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I'm so sad this website doesn't feel like home to me anymore....
#after 14 years#it's just not the same#it feels cold and distant#everyone just talks to themselves#there's hardly any communication anymore#no fun activities you can do with your followers#i miss the old days
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“things were so hard with dad in recent years...how did he go from paparapluie to père? i wish i could face him and understand, but while he was still here i didn't dare try to tell him [any of my feelings] and now...it's too late.” * paparapluie is a pun on the words papa and parapluie (umbrella) since the plush is a frog. père is the french word for 'father.'
#ml spoilers#ml s6 spoilers#miraculous spoilers#ml el toro de piedra#mledit#miraculous#miraculous ladybug#miraculous lb#miraculousedit#adrien agreste#adrienette#adrinette#my edits#fascinated at umbrellas constantly being a motif for protection in this show. the theme is “in the rain” because marinette fell for adrien#in the rain but he offered her an umbrella (an act of kindness and protection from the weather). next to how#adrien's father used a pun about umbrellas as his own nickname when adrien was younger and he was still caring for him as a dad should#but as he got older his father stopped protecting him so the nickname (and also any form of 'papa') fell through in favor of the#cold + formal + distant 'père.' this specific pun between parapluie and papa might also come from the french poem un papa by pierre ruaud#which is a poem about papas serving as protection and a sort of shelter for their children. so ig ml is saying gabriel started this way too#i think the fandom glosses over the complexity of adrien's feelings for his father bc in earlier seasons he defended + made excuses for him#part of this is because he was sheltered + didn't know better but it's also bc he DOES recall a time before his mother's illness grew worse#(some time between age 6 and the werepapas flashback) when he didn't have an absentee father. the show writes gabriel agreste#inconsistently: in earlier seasons he had moments of concern for his son before he became awful all the time. and these on/off moments give#adrien whiplash because he's left doing things like becoming a model for his father (i'm choosing to believe gabriel didn't use the rings#until later bc much of the earlier seasons make no sense if he was controlling adrien) in the hopes that they'll bond only to realize#his father still won't spend time with him even for a meal. s5 has gabriel making him pancakes (the wrong way) and asking about his day#and his friends and interests only for him to become even more controlling and mean. how he let him quit modeling only to create an#AI version of him without his consent and when he said that made him feel uncomfortable gabriel convinced him it was fine bc now he had#more free time! only to still control how he spent that free time. adrien didn't start grappling with these things until s5#and now he laments the things he never actually got to say about the papa he misses and the father he wished had unconditionally loved him
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DID YOU KNOW THAT ANDY SURIANO TALKED ABT YOUR COMIC ON INSTA???????????
YEAH I SAW IT!
really cool!!!!!! nice things were said about my art and story!!!!!! i am so flattered!!!!!!!!!! i am still figuring out how to react to it all!!!
#i most definitely didn't have an anxiety attack for 2 hours after seeing it because i am a human who reacts in normal ways...#<< false statement#i really don't enjoy recieving attention ahajdkkfkgkuj aaaaaaaaAAAAAAAAAAAA#asks#misc asks#i also recieved a really nice dm!! that i hope i replied to in a normal and not cold or too distant kind of way!!#i suck at communication when nervous agsjdklg augh anyway yeah#i feel so silly getting so stressed over things like this o|< it was a cool moment tho#NOT TO OVERSHARE ON THE INTERNET OR ANYTHING. I'M DONE RAMBLING IN THE TAGS NOW
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Xaden growing colder throughout the book when the one thing Sgaeyl hates is the cold
#*holding out my hand* let's jump off this cliff together#what gets me is that sgaeyl STILL cares for him. the second he turned sgaeyl warns violet to be careful of her words to him.#she hates his mother! she's debating burning her! she's pacing back and forth worrying! she's in distress because xaden is stressed!#she's disappointed and distant but is still protective of him. she'd even torch xaden alive if he blocks their bond even temporarily#to save sgaeyl he had to give in to the cold. his last act of love is to be the thing they both hate. will you forsake me now?#how many times did he ask her that?#mr. abandonment issues expects everyone to leave him SHOCKER#i feel so unwell about them im not even kidding asdbasj#onyx storm#onyx storm spoilers#xaden riorson#sgaeyl#xaden and sgaeyl#the empyrean#fourth wing#iron flame#rebecca yarros#sgaeylposting <3 this diva <3#txt#onyx storm spoiler
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meadow, summer, gentle breeze
#rkgk#tcm#orion lavont#garret tcm#I drew this back when I did that cig series but never posted it#because a true marcia rkgk never gets posted#but i just like this one so much#it just yells summer evening to me#lakeside or seaside. distant noise in the background. the air is pleasantly warm from the sun that was scorching it all day long.#the gentle breeze doesnt feel cold and simply tickles a little#the smell of grass and trees floats about#a canned drink in hand#Garret looks so so tired. Or maybe very high to the point he's barely there#forcing an empty lighter to produce one last flame that momentarily dies in the wind anyway
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favourite thing: his new habit of saying uhuh/mhm and also this
#the first time he did it in unmortricken i was like Fuck Yes and little did i know he would just keep doing it the whole time#DESPERATELY hoping they keep both of these things. i Love when characters have tiny little habits sprinkled in their actions#to me these things kinda sorta symbolise him no longer being afraid to really be himself#like he no longer has to hide certain things about himself that inside of the cfc wouldve made him appear ‘suspicious’#since he IS like so much different than any other morty ever#also barely related but like. em is fundamentally such a good character bc everytime we see him he’s feeling something different#in his first appearance he was cold and distant because at the time he was new to being free and was strictly focused on his goal and wasn’#even sure if it would work#in his second appearance he seemed hopeful and honest both of these things just being a trap to get the people of the citadel to trust him#and his old colder self unfurling near the end after he successfully becomes president#in his third appearance he seems giddy almost. he’s constantly giggling before and after sentences and he’s super eager to just Get The Hel#Out. and also to reveal the truth to morty prime. make it so that he doesn’t have to be the one to shoulder everything anymore.#and this fourth appearance. apart from a few little details he really just seems happy and comfortable. the entire episode he was just doin#whatever he wanted and nobody got in his way at all. and i could not be happier#normal about this character!#rick and morty#evil morty#rick and morty spoilers#odiespeak
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↳ ꜱɴᴏᴡ + ᴄᴏᴇʀᴛʜᴀꜱ ᴡᴇꜱᴛᴇʀɴ ʜɪɢʜʟᴀɴᴅꜱ
ᴛʜᴇ ɢʀᴇᴀᴛ ꜱɴᴏᴡꜱ ᴡʜɪᴄʜ ᴄᴀᴍᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴛʜᴇ ʜɪɢʜʟᴀɴᴅꜱ ᴏꜰ ᴄᴏᴇʀᴛʜᴀꜱ ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴀᴋᴇ ᴏꜰ ᴛʜᴇ ᴄᴀʟᴀᴍɪᴛʏ ʟᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ᴛʜᴇ ᴇxᴛɪɴᴄᴛɪᴏɴ ᴏꜰ ᴄᴏᴜɴᴛʟᴇꜱꜱ ᴘʟᴀɴᴛꜱ ᴀɴᴅ ᴀɴɪᴍᴀʟꜱ. ʙᴇꜰᴏʀᴇ ᴛʜᴇɴ, ᴛʜᴇ ꜰᴇʀᴛɪʟᴇ ʙᴀɴᴋꜱ ᴏꜰ ᴛʜᴇ ᴛᴡᴏ ʀɪᴠᴇʀꜱ ᴡʜɪᴄʜ ꜰʟᴏᴡ ᴛʜʀᴏᴜɢʜ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴇꜱᴛᴇʀɴ ʜɪɢʜʟᴀɴᴅꜱ ᴡᴇʀᴇ ᴏɴᴄᴇ ᴛᴇᴇᴍɪɴɢ ᴡɪᴛʜ ʟɪꜰᴇ, ᴀɴᴅ ᴛʜᴇ ꜱᴜʀʀᴏᴜɴᴅɪɴɢ ᴘᴀꜱᴛᴜʀᴇꜱ ᴍᴀᴅᴇ ꜰᴏʀ ᴇxᴄᴇʟʟᴇɴᴛ ɢʀᴀᴢɪɴɢ. ᴀʟᴀꜱ, ᴀꜱ ᴛʜᴇ ᴛᴇᴍᴘᴇʀᴀᴛᴜʀᴇꜱ ᴅʀᴏᴘᴘᴇᴅ ᴀɴᴅ ᴛʜᴇ ʀɪᴠᴇʀꜱ ꜰʀᴏᴢᴇ, ᴛʜᴇ ᴠᴇɢᴇᴛᴀᴛɪᴏɴ ᴡɪᴛʜᴇʀᴇᴅ ᴀɴᴅ ᴅɪᴇᴅ, ᴀꜱ ᴅɪᴅ ᴛʜᴇ ʟɪᴠᴇʟɪʜᴏᴏᴅꜱ ᴏꜰ ɪꜱʜɢᴀʀᴅ'ꜱ ꜰᴀʀᴍᴇʀꜱ ᴀɴᴅ ꜱʜᴇᴘʜᴇʀᴅꜱ.
#FFXIV#FF14#Final Fantasy XIV#Final Fantasy 14#ffxivedit#Ishgard#Coerthas#ishgardposting#texture updates equal me immediately rushing to my favourite zone like:#the update somehow makes the zone even more horrific btw bc the dead dragons actually look like frozen corpses now it's extremely harrowing#not to be dramatic but few MMO zones have ever captured the horrific emptiness that CWH has. the zone feels like a ghost's wail of grief#surrounded by death on all sides. from the eternal corpses of dragon and man stranded in the waist-deep snow and the bones draped over#the mountain to the ruins of the dusk vigil and the battlefield next to it to the ruins of everything that had to be left behind to the way#the entirety of the zone is all but completely empty and abandoned and as uncaring and distant as the cold.#idk man not to get dramatic abt it but coerthas made me unhinged
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i love how haruki fell twice for akihiko.
first time he falls for kaji akihiko the cold and distant man who gets into fights, imposes respect, has the highest level of charisma, doesn't seem approachable at all but is also the hottest guy anyone has ever seen. the akihiko who'd only walk side to side with someone as talented and charismatic as him, the someone haruki wishes to be but doesn't hope to too hard at the same time.
and second time he falls again for akihiko the friendly bandmate, the one struggling between his two instruments but putting everything into music, willing to change his life, getting better out of love and of passion, supporting him through his own self-confidence issues. the akihiko that wants to be free with his music and who wants to choose who he'll love.
that's just beautiful because haruki thought he had figured him out at the beginning but it turns out he fell harder when he got to know the second layer of akihiko's character.
#given#given manga#akiharu#that's why their romance feels so realistic to me#akihiko kaji#haruki nakayama#ugetsu breaking the cold-distant shell in no time though?!?#duamin rants about given
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He stood, waiting for her to go. She kissed his cheek, despite the urge to hug him again close, but he was no longer offering himself.
Susan Minot, from Don't Be a Stranger
#withdrawn#distant#cold#rejection#hot and cold#fuckboi#the worst feeling#personal#closed off#relationship dynamics#saying goodbye#quotes#lit#words#excerpts#quote#literature#susan minot#don't be a stranger
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the arm placement in those pictures says everything it needs to say about what went wrong snyder’s superman.
#superman#clark kent#i know a lot of people love this shot#(the one on the right)#but personally#it bugs me so much#why couldn’t he just relax his hands to the side#this version of superman just feels so distant#and not in a good way#because i do think clark should feel lonely and like he doesn’t belong for a big chuck of his life#yk until he meets lois and jimmy and other superheroes#and then kara#and then kon#mon-el and so on#thought mon-el does come first technically lol#anyways i just don’t think clark should feel this cold#i don’t think he should think he is above everyone#it’s not who he is#of course he should feel a sense of responsibility for the safety of the world#one he wants no one else to feel#but idk the vibes with this supes are off#i do like the first movie#somewhat#but with each movie after it kept getting worse and worse
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i'm just a wasp desperately banging its entire body against the glass of a closed mason jar
#feeling rabid today lads#i regularly hear from my mother that I'm too cold or too rude or too distant with her#today she heard and said she didn't like the way i talk to my patients because it's too friendly or pleasant or kind or#whatever the fuck the word she used#...#WHAT. IS THIS MAGICAL UNACHIEVABLE GOLDEN MIDDLE???#HOW am i supposed to TALK TO PEOPLE?#i'd dismiss this as her being her if i had any stable surviving relationship with anyone else. if I had any proof as a counterargument#BUT I DON'T#i'm okay with the fact that i'll probably end up alone. but sometimes. it just gets too much
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LIKE idk. how do you go through the world being aro but not ace when your culture's main concept of an existence like that boils down to emotionally immature straight guys in bad movies
#like i know it's fine i know what I'M about#but i feel like Society points at people like me and says scared of commitment. exploiter of others. cold and distant. YKNOW?#this is like new feelings to me so sorry if it feels like First Day Being Aro worries. it is my first day#whatever sigh. meal time#p
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playing dragon age origins AGAIN and the interaction between wynne and sten where she wants to knit him a cloak bc surely he’s cold in fereldan ☹️☹️ idk why it always makes me feel
#because he’s so distant and she insists on being kind anyways#and just the small act of making him a cloak because he agrees when she asks if he feels the cold#despite the fact that he makes his fear/aversion of mages so clear#dragon age origins#dragon age sten#dragon age
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so whomst is going to write me the so long, london inspired jack draper angst fic that i deserve
#the thought is all consuming#trying to support him on the tour but feeling like he’s becoming more distant#feeling like you’re the one putting in all the effort#as he becomes more successful professionally no longer feeling like you fit into his life#and of course he realizes what he lost because what do all these wins and firsts mean if he looks up at his box and you aren’t there?#all he has left at the end of the day is a cold and empty hotel room to come back to#and that rare stretch where he gets to come home between tourneys to practice he has to see that you’ve moved on#but have you? have you both????#THE FLAVOR 👁️👁️
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#ALL POWER DEMANDS PAIN AND SACRIFICE: musings.#okay but this made me laugh so hard just because of how much it reminds me of misao JSJSJ LOL because she has had like casual 'flings'-#with people and is an addictive personality as i've talked about here once which includes her being a love junkie + getting into-#relationships with people because she is in love with the IDEA of being in love though falling in love with someone can't just happen-#like magic as it involves a bunch of hormones and stuff but misao kind of somewhat hopes that this person of interest to her will somehow-#complete her life anyhow which... yeah can definitely raise a few problems as people with a love addiction often attract love-#avoidant people because both of these types of people generally have a fear of being abandoned and controlled.#but whenever it comes to love-avoidant individual's they're also emotionally unavailable so 😬#it's unfortunately kinddd of a recipe for an unhealthy relationship that could very well lead to the both of them being in a bad place-#once they break up as misao as a love addict is constantly seeking out new love in particular as a lot of excitement and good feelings-#come with this particular type of love in particular. so yeahhh - i know that this may be a bit of a weird picture to do a meta to but-#SHHH lol i just thought it could possibly relate to her more long-term relationships that she's had with people as misao-#tends to avoid feelings of vulnerability with people as you may all know and so this leads to both her + the other person not really-#knowing what they are BC they haven't really established that deeper connection even though they've been together for a while.#not to say that i'm trying to blame misao for having problems with opening up or anything like that but she has a very disorganized-#attachment style i think and that leads to her often doing this continuous 'push and pull' thing in her romantic/sexual ships#where one moment she will want to be attached to the hip to them but the next she will be cold and distant from them.#so yeahhh. misao is honestly kind of like what i've said barton is before: a cake inside of a cake because i feel like she's got sides of-#herself that she doesn't even know about because she's been scared of being fully emotionally vulnerable with someone for a while now sadly#NO SLEEP OF THE INNOCENT. NOT FOR YOU: character study.
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i have such a huge backlog of art to post since september last year and getting back into corpse party at this point i feel like i'm spamming orz ... like i should space it out more but then the backlog just keeps growing because i keep making new art too lol...
i've also been contemplating making this blog more than an art blog, so i could actually interact with people (and support other artists!) but my old blog from 2014-2017 with all my ancient copa legacy (but also cringe) still exists & i keep seeing people still reblog from there every now and again somehow... and so i can't decide if i would like to return back to that blog instead and keep this as an art posting blog... decisions💭
#and i have so much to say about mayu and morishige and mayushige too#even though copa tumblr fandom is kind of dead these days#but i also feel so cold and distant just posting art and not interacting with anyone#i also still haven't made a proper theme for my blog layout ahhh i should probably change that
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