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#im trying to settle for something
highlifeboat 8 months
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Melony is insecure transmasc or transman? You seem to be using those interchangeably :p
Transmasc.
I don't even know if transmasc would be right.
But I think her wanting to socially trasition to using male and female pronouns interchangeably still counts as transmasc.
Like, it isn't exactly what I'm going for, because Mel doesn't wanna physically transition, and doesn't really have the dysphoria or anything, so it kind of takes away that whole... aspect of what I want. But still leaves the worry of telling people.
So it's something, at least.
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food--exe 1 year
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without crt filter under cut + pronoun hcs and some extras
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seiwas 10 months
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there is a very specific image in my head of early-mid 20鈥檚 iwaizumi hajime
#iwaizumi x reader#and he鈥檚 the guy taking on an internship in his senior year with minimum load for his classes#bc he鈥檚 planned it all out since starting college#you see him in parties because he has the time & he works so hard it鈥檚 only right he plays hard too#every time you lock eyes he gives you a small smile#there鈥檚 an air about him that isn鈥檛 cocky but isn鈥檛 too shy; a comfort that settles into his skin like he鈥檚 sure of who he is#鈥攐f what he wants & it definitely isn鈥檛 hauling up his drunk friends and a few acquaintances up his car#but some of them are your friends and you鈥檙e helping him so maybe it isn鈥檛 so bad#he drops you off with your roommate and you rarely see him after#until you spot him at some bar (again) and he鈥檚 wearing a tight fitting polo (it鈥檚 his uniform you later notice)#it鈥檚 a year or two after your graduation and when you lock eyes across the room there鈥檚 something so familiar yet wholly different#he鈥檚 confident now & maybe a little flirty too when he tells you he鈥檚 working as an assistant to shadow one of his mentors#you catch up for the rest of the night and your friends have long since gone ahead#he still knows what he wants and it鈥檚 to bring you home鈥攏ot that way (not yet); you鈥檙e a little suspicious because#you know there鈥檚 /something/ but he drives you home like a gentleman. without really trying anything (and maybe part of you wishes he did)#it鈥檚 iwaizumi though and he knows what he wants鈥攖o ask you out properly (one he鈥檚 been thinking about since chance encounters in uni)#and he鈥檚 hoping that when he asks you can tell just how much he likes you#hajime#i want him so bad im crying#there is a whole workd of backstory to this but i got lazy typing it#shotorus.bubble
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plulp 11 months
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MORE HAPRER PLEATHE HES SO FINE
youve asked this at such a good time because i had just had a harper design explanation idea and i wasnt sure if i should make it or not:
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jamiethebee 2 months
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Not to have brainrot on main, but you think if Spinner asked Shigaraki to stop the countrywide destruction he would've
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kewpidity 4 months
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i finally worked out a fursona for myselfff
little baby seal with a horn called buoy (bowie)
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exlimix1a 2 months
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Another artfight attack! This character is named Miriam Myriade and belongs to Dalblauw!
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opens-up-4-nobody 3 months
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#im at such a weird point in my life. trying to choose between a phd and a doomed life as an academic and like just not doing that.#its crazy how not terrible i feel when im not in school. just give me tasks to do and i will do them. dont let me think.#but then im just avoiding my responsibilities. i dunno. i just feel like i would be happier with a structured job that ends when the day#is over. which is y my dad thinks i should get a government job. one of my former lab mates got a government job and he's settling into#spending the rest of his life out in Colorado. which is so weird. i dont kno how long ill be in the place im in now. will it b 4 more years?#or will it be only a few months? will i go back to school in the fall? its looking like yes bc i dont have a job lined up. but maybe ill#keep applying and dip out. let my dreams die in favor of balance and sanity. maybe some things arent meant to be.#its just so gutting. i was talking to my coworker this week. saying that im interested in so many things. i could have studied anything else#and traveled a completely different path. and a guy across the room was like: its never too late. but it feels like its too late. too late#to spend another impossible amount of money on getting a different degree. restarting on a second masters project. im almost 30.#im supposed to b saving money so that i can not work forever. but i cant do that if im just a student forever. so maybe i should just get a#job. god. but theres so much i still want to learn. and im in the perfect program for everything i thought i wanted. im in the perfect place#but everything's falling to pieces. whatever. i. just tired bc im on day 5 of work and have to go in for a day 6.#doing something i havent done before all day. but after than im going home for a week. so ill have lots to contemplate in the airport.#this is not how i thought things would turn out. but im glad im spending the summer working where i am. im learning lots on a human to human#level. and no one bleieves im 27 bc i apparently have a bby face lol. nope im 11 yrs older than u my 16yo coworker#unrelated
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jazzzzzzhands 2 months
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Drawing fruit until i feel better! i woke up with the silly children's song stuck in my head (Down by the bay, where the watermelons grow)
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anartificialsatellite 8 months
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I've been doing this menstruation thing for like 20 years, but I'll still find myself teetering on the razor edge of screaming about something I normally only grumble about, or randomly feeling like waking up tomorrow is too much to ask of me, and I'll be like "where is this coming from?" and then "OH YEAH", as if I have not been doing this every single month for, as I said before, twenty years
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lupismaris 4 months
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One of the most uncomfortable experiences of autistic adulthood in my experience truly has been- either relationships/friendships, and the process of building them, need to be easier to navigate or I need to want them less because this no man's land is a special kind of lonely.
And it's not a vague post or pity post, it's just an observation re community building in a local sense. We're told it's harder when you're older, harder when you're sober, harder when you're xyz. But that doesn't take away the need for community or help with navigating the process of building it.
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pensivespacepirate 5 months
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AM I IN FUCKING ESKEW AGAIN
#tsv 36#liveblog#I KNEW SOMETHING WAS UP IT WAS SO TENDER IN THE BEGINNING BUT THE CHAPTER TITLE IS 'ALL LOVERS PART AS DUST' BUT WE GET A GLIMPSE OF HAPPY#MOMENTS IN THE TRAGIC SHOW YOU CAN'T HELP BUT SAVOUR IT. YOU GET HOPEFUL#you expect to see the other shoe drop but it didn't for so long so you maybe mayybe can try to settle into the comfort AND THAT'S WHEN IT#GETS YOU I CAN'T BELIEVE I'M BACK IN ESKEW#ESKEW PRODUCTIONS WHEN I CATCH YOU. WHEN I FUCKING CATCH YOU#STOP PLAYING WITH MY HOPE AND DESPAIR OMFG I CAN'T TAKE THIS ANYMORE (CLICKS ON THE NEXT EPISODE)#actually i think I'm gonna need more time before i eat the next one. this one is. fuckkkkkk#i didn't even have the emotional time to savour carpenter and haywards bickering THEY'RE SO CUTE (PLATONIC)#ANYWAY HOWWWW DO THEY DO IT SO WELL. IM FEELING BOTH HOPE AND DESPAIR TOGETHER#it's. you feel the same to Sebastian. when will the other shoe drop? when will the hotel be taken away from Sebastian? when will the#horrifying tragedy happen to dev and seb?#i kept guessing what's the worst thing to happen to them to try and prepare myself for it but honestly I'm glad I'm terrible at guessing#the dream ending. the dream ending. sorry limbus company canto 7 weighing heavy on my mind#the dream. ending#tsv#ALSO I CAN'T BELIEVE!!!! THEY GOT KISSING NOISES IN THE SILT VERSES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#KISSING NOISES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#eskew is like. being incredibly aware will not make the problems out of your control better you will only be very aware and maybe feel#vindicated if they come true but you will not feel any better#<-projecting
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naramdil 1 year
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i think we collectively need to stop joking off-handedly about the indifference of male partners and painting their lack of involvement & care in various aspects of your lives together as something quirky bc it's actually vile and just because it's common behavior doesn't mean it's acceptable. your partner should take equal interest building your lives together otherwise what is the point!!
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dilfkuza 1 year
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okay i feel like im going insane and making a red string board in my head but I've watched that Ichiban and Kiryu conversation way too many times and i swear Kiryu has to be lying to seem cool or the "proposal" he's talking about isn't a standard proposal. a man with nothing to hide wouldn't have his face shift from being this smug
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to being this caught off guard when he's asked to give details
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that's not the look of a man who's been asked to reveal something personal that might be emberassing or uncomfortable, that's the face of a man who got caught in a lie and doesn't know how to follow up.
i know Kiryu is pulling a story out of his ass to hold up a manly persona. he's looking around trying to come up with something believable because he didn't think through his gut reaction of "I need to seem cool in front of this younger guy who (maybe) looks up to me". man's looking around the skyline as if his childhood idea of a tough, macho yakuza is gonna float down and give him a story to tell.
I can't even think of who he could be referring to unless he's exaggerating his relationship with Yumi or Kaoru? or if it has something to do with the woman he's protecting in Gaiden but I wouldn't think so since that's just a side story. of course it's not impossible that he could have tried to have a relationship during one of the gaps in time between games (脿 la Majima having an ex-wife between games), but that would be a really cheap way to write themselves out of Kiryu being generally uninterested in women. in conclusion?
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navii-blaze 6 months
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Quick practice using copics again, pretty good outcome given I haven't used them in a while + shakey hands syndrome
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storm-of-feathers 21 days
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back on the phone
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