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time to put on the spooky hat
#doodle#traditional#i have no idea if im going to be able to do drawtober/inktober this year and its stressing me out#im sorry if i dont post much this month#i normally go crazy in october but its been a rough year physically
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never change, man !
#phantom of the paradise#potp#swan potp#nightmaretheater#65 layers and about 24 hours . Eeeyyuppp#Look into my beautiful mind boy#Its a bit unusual to what i usually draw#but i had to push a specific look for this piece#hopefully you all are picking up on the corperate look . the advertisment look#Sneeze. Anyways my point is industry destroys creative people. This includes swan#I feel like phrases like these ; how he was put on a pedistal…. it lead him to be Like That#as awful as he is he desperately needed help#it might seem like vanity on the surface#but i think its… more than that#long story short: we need to destroy the beauty industry. the skincare industry. the anti-aging industry#It ruined his psyche forever and he cant let go of the ideal version of himself he will never truly be again#i dont think he can at this point. hes in too deep and hes suffering for it no matter how much he feels hes fixed his problems#he cant accept a version of himself that isnt that perfect young man. because he never confronted his problems. he just ran away#anyways . Hi swath *punches him**kicks him*#i dont care if nobody gets me lalalalla my truths and headcanons are awesome forever and i live in my own reality lallaallal#sorry i think im gonna be posting about swan alot for a few months hes making me sick#i wass gonna post this earlier but my internet was real bad#*lays down in my pile of pillows* eat up boys. haha#sidenote: drawing white blond people is horrifiying. Boy your skin and hair are the same color. Introduce some contrast to yourself. Please#adding on: its inportant to note this focuses on him looking st himself in the mirror alot on purpouse#to remind himself what he ‘’’’really’’’’ looks like#the 4 middle pannels all represent that too . u have to be in my brain ri get this#sorry for unleashijg another swan essay in my tags. will happen again lol
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rusty and hatred volume 1
#venture bros#dr. venture#sgt hatred#you wouldnt believe how much fanart of hatred i did in this 3 - 4 months.....im sorry everyone :D#literally obsessed#:(#im gonna post more of them later i dont know when#it takes a lot of time to just compile this shit...or make it look understandable...#Well at least when i do that and post it i feel like it is accomplished...and like it doesnt just exist in my head#I love him 😃 yippiiiii😃😃yyyyaaayyy
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Meursault askblog post #3: what do you feel when you think about your Mother?
Askblog tag: #nmoroder meursault ask
Please see pinned blog post before asking questions!
Ooh boy here we go. i've had several thoughts abt Meur's mother just off the top of my head when i was new to the characters and overall lore, but time passed and my knowledge grew and now those theories suck and im excited to know what its really all about. Nevertheless i feel like its something not so pleasant to think about for him, and since we've got like endless time before his canto comes up, i am free to do whatever i please. sorry man!
#limbus company#meursault limbus company#vk askblog#moroderdraws#I AM TERRIBLY SORRY if the french at second pic is wrong anywhere#i tried to pick best context match in what i had but i have zero grammar knowledge of that language. forgive that#i dont think i will be using that much of french anyway. its for the Aesthetics you know#Also yeah the fact that i did so many comic posts this months sadly doesnt mean this gonna keep going like that for long...#burnout and all that ya know. just letting you know its not my usual pace and im just hyperfixating really hard rn#i will probably do 2-3/month later#nmoroder meursault ask
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sometimes i think about how the people who hate on my takes on here would talk to each other and its always phrased like the twitter fandom drama i see but completely irrational and it makes me giggle
"calling kusuke abusive just because he shot his brother with a lethal weapon, plotted his murder, planned to use their grandparents to assist in hurting/killing him, and tried for years to expose his secret to the entire world against his will and through knowingly hurtful means in order to destroy everything he cared about is so stupid! what a stretch!"
"the saiki k fandom is so damn sensitive. i shoot my brother with massive guns all the time and its not abusive because he just blocks it!" HELPEKSJJSJSKSKKS
#sorry i have absolutely no beef with anyone this is just funny#its just an opinion and i have nothing against people with a different opinion than me#its just funny how they think IM irrational when this is legitimately their thought process#and they come directly onto MY page and cry about people having diff opinions#like girl u do NOT see me doing that shit thats so embarrassing stop#im not even a kusuke hater like thats my man#but even if i was- i dont get why that bothers people so much like y r u so scared of different opinions#i sometimes talk about teru or saiki haters i dont like but that isnt defined by 'literally anyone who doesnt like them'#idgaf if people hate my fav characters- i just hate the WAY certain people hate them that shows they didnt understand the show#YOUR definition of 'evil kusuke haters who must be purged from this fandom' is literally anyone who has an opinion on him-#-that isnt sunshine and rainbows and kusuke is the most morally right and sympathetic character and nobody else deserves him !1!1! ur crazy#oh this isn't targeted at any specific person btw im just being dramatic#i havent acknowledged this at all in months idk what compelled me to do so now#the single anon that barely even said anything just made me think back to this#nobody gets him like i do i swear i swear#saiki k#tdlosk#the disastrous life of saiki k.#saiki kusuke#meows post
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a bunch of sonic wips im tired of looking at and honestly dont think ill ever finish
#chaos sonic#rouge the bat#tikal the echidna#espio the chameleon#knuckles the echidna#sonic the hedgehog#miles tails prower#silver the hedgehog#blaze the cat#i am . so tired of looking at these#and figured WELL. i dont have to post finished stuff every time#uh i dont think ill ever finish these?#i have a much bigger sonic project im working on that i might post about next month <33#at LEAST the thumbnails ill post.#if ive talked to you about this project: sorry <3 and thanks for basically writing it for me JAKHSGKJA
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Hey pssst hey. Have you ever considered: Montada?
I hate it, and it nearly killed my hyperfixation
But I understand my opinion on this may affect others, and many may be hurting from this episode soooooooooo
Art requests open
#nevermore webtoon#i debated on posting this response when you sent it because 1) spoilers but 2) i swear i neededa fucking warning for this shit#“jessie and james vibes” my ass#monty has been giving off major r@pist vibes since his introduction#and while this makes sense as a good angsty plot point for ada. i dint think it should be endgame for a plethora of reasons#the past month ive known about this ive been waiting for the community divide that will probably occur ocer this#and i dont want people to fight#nevermore has been there for me for well over a year. helping me through the days since 11th grade. when i was 16. and im graduated now. 18#the community has been an absolute blast. even if im not as active on maincord anymore. with life getting busy and just too much to backrea#and im scared of losing that#but hey i got some art coming up in the next few days and I'm about to go to a wedding and you bet your ass im bringing my sketchbook#pls give me requests ive been in idea art block#and i dont think you guys want me making a bunch or horror movie aus cause that may end up in me drawing slight gore eventually#sorry to the other patrons for lying how i felt about this ship#i did truly feel neutral when i first saw it but now it just leaves a bad taste in my mouth#it makes me feel sick#a good part of my feelings towards it is due to how it got talked about in the Patreon streams and how uncomfortable it made me and others
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Btw i love my bf so much i just need to say it again ❤️❤️❤️
#hi its me i live making posts about how much i love him dont mind me#thunderclap#i love my guy sm mwah mwah mwah guy of all time im obsessed with him aauuuuuu#our one year anniversary is coming up in a little over a month and im so excited about it like woag... thats a long time already#literally im so ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️🌸🌸🌸🌸❤️❤️❤️❤️🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ recently abt everything#SORRY FOR CRINGE ON MAIN AGAIN I JUST NEED TO SAY IT OR ILL EXPLODE
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a mask of my own face
#turtlearts#dr two brains#scopophobia#body horror#sharp objects#let me know if theres anything else that needs tagged!#anyways. thats supposed to be a mirror btw#also i tried so hard to fit a lot of symbolism and random shit into it. i am so willing to pick this drawing apart so if youd like that send#an ask or smth!!!!#for real i sank so many hours into this... it was supposed to be a simple colored sketch lmao#i just kept adding onto it for weeks and weeks. and all for what#looked up so many references and had to learn how to do things and tried out new brushes for this omg#like i need to emphasize that this was so hard to do and for what!!!! a silly little halloween spooky month drawing??!?!?!?!?!#even now when i look at it i hate it so much i want to keep adding things to it#i have to post it NOW or else i will be working on it for the rest of my life#pls give me nice words so i dont regret all the time i sank into this drawing </3#if u think im fishing for complements and looking all the more pathetic and desperate for it. ur right </3 im sorry
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I NEED A DOCTOR!!!
#harper the doctor#degrees of lewdity#my art#dol#FUN FACT harper is my favorite character. begging for a dr. harper route#sorry i posted that last thing and like actually totally dipped out for a month#i dont draw that often and i didnt expect it to get that much traction TBH#but thank you for following if you did 🥺#also thank you for the nice comments if you left any 🥺 i appreciate them so much#feel free to send in requests too! since im usually dry of ideas all the time#anyone or anything you want me to draw feel free to ask!#im going to try and be more active#but i cant make any promises because im in perpetual artblock#thanks for reading if you decided to read this far
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i wasnt sure if i should wait to post all of my absolute zero chibs as a batch or post them as i go... but i’m too impatient to wait so here are two little hawk party guys!!
#hatoful boyfriend#shuu iwamine#tohri nishikikouji#drawing tohri was SO hard#i sketched him out months ago and then revisited that sketch yesterday#and for some reason the proportions were all off in the sketch#so i basically had to redo it from scratch#:(((#his outfit is so confusing too#but i think i like how it turned out??#i posted hitori and nageki earlier but not in the main hbf tag bcuz i still wasnt sure about posting them...#anghel is done too but i only posted him on twitter...#ryouta is probably going to be colored next!!#also kazu#i have the sakuya sketch but his legs look funky to me so im probably going to redo parts of the lines...#wow i am rambling so much sorry#my art#omg i just realized i forgot tohri's eyeshadow#dont worry folks he will have eyeshadow in the final version
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Dash simulator
Blog 1: lol anyone else seeing a lot of strawberries in new recipes now? sometimes its fun but i really dont get the appeal of adding it to everything. why did you make strawberry garlic bread
Blog 2: u kno im not a fan of strawberries, i really like the rich sweet and sour notes from oranges, oranges and chocolate is such a good combo. i altered a recipe for a smoothie with oranges last week and it was soooo good ill give you my notes if you want
Reblogged by: Blog 1: ahaha yesss i love chocolate and oranges
Blog 3: I canNOT believe the hate im seeing to strawberries right now, like, you know guys know the rule don't like don't bake right?? you know you can hit the back button right?? honestly what's wrong with yall
Open draft- wait guys you know there's a difference between leaving a comment on a recipe saying you hate strawberries and the recipe writer should never use them, and going to your own blog to say you don't really like strawberries, without naming any specific people or recipes right? you know there's a difference right?? - Save - Post - Discard
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Blog 4: why is everyone jumping on the strawberry hate train right now. what is wrong with you.
Reblogged by: Blog 5: I knowwww like guys some people stop baking because of reading things like that, please stop it, if you don't like strawberries you can be quiet about it
Open draft- im so sorry if anyone's getting sent mean messages or comments about what they're writing and baking, but i'm literally not seeing any of that and if you are, please use the block button. but someone making a post on their own blog is not that, and if you can't see the irony in you being allowed to complain on personal blogs but not them i can't help you... - save- post- discard
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Blog 2: are strawberries even in season?
Blog 6: woo cherry pie!
#trying so hard to be a blog 6 rn#im discarding those drafts#but clearly it has been too much for me as this one is getting posted#like i really am sorry if any. strawberry antis are directly being rude to anyone#that isnt ok#but i have seen zero of that on my dash or in the tag#i saw a few blogs saying lol they don't like strawberries#and then i saw a ton of blogs saying how dare there be any negativity at all#and seeming to act as if those blog posts were specifically about disliked fic authors i mean recipe makers#which... if any of them were... i didn't see it because of how i blocked large swaths of the fandom like three years ago#when i realized that it was determined to blow up a discourse topic every single month#and if there are people doing that. please. do what i did. block en mass#if you open a recipe that turns out to have strawberries in it and you cant hit the back button but instead leave a nasty comment that is a#you problem#but also if you see a random blog post about someone saying they dislike strawberries- hate strawberries even- and you feel personally#attacked and start crying about how now you never want to bake a strawberry shortcake again and they're so mean#that is also. a you problem.#'what fandom is this pocket' dont worry about it#not one i have any mutuals in#which. considering the mass blocking and the annoying chronic discourse explosions. perhaps is not surprising
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please please lets talk about how barry and hunter percieve thawne and his relationship with barry. like im sure barry had no idea of thawnes crush on him (along with what even was his motivation in general before rs) like up until 'the only time' confession and him calling thawne pathetic for that is his live reaction to this realization under the influence of negative speed force. and we KNOW he knows at the very least after that because of these mfs!!!
they are fear constructs and they are based on barrys fears!!! THEY ACT EVEN FUCKING GAYER AND CREEPIER THAN THE ORIGINAL ONE!!!
and barry oh poor sweet barry. he had no idea that this!
was thawne meaning time with barry and barry alone! and barry didnt fucking see that! barry related to these words because they reminded him of his parents and naturally he supports The 25th Century Flash! AND THAWNE HEARS THAT 'I UNDERSTAND' AND THINKS THAT BARRY UNDERSTOOD EXACTLY WHAT HE MEANT!! THAT BARRY FEELS THE VERY SAME FOR HIM!!! JUST LIKE HE IMAGINED ALL THESE YEARS!!! AND NEVER QUESTIONS THAT CONCLUSION!!! AND LATER CALLS BARRY A LIAR FOR THAT!!! FOR NEVER FEELING THE SAME DESIRE TO SPEND TIME TOGETHER WHICH BARRY NEVER ACTUALLY IMPLIED!!!!
and what about hunter? oh he saw the events of running scared alright. and more, he has an unlimited access to the info about thawne, both personal experience and flash museum archives. he relates to him, he finds fucking comfort in him and his story. he is just like me fr! thawne is his poor little meow meow too and hunter takes it so much more serious than i do due to percieving him as Tragedy Personified!
in fact thawnes death in running scared fucks him up so badly he gives up his ideals and beliefs about flashes in favor of 'they are unfixable and deserve only to suffer'. besides, hes a profiler, he studied psychiatry. like, that guy should understand thawnes character deeply, right?
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hunter. hunter my sweet summer child i dont know how to tell you. this is SO not the reason thawne kept it.
he is the BIGGEST (and the only) fan thawne ever had. he knows about him SO MUCH and yet he straight up cannot figure out the most obvious thing about him because he PROJECTS HIS OWN ISSUES AND BELIEFS ABOUT FLASHES ONTO HIM AND REFUSES TO THINK FURTHER. yall im fucking crying. no comments.
THE CLOSET IS GLASS AND NO ONE FUCKING SEES THROUGH AND I AM PERFECTLY NORMAL ABOUT IT!!!!!!
#eobard thawne#professor zoom#reverse flash#the flash#barry allen#hunter zolomon#zoom#eobarry ig?#please excuse my exclamation marks im on a lot of caffeine rn and this is the most hilarious thing ever and i will never get over it#i love that mess of an era and i hate none of it was actually intended by writers. like EVERY speedster is on a whole different level here#like. williamson sincerely believes both thawne and zolomon are Tragic Characters and that he wrote them accordingly#and i may also be wrong (tho i cant see any other explanation to the every second is a gift and barry=liar origin) but yknow.#never as wrong as hunter 💀💀#sorry my brother in reverse flash brainrot your projections dont slay like mine do :(#also if he gets resurrected hes gonna be in SO MUCH TROUBLE FOR STEALING THAT RING AND SUIT AFTER THAWNES DEATH#LIKE DUDE. HOW DO YOU CARE AND KNOW SO MUCH ABOUT HIM INCLUDING THE FACT HE NEVER DIES PERMANENTLY AND EVER THINK THIS IS A GOOD IDEA#3rd day of pride month going well#also yeah. in relation to my previous post and due to those fear constructs im afraid you could say barry is _canonically_ homophobic.
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#hiii long time no talking in the tags#november is the most difficult month for me so sorry for little art#im making some stuff on the side and i hope to post them sometime later#ive been putting the adopts out mostly since i need to cover some dental expenses#thank you to everyone who reblogs my stuff its so appreciated#i hope everyone is doing as good as they can#if any of u wanna send me some nice ask ill love u forever too but no pressure :thumbsup:#also there has been a name change for me!!!#and an icon change#so theres that#still mulling over if i want a new @ or not#dont want to change too much at once and confuse people who follow me though LMAO
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listening to any music lately?
Trans women yelling at me, mainly
#actual answer Femtanyl has been on loop since like august#a lot of Changeline & Issabrokie & Machine Girl too since their stuff is pretty easy to listen to casually and they have. so much.#ive been listening to some of the stuff i see recommended here which has creates a nice variety#i saved some in a playlist including Zand; lustsickpuppy; Goblin Daycare; My Dead Girlfriend; TWINK OBLITERATOR; and Ada Rook#but generally i default to hip-hop or anything loud or both#i finally started listening to MF Doom recently#and ill listen to anything on youtube recommended that looks interesting (usually that means uhh conventionally bad or ugly if ur boring)#oh shit and most recently ive been listening to dungeon synth cause i started a Rune game and wanted music that wasnt just dark souls#i think Poppet was one i found on a rec post here#oh and i recently decided to check the wayback machine for Isserley because i found her music in october and then she mustve wiped out all#of her social media presence in the next few months so anyway im glad i found that again#oh and also Youth The Rich and also Food House and also Newgrounds Death Rugby and also Yameii Online and als#why did i say all that. sorry. uhh yeah i dont really listen to much music#music
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unrelated to that rb but im thinking about it and i dont think piper liking jason was ever a forced heteronormativity thing i think she genuinely liked him
#like i relate to her so much cuz like i also like guys and even though at this point in my life im more attracted to girls ive never#considered my guy crushes as 'not knowing i was queer' i think i genuinely liked them#but also the concept of piper not dealing with her internalized amatonormativity hits sooooo hard like i didnt even think of it like that#the fact she moved on from jason so quick too. not that she needs to always feel sad for him but it had to have been like at max 4 months#which isnt to say people cant move on its just for your ex bf dying that seems so quick to me#her turning to romance again to help her problems because its just what shes always been led to believe#especially as a daughter of aphrodite.... wow many thoughts. want to put her in the microwave#in other news i totally admit as cute as her and shel are it was definitely forced as a way to 'show' she was queer#but she didnt need a girl to show she was queer she could hvae just told it honestly. not everyone who finds out theyre queer is immediatel#in a relationship and you dont always need a relationship to realize youre queer#sorry that post got me thinking about other things lol#piper mclean#riordanverse
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