#its 3 am and i have work in the morning

[thecrowthatdraws]

tooth achingly fluffy style comic of my blind stan au cause I love these boys so much <3

[clockworkvampyre]

my favorite steamgoth icon

[milkweedman]

forcing myself to "eat protein" and "be responsible" after once again encountering a week long period of all my muscles hurt so bad and are so weak despite doing the same thing they always do assuming without checking that it was probably because im eating mostly coffee and plain untoasted bread in small quantities. and its not even a whey bread or 100% whole wheat, ive been trying to use up my bread flour/whole wheat blend (i dumped them in the bucket together, maybe on accident ? unclear) so its just that with whatever else i threw in. spent $6 on the only yogurt in the store that had at least 5 grams of protein per 1/4 cup, which is still very little, only to get home and finally google what the symptoms of protein deficiency are. they are not that. those are the symptoms of Who Fucking Knows, As Always

[m3llowm1sh]

mish’s relationships with the rd cast

[baeshijima]

GUESS WHOS OFFICIALLY GOING TO UNIVERSITY AND STUDYING PSYCHOLOGY DESPITE HER ABSOLUTE ABOMINATION OF AN A-LEVELS???

me 🫡

[deadduvznap]

oooh or better yet after fight when the villains face is all fucked up, lip split open, nose broken just gushing blood just eating peter out smearing your blood all over and inside him ):

oh my lord yes pls he thinks that when other ppl are fucked up its so hot and then you push him on the ground and go down on him smearing blood all over his chest nd stomach and then just shoving your face right into his cunt ??? maybe ur coughing a bit of blood too so just gathering it in ur mouth and spitting it into his pussy :3 thrn fingering him with your fingers coated in ur blood !!!!

[yuukimiyas]

⸜(*ˊᵕˋ*)⸝‬ good mornie!! its thurs which means we are so close to the wknd!! we can do this!! (๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵)و i hope your day goes so super well & that good luck finds you!! here i’ll share some w you!! ଘ(੭ˊ꒳​ˋ)੭✧ wooosh!!

[hawkeyedflame]

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[be-good-to-bugs]

you would think considering how much it loves sleeping that my body would, yknow, sleep when i ask it to. or even just when it has barely slept in days and im trying so hard to sleep

[classicjdiesandgoestohell]

todays actually been pretty ok. at least the last 3 hours. its kinda funny i slept for 2 hours and feel totally fine 8 hours of being awake

here is a thing i doodled this morning (colours look WAY better on computers/more accurate pixel screens)

[soldier-poet-king]

Sunday SCARIES no longer confined to Sunday. It's just ever day of the week now and that's what I call OCD :)

[unopenablebox]

Holy God This Is All So Boring

i am taking microscope images of the cells i'm studying. the cells were grown on a glass plate before i fixed them (killed & chemically preserved), so by default a microscope image of them is taken from a camera below them, looking up through the glass. they're stained with fluorescent dyes for four different proteins, so every single picture has to be repeated four times with a different laser light illuminating the cells (imagine taking a photo with a red filter, a blue filter, and a green filter, and then composing them all together to get the full picture. it's actually almost exactly the opposite of that, but that's close enough).

i care mostly about how the cells are shaped in three dimensions, and i'm using a laser which is specially shaped so it can collect only a very thin slice of the cells in the Z-direction, without interference from the parts of the cells just above or just below what i'm taking pictures of. as a result, i need to take lots of pictures at different depths in the cells, so i can get slices that i can stack on top of each other and get back a 3D shape. also, because i am using a tiny concentrated beam of light to achieve the above effects, it has to scan across the image to collect each picture, like a scanner; it can't just be collected in a single snapshot like a photo.

the distance between one slice and the next is less than a quarter of a micrometer. i'm using a 63x magnified magnifying lens to magnify the image, and the light detector that picks up the light is specially made to allow the images to be processed even further, so i can resolve structures that are less than 200 nanometers, which is the Abbé limit and is the technical resolution limit of light microscopy (don't worry about this). i care about things that are the size of, like, three proteins stuck together, and therefore maybe 10nm wide, so this is important to me.

all of this is, you know, scientifically great, very useful to me, i'm getting some very interesting results that i am genuinely looking forward to thinking about more, except the upshot of all of this is that just getting a single picture of two cells from the bottom to top of the cells involves 80-100 slices and takes like 27 minutes per image to collect, and i need at least six pictures tonight, and certain bastards in certain other labs habitually pre-book the microscope so i can't use it except at 5-9pm on a friday. no one else is here in the lab and my mother is busy with elder care and my girlfriend is busy with like, groceries, so i can't call either of them even if i weren't too irritable to be good company, and oh my god, i am so bored, i am so so bored, i am bored enough even to type out this whole explanation even though none of you could possibly care because it took most of my current round of waiting for 27 minutes to do

[youwerelikeanangel]

i need to write but i cant write i need to do research but i cant do research i need to get into doing this but it is not working

[shanghaichicane]

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would it KILL my roommate to not play loud music/watch tv with the volume up at night when im trying to/getting ready to sleep like. girl you KNOW how thin these walls are

[arnold-layne]

i love my job. also it makes me wanna kill myself

[the-trans-dragon]

Hehehe >:3 got a kissie and some headpats from a pretty girl >:3 muahahahahahaha >:3