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#jesus I can’t stop thinking about it
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jesus has risen once again in the form of this gay ass firefighter
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aratakatism · 3 months
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if yo name tim shepard hmu
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butnotbubblegum · 2 months
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using the tags to vent my current emotional state into the void bc ig story feels like a bad plan for this, don’t read them if you’re having a bad day, they’ll probably not help in the slightest.
#but jesus christ coming back home while already knee deep in a suicidal episode was an awful idea#like i was maybe on the verge of improving and then i came back to all of this family bullshit#and the place as well like it’s so. i don’t want to say isolated necessarily. but so much it’s own little bubble#and i spent the last eight or nine years i lived here depressed and the last six suicidal#and being back here feels like the actual place is telling me to die#and i don’t think it helps that every place i go i know or know of someone who successfully committed suicide#like. oh this person drowned themself here. or that person hung themself in these woods. or several people jumped off the side of this clif#like. it all feels like reminders of my failures. and it’s like. cmon. wouldn’t it be easy. all you need to do is jump. is slit your throat#is find a decent piece of rope. idk. but everything is so much and i just want it to stop and it feels like the ground itself#is giving me a way to do it.#i genuinely feel like i’m like 16 or 17 again. and everything that isn’t within these hills#feels like a haze and not actually real. like the concept of buxton doesn’t actually exist and my friends do not actually exist and nothing#actually exists except the place i’m in and my family and the pub#i think going back to work at the pub was a mistake; i think it’s making this worse. especially because it’s henry’s dad’s local#and where henry’s wake was. and nothing there has changed at all. it’s like the whole last year never happened.#and i only need to get through two more days but it feels like an impossible task and i keep thinking being back in york will fix me but id#if that even true like. i was suicidal before i left. and it’s going to be intense and stressful and then i have to leave again.#come back here and do three full weeks of this all over again. i haven’t even managed two yet this time around. and i feel like#such a failure and such a drain on my friends (and on one in particular) because it just#is so much and has been so long and everything is complicated and awful and i think if i hadn’t come back i’d be in a normal mental state#by now. that’s the worst fucking part. and also the whole thing of i know how to be suicidal here. i know how to not give a shit about#living here. i know how to do that. but ive never had to try before. like im trying to improve and im trying to hold on and hold off the#urges to kill myself or self harm or whatever because i said i would and because i KNOW it can be better than this and bc i love my friends#and they love me and i don’t want to upset them or make them anxious or anything like that and kat made me promise to try and im trying so#fucking hard and it feels like it’s not even worth the effort because it’s so much effort and everything is so overwhelming and awful and i#hate the way my family interacts and i just want everything to stop and idc if suicide is the cowards way out or selfish or whatever#bullshit people say it feels like the only option i can actually withstand because everything is so much pain and so much effort and so muc#everything and i can’t deal with it anymore. and also i forgot just how much i have to fucking mask in front of my parents and especially m#father and it’s so exhausting and i can’t sleep and there’s so much yelling and i just need it all to stop#i’ve had major breakdowns the last 3 nights about wanting to die so much & trying so hard to not let myself & idk how much longer i can tak
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ambeauty · 1 year
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Just got done watching omelette for the 5011th time and I’m thinking about how Carmy and Syd were sitting UNDER a table while they confessed their UNDERlying feelings about each other because their feelings are still UNDER the surface!!!!!
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pussymasterdooku · 5 months
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my father fully just called to apologize for his shitty responses to my adhd struggles in my youth which is frankly something i NEVER would have expected to happen. however i did then have to tell him he needs to stop blaming my mom’s adhd for their marital problems and face up to how the beliefs he formed during his extremely fucked up childhood about life and marriage and feelings etc etc are actually fueling his patterns of infidelity which are Perhaps a bigger issue than her being neuroatypical. lol. conversations i NEVER would have expected to have even a year ago but it sure has been One Hell Of A Year
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soranatus · 2 years
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Jesus and Joseph modern day By Bruce Fahy
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lovvelorrn · 10 days
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oh my god…. the grip the great (tv show) has on me…… unexpected + incredibly welcome
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windrunner · 23 days
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seeing people “blaming” certain pride flags on gen alpha “tiktok teenagers”on here is hilarious because every time i’ve seen it it’s always been for flags that were made by either millennial or gen z bloggers (gay man flag, pan flag, agender flag, etc.) right on Tumblr
like. girl. you have BEEN at the devil’s sacrament. shut up
( worth noting that i don’t know a single flag in widespread use which was made and published on tt originally, but this site tends to pump them out once every 2-4 years on average)
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tabslabs · 2 months
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I’m honestly bewildered, how does a family that’s progressive and accepting of other people, with multiple trans and gay friends I remember meeting as a kid, result in 3 out of 3 of their kids feel uncomfortable coming out to them or honestly wishing they hadn’t. Like what the hell even.
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blackberrye · 3 months
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i scheduled a threesome and i’m so excited about it i can’t sleep
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callixton · 7 months
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need to change my theme in like three days but idk what i’m gonna change it to bc i’m basically just hyperfixated on whatever that boy is doing at the moment*
*FLASHING DISCLAIMER COMES UP ON SCREEN BUT THE TEXT KEEPS CHANGING TOO FAST TO REALLY UNDERSTAND WHAT ITS DISCLAIMING
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lesinquietes · 4 months
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I wanna see thief!dabi experiencing poop missile hitting him from his and doc's baby for the first time. My hubby legit let out the girliest lil shriek at that. No one prepares you for THAT.
Congrats on having your kid!!!!!! 🥹
If doc lets Dabi know he’s gonna be the one to clean those up, I think she’ll find that he’s suddenly very fuck dem kids
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quietwingsinthesky · 1 year
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recently saw someone say that the internet made them realize it was creepy of the 30-something year old they had sex with once at 21 to be attracted to them, because they were "basically a minor". like where does it end. next year, are we gonna be basically minors at 29?
Me (20) reading this like 😟😟😟😟
doesn’t this get tiring? aren’t they sick of the infantilization? maybe it’s just because i’m autistic and have been treated like an incompetent baby my entire life but holy shit, why would you choose to try and attach yourself to being seen that way. “basically a minor” 21 Is An Adult. The Word You Are Looking For Is Adult.
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steinwayandhissons · 1 year
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why do i do this to myself every time (reading comments under am posts)
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bubblegumbeyotch · 1 year
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#spent some time with ***** yesterday#god…. this would be a lot easier if he was just a totally unrepentant asshole and i could just cut him off completely#because it’s so fucking hard to get over someone when you still see all of the little things that you loved about them#we had a really good time together yesterday and it almost reminded me of old times before any of this stupid shit even happened#i had to keep stopping myself from holding his hand or touching him excessively but it just feels so unnatural it’s so hard#he also always compliments me when he sees me which is really sweet but ugh#like yesterday we took a picture together and after he was like#’you have such a beautiful smile’#and that was sweet right but also made it feel like my heart was collapsing in on itself#and we hugged for a looooooong time and i think we both know it’s because we still have so much attraction for each other leftover#and this is kind of the only way we can express it without fucking up the boundaries we already set#but jesus it’s hard#like god it’s so hard to be around him because i feel like i have to be cold and distant because otherwise this happens#like despite everything i can’t help how much i still love him#and that’s why i can’t talk about it because it feels like everyone expects me to hate him and want nothing to do with him#when the real issue is that yes i am still very mad at him but i wouldn’t be nearly as mad if i didn’t love him#in conclusion: fuck this stupid baka life#personal
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saintshigaraki · 2 years
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idk something about jesus nailed to the cross wearing a crown of thorns . i get christianity sometimes
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