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Stede being an angel to Ed when he's sick (soup, blankets, cuddles, "I dont care if I get sick, its worth it to kiss you", lots and lots of tissues, not leaving Eds side until he makes a full recovery)
But when Stede is sick, he's the biggest menace ever. Demanding Ed bring him things that are a few feet away from the bed, complaining about being too cold and then throwing off the blankets when he gets too hot, complaining about needing the "right" food to help him recover (Ed always keeps oranges stocked just in case, but the type of soup that Stede insists will "cure" him changes every time hes sick), constantly rolling around groaning about how this is the worst thing hes ever experienced
("You've been stabbed multiple times, Stede."
"Thats different. The pain is concentrated in the stab wound, but right now everything in my body hurts. My toes hurt, Edward! My toes never hurt when I was stabbed!"
"They hurt when you broke them."
"Yes, well, this is decidely worse, Edward!")
The first time Stede tries to pull the "oh darling, I want to kiss you, I don't care if I get sick too." Ed thinks its adorable. His valiant knight braving Ed's snot to kiss him.
After he experiences a handful of Stede's colds, he decides Stede is not allowed anywhere near him when he's sick, because the few days of pampering are not worth the absolute nightmare Stede will become if he gets sick too.
Ed has to put up with a lot of sad puppy dog eyes when he's sick as Stede is forced to serve him soup and give him blankets from at least 6 feet away.
#ofmd#our flag means death#gentlebeard#blackbonnet#stede bonnet#edward teach#ill be real#im stede#im the worst when im sick#and im sick right now#everything hurts and its not fair 🤧😡#d speaks#mine
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“Homura can't stand the idea of moving on. So she's isolating madoka from everyone who's ever cared about her.” Are you fucking stupid? She literally rewrote the entire universe so that Madoka could be happy with her parents and her little brother, so that Sayaka could have another chance with Hitomi and Kyoske, so that Kyoko can have a life with Sayaka, she literally revived Mami and Nagisa and gave them a life together. What the fuck do you mean she's “isolating Madoka from everyone who's ever cared about her??”
The only person she's isolating Madoka from is herself because she knows Madoka will regain her godhood sooner ot later and she knows that her desire for Madoka and her friends to be happy will directly rebel against Madokami's rules that require Madoka to die to maintain order to the broken world that traps Magical Girls in their cycle of hope and despair, even if maintaining order means making hard choices and sacrifices, which in this case, is Madoka sacrificing herself again and again not only because she cares so much for others but because she cares so little for herself whilst Homura is the only one who can see that she's so much more than her sacrifice and that she shouldn't reduce herself to a means to an end.
She took Madoka's immortality for herself to spare her of anymore loneliness in Heaven as a trapped Goddess. She literally gave Madoka and the rest of her friends a second chance at life and you people have the audacity to just blatantly fucking lie on her to justify hating her for how she reacts to the psychological torture of having to watch the love of her life and her friends die for 12 years worth of time loops then to live in a world where no one remembers the girl she loves but her. Let something like that happen to you at the age of 14 and then come and talk to me about Homura. Idgaf that she's a fictional character. If y'all continue to treat her like a heartless monster that deserves to be “held accountable for her actions,” then I'll defend her like the traumatized 14 year old child that she actually is. Fuck off and stay away from Madoka Magica. It clearly isn't for you.
#pmmm#puella magi madoka magica#mahou shoujo madoka magica#puella magi madoka magica rebellion#pmmm rebellion#madoka magica#madomagi#homura akemi#madoka kaname#madohomu#rant#im so pissed tell me you watched rebellion with your eyes closed especially the last 10 minutes#where she literally EXPLAINS why she did what she did like are you literally stupid#no i will not calm down im fucking sick of these idiots with literally no reading comprehension skills thinking#their opinions on homura are facts when they can't even comprehend how different ppl react to trauma#without demonizing them for it. homura antis are victim blamers and deserve the worst in life idfc
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Super interested in how you plan to write Leopardfoot! I feel like both fanon and canon tend to make her into a sweet mom(tm) who’s super sad that Tigerstar is evil, very similar to how Goldenflower is usually treated. What’s her thoughts on Pinestar and him leaving? How did she influence Tigerstar? What are her political beliefs?
Society has progressed past the need for sad moms who stare tearily at their evil sons and boohoo about all the murder. It's MOTHER AGENCY TIME
BB!Leopardfoot was FEROCIOUS. Her father was the indominable Adderfang, and he taught her about the importance of honor and glory. When Tigerpaw was given to Thistleclaw as an apprentice, she was proud of it. It felt perfect to her-- that her father's apprentice was now her son's mentor.
For his brief rule, she supported Sunstar completely. It helped that he came after the disastrous and embarassing exit of Pinestar, which ruined the legacy that she wanted him to give her son. Pinestar was a damn coward and a codebreaker... and she assured Tigerkit that he was more HER son than his.
She even gives him a life, for Legacy, in defiance of StarClan
She was friends with Bluemoon for a time, but after ascending to StarClan, she learned about the Forget-me-nots.
This changed her opinion of her. Leopardfoot supports Thistle Law, STRONGLY so.
She supported THISTLECLAW when he tried to forcefully void the Queen’s Rights. If Bluemoon hadn't broken the code, then what did she have to hide?
She backed off when Thrushpelt leapt to her defense though, "She didn't reveal it because she doesn't love me are you happy now??"
Leopardfoot: *awkwardly turns away feeling like an asshole now, tea SPILLED, her friend's dirty laundry EXPOSED, thought she was crusading for the law but she just dug up drama*
Towards the end of Pinestar’s reign, he was getting exhausted. He wanted peace. Leopardfoot wanted kittens around that time, and figured that there was no better cat than the son of Oakstar, architect of the infamous Crusade Era.
If Pinestar had no children, a glorious bloodline would have died out. She wanted it for her kits. Pinestar agreed on the condition that he would be their Mi, which she happily accepted.
So when Pinestar left, she jumped into the nursery to take over and had to explain to her kits where their Mi went.
She drove it home to them that he abandoned everything, because his weakness took over. They would never be like him, she promised.
Mistkit died very young. Nightpaw made it to apprenticeship before she also succumbed. Tigerclaw remembers very well how hard it was to lose his sisters.
Leopardfoot herself was taken shortly before TPB, in Spottedleaf's Plague. Her death causes Tigerclaw to have a bit of a moment.
After the trial in Bluestar's Flowers, Leopardfoot leaves StarClan along with a bunch of other Thistle Law supporters, including Thistleclaw himself. She joins the BOTTE at the end of OotS, fighting to the end with her son.
She misses him a lot, and remains in the Dark Forest to the current arc. She chose her path; and has the dignity to walk it.
She does miss StarClan sometimes though, and will tell you stories about it if you ask.
In terms of demon friends, she's somewhere in the clique between the harsher and softer spirits.
She dislikes Morningstar, Cloudberry, and Ryewhisker on the softer end, and has come to resent Thistleclaw and Finchflight on the other, but likes Darkstripe, Leopardstar, and Silverhawk.
Gets along with a range of "mid" level demons.
In particular I imagine she hangs out with Darkstripe a lot. Taste test buddy, he asks her to try his experimental recipes because she's honest but not mean. One of the few Thistle Law supporting cats he hangs out with after the double-death of Tigerstar.
He calls her Lefty. Her official nickname is "Left" but he calls her Lefty.
(Clanmew: her name is Saorpwyyar. Others call her Saopr. He calls her Sapyy.)
Her mom and dad Swiftbreeze and Adderfang are here too, following Thistleclaw like she did, but she's been minimizing her contact with her dad. She feels like she is owed an apology somehow but also doesn't have the emotional intelligence to know that it's what she wants.
She just knows that she feels really bitter talking to him, and that's unpleasant.
She used to be VITRIOLIC with Pinestar, who is also here, even going after him physically when he chose to join in with the Dark Forest trainees. But now... honestly so much shit has happened, she just doesn't like seeing him. She wishes he wasn't here.
I write her being very dignified. She doesn't like to admit publically she was ever wrong and speaks with confidence, quietly backing off and not wanting to speak about her mistakes. She loves her children and her family, but explores the world in a very "self-centric" way, trusting her feelings and personal judgement over anything logical.
A reactionary sort of person, if that makes sense.
Her Land Mar has to develop over time because she is an ex-StarClan migrant (damned souls get theirs instantly after judgement), but it's called the Fence Cliff. It's a picket fence that blocks off a sheer drop, making a sharp turn down the cliff face and acting as a walkway. Follow the fence down the slope, and you can access the Dark Forest's town biome.
#BB!Leopardfoot#Better bones au#Pinestar’s Crusade#Spottedleaf's Plague#I think I made her a land mar once before but I like this idea more#I may repurpose the old idea when I remember it for someone else#Because I like the idea of Leopard and Dark walking down her land mar to get to the town to collect odd ingredients#And have Leopard talk about how ironic it is that her life's worst moment still goes back to the choices of other people#And Dark kinda puffs and says 'im sick of people blaming everyone else for their own mistakes'#And Lef doesn't really have a response to that#And Dark backpedals not wanting to offend her#And the Cliff Fence would be a super neat setting to write such a convo in#BB!Dark Forest#Dark forest demons my beloved btw.#I was actually at one point planning a cutesy like... not-rework BB-original novella story#Of Ryewhisker gathering ingredients for an anniversary dinner#And meeting with various DF demons#But now that Darkstripe is getting a whole ass postmortem arc about healing through cooking#I might make it about him#Especially so I can put that convo in it
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Genuinely so curious who Mike thinks is gonna be buying The Cage or the new DCTL GN bc with the way he tweets as far as he's concerned, it's not gonna be:
The queer people he has actively admitted he will never show any representation of in the games.
2. The POC he has actively fought against representing in his franchise. [Who he also mocked for thinking they would be represented in his franchise]
3. The Bendy fandom which has always been concerned with topics of diversity esp in the sense of queer people since its creation. Who he has responded to really poorly esp in regards to the GN.
4. The fans who critique him. [He blocked me for doing so lol]
5. His fans in general who he tweets about like this currently. [He's being vague about why people were mad at him or sent him 'nasty messages' because if you actually looked into why you'd see he was in the wrong. Either way, a very hateful way to speak abt ur own fanbase.]
Reminder while Mike is trash talking his fans he has always treated them rather poorly. The fans who won the fanart contest for Chapter 5 never got their posters actually in game due to it being rushed. Not only was chapter 5 a big slap to the face story wise, but it was literally so rushed he couldn't be bothered to add in the art his fans gave him for his game FOR FREE. [Meatly blames this on a crazy timeline, reminder him and Mike are the literal ceos of this company. The proposal of future updates here is also pretty cruel considering Mike nowadays happily admits he corrupted Chapter 5's source code and therefore literally can't update it At All currently. Because he is a moron]
At least they got to be in Boris and the dark survival, and by that I mean that was the Only game they got to be in so far, isn't that just treating your fans like you love them? Shoving their hard work into a spin off game almost nobody has played or addresses much. [Hell, who knows if with the Lone Wolf rebrand they'll even stay there. In which case they'll be in None of the games, only in the credits of BATIM]
6. The Bendy fans who just generally disagree with him on stuff. Like the new ink demon design where there is literally a public poll showing people generally prefer the old one.
7. The Bendy fans who can see he is actively lying to them. To their fucking faces.
He says this has always been the case, but screenshots and links to tweets regarding the books being canon prove it was not. Does he really think bendy fans are stupid or something? [Unless he's admitting here he lied to Kress when he told her the books were canon which sounds worse!]
8. Anyone who doesn't like the idea of giving money to a guy who laid off tons of employees then afterwards thought it was a great idea to express his anti-union views! Also brag about how good of an employer he was, according to his employees, he was not!
So in summary; Mike is an awful person who has not learned anything from the awful things he did. I will not be purchasing The Cage because, combined with this and his absolute refusal to take any kind of critique or see any differing interpretation of his franchise, I have no reason to think my problems with the franchise will ever be addressed or fixed. I probably will pirate The Cage along with any future Bendy Products [Including the movie] and will do my best to avoid giving it any kind of monetary support. Unless this changes any time soon, I can't see myself making anymore positive Bendy posts soon.
Mike has just managed to make it so hard to speak positively or optimistically of this franchise when he's so willing to broadcast how little he cares about it or its fans. I'm at the point where I refuse to pull any of my punches with my problems with it. What's the point of trying to play nice with my critique when either way the people creating it don't care?
So with this post, I want to invite anyone who feels similarly about the franchise to tell me, make a post or send an ask talking about how all of this makes you feel. It may not change how things are, but genuinely seeing other people share my feelings of anger makes me feel better. It feels nice to see when other people share our same concerns and worries. I'd also love to know if anyone else thinks they'll be avoiding purchasing Bendy products over this.
I'm not forcing anyone to participate in it nor trying to say anyone who doesn't supports mike but genuinely maybe if we can collectively decide to boycott things like the movie, graphic novel and The Cage... It might at least make the bendy devs acknowledge how much they have destroyed their own fandom's faith and trust in them.
The way Mike tweets about his actions like he had no control over why people were mad at him at least proves to me he takes NONE of it back nor regrets it. If you didn't know about his actions and only went off his tweets, you would be led to believe Mike has been needlessly picked apart by fans over things he couldn't control [or in his own words, had his words twisted and taken out of context]. That is not how you speak about your actions if you have actually learned better from them.
anyway, that has been my bendy dev callout post. This is an open invitation to anyone feeling similarly upset about the way the franchise is going to talk about it. It's genuinely nice to see how people feel about this and the more we talk about the more it's likely the bendy devs are forced to address our concerns. I don't think they will but hey, that's why I'm not gonna support them with my money anymore nor am I gonna be nice to them in any content I make critiquing Bendy. I mean I'm also basically making this post just in case anyone asks me Why I feel this way towards to bendy devs/as a way to respond to anyone who thinks I am too harsh in my critique in the future.
As always, it seems the best part of Bendy isn't actually anything about canon but about what the fan's are creating with the ideas Bendy failed to do anything interesting with.
Also the books, the books slap.
#batim#batdr#bendy and the ink machine#bendy and the dark revival#ramblez#bendy and the silent city#bendy the cage#for the record another reason Im making this post is bc some of the only good resources to learn abt why the bendy devs suck are some old#very longer videos and this is a very long post but I thought it was important to document the recent shit theyve been doing alongside some#of the worst past things theyve done bc Mike has been trying to misinform people on what happened but those videos are still great resource#if you want more info n such#long post#mike D#for anyone who doesnt wanna hear abt him since he doesnt go by mood anymore#sorry if this is rambley or emotional Im just so sick of these guys fr dskjhgskdfjghskdjhgkjhsd#I miss when I didnt spend my days stressed about the awful shit mike is gonna say next and how I would have to disprove it in a post later#or explain why its bad to have a cast of nothing but cishet white guys n constantly fight back against any push for diversity in said cast#genuinely its just tiring esp when u see other bendy fans give ignorant or very silly defenses/takes on those things#n then u lose a lot of respect for them bc they are speaking on stuff they dont know much abt so confidently and therefore misinforming#people or even encouraging very bad views on stuff like diversity n its importance#Im not saying people like that are bad people but it is stressful n upsetting when u see someone u thought knew better do that sort of thin#it makes it hard to trust them again on other issues bc u now dont trust they know what they r talking abt!!#like please think twice before telling young artists making norman white was a tough and complicated decision it was fucking not the bendy#devs just think all their humans are white by default and dont wanna change that its been proven time n time again thats all it is#and defending them just bc u like a franchise they made is very very bad!! They are not ur friends!! they suck and we seriously need to#stop pretending they dont!! toxic positivity is only gonna make the fandom an absolute nightmare its not gonna make ANYTHING better#it just means people will be forced to PRETEND they never have negative thoughts abt the franchise n therefore make them burned out#just look at other similar fandoms please lets not make those same mistakes!!#sorry can u tell Ive been having just. A time recently#anyways back to making my queer ass bendy fan game full of so much diversity mike will prolly shit when he sees it DKFJGHKSDJHGKJHSD
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"do you like it?"
"darling, i love it."
#ts4#ts4 gameplay#sims 4 gameplay#postcard legacy challenge#im gonna pass away#rua's vocabulary is full of pet names and words of adoration#adrien has some for him too. a few in spanish that make rua shiver.#he braided adrien's hair btw 😖 he loves to play with his hair#since adrien started growing his hair out he's caught rua a few times looking up long hairstyle tutorials 😭😭#“my love come sit” he'll pat the couch enthusiastically “let me fix your hair”#and when he's done adrien would complement him and ask him where he learned it#rua would puff out his chest proudly and say “learn it? ive always known this” or “my angel i made it up for you”#and adrien lets him get away with it bc it's cute and harmless#rua's love languages are acts of service and physical touch#he's so sick i cant stand him#YOU SEE HOW THEYRE MATCHING LOWKEY!!!!!!! IM GONNA GO CRAZY#postcard: gen3#queue#i switched a lot of feminine frame hairs to allow for masc frames and many of them worked#save for a bit of clipping around adrien’s back. i think the one he’s wearing now is the worst of it but it’s not too bad to bother me#i still haven’t figured out how to properly convert it in blender so this will have to do#sim: adrien herrera#sim: rua kamealoha
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happy Valentine's Day ^_^
#my oune piece hyperfix is dead. they reign supreme again#if bumaroion has no fans im dead#wip#sorry for lack of art chat#18 credits has hands and when I finally had a break. woosh. worst sickness ever#give me another week to bounce back#I also have a crippling Fortnite addiction#epic games hire me as a 3d model intern
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mmm billyswag angst panel. billy is venting about the guest war...
(click for quality lawl)
#brickbattler#swagman#billybloxxer#william billy bloxxer#billyswag#roblox#roblox fanart#roblox art#fanart#artists on tumblr#illustration#crowart#crowpost#anyways uhm. took . two days. wowwie#anyways i think its funny that its bathed in warm colors when billy is talking about. the horrors. and the war and stuff#that its bathed in red with swagman. and red is associated with love.... who is absolutely miserable here.#uhm. billy is full of scars from the war. and training and battles. somewhere imagine that he also has burn scars from coolmans telamonster#someone please give billy a haircut and a new fit. or even stitch it. his shirt is probably torn under there#also fire bones emoji refers to mal's headcanon that. coolman was forced to burn the bodies in the guest war ahhh#tears in my eyes. mal paining me with miserable angst thoughts with this one#also thinking that. if swagman does find out that coolman was directly involved in the guest war from billy#swagman looking to the side could mean that hes also. thinking about coolman at that moment#eugh. making me sick. that coolman would have never told swagman that he. did all these things in the war.#when swag and cool both want to do good but this is possibly the worst thing that cool has done and he prob didnt know the scale of it all#aaaaaaaaaaaa im gonna scream and cry and jump off the walls i cant!!!!!!!!#oh!. yea. and also billys hair is getting lighter a little due to stress and things... (thanks mal)
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The four horsemen of the apocalypse (middle nav buttons that nobody understands or asked for)
#twitter#tumblr#instagram#bluesky#Im sick & tired of mobie UI getting cluttered like this#and why the fuck is it that when they add a 5th middle button it's the worst possible shit you can imagine?
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i think im doomed
#★ my art#art#★ arin rambles#sona tag#‘your birthday is in 14 days what do you want to do’ WELL. STAY HOME AND CRY OVER ELF GUYS I LIKE#do NOT get me started with mithrun and thistle i will hurt myself over them#<- Barely a joke . Sorry i start ripping out my hair when i see them#they make me so happy im so SICK GO AWAY#and jiaoqiu… Jiaoqiu….. Jiaoqiu… Oh me oh my….. Ooohh meee oh myyy…#THAT FOXIAN WILL BE MINE WHETHER HE LIKES IT OR NOT#‘you know nothing about him he just came out’ HUSHHHHHH#HE CAN FIX ME (wrong) I BELIEVE HE CAN CHANGE MY LIFE (for the worst)#idk what im talking about anyway Bye
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goddddd my heart is aching so badly for aki, I don't know why I'm so hurt today. just... he went through so much and endured so much pain, he must've been so lonely for so long. he cried so much and hurt so much all by himself. he didn't deserve any of that... all he wanted was peace and all he deserved was love and safety... I can't do it... I want to hug him softly and never let go... I don't want anything bad to happen to him... he's so so precious to me... you don't understand....
#I think the sickness in me is making me crazy#my head hurts#might throw up if I think about what aki's been through any longer#in my head I'm giving him all the tenderness the world can offer#im holding him close to my heart#don't get attached to aki hayakawa worst mistake of my life!!!!!!#remember when the manga said he will die in the worst possible way!! yeah!!!! listen!!!!!!!!!!
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The Doctor turning into women and having romantic dalliances with men is every kind of queer...to me.
#EMH (pretending to be B'Elanna after having just SPRINTED down the hall): You wouldn't shoot a pregnant woman would you ??;;#Tuvok: (in the most 'give it up' tone possible) ...Come with Me doctor =_=#Tuvok gets docked points for falling for the ol' 'cough cough im sick' excuse but gains them all back by getting suspicious and starting#an investigation all on his own in the background <3#Also Janeway being held captive and being just kinda pissed about the whole situation...yeah#HEHEHE I like this episode it's funny but also the stakes are high#Janeway sort of smirking and doing the 'come here' motion when that alien man was like 'do you know how to fix this?' - her swag.....#Janeway (captive and stressed beyond belief about the warp core): Yeah I have time to serve dom vibes#Tuvok - Chakotay - Janeway: Each having uniquely bad days#(Worst Security disaster ever - Got put in a morgue for hours - Held captive and threatened with death: + Voyager stranded)#I know Chakotay was unconscious for the morgue thing but still#Chakotay: -opens his eyes to see Tuvok standing there-#(they share a look like 'yeah it's some LIFE THREATENING scooby doo bullshit again')#Hey Chakotay maybe next time don't tell the imposter that you know they're an imposter right to their face <3#Just some tactical strategy for next time <3 <- I love him I'm just being a bitch HEHEHE it was funny to me#Doctor: Hey I know we're in the middle of a serious thing here but like. Why don't we. You know. Hang out???#Janeway: -sharp intake of breathe- ......ohhhh I don't really...DO hanging out.#YAY NAR~!!!!! GET HIS ASS~!!!#Nar I hope you live a simple but fulfilling life as a junk dealer or whatever it is you were talking about god bless <3#Doctor: Now that I might die I have some last requests v_v Captain...throw my diary away. DO NOT. READ IT. Tuvok...I told Neelix about that#rash you got on your ass. We laughed about it for weeks. Sorry.#and then I smile and giggle and ass 'ass rash' to the Tuvok lore#SNRKEHEHE DAMN. HE GOT HARRY TOO???#'Sorry I said you sucked absolute shit at playing the saxophone. I should have phrased it more delicately...damn it. It all becomes so clea#when you face the end.' (Harry: You said w hat????) SEVEN-!!#Seven: Stay over there computer boy =_=#SNRKEHEHEHHEHHAHAHAH#Janeway:....Is he...? / B'Elanna: NO. I've got him =_= I just deleted all that spam. He's FINE.#livetweeting
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5 million male chicks per year are brutally murdered right after birth bc they're "worthless" to the egg industry yet im supposed to believe that humans arent inherently evil lmao shut the fuck up
#5 million only in sweden#imagine the number in the entire world#imagine all the other animals that are being slaughtered#god i wanna throw up humanity is so so so evil#we play god#we think we have the right to first make sure animals get raped (breeding at an unnatural rate is rape)#then have these animals in HORRIBLE 'living' conditions (ppl liken their conditions to actual hell!!)#and not only that the human workers more often than not sadistically torture nd abuse them before slaughtering them#on top of that... humans are so fucking useless they throw away most of meat and animal products#they like buy a package of meat then theyre too braindead to cook w it so it goes bad nd they throw it out#i dont know#all of this is unnatural and unholy. none of this is how its suplosed to be#we didnt get life just to put ourselves on top and then abuse and torture every other living being like this#no humanity is a sickness. humans are a cancer. a parasite. the more i think abt it the more im cemented in that belief#ppl act like 1% of 'goodness' weighs up for the profound harm and cruelty humans have set loose on this earth. thats a fucking joke!#god what the fuck is wrong with humanity. it's like everything went wrong .. well from the start rlly#humans (mostly men if we're being honest. women dont have nor act on such depraved desires) been fucking insane#animals arent cruel or sadistic. they follow their nature. the eating and killing isnt more than that#sure some animals like cats have sadistic behaviors. but that is nowhere near the scale humans act on it#like cats dont lock mice in a facility nd force them to breed nd then torture them in insane amounts nd so on so forth#humans are wrong. im certain that we were never meant to live like this. it's all insanity. the worst part it. 99.99% of ppl are part of it#it's so hard to find anyone who's intelligent enough to comprehend this. theyre all braindead megalomaniac sheep w a superiority complex#i cant connect w anyone bc of it#i just get so disappointed when i realize someone's just as braindead as everyone else nd then i stop caring abt them. everyone r this way.#idk how to live with these humans. theyre all fucking insane
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who up sinning their fest
#one of my worst recent hyperfixations i'll admit#and i dont even have an excuse like ohhh i used to read this back in the late 2000s before all the terf shit#no i got into it in late 2023 this school year cause i stumbled across the tvtropes page#and i was like 'sinfest'? isnt that the name of that terf Twitter comic? but the cover image showed a sick ass artstyle so i read it#and im just obsessed with it now its such a strange spectacle. its like a political cartoon and a newspaper comic at the same time#my fav era has gotta be late 2000s maybe early 2010s sinfest... hell maybe even mid 2010s sinfest if i ignore the sisterhood#now every strip is just about jewish people or calling trans women groomers#and almost every once-likable character is now canonically a terf and/or racist and/or antivaxxer etc#or theyre just not in the comic at all anymore like my dear criminy and fuschia#i hope we never get another appearance from them godbless#cause last time we saw criminy he was helping squig and slick break a terf out of she/her penitentiary. with fuschia's permission#theyre definitely the best part of 2010s sinfest. a bygone era#the best part of 2000s sinfest is the sharp artstyle and lil e just being evil#and the best part of 2020s sinfest seems to be. um. laughing at how ridiculous it is? its kind of hard to enjoy though.#i intend to stay updated on it because i like being able to say i've read all of sinfest start to finish#but man i gotta get an adblocker soon cause i read it on the official website cause idk how else to read it online and the ads are constant#really funny when ur reading a strip criticizing the prevalence of ads in our day to day life#not as funny when you remember tatsuya is probably making money off of them. so yeah im gonna install ublock#but the problem is i usually read it on my school computer to pass time. and that technically isnt my computer so i cant download ublock#anyways. i could ramble on about how much i love and hate and am obsessed w sinfest all day but heres some fanart of the characters.#id like to make my own headcanon version of sinfest aka sinfest if it was good#but headcanons arent enough... i need to kill tatsuya ishida#sinfest#squigley sinfest#monique sinfest#lil e sinfest#the devil sinfest#tangerine sinfest#images that are horrid to see and look at#mspaint
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I really needed to hear that abt the social media thingy. I've spent quite literally years trying to be popular and be like every other famous artist I see and it has never helped, only I started hating my art more.
big hugs anon. i was talking about this to my best friend last night because i think believing the grass is greener on the other side is such a deceptively destructive thing. the desire to have popularity is something i really struggled to fully shake off before i realised that even when i achieved 'popularity' (i.e., when i reached the numbers i thought would give me satisfaction) i didnt feel any better. i didnt feel like i accomplished anything. in fact i usually just felt Worse, because i was like, wow, for years ive dreamed about breaking 1k on a text post and now that i have i dont feel any better. what's the point?
it made me realise that, without fail, anytime we crave something, it's because we crave whatever feeling we think it'll give us. to me, popularity meant allowing myself to feel loveable and valuable and like i could enjoy posting with the confidence that my thoughts matter. it meant feeling good about myself and my creations and like im always so excited to create, rather than feeling obligated. it meant feeling free and loved!! and as i embodied that more it was so funny how the physical manifestations of those things started showing themselves. and it didnt even feel like a big deal because i already had the feelings i wanted
sorry for such a long response zhdkska i just have. so many feelings about this. being trapped in the thought process that getting a specific thing will make me happy has caused me so much pain in my life, always after the thing actually happens.
#weight loss mention for these tags:#this hit me particularly during the worst part of my ed#because the problem had never actually been when my weight was far away from my goal#it was when i got closer and closer to my goal but i was frustrated that i wasnt feeling the accomplishments i was working towards#when i realised that my goal was actually attainable it was like my brain was so used to the feeling of chasing Something Else constantly#that it sabotaged me so badly#that's when the sickness was at its Worst. not when i actually weighed more and was just enjoying making healthy meals and working out#it's the same thing with social media i think#it's really fun when you have 100 followers to create an intense posting schedule and churn stuff out everyday#bc ur like look! im working towards getting popular and therefore Happy!#but when you suddenly have your notifications filled and you're scrolling through what you've been wanting for years#and it makes you feel Nothing#that feels so inexplicably bad#i think setting goals is important. but i think knowing why is more important#ask#anon
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FAWTHORNE RAMBLING!!!!!!!
i just wanna talk abt the toaster scene and this silly little headcanon i have...........
there is something so sweet about julian comforting thomas when he gets scared by the toaster. sure, you could look at it like it's a simple interaction that occurred only for comedic effect but i think there's something more to that.
yknow thomas's death episode?? we see that he was shot from behind. even though he's dead, it's easy to assume that thomas still deals with the trauma of that event in the afterlife.
in the toaster scene, the toaster is BEHIND him. now what if he's scared because it's a loud noise coming from behind him and it reminded him of what it felt like getting shot?? and the way julian instantly goes to comfort him tells me that this isn't the first time something like this has happened.
i read this really sweet fawthorne fic where julian found thomas panicking because of the fact that he could hear thunder and it reminded him of the event. i just know there had to have been some interaction between thomas and julian where julian witnessed thomas having a flashback because of a loud noise that he couldn't find the source of. and even though julian's a brash, loud asshole who doesn't act like he cares about other people's feelings half the time, HE'S DECENT ENOUGH TO NOT ONLY COMFORT THOMAS, BUT NOT MAKE A BIG DEAL OF IT TO ANYONE!!!!!!! and that is so healing for me to witness.
now i could totally be overthinking a 5 second interaction yknow :33 food for thought!!!!!!!
#kira momentz :3#fawthorne my beloved#julian fawcett#thomas thorne#julian fawcett x thomas thorne#bbc ghosts#when i started watching ghosts i didn't realize there would be so much thomas and julian content#i have an entire folder of screenshots of just the two of them#their relationship goes so so deep#so much deeper than just the surface#they've seen each other at their worsts#and they've comforted each other thru some of their hardest moments#nobody even realizes how close they are because it seems like they're constantly at odds with each other#it's not because they hate each other#they're like a married old couple#THEY MAKE ME SICK#IM GUSHING ABOUT THEM IM SORRY#IM SORRYYYYYYYYYYY#they're just so so so special to me i love my husbands
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the extra thing in the readmore for the Violet post i was going to do is taking a little too long, can you look at this thing while i come back?
make sure he doesn't kill anyone ok?
#im so sorry for drawing him like that im so sorry im sorry im sorry#that doodle doesn't have to do witht the post but i was drawing somethign for myself and#they came out looking like that i feel like im cursed#GET FUCKIGN SKRUNKLYFIED#is this how love feels like this is sick (bad)#he has manipulated my brain out of the narrative what the fuck#silly squeaking time#the worst thing is that if i don't like the extra thing when i finish it i will not show it and the wait its going to be for nothing but it#its fine its tffiffffffffffffffffffffff
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