Leaking to Dispatch that the boys will be taking time off to greet Jin home, but not at the base, cause that's not possible, lol.
They all showed up, apart from Yoongi. Kind of had a hunch they would be seeing the amount of blue/black suits that were waiting outside. And when that green cap peeped just over the black car waiting...
So, let's talk a bit about it, shall we?
First of all RM. Cause he most definitley deserves to be mentioned first. đ¤Łđ¤Ł
He's a legend. A hysterical hilarious legend!!!
So, Hobi, RM and Tae on leave, showing up in civies.
And JK and JM, together, of course, coming in uniform. So, most likely they were allowed out only for the day, having to return to base later on.
Same uniform. Same tags. Together.
FOREVER!!!
(I'm not the only one that noticed, right?âđźâđźâđź)
And are those oven burns?
For those with a keen eye you can also notice a couple of other things. Lots of hugs going on. Different types of hugs.
And Jin... our lovely Jin... such a sweetheart.
Got our BTS fix for the day.
Me sitting here writing this hoping that we will still be getting just a little more too... like an official pic from the boys, for instance (not setting my dreams too high).
Lordt, what a week, what a month, what a year? It's September, we're on the downhill slide.
I've been busy, y'all. You know, life happens and all that crap we say when we have to focus on stuff that's not as fun as staring at the latest naked Bangtan pics... anyway... there is A LOT to process, A LOT to even sit down and catch up on.
Let's break it down shall we?
It was JK's b-day and he first tried to TikTok live us and you know, I hope he can't figure it out to his satisfaction because there's no replay and no translations so fuck TikTok and I mean that in a nice way. Thank god for Armys who record and translate.
And he dropped this tiny but significant TMI:
We know he's building that big whatever it is. It will be a while before he leaves his current residence...or? What? Moving elsewhere until he enlists? He mentioned in one of his more recent past lives that he had to clean up some of his junk in his apartment... soooo.... hmmm....
Also, this:
Acting research? I'm loving the sound of whatever that is.
Thankfully he came to visit us on Weverse live as well, did a few card tricks and cut it short, one of the shortest lives he's done in years and years? Were the aces a hint? Or just part of his magic trick?
Adorable goofball. By the way, the subs are up on this live.
He was out and about before the live, taking pics on the street, he's said he doesn't mind at all, running into fans in public and saying hello.
It's the people who claim to be fans who stalk him and show up uninvited to places where he's trying to live his life in private. Whoever you all are, I'll speak for Kookie. Y'all suck.
In Busan, when he was with his idol friends, they were asked if they were who they were by the restaurant employee and they tried to deny it. That should be a big hint to leave them alone.
Kookie shared a video on his TikTok in solidarity and support of RM speaking out about the uncalled for hate that came RM's way after he posted that song on his Instagram story.
You know... there's been quite a lot of discourse lately about culturally sensitive topics. Tae's "gaffe" and this song that RM shared... I think if you felt offended or uncomfortable when you saw those things happen, those feelings are your own and 100% valid.
Being of Japanese descent, through my life, it has made me cringe when I hear people call stuff "Jap crap" or just yesterday, a canvasser for a political candidate asked me if I was from around here... like... if I was blonde and blue-eyed would they have asked me that? You know? I was speaking to them exactly like I speak here, fully fluent in (Southern U.S. redneck) English because that's my only language (sadly, no thanks to mom and dad because I did not learn Japanese or French). But I don't get obsessed or angry or want to threaten anyone's careers or life. I don't even think about it. And I don't really hold it against people who are not aware of how they come across like that.
People are insensitive all the time without knowing it: asking a woman when they are due but she's not pregnant and maybe can't even have children... mentioning other culturally derogatory terms without realizing it (see "Jap crap" above), saying something looks "gay" like... ok what does that even mean?... you know what I'm saying? I use the term "spirit animal" all the time and someone DM'd me saying it was offensive. So we're all guilty.
I get it, we're all different in how we react. BUT MY FEELINGS ARE VALID TOO, AND MY REACTION IS MY OWN AND DOESN'T HAVE TO BE THE SAME AS YOURS TO YOUR OWN EXPERIENCE.
As I said, feelings are valid, and the members aren't perfect and it's okay to call them out on it. But the extra implication that was piled on Namjoon for that song rec crossed the line and he addressed it in his own live.
Exasperated he explained that it was just a song and that he knows exactly what everyone is saying, that he's a 30 year old man and can express himself freely. He said even if there will still be those who will accuse him of lying, he can't and won't lie to us.
I love him: "For ten years I've held things in my heart but nowadays I can't do that, I have to speak my truth. Believe my own words."
Before he got into it though he offended the mathematicians and then tried to back track (omg I'M JOKING ok?... unless someone got offended... omg, can we just chill?)
His 2-day old stubble and fuzzy headed self.
The obsession people have with their weight and their looks is mind-blowing. The way he's drilled in the comments on his face, his hair, about admitting he's tanning, how much he weighs, what he eats, he looks tired... This man has an IQ of 160 or whatever and people are worried about a mosquito bite on his forehead. The vapidness and shallow level of interaction in the comments knows no limit. But we've known that. Please, before commenting can people please make a list of things to speak on other than how they look?
He closed by saying to trust him, he'll always show us what's inside of him whether its his music or him as a human... life is a journey with a lot of obstacles, he's good and focusing on his own things and not on the bad energy. He is in such a good head space nowadays... love to see it.
Next up, Taehyungie-hyung...dis my fave pic out of everything I've seen so far:
I am not a fan of Tae in blonde hair, I've said that before. But this particular shot is stunning to me, the lighting and angle.
As you know, I've not paid as close attention to Tae. Honestly I've been waiting for him to share things during this solo time so I can get to know him better just like I did with the other members.
Up until now, everything he does seems superficial EXCEPT the deliberate soft reveal of his relationship with Jennie, which I hope they are doing well and navigating the shitty waters of having to be idols in a relationship.
But so far, its photo spread after photo spread and I'm just not into it. Yes, Tae is very photogenic. I'm sure V biases are over the moon. I'm happy for them! If it was Jimin you would be sick of me posting every photo, so I get it! But I was looking for something a little deeper from him.
So it was this Dingo show that his personality opened up a little to me somewhat... interacting with this Army who's dream is to become a Military Officer. She is the cutest thing, her reactions so genuine and I could feel her excitement and how she was overwhelmed at the end of their day together when she broke down. Girl was holding it in and living the life that day!!! Sooo happy she got to experience that!
And these pics are the cutest:
This one right above with her hands on his shoulders... such a precious memory. I am looking forward to hearing the rest of Tae's album. I'm sure I'll have things to say about it at that time.
And that brings me to Jimin. The jikook selca not withstanding, we haven't seen or heard from him in ages so after 2 months, 15 days, 23 hours, 8 minutes and some odd seconds (but who was counting? not me)... we finally see him again in person at a Dior event in Seoul.
He looked so good, except that tan leather coat reminded me of something 50s vintage, car coat over a sheath dress women wore in the springtime. He's small. Let's put a giant white garbage bag on him. Don't know what goes through their minds.
Dior creates some extraordinarily crafted pieces, but so far, I sometimes wonder if they've even bothered to look at any of Jimin's previous photo concepts for other various things. It's almost like they don't know how to dress him. That's just my personal opinion.
Anyway..AND THEN HE COMES LIVE!!! FINALLY!!!
Is that a Red Dragon keyboard he has in front of his computer? I don't really know anything about gaming stuff. And goodness...
He gets comfy by tying up those pants that look like four of him (or him and Kookie) could fit in there at the same time...
His eye crinkles... I don't care what people say about his beakie... I'm all about the eye smile and those eye crinkles that are going to get deeper with time.
Y'all, this is my bias...
That mood light of the realistic solar system makes Jungkookie's mood light look like child's play. But I see why his moons down his back look like they do.
I know some of the first translations say he called Jungkook for his birthday and he talked about wanting to live his 30s just as full as his 20s, and he's learning through his solo work that he has things to learn and he will improve and I just don't have enough or the right words to express how much I love and admire his perseverance and dedication to being the best at what he does and the best human he can be. I will do a full blog post when the official subs are ready later this week.
I don't know how this guy from the other side of the world got so completely under my skin:
I know there was a lot of other content that dropped that I didn't touch on but there aren't enough hours in my day to type it all up. I will just continue to watch and absorb as much as I can just like everyone else.
Jin and Hobi are still plugging away at their respective bases, I always pray for their safety and health while they are doing their duty. In a few months, Jin may show us what it will be like to celebrate birthdays while they are enlisted.
And Yoongi. We wait as the days tick by. We know its coming very soon. Holding my Yoongi bias friend's hand very tightly. We'll get through this together.
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We are all going to miss Jin terribly.  đđ
So, to make us just a little less sad today, I give you some:
The chaos and sheer fun.
Those two, they adore Jin, and well, he adores them too.
Then you have each of them with Jin one on one...
Jinkook
And Jinmin
If we are going to miss Jin, can you even imagine how they feel? How hard today was for them? With all the smiles for the cameras. Is that why JK had his whole face practically covered?
At least Jin had them all there to say goodbye as he walked away, as hard as today was for him/them.
I canât help but think of the last one or two to enlist and how their friends (their BTS family/friends/partner) wonât be there to say goodbye to them, to wish them well on the journey they will be embarking on.Â
âđđĄ đ¨đ¤- đđ đđđđđ đđđđ?!â Looking at his round colored chocolate chip eyes, Trying to Process what he had just said ,Heâs just smiling, why is he smiling like am I the only one realizing this?! I didnât even let him respond before walking out of the room and into my own room across from his, âlockâ I look around making sure that I understand the reality of this situation throwing my heels down along with my purse on my desk seeing my jacket on my chair "đđđ°đ¸ đşđ đšđśđłđ˛..." heading to the restroom looking at my messy hair, raccoon eyes and smudged lipstick from last night... I turned on the shower while finished brushing my teeth â Dingâ hearing the lobby notification I get my phone out my purse realizing I have to walk to the kitchen I check the lobby, I open my door slightly seeing jungkook infront of the monitor buzzing them upstairs he now has on light wash loosen pants and a white -Tee and the same denim ďżźCalvin Klein ďżźjacket in Hand from last night and hair still a little damp from his shower. â Knock knock knockâ I heard from the front door, âJAYYKAYYYYYâ I heard a guy speak along with another man they walked towards the living room with my roommate behind, while trying to listen into the conversation I opened my door wider -BARKâ the doberman running towards me âđđđ!â I slam the door shut locking it again, hearing laughing from the living room and behind my locked door while I leaned into it. âđđ¤đ§đ§đŽ, đđ đđŞđ¨đŠ đđđŠđ¨ đđđđđŠđđ, đđâđ¨ đđ§đđđŁđđĄđŽ đ đĽđ§đ¤đ˘đđ¨đ..â I didnât answer walking back to my restroom to finally take my shower.
â Thatâs not that bad â -Hwasa confessed â đĄđź đ đ¸đťđźđ, đśđâđ đťđźđ đŻđđ đ đąđźđťâđ đđŽđťđ đľđśđş đđź đłđ˛đ˛đš đŽđđ¸đđŽđżđą đđźđ đ¸đťđźđâ âGuys are simple just pretend nothing happened go with the flowâ -Hwasa. âđŹđ˛đŽđľ đ đ´đđ˛đđâ âSooooâ -Hwasa gets comfortable on the couch as she continues when I give her a questioning look âHow was it though?!â âđđ đđŽđâŚđŁđżđźđŻđŽđŻđšđ đđľđ˛ đŻđ˛đđ đâđđ˛ đľđŽđą đśđť đşđźđťđđľđâ I giggled remembering the events from the night before âAHHH, How big?â âđ§đđź đđŽđťđąđ đŻđśđ´â I demonstrated âAHHHH, but the REAL question is would you do it again?â âđđđ°đ¸ đŹđ˛đ đŻđđ đťđź, đđź đşđŽđđŻđ˛?â I responded honestly âOk? Wait explain?â âđŹđ˛đ đŻđ˛đ°đŽđđđ˛ đąđđľ, đĄđź đŻđ˛đ°đŽđđđ˛ đđ˛âđżđ˛ đżđźđźđşđşđŽđđ˛đâ â But what if it happens again, and again..â âđ§đľđ˛đť đđľđźđđ˛ đđźđđšđą đźđťđšđ đŻđ˛ đđżđđťđ¸đ˛đť đ đśđđđŽđ¸đ˛đâ The question having me smiling at the thought. âroommates with benefits?â "đĄđźđźđź, đđżđđťđ¸đ˛đť đ đśđđđŽđ¸đ˛đ" I corrected her. âCall it what you want, just donât attached.â âđŞđđđ§-đŞđźđŞ, đđľđ˛đť đľđŽđđ˛ đ đ˛đđ˛đż?â âIâm just saying because youâre roommates itâs different then a link, you LIVE with him!â âđđťđą đđľđŽđâđ đ˛đ đŽđ°đđšđ đđľđ đâđšđš đźđťđšđ đľđŽđ˝đ˝đ˛đť đśđł đđ˛ đŽđżđ˛ đłđ˛đ˛đšđśđťđ´ đśđ đđľđź đ¸đťđźđđ đľđ˛ đşđśđ´đľđ đťđźđ đŻđ˛ đśđťđđ˛đżđ˛đđđ˛đą đŽđťđą đđľđŽđâđ đźđ¸ đđ˛ đđśđšđš đ°đźđťđđśđťđđ˛ đŽđ đżđźđźđşđşđŽđđ˛đâ âOkayy Iâm just making sure you understand what could happenedâ âđŹđ˛đ đşđŽâđŽđşâ I salute her as she laughs âSo when did he leave?â âđđśđ¸đ˛đ˛..- I checked my phone -3 đľđźđđżđ đŽđ´đźâ âAlright itâs almost dark are you going to change before we goâ âđđ˛đŽđľ đšđ˛đ đşđ˛ đ´đ˛đ đđźđđż đŻđŽđ´đ đłđżđźđş đšđŽđđ đťđśđ´đľđ đđźđźâ âđđľđŽđťđ¸đ đâđšđš đđŽđśđ đłđźđż đđźđ đźđđđđśđąđ˛ đđľđ˛ đšđźđŻđŻđâ âok coolâ giving her the bags the girls left last night and opening the door for her, running back to my room to change before heading out.
âđŞđľđ˛đżđ˛ đąđśđą đđľđ˛đ đđŽđ đđ˛ đđľđ˛đżđ˛ đşđ˛đ˛đđśđťđ´ đŽđ?â âMr Kimâs bbq.â -Hwasa said âđŚđŽđşđ˛ đđŽđŻđšđ˛?â âYeah I think Moonbyul called earlier for the balcony.â âđđźđźđą , đâđş đđđŽđżđđśđťđ´â â you didnât eat?â âđĄđź, đźđťđ˛âđ đľđ˛ đšđ˛đłđ đ đđźđźđ¸ đŽ đťđŽđ˝ đđľđ˛đť đđźđ đ°đŽđşđ˛ đźđđ˛đż.â âoh well since you had a shity day Iâll pay todayâ âđśđâđ đđźđđż đđđżđť đŽđťđđđŽđđ đđźđ đľđŽđđ˛ đđź đ˝đŽđ.â I laughed at the face she made âBrat.â âđ đšđźđđ˛ đđźđ đđźđź, đľđ˛đ đ˝đŽđżđ¸ đťđ˛đ đ đđź đđľđ˛đ˛đśđťâ
Arriving at Mr Kimâs restaurant we greeted the family owned restaurant and Mr kim as he lead us to our table outside. âđđźđ đľđŽđđ˛ đđźđ đŻđ˛đ˛đť đ đż. đđśđş?â âIâm doing amazing as always, business has picked up since Solars review she left a few weeks ago Iâm so grateful for her and her friends she told aboutâ He looked towards Solar sitting across. âMr Kim Iâm glad things are looking upâ -Solar âthank you, Are you all getting the usual?â âYes please and can you add 3 bottles of soju please and 5 beersâ-Moonbyul asked. He smiles as he walks through the kitchen. âohh celebrating?â Mrs Kim adds âYes we are, Y/n finally finished her training which means sheâll be starting her photography with bigger brands next month.â -Wheein replied âOh thatâs grate hunn Iâm so glad you are doing what youâve been Wanting for so longâ -Mrs Kim adds âđ§đľđŽđťđ¸ đđźđ đśđâđ đŽ đŻđśđ´ đŻđżđŽđ¸đ˛ đľđźđťđ˛đđđšđ đâđş đżđ˛đŽđšđšđ đ˛đ đ°đśđđ˛đąâ âHunny help me get the people up front!â - Mr. Kim calls âOops Iâll be back with your drinks in a minute ok.â We assured her to take her time as she helped people coming in. âSO WHAT HAPPENED THIS MORNINGâ- Solar Exitedly said âWait what happened?â -Moonbyul questioned âOMG YES!! TELL US EVERYTHING!â -Wheein added âWhy am I always the last to know?â -Moonbyul âYou where sleeping, And I wanted to check on Y/n so I went over and her roommate was thereâŚâ -Solar started her Point of view while I finished the encounters of this afternoon.
âWow thatâs awkward â -Moonbyul âThatâs amazing, only Y/n would get herself in such situationsâ -Wheein laughed turning the meat on the grill âđđđŹ đ đĽđđđđđŹ đđđđĄâđ§ đđĄđ˘đŞ!â -You bickered âItâs not that bad guys I told her to just act like it never happened â -Hwasa said âYeah just do that, Do you think I could catch this if you throw it at me?â Wheein asked holding the piace of meat up âletâs try itâ -Moonbyul hurried her, getting up to try âYA, YA donât make a mess.â -Hwasa scold âY/n catch this oneâ -Solar held up a peace âđĄđźđź, đđźđđż đđ˛đżđżđśđŻđšđ˛ đŽđ đđľđżđźđđśđťđ´.â âNo look just from your chair, but back up a bit.â -Solar reassured you âđ˘đ¸ đđđŽđđŽ đđŽđ¸đ˛ đŽ đđśđąđ˛đź đ đąđźđťâđ đđŽđťđ đ đż đđśđş đđź đđľđśđťđ¸ đ đ˝đšđŽđťđťđ˛đą đđľđśđ. â âOKAY 1âŚ2..3 go! â Hwasa starts seeing Solar terrible throw, the piace of meat landing on my hair âđđđ đŚđ˘đđđĽâ -I screamed âAHHAHAHAâ they all started laughing while I shake my head dropping the piece of meat making it land on the floor, we watch as a tall dog start eating it besides my shoes.
âđ˝đźđ đđđ, đ¨đ¤đ§đ§đŽ.â I turned when recognizing the voice "đđ, đ/đŁ" -He said surprised "đđđťđ´đ¸đźđźđ¸, đľđ˛đ"
ââAre you girls ok with the company? These gentlemen have a dog so I thought they would like to be outside.â Mr. Kim perfectly interrupts the awkward moment "đŹđ˛đ, đźđł đđźđđżđđ˛ďżź đđľđŽđđ đťđźđ đŽ đ˝đżđźđŻđšđ˛đş." I added as I sat back down wiping the mess off my hair âOH HUNNY COME HELP Y/N SHE HAS SOMETHING ON HER HAIRâ -Mr Kim yelled as he got me some more napkins from the other table. âOh, sheâs fine Mr.Kim, she just got meat juice on her hair very normal for her.â-Wheein jokes as the rest laugh seeing Mr.Kimâs confused look âYAA DONT SAY THINGS LIKE THAT IN FRONT OF YOUR ELDERS â -Moonbyul scolds her "đđđ§đ đ đđđŤđ đ¨đ¤đ˘đ đŹđđŠ đŹđđĽđđ¨." -Jungkook hands me some after Mr and Mis Kim left " đ§đľđŽđťđ¸đ " -I turned to clean my mess âthatâs him right .â -Hwasa whispers as she leaned into the table "đđ˛đŽđľ." âawww look his dog is next to you!â -Solar, I turned seeing bam sniffing my shoes for some leftovers meat juice form a few minutes ago "đŹđźđ đŽđżđ˛ đ˛đŽđđśđťđ´ đ˛đđśđąđ˛đťđ°đ˛ đđśđż." -I smiled petting his head. "đ˝đđ˘ đđđ§đ." -he called bam back only for him to lay next to my chair, I laughed seeing Jungkook baffled look "đđđ đźđ¸ đś đšđśđ¸đ˛ đđľđ˛ đ°đźđşđ˝đŽđťđ." -I say as I pet him âBam, you traderâ -His friend Taehyung as i recall said, making the rest of them laughed âYah Taehyung, you know that bams like his father, he-will leave anything for a pretty girlâ- Namjoon teased as jungkook sent a glare, making us laugh to ourselfs at the interaction. "OHH, Y/n close your eyess!" -Solar said as she stood behind you covering your eyes. "đ˘đ¸đŽđ? đŞđľđŽđđ đ´đźđśđťđ´ đźđť?" âYAA, WHAT FRIENDS WOULD WE BE IF WE DIDNT CELEBRATE YOUR PROMOTION!â -Wheein yelled Solar removed her hands letting me open the cake Hwasa prepared. "đŞđľđ đąđśđą đđźđ đđżđśđđ˛, "đłđđ°đ¸ đđľđ˛ đ˝đżđźđşđźđđśđźđť đšđ˛đđ đ´đ˛đ đąđżđđťđ¸!´" -I laughed as she gasped and replaced the cake with one that said âCONGRATULATIONS, LETS GET DRUNKâ âI NEVER DOUBTED YOU IT WAS MOONBYUL IDEA!â She defended herself âYAHH YOU AGREED, and it was just in case!â We laughed âSo what do we do with the other cake?â -Wheein asked âY/n give it to your roommateâ -Hwasa added "đ˘đĄđđŹ đŽđťđą đźđťđšđ đśđł, đđźđşđ˛đźđťđ˛ đ°đźđşđ˛đ đđśđđľ" âNOSEGOSEâ -Hwasa yells âNO I WASNT READY THAT DOSENT COUNTâ - Moonbyul yells while I hand her the cake dragging her alongďżź. "đđ˛đ đżđźđźđşđśđ˛!" -I smiled as they all turned towards me "đđđŠđŞđ§đŁđđŁđ đ˝đđ˘ đđĄđ§đđđđŽ?" -He smiled seeing bam lean on my legs. "đđ˛đłđśđťđśđđ˛đšđ đťđźđ đđľđŽđ." -I laughed petting bams head My friends ordered an extra cake, wanted to know if you wanted it âWhat flavor?â His friend asked âRed velvetâ - Moonbyul answered âThen yes we will take that, Iâm SeokJin.â He adds as he bowled âIm Moonbyulâ -She replied bowling back "đđđđ đđŞđŽđ¨ đŠđđđ¨ đđ¨ đ/đŁ đ˘đŽ đ§đ¤đ¤đ˘đ˘đđŠđ, đ/đŁ đŠđđđ¨ đ đđ˘đđŁ, đđđđđŽđŞđŁđ, đđ¤đ¤đŁđđ, đđđ˘đđ¤đ¤đŁ, đđđ¤đ¨đ¤đ đđŁđ đ đđŁ." -He introduced us. "đđ˛đšđšđź, đťđśđ°đ˛ đđź đşđ˛đ˛đ đđźđ, đşđ đłđżđśđ˛đťđąđ đźđđ˛đż đđľđ˛đżđ˛ đŽđżđ˛ đŞđľđ˛đ˛đśđť, đđđŽđđŽ đŽđťđą đŚđźđšđŽđż" -thay all waved at each other. âWhy does the cake say-â -Namjoon started. âOh we donât talk about it, itâs all in the past.â -Moonbyul tryâs to reassure them "đđźđťđ´ đđđźđżđ đđľđźđżđ đŚđľđ˛ đąđśđąđťÂ´đ đľđŽđđ˛ đłđŽđđľ đśđť đşđ˛." -I laughed looking at her âI WAS, NO WEEE- WHERE BEING SAFE !â-She pointed at the girls a they all pretend to no hear a thing laughing "đđťđđđŽđđ đđ˛ đŽđżđ˛ đšđ˛đŽđđśđťđ´ đđźđźđť, đśđšđš đđ˛đ˛ đđźđ đšđŽđđ˛đż." I asked as he turned back to me "đđđđ, đđđŽ đđ¤ đŽđ¤đŞ đ˘đđŁđ đŠđđ đđŁđ đđđ˘ đŠđ¤đ¤? đđĄđĄ đđ đđ¤đ˘đ đđ¨ đ¨đ¤đ¤đŁ đđ¨ đđ˘ đđ¤đŁđ." "đŚđđżđ˛, đđŽđ¸đ˛ đđźđđż đđśđşđ˛." -I smiled with him get up and excusingďżź himself "đđĄđĄ đŹđđĄđ đŽđ¤đŞ đŠđ¤ đŽđ¤đŞđ§ đđđ§." -He followed when I lead the way , handing me Bams leash. "đđ˘đ˘đđĄđđđđ§!" -I called slowing down at the exit âBYE HUNN, HAVE A GREAT NIGHTâ -thay waved at us.
"đźđ§đ đŽđ¤đŞ đđĄđ¤đ¨đ đŹđđŠđ đŠđđđ˘, đŠđđ đ¤đŹđŁđđ§đ¨?" He asked " đŹđ˛đŽđľ, đşđ đ˝đŽđżđ˛đťđđ đŽđťđą đś đđđ˛ đđź đđźđżđ¸ đđśđđľ đđľđ˛đş đŽ đłđ˛đ đđ˛đŽđżđ đŽđ´đź, đđľđ˛đżđ˛ đšđśđ¸đ˛ đşđ đđ˛đ°đźđťđą đłđŽđşđśđšđ." ďżź"đđ đ§đđđĄđĄđŽ?" "đŚđźđšđŽđż đŽđťđą đđľđ˛đ˛đśđť đđźđżđ¸đ˛đą đđľđ˛đżđ˛ đđźđź đđź đđ˛ đŽđżđ˛ đ˝đżđ˛đđđ đ°đšđźđđ˛." -I added "đźđ§đ đđĄđ¤đ¨đ đŹđđŠđ đŠđđ đ¤đŠđđđ§đ¨?" -He continues "đ˘đľ đđ˛đłđśđťđśđđ˛đšđ, đđ˛ đşđ˛ đđľđ˛đş đšđŽđđ˛đż đśđť đ°đźđšđšđ˛đ´đ˛, đŻđđ đťđźđť đđľđ˛ đšđ˛đđ đđ˛ đŽđżđ˛ đŽđšđš đ°đšđźđđ˛, đŞđľđŽđ đŽđŻđźđđ đđźđ?" "đ đđ˘đđŁ đđŁđ đđđđđŽđŞđŁđ đŹđđđ§đ đ đŽđđđ§ đđđ¤đŤđ đ˘đ đđŁ đ˘đđđđĄđ đ¨đđđ¤đ¤đĄ, đ đđđ đ¨đ¤đ˘đ đ¤đ đŠđđđ§đ đđĄđđ¨đ¨đđ¨ đ¨đ¤ đŹđ đđ§đđŹ đđĄđ¤đ¨đ đđŁđ đŠđđ đ§đđ¨đŠ đŹđ đ˘đđđŠ đđŁ đđ¤đĄđĄđđđđ đđđŠđđ§ đđ¨ đŹđđĄđĄ đđŞđŠ đŹđ đđ§đ đđĄđĄ đđĄđ¤đ¨đ." " đ§đľđŽđđ đ°đźđźđš." "đźđŁđ đŹđđđŠ đđđ¤đŞđŠ đŽđ¤đŞđ§ đ¤đŠđ���đ§ đđ§đđđŁđ?" -He questioned again "đŞđľđź?" -Turning to glance at him, frowning my brows a little confused, "đđđđŠ đđŞđŽ, đđŠ đŠđđ đđĄđŞđ" -He chuckled shamelessly explaining further, turning to face me he walked backwards looking down on me. "đđ, đźđĄđđŁ đŽđđđ, đŹđ đđĄđĄ đ˘đđđŠ đđđ˘ đđŁ đđ¤đĄđĄđđđ đđ đŹđđ¨ đđŁ đ đđđŹ đ¤đ đ¤đŞđ§ đđĄđđ¨đ¨đđ¨." -I answered, looking up at him, stoping infront of my car. "đ đŞđ¨đŠ đ đđ§đđđŁđ?" "đŹđ˛đŽđľ?- â âY/n here are your keys I forgot to give them back!â -Hwasa ran towards us "đŚđľđśđ đđľđŽđťđ¸đ, đ đđźđđŽđšđ đđ˝đŽđ°đ˛đą đźđđ, đđ˛đ˛ đđźđ đđźđşđźđżđżđźđ?" -I said hugging her "For sure, Bye nice meeting you Jungkook!â -She bowed as she ran back. "đđđđ§đ đđ¤ đŽđ¤đŞ đŹđđŁđŠ đ˝đđ˘, đđŁ đŠđđ đđđđ ?" He asked taking Bams leash. "đ§đľđ˛ đłđżđźđťđđ đśđ đłđśđťđ˛." I said unlocking and started the car "đđ¤đŞđ§ đđ¤đđŁđ đŠđ¤ đđđđđŤđ đ§đđđđŠ?" to behave right?â He said helping bam sit. "đ´đş đđđżđ˛ đľđ˛Â´đšđš đŻđ˛ đŽđšđżđśđ´đľđ." I reassured him "đđ¤đŞÂ´đĄđĄ đđđđđŤđ đŠđ¤đ¤ đ§đđđđŠ?â He chuckled at my expression, walking back to the restaurantâŚ
âCLICK CLICKâ "đđźđşđ˛ đźđť đđŽđş, đśđťđđśđąđ˛." I open the door for bam as we walked inside, locking the door behind us âLOCKâ ⌠"đđ¤đŞÂ´đĄđĄ đđđđđŤđ đŠđ¤đ¤ đ§đđđđŠ?" I remembered his words âSighâ I took off my shoes and replaced them with my slipons the shoe rack cared. "đđŽđş, đđľđŽđ đąđśđą đđźđđż đąđŽđą đşđ˛đŽđť đŻđ đđľđźđđ˛ đđźđżđąđ đľđşđş?" I said as I removed him leash and collar and hung them besides my keys on the rack. Eating his food by the living room balcony,ďżź before we headed to my room to get myself ready to shower bam layed on my bed as gathered my clothes, not long after I closed the restroom to shower.
Getting out the shower to Change I heard The lobby notification on my phone, I quickly change and head to the monitor seeing a woman with short light blonde hair and a black tight dress leaning into the camera âI iiia-nnnn lEtT mE inN-nâ she spoke seaming drunk from her slerd words ´Ian?´ pressing the talk button I spoke âđđ˛đšđšđź, đ đđľđśđťđ¸ đđźđ đľđŽđđ˛ đđľđ˛ đđżđźđťđ´ đŽđ˝đ˝đŽđżđđşđ˛đťđ, đđľđ˛đżđ˛đ đťđźđŻđźđąđ đŻđ đđľđŽđ đťđŽđşđ˛ đľđ˛đżđ˛." She looked confused getting closer to the camera âhE sAid tHis waS hIs NEw PlAce Or iS it-OHhhH sOrRY I mEant JUngkOokâ -she replied laughing trying to open the lobby door "đ˘đľ, đľđ˛đ đťđźđ đľđ˛đżđ˛ đŽđ đđľđ˛ đşđźđşđ˛đťđ, đąđź đđźđ đťđ˛đ˛đą đşđ˛ đđź đđ˛đšđš đľđśđş đđźđ đđđźđ˝đ˝đ˛đą đŻđ?" -I spoke as she leaned on the door âNo. CaNn yOu juSt Let Me iN?â -She spoke again "đ´đş đđźđżđżđ đś đąđźđťÂ´đ đđľđśđťđ¸ đ¸đťđźđ đśđł đś đ°đŽđť đąđź đđľđŽđ...đŹđźđ đđťđąđ˛đżđđđŽđťđą đżđśđ´đľđ?" -I spoke honestly, " i wOnt hURt yOu." -she rocked in place before stumbling back and falling into a bush "đđđŹ! đđżđ˛ đđźđ đźđ¸đŽđ?!" âiAAnnN, iTs yoUr fuLT!â My eyes widened at her sudden cry of words, with that I put my shoes on and close the door behind me as I ran to the elevator .. I get to the lobby opening the door to help her up and picking up the broken heels that had fallenďżź off. "đđ˛đđ đ´đź đđŽđśđ đđ˝đđđŽđśđżđ đłđźđż đđđťđ´đ¸đźđźđ¸,đ˘đ¸đŽđ?" She didnât say anything just walked past me, wiping her tears in the elevator. When we got inside Bam ran passed me and onto her âBAMMM my BabY whEreâS YoUr dADâ -She said laughed as he jumped excitedly âAMA ShOwR!â She spoke running into the hall âwItCh oNes hIs?â -she asked "đđ˛đłđ đąđźđźđż." -I said sitting her broken heels on the shoe rack "đđź đđźđ đťđ˛đ˛đą đ°đšđźđđľđ˛đ?" -I asked, the shower started running not hearing anything back I went to my room getting a shirt and shorts for her and leaving it on Jungkooks bed "đ đšđ˛đłđ đđźđşđ˛ đ°đšđźđđľđ˛đą đłđźđż đđźđ!" âokkk! aLmoSt doNe!â -She finally spoke back. Going back to the living room trying to rememberďżź where I had left my phone, heading back to my room, I see it on my bed ready to text Jungkook about this drunk girl, that has made her way to desperately see him at 1 in the morning. Suddenly hearing the door open and Bam runing out my room, had me relieved hearing his voice. Walking out my room to being slightly cutoff âBABE!â she ran and jumping into his arms, bringing her lips on his as he held her up to his waist, seeing her wearing an oversized shirt, most likely his, i walk into the living room again
I don't know why but the feeling of not being able to watch a comfort show is so heartbreaking. Feeling torn in the inside. Maybe it's just because this show has been my comfort show where I feel happy watching it and being able to look forward for a episode every week. I have been watching and run bts since 2018 (I know they took a few breaks here and there) but this just seems different.
It'll take time for me to process the fact that I'll only be able to reconnect and watch new episodes in 2025. It's just quite personal, I'm so connected to them, this moment is feeling really bitter sweet for me. And before I hear anyone saying that I'm being overdramatic, fyi, I am connected to them in a different way, a very different one.
They were there to help me through tough times where my mental health wasn't doing that good. So yes, it hurts. Of course I can rewatch old episodes but man I'm feeling really sad right now. The memories we all had with them will never be forgotten. All dalbang eras will never be forgotten and never will.
This feeling cannot be described through words.
We watched them progressed through the years and it's just a special memory that lives between us.
2025, please come fast đ¤
But this isn't the end, we have plenty more years with bangtan and dalbang .