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#isnt being born enough?
actual-corpse · 9 months
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A sincere Fuck You and an Unmerry Christmas and Unhappy New Year fuckbag.
#this is for Jonathan Walmart#because he sucks ass through a straw and fumbled the hour allotment#and so#people who make $1/hr get fucked with sandpaper#and Jonathan Walmart sits pretty on his throne of lies#i hate working retail#but i hate not making money even more#its fucking embarrassing the state of things#i dont inherently give a singular fuck about money for money's sake#i need a roof. i need food. i need water. i need clothes.... and my cat needs food water and shelter too#and so i slave#slave away in the Greatest Country#so great we're dying en masse from preventable things#because we cant afford the right to live with basic necessities#the RIGHT#imagine being told you have to EARN comfort!#disabled people LIVE THAT SHIT! TOLD THAT THEY DON'T DESERVE COMFORT BECAUSE THEY CANT WORK TO EARN THE RIGHT#isnt being born enough?#being a human being with thoughts and feelings should be more than enough to earn compassion#homeless people make me unbelievably furious just by existing#BECAUSE THEY SHOULDNT HAVE TO LIVE LIKE RATS IN THE FUCKING STREET#THOSE ARE HUMANS AND THIS GREAT COUNTRY SEES FIT TO REGARD THEM LESS THAN ANIMALS#THIS GREAT COUNTRY.... THAT. FUNDS. GENOCIDE. PROVIDES THE WEAPONS!!!#its not enough that we are born completely innocent and free of sin#yet we are forced to carry the crosses of those who chose what world we inherit#and they dont care because they wont be alive to watch the collapse#they build these monuments to capitalism and they worship at the feet of greed and they are rewarded for theft#they are STEALING from us yet punish us for stealing from them (out of necessity. not because we want to for fun)#the collapse is coming#the Great Recession almost took down the world's economy
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babblingbonnabel · 20 days
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🪡 + 🔨 | more yapping!!
NOTE: because so many bigger members of the Avarice Battalion are from the Omega clan, a big portion go to The Garden to celebrate the Omega Tree every Spring (a large symbol of longevity and legacy for the clan...before they burned down lmaooo!!!).
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vhvrs · 8 months
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i talk abt/ draw summer so little but she is like. my fav fav i love her sooo much n i love the specific niche she presents to the story that i rarely ever see in media but also rnm does a LOT of casual things u rarely see in long form media I LOVE HER!!!!!!!
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ratgingi · 1 year
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woe characters inspired by some of my cats be upon ye. info on them in my tags lol
#dialtown oc#jack dlc#twerpys head is a sledgehammer bc the cat theyre based on was born in a wall lmao#he works at the petstore with outis bc i got said cat frm the local petstore#lilys head is a fluffy couch pillow thing and she works at an animal shelter bc thats where i got the cat shes based on#twerpy is genderfluid bc we make jokes that my cat twerpy is genderfluid a lot#also i feel like shed be aroace if she were a person. its just the vibes yk#lily isnt labeled as anything shes just vibin#the 2 are part of a big sorta found family type shit that consists of chars based on my other 3 cats i just didnt feel like drawin more rn#twerpy is really mean and stuck up but is secretly super sweet it just takes them a long time to warm up enough to someone n show it#shes also secretly incredible at like. comforting people and helping them out. but again only shows it for people hes warmed up enough to#lily is super confident and full of herself and spoiled. she thinks shes super fuckin smart but she is very much Not /lh#she loves attention though and gets her feelings hurt super easy#also shes Huge on physical affection. she loves giving people hugs and holding hands and shit#like. shell be like oh im so fuckin hot and cool literally no ones on my level and of ur like eh idk that fit isnt really that good on u#she will start Crying. and get mad that youre being mean to her for no reason while sobbing#and probably will hug onto you while doing it#twerpy also gives really good hugs but they Hate being touched. so if it willingly touches you then youre incredibly lucky special#also lily loves sitting in peoples laps#if youre friends with her she is far more likely to sit on your lap instead of any chair in the room nd thats just smth youll have 2 deal w#dlc wiki
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rats-and-robots · 8 months
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Updated sketch of my RT now that I've decided how I'm gonna build him.
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goyurim · 10 months
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Hello Moon, its been a while since we talked, hope you are doing well and receiving many blessings. The world is hell rn but nevertheless I hope the small hapinnesses you encounter give you hope 🩷
hey carola 💖 thank you for sending this in, you're so sweet 🥺 i've had this in my inbox for a while bc i truly didn't know how to respond to it... the world really is hell right now and every feeling of happiness i get is somehow always riddled with privilege and guilt... nonetheless i have no right to give up hope so thank you for the kind reminder 💖 i hope you're taking care of yourself and i'm sending you hugs and warmth to help you get through this cold winter 🫂🌻
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faggling · 1 year
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realized that as far as I know my abuse primarily started after 9/11...much to think about
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myxinidaes · 1 year
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I think a lot about how a girl chafing against and actively rejecting the gender roles enforced upon them when they were young has been labeled internalized misogyny.
if you hate pink because you were forced to wear pink when you were younger bc thats what little girls wear? internalized misogyny, according to the internet. if you hate dolls because you got in trouble for wanting to play with dinosaurs and cars? internalized misogyny, according to the internet. if you resent the beauty industry and the way that in order to be seen as a human if you're not conventionally attractive, you need to redraw your face to fit constantly shifting beauty standards? internalized misogyny, according to the internet.
beginning to think that the average internet user doesn't know what internalized misogyny is! beginning to think that you all are unable to think critically about the world we live in and how our identities are used to sell products and enforce gender roles!
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bluebeetle · 2 years
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that IS ur sob story though???? bc EVERYONE should have health insurance!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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1980ssunflower · 2 years
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if i dont see my husbands passionately kissing eachother RIGHT now im going to run into oncoming traffic
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molotovmetro · 2 years
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Saw a tweet saying "thanks to netflix everyone born after 1998 is gonna learn what a torrent is" like sis some of us are poor I sure as hell am not paying for Netflix's capitalist bullshit and the five other streaming services that you need to watch a single show we know what a fucking torrent is lmfao
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mrfoox · 2 years
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Being genderflud for me is always a mess
#Miranda talking shit#No ok it isnt... But ivr always been a.. 'tomboy' ot whatever and never been a girly girl... I mean i had to play makeup and#Dress up doll for my sister until i was 5 but after that i basically abruptly stopped wearing any dresses unless i had to...#Only thing appearance wise i kept that was feminine was long hair. Idek why i did that? Maybe bc ive always had it so i just kept it... Or#Maybe bc it was the few feminine things i had. Ive had such difficulty with my name. In the teen years it eas severe#But i still never ... Changed it? To this day i haven't. I have my online name having an mr in it but i always give my name and i mean#Yeah... I like being referred to as bro/dude and such but usually don't like being referred to as a girl... I dont hate it usually but im#Indiffrent? Maybe why ive been struggling with sx isnt only bc of my shit self esteem and that but also with gender. I know if i would have#Had the option id want to been born a guy. I mean... Most days at least i think so. Bc i am uncomfortable with my shape and organs. The#Fact i have buubs makes me wamt to shrivel up and perish. But i also mostly love my tighs. Maybe bc i like that on others as well..#Heck idk. Sometimes i want to really go all out and make myself look cute and girly but i dont havr the confidence or knowledge#So instead i keep wearing what I've been since i was 8 yrd old (big hoodie or tshirt + jeans/sweatpants) would lovr to know someone#Whos into make up and fashion who would teach me and take me out and pick mr outfits. But also i dont think im cute enough to do that#Not cute enough and not cool enough to be a boy ... Im an oddly shaped blob /:#I dont know what i am i just let people call me whatever they want. Its a shame itd usually a girl. Thr time a kid called me 'boy' i was#Genuinely happy but then their parent corrected them and i was like damn... He had it man he knew what was up#Maybe I'd not struggle as much if i was skinny bc 98% of my time I've been overweight so..curves comes with the territory#My moms genes also got me the biggest cake in history like i cant lose it i think its permanent. It can get bigger tho
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Why is it so hard to find Nordic arch/anth pieces 😭😭 now I gotta do a talkoot on neolithic subsistence strategies bc that's the most abundant form of research I guess
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kanabiveil · 22 days
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the organ was a sacred tool, kei thinks.
the keyboard was simply a distant cousin, kei knows.
fingers, translucent and neon, tap against plastic keys - they are lighter than what he is used to. the hustle and bustle of the music store is something most unfamiliar, akin to that of the train stations he had since forgotten come his days in a desolate wasteland.
truth be told, the company of demons was a welcome one. amidst the sand, snow and oddities that da'at presented to him, it was most unfortunate to stick out like a sore thumb here. blue hair, yellow eyes, a not exactly human appearance . . . he figures he looks more similar to the robot singer he sees across billboards. the one with the lightning blue hair. right.
and yet, there is an inkling of hope born within fiyero. someone traditionally nonhuman, someone with eyes somewhat similar to his. perhaps they had similar experiences. hopefully they did.
affront to god or not, some of demonkind had been kind to kei. some of his closest companions themselves had accepted him with open arms. it is only natural he would seek those of similar walks of life to him.
fingers dance on keys, waiting expectantly for his gaze. eventually, kei resorts to simply playing it not well. loudly. he makes no means to hide unwavering stare.
demons he knew had a certain aura to them. fiyero lacked it. there is no sense of angelkind upon her, nor the touch of an artificial god.
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"do you play ?" kei eventually calls out. "piano, i mean."
"you look musical. i would like to speak to you more," . . . can someone look musical ? "privately, please. i don't like talking over crowds."
@viladlind
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snekdood · 1 month
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idk why ppl think you wanting a different body, or in this case specifically, weight, somehow has something to do with them or you judging them? like i've worked through the fatphobia i grew up with and was used against me, idgaf what other people do and im also not repelled by or somehow grossed out by fat people given i tend to date fat people (not seeking them out, it just happens)-- if this is the case, how can you say that im somehow demanding you change in someway because I want to change myself? maybe stop seeing other people as extensions of you and this wouldnt be an issue..?
#unfortunately im never going to be satisfied with my body being a certain level of chubby. i can accept it but it wont satisfy me.#i'll always be longing for something else as much as i try to ignore it or deny it or whatever#trust me. i've tried. i've even fallen in love with my body type its... just.... not *me*#which is why i often draw it on my other non-self insert ocs bc i still love my body type its just. not me. thats just not me man idk🤷#an entirely different person as far as im concerned. when i look like that i look like a stranger to myself.#also like. idk why me still deciding i want to look different in spite of working through the fatphobia means i 'didnt actually work throug#it'. like im sorry babe but my dysphoria is heavily linked to my weight given my body fat loves to distribute in *ways* i dont like.#ive literally TRIED to be fine with it but i cant. im sorry. idk what to tell you. theres nothing that can be done. sue me.#me wanting to look different bc of the way my body fat distributes isnt me saying 'you have to look a certain way to pass'#its me going 'i will never feel like myself so long as im shaped like this'#it quite frankly has nothing to do with you so stop inserting yourself into my situation#if anything it seems like my desire to change my weight is more or less a trigger for you and thats not reason enough to try to change#my behavior. simply walk away. look somewhere else. dont interact with me if you cant handle that. i get it but like. its not#gonna change over here bud#some people you're not meant to always get along with and be friends with and thats okay. doesnt mean we try to come up with#'moral' reasons to justify our dislike.#bc to me you're doing nothing different from trans people who shame you for wanting to look more cis. thats always going to be the#case for me. im ALWAYS going to wish i was born a cis guy.
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shoveitevil · 3 months
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this last week has not been the vibe gang
#how did i go from repression acceptance to borderline 4chan tranny in 7 DAYS WHAT THE FUCKKK#ok the thing is if i start hrt now now i could prob pass#im only 5'9#but if i have to wait 2 years im cooked soooo bad#ill be 6ft by then#and like#im aware 6ft cis women exist#but i dont want to be loved as a tall person#i want to be loved by someone i can literally look up to#ok so if i go on hrt now it would be awks at school but the ppl worth it dont care#at least i would be the center of attention#and if i went of hrt now i wouldnt be so tall#and i would have bad shoulders but not awful ones#also my facial features will be more feminine#and bcs im going into a high paying job i can afford to get surgery#maybe i could do diy hrt if the waitlists are too long??#how would i explain that to my parents#'oh hi mum! oh dont worry that package is just borderline illegal drugs from fuckin albania or something and its making me grow tits!!'#my dad would kill me#why did i have to be so damn tall#fml#the worst part is that guys would kill for my genetics#being over 6 ft means i could actually pull#but no for some reason i dont want to be a man#ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh#its not fair#how come i have to have everything wrong with me#could i not just have been born a 5'3 woman who isnt super pretty but pretty enough to be friends with the super pretty people#and despite all this im still torn between vanity and being trans#if it came to ugly non passing trans girl vs miserable handsome man id choose 2nd option easy
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