Lies of p X Enotria the last song AU
So I've come up with a new Au for lately (totally not an excuse to draw him with long hair and being a little shit) everything you need to know is written in his character intro and that he now lives in Italy working as a carpenter by himself,
more context on Enotria for whom doesn't know about it 👇
trailer and official site
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Daily Doc Doodle! This one took about an hour and a half.
The daily poem attached to this one is: Early Frost by Scott Cairn
Full poem under the cut!
This morning the world’s white face reminds us
that life intends to become serious again.
And the same loud birds that all summer long
annoyed us with their high attitudes and chatter
silently line the gibbet of the fence a little stunned,
chastened enough.
They look as if they’re waiting for things
to grow worse, but are watching the house,
as if somewhere in their dim memories
they recall something about this abandoned garden
that could save them.
The neighbor’s dog has also learned to wake
without exaggeration. And the neighbor himself
has made it to his car with less noise, starting
the small engine with a kind of reverence. At the window
his wife witnesses this bleak tableau, blinking
her eyes, silent.
I fill the feeders to the top and cart them
to the tree, hurrying back inside
to leave the morning to these ridiculous
birds, who, reminded, find the rough shelters,
bow, and then feed.
Early Frost by Scott Cairn
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It's 7 degrees outside, here I am sitting on rooftop, stargazing with my favorite songs.
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there's a chorus solo stuck in my head and it's getting annoying
i'll be doing math homework then all of a sudden i hear:
the seasons are changing, the holidays rearranging, the pumpkins and cobwebs disappeaaaaaaaarrrrr.
for months we have been waiting - no WAIT! - anticipating... our favorite time of the yeaaaaaaaAAAR...
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Everyday the demons win (I give MCD Zane Ro'Meave long hair)
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I just saw a post about this so I wanted to try it.
You can put a little decoration on the tree with a message that the tree owner can read on Christmas.
I thought it's cute so leave a little Ornament on my tree if you'd like :3
Ill Tag @mithology-marveloholick @primoresplendens @paskariu and @felikatze because I feel like you would like that and id for sure put a decoration on your tree if you make one 😌
Anyone else is free to put up an ornament too of course
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Ive been thinking for a while to maybe make a small comic series about my personal journey in therapy and the ups and downs of my depression. not sure if ill be able to go through with it but....
//shrug.
tw// vent, mention of mental illness, abuse and suicide below
lately i havnt been doing so well, although its pretty normal and common during summer where i dont have much to do and my overthinking goes rampent...
but lately through therapy and my own research ive found out that not only am i suffering through clinical depression, general anxiety disorder and adhd, but i also suffer from the lack of emotional permanance, which is usually caused by a combo of the 3 other things i mentioned above, woohoo lucky me- buy 3 get one extra =_=...
this is... actively hurting everyone around me... i now understand that its not me being petty or bitchy, i...ACTIVELY cant... understand... or percieve other peoples affection for me. when im not recieving attention in real time i reason with myself that i am unloved and uncared for and this makes my brain shift the blame onto others for leaving me and thinking everyone is out to hurt me on purpose... so now i know why im... "too much" for other people to handle.. why im clingy, scared of isolation and in constant need of attention...
even my mother who is a textbook defenition of an abusive and emotionally negligent parent who verbally assaults me on the daily is now feeling worried about me and tries to take me out of the house more often.. i cry almost every night and my sleep is always with nightmares.
i wont get into too much detail but i do starve myself and force myself to stay awake til sunlight. i cant wash myself in showers and i cant change my clothes. the anxiety is too much. i cant even make myself to go through with it on the rooftop... especially now that i bottle myself up because i cant trust my mental stability to talk to anyone.
i want to be able to make this comic to be able to reach out and not feel alone... the people who care about me deserve more than dealing with my whiny ass on the daily. i need to be better.. for their sakes at LEAST.
im just sorry i let them down constantly.
anyway stay safe everyone, im still trying my best <3
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