone else has figured out how 2 get out of work on-time when they work alone #and rly the secret is just 'do ur work instead of literally standing still talking until the last hour of ur shift'#AUUGHFHFJFJ ok i think im finally doen. i hate my life. anyways.

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arcadequeerz · 7 months

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#Cade.vnt #I complain a lot about shit on here so im sorry but haha things fucking suck n i hate everything.#i wanna curl into a ball and just rot here.#evrrything costs so much money i cant do anything. getting shut off notices for everything.#being alive is so fucking expensive and i am so damn tired of trying anymore.#im just exhausted. im tired. everything keeps gettibg worse. i wanna sleeop #i cant even get myself into therapy or get myself to a fucking doctor.#i have no energy for anything anymore.#i wish things could just be ok for a little while n things could be easier.#why is living so expensive

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nightmare8-420 · 1 year

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having a stroke about how much you tell me you want to kill yourself and leave for 5 hours just to say that you didnt and leave me again like i know you do but dear god its so mentally and physically taxing because im staying up until fucking 5 am just hoping that you didnt kill yourself as much as i love you telling me about your issues and id hate myself (even more) if you felt like you couldnt tell me just i wish i could have a break sometimes from evrrything and everyone i feel like i dont get a break from anything or anyone anymore even with sleeping its all nightmares and my smoke breaks arent helping anymore i just want to get on a plane and move to a different contry where no one knows me and start a new life im just so damn tired

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gimmeeshelter · 5 years

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#i would give so much for a groups of friends #like notnjust one friend like a groupe of friends that hang out and do things together all the time #im so tired of being lonely and the outcast anong my friend group i cry all the time about it like #what is life if im just gonna b alone for the majority of it i just want to feel comfortable in my body and with the people im around #i truly cannot explain the ampunt of despair i feel evrry day my body is like heavy with these feelings #i hate myself i hate my body i hate my financial situation i just don’t wajt to be apart of this life anymore its never gonna get better #i just hate :)))) living :)))))#i want to have an apartment somewhere not in college ajd have a job and just have good friends #notnones who care more about getting fucked up and fucking guys and meaningless bullshit like genuine people #im so exhausted i cant do this ! :)#i just want to be skinny and pretty and loved and cared for and not scared ofnlosing evrrything but i guess thats never goijg to happen

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bagilgulhaze · 5 years

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I actually literally want to die but don't worry because I'll 100% not lol but like I literally wish I was dead

#im tired of bring so incompetent its literally like out of any fuckimg standart #likeu can say all u want like. its bc u.took hard task blabblah law scholl bullshit! im just jncompletent the lvl of the task doesnt effect #it one bit #i failed now the eource in literature i took bc its so easy i dont eben have to attend to do the assignment. i just didnt. i am in law dcho #bc ill ne er ne ablr to jold any other kind of job or have any other kind of futur #ill never survibe internship i truly likr dont understand why am alive and ive been feeling that way for so long now #my life is one strss after the other and never reward never a moment of breathing not once #i do evrrything i tried meds i tried this and that i tried i tried i tried my brain is to fucked

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higgs-the-god · 4 years

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God I fucking hate this house

#I genuinely don’t think id be able to live in my own house alone in this society #but. fuck I really don’t want to be in this house with my mother #half of what I do or have she doesnt support #im just not. self sustainable especially with all these fucking expectations #I WANT to move out and I WANT a good job but theres no well paying job I can #handle that wont fuck me up #id be fine working in fast food but its too many people and everything os too fucking bright and loud and. too fucking much!!#clearly art isnt oging to work especially with ym wrist #but im just mentally and physically well to not earn any helo from. fuck. the goverment I guess #and its times like these that I just. don’t want to be alive #everything would be so mjch easier for me and evryone else if I just. wasnt here #and now im so pressured by guilt that I wont do bat fucking shit about it #maybe im just fucking. tired or hormonal or whatever the fuck #maybe im over reacting! because shit sucks and I gotta suck it up! everyone else has to live like this!#im literally begging at this point that the world doesnt go back to normal after quarantine #I can’t do school I can’t handle work I can’t stand these expectations #we can clearly EASILY change evrrything. we don’t need money and jobs or manditory school after a while #fuck. jesus shit. I fucking hate these moodswings #what else can I do but ride them out and lay in bed and do nothing

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seita · 3 years

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Afton youre right and you should keep saying it. Best Jeanist is hot and Im tired of people thinking he isnt,,,,he reminds me of samu kinda so if you dont fw best jeanist you cant have the best miya twin either

PEOPLE ARE IJ MY INBOX LIKE UR THE ONLY BEST JEANIST FUCKER NO IM NOT I KNOW PEOPLE WANNA FUCK HIM LEAVE ME ALONE I JUST KNOW HES A GIVER AND WILL DROP EVRRYTHING TO EAT U OUT I HAVE STANDARDS AT LEAST

#💌.afton #from.c-herri

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bbenrhys · 3 years

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im so jtired

lovr having fperession just lurking arojnd the corner ALL THE TJME and its not there untjl some shit triggrrs it and evrrything js fucked anf ruined until god knows when

imalone and icant talk about it to qnyone. ts so so hard to be alone anf im so tired.

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melancholic-catharsis · 6 years

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smallgodzilla · 8 years

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bong-bunny · 7 years

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i wanna help my roomate because i dont know maybe it would be nice to get to a closer friendship we had before, before life bit us both in the ass and i want her to know how appreciative i am for her letting me stay with her. i wanna upkeep a home, and clean and make sure there's fresh towels and food cooked and i dont want to hurt the people i love or dissapoint then. i want to make sure everyone is okat and im not doing enough, my body isnt enough but i have to make it enough. Im so fucking tired and my heart hurts physically. anyways yeah evrrything hurts!

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