#imfreefallinall

[givelove-always]

♾

Night Changes by One Direction

“Having no regrets is all that she really wants”

(I love this entire song tbh it’s so beautifully written so it was really hard to choose haha)

[t-lostinworlds]

When you get this, you have to publicly post 5 things you like about yourself. Then, send this ask to 10 of your favourite people on here. Let’s spread love and positivity. 🥰🌟 B.

Oh wow 5 things I like about myself sksksksksk this is the hardest thing because I can’t even think of 1 let alone 5 😂😂 well let’s see:

I’m funny?? (I think lol but my sense of humor is shit so idk)

My love for dogs (if I see dog, ANY dog, I will pet the dog. Period.)

My ability to cry during any movie lol

I forgive people easily, like I don’t hold grudges for too long (but that’s not always a good thing tho isn’t it? Haha)

I’m shit at this alskals Idk any more haha. You guys add 😂

[softguks]

List 5 things that make you happy, then put this in the ask box for the last 10 people who reblogged something from you. Spread the positivity. ♡

hi bianca, lets do this again then!

1. stationary

2. making moodboards

3. tumblr

4. pretty thingys

5. i love u @imfreefallinall 💕

[goldenretriever-nicknelson]

can i request a cute fluffy quarantine fic w tom where he convinces the reader to stay in bed until like 3 pm

This was really cute to write! Thank you for requesting anon! 

Word count: 600

Warnings: fluffy fluff fluff, small hint of smut towards the end (blink and you’ll miss it) 

You stirred awake with a yawn, keeping your eyes closed against the small ray of sunshine peering through the curtains. The bed was warm and cosy as were Tom’s arms which you were wrapped up in. 

It had been weeks of staying at home, maybe months. You’d quickly lost track of the days that passed and your brain felt scattered. The only thing keeping you mildly sane was your boyfriend. Tom always tried to keep cheerful and even though you knew he wished he was still filming, he was enjoying the break. He’d just wished it was under better circumstances. 

He was trying to keep everyone entertained and cheerful whether it was a brothers trust event or just playing games in the house, he was doing his best. But his favourite part of the day was staying in bed with you in the mornings, away from everyone else in the house and just wrapped up in your little bubble. 

That’s why as soon as he felt you move to get up out of bed, he’d pout and pull you back in with a grumble. “No, stay.” 

“Tom,” You laughed, kissing his cheek. “I need breakfast.” 

He shook his head and peeked an eye open, making you smile. “Stay.” He mumbled again, wrapping his arms tighter around you and placing a lazy kiss on your lips. You ran your hand through his messy hair and smiled, not being able to resist your boyfriend. 

You snuggled into his arms and closed your eyes again. Tom sighed happily and placed little kisses over your face, a wide sleepy smile on his lips. 

Everything was so warm and Tom was so cuddly, that you felt yourself get lost in all his little touches. Eventually, you opened your eyes and looked up at him, only to see he was already staring at you.

“Hi.” Tom laughed and kissed your head, brushing a few stray hairs off your face before cupping your cheek.

“Hey baby.” You smiled wide and leaned into his touch, not wanting to move a muscle. Tom stole a kiss from your lips as he pulled you closer. The kiss was lazy but full of the love and happiness that radiated from the both of you. It soon escalated into a lazy makeout session until you both pulled back for air. 

You giggled against his lips, stealing another small kiss as Tom laughed with you. It was perfect, it was cosy and it was Tom. 

“I’m never moving.” You whispered and Tom smiled wide as he nuzzled his nose against yours. 

“Good cause neither am I.” 

Before you knew it, the morning had turned to afternoon. You checked the time and laughed before Tom’s stomach gave a loud rumble. 

“Okay maybe we should get up.” Tom admitted, rubbing his tummy. You giggled and kissed him again, nodding in agreement as your stomach rumbled too. 

Tom took your hand as you walked out of the bedroom, squeezing softly and staying close to you. Workout music was playing in the other room and you spotted Haz trying to lead a workout with Tuwaine before Harry caught your attention. 

“About time you two lovebirds got up.” 

Tom laughed and threw an orange at his brother before making you both breakfast. You giggled and blushed before helping Tom, stealing kisses as you made pancakes together. Tom deepened one of the kisses making you gasp softly before Harry loudly announced he was going to join the workout. 

“Knew that would make him disappear.” 

You smacked his arm playfully and laughed before finishing up the pancakes, serving them up on a plate before smirking at Tom. 

“Now for your next trick, take me back to bed Holland.” He laughed before taking your hand and walking back into the bedroom. 

The rest of your lazy day was spent cuddling and watching Netflix with stolen kisses. That was until the kisses escalated into a lot more and the boys decided to take their exercise outside. 

My taglist is being updated!

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[lovelyshawnn]

Nervous: CEO!Reader x Intern! Shawn (Part 5)

part 4

“Mrs. Y/L/N, you have a visitor.”

Our movements halted and our eyes widened, staring at each other before I hopped off his lap and frantically adjusted my clothing and hair. Shawn scurried around the room to pick up his discared shirt and throw it on. Once both of us were fully clothed, I sat on the chair at a distance from Shawn to not raise suspicion.

“Come in!” I called out.

Arlene stepped in, with Harry Styles trailing right behind her with his signature smile. My face broke out in a smile, “Harry! Its nice to see you again, what brings you here today?”

I stood from my chair to walk into his arms and accepting his hug. Shawn felt his heart drop. He truly dispised Harry. It wasn’t because Harry did anything wrong, it was just because Harry was everything that Shawn wasn’t. And that nearly killed him.

“Was in the neighborhood, thought I’d visit. ‘M sorry bout not givin’ yeh a warning. Still have to talk about that collaboration, don’t we?”

“Don’t worry about it, you’re always welcome here Mr. Styles, here take a seat,” I said, gesturing to the seat across my desk.

���I was just leaving,” Shawn said awkwardly, avoiding contact with the both of us.

“Yeah, su-“ I started to say, but was cut off when I saw the big fat purple bruise on his neck. “Wait!” I called out, but he was already out the door. He couldn’t stand being in a room with me and Harry and watching me fawn over his dreamy eyes, so he bolted as soon as he could, leaving me in a confused and panicking state.

“Everything okay?” Harry asked.

“Yeah, yeah,” I nodded and continued with the meeting, praying that no one would see Shawn walk out of my office with that dark love bite on his neck.

Outside of my room, Shawn was fuming. His jaw was clenched and his eyes locked. While I sat in my office, completely unaware.

My mind was racing. I fidgetted wth the rings on my fingers nervously as I kept wondering if anyone in the office has seen Shawn’s hickeys yet. I tried to focus on Harry’s deep voice speaking, but it was getting harder and harder as I fidgetted with my hands nervously.

I felt like a weight was lifted off my shoulder when Harry’s phone rang in his pocket. He pulled it out and checked the caller ID before getting up out of his seat. “I’m sorry love, I’ve got to take this. I’ll be right back.”

“No problem!” I said, a little bit too eager as I impatiently waited for him to leave my office before jumping right out of my seat and went out to search for Shawn. I scurried out of my office and down the hall, where I found Shawn havig a drink by the water cooler. I shoved him into a secluded area of the office where no one else could see us.

“Are you crazy?” I whisper-yelled, “Hide your hickey!”

“Oh, scared your little boyfriend might see?” Shawn replied back while adjusting the collar to his light blue button up shirt. “What are you talking about?”

Before I could even get a reply, Shawn walked right out of the breakroom and left me standing there dumbfoundedly. I huffed, clearly aggrivated before i adjusted my tight pencil skirt and made my way back to my office before any suspicions arised.

Soon after, Harry came back in. “Hey darling,” Harry spoke in his deep and smooth voice, “I’ve got a bit of a problem and I need to get back to the office.”

I frowned visibly at his words until he continued, “But this was truly great, and I’d love to do it again.” I smiled before we exchanged numbers and promised to see each other again. I walked with him towards the elevator and noticed how the whole office was quiet, watching us eagerly as if we were going to kiss or something. Shawn noticed this too, which is why his eyes rolled to the back of his skull. After a friendly hug and farewell, I went back into my office which I wouldn’t leave for the majority of the day.

During a coffee break, I slipped a small post it note onto Shawn’s desk, telling him to stay past closing. Once everyone went home and the coast was clear, Shawn gently knocked on my office door before letting myself in.

“So are you going to explain what all that was about earlier?” I pressed him while leaning on my desk.

He scoffed, “Oh, please. You were all over him.”

Taken back from his attitude, I retaliated angrily. “Shawn. He’s.... no one, I barely even met the guy.”

“That doesn’t stop you from flirting with googling heart eyes now does it?” He responded. My eyes widened, “I cannot believe how difficult you are being richt now! You can’t be serious!”

“Oh, I’m the difficult one? You’re the one who is too ashamed to let anyone know you’re with me!”

My heart stopped. Suddenly I wasn’t as angry as before. I felt terrible for putting Shawn in this position. I sighed, “Baby...I’m sorry.”

I reached out for his hand, in which he pulled back and turned away from me all together. He ran his hand through his hair and sighed as he sat down on the couch in my office. I made my way over to him, cautiously sitting down on his lap. Even though he was still angry, he couldn’t resist the physical affection from me. “How bout this... theres an event coming up this weekend. I want you to come with me. As a date.”

I was talking about the annual charity auction held by one of our business partners every year. It was a fun thing that everyone in the office looked forward too, and were welcome to bring their dates. It was a time to get dolled up and show off your arm candy. Which was something I never really had all the previous years. Shawn would be my first.

Shawn’s eyes slowly lifted from its gaze on the floor, meeting my eyes. His lips turned upwards slightly, “You want me as your date?” His surprise made my heart yearn for him.

“Of course I do,” I replied.

He smiled before wrapping his arms around my body and burying his face in the crook of my neck. “Come on, you’re coming home with me tonight.”

a/n

Part 6 is coming yall! sorry this took so long ):

taglist: @vxidnikk@justjustyncase

@onemorekissisallittakes @kindadefinitely-fucked @hollandechart @imfreefallinall @ashwarren32 @nevermindmisha @winterparker @kinglyhemmings @unhealthyobsessionwithmarvel @alinashawn @peruvian-bae

[heartsofminds]

Soapy Water

Description: A blurb in which she drinks three-fourths of a bottle of champagne and Shawn gets splashed with a bucket of soapy water. 

Based on this drabble challenge

18.  “What’s the matter, sweetie?”

26. “The diamond in your engagement ring is fake.”

29. “How is my wife more badass than me?”

for @imfreefallinall 

-

Shawn always liked to call her the smartest woman in the world, and whenever he did, she delivered a chaste peck to his lips accompanied by a cheeky, “I know.”

But whenever she gets like this, shaky and stressed and so fucking irritated, she doubts how smart she is. She’s been prone to making shitty impulsive decisions and she likes to think she knows better. In fact, she knows that she knows better, but the champagne in the cabinet of her and Shawn’s condo tempts her.

She takes a picture of the bottle and sends it to her fiance who’s halfway across the world (either in Hong Kong or Manila; her days start to run together and she honestly can’t remember). She expects him to be asleep or busy or doing God knows what that’s work-related (because they both know he’s incapable of sitting still and just existing), but to her surprise, three gray dots pop up in their text thread.

“What’s the matter, babe?” he texts. She lets out a weak chuckle before locking her phone.

“If only you knew,” she whispers, popping the bottle and scrambling around the kitchen to find a glass.

She settles for a Spiderman cup that she can’t be damned to remember how it made a home in their cupboard. She shrugs her shoulders as she turns on her speaker and blasts After Laughter, letting the sound of Paramore’s 80s inspired riffs and sad lyrics take over her pity party.

She’s always been bad at letting people in and not allowing her emotions to fester. She liked to bury them in an effort to be less of a nuisance than what she thought she should be. Being a woman in law as a human rights attorney brought forth some pretty harrowing stories, and she doesn’t like to bring her emotions to court with her.

They fester and brew and she continues to swallow them until she explodes and lets out steam. She’ll recollect herself and start over until the pattern becomes full cycle again. She figures that she’s a fidgety person because she’s been drinking glasses of champagne to distract herself.

A fourth of the bottle is left when she decides to set it down and busy herself with the ever-growing list of cleaning she can never seem to tackle. She jolts up off the couch and stumbles a little; the feeling of walking after sitting for so long making her legs feel wobbly. She figures the headache she’s gonna have tomorrow will be a fucking beast, but she doesn’t care.

She starts to fill the sink with water and dish soap to start on the pile of dishes that had been sitting there for two and a half days. Her attention span is shortened due to the alcohol coursing through her veins as she starts on the laundry before attempting to rearrange the entire living room. She starts to wonder if she should clean Shawn’s guitar room as well, but she stops herself before she lets her thoughts get too far.

That’s one thing she definitely knows not to do while she’s tipsy. The last time she stepped foot in the room she was sober, and the baby blue guitar he loved so much took a tumble to the floor. The goddamn thing had to be sent to a special guitar shop in the fucking Netherlands to fix the strings and preserve the “unique” sound. She figures that drunk or sober, Shawn wouldn’t appreciate the gesture, so she shakes her head to dislodge the thoughts before resuming the eighteen million different tasks at hand she created.

She’s in the middle of scrubbing the tiles in the kitchen clean while belting out “Pool” in such a horrid way, she’s sure Hayley Williams herself would be embarrassed to admit she wrote the song.

The front door bursts open and she swears her heart stops. She scrambles for her phone to turn the music off and shuts the lights off in the kitchen and living room. She staggers to her feet, grabbing the bucket of filled with water and Fabuloso she was previously occupying herself using. She takes light steps; walking quietly (as quietly as her drunk self thinks she could be) while struggling to not trip over the shoes left in the hall and random piles of clothes she was planning on washing.

The intruder could be a burglar or a kidnapper or Brian, but she can’t bring herself to think logically. Her eyes haven’t quite adjusted to the dark, but she can see a tall figure that she can only imagine being a fear-eliciting, hostile stranger.

She sees the ominous blob raise its arm and she screams; flinging the bucket forwards and hearing the intruder scream back.

“What the fuck! What the fuck, what the fuck, what the fuck!”

Its voice sounds familiar and she can’t put her finger on why it does. When it reaches over and flicks the hall light on, that’s when she sees him.

Shawn wipes his face with his soaked arm; not really helping what he was trying to achieve, but desperate to get the soapy water out of his eyes.

“Oh my God, babe. What the fuck are you doing?” he sighs, shaking his hands and walking over to the bathroom to rinse his eyes with water.

“I- I thought you were an intruder. You weren’t supposed to be home for another week. You scared the shit out of me,” she hiccups and Shawn can smell the alcohol on her breath.

“Have you been drinking?” he asks, not looking at her because he’s preoccupied with cleaning his eyes.

“It was a few glasses,” she pauses, “That turned into over half the bottle. Please don’t be mad. M’stressed.”

He turns to a pile of her folded laundry on top of the machine in the hallway. He reaches past her, grabbing the mauve colored shirt he knows she stole. He takes his soaked black one off in exchange for the lighter hued one. Shawn turns the tap off and perches his arms up on the bathroom counter. He looks at his red eyes in the mirror before shifting his gaze towards her.

“In the kindest way possible, you look terrible, love. You know you’re a lightweight and you know you have to work tomorrow morning,” he whispers, moving towards her.

He takes his finger and gently presses it underneath her chin, forcing him to look up at him. He can see the tears in her eyes threatening to fall, knowing that she’s about to fall apart any minute.

“Baby, no,” he coos, wrapping her up in a hug, “You know you’re allowed to take a break, right? And you know that feeling things is a human thing. It doesn’t make you weak or stupid or fragile. You can’t make yourself feel bad for having feelings.”

Her tears fall rapidly, soaking through the mauve t-shirt he has on. “I know. I know and it’s stupid to cry about being frustrated but I didn’t wanna be a bother and be the clingy, emotional girlfriend,” she sobs.

He rocks back in forth with her in his arms, resting his chin on top her head.

“Well, you’re wrong about being my girlfriend. We’re engaged now, baby. You’re my fiance, and regardless of your title or whatever the fuck, I’m gonna be available to you always.”

She releases herself from his chest, wiping the tears with the sleeve of her shirt.

“M’so stupid. You shouldn’t have to deal with this.”

“Yeah. And the diamond in your engagement ring is fake.”

She looks down at the gold ring decorating her finger. “Really?” she asks, raising her eyebrows.

Shawn chuckles. “No. Of course not. I was just saying something untrue. Kinda like how you just did.”

She slaps at his chest playfully. “Knock it off.”

“You’re not stupid and when I said I wanted you, I said all of you and I really mean it. I want you on your bad days and good days,” he sits down on the couch, pulling her onto his lap to straddle him. “I want you in your morning glory when you think you look terrible. I want you at nighttime when we go out and you look all sexy in those dresses. I want you forever and always because that’s what I’m here for.”

She avoids eye contact with him, looking down at her hands making little circles on his clothed chest.

“I just feel all this pressure. You know? To be the best and to help people with these cases I take on and to be here for you and to be everything you need. I haven’t visited you on tour once this year, and- and I couldn’t even remember if you were gonna be in Hong Kong or Manila or if you were actually supposed to come home today. I just feel terrible and I know I should’ve called or texted you back, but I just couldn’t bring myself to.”

Shawn shakes his head, pressing a kiss to the top of her’s.

“You’ll never bother me. We’re in this together. And don’t feel bad about not keeping up with my schedule. You’re out here fighting for people’s rights and doing super smart lawyer stuff and making all these cases and winning them,” he pauses, putting his arm underneath his neck to support himself. “All I do is sing the same twenty songs for a year before putting more out. I’m thankful for my job, but I’m even more thankful for you. You’re super smart and kind and funny and you look super sexy when you wear those pencil skirts. How is my wife more badass than me, huh?”

She lets out a weak chuckle. “A hell of a lot of willpower and a superstar to keep me sane.”

He presses a kiss to her swollen lips. He makes the kiss deeper, pressing his hand to her back. She relaxes into his hold, both of their lips attacking each other with expressions of desire and gratitude.

Shawn suddenly stops, eyebrows raised and neck craned to look around.

“Were you washing dishes?” he asks.

She gives him a puzzled look. “Yeah? I think so?”

Shawn shifts and she moves off of his lap.

“Fuck. Did you turn the faucet off?”

Her eyes widen and she scrambles to the kitchen, greeted by the sound of splattering water.

“Shit, shit, shit!” she yells and Shawn lets out a laugh.

His long legs carry him to the scene of the spill to grab some paper towel while mocking her for being so forgetful.

They both laugh, and it’s this moment when she realizes that she loves this man more than she already does.

[someoneunimportantxx]

Any Shawn blog recs?

Indeed I do! So, I added people I speak too a lot, but I left a lot of “big” names off bc i figured you’d know them. Anyway, here you go! 

(its under the cut bc there’s a fair few there)

@fourtristattoos

@shavvnmcndcs

@pastelshawns 

@holdinbacksecrets

@unwrittendestiny

@softmndes 

@rosebudmendes 

@mndes

@mendescurl 

@t-lostinmendes

@t-i-n-y-d-i-n-o 

@zankivich 

@shhhawnmendes 

@redrebecca

@shawncxlvins 

@begginyouformendes 

@accuratemendes

@shwnflixandchill (or @wickedgoddessy )

@goldenhemmings 

@alittletoomuchshawn 

@theshawnmendesstorycollection

@fitmydaydream

@dylshoney 

@cupofshawn

@literallyshawn 

@getwaytooinvolved 

@bluerroses

@shawnjpeg 

@poppyshawn 

@planstonightbaby 

@softboyshawn 

@saintlymendes

@i-see-you-mendes 

@shawnslittlepeach

@ificanthaveu

@watchmegetobsessed 

@fawn-mendes

@shawnssongs

@honeyrosemuffins 

@shawnpetermuffins

@serendipitousshawn 

@mendesmelancholy

@jawnjendes 

@ruinhoney 

@shawmndes 

@shawmednes

@shawnsunflower 

@shwnmndsx 

@bakedmendes

@shawnscheekscar 

@shawnandyn 

@shawnsorangeglasses 

@shawnvvmendes 

@shawnwritesx

@winterdaylove 

@imfreefallinall 

@lostinshawnsmemory 

@lostinroses 

@delightfullyspeedyearthquake 

@givelove-always

@shawnsassymendes

@softshawnrambles (😏)

@perfectlyephemeral 

@shawns-curls 

@rulerofnocountry 

@itrocksmysocks 

@royal-shawn 

@shes-soparticular 

@heartopen-testify 

@esoltis280 

@swappedshawn 

@motherlifesucker 

@idontknowhowtowritesosorry 

@shawnsweetheart 

@shawnsugar

@mendes-always-forever 

@mendesftoakley 

@coveredinpoutine 

@hufflepuffshawn 

@cottoncandyshawn

@sbawnmendes

@maaaddiexo 

@thesmutofthemendes 

@mend-es 

@babyshawwn 

@scandinavian-girl 

@particularstrings 

@wordsandshawn 

@shawnm521 

[aria253264]

Hi it’s New Years and I’m three bottles of wine deep and oh so drunk and I wanted to shout out some very important people even if I haven’t interacted with you guys in a while you’re so important and you’ve made my 2019 such a good year and made such a safe space for me to come and a space that I can enjoy so many things and have a grand time and be myself and I know I’m gonna forget people but here’s everyone that drunk bee has

@buggy-blogs @evansweaters @shawnjpeg @sauveteen @writingfortoomanyfandoms @bitsandbobsandstuff @calpops @imamotherfuckingstar-lord @imfreefallinall

I feel like such a shitty person for forgetting people but honestly if I’ve reblogged or commented or screamed at you or liked your works you’re so important to me and not just because of your works but because you’ve literally pulled me from rock bottom

[softboywriting]

You never talk about Drama in this fandom and I wanted to know what blogs do you follow?? I'm looking for more and I don't want any of the hate and negative stuff :(

For just shawn blogs I follow the following people: (oldest to newest)

@sippingchai @mendes-shawn @mendeshoney @curlyshawn @shawnsedit @mendesstrategy @etherealmendes @siennarossi @illuminatedestiny @vibesofshawn @talitawayne @achinglyshawn @floralshawnn @infiniteshawn @shawnm521 @mendesftoakley @planstonightbaby @alittletoomuchmendes @lovinmendes98 @honestreputation @heynowcaptain @shawnsfluffycurls @hufflepuffshawn @peachesmendes @precioushawn @mendesmood @shawnsnervous @benito-daddy @captainharoldsstyles @shawnsinmyblood @fawn-mendes @t-i-n-y-d-i-n-o @delicateshawn @loseyoualittle @adidasmendes @shonmondez @gentleshawn @shawnsmedley @dudemendes @luxyshawn @spicyyy-muffin @honestlyshawnn @hunshawnmendes @imfreefallinall @tellmeitsmutual @shawnmxndxs @alinaxxshawn @bottomshawn @ourlittleshawnie @lovemendesfeels @shawn-darling @wordsandshawn @daybreakmendes @torontogawd @i-see-you-mendes @certainlyshawn @ourfavcanadianshawn @babyshawwn @shawn-meme-des @shawn-does-stuff @esoltis280 @thedailyshawnmendes @cottoncandyshawn @brittanyzelazno @bellyacheshawn @ausmendes @fallinshawn 

and that’s all currently. I dont think I forgot anyone but I did do this on mobile so it’s possible. Also I don’t know how active some of these blogs are or if some of them are active at all still as it’s been a long while since I followed some of these. Also also I may have missed some on my following list because it wasn’t a shawn centric url and I couldn’t remember if you posted shawn stuff or not lmao 

(also this is not my main blog so my main that is following you won’t be softboyshawn)

[hollandsmoose]

imfreefallinall replied to your post “star-crossed (part 4)”

Ehi!! That’s amaziing �� could you please add me to your taglist?? I’d love it!

star-crossed is finished but do you mean on my like general taglist? i’m definitely expecting to write more!

[wanderingmendes]

S/O to all my lovely, amazing, wonderful new and old friends. I adore you all so so much❤️

@mutuallynotmutual @onmyshawn @sincerelykiwi @fallininyou @literallyshawn @shawnsinmyblood @bruhh-whateven @imfreefallinall @pettyandprettyy

(This gis is literally me and @onmyshawn ajdjakd i love you my squidward🥰)

[lostinars]

30 Question Challenge

rules:

tag the person who tagged you

answer the questions

tag 10 people

tagged by: @graysonmendes (thank you!!🌟)

1. How tall are you? 5'1

2. What color and style is your hair? I've brown, shoulder length and wavy hair

3. What color are your eyes? brown

4. Do you wear glasses? nope

5. Do you wear braces? nope

6. What’s your fashion sense? casual and elegant, I guess

7. Full name? Martina Ve**ia

8. Where were you born? Italy

9. Where are you from and where do you live now? born and raised in Italy

10. What school do you go to? fourth years of high school

11. What kind of student are you? the one who tries to study hard but has zero concentration, still gets good grades

12. Do you like school? overall yes

13. Favorite school subjects? English and Economics

14. Favorite TV shows? Death Note, How I met your mother, Sex Education and Rick and Morty

15. Favorite Movie? Love and other drugs

16. Favorite Books? Norwegian Wood by Haruki Murakami

17. Favorite pastime? doing sports and reading

18. Do you have any regrets? yes

19. Dream job? a job that allows me to travel a lot

20. Would you ever like to be married? nope

21. Would you like to have kids? in a distant future, maybe yes

22. How many? one

23. Do you like shopping? yes

24. What country have you visited? England, Spain and Greece

25. Scariest nightmare you have ever had? I was attacked by a giant bee and it felt so real

26. Any enemies? not that I know

27. Do you have a significant other? nope

28. Do you get along with your family? yeah, we're pretty close

29. Do you believe in miracles? I don't know

30. How are you? sick but good

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Hii!! This is my first time requesting anything for you but could you write a blurb or oneshot about Tom Holland x shy!reader and they're hanging out with his family it over at his family's house? Thank you Katiee (Also I don't mean to spell your name wrong I just put extra letters to emphasise the way I talk haha 😅).

Hi lovely! I loved this request and I hope this is okay! It’s a bit longer than I intended haha. I also don’t know how well I write the Holland family so I’m sorry in advance.

WC: 1.3k

Warnings: implications of anxiety, shy!reader, 

You were nervous to say the least. Meeting your boyfriend’s parents was a big deal and it also didn’t help that you tended to be quieter around new people. 

Tom stopped singing along to the radio as he saw how nervous you were from the corner of his eye, your own transfixed on the window and the passing scenery even though he knew you weren’t paying attention to any of it. 

“Darling, it’s going to be ok. They’re going to love you.” He reached and took your hand, squeezing a few times to reassure you. You smiled at the gesture and turned to him with a small nod, trying to ignore the nervous butterflies in your stomach as Tom started to talk about something to distract you. 

It wasn’t long before you pulled up to his parent’s house. You took a deep breath and smiled as you remembered the things Tom had told you about his family. Your smile only getting wider as he took your hand once you were out of the car and walking to the door. 

It felt like the butterflies in your stomach were fighting each other with how nervous you felt but one squeeze of Tom’s hand seemed to calm them for a little while. He knocked on the door and you straightened out your dress for the fourth time since standing there. 

The door opened to reveal Tom’s Mum on the other side, a kind smile on her face as she saw you and Tom. She quickly wrapped her son up in a hug before turning to you and whilst you expected a handshake or a simple smile, she wrapped you up in a hug just like she had with Tom. It was comforting. 

“You must be Y/n.” She pulled back and smiled as you nodded with a blush. “Tom’s told me all about you of course.” Your blush turned a darker shade of red as you giggled and Tom rolled his eyes fondly. 

“Mum!” There was a slight tinge of pink to his cheeks as he shook his head and laughed. She held up her hands in mock defence and laughed.

“Thank you for inviting me Mrs Holland.” You brushed a hair behind your ear just as something to do with your hands other than fiddling. The nerves continued to rage rampant in your stomach but the warm atmosphere and smiles were enough to calm you a bit more.

“Please Nicki is fine dear. And it’s a pleasure to have you.” She smiled sincerely at you and Tom before leading the way into the house after you took off your coat. As soon as you entered the kitchen, you heard yells and 3 boys run at Tom, practically tackling him to the ground. Nikki laughed and rolled her eyes. “They’re always like that when he’s been gone for a while.” 

You giggled and nodded as you watched the four boys laugh before they got up and dusted themselves off. You fiddled with your sleeve and bit your lip before Tom’s brothers came to introduce themselves. The youngest one, Paddy - you remembered his name was, smiled at you and nodded whilst the two twins said each other’s names instead of their own. Tom nudged them before coming to stand by you and taking your hand again. 

“Guys, that never works.” Tom shook his head and laughed at his brothers as you smiled. 

“No I know you’re Sam and you’re Harry.” You pointed at each twin as you said their names and they sighed with a smile. “I’ve seen photos you know.” You giggled and Tom nodded. 

“Well it’s nice to finally meet Tom’s ‘dream girl’.” Harry said, smirking at Tom who nudged him harder this time. You blushed furiously, ducking your head down with a smile.

Tom gave a fake laugh and squeezed your hand. “Shut up you div.” He went to grab an orange and throw it at Harry before Sam took it from his hand. 

“Thanks Tom.” 

Tom rolled his eyes and laughed just as Nikki asked for your help to set the table out for dinner. You nodded and smiled at her, taking some cutlery in and missing the way Tom gave a silent warning to his Mum so she wouldn’t embarrass him. 

“Stop being dramatic Tom, I just want to talk to her.” Nikki laughed before following you into the dining room. 

“Yeah stop being dramatic.” Paddy mocked back to his older brother and Tom laughed sarcastically before ruffling his hair. 

You heard Tom and Paddy’s laughs from the dining room as you set out the cutlery next to the plates. Your brain was working overtime thinking of something to say before Nikki spoke. 

“I love your dress.” 

You looked up and met her polite, kind smile with one of your own. Your eyes glanced down to the dress you were wearing, it was simple yet fancy enough to impress. “Thank you.” 

“You have a lovely home.” You spoke sincerely, smiling at her as you over processed the words in your mind. Nikki smiled and thanked you, making the worry in your brain subside. 

“Tom really likes you.” She nodded, making you laugh and nod back with a smile.

“Mum!” Tom made a face and sighed as he walked in with plates of food, his Dad following in behind him. 

“It’s our job to embarrass you, son.” He laughed and patted Tom on the shoulder before smiling at you. “You must be the famous Y/n.” He shook your hand and you smiled at him.

“Dad.” Tom groaned, rolling his eyes before he came to stand with you. He kissed your cheek and took your hand as his parents went to get the food. 

“How are you doing?” He whispered and squeezed your hand.

“I’m good. Your family are lovely.” You squeezed back and smiled lovingly at him. He returned the smile and stole a kiss. 

“I love you.” He nudged his nose against yours making you giggle. 

“I love you too Tommy.” You could have happily stayed in that bubble with Tom forever, wrapped up in the warmth of his smile.

However, your moment was broken when a chorus of “awww”’s sounded from behind you. Tom looked over your shoulder to see Harry and Sam standing in the doorway with plates of food. 

You both blushed and laughed before taking your seats as the rest of the food was brought out. You smiled at the smell and look of the food, nerves bubbling at the thought of having to make conversation. 

Tom’s hand met yours under the table and squeezed gently to let you know everything was okay. Your heart slowed down a little and you relaxed as you started to eat. 

It turned out that you had nothing to worry about, the conversation was easy and Tom always helped you with conversation. You smiled at him as he talked about how you had first met each other, his face lighting up with every detail. 

Your heart fluttered as you smiled and laughed along with the story, remembering it as if it was yesterday. He squeezed your hand tighter as he finished the story and turned to smile at you, stealing a kiss. 

That night you felt confident as if you fit into his family as easy as a piece of a puzzle. His parents took an avid interest in you and you returned the same to them. You even stayed and played video games with Tom and his brothers after dinner. 

It seemed like too soon that you and Tom were heading home, saying your goodbyes and receiving hugs from everyone. He took your hand as you left and swung his in yours as you walked. 

“Told you so.” He nudged you and smiled smugly. You turned and kissed the smirk of his face. 

“Shut it you.” You giggled and leaned into him as you started walking back home. 

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