#i hate the holidays

[cleosmasterpiece]

I wish I felt connected to these people that I’ve known all my life but I don’t

[bi-panic-actually]

Shout out to everyone hanging on to your fandoms by your fingernails while the holiday season tries to pull you into the abyss. I see you. I’m sitting next to you.

Hang tight, darling. We’ll get to the other side.

[torukmaktoskxawng]

When you pre-order Frontiers of Pandora but you won't have time to play until next week

[actual-changeling]

there's a 90% chance i will spend the next five days crying and i'm already way too exhausted for that but go figure.

still, better than going to my mother's house and pretending that me and my sister aren't deeply fucked up and traumatized and that it's half her fault while never acknowledging that she married an abusive piece of shit.

[normalpeoplethiings]

pov: you catch me dreaming about what i am not going to do during the holidays 🤭

[scottpilgrim4everr]

Being the only autistic person in your family is such a degrading experience. I can’t just have one day where I don’t get embarrassed and bullied by the people who were supposed to support/care about me.

[theangrypomeranian]

see what these customers don't understand is that I'm a theater kid and can cry on command and am 100% willing to do so just to make them feel bad for being assholes to me :)

[pooksbedamned]

[ezratheunready]

Oh the joy of family holidays! Getting misgendered, deadnamed, ridiculed, and reminded that they will never actually see you as your true self.

They will only see you as the version of yourself that wanted to die every second of every day because you felt like dying was the only way to be free of that pain and hurt over something that people told me made people disgusting and unloveable, being trans. The person you pretended to be that was killing you.

For all my fellow trans people that experiencing the same thing, I’m so deeply sorry. I love you, you mean the world to me for just existing against all odds. You deserve to be seen and accepted no matter what your family or society tells you.

Stay strong and remember that when you face all that hurt and struggle with your family, that there is a whole community that understands, sees you, and loves you, the REAL you. ❤️

[lanaknowsitried0]

Hi guys I need someone’s opinion on this bc I’m overthinking and sad.

So is it rude if my dad will get food for the rest of my family and not me?

I will admit I’m really shy and I hide away in my room but they always get food for everyone else but me and it kinda makes me feel bad.

It’s the holidays I swear I’m always more left out around this time. And my brother is visiting from Bolivia with his family and he offered to get Starbucks for everyone else but when I asked he said no ☠️

( I’m capable of making my own food and I do but still lol)

[thoughtfulshepherdmongerkid]

You ever just want to scream at someone to shut the fuck up?

[blushft]

so fucking hard to be nice to people when theyre so much better off than you!!! shut up!!!

[seldnei]

Ok, Tumblr, we have hit the Last Minute. I have a hat to finish and a story collection to put together, four thousand presents to wrap, and I have two days to do it in.

I am hoping that by putting this here, my motivation will start to congeal.

[thevastnessof]

My mother's proximity and the frequency of me suddenly experiencing hot molten rage over things that wouldn't normally bother me is a 1:1 ratio to be honest

[normalpeoplethiings]

i hate the holidays. i don’t leave my house. that isn’t too bad all of the time. but sometimes, i just want to be outside. during holidays, other people usually go outside and hang out with people they know, but i am always just inside doing nothing. what do i do to stop myself from dying of boredom

[veronicathegoddess]

less than 48 hours into christmas with my family and i've been called a whiny bitch for asking to use the kitchen to start prepping for lunch tomorrow that i'm making all by myself, i can't voice any opinion without being told to shut up and not cause an issue like i'm the biggest problem in the house and i'm getting closer and closer to either getting blackout drunk or committing a murder