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lucabyte · 10 months

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siffrin doodles to.... capture some excess emotion??? Man. If Start Again got its hooks in me this bad I'm frankly terrified as to what ISAT will do

#literally havent drawn fanart of anything in over a year i am kind of taken aback at how much this little hatman has me in their grasp #in case that wasnt a clear enough hint i am thoroughly reccomending start again: a prologue to everyone reading this. play it right now.#and ms insertdisc5 if youre reading this: jesus fucking christ. what a job well done. im in awe #in stars and time #isat #isat siffrin #sasasap #start again start again start again #start again: a prologue #fanart #doodlebyte

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virescent-v · 2 months

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Hey Reid Girlies

I swear to god I'm going to start blocking each and every one of you who posts a Reid fic with "Emily Prentiss."

You should not be tagging Emily in a Reid centric fic.

I will give you some leeway if she's in the fic, but if she's not like one of the main characters, don't tag her or anyone else that isn't the main character.

I don't know how many times other people in the CM fandom have to post this to get it through your heads, but it's annoying as hell.

I'm in the tag "Emily Prentiss" FOR EMILY. NOT REID.

Keep him to his own tag.

#spencer reid #reid #like its not cute its not funny #its not going to make any of us click on your fic #if i want reid ill search for him #dont make me go back through all of my fics and tag them all as reid x reader #because i have no life and im petty as fuck and I WILL #i feel like the emily fandom has been pretty nice about asking you guys to STOP DOING THIS #but since i opened the emily tag today to find a gif and was immediately assaulted by the pipe cleaner boy im reminding you all AGAIN #ill start getting nasty about it i dont care #learn how to tag things correctly jesus christ #see how done reid looks in that gif??? thats how done i am with all of you #and dont get me wrong i like reid! i just dont want him when i want emily! >:|

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camgoloud · 3 months

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he still has his tonsils. by the way if you even care

#sorry this is fucking UNINTELLIGIBLE but unfortunately i’m still on my bullshit about dr. daddyissues. yeah it’s gonna be all month #i am rotating episode 2.8 ‘the mistake’ in my head at breakneck speed. i am gnawing on it i want to swallow it #oh he’s such a lying liar who lies. charming little bastard. would rather die/lose his license than express one wholly unaffected emotion #‘he thinks not giving a crap makes him like house. like it’s something to aspire to’ quick question HOW serious do the daddy issues have to #be before you start latching on to fucking GREGORY HOUSE as a paternal figure and role model. really #even cameron is not down this bad. even WILSON is not down this bad.#the daddy issues of it all are very understandable though because even setting aside whatever went down back in childhood that shit his #father did to him in seasons 1-2 is SO messed up. jesus #imagine traveling all the way across the world to the hospital your son works in for a consult which confirms what you already knew: you’re #going to die of cancer in like 2 months. making a whole point out of stopping by to visit your son. not telling him what’s going on.#letting him spend a whole episode’s worth of time gradually coming to terms with his complicated feelings towards you (complicated on #account of a whole childhood of objectively awful parenting). the kid finally is able to try reaching back out to you. after YOU initiated #the contact in the first place. how do you react? well obviously by telling him ‘oh sorry i actually have to get in a taxi right now’ and #fucking back off to the other side of the world without giving him a chance to actually talk to you at all and resolve any of the emotions #you just dredged up. oh by the way you still haven’t fucking told him you’re about to die and in fact actively mislead him into thinking #he’s going to have the chance to try meeting with you again next time he visits your home country.#especially fucked up given that the whole reason it DID take your son so long to come around THIS time is that he feels like every time #he’s tried reaching out to you in the past you’ve just disappointed him by refusing to put in the effort to meet him there.#And Now Here We Are Again.#rowan what the FUCK is wrong with you. i want to dig you up and kill you again #house md #robert chase #caseyposting

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rickybaby · 1 year

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F1 Nation Podcast: Christian Horner on Ricciardo's Return

The ball started rolling in a hotel room in Mexico, last year. I had an appointment with Daniel, where it became clear that his options for 2023 were limited. He looked broken." "So I said, 'Why don't you come back to Red Bull for a year?' So that he could help us with simulator work, and tire tests, in order to regain his passion. It was clear that he didn't enjoy it anymore. To be honest, in recent years I haven't seen the Ricciardo who was once at Red Bull. That's how it started."

The Mexican GP was exactly a week after COTA, which was also a week after this interview:

"When you think it can't get worst, it does. I don't know how I'm continuing to continue, because painful is an understatement"

#i haven't been well since someone pointed this out on twitter #first of all fuck mclaren z*k br*wn will never see another win in his career and may they never repay the debt they have on the mtc #i think it was at this particular moment it became clear how exhausted he was and to think he was going mad thinking he'd lost it #and then meeting christian the week after and starting to realise he could go back to redbull #where simon is #where people who know him are #where he could maybe find himself again #thinking about likely larks' scholarship on daniel as judas and christian as jesus -#i would have never believed that you could have left me #i never left you i do love you please take my hands #I AM K-WORDING MYSELF #daniel ricciardo

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todayisafridaynight · 4 months

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sometimes i get nishiki i really do

#snap chats #like from an outsider perspective it is utterly hilarious watching everything go wrong for him #BUT GIRL NOT ME STOP HAVING THIGNS GO WRONG FOR MEEEEEE WHAT IS ALL THIS #this month its actually one thing after another if i start wearing white everyone needs to be concerned #you guys remember my bullshit roommates yeah well TLDR im getting fined for their messes im going to SCREAM #I HATE IT HEERRRREEE I KNOW IM EVIL BUT CMON #literally had such a silly night last night and now everything sucks again is this life is this what life is #its not its not what life is im just hearing my mom bitching in the other room and im letting her vibes ruin mine #everything going to be ok this is just a hiccup .... a small pinprick in the tapestry of life ....#i am incredibly annoyed though cause this is one of those situations where youve done nothing wrong but youre being shot for it #its just unfair but whatever we ball ..... im putting the hair gel away guys im not slicking my hair back just yet ....#i got a new friend last night so maybe ill just hang with them later and ill remember life is beautiful ..#heh ... jk ... i can remind myself life is beautiful right now ... im gonna go eat some tiramisu ...#jesus christ i really do love italian food what the fuck. pasta / calamari / tiramisu #i dont think calamari is italian but i got it from an italian place w/e we get the picture #its not my fault that italy has good food ... i would just never go there .....#ok bye ima go eat and drink water now. water will remind me how beautiful life is ...

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catgirlcrisis · 1 year

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its actually so crazy how the writing team was like “lets make grief and loss important themes for alisaie as a character” so in BCOB she learns about making peace with her grandfather’s death to live life on her own terms, for her own sake. she goes out herself to explore eorzea. and then emery dies while shes powerless to do anything about it. and then she almost dies believing that urianger was going to betray her and the scions. and then she watches the same tower her brother was supposed to be in get bombed not knowing if he escaped in time. and then she watches the people she loves be picked off one by one, physically present but spiritually gone, while being powerless to help them. and then she loses contact with alphinaud (again) not knowing if he’s okay. if he’s safe. and then the next time she sees him immediately its his limp body being carried by a stranger. and then she begs the warrior of light to not leave her alone. and then she watches tesleen die powerless to do anything about it. and then she watches the warrior of light nearly succumb to becoming a sin-eater, risking dooming not only the fate of the first, but the source. and then she finds the cold bodies of licinia and her sister, ultimately more victims of their despair than anything else, people who she’d been trying to help. and then s

#why do they keep DOING THIS TO HER #does anyone else obsessively think about this or am i just fucking crazy #her begging the wol to not leave her alone and then later on in ew again going to the wol and being like #'so hey things are crazy right now but please dont do some stupid self-sacrifice thing'#like basically 'dont kill yourself. stay alive please'#i just think a lot about how like #not in an infantilizing way #but the twins start the story at 16 #and are like 17-18 throughout the end #id say shb/ew #and its like. Wow you guys really are going through it huh #to be fair im also the same age learning that this is just what being 16-17-18 is like #but . jesus #NOT TO UNDERMINE ALPHINAUD EITHER #its just crazy how both of the twins are like #so committed to their goals and their ideals #and they keep being like kicked down #and in alisaies case shes like No fuck off I love everyone #and alphinaud is also like beat with the trauma stick 26787422 times #but is like 'that sucked but i still believe the world has a lot of good in it'#like FUCK YES LITTLE GUYS!!!!!!!!!!!!! SCREAMS #ffxiv #endwalker spoilers #shadowbringers spoilers #idk what else to spoiler tag uhm #stormblood spoilers #in case anyone needs that. i guess

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catofoldstones · 7 months

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“They’re making the dance about Alicent and Rhaenyra when it’s supposed to be between Aegon and Rhaenyra!!!!!” buddy, the source material is called the Princess and the Queen, and you won’t like who the princess or the queen is, but one point at a time

#anti dumbfucks #alicent hightower #house of the dragon #hotd #hotd season 2 #hotd s2 #so late to the party but here i am #started reading fire and blood again #which inspired this latent thought #the way they twisted this into ‘pitting two women against each other’#literacy in general died a thousand deaths #and then they complain about ‘fandom misogynists’#buddy YOU’RE removing a woman from her pivotal role and giving it to a man #jesus fucking christ #also jaehaerys’ chapters are impossible to go through #he will get me and my shotgun one #day #fire and blood

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logosbot-tm · 2 months

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The way Danger Days is the most important mcr album to me.

If I hadn't heard Planetary (GO!) When I was 10, I definitely wouldn't be the same person that I am today.

If I hadn't been able to escape into the world of Danger Days during quarantine, I would've lost it completely (that world made it feel as if I could actually do something about the state of the world, instead of being stuck in my room for months)

And if I hadn't tried to learn Na Na Na and Planetary on the bass, I wouldn't have the friends I have today.

It's weird how one thing can affect your life so much

#each time I listen to Danger Days it feels like I remember who I am and my hands start to itch bc I need to redye my hair red again #danger days mcr #danger days the true lives of the fabulous killjoys #mcr #my chemical romance #mychem #killjoys #the true lives of the fabulous killjoys #danger days #this fkn band means so much to me and i know that im slightly parasocial about them #but jesus fuck 15y old me desperately needed this band to feel like there actually was a place for them in the world

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moonsidesong · 5 months

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i've been steadily losing followers on instagram since i started object posting and that's. Fine im basically only still there to keep contact with a few old irls and mutuals but losing a couple followers per post isn't as funny as that one time in jan2023 where i posted one picture of tissues burner and lost like 30 followers in one go

#record was also there but it's funnier to say it was his fault #also the only way the algorithm would ever like me again is if i started doing reels which i am Not going. to do #have you ever seen a comment section on reels it's like they only attract the worst people #is that what tiktok is like ALL the time? jesus #brifdi

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indelicateink · 7 days

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#jesus fuck almighty #my neighbor miraculously doesn’t sleep night or day and slams the door located in their apartment located directly behind my headboard #constantly #just when you think you have finally attained sleep again BOOM the earth shakes with the fury of a dying god #now that i’ve started banging on the wall in counterpoint tonight (lbr it’s MORNING)#after averaging 3h of sleep a night and torching my personal and professional relationships due to insomnia #my downstairs neighbor will probably destroy me n the morning #but i am ready to die now #you cannot touch me #i have entered the nether realm called No REM Sleep #…i used to wonder why my landlords always wanted to check our apartments for ‘holes in the walls’#like who the fuck is punching through drywall?#now i know #now i know on an intimate level the shitty things about this building’s construction that were going unsaid

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priestfrommidnightmass · 8 months

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“All they were—all they ever had been— was a pair of sunflowers who each believed the other was the sun.”

#i haven’t stopped thinking abt this book. i will likely never stop thinking abt this book #i feel SICK. god #i might start crying thinking abt them again. jesus christ #PAULLL 😭😭😭 JULIAN😭😭😭#ok yeah i am i’m crying now #i have so many words and yet no words #😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#i already want to just pick it up and start it from the beginning but that is NOT a good idea #these violent delights #datvd

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quietwingsinthesky · 7 months

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there’s a progression in there, somewhere, of even going from ‘the master might kill me any day now :(‘ to ‘the master is going to kill me :) she’s not going to let someone else do it after all this time’