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#ive been wanting to make more art about my grief and post it on tumblr for people but like. tbh. ive kind of processed a lot of it now
cacaocheri · 16 days
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we both deserve to be happy
in case anyone is wondering, it gets easier. it gets so so much easier and i hope you find the love you're looking for
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demolover · 4 years
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ive seen ur posts mentioning u have thoughts on queer perspective towards death and how mcr fit into it so. if u ever decide to share other ideas on the topic id love to read it! (i think ur really good at getting your thoughts accross) (u dont have to answer btw i just wasnt sure abt shooting a dm abt this)
it’s been so long i’m so sorry um i have a lot of thoughts idk if u still want them here’s an attempt at a short version... 
edit: changing this to under a cut cuz it’s insanely long. if u don’t feel like reading almost 1.5k words probably don’t read it.
basically i think that mortality and death are very common things for all humans to think about and make art about because we’re kinda... obsessed with and extremely afraid of death. which (i think) stems from how death is one of the few things we know is going to happen to us, and yet we can’t understand it really. we know it is the end but we cannot know anything about it because it is the end. so that intrigues us (and makes us afraid) and then u can add in how we see other people in our life die before we do... basically it all adds up to us being obsessed with understanding and defying our own mortality somehow.
we can see this theme in mcr a lot, the interplay between mortality and defiance and hope... i call it hope vs inevitability and i think it’s especially noticeable in bullets and danger days, because in the other two they’re not really fighting so much as existing side by side... i wrote in notes once that in those albums, the hope is in the inevitable...
in black parade it’s pretty much totally like this; after you die you join the black parade, and your memory will carry on. there is fear going into it, but it very much feels like an album accepting and even embracing the end, not fighting it. accepting it and embracing it with this crazy tone... come one come all to this tragic affair. wipe off that makeup, what’s in is despair... (note: i used to think that line was what sin is despair and i still wonder if that was on purpose). revenge is a bit more complex but i have always thought that beyond the hope of getting the girl back, of bringing her back to life (against the end, against death and mortality) there must also be some relief in death for the guy demo lover... if you would kill a thousand men to get your lover back from the dead, would you die to meet them there? <- maybe i’m wrong; there is still hope vs inevitability here.
in danger days and bullets, though, is where i feel like we see those things ultimately fight; in bullets we have this desperate desire to be immortal and mean something, coupled with the strong feeling that you will die with nothing. that you will die. (i have a post on this theme in the song demolition lovers). then, in danger days we see this theme come with this absolute denial of mortality (killjoys never die) coupled with this intense fear of death and being remembered wrong or not at all. and of course this culminates in them dying. (here is my post on this theme in danger days it’s kinda a mess but so is this post so whatever).
right so we’ve established mcr (and humanity in general) is obsessed with mortality we already knew that though. what does it have to do with queerness.
basically there’s a couple things.
1. the connection of both otherness and love with death (note: this also applies to a lot of minorities but queerness is what’s really applicable to mcr specifically). the extent to which mcr intertwines narratives of love and otherness with death and violence is.... a lot. we see it in every album, i believe; it’s most noticeable in bullets in drowning lessons and demo lovers, in revenge in so many songs i’m not going to try to list them, in black parade in cancer, wttbp and my way home is through you, and in danger days in save yourself, only hope for me, and scarecrow. this was just off the top of my head; there’s probably more songs with examples of this.
this is very queer (at least when done by mcr; as most of mcr is white the issues that come with things like the history of interracial marriage, etc. don’t really apply) because of how for queer people our identities and love can be deadly to us... the history of queer love and identity is obviously marked with violence against the people displaying that love and identity.
straight cis white guys don’t usually talk about death with the connection with love at the forefront, at least not that i’ve seen. every once in awhile they do, i guess, if they’re talking about grief, but otherwise, no. demo lovers is my favorite example of the connection of love with death; especially in the first couple verses, the two seem so linked. the first 2 mentions of death or the end in the song are immediately followed by “with you”... “i’d end my days with you in a hail of bullets,” and “i would drive on to the end with you.”
in the whole demo lovers arc, through bullets and revenge, the themes of death and love are so intertwined it’s impossible to untangle them. if i tried to make a post of all the times in revenge death and love are talked about in the same lyric, as if one thing, i would be screenshotting lyrics all night. of course, if we bring in gwgt theory, and start thinking about how the girl and guy demo lovers are a metaphor for gerard’s relationship with his gender, we can go way further with this too. the simultaneous love story involving these parts of himself, and intertwined violence and death. the fear present... the lyrics that talk at the same time about hurting yourself and being hurt by others... but that’s a different post, really. i’m gonna try to stay more surface level. no speculating on metaphors (today).
in black parade i think we see the connection of otherness with death a lot more than the connection with love, although they’re both still present... in danger days the concept of otherness when associated with death is super clear: killjoys defy the city and become something “other,” which is scorned and hated by BLI/nd, and they get killed for it. love is also a pretty common theme in danger days songs, often intertwined with death, though less obviously than in revenge.
2. just... the extent to which this idea of mortality and death and immortality and memory is talked about is interesting in itself i think. this obsession with our legacy and our mortality is present in a lot of stuff, not just queer stuff, but it’s just everywhere in mcr’s discography (and a lot of the subsequent groups of music related to/associated with mcr, which are also often known for being queer). they constantly talk about how they’ll die, and how they’ll die sooner rather than later, and can they live forever anyway, what does immortality mean after all, will they be remembered, what will their legacy be... etc.
memory and legacy is something i haven’t really talked about, but i think it’s also essential to the conversation. for obvious reasons queer people (and people of a lot of other minorities but i’m only talking about the queer part cuz it’s the most/the only applicable thing here) have a more complicated relationship with how we’ll be remembered and whether we’ll be remembered than cishet people do. how mcr talks about this reminds me a lot of the sappho fragment tumblr passes around ever so often... “someone will remember us / i say / even in another time.” (comparison/parallels post of mcr lyrics and that quote by @milfygerard (and added onto by me) here.)
and that brings us back around to the theme of hope vs inevitability... as i mentioned earlier, this theme isn’t necessarily totally queer on it’s own, but as with talking about memory and legacy the way mcr does, if you talk about it so much that it becomes a core theme in all of your albums it ends up feeling a lot more queer than before. hope vs inevitability in mcr’s work connects to love and death and both at once and is just everywhere. and it ends up connecting to the way a lot of queer people think about our death and our mortality and our hope. and how the future and the past are thought about in connection to these themes i think is kind of queer too — when your history is barely spoken and your present is in hiding, of course you look to the future. despite that that means looking towards the ending. and maybe you embrace that ending, because what else is there to do?
i’m very sorry. this was not short. if you have questions, or want to tell me how i’m wrong, or have your own thoughts, do not be afraid to dm me or send me asks please... fascinating topic.
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thisbluewind · 4 years
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I wrote a sad KyoSaya oneshot. 
There’s lots of angst. Sorry.
Sayaka slid into her desk chair with a sigh. “Ugh, schoolwork is so boring,” she complained to no one in particular. She opened the lid of her computer, and entered her password in a blur. She’d finished her homework with Madoka, time to scroll through tumblr and talk to people! She’d missed befriending strangers on the internet. And maybe Kyoko would be online.
It had seemed like her girlfriend was avoiding her, and their most frequent interactions nowadays were reblogging and liking each other’s posts on tumblr, and if Sayaka texted first, late nights spent talking for hours upon hours about nothing and everything. However, Sayaka eagerly snapped up even these snippets of conversation, when they forgot themselves and easily fell back into their old rhythms just as they did before Kyoko distanced herself. 
Her shoulders sagged as she opened Google and typed in tumblr. She took a breath and forced herself into her usual cheerful posture and smile. It’s fine, I’m fine, nothing’s wrong, I’m okay. It worked, at least for the time being. She shook her light blue hair over one shoulder. It was growing long in quarantine, and she quite liked it. Sayaka logged in to tumblr and was greeted by her familiar blue dashboard. She clicked the blue ‘create a post’ pencil and started recording a video. 
She grinned, letting go of her fears and worries and insecurities, and for a moment, she was actually fine. The grin slowly became more genuine as the camera started rolling. 
“Hey everyone, Oktavia here! Sorry it’s been a while since my last post, I’ve been really busy with school and stuff. As always, make sure to drop me an ask or DM if you have a request for what character I should draw next. The top three as of today are-” she consulted a piece of blank loose leaf paper, though her viewers didn’t know that. She’d committed the list to memory and the paper was just a prop. “They are… in third place, Keefe Sencen from Keeper of the Lost Cities, requested by an anon. Sorry anon, never read the series. I’ll look up some reference art and post the finished product by tomorrow night, though! Uraraka Ochako from My Hero Academia (requested by lilywritesfanfic is in second place, and I’ll livestream drawing her on Saturday. And finally, our first place winner- Spider-Man, requested by eva-the-demon07. I’ll post a drawing of him tonight! Have an absolutely incredible day, everyone! Bye!” she waved at the camera with one hand, then clicked post with the other. 
She slumped down in her chair, satisfied. Within seconds, comments started rolling in. We love you, Oktavia! Take as much time as you need, remember, you’re not obligated to draw for us. I love your drawings, but you’re more important, take care of yourself, okay? You’re amazing, Oktavia! 
Her need for validation filled, she clicked over to Kyoko’s blog and was greeted with several new posts. Her cell phone lit up with a text just as she was clicking on the first one. Sayaka groaned and picked it up. There was a new text from Kyoko and two new ones joined it on her screen. She tapped on them immediately. Kyoko had written ‘idk how to break up with people properly ive never done it before but im breaking up with u’ and then ‘i dont love u anymore’ and then ‘theres someone else’. 
Kyoko was breaking up with her? There was ‘someone else’?
“Are you kidding me?” she didn’t realize she said it out loud until she heard it. “There’s someone else? Just how long has this ‘someone else’ been someone else?” she snarled at her phone, tossing it onto her desk. 
Sayaka flopped onto her bed, shocked. A tear leaked out of her eye and she angrily swiped it away. She lifted her right hand, seeing her bright blue Soul Gem growing dark with sadness and bitterness.  
A knock on her bedroom door came.
“Come in,” she said listlessly. She made no effort to sit up or disguise the fact that she was crying. A red-haired girl with a ponytail stepped into the room, her usual bravado tinted with slight shame. 
“What the hell do you want?” Sayaka stood up, the venom in her voice surprising her. She stalked over to Kyoko.
 “Just hear me out, Saya-” Kyoko started.
“I care enough about you that I will. But after that, get out of my life forever,” Sayaka snapped. 
“It was a dare!” Kyoko burst out. “It was a stupid dare, just a game. I didn’t mean it.”
“You didn’t mean any of it.” The words came out hard and cold. “It was all just a dare. That makes sense- you never loved me. You were just playing with me for a year.”
“Saya- I wasn’t-” Kyoko clearly hadn’t meant for it to go like this. 
“Leave me alone, Kyoko!” Sayaka shouted, her voice breaking. “We’re done.”
Kyoko stumbled backwards in shock. “Wait, no! But Sayaka-”
“Just go! I can’t believe I fell for your act!” Sayaka ushered her out of the room and slammed the door. She braced herself against the inside of the door and slid to the ground. She opened her hand, revealing her previously bright Soul Gem a dark midnight blue. It was almost completely corrupted. 
Sayaka sighed with regret, and closed her eyes. She could feel her Soul Gem cracking, and when it shattered into a Grief Seed, she didn’t feel anything at all. 
“Kyoko,” she whispered. And then she fell to the floor.
On the other side of the door, Kyoko slammed the side of her fist against the wall. 
“Damn it,” she swore, anguish in every word. “Why did it have to go like that?” 
A witch’s labyrinth expanded through the door, and Kyoko gasped, swiveling around to stare at it. 
“Damn it! Sayaka!” she called. “Sayaka, can you hear me?” Receiving no reply, she transformed, and slammed the dull end of her spear against the door, and it collapsed inward painfully slowly. “Sayaka!”
She broke through the door at last. Sayaka was crumpled on the floor in front of it. 
“Sayaka, no! This can’t be happening.” Kyoko tentatively turned Sayaka over, noting the lack of Soul Gem. “No!” She knew what had happened. Sayaka had succumbed to despair and turned into a witch, and it was all her fault. 
Tears slid down her cheeks as she released Sayaka. 
“I love you,” she choked out. But it was too late. 
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never thought the day would happen where i’m honestly too ... ragged to...want to...post anything anymore. im avoiding art, avoiding twitter, avoiding tumblr...i’m making myself write this post and i don’t know if i’ll delete it. i feel the urge to isolate because “what’s the point” ;;
but i try. want to try. but 
wanna 
...
what does “hope” even look like?
what do i even have...now? 
what can i do now except keep trying to survive...? that’s all i’ve ever tried to do. how do i make a change? i just give the only love i can right now. i give it as best as i can. 
ive been very absent this year, just...curled up  tight and trying to ease this pain within me. don’t know how to reach out, don’t know how to trust or believe or hope anymore.
that grief that poured out ceaselessly several months ago has...well, at least it has stopped gushing out but...i’m now just hollowed out by grief and i’m just...stuck in this sea of grief, despair and sorrow. and im ashamed of it. ashamed of being tired and unwilling to fight and swim because i can no longer envision a shore to swim to. what is the point of swimming? “but if you don’t swim, you’ll never know!” i think
ive been swimming all my life...and i’ve never ever made it to shore
when i finally thought i did, i was hit by a tsunami and there i am adrift again
so ...i’m...so...tired and...i feel ...bad about it
bad about not wanting to fight
feel bad about my poor vision, for not being able to see the shores, for only being able to see endless, merciless waves and sickening toil
i so badly just want to go limp and let it all take me, drag me down under and just...end the pain with a surge of complete darkness
yet with water in my lungs i struggle still because .....who wants to go down like that? no one wants the sickness of sorrow, but the light of joy and hope instead
and as i flounder with no one to turn to for guidance, no path ahead, i feel shame and fear of judgement, criticism, unkindness and hate. I don’t realise how i whale on myself for struggling and admitting defeat. with everything i learn when i try to look for things to help myself, i’m just struck by my own judgement, criticism and unkindness because i “know” what kind of mindset i “should” have. and because i can’t reach them, I feel...disgust and anger and defeat towards my inability. 
and as time goes by, i just collect more and more evidence of my failures from the ideal being i want to be and I start to lose more and more confidence. With my age catching up, panic surges. Everywhere I look, I see in others what I lack and long for and I feel so helpless, terrified and like I’m losing out and failing and i can’t keep up with anyone
i’m no longer ...fit to stand by anyone
but i am worthy. 
...the best i can do now is to try and ward off that self-hate as much as i can. but...what good does that do. everyday is a struggle and fight just to stay here......i fight to struggle in this grief...? i don’t even want it.
i just want to reach a shoreline 
if they exist for everyone else, then surely they exist for me?
but i’m really so tired. and i cannot express how...devastating it is to me...to know how tired i am STILL after all this time. it’s only getting harder. i don’t know what im fighting for. a scrap of hope?
no one’s answering anymore
i don’t know what i did wrong
i’ve only tried haven’t i? and now that i’m so worn i want to give up the fight...why is there only shame and disgust?
i try to give myself the kindness and comfort even as it burns my throat
i feel so lost and alone
“the subtext is hope”, “everything wonderful can happen”, “with open hearts try, try again” “on our way home”
my story has always been one striving for hope throughout darkness, despair and suffering. i’ve always tried so hard to uphold that. i’ve never been beaten down this bad. i don’t know how to get up anymore 
everything sounds, feels, tends to be exhausting. there’s little motivation, little will, little encouragement. maybe depression is..winning. but how pathetic that is.
the most alive i’ve felt in a long time ...was when i was picking berries for the first time in Finland. set to work. engaging in the present, in nature, DOING; not having to think about my ability, creativity, capability, functionality, intelligence. Just “do” without nasty thought.
i dont know
i feel so damaged and it is so shameful and confusing...because i only tried the best i could but it seemed all for naught.
i just want to hide away. 
but really i just want good things to be again. i want hope. a shoreline. comfort. love. light.
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losslass · 4 years
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Alright... this is different for me...
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So... I am getting my emotional ass kicked by October and i was debating on even saying anything because well... social media is about HAPPY! right? Its about faking the smile and painting a perfect picture of your life and making sure you are as ideal as possible? Well granted this is Tumblr and that happens less... none the less I feel obligated most of the time to either be super optimistic when I say something about either my mental illness or my personal life or that if im mad about something that I be extremely passionately mad about it well... that's not what this post is today. Today im here more or less to talk about whats happening im my most personal aspects of my personal life because I feel sad, I feel depressed and I feel isolated. No dont worry im stable and im safe and I am self aware enough to seek help if I need it but here is a sad and mournful, canned text post about how everything is crumbling under me and how I feel like the stream of life is just about ready to drown me. Things shifted at the end of September... I had gone on a trip (I got tested after I came home and basically I went to spend a week and a half at my boyfriend's because cases hadn't started spiking in his area again at that point we stayed home and if we did go out we wore our masks and distanced ive waited to see him since March dont come for me!) and while I was away, my grandfather passed... it was devastating and im still upset I wasn't in town to be with my family when it happened. I was gone for three more days after he passed. He was 88 and had a great life he was vibrant and really shaped who I am as a person all the way down to my art... he was a fabulous painter and inspired me from a young age to pursue drawing (he was garbage at sketching but always loved watching me and I him) he was kind and genuin. The funeral was in early October and not three weeks later my best friend was hit by a truck... she was airlifted to a better hospital but last Saturday she passed from her injuries. It was a genuin accident the driver looked at his dog for a second and didn't see her. Im glad it wasn't an.icident of impaired driving but it was a shock and its tragic... she's the one I would like to be talked to about all of this since we supported each other and really shes the only friend I had that was good with grief. I miss her with every ounce of my being. On top of all of it... the day before my grandfather passed, ny mother found out she has a malignant tumor in her breast... she's been scared but hiding it well from us. Today she's in for a lumectomy and I am worried about her... everything is just compiling all at once and it has been difficult to keep my own health in check. I have had to miss a lot of work as it is because of my grandfather and a stomach bug I picked up a week after his funeral but now I feel guilty about taking any more time off. I work 30-40 hours a week over six days I only have one day off a week and the strain and isolation, insomnia, lack of support and general stress and depression are taking their toll. I felt the need to let it out a little hence this post... that's all I guess... usually I end these things with encouragement or something I've learned but today I just feel terrible and wanted to vocalize it.
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Much Ado About SPN
Friends, writers, tumblr people, lend me your ears...
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For those of you who do not know, I (Angel, @whispersandwhiskerburn) am a teacher. I love to teach writing and reading to students—and I love reading and writing fanfiction. So, when I reached the AMAZING milestone of 1.5K FOLLOWERS, I decided to celebrate with my fellow writers with a challenge that marries the two—my love of teaching literature and writing and my love of spn fanfiction.
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Every writer goes on a journey. They start with the ABCs and it's amazing how many wonders just 26 letters can create—it's all about how you use them. Of course, reading helps; good readers become good writers, and good writers are always looking for a way to challenge themselves, in reading and writing. One of the most challenging, most famous, and best writers that ever lived made wonderful stories that are read and taught to this day—all with the same 26 letters that we use.
So, that's the inspiration for this challenge. The letters of the alphabet—and one of the greatest writers of all time: William Shakespeare.
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The idea is to use at least two (all three if you can) of the alphabet prompts AND the Shakespeare line—you do NOT have to use Shakespeare's wording, just be inspired by the theme of the quote.
Rules and Accepting the Challenge:
1. Must be following me....it's a follower celebration, so yeah. New followers are welcome though, so feel free to follow, then ask. :)
2. Send an ASK with your requested prompt by letter and quote number. First come, first choice—and there are only 25 prompts (I deleted x) so you'd better hurry! I want to give everyone a chance to sign up, so don't ask for a second prompt until after March 10th, please!        NOTE: If you ask anonymously...you're silly. I can't sign you up if I don't know who you are?
3. Any character from the show is welcome, but not cast members for this challenge (Dean/Sam/Castiel etc., not Jensen/Jared/Misha). Ships are fine, (exceptions: no non-con and no Samifer, since Lucifer totally raped him) but reader-inserts are preferred.
4. Any genre: SFW, NSFW, AU, angst, fluff, smut, or any combination thereof, just please tag appropriately.
5. No maximum length limit, but if it is more than 800 words, include a read-more link, or I won't reblog it. Should be at least 500 words. One shots, drabbles, series pieces, combinations with other challenges/requests—all are totally cool.
6. Tag me (@whispersandwhiskerburn) in the header somewhere. I will reblog these with feedback and add them all to a masterlist. I want to post the masterlist on Shakespeare's birthday which is celebrated on April 23rd, so the deadline for fics is April 20th. Also, please tag the fic with #MuchAdoAboutSPN and #Angel's1.5k within the first 5 tags.
7. Try and post your fic on or before the day it’s due, April 20th 2017, but it’s okay if it’s late. Life happens!
8. Have fun!!
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Sign Ups! Once a prompt combo has been chosen, I will write the blog's name beside the letter and move the Shakespearean quote to this list. Any Shakespearean quotes still under the prompts lower in this post are still up for grabs. If the letter in this section has a blog tag beside it, it's taken, so ask for a different one! Happy writing everyone (and if you want to discuss your quote, please message or ask me—I'm an English teacher who loves Shakespeare, so bring it)!
STATUS: Prompts are closed everyone! Deadline is April 20th, and I look forward to your fics!
A @buffylovesfoxmulder, 8.  “This above all: to thine own self be true. And it must follow, as the night the day, thou canst not then be false to any man” (Hamlet I.3).
B @arlaina28, 31.  “We few, we happy few, we band of brothers; for he to-day that sheds his blood with me shall be my brother” (Henry V IV.3).
C @bringmesomepie56, 15.  “Some are born great, some achieve greatness, and some have greatness thrust upon them” (Twelfth Night II.5).
D @deansdirtylittlesecretsblog, 1. “There is nothing either good or bad, but thinking makes it so” (Hamlet II.2).
E @littlegreenplasticsoldier, 20  “Cowards die many times before their deaths; the valiant never taste of death but once” (Julius Caesar II.2).
F @whatareyousearchingfordean, 39.  “What's gone and what's past help should be past grief” (Winter's TaleIII.2)
G @therealdeanwinchester13, 10.  “Lord, what fools these mortals be!” (A Midsummer Night's Dream III.2)
H @rachelladytietjens, 33.  “We know what we are, but know not what we may be.” (Hamlet IV.5)
I @ive-been-told-that-im-fangirling, 7.  “If music be the food of love, play on” (Twelfth Night I.1).
J @avasmommy224, 36.  “Tempt not a desperate man” (Romeo and Juliet IV.3).
K @kalliravenne, 11.  “I do love nothing in the world so well as you: is not that strange?” (Much Ado About Nothing IV.2).
L  @hellssarcasticqueen, 19.  “The miserable have no other medicine, but only hope” (Measure for Measure III.1).
M @wi-deangirl77, 22.  “I am one who loved not wisely but too well” (Othello V.2).
N @destiel-addict-forever, 40. “You pay a great deal too dear for something that's given freely” (Winter's Tale I.1).
O @little-red-83, 18.  “Our doubts are traitors, and make us lose the good we oft might win, by fearing to attempt” (Measure for Measure I.4).
P @mrsbatesmotel53, 25.  “We have seen better days” (As You Like It II.7) and (Timon of Athens IV.2).
Q @roxy-davenport, 5.  “Some rise by sin, and some by virtue fall. Some run from breaks of ice, and answer none, and some condemned for one fault alone” (Measure for Measure II.1).
R @deansarms, 6.  “I burn, I pine, I perish” (Taming of the Shrew I.1).
S @atc74, 35.  “Friendship is constant in all other things” (Much Ado About Nothing, II.1).
T @chaos-and-the-calm67,  3. “The wheel is come full circle: I am here” (King Lear V.3).
U @besslincoln-bruh, 30.  “Strong reasons make strong actions” (King John III.4).
V @plaidstiel-wormstache, 21.  “If you prick us, do we not bleed? If you tickle us, do we not laugh? If you poison us, do we not die? And if you wrong us, shall we not revenge?” (Merchant of Venice III.1).
W: @waywardjoy, 2. “Is this a dagger which I see before me...or art thou but a dagger of the mind, a false creation” (Macbeth II.1).
Y @thegreatficmaster,  24. “Hell is empty and all the devils are here” (Tempest I.2).
Z @thegreatficmaster, 38.  “Pray you now, forget and forgive.” (King Lear IV.7).
Alphabet Prompts (A-Z): Choose a letter and (if I give you the okay!) include at least 2 (3 if you can) of the associated SPN topics in your fic.
**You'll notice that none of the major characters of the show are listed—anyone can write about Dean, even if they don't have the letter D. These characters/objects/themes need to appear in your fic, and should have some importance to plot, but just because you choose Meg Masters, it doesn’t mean you have to write a Meg x Reader fic (though, if you want to, that’s cool too), savvy?
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Shakespeare Quotes/Phrases (1-40): Choose a Shakespearean line and (if I give you the okay!) let it inspire your fic. You certainly can, but you do not have to include Shakespeare's actual words in your writing. Like I tell my students, “The Bard (Shakespeare) wrote in a different time and the language has changed. That doesn't mean that what he has to say isn't still relevant—you've just got to look harder.”
The LEFTOVERS....
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“All the world’s a stage, and all the men and women merely players: they have their exits and their entrances; and one man in his time plays many parts” (As You Like It II.7).
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“I would give all my fame for a pot of ale, and safety” (Henry V III.2).
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“Action is eloquence” (Coriolanus III.2).
“(Life) it is a tale told by an idiot, full of sound and fury, signifying nothing” (Macbeth IV, 5).
“Live a little; comfort a little; cheer thyself a little” (As You Like It II.6).
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“Come what come may, time and the hour runs through the roughest day” (Macbeth I.3).
“Self-love... is not so vile a sin, as self-neglecting” (Henry V II.4).
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“The course of true love never did run smooth” (A Midsummer Night's Dream I.1).
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“I am a man more sinn'd against than sinning” (King Lear III.2).
“We would not die in that man's company that fears his fellowship to die with us” (Henry V IV.3).
“excessive grief the enemy to the living” (All's Well That Ends Well I.1).
“There are more things in heaven and earth...than are dreamt of in our philosophy” (Hamlet I.5).
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“I will wear my heart upon my sleeve” (Othello I.1).
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“Love comforteth like sunshine after rain, but Lust's effect is tempest after sun” (Venus and Adonis).
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“If it be a sin to covet honour, I am the most offending soul alive” (Henry V IV.3).
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A giant THANK YOU to my bestie, @waywardjoy, who helped me plan this whole challenge. You rock, chicka, and you make tumblr home. :D
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