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#im so sorry about the tea thing
faaun · 5 months
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procrastination is starting to have its consequences finally
#on my friends living room floor they love together but one of them has been london for weeks or maybe months#to be with her love. im on a foam mattress from one of their beds next to a glass bottle of water opened by one of them#in a mug given to me by another. the weather felt like my childhood today and it also felt like 2 years ago.#(put space in the heavens Einstein's idea and hes your friend too so nothing to fear) around the table they drank and laughed and i thought#i hope you keep growing so full with the love you receive . i hope your appetite becomes insatiable from how used to it you are#and i know youre all leaving soon but i hope one day you miss this and that youll be happy you miss it#its worth missing i think#i thought he didnt care but he said after exams hes going walk around this area over and over#(this is near where he lived and where we visited almost daily for a year)#(hed come across the bridge on a lake)#we went where she used to live and at the entrance a fox sat calmly. it just yawned and stared.#it felt important somehow. i think maybe their impressions of me will never be close to how i feel inside but i think#i love them enough for that not to matter. i dont think theyll ever know this. i dont think if they did it would change much.#and seeing them smile makes my heart glow anyway. today i tried their malaysian tea the ginger burned my throat#they warmed my heart. hes going to canada soon and hes going to the US soon and shes going everywhere soon ill never understand#how were supposed to live with memories and with seperation and with the past but we do it anyway so i think it doesnt matter much#i wanted to write a poem for the lab rats with the fibre optic wires lit with blue forcing them to turn around and around#something about how im sorry that the two photon arrays burned the inside of your brain. im sorry about the sharp points of multielectrode#arrayes. im sorry about everything we do to you. she asked to see me tomorrow. im trying to have self control but i miss her so awfully#last night my friend talked to me and i updated on everything that happened with love and the lack of it and she just started laughing#and she told me about the same thing from her side. and she told me about how she loved london because she would walk the streets#and she felt like the people were her. and her eyes would go over the people and the bag of bagels and the construction men they probably#have a kid at home maybe shes a daughter. this kid is crying for her mother and the building you just walked past caused#blisters and pain and people died in it and very likely people were born in it. we talked for hours and i felt like#i was holding her hand just like that time she held mine watching a horror film. i love her so much#my friend is a genius and i remember her picking up the charms of my phone and staring at the leaf hanging from them. shes side stepping to#music drinking dangerous cider and cocktails from a movie and chit chatting with billionaires and undergrads#i love her dearly. his head covered in electrodes. she tells me about a syrian guy shes in love with and she says#what you feel and what i feel is like cocaine. ive tried a lot of fucking cocaine.#she says ive reminded her of what living actually feels like and to never put energy into someone who doesnt see me this way.
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crumb · 2 months
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siiversans · 2 years
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good morning guys gink is apparently canon in underverse
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steelycunt · 2 years
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an um. snippet. from me. for the first time since. july :-)
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allylikethecat · 4 months
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What are your fav fics on here?
also do you prefer tea with or without milk? (am heavily judging u on this don't answer it wrong xx)
LOL this is a fantastic question and I am once again going to use it as an opportunity to scream about Poses by @vinylandcoffeecollection if you haven't already read it, please do yourself a favor and check it out ASAP. I am also a huge fan of Take This Pain and Give It a Name by @sundrownsthehouse and am so excited to see it updated again! Anything by andfacedown / @lookedlikethebins is also brilliant - I haven't had a chance to read their newest the way you know me yet but I am very much looking forward to sitting down and reading it / enjoying it the way it deserves to be read!
Also, you are about to judge me SO HARD I am EXTREMELY American and I actually don't really like hot tea? I am an herbal iced tea girlie - preferably mixed with lemonade... so there is in fact no milk being added to any of my tea drinks... I apologize in advance and I am aware that I am being heavily judged. 😞
Thank you so much for reading, and for sending me this fun ask! I hope you have a chance to check out those fics if you haven't already and that you enjoy them as much as I have! I also hope you are having a wonderful Thursday and that you have a great rest of your week!
❤️Ally
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silveredsticks · 5 months
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dangaer · 2 days
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i am very curious. what is your (the muns) favourite places to write?
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lululeighsworld · 8 months
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OH MY GOD IT'S FINALLY HAPPENING
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THE TABLES HAVE TURNED?!?!?! NOW I HAVE TO SHARE MY STORY OVER TEA?!?!?!
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uh-oh uh-oh Uh-Oh UH-OH
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THROWING MYSELF AT THE WALL
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NOOOOOOOOOOO IM SORRY PLEASE COME BACK THIS WASN'T HOW THIS WAS SUPPOSED TO GO
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>tea time failed
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waffultaim · 2 months
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Being a firegray shipper in the warriors fandom is such a drama, you think you have problems with your rarepair or unknown ship well you really don't understand real pain, it's supposed to be simple this generic basic shipping that could have amount of content by default because they are "BFF" in canon yet still nothing no sound no much talk, they have amount of paragraphs, lines, phrases, iconic moments in the books; the "Always Firestar", "I would give my life for you", "no cat would feel the same he felt for Graystripe for four long seasons"...yet still nothing it's so goddamn funny that makes me laugh 😂 and cry 😭 at the same time!! how doomed this pair can be tell me!
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galacticlamps · 3 months
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remember when norton folgate met [a] god and just repeatedly called him a bitch? bc i sure do
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twitter having 'national girlfriend day' trend tonight is so funny like how did they know i was thinking of masato
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afterthefeast · 10 months
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the serendipity of. only the movie so less of my beautiful autistic lesbian. but. so much freedom for big finish. so charley
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sundial-bee-scribbles · 11 months
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3, 6, 14, 15, and 20
uhhhhh i'll just do these 3 b/c i've been thinking abt them lately
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3. have they died before? as it currently stands, spencer's dead dead yeah and not coming back, lucian is also dead (stuck as undead in his main timeline and while he might've suffered a less terrible death in other ones he still is probably dead in those). in aurelio's case they tried to execute him but it didn't work so i don't know if that counts as a death technically? don't know if he's completely immortal either but he survived the execution so that's gotta count for something lmaoo?
6. what's their greatest fear? aurelio's is loneliness and i think lucian's would be death; at the moment i can't think of one for spencer but? i suppose fearing consequences would be very fitting for him.
14&15. are they trans? / are they neurodivergent? up to interpretation.
20. will they recover from their trauma or will it consume them? i actually think, given enough time after the main story events, aurelio might, eventually. but the whole point of spencer & lucian's storylines is that, no they dont lol: i'd say their stories focus on the effects of not allowing yourself to move on from your trauma and fixating on it to the dangerous point of destroying everything around you and yourself (ESPECIALLY in lucian's). there is the small chance that maybe in one alternate timeline lucian does actually somewhat recover in some part, but for his main timeline nah
#ask#my ocs#aurelio#spencer#lucian#lol i wasnt actually expecting to get one of these?? i wouldve done all the main protagonists but we are NOT ready to unpack all that yet#aurelio and lucians fears are kinda funny given how they ended up ahjkskh. and spencer's def would be too given his circumstances#but tbh he's kind of a shit person so like. lol. SORRY HKJSHK he becomes less sympathetic the more i think about his story 😭😭#see for 14&15 i have other ocs where its more explicitly implied/stated but for these guys im hesitant on officially saying anything b/c#like. keep in mind they kill people so 😭. i dont want people to jump to the conclusion that im demonizing trans and/or nd people#i do welcome alternate readings of my stuff and if u wanna make ur own personal hcs but my og intent is never to be demeaning/hateful :(#im always just scared of people taking things the wrong way in my stories oof. theres a lot of complexities/nuance yknow#i do know there's certain details in aurelio & lucian's stories that you could piece together and interpret them as trans possibly?#which wasnt the og intent but they are there so again up to personal interpretation; spencer i feel is most likely cis tho lmfao 😭#funnily enough tho some other charas in his story sorta got their genders transed during development??#again ALL of this though is under major development so a lot of stuff definitely isnt final. lots of story things in my head#i spilled tea all over myself and my computer in the process of answering this 😭😭😭
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gongedtornado · 2 years
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steelycunt · 2 years
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finished the goldfinch. i am all flimsy like a flan. i need to go to an art gallery soon or i'll die. okay logging off now
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southislandwren · 2 years
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i'm so fucking sick of people complaining about scarlet and violet. if you think it's a bad game then don't play it and don't fucking think about it. touch grass and get help
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