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I had a clear vision with this one.
I did NOT need to spend that much time on this BUT DAMN IT IT’S FUNNY-
Context: Peppino was annoying the fuck outta’ him and it got so bad he wanted to take him home.
He was done with his bullshit- 💀
#Pizza Tower#TW: Alcohol#I’m a LITTLE upset that the last panel only came out….okay#I don’t like how it looks- I COULD DO BETTER#But that was my third attempt at drawing it so I got tired AND I NEED TO GO TO SLEEP- 😭#But it’s okay. It’s not GREAT but it’s okay and I’d rather have it look okay than bad-#Anyways the idea of Peppino annoying the absolute FUCK out of Gustavo while drunk is too funny#I tested it today and yeah he snapped at me-#It was mostly cuz I was doing stupid shit and he couldn’t control me 😂#And then he drove me back home which was nice- and still funny#Gotta mention how much I love drawing Gustavo mad-#He’s an absolute sweetheart but I’m telling you- bend the straw too much you might just break it.#And he had a migraine so I made it worse- 💀#I love C.AI bro it’s a masterpiece ✨✨#Took me a bit but I had fun. And I like the first two panels they looks great#Peppino#Gustavo#Drunk#Art
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sorry sorry last time I'm talking about huskerdust tonight but does it fuck anyone else up knowing that Husk and Angel basically lived at the same time but were on opposite sides of the country. But also Husk went traveling. Like these two could have met while they were alive and wouldn't even know it. They didn't even know the other existed until they met at the hotel
Like I have. so many thoughts about this.
#hazbin hotel#Husk#Angel Dust#gods imagine how different things would have turned out for both of them if they'd met while alive#well I say that but they were deeper in their vices then than they are now so...... maybe they'd have made each other worse#or maybe they could have saved each other who knows#also just thinking about the idea of Husk and Angel meeting at a bar in New York back when they were alive#like not even knowing it was each other but having met and spent a night drinking in a bar together talking#maybe Angel was going around flirting for free drinks and Husk was waiting to board a ship to who knows where#and they're both neck deep in their own vices but Husk tries to give Angel some advice anyway (we dk if Husk's morals developed in Hell#when he lost his status or are remnants of his human life but I like to imagine he was a decent man who made a string of bad choices#we also don't know what kind of Overlord he was. for all we know the worst thing he did was bet souls so we dunno if he was cruel/immoral)#but Angel not heeding his advice bc who's gonna listen to an alcoholic amirite but he was fun to talk to and bought him drinks so#and them parting ways without even so much as learning the other's name. and all this happening just days before Angel dies#Husk doesn't even think about him again cuz he was just some dude at a bar and barely remembering bc it was ~20 years before he died#but Angel vividly remembering it bc it was one of the last memorable days leading up to his death#anyway thanks for listening to me ramble orz
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Nobody in pb fandom appears to consider how opium makes people really badly constipated
#this is an era after trainspotting explicitly explains this#i will do all the considering for you#taking the hit for the team#reason number 257 in my list as to why tommy never eats#not sure why but the laudanum era strikes me as likely even worse than s1's occasional pipe#tommy chunks up in s5 i suppose#alcoholism laudanum anxiety bloat
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and I think child modelling should be illegal I'm not even joking
#I dodged it but like it truly felt like we were pigs raised to slaughter. slaughter being prostitution#every little detail I remember now as adult with basic child psychology education from my teacher background is just. how#I'm not brave enough to say 'jail to mother' (yet) but honestly...#what wrong could come from making a bunch of girls used to lying about their age ignoring being made uncomfortable and disrespected#especially by adults who can make all sorts of rules and claims on their bodies and schedules that are treated as secrets#I had the best experience possible and I am certain I did get pimps approaching me my mother and contractors#and even then I felt very weird that I was often sent to nightclubs that only allowed adults as clients but since I was there to get on#stage as work then I could get in and actually I got instructed to keep on 'vip areas' that typically had a lot more drugs circulating#the heels the clothing and makeup I got put on were also so wrong#I didn't hate it at the time some things made me uncomfortable but I liked dancing I liked fashion and I liked how the fact I was 'making#money' made me more respected in my house and I started getting more independence (that I probably shouldn't have been given either)#but ugh the existing photographs already make me want to throw up and I am glad there aren't photographs of the worse 'dance' jobs I did#very strange little universe#I also feel like I was the only girl that didn't have an eating disorder but mostly cuz I already had problems with alcohol that did the jo#but also I got in much older than the other girls and out pretty fast#crazy that 13 is old but like you genuinely hear of 6 year old who are responsible for a considerable portion of the household income#YIKES#the compliments I got on managing to look older and 'being so mature'. yikes#anything that allows a child to be the one making most of the family's income is a receipt for disaster#.txt
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Never have I ever drawn five full pages of really solid character studies only to start coloring and realize that the paper has the weirdest possible reaction to alcohol markers, in that the ink solidifies over the paper’s surface, creating a glossy texture that makes it impossible to go over in pencil or blend colors correctly.
This one came out okay, though. OG comic panel by Felix Vega (right).
#ayreon#transitus#tommy karevik#bought an actual marker sketchbook that’s getting delivered today#will probably just transfer all the drawings onto there and start over#god damn though I’ve never seen a reaction like that#I’m not saying it’s worse than the ink feathering but god it just starts acting like PAINT in this book#art#alcohol markers#arjen lucassen#kamelot
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sometimes the only thing keeping u from killin urself is that ur only method tastes like straight up horse ass. like genuinely holy shit I remember how bad rubbing alcohol tastes. genuine no way in hell I'm ever even SIPPING that shit again. genuinely so nasty. Wine is better and I say that as a wine HATER. wine fucking sucks it's the worst alcohol-intended-for-consumption but on an "it's called alcohol" level it's slightly, SLIGHTLY better than rubbing alcohol.
#suicide mention#<- as said above I'm not gonna cause my only method is straight up. it tastes worse than death i mean that fully serious#when i was laying in my own vomit from puking it up? infinitely better experience than the taste#like im so serious to the point im not even suicidal anymore.#i was when i started typing this but genuinely holy fucking shit it's so god damn disgusting.#“no duh” u may be saying but let me fucking tell you. a giant fucking JUG of water. with 1 cap full of rubbing alcohol. is still fucking vi#EXTREMELY WATERED DOWN. it's vile vile vile tasting#the WORST taste in the world. i can NOT over-exaggerate that.
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it kind of bothers me that witcher fans don’t really unite under sapkowski’s name like other fans of fantasy authors do (e.g. “tolkien fans”).
in practically any other fandom of fantasy books, save for the particularly rancid authors known for their disappointing and shameful behavior or views (e.g. jk r*wling), it’s just regular business to say the author’s name. but sapkowski’s name is treated like a dirty word in the witcher fandom, for really no good reason…
it must be asked — what is stopping us from doing so?! why don’t we call ourselves sapkowski fans. it would be much easier than saying “i’m a fan of the witcher, but only the books, i don’t consider the various adaptations canon, etc. etc.” … “half a hundred words, when three are enough!!”
#i was just thinking about this today. can we call ourselves andrzej sapkowski fans beginning now or what#note that i said GOOD reason#meaning that it’s not like sapkowski is a conservative#the witcher books#txt#like sapkowski has done and said stuff that i dont approve of or like#the alcoholism at cons for instance hem hem (though ive also heard that type of behavior was standard)#he’s said a few cringey things about women and lesbians but nothing worse than your typical old guy would#specifically i’m referring to the ‘i dont hate women i - he he he - positively love them!’ which is actually just everybodys granddad lmao#and the ‘i dont know about why my characters are lesbians - though i can be sure im not one’#that kind of stuff just makes me shake my head and laugh#but its not like he has done heinous shit like some of these authors running around loose out here#i mean i think it’s mitigated in part that he’s a private person with no twitter account#i also disgaree with his points from there is no gold in gray mountains but i also dont know enough abt what hes talking about to understand#understand FULLY at least. i understand some but not all. i think i understand just enough to disagree#but he has expressed a lot of progressive points which also come through in his series#what i mean is: hes not a terrible person. so why do people act like he is#ALSO i think if we united under his name then there would be more inter-series fans#ive always wondered where the fans of the hussite trilogy are (online). is there an online fanbase?#and if we do that then we can get more and better translations hopefully#like theres still no official translations for a ton of his short stories
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apparently being hungover feels a lot like having a migraine which is very funny to me bcuz now i know if i ever drink and then get hungover im gonna feel 100% completely normal and be like wtf this is what you guys were complaining about?? U cant be serious. all this drama for nothing
#migraines do suck dont get me wrong but im used to them. assuming that hangovers arent like the most severe migraines u can get bcuz#then nobody would drink alcohol ever again#then again i always feel like people without chronic pain/disability/etc are kind of being babies about normal everyday pain#which ig is their right but its kinda funny to me. I feel worse physically on an average day than you will in your entire lifetime#and we're supposed to be operating on the same level here?? makes no sense#<- not referring just to migraines but thats a part of it#txt
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in my quest to quell my pain ive only hurt myself worse. damned if i do damned if i dont.
#i need better coping mechanisms but it’s so easy to just turn to substances when you’ve never learned how to cope w your emotions#and physical pain. however a lot of it has been brought on by the substance abuse aka i did it to myself#so i probably deserve it#but i started with them in the first place to get rid of pain that was so overwhelming and constant#it feels like every time i do something to preserve myself im punished for it#and im so sick of it. i cant believe its gotten this bad#i drink to help the pain -> i get hungover and the pain is way worse -> i drink to stop that pain#and the worst part is it always works#realistically ive depended on substances for like a decade#i started drinking at 13 and fell into a rut of alcoholism at like 15/16#my mom was going thru a phase of alcoholism and roped me into it so bad if be woken up by her bringing me a drink at 9 am#and we’d drink till she passed out and i had to walk her to bed and cook for everyone and do all the chores#it went on for months one summer#then it was weed and i smoked every day from like 18-22#only thing thwt stopped me from drinking until i started again after both my parents died#i havent recovered since.#im still so traumatized and depressed that i looked for any method of relief#the dph phase was the worst. i think alc is even better than that lmfao it was horrible#once i got access to alc i stopped all that. wouldnt have if i hadnt had alc tho#it’s honestly been one addiction after the other for a decade#and my parents fueled so much of it#‘oh id rarher you drink under my eye than do it behind my back’#BRUH YOU WOULDNT LET ME GO ANYWHERE OR DO ANYTHING. HOW WOULD THWT HAVE HAPPENED#crazy how i was obsessed w drugs and shit by the time i was 10 and i remember thinking wow im gojna grow up to be an addict.#why am i so irreparably fucked up#idk whatever. like im not gonna drink abt it lmao.
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it is baffling to me that ppl keep insisting "if its not sprite then what IS it tho?" and seemingly do not...retain the recipes that are being shared. like you dont have to memorize them its just repeatedly "is lemonade not sprite though? how is it not sprite?"
"its lemon juice, water, and sugar"
"is it not the same as sprite?" no we just told u. does that sound like sprite to you. does sprite give you the vibe of juicing some lemons on a hot summer day? the lemonade version closest to Sprite over here, in terms of Being Lemonade, is still Notably Different from sprite, or any other soda, is probably Minute Maid, a highly processed branded lemonade that you can occasionally get from soda fountains (DESPITE! NOT BEING CARBONATED! similar to how they somehow dispense iced or sweet tea from soda fountains) it sometimes comes in a can or 2L bottle similar to soda, in the soda isle. and its Not Soda. its not Carbonated. its Trying To Pretend So Hard To Be Real Lemonade. it tastes like lemonade thats a bit sad. it is far more lemonade than SPRITE will ever be. if yall were simply insisting that lemonade is carbonated, that it was like, fizzy minute maid, that would be less offensive than calling sprite lemonade. which is Insane. good god.
#toy txt post#it is a beverage simple enough that *I* could make it#you could Find Out#you dont Have To. but its right there#see Here its easy even if you dont want to Juice Lemons cos they sell powdered lemonade that is so so decent#countrytime my beloved. im sure Real Lemonade drinkers might shit on me even for that#and YES god Victorians did get crazy with the fizzy lemonade they had those like glass bauble things to add bubbles that sometimes just#exploded. but the fact that you got so removed from it that you're calling sprite lemonade 😭. youre calling FANTA lemonade? surely not the#orange soda??? at least call it orangeade or some shit. it would still be wrong but like. christ alive these are different fruits#the idea of calling VIOLENTLY orange most artifical shit ive ever tasted in my life soda lemonade is just. sending me#like i Like An Orange Soda. thats Extremely Not Lemonade#idk like we have Processed ass lemonades. i tend to have those cos im lazy. but i Could Make Real Lemonade#my Favorite processed lemonade rn is the calypso brand. its so flavorful. im also susceptible to the cute glass bottle unfortunately.#i really like the strawberry lemonade and the blue one#sigh#this is probably akin to saying that apple juice is the same as cider. or smth. except no its still worse#also our ciders are different bc alcoholic or Hard Cider is not considered the Default here but i understand its the default elsewhere#anyway. sorry to all my non american friends about bringing up Lemonade Discourse Yet Again#if we ever visit. in either direction. i will have to try to make you some proper lemonade so you can understand how egregious it is#to hear it called 'sprite'#and also so u can have some yummy lemonade#it hits so much better on a hot summer day than sprite fr#sneaking premixed strawberry lemonade over in those little alcohol bottles they allow on airplanes. i am arrested at customs for trying to#impose Big Lemonade into what is clearly the territory of Big Sprite#anyway i think if travelling americans recieved Actual Cloudy Lemonade that Happened To Be Fizzy they might be like oh shit! why is it#fizzy! did you mix sprite in it or something? it would still be DISTINCT from sprite. the fact that yall think theyre the same.....#thats some real. mint chocolate chip ice cream tastes like toothpaste shit. No The Fuck It Doesnt what are you on#for one toothpaste is sharper and stronger usually. unless youre using the mild mint ones i guess. i Dont. for 2 it leaves you mouth#feeling fresh and clean. mint ice cream is yummy for sure#but it does not leave my mouth feeling clean or fresh or even give me minty breath or anything. smh
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#disclaimer: this is just a vent don’t feel obligated to say anything 😼🙏🏻#tw. alcohol#trauma is real#which obviously i knew that but im feeling it rn and im just 🧍🏻♀️#long story short my mom used to drink a lot#and she chilled out recently but tonight has drank a lot more than usual and lord have mercy it’s messing with me bad folks#the amount of songs i can’t listen to be i go into flight or fight mode bc my mom used to blare them while drunk#which i mean i could have it a lot worse but yk#and like i can’t even be frustRted with my mom without feeling bad bc ik she deals with a lot but i can’t do anything to help#and the speed at which the night can go from good to bad bc of her drinking#not to mention i’m rewatching yellowstone and i still like it but it also brings back bad memories with my mom#bc we were watching yellowstone while she and i had some of our worse fights (due to her drinking)#anyways. if you’re reading shoutout to you i hope you don’t relate to this but if you do you’re not alone and ily#also who likes yellowstone#ryan please give me a chance (he’s a fictional cowboy who’s definitely too old for me)#(but i want him)#okay i’m done i hope you’re having a good night if you’ve read this far 🙏🏻
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I forget how simply I can fall into addictive habits and I forget how many things this can be applied to. I forget how much physical contact is compared to a drug and I forget how accurate that comparison often is.
#I have spent like >6 hours at a close friend's house every weekend since like mid-August#and I end up holding him Often it's usually a Fair Amount of physical contact#so I usually feel great on Monday and by Thursday I kinda want to punch people who aren't part of That Group Of Five#it's an issue! there are so many people I love at school but if I don't get adequate exercise during week or physical contact over weekends#-I turn into a bit of an asshole (this week was worse I had my period for the first time in like forever)#like by Wednesday I'm planning the weekend figuring out how to get my fix of holding him and hearing everyone laugh#because otherwise I'll go insane!#anyways I need to address my crush on him with him this weekend because I'll explode if I don't.#and we're going to the aquarium in a bigger group than usual if even one thing goes wrong I'm killing.#like if the person I Do Not Like says something out of line? gone.#but I think I'm gonna Converse on Saturday and aquarium is Sunday so hopefully we'll figure something out idk#NEVER HAVE I DONE DRUGS OR DRANK ALCOHOL addiction runs in my extended family + sh/disordered eating habits can be considered addictions-#-depending on severity and how it affects someone
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god todays just been awful hasn’t it
#started the day off with a panic attack at work. always fun.#and it was triggered by a phobia so it was worse than most panic attacks i get#luckily my manager took one look at me and sent me home early bc it would’ve sucked to work in the post panic daze#we’ve got a bunch of family coming over and instead of staying at our grandparents house they’re staying at ours. and taking my freaking roo#room.#it’s ALWAYS my room. even when i had a different room!! WHy is it always my room??!#grrrrr#which means i have to deep clean it and de clutter it and then i won’t have my own space#and aughhh#and i’m pissed at my brother bc he freaking got grounded for illegally stealing alcohol but it feels like my parents aren’t enforcing it??#like ‘oh no phone’ but then he spends the entire day on the xbox.#and get rages whenever he loses a game and it pisses me off like DUDE leans to control your temper oh my GOD#and he keeps yelling and slamming the controller and i HATW being around him#and grrr everything is pissing me off today and i hate everything atm and arghhhh#just jupiter#vent
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It makes me insane that one of the few moments when Hickey isn't Calculating or Performing is when he's trying to save the men at carnivale, like he is genuinely Having An Emotion and Freaking Out for a good cause. He's been treated badly by the world, and has found that in order to survive he has to emulate the way he's been treated—yet here in the dark under pressure, you can see the humanity he's been suppressing (*tom waits voice* goddamn there's always such a big temptation to be good). He doesn't even tell anybody that he did that. His arc is so generational trauma and cycles of abuse.
#he's like. the wayward son#(except he's not even wayward because he's acting exactly how the empire raised him)#and Crozier in the depths of his alcoholism only makes him worse#it's only after he detoxes that he shows sympathy for the mutineers—more than God loves them#but it's already too late by then#the terror#cornelius hickey#anyway. god's away on business is a VERY hickey song
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Oooh I love this ask game! So cool to see people’s handwriting 😁
🌟 what is something you’ve been proud of recently?
🔥 what kind of kid were you in high school?
Thanks for the ask, Kate :D From this ask game.
#starlit asks#little-peril-stories#seriously took a break to shake the cramp outta my hand and brought my kid to a friend's house and still didn't have an answer lol#when i say liked to adopt i mean... nobody was mean to me or made my life difficult in the way that happened to some other kids#except one girl freshman year when the guy she liked let me wear his jacket cuz i was cold but uhh. yeah. i feel very fortunate.#the adopting got worse senior year when i started dating this one guy who had a way more extensive crew of people than i realized XD#so much social interaction it was terrible 😅#so much alcohol poisoning as i tried to fit in with those people too XD
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JK Rowling Invents Trans Athlete to Get Mad At
https://defector.com/j-k-rowling-invents-a-trans-olympian-to-get-mad-at
https://www.them.us/story/jk-rowling-imane-khelif-paris-olympics-boxing
https://www.msn.com/en-gb/news/other/liz-truss-musk-and-jk-rowling-weigh-in-on-olympic-boxing-controversy-to-spread-false-anti-trans-rhetoric/ar-BB1r58bB
#funny how her politics consistently align her with the likes of elon musk and donald trump#jk rowling#robert galbraith#harry potter#olympics#paris olympics#transphobia#right wing degeneracy#bonus reminder that rowling named her pseudonym after robert galbraith heath - a failed psychologist who preached gay conversion therapy#failed to prove his beliefs on schizophrenia and tried and failed to argue that marijuana was worse than alcohol even with CIA backing
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