#itried;^;

[celorangeine]

take a picture with ugly ass bennie (art collab) (Hello)

[grotesque-marvel]

do you fw tomzen, if so I humbly request my homunculi 🥹

can you tell idk how to draw either of them. LMAOO

+bonus little creature. cherish him

[rizuluv]

RADIOAPPLE MICHELIN STARS AU FOR @sunlit-mess !!🍾🍷

[storyofmychoices]

Shannon Fox Sketch

for Wake the Dead appreciation week (@choicescommunityevents)

[tallaroo]

so deep in the sauce im redrawing it over and over

[mosaichunter]

um,,,silly oc art for @jarhrjoo ,,,,,drops this and hides

[variellie]

it'll never be ... 🦋🕯️

[lizabuguwu24]

Chillet.~ ❄️💙

[itri-nuzohra]

Brant blob is giving me cuteness aggression on a dif level man

I would die for him :'c

[the-asterism-artist]

I'm trying to get back on my Fantasy Life/general creative kick after some... incidents. So, let's talk about Itri, his internalized ableism and how I am choosing to interpret Port Puerto society for the Eight of Lunares AU!

TW: ableism, neglect, child abandonment, mentions of disorders, internalized ableism

I admit I typed all this out outta my mutual @roseombre 's concern for Itri so now I'm here- thanks to Roseo for making me try to develop EoL more again lmao sorry ya gotta suffer

I see Port Puerto as a very self-sufficient, prideful society; take what you have to with the concern of who you take from second. I personally see community as less prevalent in how you explore Port Puerto compared to Castele. Actually, family seems more important than the people you live around as seen with Olivia's story. Along with that, the pirates and sailors are a big part of Port Puerto culture, lifestyles requiring doing what you have to to survive and independence. Plus, nobility in lots of history (and now) steal and exploit those below and the nobility in Port Puerto are VERY present.

All this to say, I've already placed Itri at the bottom of a very competitive and fierce food chain; a poor orphan boy with 'behavioral issues'. May as well explain how they got to where he is once placed into such a society.

With nobility revered and independence prided in, Itri quickly learned to go on his own, especially since no one in his life had the resources nor the care to actually understand their problems. Itri was in the minority of the population in terms of status anyways. No one would care. But, of course, Itri continued to live and provide for themselves, truly just to prove that they could.

And this all feeds into the idea that SURELY, he isn't disabled and doesn't have any disorders. In Itri's head, nothing is 'wrong' with them. Not to say that mental and/or physical disabilities and disorders are inherently wrong, just that in a mindset deadset on survival and independence, oftentimes these types of things can be seen as a burden or a hindrance. When you're supposed to do everything by yourself, make a name for yourself, needing help in any capacity RARELY cuts it unless getting a disability from doing something 'noble', like serving Port Puerto.

So a kid with no money to pay for help and no ears to listen, used to being left to their own devices and 'rolling with the punches'? Itri is not going to get his torn ear checked, not even when they ended losing hearing in their right ear since "It's a waste of money and no one says anything important for me to hear". He's not going to go to the doctor for broken bones since they'll heal on their own time and Itri had to get to work. He won't be concerned when their ribs get extra exposed since they're used to it.

And so, when he starts both developing different issues and having his previously existing issues come to light with his new life in Castele + EoL's traumatizing plot, Itri figures it's 'not the kind of thing we do'. That someone like them can't have these kinds of problems since he's 'too strong for that'. That or it's not as concerning as continuing to accumulate Dosh. Extreme anxiety, paranoia, autism, psychosis, codependency. All of this is, in Itri's mind, shit for the weak that they don't have time for. It especially gets worse the more both Itri and Nashira cling to each other in the wake of Ryna's murder.

So that explains that one piece of art and any controversial stuff Itri will say in the future! I specify that last part as I feel people get too caught up in the detachment of morals in characters (murder, genocide, etc) that when they talk about more 'grounded' things, it suddenly reflects on the author. When in reality, I want to depict different perspectives while also giving an outlet for myself. This experience of Itri's is based on my internalized self doubt regarding my depression and autism because I am 'high-functioning and low maintenance', just to the extreme. It's cathartic to have a character who not only cannot accept help but cannot even accept that help is needed in the first place.

Thanks for listening to me, BYE!

[dayurno]

sorry can we all pretend it’s 2015 again so i can say fools - troye sivan is kevjean. sorry

[storyofmychoices]

Troy Hassan Sketch

for Wake the Dead appreciation week (@choicescommunityevents)

[krelboyne2]

genuinely i cannot believe people wake up and decide they dislike malcolm wilkerson. what kind of life is that.

[tallaroo]

Wanted to post the whole party set all together now that all of them have been completed (and I drew one for my own pc too)

I really liked all of these and I'm glad art fight gave me the excuse to draw stuff for my friends <3

[itrithenbartist]

ahhhh “Will you fall in love with me again” has been stuck in my head every DAY since the song released

[idknonnie]

SHICCHAN IL OVE U