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majesticmarais · 6 years

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Fear and Comfort (J.M)

This was requested by a cute anon and I liked the idea a lot!!

Summary: Jonah and Y/n are forced to watch a horror movie despite both of their hatred for it

Warnings? None, maybe swearing?

Word Count: 1.4k

A/n: I haven’t written a full length imagine in FOREVER I’m so sorry so I hope you like this one! Please give love because my writing hasn’t really been read lately which makes me saaaad anyway enjoy

Wednesday night. Movie night with the boys.

It was a tradition that had been going on basically since the moment you became friends with them. Every Wednesday when the boys weren’t on tour or busy with music, you all got together, piled on the couch with blankets and snacks, and watched movies until you were too tired.

Jonah’s arm was slung over your shoulders, your head resting on him as you watched Corbyn scroll through the movies on Netflix, everyone quietly discussing what they wanted to watch.

When he paused at the Horror movie section, Jonah protested, earning nothing but laughs from the boys.

“Horror movie it is, Jonah?” Corbyn teased, scrolling through them as he tried to find a good one.

“The Conjuring?” he asked, lifting his eyebrows as he looked over at the both of you.

“Can’t we pick something else?” you suggested, not wanting to be kept up all night by a stupid movie.

“We never watch horror movies together, maybe you’ll like this one can we just try?” Zach whined.

You looked up at Jonah, who let out a loud sigh as he shrugged, silently telling you that he guessed you guys should give it a shot for once.

You nodded your head, figuring maybe your random fear of dumb horror movies might have passed by now, even though you were pretty sure that wasn’t actually the case.

Daniel hopped up off the couch, shutting the lights off before jumping back into his spot that was on the other side of Jonah.

“Here goes nothing,” you mumbled as you placed the fuzzy blanket over you and Jonah, cuddling in closer to him as the intense opening music began, making you slightly nervous already.

Jonah rested his hand on your thigh comfortingly, leaning down to kiss the top of your head before diverting his eyes back to the screen.

The beginning of the movie was better than you were expecting, but after a while both you and Jonah had stiffened up, moving closer to each other under the blanket for safety.

Jonah nuzzled his face into your neck, his breath tickling your skin as he shielded his eyes from the screen in front of him.

The other boys didn’t seem to take notice, too invested in the movie and their own fright, which they accepted with open arms unlike you and Jonah who resented it.

You hand found the back of Jonah’s neck and then his hair, where you ran your hands through it in hopes of comforting him.

At one of the jump scares, both of you shrieked, grabbing each other tightly, able to feel the rapid beating of Jonah’s heart through his hoodie as he held you tightly, his eyes moving towards and away from the screen as the movie continued.

“It’s okay, babe,” you whispered, laughing slightly at how pathetic the both of you probably looked to the other boys, and you noticed the smile creep onto his face after you kissed his cheek, making him feel better.

“Why do people like movies like this?” he asked, his nose scrunching as he cringed, his body tense in anticipation of the next jump scare. “I don’t even know why it freaks me out I don’t like it.”

“It’ll be over soon,” you chuckled, running your hand through his hair one last time before being quiet to let the boys enjoy the movie.

You and Jonah released a simultaneous sigh of relief when the ending credits rolled onto the screen.

Daniel screamed in your direction unexpectedly, making you shriek and grab a fistful of Jonah’s sweater in your hand, throwing a pillow at Daniel immediately afterwards.

“You’re an ass,” you laughed, turning away from Daniel as you pouted jokingly.

“Awww Y/n is scared,” Daniel teased, reaching over Jonah and tickling your side momentarily, making you break into a smile despite your slight dislike for him at that very moment.

Eventually all of you decided it was time for bed, and you entered the bathroom to finish getting ready.

You shut your eyes to rinse of your face that you had just watched, gasping when you opened your eyes and looked in the mirror before realizing it was just a black towel behind you.

“Fucking horror movies,” you scoffed to yourself as you turned out of the room, shutting the light off and walking down the hall to your room.

The hallway was dark save for the light pouring from the crack under yours and Jonah’s room, and you picked up your pace and jogged into your room, closing the door quickly behind you.

“You okay?” Jonah asked jokingly, lifting his eyebrows as he pat the bed beside him.

“Fine,” you nodded, flopping onto the bed beside him and shutting your eyes.

“Let’s get some sleep,” he suggested, reaching over to turn off the bedside lamp, pulling you close as he always did when the two of you went to bed.

“I love you,” you whispered as Jonah ran his hand up and down your arm gently.

“I love you,” he said back in a soft tone, “goodnight.”

You shut your eyes in hopes of sleep easily washing over you, but they shot open when you heard a noise coming from the other side of the room.

You knew it was probably the house creaking, or the breeze from the slightly opened window rustling something nearby.

Darkness filled the room heavily, the only exception being the glimmer of the moon through the slim gap between the curtains, spreading across the carpeted floor.

You sighed to yourself as you flipped your legs off the side of the bed, Jonah groaning ever so slightly as you tip toed over to the window, quickly looking outside before shutting the window, rushing back to the bed as quickly as possible.

You shut your eyes again, hoping that you put your mind at ease and now you would sleep easily and soundly.

Every time you began to drift off, the images and thoughts of the movie you watched crept into your mind.

You glanced over at your closet, not being scared of it since you were a little kid, but the scene of the movie suddenly made you feel like your worst nightmare was hiding in there.

“Jonah,” you whispered, “are you awake?”

“Mhm,” he mumbled tiredly.

“I can’t sleep,” you told him, rolling over to face him as his eyes fluttered open to meet yours.

“How come?” he asked you, draping his arm over your torso.

“The stupid movie,” you answered, feeling embarrassed and finally thanking the darkness for the sole reason that it was able to hide the blush appearing onto your cheeks as you looked at Jonah’s smooth skin as shadows danced across his face.

“It’s just a movie babe, it’s not real,” he assured you, placing a quick kiss to your lips before rubbing his eyes.

“Yeah it’s stupid, I’m sorry,” you sighed, adjusting yourself into a more comfortable position.

“Nothing’s going to happen, Y/n. I won’t let anyone hurt you. It’s supposed to scare you, but you don’t need to worry about the same thing happening to us, okay?” he said softly, his voice raspy as he tried to comfort you.

“I know I just-I don’t know, I keep thinking about it and it’s freaking me out,” you shrugged, resting your head on his chest as he traced patterns along your back.

“Try taking your mind off it, think about something else,” he suggested, the power of his touch already making you feel slightly better.

“Like what?” you asked.

“Like me,” he joked, a tired smirk playing across his face.

“I don’t know, you’re pretty scary,” you joked back, earning an exaggerated look from Jonah, who immediately laughed afterwards.

“Thanks,” he laughed, rolling his eyes at you before kissing you again, knowing it made you feel better.

After you lay in silence for a few moments, Jonah began singing softly beside you. You were able to feel his breath against your skin as he lay so close to you, his gentle voice filling the room, washing away most of the fears you had been feeling, your mind completely focused on the sound you were hearing and the boy it was coming from.

You let yourself close your eyes, your body relaxing in his arms and he sang slow love songs to you. You didn’t even realize the moment you stopped hearing his voice as sleep washed over you.

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under-aestheticc-blog · 5 years

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So I got a Why Don't We shirt and so far my favorite thing Abt it is that I can make the boys have the weirdest faces 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂

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olivias-cardigan · 6 years

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okay if i make a wdw discord who is in (RB)

#why dont we #why don't we #Why Don’t We #corbyn besson #corbyn matthew besson #daniel seavey #daniel james seavey #jack avery #jack robert avery #jonah marais #jonah marais roth frantzich #zachary dean herron #zach herron #wdw

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alwaysmarais98 · 6 years

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Something Different | Chapter 3 (These Girls) | Jonah Marais

A/N: HELLO EVERYONE! Here we are, already at Chapter 3. Thank you so much for reading my story. I feel so so happy when someone gives me feedback or tells me that they liked it. It’s so motivating to know that someone enjoys my writing. Please please also tell me what you thought of that Chapter and also makre sure to reblog so more people can see it. I love you all so much and thanks again. The first part has already 50+ notes I really can’t believe that.

In case you missed the other parts: Chapter 1 (Tell me), Chapter 2 (Nobody Gotta Know)

Summary: You are Daniel’s best friend and go to one of his concerts. You meet Jonah and let’s say the feelings are directly mutual. Every chapter of this series will also be inspired by one of their songs and for this part we got ‘These Girls’. The plot doesn’t match the song completely but you get idea.

Warnings: None

Wordcount: 2k

Jonah drops his arms letting go of you “What are you doing out here? It’s past midnight” “I just wanted to ask you guys the same question” Zach laughs obviously being amused with what he sees. He takes a bite off his sandwich “Well I wanted to sleep then I got hungry. I made some food and I heard someone outside in the pool. Now I’m curious for your explanation. You two all alone here outside? I hope I didn’t interrupt something” he smirks. You blush all deeply and lift yourself out the pool. “Goodnight guys” you simply say and quickly grab your towel walking inside. You are way too embarrassed your cheeks turning dark red and all you could hope is that Zach won’t tell Daniel directly.

“Y/N. Wait” Jonah calls but you are already inside. He isn’t running after you knowing that will probably wake someone. “And you don’t tell this to anyone okay. You didn’t see anything”. “Yeah I’ll keep my mouth shut but what’s going on between you two?” Zach asks and Jonah sighs a moment knowing he won’t stop asking questions when he doesn’t tell him. “Well we kept texting and calling each other after she was at our concert. And well now I asked here to come down here so we can be alone for a bit. She doesn’t wanna say anything to Daniel yet. We aren’t official not even dating at the moment. I don’t even know if she..” Jonah starts but doesn’t finish his sentence. “If she? C’mon spill it bro” Zach smirks hitting his shoulder but Jonah shakes his head “No nothing”. Zach raises his brows making him give in “okay yeah if she likes me” he mumbles barely audible. Zach smirks feeling like he won as he got it out of his friends “Goodnight loverboy”

Kitchen, next morning, 9.38 am

“Did you sleep well?” Daniel asks as you two make breakfast together for everyone. You didn’t get a lot of sleep. All you could think about was Jonah and how you almost kiss him. You still feel his hands on your bare skin and his lips so close that they almost brushed against yours. You tried to get your head straight again but even thinking about him makes you feel dizzy. Do you like him? Is that how it feels to be in love? No, you can’t be. You just met him a few weeks ago and saw him in person twice. You don’t believe in love at first side. Do what your heart wants. That’s what people always say but what does the heart know anyways? You don’t believe in anything like that. But maybe the tall guy with messy chocolate brown hair and dark ocean eyes just changed your way of thinking.

“Y/N?” Daniel snaps his fingers in front of your face. You snap out of your thoughts nodding your head quickly “Mm yeah I slept good” you give him a smile so he is happy. He grabs some plates carrying them all to the table. You let out a small sigh. You never lied to him before. You knew Daniel since childhood. You told him everything and always cried in his arms when some guy broke your heart with 13. You need to tell Daniel because you know it won’t end good if he finds out or someone else says something.

30 minutes later everyone is finally downstairs. You all sit around the table starting to eat. “Should we go to the beach today? It’s really nice weather outside” Corbyn suggests. “Yes, beach sounds great. You are in Y/N? You brought a bikini, right?” Daniel asks. “Oh yeah she…ouch” Zach starts but you kick his leg quickly under the table before he could finish his sentence. He looks apologizing at you as he promised not to say anything. Well, Zach isn’t the best though to keep a secret as he always spills before he thinks. Luckily Daniel didn’t even notice and keeps eating his sandwich happily. The beach sounds good right? Seeing Jonah shirtless the entire time sounds great as well. Not being able to get close to him will be the bad part about all of this.

Your room, 11.02 am

You kneel in front of your suitcase deciding what bikini you should wear. You want to look cute but don’t show off too much at the same time. You choose your black triangle bikini and some matching bottoms. After taking it on you braid your hair into two boxer braids and throw on your white beach dress. Putting a towel in your bag then you also get your phone and some sun cream. As you walk outside you room Jonah opens the door of his at the same time “beautiful” he mouths shooting you a wide smile. You giggle some seeing his swimming shorts with bananas on them. “What? Those are sexy” he smirks noticing your facial expression just thinking how adorable you are. Your laugh is already his favourite sound. The others wait already downstairs in the hall. “Finally! Let’s go now!!” Jack runs outside the door already being way too excited for just the beach.

The beach is less than a kilometre away so it’s a short walk. You chat with Corbyn laughing about some stupid Instagram videos he shows you on his phone. After arriving everyone places their towel down in the sand and you get a place between Daniel and Jonah. What else should have happened. Zach and Corbyn run directly into the water as you sit down first. “Can you put sun scream on me?” You look at Daniel but he is already on his way into the ocean too together with Jack. “I will do it for you. C’mon, lay down” Jonah grins grabbing directly the bottle from you being more than happy. You give him a look as you lay down on your belly “Make sure to keep your hands where they belong to Marais” you laugh some trying not to show your excitement and also nervousness right now. “Yeah don’t worry but this needs to be open” he gently pulls the strings of your bikini making it drop to your sides. You feel goose bumps all over. At first you want to blame to the cold sun scream but it’s Jonah. He slowly rubs his hand over your back rubbing it in all gently. That guy really knows how to take his time. He makes sure to get EVERY spot. He lets his fingers trace along your shoulder blades then down your spine. “You have a really nice body, you know” he whispers some as he strokes his hand more down rubbing them over the back of your thighs now. “Jonah…” you warn as he gets his fingers a little too close to your butt. “Sorry” He chuckles some as he drifted off with his movements for a second “all done now”. You smile and after he tied your bikini again you sit up “thank you” you grin and touch his arm sending chills through his entire body.

“Guys come here as well now!” Jack yells from the water and you scrunch your nose a little while Jonah jumped already. “You go I’ll listen to some music” you turn to your bag but suddenly he just lifts you up throwing you over his shoulder. You squeal while Jonah runs into the water with you to where the others are. “Well now you are in. No excuses we are at the beach” he laughs at you. You splash him with water before diving under a moment to get your hair wet. “Let’s play?” Jack asks raising a ball he brought along with him. Everyone stands in a circle and you just pass around the ball for a while. After a while you get out of the water just laying down on the towels.

A group of six girls slowly approaches the boys giggling and whispering. “Oh my god you are Why Don’t We” one of them says squealing just quietly. “Can we please get a picture?” a tall brunette one asks and Corbyn nods “sure”. You lay down on the towel not really paying attention as all of the boys hug the girls and take pictures together. You do look up suddenly as you watch Jonah talking to a blonde one. She is tanned, taller than you, flatter stomach and her legs are well better than yours as well. You take one of your ear phones out to listen to their conversation. You normally aren’t the jealous type but with Jonah it’s something different.

“Well you are quite cute too” you hear him complimenting her back. She leans her weight on one foot making her body look even better, one hand in her hair the other one on his arm. Jonah doesn’t seem to mind. You stare at him but all he does his looking at her while she flirts. You try to calm down. He can do that, you two aren’t dating. But you would lie to yourself if you’d say it doesn’t hurt you. You liked yourself yes, but when you saw how easily other girls wrap a guy around their finger, you can’t help but feel insecure about your body. You look up again seeing how he touches her side now and you feel a bit of anger inside your stomach. After what he said yesterday night and how he acted you were sure he had feelings as well. But was he just like any other guy his age just looking for sex? You think about your ex-boyfriend Darren and the events that took place a few months ago. He broke your heart more than just once, made it hard for you to trust again. You thought Jonah is different. But you really had your doubts right now if he really is that different. You lay down on the towel closing your eyes. You can’t watch all of this anymore. For a moment you just see them hugging then your head turns the other way while listening to some music. You don’t even notice they all sit down again on their towels. Daniel touches your arm. “Hey, we wanna go grab some food. You want something as well?” he asks. You sit up taking your ear phones out “No, I don’t feel hungry. You just go.” “You sure?” he questions thinking directly something must be wrong. You normally never say no to food. “Yep. I’m sure. I just feel a bit tired. I’ll rest here” You lie laying back down. Jonah furrows his brows and grabs his phone “Hey boys I’ll call my dad quickly. I will come to the restaurant in a bit” he gets up quickly. He walks away a few metres just waiting till his bandmates got up and walked away to get food. He approaches you again. “Okay tell me what’s wrong. You already didn’t look happy when we came back here after taking pictures with the fans” he says looking at you. “Just leave me alone” is all you mumble being clearly upset. “No, I won’t before you didn’t tell me what’s the matter now” he says and grabs your arm. You quickly jerk it away “don’t touch me now” you snap a little at him making him raise his brows. You are bad at holding back your emotions. Maybe you are overreacting but you couldn’t care less in that moment. You don’t want someone to break your heart again. “You know what Jonah! Just go back to that Blondie. You looked way happier being all touchy with her. Stop telling me all those things about how beautiful I am when you’d jump into bed with the next best girl that shows some interest” you say rising your voice. He stares at you in disbelief but before he could say anything you already grabbed your stuff running to their house. You feel a tear running down your cheek but there is no way for you to walk back to that beach looking at Jonah. You need to be alone now.

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wdwdonthavelanes · 6 years

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Corbyn: The human body is 70% water. So we are basically just cucumber with anxiety.

Jonah: Excuse me, with the amount of salt and alcohol that I consume, I'm more like an anxiety pickle.

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taesugakookiess · 6 years

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Her II | Jonah Marais🐯

Jonah Marais x Paisley O’Connor Summary: you’ll see. Warning: language. Taglist: @samithepixie @majesticmarais @jackslittleavery@jackaverysboo @jackaverybabe @jackaverx @callykim@heyowdw @blushybesson @beautybesson @lovableherron@clairedoe @trustfundbabby @im-on-something-different@ishouldtakeyoutothemoon @ramenavery @noodles-send-n00ds @seavey-d @averythingzachherron @specialboyseavey Lemme know if you wanna be tagged in future stuff. :)

Oh, fucking great. I guess I should be glad I didn't burst my skull open. But I'm not, I wish I did. He's staring at me in pure confusion. "Myla, stay here," He says, walking over to me. He grabs my arm and helps me up, I nudge him away from me, "Get the fuck off of me," I snap. He frowns, "Why are you still acting like this?" I stare past him, at Myla. He scoffs, "Leave her out of this, Pais. You're acting like a two-year-old." Who does he think he is? I roll my eyes, "Look, I could care less who you date. Just leave me alone, okay? Go back over to your little model." I walk into the house without looking back. I do care who he dates. But it's almost like I can't do anything about it. Which boils my blood. Surely, I look like a total fool, but who cares. "Paisley, honey, are you alright?" Daniel's mother, Keri, asks me. She's so sweet, like Daniel. If I didn't fall for Jonah, I'd probably have fallen for Daniel. His blue eyes, pretty smile, adorable laugh. An angel. There's a big difference between him and Jonah. Jonah's the bad-guy type, eyes that change color constantly, scruffy hair, tall, my type. I bet he's Myla's type, too. Wait. I just got the best idea ever. "Yes, I'm fine," I smile at her. ”Party will start in 30 minutes after all the guests arrive,” Keri announces. The guys walk inside along with their girls and Tyler, Daniel's brother and the manager. I look at Myla holding Jonah's hand, smiling. Gosh, she's gorgeous. Her hair is long and light brown, her eyes are blue with feathery eyelashes, suspiciously smooth skin. It makes me feel insecure about my dark brown hair and green eyes. "Would you boys like something to drink?" George, the butler, does his job. "Yes, I'll take a coffee," Jonah grins. "What type?" "He'll have-" Myla begins. "Pumpkin spice-vanilla brew, not too much cream, with just a pinch of cinnamon to add to the spice of the pumpkin," I say nonchalantly. I can feel Myla staring at me, I turn to see if I was right, I was right. I smirk at her reaction, she looks almost in awe. "That's right," Jonah presses his lips together, somewhat of the embarrassment. Oh, yeah, I'm just getting started my bullshit. I flip my hair as Jonah glares at me. I was jealous at first, now I know for a fact no one can take him from me, we're too close. "So Zach, how's your chemistry coming out," I say. "Pretty good, since you helped me out," Zach winks at me. Just my luck, Daniel sits directly next to me. "Hey, Pais," He shines through his smile. "Hey," I say, smiling. "You look great," He looks me up and down. "Oh, thanks," I actually blush. We actually met eyes, his are so beautiful I can't stop looking. "Ahem," Jonah clears his throat, breaking us from our bond, "Paisley do you wanna make sure George is making my coffee right?" I raise an eyebrow, "No?" "I'll go with you," Daniel laughs. "I'm famished." "No, I'll go Daniel. I'll get you something," He gently rubs Daniel's hand. Sheesh, I think. "Babe," Myla pipes up, "Don't be too long." "I won't," Jonah winks. I try not to throw up in my mouth. He detours us to the living room, "What the hell was that?" "What was what?" I lean back. "You staring into Dani's eyes like you've never seen him before," Jonah snaps. I adjust my dress a bit at the bottom, "That was called none of your business." He clenches his jaw, "It's all of my business, you are my business." I try not to laugh, this is actually pure sexiness. "Jonah, Myla is your fucking business. Remember?" "Paisley," He says as I walk away from him. I liked that. You know what this means? He still has feelings for me... Watch out Myla, I'm coming to take my man back.

TO BE CONTINUED. Feedbacks? I’ll update ASAP.

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whydontwe-fanfics · 6 years

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Vegan (J.M)

Description: When hearing Jonah and the guys mock your life choices, you try a change, but your body doesn't respond so well to it.

Request: could you possibly write one where y/n is a vegan and she hears the boys, including her bf (Jonah), making fun of her behind her back and she attempts to eat meat to try to fit in one night but ends up throwing up and getting really sick and you can go off from there

Warning(s): mockery of vegan lifestyles, swearing, the boys being assholes, angst

PSA: keep in mind this is fiction, I don't know the boys personally, but they're not actual assholes

Word Count: 2.5k

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You were always a vegan, since day one. Literally. Both of your parents have raised you in a vegan lifestyle since you were born.

You were ten when you had your first taste of actual bacon. Your friends went crazy when they found you've never had pork before and when invited to one of their homes, they peer pressured you into trying it, telling you that you'd love it and your parents would never have to know. So you did it.

And it was disgusting. You remember pretending to like it for the sake of your friends, but the chewy fat in your mouth felt foreign and inedible.

You went home crying that day, admitting to your parents' that you had eaten bacon within seconds of walking through the front door. Of course, you weren't punished and your parents wouldn't admit it until years later but they found the entire situation humorous.

Eight years later, and you haven't eaten a single slice of meat since. Your fifteen-year-old brother had given up being a vegan four years prior, but you quite liked the foods you ate.

Many people tend not to get it, which could be a pain when they repeatedly ask if you've ever eaten steak, chicken, duck, etc.

But Jonah had always understood it. Or so you thought.

"What the hell are vegan oatmeal cookies?" Zach asks as he pulls out a pack of said cookies from the cabinet.

"Exactly what they say," Daniel replies.

"I mean what the hell is in it? And who eats this crap?" He puts the pack back into the pantry before reaching for the Chips-Ahoys.

"Vegan stuff," Jonah shrugs. "I don't know, Y/N likes them."

"I forgot she was a vegan," Jack hums.

"You'd think she'd tell us with every breath," Zach says and the guys all let out small laughs at the overused joke.

"So what does she eat?" Corbyn asks.

"Vegan food, I don't fucking know," Jonah rolls his shoulders.

"Is she an 'I heart animals' vegan or an 'my body is a temple' vegan?" Zach rolls his eyes.

"Pretty sure both," Jonah laughs.

You stood in the hallway with your back to the wall, your arms crossed over your chest as you eavesdrop on the mockery going on in the kitchen. You feel your face heat up as you overhear the guys make fun of you, your own boyfriend apart of the teasing.

"I know plenty of healthy people who are healthy and aren't vegan," Corbyn mentions.

"Vegans just like the title," Jonah laughs and your frown deepens. Why was he saying all of this? Was this what he really thought all along? "It's very inconvenient, too."

"I couldn't imagine going to the market with a vegan," Corbyn further teases, making you feel even more self-conscious.

"How do people go without eating meat? I don't get it," Jack scratches his head.

"By simply not eating meat?" Daniel sarcastically replied. "It's her life choice, leave Y/N alone."

If anything you were shocked Daniel was the only one who defended you. You didn't want to cry, but you felt so embarrassed it was upsetting.

With watery eyes, you push yourself off of the wall and hurry back to Jonah's room, closing the door behind you and sitting on the edge of his bed with a heavy exhale.

You glance to the dried fruit on his desk that you had just been snacking on. With a huff you storm over and throw the bag away, turning your back to it just as Jonah walked through the door.

"Hey, we're leaving in a few minutes," he says, reaching for his sneakers before looking up at you and furrowing his eyebrows. "What's wrong? Were you crying?"

"Yeah-uhm, I hit my knee on the desk," you easily lie. "Just teared up."

"You alright?" He walks your way and kneels down to inspect your bare knee. You turn away quickly and head for your phone on the nightstand.

"I'm fine," you shrug. "Where are we going?"

"Some diner downtown," Jonah began to pull his shoes on while he stayed kneeling. "I checked, they have vegan choices."

You nearly wince at the mention, feeling small goosebumps rise on your skin. Was finding a place always a hassle because of you? Is this why he doesn't like you being a vegan? Is this what he meant when saying you weren't very convenient.

"Oh, thanks," you murmur, sliding your phone into your pocket.

"You sure you're alright? Anything bothering you?" He stands back up and wraps his arms around your waist from behind, pulling your back against his chest.

"I'm fine, Jonah," you fake a smile and squirm out of his grip before turning to face him. "Just hungry."

His furrowed eyebrows don't rest, but he inevitably complies and takes your hand in his.

As he leads you downstairs, you feel uneasiness poke at your ribs. You knew the guys didn't know you had heard them, but knowing that they had all been so rude about your decisions was embarrassing and unsettling. You grew to think that they didn't like or respect you.

"You guys heading out?" Jack asks once you guys get downstairs. You divert your eyes from him and shift uncomfortably as Jonah unlaced your hands and wraps that arm around your shoulder.

"Yeah, we'll be back in a bit," he declares.

The entire ride there, only one thought consumed your mind - Would it be too late to change? Maybe the first few bites won't taste good, but that's food being food and taste buds reacting. After a while, you'll get the hang of it and will be eating normal foods in a jiffy.

You grew determined in that thirty-minute ride, telling yourself that you'd just have to trick your mouth into enjoying the taste of pork chops or beef jerky. It couldn't be that hard?

"You've been real quiet back there, Babe," Jonah grasps your attention and you make temporary eye contact.

"Just tired," you shrug. "Could you drop me home after this?"

"Yeah, sure," he slightly frowned before looking back at the road.

You shift in your seat and nibble at your bottom lip as you pull into the parking lot of said restaurant.

"C'mere," Jonah pulled you into his arms right after you got out of the car, his chin resting on your head. "You're going to tell me what's wrong after we eat, okay?"

"There's nothing wrong, Jonah," you deny.

"Y/N," he sternly says. "You know you can tell me anything, right? I won't judge."

How ironic.

You find yourself scoffing on the inside as you pull away from him.

"Let's just go eat," you grumble, walking ahead and away, leaving him confused. He reluctantly follows you into the restaurant.

Your eyes rake the menu, a blanket of discomfort on you because now you're aware that Jonah will judge whatever you decide to put into your body.

When the waiter came around, you had decided not to get anything, claiming that you weren't hungry. When Jonah's food came, you just got a water.

"What if we order you something and you just take it home for later?" Jonah asks, pestering you about your decision on not choosing any of the food.

"I'm good, really," you assure him. "And if I'm hungry later, I'll just order something from post mates."

Jonah eyes you for a few seconds before shaking his head and turning back to the bacon burger and fries on his plate. Your stomach churned at the thought of eating that yourself as you eyed the meal down.

"You want a bite?" Jonah jokes, noticing your stare. You glance up at him with wide eyes.

"Really?"

"I was joking."

You furrow your eyebrows and glance back at his burger before grabbing a knife and cutting 1/3 of the patty.

He stares at you with genuine confusion as you bring the food to your lips and take a bite out of it hastily.

"Y/N, what the hell?" Jonah frowns. "You told me what happened last time you had bacon." He takes the remaining piece of burger out of your hand and places it on his plate. "Why would you do that?"

You don't pay much attention to his words as you feel the flavor of the meat fill your mouth, your jaw repeatedly moving because of how chewy the food was.

You tilt your head to the side at the taste. It wasn't nearly as bad as you had remembered, but it still was unusual.

"I just wanted to try it," you say as the mushiness finally goes down your throat.

Jonah eyed you down for a few seconds.

"What?"

"Was it good?"

"It wasn't that bad," you shrug. "Just not used to that kind of texture."

"So you liked it?"

"No, not at all," you find yourself saying honestly. "But I could get used to it." You grab the remaining piece back from Jonah's plate and put it into your mouth, slightly grimacing.

"Don't force yourself to eat it."

"I'm not," you detest.

"Yes, you are," he argues.

"No, I'm not, Jonah, for Christ's sake," you can't help but snap. A sigh leaves your mouth as you turn your attention to your phone, ignoring his confusion-filled eyes.

It didn't take long for his to request for a styrofoam box and the check, meaning he was ready and so were you.

You both silently head to his car and the tension doesn't die when he begins driving.

It's nearly six minutes after you guys have left the restaurant when Jonah decided to speak up.

"You gonna finally tell me what the hell is up or are you gonna just keep ignoring me?"

You roll your eyes just as a feeling of nausea passed over you.

"Hello?" He calls.

You place your hands on your stomach at the feeling of contents moving around unusually.

"Pull over," you mutter.

"What? No-"

"Just pull over!" You nearly yell and he swerved to the side of the deserted road. You quickly opened the door and rushed out of the car, placing both hands on your knees and throwing up on the side of the street.

Jonah grows himself out of the driver's seat and rushes to your aid, pulling your hair back and rubbing your back.

"Shit," he murmurs as your vomit falls from your mouth on three different occasions, small pauses between the vile feeling. Your eyes watered when it was finally over and you heaved, wiping your mouth with the sleeve of your sweatshirt. "Babe-"

"I just want to go home," you nearly whimpered and his heart fell.

"C'mon," he says in a hushed tone, leading you back into the car and kneeling beside you after you sit down. He places his palm on one side of your face, the frown on his face never subsiding. "It was the meat, wasn't it?"

You merely shrug, not looking him in the eye as the sick feeling doesn't disperse.

"Y/N, why'd you eat it when you knew this would happen?"

"I just wanted to be normal," you finally murmur.

"What? You are normal," he says incredulously. "Why wouldn't you be normal!"

"Because me being a vegan isn't convenient," you huff, finally making eye contact with him. He still looks confused for a brief moment before realization washed over him, his eyes widening.

"Why-why would you say that?"

"Why would you say that?" Your voice cracks. "Is me being a vegan that bad for you?"

"No, no it isn't. It never has," he shakes his head. "I don't know why I said that; I was caught up in the moment with the guys and-"

"You didn't defend me," you felt a tear fall and instantly reached up to wipe it away just before another one was released. "Daniel's the only one who stood up for me while my boyfriend was making fun of me."

"I'm sorry," his face fell. "I'm so sorry. I didn't know how bad it was," he gestured to the vile contents on the side of the road.

"It was embarrassing enough being made fun of by the guys, but you? I would've thought you out of everyone there wouldn't join along," you frown.

"You have no idea how sorry I am," he whispers. "I was- I am a jerk, I shouldn't have said any of those things, I didn't mean it."

"It sounded like you did," you protest but he shakes his head.

"Y/N, I love you and your vegan choices."

"I don't want you lying to me."

"I'm not lying," he deadpanned. "Earlier, everything I said was because I was being an asshole and in the moment I thought more of the laughs than your feelings whether I didn't know you had been listening or not."

You remain quiet, closing your eyes as the sickness built up in your stomach, causing you to grasp at your torso in discomfort. Jonah's face fell and he let out a small sigh.

"The guys are going to apologize to you and I'll do it a hundred more times if I have to," he declares. "Just never do something that would hurt you just because of what I or anyone else says... Is that why you were crying earlier?”

"I thought I could grow used to change and show you guys-" you heave, cutting yourself off.

"You don't need to change because we're jerks," he sighed. "I'm sorry that you had to hear that, God, Y/N, I really am."

You merely nod, not opening your mouth because you feel that the second you do, the urge to hurl will increase.

"I'll take you back to your place so you can rest," he finally concludes, changing his mind. "But I'm not leaving until you feel better."

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i would not have forgiven him so easily, but for the sake of keeping the word count under 3k and happy endings, here you go!! // also didn't know how to end it so the last paragraph is halfassed

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