#it was the ultimate burnout storm. caused by mine own hubris
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big fail year for art if im gonna be completely honest but im trying not to let it get to me because these past 2 years have been a fucking nightmare so it's only reasonable I don't do as well. plus i've been learning a completely different medium which is creatively exhausting
#m.txt#like i started the year pretty unwell physically due to a number of reasons#immediately agreed to do way too many things at once foolishly thinking it'd be ok since they all had different deadlines#then magically all the deadlines fucking lined up perfectly#it was the ultimate burnout storm. caused by mine own hubris#the thing i was most excited for failed horribly. im still stuck working on something i was paid for in june#my most reliable work has been wildly unfulfilling artistically and draining mentally bc im working herder to communicate than just to draw#i injured my arm due to the repetitive stress of work and may just have permanent nerve damage now :shrug:#after all that i could beat myself up over it but really whats the point. theres no benefit to gain from that#i simply will just continue to do my best#maybe one day ill become a blog people follow for art again#bc after i rbed that meme i lost 2 followers which makes me think new people following me dont even realize i draw#which is fine i dont mind it but like damn. what a concept#anyways i just wanna be in a place where my original stuff feels developed enough that im comfortable posting it#and for that to happen i need to actually have time to work on it at all#so i need to not be so burnt out from work that im not being paid enough to do in the first place#which feels more doable now that im able to function just a little better#so all that left is for me... to do what i can
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