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ganondoodle · 4 months

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ganondoodling ..

#ganondoodles #art #zelda #ganondorf #wip #wanted to sketch out his designs but i am up too late and when im tired i just kinda ... cant draw anymore #i struggled so hard with his nose for some reason #never been a problem before #i kept going like ... no not big enough hfsdbfksbk #... i need to sleep

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napping-sapphic · 4 months

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i’m so tired….i want someone to lay next to me so i can cling onto them like a koala

#wlw #wlw mood #sapphic #sapphism #lesbian #cant stop thinking about this lately #like let me hold onto you so tightly with all my limbs #sorry you are Not allowed to escape #like i wanna cuddle but like in a ‘i want you stuck with me forever’ kinda way #in a you try to get up for one second and i hold you tighter and make sad eyes at you #sorry im tired and feeling clingy for once😴#just come closer everything is fine *with the intention of trapping you with my full strength for as long as possible*#romance to me tbh #im gay and i like sleeping

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angellurgy2 · 1 month

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hopeless. why must you make me your martyr

#sitting here in and out of sleep. waiting to die. hopefully. i cant come back on here and see how people are already memorializing me.#i wasnt even dead yet. i will be #but i wasnt #im tired. i want to be loved while im alive. not made into a symbol. and a shitty one at that #no ones here until its gone. and when they realize its not gone. it still is #you dont love me. and you never will care #i just wanted you to love me #any of you #you never will will you?

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rapidhighway · 3 months

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this is actually the achievement of the century

#lets gooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo #i cant go i need to go to sleep im so tired and i dont wanna write this anymore but i want to finish it so badly #i just want it doneeeeeeeeeee

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red-velvet-0w0 · 15 days

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i am a terrible person

I suck at everything

i should probably go to sleep

knowing me though i wont because i cant even do that right

#i used to be able to delude myself into thinking that it was “failgirl energy” or whatever bullshit i was telling myself #i cant anymore #im tired #im so tired #i wont sleep #please let me sleep #i want to sleep brain #why wont you let me sleep brain #please god i just want to sleep

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carnivalcarriondiscarded · 6 months

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due to things lining up Horribly, no stream this weekend! and maybe not the next, either!

#i got too much shit happening this weekend </3 #and then i might not have the next off... i still havent gotten my schedule!#i got a sticky note for two days and thats It so far!#oh man im sorry about the lack of Update posts too #im. so tired.#i have No spoons like... at all....#i want to curl up in bed and sleep for a decade but! cant!#i have a 9 hour shift to do again! and again! and again! and again. and again. and again. and again. and agai-#absolutely unprompted #yk i thought having Limited free time would give me motivation to do things i want to #nahhhh its just making me Sad lmao #my brain before: we have all the time in the world so we can do it later #my brain now: we have no time at all so why bother #man. i dont want to get into a groove and then have to either cut it off or be prematurely Exhausted at work.#by the end of the day i already feel dead... cant feel dead at the start or i wont make it...#wow look at me complaining. its been Two Days.#gonna bring a sketchbook so that i can at least doodle during my breaks + lunch #brush up on my traditional skills....

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darby-rowe · 7 months

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i got 99 problems and railing coryo or a pretty girl in thigh highs with my strap would solve a good portion of them!!!!

#🧸; dally speaks #GOOD. NIGHT. TUMBLR.#it is 3 IN THE MORNING #plot twist i dont have a strap #plot twist plot twist i bought one tho!!!#pls im so tired but i dont think my brain wants me to sleep #i think im going through another spell where i just cant sleep at night #well.. it’s off to the grocery store to get some tart cherry juice to knock me out!!

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dreamsy990 · 1 year

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i have this thing where i cant use wired headphones without wanting to rip out my eyes because if i feel the wire like brush against my arm or something its maybe the worst feeling ever? completely projecting onto polly with this one. anyways apollo would simply just not buy wireless headphones for himself either because a: he cant afford them or b: he wants so bad to be normal so he's just pretending it doesnt bother him. so thena gets them for him because thats the only way this guys ever gonna get heaphones he can use in peace.

#welcome to me projecting all my autism onto polly #actually is this an autism thing?#idk sometimes. when i feel things touch me. it causes me agony #like rn im getting that and i swear im sO CLOSE to fucking crying i cant do this #apollo justice #doodle #aa5 #ace attorney #athena cykes #fanart #my art #i cant do backgrounds #and the comic thing i threw in was very rushed because i didnt want to do it in the morning #im so tired im just watching danny gonzalez #im gonna go to sleep now #bye

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skunkes · 11 months

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experiencing a weird thing where im trying to go to sleep earlier (because im tired and sleepy) but i take so long to fall asleep its the exact same thing as just going to bed late...feel so hopeless and i always end up tired either way... im very big on "i can always try again tomorrow" mentality in any way it can be interpreted (interactions with others, mood, the amount of work i do etc) but its so hard to Try Again when you're always too tired to do anything...

#i rarely take naps...i tried to do so today and after the hour i gave myself to nap i still hadnt fully fallen asleep #im so sleepy and tired ....#even if i manage to get my personal required 9 hrs of sleep im tired....#i dont get it...im so sleepy rn + am going to bed but i wont fall asleep until much later...#god. i also hate this bc you'd think being an unemployed homebody who cant leave his house wld mean Constant #Naps and Sleeping. i avg like 6 hrs a night i cant imagine how worse off ill be with a job #i just want to sleep...!#and feel well rested...#talkys #sorry im just very frustrated...i try to do things to better my life and health and it ends up Not Working #like whats even the point. can barely keep my eyes open but i wont fall asleep until 5 am. why not just #go to bed at 5 am then. ugh.

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genekies · 3 months

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tag vent

#i have to move back to my hometown due to a mistake. a misunderstanding. and being too trusting in others ideas #and my boyfriend is moving an hour away as well. neither of us have been able to get a car or license yet due to money and i dont know when #we can see eachother again after we both move. since we started dating weve been sleeping in the same bed because we were/are roommates #just being gone for the weekend in my hometown is hard because i cant stand to be here but its worse because hes not in my bed every night #ive grown so used to falling alseep in his arms that i dont know what to do at night. i dont feel safe without his arms holding me #ive never felt safe where ive lived before. ive never felt safe in a relationship. ive never felt loved for who i am. that was until him.#now i feel safe in our home. i feel safe in our relationship. i feel loved for who i am. and now we have to be so far apart.#ive done long distance before but this is going to hurt so much my cat loves him she is super cautious and scared around new people but #she loved him since the start. not to mention shes my esa so that really mattered to me. he wants to move with me but it isnt happening #he got definite housing an hour away for super cheap in a town where he knows everyone and i have possible in a town where im surrounded by #people i know but am terrified of. im scared to move back here but have no choice. unless i make that terrifying choice of going with him.#the apartment he is getting is a two bedroom. id only have a studio. hes offered for me to come but im scared to move that far away again #i want to be with him but im scared to move to a whole new town with him. i know hes an amazing guy but we'd be moving away from my friends #and family. i already have to move away from all my friends if i go back to my hometown but this would be a different story.#moving to a whole new town with a guy that i only started dating 2 months ago? like yes. i lived with him previously and knew him for longer #than we dated but im still scared. i think rightfully so. but still.#but there are some pros to moving with him. hometown has no music scene and his town does and thats really important to me.#we'd also be close to his family. but farther from mine. hed be around friends and id have none no matter where i go.#idk im just rambling but i really needed to vent. i lost my best friend recently to the point of them siding with strangers almost and they #helped them break and enter into the house to intimidate me and bf and then a few days later came with cops after saying repeatedly that #they were an anarchist and acab but only when they dont use them apparently. because i guess morals/values only matter when its convenient #im so tired though but i cant sleep so i might write some cringe poetry and try to chill out before going on a late night/early morning walk #tag vent #vent in tags

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radioactiveryan · 27 days

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ohgh. vent i guess. just thoughts. rambling?

how to explain to your friends that you not being able to talk to them doesnt mean you dont trust them or that you dont want to speak to them

i do i love you id trust you with my life theres just some weird mental block here that i cant get around right now. im trying. im sorry

“ryan just tell them that its not that hard” yuh in theory but why does it feel like the world is on my shoulders whenever i open my dms

the worst part is i want to talk to SOMEBODY right now but because apparently i cant message my friends im trying to use the free texting service we have but ive been waiting two hours and they still havent connected me to anybody and. god. its so hard

im ok im just. feeling kinda empty. ive been asleep for most of the day. i think im sick again on top of everything else going on and im just so tired. theres this, like… i dont know. fog, almost? its really hard to describe how it feels im so disconnected from it rn i think im dissociating but i dont really know how to stop

my blanket is soft. my plushies are soft. my pillow is cold. i would get up and go idk brush my teeth or something but i cant really make myself move right now. i might just go back to sleep again

i dont know what the point of this is. just to get the thoughts out i guess? dunno. i feel. small. i dont even know if that makes sense. i dont know

#sorry i cant say this directly to anyone #my phone is on do not disturb rn im sorry its just really overwhelming #i dont want to ignore anyone but its so hard and i cant summon the words when im looking at a dm #im gonna put some music on or something idk #sorry #ill call someone again tomorrow and try again to get help i just. im tired. sorry if youre worried #im probably just gonna go to sleep again #vent

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tamagotchikgs · 2 months

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i was finally able 2 ask my mom today if she could call about my medication since shes home but o boy am i suffering even harder today

#my whole head is so tense my muscles in there feel like theyre constantly fatigued and that is the worse feeling #on top of the pain #i havent felt this awful in years #i am so overwhelmed with it all #the mental & physical issues im being beat with #im dangling on a string n they r just SMACK THWACK POW POW BANG THUD #i am so tired that it hurts no matter how much i sleep #and my acid reflux is acting up and it feels like my lungs r burning #my body hurts i want to lat down but then laying down everything is touching me #i cant think #ive jsut been sitting in front of my fan w my eyes closed begging for it all 2 go away #it's the only place i can kinda get away n get relief #anxiety can beat my ass like nothin else

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stiffyck · 2 years

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Now that I'm thinking about it.

Why the fuck did I make my sona a fish. It should've been my favorite animal. So either a cat or the fucking red panda. I'm stupid

#MAKING A SONA IS HARD #I LOVE THE FISH #BUT MAN #WHAT THE HELL #watch me become a furry now #stiff talk #im literally so tired i have just had a 12 hour long shift on 4 hours of sleep #ignore my stupid ramblings #or dont idk. i cant tell u what to do here. do whayever you want

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tomfrogisblue · 10 months

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WHY

DO MY SMPS

INSIST ON FUCKING

NUKING THEMSELVES

HOW DID THIS HAPPEN AGAINNNNN

#quackity plz i just want my kids #i dont care about purgatory im not coming back until then ill just leave the quackity studios notifs on and just move on with my life #im so tired. it had been a month and a half. then these two weeks. and now there is no timeframe at all. i cant do it anymore.#but lmao what a fantastic dramatic ending tho guys well done #and just like tubbo - i have no self control and i will be back tomorrow. lmao #i just need to cry for a bit first :)#qsmp #qsmp purgatory #dont let tubbo touch your smps because they will spontaneously combust in nuclear flames #IT WASNT FIREFLIES RIGHT RICHAS #ok imma sleep now

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shootingstarrfish · 4 months

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Is there a posibility that you will extend the deadline for the maid dtyis? I really wanna finish my piece but finals are also just around the corner 🥹

hiyaaa im gonna be real honest i was already considering it since the side characters are taking longer than I thought :,D I feel bad for anyone who wanted to draw them lol, so yes probably by about 2 weeks! or something like that :,D depending when they get done

#ask box #sorry to anyone waiting ive just been extra tired lately i cant focus properly on this oops #also asmo bday soon i want to do a nice illustration for him (cant focus on that either double oops)#hashtag low iron AND not enough sleep gang #triple oops i lost my usual day off for 2 weeks and im weirdly super put off by it so thats another thing #ill do my best to finish simeon and luke by this week tho sdfhkjh #it shouldnt be that monumental of a task but alas #tired

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milf-harrington · 6 months

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oh tonights going to be fucking miserable

#no matter what i do i cant get comfortable theres always something digging into me or not sitting right #its too quiet so i put my fan on but the /droning/ was genuinely doing my head in i thought i was going to snap so i had to turn it off #so now its STILL too quiet #im itchy and in pain and my nose is blocked #and i am. so fucking tired. i havent had a proper solid nights sleep in like 4 days #how was i more comfortable on my sisters couch last night than i am right now in my own bed #i just want to sleep 😭😭 pls dont me and sleep have enough issues cmere bbygirl i miss you-#captain speaks

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