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ratatatastic · 2 months

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you two...affectionate but only when the highs of winning or alcohol are involved...i see...

#stop me if youve heard this one before so two earth signs walk into a room...#utterly fascinating i say as if theyre both not uttter catnip to each other #luosty does just ragdoll into mikksys sturdy hold yeah #luosty is either being an annoying brat to mikksy or being cuddly there is no in between im afraid #its so funny because in the clip i ss-ed the parade bus hug from he stole mikksys beer 😭😭😭#like he was in the middle of drinking it and he just tries to nab it off him like a brat 😭😭😭#and mikksy ducks away from his grabby hands for a second just to get an extra sip in before he gives it up to luosty #and ya wanna know what luosty does??? HE JUST WANTED IT TO POUR IT ON THE PEOPLE AT THE BARRICADE #LIKE WE DIDNT EVEN DRINK IT HE JUST WANTED IT TO POUR IT ON THE CROWD HES SOOOOO #AND YES HE DOES STEAL ANOTHER TIN OFF HIM 😭😭😭😭#like one of the people on the bus was passing a beer to mikksy and they like put their arm under his raised one so its at his chest #to give it to him but luosty sees it who's standing behind. and he just reaches his arm over mikksys shoulder to grab it #LIKE YOU DRUNK SKUNK DIDNT YOU HAVE ENOUGH 😭😭😭😭#STOP BEING BRATTYYYYYYY #STOP STEALING OFF OF MIKKSY. AND YOU MIKKSY. STOP LETTING HIM.#these two certainly have a dynamic #luostys inherent nature to brat out. but he requires the cuddles too. mikksy will provide without much hassle ofc.

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wraithsoutlaws · 8 months

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man when i stop being lazy and actually install clothing mods its over for you (me)

#i just think ateliers are such a hassle actually but i know im alone in that kdslafjkalfjdakl #i think all mods are a hassle to me actually tbh im really lazy and also dumb v.v.#too many files. too much stuff. it overwhelms me so i just dont bother ksflajfkalfjkal but its probably about time lol #feeling stale lately.#and theres so much cool stuff out there :(

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lemonofthevalley · 28 days

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made a friend in my chem class bc they recognized my dndads merch >:3

#dndads #HAI IF U RECOGNIZE THIS ITS ME #i just dont go by my chosen names in my classes bc its too much of a hassle LOL

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coridallasmultipass · 1 month

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I am once again begging online shop payment processing companies to allow me to enter a separate name for shipping and separate name for billing!!

It's the same address, I'm just trans and have not legally changed my personal name, but I still prefer to receive mail as my preferred name! Like it's literally my professional name, I do business as my preferred name.

Annoying as fuck, and I don't want to chance my bank rejecting the payment (though I'm sure someone at my bank has put a note to allow it on my account by now, since I've contacted them a couple times before when I realized too late that the billing section didn't let me input another "address/name" section, and they said the payment was fine in those cases.)

Anyway, legal name changes should be free and non-advertised for everyone. Tbh, you should get a free name change every time you file your taxes on time as an incentive for good citizen behaviour. Once I am elected pres-

#i think the one i just used didnt even have a separate billing address option which makes no sense #guess they dont want anyone giving any gifts making the buyer pay twice for shipping like that #maybe it was a fault of the mobile browser but i highly doubt it since many desktop sites look like mobile browsers these days #just so fucking frustrating. what if i lived somewhere where my legal name would out me? (im in the closet rn so doesnt matter)#i dont want to fucking see my legal name. im already forced to see it everywhere else.#i dont wanna ruin my mood on a day when im supposed to be getting a package which should be a happy thing yknow #vent #transphobia #speaking of like i would change my name but i dont want to and cant afford the fucking ridiculous price for it #and i dont wanna advertise it in a newspaper either! shits expensive as fuck on top of the hundreds to file the court paperwork!#i already tried to do it once with money in hand and the receptionist told me that even tho it was for gender identity i could not...#...avoid the newspaper thing unless i also changed my legal gender marker. and i had to back out bc i have reproductive health problems #i dont want a gender marker change to fuck with my getting healthcare #(i did change the gender letter on my ID card later tho which only took a signature on a paper no hassle with anything)#it really really fucking sucks how all these little things add up all the time #especially when im closeted while living w family who wont even use my preferred name #the real kicker is that. both my dad and his dad used preferred names. my dad used his middle name #and i use part of my middle name. yet my dad even in death still gets the dignity of being called his preferred name and i dont #sexism at its finest #reasons why i dont even hint at being trans around my moms side bc i already got bullied by them for wanting to use my middle name #ive literally been asking them to call me my mid name since i was 12. and theyve been acting like im trying to be someone else #its the same middle name on my birth certificate they gave me. i dont understand why they wouldnt want me to use it #but yeah i stay closeted bc i dont wanna deal with the name drama amplified exponentially for gender #prob get kicked out too cuz theyre queerphobic as fuck and i cant work rn and dont have a car #id have to just go full feral and live in the woods with the lizards where i belong #Cori.exe #Post.exe #fuck lol just looked it up and u cant change ur first name if u get married. i cant avoid the fucking fee man. let me be cori #literally why is it cheaper to get married than change ur first name! bullshit! marriage has so much more legal implications #transphobic queerphobic aromanticphobic privacyphobic poorphobic shit ass fucking state ive literally been cori most of my life ffs cmon

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yikesforever · 2 months

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Oversharing on the Internet is fun cause maybe then someone will feel the same way and commiserate with me. (They never do but I can always hope)

#mel thinks #i want to go to sleep so badly but i cant?????#there is something bothering me still and i know its my ex but i simply need more time before reaching out because she decided to erase me #I'm supposed to be moving on and learning from my mistakes #but I'm sick and can't help but feel like i want to be taken care of #even tho i literally know she got tired of taking care of me because i was too much of a hassle #its same fear of not being good enough #it haunts me #actually just not being enough

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mawenskiblue · 3 months

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volleyboys... hkyuu filo socmed (crack) AUs save me...

#idk if its just me rn but the full name for my talk tag feels ass i might change my mind in the future lol #nvm took the tag out i found its this tag ->#mb talks #also dont look at me HSBJDBJDS i dont wanna yap on xtwt #cause any word that fits a keyword on there can and will be seen by anyone unless i priv so. none of that hassle for me bruv #dang i love silly scenarios so much my brain got too much angst and emocean on there need that shit balanced like a diet #if anyone wanna yap to me feel free tbh #like reply to my posts or send me asks here i'll yap

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arolesbianism · 3 months

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Man oni can't do this to me I'm supposed to be preparing for artfight but all I can think abt is Them™ from the second I wake up to the moment I go to bed how am I supposed to prepare in these circumstances 😔

#rat rambles #oni posting #and dude the beta is probably still going to be going during that time klei how could you do this to me #like I will still be participating in artfight but I fear Ill be on oni lockdown for the first week or smth dhskdhkdh #Ill try to at least sketch some stuff out but god if I can get my hands onto any amount of lore its so jover #now thats not a guarantee this is a beta after all but god man. fuck.#also I need to know the new dupes name right now its important #mostly because I want confirmation that I got z on the cypher right lol #chances are theyll just have another a name or smth #who knows maybe theyll have a w name and be the second ever contender for being sent to the constant #although for all we know there could be plenty more w names in the cast that are just hidden in the full names like with nails #I am in such agony rn with seemingly every place ppl post abt oni being dead silent still hello is anyone there #I thought Id at least see some more speculative stuff on the gameplay side of things but Ive seen like 2 things where ppl even bring it up #tbf some of the new stuff seems pretty obvious to deduce to me like there's no way the new fox deers dont produce lumber #and we already know the bunny guys (or the big one at least) provides reed fiber at least #the plants are mostly more mysterious tho #we have the obvious one being our new bestie the oxylite plant and the lil puffball tree thats probably the new decor plant #and the crystal grapes are probably going to be a new muckroot equivalent and at least one of the new plants probably produces smth edible #as for what recourses they need we know that at least 2 of them need watered in some way #Im currently betting theyll need ethanol but thats not based on a lot #honestly if any of them use plain ol water or even any water variants Ill be surprised #I wouldn't be surprised if most of them take ethanol or some liquid gas or smth #I still am holding out on a plant that consumed liquid carbon dioxide but Im not too hopeful #one thing Im very curious on is just everything abt how the oxylite plant grows I wanna know how good itll be so bad #because I am a proud member of the desperately wants more viable oxygen production option in oni gang and I wanna see this baby flourish #but based on how seemingly abundant it is Im afraid itll just join the squad of early game oxygen options that become too much of a hassle #to sustain late game so you're usually just going to switch to exlectroliszers each time #I hope Im wrong but I wont be surprised if Im not #they already took one oxygen plant out back and shot it dead so this guy might just be a corpse on arival if we're unlucky #well hey thats why there's a beta ig gotta make sure things are balanced or whatever

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persimmontartkisses · 5 months

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Found another old painting of mine. Oil paint on a 5"x5" canvas panel. This one is probably 3 years old or so

#art #my art #painting #oil painting #small painting #i like making art and i miss it #i just dont have the time anymore #by the time i can get setup to paint then one of my kids or my husband needs me for something #so it's not been worth the hassle to even try #makes me sad if i think about it too much #i feel like i didn't have much in the way of a personality to begin with and I've let parts of it die anyway #maybe the time for art will find me again one day #hopefully I'll be ready for it #realized i didnt even tag the subject cause i was rambling #jellyfish #its a jellyfish painting #jellyfish art

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kavehater · 5 months

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I wish I could inject pasilyo into my brain so I can have permanent happiness

#There’s this specific part of the song #It srsly alters my brain chemistry #Anyways #i hate tumblr sm #Idk like I Gen hate being on here sm #No matter what account I make no matter if I tell ppl about it whether I don’t tell ppl I just hate this place soooo much #Like if I have a following it sucks because it’s rlly lonely if I don’t it’s still lonely and then if there’s nobody at all it’s lonely #Loneliness is what got me to discord boy so like :D #The fact I am genuinely missing him sm I’m gonna krill myself 😻🙏#Also I think I hate talking to minors cause these kids be letting themselves get groomed all the time I’m so tired of seeing it #The creep in my course is being so weird to Raisa who is a minor … I can’t help but think it’s all my fault … I invited her to the pharm gc #To show her how messy it was ….#I didn’t expect her to follow and accept requests of everyone …#Anyways I just am so annoyed. Like I wish I could have one person just one where I can be confident in being their no.1 but every time I th #Think I’m maybe somewhere high up on someone’s list of important ppl I realise I overestimated my position even tho I’m rlly self conscious #And being myself down over that. Also I still hate Eid. I hate Eid sm. How do ppl genuinely enjoy Eid. Idk if I’ve ever been excited for Ei #It’s like I’m just suddenly getting more sick of ppl by the day. I Gen don’t like talking to ppl at all even tho I used to rely on talking #To others like its sustenance now it’s just such a hassle to me because I’m so sick of being unimportant to literally every single person I #Have ever known. Literally everyone except maybe dahlia idk. the only person who has never gotten mad/snapped at me o is dahlia #And knowing my luck that will soon be taken from me too. Anyways good riddance to tumblr i loathe this site and im sick of the mind games #All the time from just existing on here. Gen makes me feel ill. I’m so sick of that girl I like and sick of everyone. The only time ppl car #Is when I cause a scene. And ykw atp I loathe being showed sympathy and pity for these sorts of posts because it just feels like a big joke #Cause why couldn’t you just care when I was fine. Why do you ONLY care when I’ve had enough of your bad behaviour. How does one make someon #Like me go mad with all these things #Istg if I come back to this dumb site whether to this acc to the tora one or my other account everyone has permission to beat me up.#dora daily #Tldr;I HATE ppl and everyone ever + I’m just sick of pretending like everyone doesn’t suck cause how can ppl be so insufferable intolerable #Insane horrible in every way and ppl like them. How do they live with themselves when they’re this aggravating. Every day I hate ppl more #Because their mannerisms their everything is just so embarrassing.#Essay tags 😻😻😻

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scrawnytreedemon · 1 year

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H i t s b o n g

Look,,, u guys kno me,, You know I have alot to say about the Zant fight and how it could and honestly should have been even wilder, but hear me out!

I think we should have had a Stallord section where we hit the guy in his ankles with the goddamn spinner. I think that would be really funny. Do we already kind of do this in the Blizzeta phase? Yes, yes we do. We can place the Stallord fight,,, after,,, the Blizzeta phase. He's bending reality; we can bend the timeline jussst a little~

Wack him in the ankle like a thirteen year old boy getting hit by his Razor scooter-- Except YOU'RE the scooter!!! Brilliant idea, genius, thought of the year.

#scrawny rambles #shitpost #tloz #twilight princess #usurper king zant #despite my insanity for this guy rearing its helmeted little head again i've been awfully quiet here #and the truth of that is. okay honestly tumblr sucks to be on for too long #but it's also funny because usually this guy gives me a massive drive to just *create* for this platform #AND LIKE. i've been creating! but it's all traditional stuff and for some reason that's too much of a hassle to take pictures and post #because i'm lazy and a pussy lol #take this shitpost. cherish. idfk ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

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bas-rouge · 8 months

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My friend mentioned possible PUPPIES on FB and now I need to reach out. OUGH

#remind me in the morning she has had a big day and i dont want to bother her at this hour #but OUGH!!!!!!!!!#maybe next weekend. theres a random match next weekend but its being put on by a breed club i am totally uninvolved with so i probably wont #go #im really bummed about work right now for a plethora of reasons but one major one is i cant go to any dog events during the week period #i wasnt supposed to work mornings this semester but im working tomorrow morning... and #for the foreseeable future.#so my schedule is basically work-school-work school-work ... etc ... work-homework #i wont lie i need the money and i love my job but i tend to work overtime as it is. i mean alas but it is a hassle #i only get sunday blues over school too. going to work on monday is awesome and cool if that's all im up to #but i hate school so much #i want to graduate already 🤪 so i can just work

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eternal-brainrot · 11 months

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GUESS WHOS GETTING A NEW JOB WOOOO \^o^/ can leave this awful place lol B)

#getting a barista job :)#itll be like almost half the hours i currently do but 1. the pay is better and 2. i was told i can pick up more shifts so it id still enough #for me to get by with rent and groceries and stuff #and i hopefully wont be constantly frustrated at existence and filled with as much internal dread lol #do think its funny tho cuz the last converstaion i had with my current job was them hassling me about my disability again and now the next #time i see them im gonna be handing in my notice lol. serves them right #does mean i have to have the stress of learning a new job (will cry myself to sleep the first week of a new job lol) but it shoulf be good #once ive got the hang of things and feel less overwhelmed!!#ive always liked the idea of being a barista as well :)#only worked at my current job 2 months and that still feels like too long lmao. people never last very long here from what ive heard tbh #which just goes to show how shit it is #anyway!! a bit nervous but also very relieved

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angorwhosebabyisthis · 9 months

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I am opening my mouth like a baby bird for the barebones offline version of the rpgsolo stuff .. excited to see :3

i hope you enjoy it when it goes up, anon!! my main issue so far is trying to figure out how tf to format the percentage tables over text on a tumblr post. i could just post screenshots of it, because as it is it formats terribly onto here, but it's critical for it to be screen-reader accessible. i might go ahead and put it in a pastebin to link along with the screenshots; i'd like to get it down in multiple formats and mirrors in case something happens to one version, i Do Not Trust hosting sites these days, but i think that's probably a good start.

#asks #anonymous #whosebaby talks #whosebaby makes things #whosebaby does gamedev #ttrpg tag #i absolutely want to get it down in as cohesive; easily-parsed; and minimally susceptible to link rot a format as possible #i believe strongly in crediting and directing people back to the sources you're making use of #but the idea of 'this game is now unplayable bc the page with critical infrastructure to its function disappeared' makes me itchy as hell #BUT yes first and foremost i want to make sure it's accessible to people at *all* even if it might be a bit of an extra hassle #cannot overstate how much the work of indie devs setting out to fill a niche and make it easier for people to experience the joy of ttrpgs #in the way that actually works and is fun and accessible for them; while also making me realize that Wait *I* Can Do This TOO :O #has been a joy and inspiration to me both on principle and because it's let me enjoy tabletop myself when i couldn't otherwise #and being able to contribute back the same way is just !!!!!!!!! and i hope the results bring people the same #ANYWAY. happy chrysler to anyone who celebrates i have great big feelings about tabletop dev #and this was really nice to get thank you anon

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ironmanstan · 1 year

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the dichotomy of man (need to get out of this fuckin house but if i go then i can not see my cats)

#JUST realized this and now i want to kill and explode and throw up #WHAT THE HELL WILL I DO . WHAT THE FUCK DO I DO ABOUT MY FISH ok i can probably take the fish with me #but MAN #thats such a FUCKING HASSLE #ill just stay here this is fine <- tormented by the horrors. ball and chained to familiarity #the gamer speaks uwu #guy who is terminally stressed and sick about change but desperately needs it to live a life #oooo i need to be in a hamster ball everything new can just be out of arms reach and i will be safe and contained forever #no more new experiences and life changes ill cry we should all just die actually so i never have to break out of my shell #sometimes im like im therapized i dont need to go to therapy i am sooo normal and then i say shit like all that n im like nvm #the desperately averse to change braincell is funny like is it the autism. is it the ptsd. probably both #bc i sure did like have a moment of like i should just drop out of school all of this is too much i cant do it anymore #wired in juuust the right way where i can live so much better than i ever have but itll stress me out enough where i still feel the urge #to throw it all away bc it is strange and weird. and then i have to resist that urge constantly bc ill be fully like cidal again if i do th #its so weird actually. oh u have friends? u take meds? u have irls now? strange and unfamiliar and scary get rid of it all <- the insanity #anyway sucks how there isnt a word i can use in place of men/women when im like 'women will x' but for being nonbinary #nonbinary mfs doesnt hit the same . enbies doesnt hit the same either #nonbinaries b like i am free from the horrors and then go down a whole spiral at the very thought of moving out of their nightmare house #vent #i guess oops what did this turn into

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m00ngbin · 1 year

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I think that I may have pushed myself back into the closet on accident

#every time someone asks if my name is sadie i just go yeah sure cause its just not worth the hassle #and also cause usually i dont hear them and i just say yes cause im too embarrassed to ask them to repeat themselves #and then i figure that its just not worth it to correct them #i actually dont mind the name sadie all that much its very pretty #it just doesnt fit me yk

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aturnoftheearth · 2 years

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going to explode forever

#i’m still cleaning my room right and i have my shitty old laptop that i bought ~4.5 years ago that got me through college and everything #and it was sooo good i loved her so much !! i still have to use it for editing my amvs too bc the screen resolution is just so much better #than the new computer i bought last may. anyway but i have to connect a keyboard to it and keep it plugged in 24/7 bc it immediately dies #otherwise and certain keys don’t work. like when i say it’s on its last legs i mean it #and it’s crashing more and more lately so i’m too scared to edit anything bc i don’t have anything backed up !!!!!!#but ANYWAY it’s ridiculous to have to have 2 laptops one for editing amvs and one for all my other stuff like browsing and school etc #like that’s taking up so much space it’s such a hassle etc but the laptop i would really need is . $1500 😮‍💨🤢#and even if i sold my new-used 1 year old laptop it would only go for like. $500-$600 max and i can’t afford $1100 💀 but also i DO have loan #money from school and it WOULD be a big investment but !!! i grew up poor!!!!!! i live in constant fear of big purchases !!!!#but i also know!!! that this big purchase would meet all my needs and last for years!!! anyway. okay i’m done ranting i tired myself out #if ur reading this hi kiss 😘

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