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slavhew · 2 months

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daily affirmations: im the shit

#homestuck #hom3stuck #home24uck #home2t4ck #dirk strider #jake english #dirkjake #admin draws #fanart #can someone power wash my brain ive gotten addicted to the shoe commercial song again #and 2nd one is not related. well now it is. but it was supposed to be its own thing #i ended up not liking the sketch enough for how much trouble it gave me so its going up like this #sweep ur bf off ur feet (flying edition)#anywayz. 1st one done in an hour while listening to something on repeat. no prize for guessing what #im at my vacation now so its gonna be backlog for a little while until i get my bearings #its a tradition by now to draw fullbody walkies while listening to hip hop so who knows. i might do more of that #now i sleep for tomorrow i go shopping #today i packed spent 4 hrs in a cramped car. had a swim a pint some real good canned tuna for dinner. truly life is good #and i cant wait to sleep on this mood so i can wake up feeling different tomorrow #it hasnt quite been dread latwly except when it has. but idk #i remember id used to wake up and not feel like im in a pressure cooker set on medium to low #its been a year. id like to know that feeling again

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unexpectedbrickattack · 2 years

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YEAHH i love the idea of them going through the forest together tryin to just. get deliveries done but they keep getting stopped by gnomes that keep coming up to peppino like "hehehe.. omg hii" and hes getting increasingly confused and nervous. by the end hes just steamrolling through crowds of gnomes at top speed to finish his delivery job while tucked under his arm is a very pleased looking gustavo

😭😭😭 hes making it worse and he doesnt even realize it bc hes effortlessly carrying Gus around while running at mach speeds WHILE carrying all of these deliveries like he is so strong and fast and powerful and every other good thing u can think of and the whole time hes like ‘i fucking hate it here, I never know peace in this fucking forest’

#man who wants to exist in peace: ‘why can no one leave me the fuck alone’#where is brick u ask? its his day off #hes doing rat things like sleeping for 16 hours #which means its ‘show off the human’ day

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sluckythewizard · 4 months

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[PUT INTO PLACE, TIED DOWN AND ARRANGED, AND IS NEVER THE SAME, AGAIN.]<-listen to my favorite songs. VAMPIRES ARE WONDERFUL ARENT THEY. THE FLESH IS SO MUCH MORE DURABLE. SO MUCH STRETCHIER THAN HUMANS. THE STRESS DOESNT KILL A VAMPIRE THE SAME WAY IT DOES A HUMAN. YOU CAN TAKE THEM APART THREAD BY THREAD AND LEAVE THEM WIDE AWAKE WITHOUT WORRY OF THE BRAINMATTER SPOILING UNDER VINEGARY AGONY.

#cw gore #WEEEE WHIPPING OUT ALL MY BELOVED PIXEL HORROR GAME SOUNDTRACKS FOR THIS ONE #STILL A WIP #SORTA. FORKSFORKSFORKS INSPIRED ME TO START WORKIN AT IT AGAIN. AND NOW IT LIVES. IT LIIIVEESS!!!#MOSLT.Y ATLEAST. I MIGHT MESS W IT MORE LATER. WE SHALL SEE. ANYWAY GABRIEL MONTEZ HUH. WOW POOR GUY #THERES A FASCINATING FEELING THAT COMES WITH BEING ON A OPERATING TABLE.AND BEING IN IMMENSE PAIN #ONE OF MY FONDEST MEMORIES IS LAYING ON A DENTIST CHAIR. SHAKING AND INVOLUNTARILY CRYING AFTER MANY MANY #NEEDLES TO MY THE MOUTH. I METABOLIZE THE NUMBING STUFF QUICKLY APPARENTLY. THEY NEEDED ALOT OF NUMBING SHOTS #BUT I WASNT AFRAID OR DISTRESSED. THE DENTIST WAS VERYVERY NICE AND ALSO UH. PRETTY. BUT THATS BESIDE THE POINT #THE POINT IS. THAT IT WAS FASCINATING TO REALIZE MY PHYSICAL RESPONSE TO PAIN UNDER A CONTROLLED ENVIRONMENT #I DIDNT KNOW HOW EASY IT WAS TO SHAKE AND TO CRY PRYVIOUS TO THAT EXPERIENCE.MY DENTAL ADVENTURES CONTINUE #THEY CONTINUE TO HELP ME UNDERSTAND WHAT ITS LIKE FOR PAIN TO BOIL AWAY THE TIME. TO DISTORT THE PASSING HOURS AND CONSUME EVERY THOUGHT #DO YOU REMEMBER PAIN? THE MOST SEVERE PAIN IN YOUR LIFE? NOW WILL YOU IMAGINE RED LIGHTS? RED LIGHTS AND SHIFTING FIGURES #NOW WILL YOU IMAGINE PAIN UNRELENTING.PAIN WORLD SHATTERING.PAIN IMMORTAL.CAN YOU IMAGINE BEING PULLED APART #THE HUMAN MIND CAN ONLY WITHSTAND SO MUCH PAIN BEFORE IT SHUTS DOWN AND HIDES.IT NEEDS TO PROTECT ITSELF AFTERALL. PAIN CAN ALTER #PAIN SHIFTS THE CHEMISTY OF THE MIND OF THE FLESH OF THE SOUL. FOR HUMANS ATLEAST. BUT YOU ARE NO LONGER HUMAN #YOU CHOSE OTHERWISE DIDNT YOU BOY.BECAUSE YOU WANTED MORE.STATUS.POWER.APPROVAL.SECURITY.SAFET.Y.#OHHH YOU CAN WITHSTAND THE PAIN FOR THAT. FOR ALL THAT. YOU WERENT TOLD THERE WOULD BE PAIN BUT YOU KNOW WHAT YOU WERE PROMISED.#ITS ALL WORTH IT IN THE END. NOW LETS JUST HOPE SOME BLONDE TWERP DOESNT PROVE TO BE STRONGER THAN THE STRONGEST PEOPLE IN YOUR LIFE #LETS HOPE NO ONE FUCKS THIS UP. LETS HOPE NO ONE FUCKS THIS UP. I LOST MY TRAIN O THOUGHT #anyway dawww poorr gabeee that shit probably huuurrrrtttss but so much time has passed that your body got tired of screaming and squirming #why havnt you passed out yet? maybe you might as well have at this point. like sleeping with your eyes open and your nerves awake #OH HEY FUNFACT ABT THE ART. I FOUGHT W IT ALOT. TOOK A LONG WHILE FOR ME TO BE REMOTELY HAPPY W THIS.#i was thinking abt pixel horror video games when i made it.just as i do with all great things ofc ofc #i love you pixel horror game i love yooouuuuu.i struggled so much w the colors for so LONNGG UHGHGHGH but im finally happy...im finally fre

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cashmere-caveman · 3 months

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#hotd #alicent hightower #rhaenyra targaryen #house of the dragon #do you see the vision. originally this was just the meal and vaemons body from 1.08 w perhaps the world ends here but then #i started thinking so now we have this and idk how coherent it is but its so funny how in the beginning i was like #ooh this is gonna be a fun short webweave for once except now i really had to watch out to not run out of slots and i used the full 30 #picture limit tumblr has on photo posts. if any image looks fucked its either bc of tumblr compression or bc i cba to brighten them rn #i already spent one and a half hour typing out all the alt text theres a limit to my patience rip #anyway i only used two (2) hanif abdurraqib poems. i tried to be reasonable o7 but yeah do u see the vision. do u Get It!!!#bc i cant articulate it myself. thus this whole thing #anyway fuck let me add the bjsiness tags and then go to sleep its past midnight i need to get up early tomorrow i am fucked <333 #thers other ppl here too but idk. should i tag the king. yea cmon #viserys targaryen #post w a target audience of 1.5 people 😌🙏#as usual making this has driven me insane i needed to exorcise this post like its a demon and im the pope #have at it! goodnight #caveweb #cavetext

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kingstealer · 5 months

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aabria going, "as aimee who maybe wants to have a friend sit by you soon" is going to haunt me for the next two weeks. i can already tell.

#critical role #critical role campaign 3 #critical role spoilers #cr spoilers #what does that MEAN. who else do they have sitting in the back room pretending they don't exist. who now has to come back later #WHAT IF ITS ZERXUS #(guy who only knows one fictional character voice)#my points to back this up are: 1. apparently we're doing a betrayer god thing so probably would be a betrayer god pc showing up #2. he's the only other champion of a betrayer god pc we know. there could ofc be a new one but i'm insane like that #would it probably actually be a spider queen person? oh yeah probably. but WHAT IF #of all the episodes for me to pick up cr again (god i hope not i need to have a sleep schedule) after having watched calamity recently #i was so ready to go to bed like an hour later than usual and then aabria said 'you maybe want someone with you on your side of the table?'#and i live watching this yt stream now. or rather. in 2 weeks #thanks for coming to my ted talk. i am the conspiracy board meme

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uygfiug · 28 days

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how do you people study through extreme exhaustion? bc thats what always gets me during the exams & i cannot keep doing this forever

#the first time i had exams i kept going through pure desperation #bc i cared a lot more back then #but now i just dont see studying as important enough for that to work #redoing a year wont be fun but i know people the year below me & it wouldnt be bad either #anyways to pass this next exam i probably wont get any sleep #or maybe 2 hours #which i know is bad but since its only 2 exams this time im less worried about sleep & more about just getting through #so i need to know how to keep myself going #i have no available caffeine :( otherwise thatd be my first idea #but idk ive tried so many things #turning on the big light #movement breaks #short naps #sleeping a few hours & just getting up really early #music - which does help a lot but its not enough #mine #please no one ever taught me any of this i just keep guessing & hoping i get it right #like at school they do 'teach you to study' but really its just a few tips #mostly to take care of yourself & not pull all nighters #like okay. but what if i have to otherwise i will not pass? how do i manage that?#i never had to study before high school #& that combined with my horrible mental state at the time meant my grades went from really good to horrible #and yet somehow passing #but idk i dont want to be hanging on by a thread and just one mistake away from failing anymore #thats not fun #i think it was kinda good for me since i made peace with maybe failing & dont really care about that anymore? like if i fail thats okay too #but yeah anyway #im rambling so i dont have to start studying

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samarecharm · 3 months

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If i start posting dc stuff on here, it means i lost the fight w myself. The demons won. Im sorry

#chattin #realistically i will be making a diff blog for it #bc its. its alot. and i dont want to engage w the fandom via posting #maybe.#but i def dont want to talk to anyone in there #there are so many white people from ohio in that fandom. ill die for real #ive ALWAYS liked bman and supes stuff. i just. well #theres too many comics. its too confusing. theres too many shows. too many contradictions #and really dogshit movies that are too grimdark for me to enjoy #prob the only fandom where i have to cherry pick the things i like out of the main series things #to make a story and set of characters i like wo making it feel overwhelmingly ooc #also. u cannot give me alien characters and NOT make me go insane #but no one is interested in it in the way i am. like w specbio stuff #this is what happenee w d/bz too. like where is the love of making goku a little monkey freak of nature and not Human w Superstrength #all the freaks are hiding from me. where are they…🥺#i dont care about canon lore for why clark is more human than youd think #thats BORING. more emphasis on the sun affecting him please.#i was about to write some incredibly suggestive specbio shit and realized thats not appropriate in these tags for This post #just know that i care. i care so much. all my alien ocs are weird. and i wanna do the same w supes #and i wanna do the sawe w the little mans #and i want to write humans dealing w the little things that remind them that hes an alien #the kitty eyes glint in the dark. the almost nonexistant heartbeat. standing motionless for hours at a time #weird vocalizations when hes ‘sleeping’. weird vocalizations that come out when hes happy or spooked #the way he flies. the way hes both indestructible but incredibly lightweight (or dense if u prefer)#ugh #ill make a blog for it. bc its gnawing at my brain now and it wont leave me alone

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paging-possum · 2 months

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3.5 hours of sleep does crazy things to ones brain and by that I mean. Murderbot gender thoughts

#I need to sleep so I can actually DO THINGS tomorrow #[I typed some stuff here but I hated it and deleted it]#and also (like as an it/its user) its very refreshing to see a character who’s gender is just like. don’t care.#and have the lack of care be a tangible stated thing #like its definitely GOOD to have books with trans/non-binary charactwrs where gender is discussed more explicitly #but they always just make me feel vaguely uncomfortable lmao??#so it is nice to have a character who is STATED in the text not to have a gender #but to not have it be a whole big elaborated upon beating dead horse gender discussion #it doesn’t care. that’s it. it uses these pronouns because it does not feel any connection to human gender and doesn’t WANT to #I’m definitely not analyzing this as deeply or as well as other people can for many reasons (one being. I am on 3.4 hours of sleep at 1am)#but just as a genderless person it feels very natural and comfortable to read #it’s the sort of thing where yes if it got discussed more plainly in text then maybe it wouldn’t get misgendered #but 1) it is already so obvious and 2) it won’t even talk about it’s FEELINGS #it explicitly says it doesn’t care about gender at ALL. in what world is MB going to have an in-depth talk about it’s identity like that #also idk I think it’s interesting to have it humanized in ways other than ‘we gave it human gender’ you know. feels like a cop out.#have it fuck up big time like an actual person

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westywallowing · 1 year

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the thing that really gets me about ocd is that you can have obsessive thoughts about ANYTHING. and that shit will keep you up at night no matter how tired you are bcuz it's all your brain will think about. close ur eyes and u can see it like it taped to the back of your eyelids

#like i gotta be up in less than 5 hours can i please. catch a break #and the best part!! is that sometimes the things your brain is looped on dont bother you in the moment #like earlier when you initially saw or heard about or thought about the thing #but guess what- its later now and youre sleepy now and sleepy brains dont care about things the way awake ones do #or sometimes care way too much #i honestly can hardly watch shows anymore for lengths at a time becauee then my brain will start to latch onto it #so even when im tired and want to sleep i will not stop thinkint about it #like ughhjjfjfkgkgk #thank u for coming to my ted talk #westy's shit #ocd

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piplupod · 3 months

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just had possibly the worst nightmare of my life. yippee ^-^ <- is so horrified they are numb