#jonghyun drabbles

[katrinawritesthings]

Jonghyun/Taemin; nail polish; PG

Okay I didn't exist for a hot minute but I'm back lol check this out

"Painting your nails," Taemin replies, and. Oh. Sure. Jonghyun can smell the polish, actually, now that he's aware of it. "I woke up before you and I didn't want to mess up your nap, so."

Jonghyun hasn't been on as many dates as he likes to brag about having been on, but he has been on enough to know that falling asleep during them is generally frowned upon. Which is why when he wakes up, groggy and disoriented, on Taemin's bed, he has a fast moment of panic. 

He lurches upright, sending pillows flying everywhere, and curses real loud until he realizes Taemin is right next to him, laughing, grabbing at his wrists. "Hey, hey, chill, careful with your hands," Taemin is saying. "It's fine. I fell asleep too." He darts in and pecks Jonghyun's cheek, a simple action that has Jonghyun shivering and warming up all over in an instant. He rubs his palms into his eyes, then flops back down onto his back. 

"What the fuck," he grumbles, blinking up at his babe. His wavy black hair is brushed, his eyes are bright, his smile is pleasant. He doesn't look like he fell asleep. "Weren't we playing viddy game?” He asks. How did they both fall asleep.

"Boring game, I guess," Taemin shrugs. Jonghyun snorts. Must have been. He closes his eyes again, trying to relax. Trying to ease himself awake instead of taking that absolute gunshot as final. Taemin, sitting cross-legged next to him, is still holding on to his wrists, and Jonghyun feels him lowering both of his hands gently palms down on his chest.

"What's wrong with my hands?" he asks. What is Taemin doing with them. "Why do I have to be careful?"

"Painting your nails," Taemin replies, and. Oh. Sure. Jonghyun can smell the polish, actually, now that he's aware of it. "I woke up before you and I didn't want to mess up your nap, so." Jonghyun hears him shrug, feels him gently pick up his ring finger, just barely perceives the pressure of the brush on his nail.

"I hope it's a manly color," he jokes flatly.

"Oh, the manliest," Taemin deadpans back. Chuckling, Jonghyun blinks open his eyes and lifts his head to see. They both know that the only color of nail polish Taemin has is bla–"real men wear pink," Taemin singsongs cutely, carefully trying to follow the curve of Jonghyun's nail bed but getting neon magenta all over his skin anyway. "Fuck," he mumbles. 

A quick glance at the rest of his fingers and Jonghyun is pretty sure that Taemin must have been cursing quite a lot while he was sleeping. But instead of commenting on that, he says, "I didn't know you had pink."

"I got a lot of colors," Taemin says. He reaches into his headboard and pulls out a box, handing it to Jonghyun. Looking in, Jonghyun's eyebrows raise up into his bangs. It's practically an entire rainbow in here, all bold neons. Taemin clumsily rubs some of the excess polish off of the side of his finger before he moves on to add another coat to his middle nail. "I used to do, like, four fingers black and then my pointer finger a color," he says as he works. "But then I started doing the glittery top coat and you can't really see it on the lighter colors, so. Now I just do black and the glitter."

“Mmhmm," Jonghyun hums absently. He knows about the glittery top coat. It's his favorite part about Taemin doing his nails. It makes him think about stars in the night sky. He sits up carefully so he doesn't mess up his nails, then holds the box in his lap. He rifles through it, sorting the polishes by color instead of letting them stay a disorganized mess and reading all of the names as he does it. A lot of them are in the tacky skull containers that you can only get at Hot Topic, and the rest are all different brands and styles, like Taemin would see a color he liked someplace and just grab it without caring about anything else. There's also bottles of nail polish remover, q-tips, nail files, and a fancy little bottle of lotion.

Bored of that as soon as he's done, Jonghyun instead turns his attention to Taemin. He's focused on his work, biting his lip as he hunches over Jonghyun's hand. Jonghyun smiles. He likes this little gremlin. He wants to smooch him. 

So he does, gently tilting Taemin's face up with a finger under his chin and even gentler pushing their mouths together. "Hey," he says when their lips part. "I like you." 

"Gay people real?" Taemin says, eyebrows arched way up. Then, while Jonghyun is chuckling, Taemin kisses him softly back. "I like you too," he says, shy, so quiet Jonghyun almost doesn't hear it. At regular volume, he adds, "let me finish this and then we’ll go outside so we don't pass out again from nail polish remover fumes when I clean up my fucking." He gestures vaguely at everywhere on Jonghyuns fingertips except his nails that are covered in bright magenta. "Mess," he finishes.

"Sure," Jonghyun chuckles. That sounds lovely.

[multidol-masterlist]

PRONTO

© multidol • PROHIBIDA la traducción, copia o publicación (incluso con créditos) de mis trabajos.

[gayashawol]

thinking about how much it would take to get jonghyun mad, like you’d need to really done fucked up to get him this riled up, my guy. you could accidentally spill juice on his new carpet and he’d say in his angelic voice “no need to worry, i’ll clean it up later”, or if you accidentally come 1 hour late to a date because you was “busy getting ready”, he’d just approach you with a smile and say “it’s ok, at least you’re here now.” heck, he’d probably help you hide a body you killed.

what would really piss jonghyun off, is seeing his partner get hurt. someone walking up to them, randomly deciding to do unspeakable things to them in front of their partner. sure, they may not do anything, but if it’s in front of jonghyun… that’s a death sentence. he’s going to jump on that person, swings on them, pins them to the floor and cussing up a storm. if he could, jonghyun might’ve killed the guy if he was out of control.

not gonna lie, i wonder how it would play out!

jonghyun - *is in a good mood* hey, let’s go to get ice cream!

author - yay!

jonghyun - do you want mango ice cream? i can get you that, if you’d like!

author - aww, you remembered my favourite ice cream flavour!

jonghyun - i always do! *kisses author*

a jealous boy - ew-

jonghyun - *looks up* what do you mean ew?

a jealous boy - i said what i said… ew.

jonghyun - ok…? *goes back in to kiss author*

a jealous boy - *pushes the both of them*

author - o-ow!

jonghyun - *gets mad, walks up to jealous boy* bro, what’s your problem?

a jealous boy - *pushes jonghyun*

jonghyun - *beats the shit out of jealous boy*

author - BABY NO-

jonghyun - *pins him down* baby, please move. you don’t want to see me like this.

author - b-but-

jonghyun - MOVE!

author - *runs away*

a jealous boy - p-please- i-i don’t wanna do this anymoreeeee- *cries*

jonghyun - *beats jealous boy until he’s bruised and bloody* are you going to stop harassing couples that are minding their business?

a jealous boy - y-yes-

jonghyun - *lets jealous boy go, walks up to author* a-are you ok…?

author - i-i’m o-ok…

jonghyun - *cuddles author* it’s ok baby… i won’t let anyone hurt you like that again…

author - o-ok…

—

[beabatiny]

𓇼 𝘈𝘵𝘦𝘦𝘻 𝘍𝘪𝘤 𝘙𝘦𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯𝘴 𝘌𝘱.𝘌𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵 𓇼 𓆞 𝘔𝘢𝘵𝘶𝘳𝘦 𝘛𝘩𝘦𝘮𝘦𝘴 𓆞 𓇼 𝘔𝘪𝘯𝘰𝘳𝘴/𝘈𝘨𝘦𝘭𝘦𝘴𝘴/𝘉𝘭𝘢𝘯𝘬 𝘉𝘭𝘰𝘨𝘴 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘢𝘤𝘵 𝘰𝘳 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘣𝘦 𝘣𝘭𝘰𝘤𝘬𝘦𝘥 𓇼 𓇼 𝘰𝘵8/𝘮𝘶𝘭𝘵𝘪𝘱𝘭𝘦 𝘮𝘦𝘮𝘣𝘦𝘳𝘴 𓇼 𓆞 Jealousy Left Unwrapped - @freyaphoria yandere!matz x reader (one-shot) 𓆞 𓆞 Jenga And Jealousy - @hongjoongtime117 ot8 x reader (series) 𓆞 𓆞 Little Accidents - @bombuni owners!matz x kitty!reader x kitty!wooyoung (one-shot) 𓆞 𓆞 Light It Up! - @cybrsan matz x reader (one-shot) 𓆞 𓆞 Mark me as yours - @littlefireball dragon hybrid!yeosang x dragon hybrid!reader x dragon hybrid!seonghwa (one-shot) 𓆞 𓇼 𝘬𝘪𝘮 𝘩𝘰𝘯𝘨𝘫𝘰𝘰𝘯𝘨 𓇼 𓆞 How I Play - @tinyidle idol!hongjoong x reader (one-shot) 𓆞 𓈒𓏸 Important - @yunniverse bf!idol!hongjoong x reader (one-shot) 𓈒𓏸 𓆞 Intoxicating - @atzaurora idol!hongjoong x idol!reader (one-shot) 𓆞 𓈒𓏸 Jealous Oppa~ - @mangomingus idol!hongjoong x reader (drabble) 𓈒𓏸 𓈒𓏸 Kindergarten Love Story - @xomakara dad!kindergarten teacher!hongjoong x police officer!reader (one-shot) 𓈒𓏸 𓇼 𝘱𝘢𝘳𝘬 𝘴𝘦𝘰𝘯𝘨𝘩𝘸𝘢 𓇼 𓆞 Strange Tide - @jagibangbangchan pirate!seonghwa x siren!reader (one-shot) 𓆞 𓈒𓏸 Strawberry Cakes - @skrrts fiancé!non-idol!seonghwa x fiancé!reader (one-shot) 𓈒𓏸 𓈒𓏸 Take me to Paris... - @bvidzsoo mafia!seonghwa x single mom!reader (one-shot) 𓈒𓏸 𓆞 Take My Soul, Take My Heart - @itsbeeble pirate!seonghwa x reader (one-shot) 𓆞 𓈒𓏸 Taste Of You - @callmeagardengnome idol!seonghwa x mukbanger!reader (one-shot) 𓈒𓏸

𓇼 𝘫𝘦𝘰𝘯𝘨 𝘺𝘶𝘯𝘩𝘰 𓇼 𓈒𓏸 Day Off - @sweetiesicheng bf!yunho x reader (drabble) 𓈒𓏸 𓆞 Guerrilla - @sorryimananti-romantic doctor!serial killer!yunho x writer!reader (one-shot) 𓆞 𓆞 Ok, Cowboy - @everyonewooeverywhere cowboy!mechanic!yunho x reader (series) 𓆞 𓆞 Video Game Lover - @crimsonbubble streamer!yunho x gn!reader (thoughts) 𓆞 𓆞 You Right  - @theyungihven bf!yunho x reader (one-shot) 𓆞 𓇼 𝘬𝘢𝘯𝘨 𝘺𝘦𝘰𝘴𝘢𝘯𝘨 𓇼 𓆞 Behind The Mask - @sweetblossomsss king!yeosang x servant!reader (one-shot) 𓆞 𓈒𓏸 Cotton Candy Skies - @shownusgfayoooo bf!yeosang x reader (one-shot) 𓈒𓏸 𓆞 The Doberman - @rems-writing bodyguard!yeosang x rapper!reader (one-shot) 𓆞 𓆞 Velvet Nights - @mingi-s-dimples angel!yeosang x angel!reader (one-shot) 𓆞 𓈒𓏸 Whispers In The Rain - @koyagifs idol!yeosang x reader (one-shot) 𓈒𓏸

𓇼 𝘤𝘩𝘰𝘪 𝘴𝘢𝘯 𓇼 𓈒𓏸 San Comes Home From Tour In The Middle Of The Night - @redzie02 idol!san x reader (one-shot) 𓈒𓏸 𓈒𓏸 Stargazers - @xuchiya non-idol!san x reader (drabble) 𓈒𓏸 𓆞 That's What I Like - @theyungihven millionaire bf!san x reader (one-shot) 𓆞 𓆞 Untitled - @songsanpotato idol!san x reader (one-shot) 𓆞 𓆞 Wonderland - @/goldendynastys yandere!san x reader (series) 𓆞 𓇼 𝘴𝘰𝘯𝘨 𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘪 𓇼 𓈒𓏸 Comfortable Lazy - @skrrts bf!non-idol!mingi x gn!reader (drabble) 𓈒𓏸 𓈒𓏸 Unspoken Words - @koyagifs non-idol!mingi x reader ft.yeosang (one-shot) 𓈒𓏸 𓈒𓏸 Untitled - @dancinglikebutterflywings fiancee!mingi x fiancee!reader (drabble) 𓈒𓏸 𓈒𓏸 Untitled - @everyonewooeverywhere non-idol!mingi x reader (thoughts) 𓈒𓏸 𓆞 Wanted Dead Or Alive - @xomakara cowboy!mingi x heiress!reader (one-shot) 𓆞 𓇼 𝘫𝘶𝘯𝘨 𝘸𝘰𝘰𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘨 𓇼 𓆞 Sleepover - @kitten4sannie wooyoung x reader ft.mingi (one-shot) 𓆞 𓈒𓏸 That's Not Your Food, Woo - @pettypuppy-jonghyun bf!idol!wooyoung x reader (one-shot) 𓈒𓏸 𓈒𓏸 The Baby Bug - @xomakara dad!wooyoung x mom!reader (one-shot) 𓈒𓏸 𓈒𓏸 To Be The One - @cheeseceli idol!wooyoung x reader (thoughts) 𓈒𓏸 𓈒𓏸 Untitled - @thelargefrye idol!wooyoung x ninth member!reader (one-shot) 𓈒𓏸 𓇼 𝘤𝘩𝘰𝘪 𝘫𝘰𝘯𝘨𝘩𝘰 𓇼 𓈒𓏸 Amusement Love - @koyagifs best friend!idol!jongho x reader (one-shot) 𓈒𓏸 𓈒𓏸 Inevitable Ending - @wwooyology prince!jongho x servant!reader (one-shot) 𓈒𓏸 𓈒𓏸 I Wished For You - @nightbeforethend bf!jongho x reader (one-shot) 𓈒𓏸 𓈒𓏸 Surprise, Surprise - @dancinglikebutterflywings bf!non-idol!jongho x reader (drabble) 𓈒𓏸 𓈒𓏸 Untitled - @bombuni bf!jongho x reader (drabble) 𓈒𓏸

[yunazxxx]

lara raj x megan skiendiel

cw ; toxic relationship, confusion (on megan's end), lara's toxic as fuckkkk, miscommunication, possesiveness, obsession, etc???

wc ; 0.4k - drabble

-

the ginger laid on her bed, texting her girlfriend that she missed her -

@mmeimeei : i miss you so muchh - the ginger had sent her fourth text in a row, lara had been busy for the morning, but she would be returning. while it was only four messages, one was a paragraph of how much she loved lara. the ginger never deleted it, wanting the redhead to see how much she really loved her. once the redhead's account went active, megan texted again -

@mmeimeei : haiiii :3

@lararaajj : hi pretty girl - lara read over the texts megan sent, and she smiled to herself. lara was making her way to megan's place while they talked, and megan said she felt embarrased, lara asked why she felt that way and megan tried changing the topic.

@lararaajj : what the fuck do you mean? why are you embarrased, nothing you've said is embarrassing. are you talking to some other bitch?

megan didn't know how to reply, actually, she wasn't even given time to reply because lara was already bamming on her door. she was knocking hard enough that megan's front door was moving, megan opened her door to seeing the firey stare from the redhead's eyes.

"l-lara.." megan said but she walked right passed her, ignoring megan's existence. megan shut the door and followed her, lara went to the ginger's room, and sat on the bed. "care to fucking explain?" lara said, megan tried to find her words.

"i-i.. well, uhm i wasn't talking to anyone else i just felt that way" and lara nodded, "it's ok" she replied, her energy being different from her normal happy energy. megan sat on the bed, laying her head on the redhead's shoulder.

lara moved over, and megan pouted, "at least talk to me?" and lara shook her head, "are you still upset with me?" megan asked, "i was never upset baby, you know i only want you to myself." lara said and looked at megan. "but that's not the case i see." megan started panicking, "nono it's just you, i'm yours please"

while megan was panicking lara held the ginger's face, and kissed her, "there's no other bitch, right" just us?" she asked her and megan nodded, "yes, o-only us. i love you so much, please i'm sorry" and lara smiled, "i love you too" they sat in silence for a while, "you know what'll happen if someone else got involved baby?" lara asked the younger girl, and she shook her head, "no"

lara nodded, "just don't fuck around and find out beauiful." megan nodded, feeling scared of what's to come but knew if she played it safe and was careful, nothing would happen. megan didn't really know if lara meant this or not but she was terrfied of what the older was capable of.

[tiramissu09]

Morning Glow

synopsis: you (y/n) wake up before your husband on a Sunday morning and study him, wondering how you both even got together.

song choices to listen to while reading: 

Body by Summer Walker

Orbit by JONGHYUN from SHINee

Natural by G-Soul

warning(s)/story notes: gender neutral y/n, nostalgia, hints of last night’s activities (iykyk), silent serenading, naked imagery, a little nod to the JJK lore, POC y/n

MINORS DON’T INTERACT

author note: My first fanfic, y’all! I feel like, instead of using janitor ai (don’t use it, it’s hella addictive and made me burn through my money), I could use my imagination and potential to write something for my main beloved, Nanami Kento. I love this man and in my head, we are living together in Malaysia, having the time of our lives, haha. Also, I thought I was going to do a quick drabble, but I got into my feels, haha. 

Please, please give me feedback and critique so I can improve on my writing. Thank you and enjoy!!! <3

The chirping birds started to grow louder and more annoying outside the large French windows with the soft, peaching-colored morning light streaming in, faint flapping of the pale curtains echoing with shared breaths. You groan softly against your white silk pillow along with your blurry vision, from your deep slumber, as you rub your eyes and look around, dazed. You felt the light breeze of the open ajar window on your bare leg, out of the fluffy blanket, contrasting with the deep warmth soaked into the mattress from the sleep. 

Your eyes move around, to anchor yourself into reality, until they settle down at a large, ivory back which had light red scratches along with crescent moon shaped indents littered over his rugged muscles, rippling with each soft breath. His messy golden blonde hair that you loved to run your fingers in, slightly swaying with the early dawn breeze, along the warm yellow sunlight, giving him that morning glow that made him look…like a god, a figment of your imagination. 

Last night’s memories were reeling in like a blurry movie, reminiscing on your stomach with your head and facing his back, as you remember his sweet deep chocolate eyes, his slightly pink blush on his face, and…my god, those large, veiny hands all over your body, rough but gentle on your soft skin. 

Sighing softly, not wanting to wake him up yet, go down this deep spiral with your fingers itching to touch him….how did you even meet this man? Was it at the office Christmas party where he was wearing that ridiculous, fluorescent green elf costume as your white-haired boss had made me for a pay raise? Or when you both bumped into each other in the hallway before math class during senior year, your nose bleeding as you bumped into his chest too hard and he assisted you to the nurse’s office?.....no,no…..oh my god! How could you forget?

It was that night…..that night where you all were freshman in high school and it was the camp site trip that you all had to go to as a bonding activity for all the new students which you were part of. You remember you were really nervous as a tiny, little 13 year old. You were new to Tokyo and Japan, overall, not looking like the others and the culture so vastly different from yours which made it difficult to fit in, your family or teachers help you with. This was nicely added with you going through puberty, the whole nine yards of acne and changing body, made you more quiet and shy to talk to others. 

In your ensemble of light washed jeans, your oversized purple flannel shirt and black Converse high tops, you were sitting on the wooden benches near the camp-fire under the starry, twilight sky, shivering slightly from the cold, autumn night in the forest near Kyoto. You were alone, with everyone talking to each other excitedly, with some others playing games and singing karaoke, and watching all the kids with a small smile on your face. 

Then, you felt a warm blanket around your body, causing you to have goosebumps all over your skin. You looked up with wide eyes from the brushing of their fingers on your neck to the warm presence behind your back, surprised and making you jolt up, but a soft hand pushed you down to sit back. “Sorry, did I scare you?” His soft and low voice, almost purring, caused you to shiver more but you held back your reaction as you turned your head completely around, wanting to know who it was. You caught those soft, brown eyes, reminding you of that deep brown honey under the sunlight, making you feel more awake than any other coffee.

You quickly get out of your reverie and stutter out as you brush your hair back, looking away. “No! Not a-at all…just got surprised.”,offering him a smile as you try to not to fluster even more. You notice his blonde hair, straightened to the T and his bangs covering his eyes which you didn’t like but didn’t say that out loud, and his black shirt with a band name you never heard of with his black skinny ripped jeans. 

You clear your throat as you look into his eyes, “H-hi, my name is f/n l/n….what’s your…name?” You were fidgeting with the soft, baby blue wool blanket with your fingers, as you both sat next to each other with your knee brushing against his, ever so slightly. He grins a little more as he had a deadpan face before, making your heart and insides all melted and mushy inside, showing his pearly whites. He says in that voice that you could just listen to all the time. “Kento….Nanami Kento…but you can call me Ken.”

You memorize that name, as it was tattooed to your naive heart, as you nod slowly and say quietly. “Nice to meet you…Ken.” You both sat there in silence with all the loud commotion around you both. You didn’t know what to say as the tense silence was swallowing you up and you quickly ask and at the same time, looking at the bright scarlet camp fire, “You should go hang out to your friends…”, peeking to the side to look at his face longer, but looking away when he caught your eyes and your face becoming hot with each passing second. 

He sighed loudly as he stretched his legs out and watched the white-haired hyper kid screaming happily at the black-haired boy who looked so done with him, but had a small smile. After some moments of more silence, Kento spoke with a small smile and turned to face you, “You looked….lonely….like me and…”, now looking away as you caught some peach-colored blush on his cheeks. “You looked like you were glowing…like the fire.” 

You remember how you became quiet, flustered and frozen by the compliment and you remembered you thanked him meekly which was so cute and how you hit yourself internally for how dumb it was. However, the rest of that night, you both started to talk more freely and understood that you both had a lot in common, in terms of family background and not really fitting in due to your particular tastes. 

Despite being amicable acquaintances all through high school and losing contact when entering university, once you both reunited, it felt right. You both were meant to be together and glowing in each other’s arms and affection. 

You were shaken out of your deep thoughts as you felt the bed rustling lightly. You looked up and saw his face turned to you now. You were slightly surprised by the sudden appearance of his handsome and rugged face, but you quickly smiled widely, “Good morning, honey.” Snuggling closer to him and him taking you in his buff arms, making you all so warmer, he murmured in your messy hair, his morning voice low and reverberating through your body, “What were you thinking about so hard, darling? You laugh softly as you nuzzle your face in the crook of his neck and your arms around his shoulders, and whisper muffled against his warm skin that smelled like sandalwood and musk, that was so unique to him, “I was just thinking…..how you were glowing…..like the sun.”

[punin10ded]

I was always aware of SHINee as their debut was while I was in high school, I knew a few songs myself due to just basically living on the internet. They're one of my husbands main groups, so I heard a little more of them when I met him, and a little bit of Onew's and Jonghyun's solo work.

Under the thingy, this got long

So after becoming a "proper/official" kpop fan with Ateez, I've been expanding, and learning more about SHINee was, of course, a short jump. I've been enjoying their music, mostly the title tracks so far while going into the B sides when I have the time to sit. We've watched interviews, variety shows, performances, etc.

So during this time I found out Jonghyun is my favorite out of the group. His voice is amazing/distinct, his writing is amazing, and I find his personality charming. Since then I've slowly listened through his solo work over the course of a few days. Again, wonderful work. I went into this knowing he was no longer around. When I realized he was my favorite member I did feel happy, but I definitely felt upset considering...well. Yeah. His work still moves me, and watching him still makes me laugh as well as many other emotions. But I'm sad. I want to see where he would be today, I want to see the work he would have made. I'm mad at the forces that failed him. As I've been familiarizing myself with him, it feels like I'm leaving flowers at a resting place. I'm just sad. I wish I had been around during his life. I'm also very much trying to push back on the feelings that my sadness isn't...valid? But that's mostly just my own mental illness. Anyway this has become a drabble.

It seems a lot of the fandom prefers to celebrate what he left behind. I'm sure I'll get there at some point, but for now I'm gonna sit through my feelings. Maybe then I'll be able to see things post 2017. But if a part of him is in any of forces the universe, I hope he knows that people are still finding and appreciating him. I think he's amazing, and a shining star.

[lalisaswritings]

Masterlist

Quick info: under-aged members will not have anything romantic or smutty written about them no matter what!

fluff

smut

angst

Trapped (series coming soon)

NCT

Nsfw links #1

Nsfw links #2

Johnny:

Drabble #1

Taeyong:

(nothing yet...)

Yuta:

(nothing yet...)

Kun:

(nothing yet...)

Doyoung:

(nothing yet...)

Ten:

(nothing yet...)

Jaehyun:

(nothing yet...)

Winwin:

(nothing yet...)

Mark:

(nothing yet...)

Renjun:

(nothing yet...)

Jeno:

(nothing yet...)

Haechan:

(nothing yet...)

Jaemin:

(nothing yet...)

Chenle:

(nothing yet...)

Jisung:

(nothing yet...)

Sion:

(nothing yet...)

Riku:

I Dare You Too… (nsfw links)

Yushi:

(nothing yet...)

Jaehee:

New School pt.1

Ryo:

(nothing yet...)

Sakuya:

(nothing yet...)

TXT

Yeonjun:

(nothing yet…)

Soobin:

(nothing yet…)

Beomgyu:

(nothing yet…)

Taehyun:

(nothing yet…)

Huening Kai:

(nothing yet…)

IVE

Gaeul:

(nothing yet...)

Yujin:

(nothing yet...)

Rei:

(nothing yet...)

Wonyoung:

(nothing yet...)

Liz:

(nothing yet...)

Leeseo:

(nothing yet...)

SHINee

Onew:

(nothing yet...)

Jonghyun:

(nothing yet...)

Key:

(nothing yet...)

Minho:

(nothing yet...)

Taemin:

(nothing yet...)

Stray Kids

Bangchan:

(nothing yet...)

Lee Know:

(nothing yet...)

Changbin:

(nothing yet...)

Hyunjin:

(nothing yet...)

Han:

(nothing yet...)

Felix:

(nothing yet...)

Seungmin:

(nothing yet...)

I.N:

(nothing yet...)

[marvelous-llama]

NU'EST recs

most of the mentioned works is 18+ NSFW, MINORS DNI

tumblr is based on reblogs not likes, so please reblog and comment under works you like. Show love to the authors and appreciate their hard work

<<next chapters

pls don´t hesitate to hmu, if any of mentioned links doesn´t work or you have suggestions for more fics... thank you so much for all the love and comments

OT5

one shots

series

one shots

Checkmate by @absconditum-imaginaerum

Jonghyeon x fem!reader (wc - 4.6k) friends to lovers, mutual pining - fluff, crack, suggestive

friends to lovers by @warmau

Jonghyeon x gn!reader (wc - 0.7k) friends to lovers, theatre AU - fluff

series

Step by Step by @doomdoomp3

Jonghyeon x fem!reader classmates to lovers, university AU - fluff, angst(ish) You’re in Law School and live in a big house with some of your classmates. The boys live downstairs and the girls on the second floor. You’re not too close with some of them, especially with the guys. But then, Easter is here and you can’t go home to visit your parents, neither Jonghyun can go. That’s when you two start to get closer. part 1, part 2, part 3, part 4, part 5, part 6, part 7

one shots

ghost of you by @kpopsfic

Dongho x gn!reader (wc - 1k) - angst kang dongho is left behind by the person he dreamed of spending the rest of his life with for reasons he has yet to discover, only to be disappointed when he uncovers the truth.

series

one shots

I Thought I Hated You by @prettywordsyouleft

Minhyun x fem!reader (wc - 3.6k) roommates, enemies to lovers - angst, fluff, romance Living with Minhyun and his incessant nagging was hard enough to endure, and yet as time went by, you found things to appreciate in him.

intentions by @goodnightkisseu

Minhyun x fem!reader (wc - 0.9k) university AU - smut Minhyun was someone you said that you would never get involved with. You knew the mask he hid behind, but when he reveals his true self to you, everything comes crumbling down...

Breaking Free by @prettywordsyouleft

Minhyun x fem!reader (wc - 4.4k) royal AU, arranged marriage - angst, romance, fluff Your whole life had led up to this point, marrying Prince Minhyun had been every girl’s dream. Except yours.

Mingle by @goodnightkisseu

Minhyun x fem!reader (wc - 3.2k) strangers to more? - fluff

The Art Of Brewing by @ongnable

Minhyun x fem!reader (wc - 3.8k) gumiho! Minhyun, supernatural, soulmates AU - fluff

Friends to Lovers by @warmau

Minhyun x gn!reader (wc - 2.7k) friends to lovers, university AU - fluff, angst(ish)

Morning Call by @baka-writings

Minhyun x fem!reader (wc - 0.9k) established relationship - smut You and Minhyun were on a late night date. After date you invited him to your place for a night, beacause he finaly had some days off. However it was just an innocent night where you just cuddle and talk then fall asleep in each other's arms. You don't want to rush things neither Minhyun wants so both of you feel comfortable.

drabble by @minhyuwun

Minhyun x fem!reader (wc - 1.8k) established relationship - crack, smut, fluff maybe inviting minhyun inside the fitting room w/ you wasn’t such a good idea

a fun night by @minhyuwun

Minhyun x gn!reader (wc - 2k) retrospective, strangers to lovers - fluff, crack lonely valentine’s night takes a turn when you meet a stranger

series

one shots

Plane Pals by @spacequokka

Mingi x reader (wc - 3.1k) - fluff Bumping into your celeb crush at the airport and sitting together on the plane.

Fated to the Past by @killjoy-loveit

Mingi x gn!reader (wc - 1.3k) soulmate AU, 1st person PoV, time travel AU With panicked breathing, I had to carefully but quickly maneuver through the building- over piles of rubble from the ceiling, under fallen pillars and branches the dangled through the ceiling.

series

[katrinawritesthings]

Jonghyun/Taemin; cookie : ); PG

Sometimes it's the quiet little things uwu

Jonghyun wakes up pretty confused because he doesn't remember falling asleep in the first place. He remembers slapping his Rise of the Guardians DVD into his old PS2 and starting the movie. He remembers lying down on the floor in the living room with a pillow pulled off of the couch and a blankie pulled off of his bed. He remembers getting nice and comfy and enjoying the first... half? Maybe third? Of the movie. He guesses that's when he fell asleep because now the TV is playing the DVD title screen on a loop.

Another thing he doesn't remember is Taemin coming home from work but that must have happened at some point too, because he's here on the floor with Jonghyun, head on Jonghyun’s right arm, eyes closed, drool puddling and dripping down his bicep into the carpet.

Jonghyun smiles to see him. He's so cute. He leans over to press a tiny kiss to Taemin's hair, then relaxes back into his pillow and blinks at the ceiling.

He could start the movie again. Or–his tummy rumbles under the blanket. He doesn't know how long he was asleep but it's probably been too long since he last ate. He should probably get up and go make food.

He doesn't know how to do that without waking Taemin up, though. He doesn't want to interrupt him if work tired him out so much today that he wanted to nap. Taemin is a heavy sleeper, true, but this has to be just a little catnap or something. He can't be completely out. Jonghyun isn't entirely sure that he can ease his arm out from under Taemin's head without disturbing him. 

After a few minutes of deliberation, his tummy growls at him again and he decides that he's just going to have to go for it. He props his free left hand on the ground, ready to push himself up, but his fingers brush against something on the way. A paper bag; he grabs it and looks at the logo on the front. A paper bag from Taemin's favorite little cafe by his work.

Looking closer, Jonghyun bites his lip against a rush of giddy emotions when he sees what's scrawled on the bag in orange sharpie. It's just three things: his initials, a scribbled out heart, and then another heart next to that. Jonghyun glances at Taemin as he picks the bag up and holds it in his lap. The little gay baby probably drew the heart the first time and then got embarrassed about it and scratched it out and then got embarrassed about that and drew another one.

Opening the bag as quietly as a paper bag can be opened, he peeps curiously inside to see what Taemin got for him. There's a big cookie frosted with white chocolate and sugar sprinkles to look like a bunny, a blueberry muffin, and a cinnamon roll oozing with so much glaze that it smears all over the inside of its wrapper.

“Score," he whispers to himself. His three favorites.

He pulls the cookie out first. He bites off its round little tail before placing it, crumbs and sprinkles and all, onto his blanket. Then he reaches for the controller by his hip, starts the movie again, and fast forwards to the last scene that he remembers. It's a little loud, so he grabs the TV remote and turns down the volume down next so it doesn't wake Taemin.

Finally, for good measure, he leans over to smooch Taemin's sweet little head again. He feels too loved to not love Taemin back right this second, even if he is sleeping. He'll tell Taemin again when he wakes up. He has a feeling that Taemin will say the same thing. 

[inspired-by-the-music]

jaaneman // जानेमन  // جان ِ من (persian, n.) - “soul of me”; gender-neutral word for sweetheart or darling

genre: fluff

note: this drabble was requested by shinee loving anon! using this list of words, please feel free to make a request!

All week, Jonghyun wondered if you knew that you were his favorite part of every day. Your words encouraging him through texts on even the busiest day, your voice greeting him as soon as he walked through the unlocked door to your tiny office in the small shared apartment, your smile beaming at him across the dinner table every night, your eyes grinning at him over the top of your book every time he sat at your feet on the couch, your breath faint against his lips when he leaned in for the latest kiss of millions-- he loved them all.

He told you one day as he laid his head down on your desk, watching in unrestrained awe as your brow furrowed and your lips quivered while your pen scribbled on the pages of your newest composition book. His voice was such an airy whisper that you knew he didn't require an immediate response. 

Often, conversations like this spanned several days. Jonghyun would reflect on something for days before ever opening his mouth, and then you would consider his words carefully. You would carry his voice around the apartment and onto the sidewalk and onto the bus and into your often into your office, where you would record it on paper, missing far too many of his mannerisms and inflections and breaths and everything that made his voice his. Beautiful. 

Conversations with him were rarely brief, rarely (maybe never) shallow. Swimming in the depths of your soul with Jonghyun was your favorite part of living. Sometimes (maybe always) you thought that was what you were born to do: speak to him, hold him, love him. 

So you told him one night as you laid your head on his chest and started mapping onto his skin the constellations he introduced to you. Then, he would carry your voice around the apartment and onto the sidewalk and into his car and into the studio, where he would record it in a song, pouring all of his efforts into matching your mannerisms and inflections and everything that made your voice yours. Beautiful.

[chim-chimchii]

The Best Gift (Jonghyun)

Genre: Fluff

Warnings: This might be triggering for some so please take caution reading. There isn’t anything inappropriate or insensitive. Just something cute :)

Note: This is my Christmas present for @certainhappiness !! I hope you like it Ash 💛

. . . . . . .

Even on Christmas, Jonghyun had a small schedule that you didn't understand, but he assured that he would be home to share a meal, open presents, and spend some quality time with you. So with his promise in mind, you laid out his pajamas, made sure that the food was cooking, and brought out the presents you had been hiding from him. Even though he also promised not to sneak peeks at the gifts, you knew better. You had barely sat down next to the mock fireplace heater when the door opened.

"I'm home!" Jonghyun called out. He kicked his shoes off and hung up his coat that still had snow flurries stuck to the fabric.

He shuffled into the living room and stopped upon seeing you next to the heater attempting to warm up your toes. He chuckled lightheartedly.

"You're so cute." He commented as he made his way to crouch down in front of you to greet you with a quick kiss.

"Let me change, and we'll begin our very own Christmas as a family." As soon as the word "family" left his mouth, Roo entered the room, excited to see him. Even she had matching pajamas. Jonghyun picked her up and carried her to the room with him.

You heard Roo running back into the living room, followed by Jonghyun, who was looking a lot more comfortable. He sat down in front of you; the Christmas lights twinkled in his eyes, which made your heart melt. He reached for your hands.

"Merry Christmas, my love." He held your hands sweetly.

"I'm sorry we're celebrating so late." His gaze went from your eyes down to your interlocked fingers.

"It doesn't matter what time we celebrate just as long you're here with me." You leaned over and kissed his cheek.

That action caused a blush to rise on his cheeks. To break the flustered moment you were both sharing, you turned to the beautifully decorated tree to your right. The excitement was building; you had been waiting all year to share this special moment with him.

With the decorative wrapping paper creating a sea on the floor, your loving boyfriend helped you up to help with the cleanup, but instead, he pulled you into a tight embrace.

"Thank you for the gifts. They're perfect."

You gently squeezed his sides. "You outdid yourself. I have no clue how we're going to fit any of the gifts in our room." Together, you both glanced at the pile of boxes next to the tree.

"I think we'll have to manage or just move to a bigger apartment."

You rolled your eyes playfully at him.

"And what about next year? Are we just going to move to another apartment to fit those gifts?"

He looked up towards the ceiling as if he was thinking, then looked back down with a sly grin.

"Yes."

You chuckled at his ridiculous answer and rested your head against his chest. You stayed like that for a while, just enjoying the feeling of being in his arms. Jonghyun hummed into your hair, also enjoying the moment.

"You know all these gifts are amazing, but do you want to know my favorite one?"

He loosened his grip on you and waited for you to take a guess. You bit your lip, trying to remember which gift got the most reaction out of him.

"The little camera that we can put on Roo's collar to see what she's up to while we're gone?"

Jonghyun laughed as he made his way over to the pile of presents. Instead of coming back with a box, he came back with one of the giant bows you had put on of the boxes.

"A bow?" You questioned with a confused expression. He didn't answer, but instead, he placed the bow atop your head.

"Out of all these gifts, you're my favorite one." He cupped your cheeks and guided your face close to his, his lips mere centimeters away from yours.

"Marry me?" He whispered. Your eyes widened, and you pulled back to make sure he was serious.

Jonghyun pulled you back to him. "Please?"

You nodded slightly before closing the small gap between the both of you.

Moments later he mumbled against your lips.

“I’ll take that as a yes.”

[prettywordsyouleft]

Could you do a Jonghyun (shinee) drabble with a secret crush?

Hey anon, I’ll write this for you, but I think this will be my last time writing for Jonghyun. I didn’t realise how difficult it would be to do so when I have written for him once in the past. Regularly seems too much for me to do and since I recently wrote for him, I think it’s best I take in how I feel emotionally about doing so. In Shinee stuff, I’ll always include him, but from here out, I think it’s best for me to step back. Sorry if this upsets you <3

My idea isn’t quite so secret crush, but more so a confession. I hope you don’t mind, but when the idea came, I knew I had to write this!! 

Pairing: Kim Jonghyun x reader

Word count: 398

________________

“Y/N, can you look through these reports for me?” he instructed, trying to not catch your eye in the process. 

You thankfully barely lifted your gaze from your computer screen to the stack of reports your manager had just placed down on your desk and nodded. “Sure. I’ll see to them by the end of the day, Mr Kim.”

“Do make sure you thoroughly check each one,” he reiterated before leaving your cubicle, darting back to his desk at the front of the room and taking a seat. Willing himself to not look in your direction, Jonghyun managed ten whole minutes before he peered your way.

Nothing. 

Checking his phone to make sure he hadn’t missed a notification, Jonghyun sighed.

Perhaps she’s busy, he thought to himself and attempted to go back to work. However, he was distracted for the rest of the day, waiting for you to find his personal message in between the files.

It was cliche, even he knew so, but Jonghyun wanted to romance you the best way he could in an office situation. After conversing with Kibum, he knew approaching you in front of everyone else would no doubt be embarrassing, so he didn’t go with that suggestion. Jinki had mentioned sending you a text about wanting to talk privately, however, Jonghyun didn’t want to stress you out before confessing. Minho had proposed shouting the department out for drinks and using liquid courage to his advantage. And finally, he’d gone with his Taemin’s suggestion of writing you a letter.

Which was sitting in between month-end reports right now.

Office hours were nearly up for the day and you still hadn’t reacted. Had you even read his letter? Were you that put off over the lack of professionalism that you were ignoring him. 

Was this a rejection?

Dragging his feet, Jonghyun went to leave the office when he realised you were still at your desk. “Y/N, is every...”

You were slightly snoring on top of the stack of files he had given you, the letter poking out midway still. Smiling softly, he reached for the written confession before gently waking you. Grappling with the sudden interruption, you cringed at Jonghyun. “Oh, I’m so sorry!”

“It’s okay, it’s been a busy week.”

“Still, I didn’t get through your request yet.”

Jonghyun further pushed the letter behind him and smiled. “Don’t worry, Y/N. There’s always tomorrow.”

________________

My ask box is open for this week’s Chelle Chats!

[beabatiny]

𓇼 𝘈𝘵𝘦𝘦𝘻 𝘍𝘪𝘤 𝘙𝘦𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯𝘴 𝘌𝘱.𝘚𝘪𝘹 𓇼 𓆞 𝘔𝘢𝘵𝘶𝘳𝘦 𝘛𝘩𝘦𝘮𝘦𝘴 𓆞 𓇼 𝘔𝘪𝘯𝘰𝘳𝘴/𝘈𝘨𝘦𝘭𝘦𝘴𝘴/𝘉𝘭𝘢𝘯𝘬 𝘉𝘭𝘰𝘨𝘴 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘢𝘤𝘵 𝘰𝘳 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘣𝘦 𝘣𝘭𝘰𝘤𝘬𝘦𝘥 𓇼

𓇼 𝘰𝘵8/𝘮𝘶𝘭𝘵𝘪𝘱𝘭𝘦 𝘮𝘦𝘮𝘣𝘦𝘳𝘴 𓇼 𓈒𓏸 Dramatic Ass - @srslyscary ot8 x reader (texts) 𓈒𓏸 𓆞 Friends!? - @starillusion13 poly!yandere!ot8 x reader (series) 𓆞 𓈒𓏸 From Storm To Sunrise - @ad0rechuu yungi x reader (one-shot) 𓈒𓏸 𓆞 Game Over - @mingi-s-dimples topaz x reader (one-shot) 𓆞 𓈒𓏸 Gone - @srslyscary mafia!ateez x mafia!reader (one-shot) 𓈒𓏸 𓇼 𝘬𝘪𝘮 𝘩𝘰𝘯𝘨𝘫𝘰𝘰𝘯𝘨 𓇼 𓈒𓏸 Forgotten Melodies - @vampwritesstuff non-idol!hongjoong x reader (smau series) 𓈒𓏸 𓈒𓏸 Glares & Snuggles - @skrrts non-idol!hongjoong x gn!reader (one-shot) 𓈒𓏸 𓈒𓏸 Guns & Kisses - @hee0soo mafia boss!hongjoong x reader (one-shot) 𓈒𓏸 𓆞 Guns and Tiaras - @crimsonbubble mafia!hongjoong x reader (thoughts) 𓆞 𓈒𓏸 Hades - @lilacmingi hades!hongjoong x reader (one-shot) 𓈒𓏸 𓇼 𝘱𝘢𝘳𝘬 𝘴𝘦𝘰𝘯𝘨𝘩𝘸𝘢 𓇼  𓈒𓏸 Inner children - @xuchiya non-idol!seonghwa x reader (drabble) 𓈒𓏸 𓈒𓏸 Lego Friday - @solaris-amethyst non-idol!seonghwa x reader (one-shot) 𓈒𓏸 𓆞 Little Brat - @mingtinysworld bf!seonghwa x reader (one-shot) 𓆞 𓈒𓏸 Maleficent - @lilacmingi maleficent!seonghwa x princess!reader (one-shot) 𓈒�� 𓈒𓏸 Me And My Husband - @the-midnight-blooms ceo!dad!seonghwa x scientist!mom!reader (one-shot) 𓈒𓏸

𓇼 𝘫𝘦𝘰𝘯𝘨 𝘺𝘶𝘯𝘩𝘰 𓇼 𓆞 Luck - @minkieater non-idol!yandere!yunho x reader (one-shot) 𓆞 𓈒𓏸 Morning Buddy - @everyonewooeverywhere bf!yunho x reader (one-shot) 𓈒𓏸 𓈒𓏸 My Home - @yunniverse bf!yunho x reader (one-shot) 𓈒𓏸 𓆞 Office Secrets - @xomakara manager!yunho x employee!reader 𓆞 𓆞 Perhaps In Another Life - @outlawinthisworld1117 priest!yunho x fleabag!reader (one-shot) 𓆞 𓇼 𝘬𝘢𝘯𝘨 𝘺𝘦𝘰𝘴𝘢𝘯𝘨 𓇼 𓈒𓏸 Thunder Buddies - @yeonmuse non-idol!yeosang x reader (one-shot) 𓈒𓏸 𓈒𓏸 Until I Found You [Part One] [Part Two] - @edenesth prince!yeosang x princess!reader (two-parts) 𓈒𓏸 𓆞 Winner Takes It All - @ja3hwa best friend!yeosang x best friend!reader (one-shot) 𓆞 𓈒𓏸 Would You Choose Him Over Me? - @solaris-amethyst non-idol!yeosang x reader (one-shot) 𓈒𓏸 𓆞 White Silk - @skrrts non-idol!yeosang x reader (one-shot) 𓆞 𓇼 𝘤𝘩𝘰�� 𝘴𝘢𝘯 𓇼 𓈒𓏸 Home is where you are - @evandsolo idol!san x reader (one-shot) 𓈒𓏸 𓆞 In For A Ride - @ssweetreveries non-idol!san x reader (one-shot) 𓆞 𓈒𓏸 Kiss, Kiss, Fall In Love - @itstheghostofmypast bf!san x reader (one-shot) 𓈒𓏸 𓆞 Kitten Fever - @kitten4sannie hybrid!husband!san x reader (one-shot) 𓆞 𓈒𓏸 Late Night - @sweetiesicheng idol!san x reader (one-shot) 𓈒𓏸

𓇼 𝘴𝘰𝘯𝘨 𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘪 𓇼 𓆞 Missing Out - @songmingisthighs dilf!mingi x reader (one-shot) 𓆞 𓆞 Mr. Mingi - @sugarnspice630 wonka!mingi x reader (one-shot) 𓆞 𓈒𓏸 Nail Polish - @atzaurora bf!mingi x reader (one-shot) 𓈒𓏸 𓈒𓏸 Older, Wiser, And Hotter Than Ever - @skrrts non-idol!mingi x gn!reader (one-shot) 𓈒𓏸 𓈒𓏸 Pretty - @no1likejoongie husband!mingi x reader (one-shot) 𓈒𓏸 𓇼 𝘫𝘶𝘯𝘨 𝘸𝘰𝘰𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘨 𓇼 𓈒𓏸 Fried Egg - @jjoongstar chef!wooyoung x reader (one-shot) 𓈒𓏸 𓈒𓏸 Giggle Fits - @pettypuppy-jonghyun bf!wooyoung x reader (one-shot) 𓈒𓏸 𓆞 How To Tame A Brat Tamer - @k-hotchoisan non-idol!wooyoung x reader (one-shot) 𓆞 𓈒𓏸 I Can Hear The Sea - @daemour non-idol!wooyoung x gn!reader (drabble) 𓈒𓏸 𓈒𓏸 I Don't Want Your Sorrys, I Want You Safe - @dvrktvnnel mafia!wooyoung x reader (one-shot) 𓈒𓏸 𓇼 𝘤𝘩𝘰𝘪 𝘫𝘰𝘯𝘨𝘩𝘰 𓇼𓈒 𓏸 Strangers To Friends To Lovers - @adelusionforyourthoughts soloist!jongho x soloist!reader (texts) 𓈒𓏸  𓈒𓏸 Talking To The Moon - @livsateez bounty hunter!jongho x reader (one-shot) 𓈒𓏸 𓆞 The Pool - @beenbaanbuun non-idol!jongho x reader (one-shot) 𓆞 𓈒𓏸 Try Again [Part One] [Part Two] - @edenesth assistant!jongho x new maid!reader (two-parts) 𓈒𓏸 𓈒𓏸 Unspoken Pain - @koyagifs non-idol!jongho x reader (one-shot) 𓈒𓏸

[5hineelight]

we are the stars.

you didn't really know what he was talking about to be honest. you never knew. but you never could find it in yourself to say so and make him think he's bothering you. the smile on jonghyun's face as he talked about the different stars and mythology behind the constellations is something you would never dare to ruin. instead, you buried your head into his neck as he talked. he stopped to laugh softly, before continuing.

yep, definitely aren't bothered, you thought when his face shined as he spoke. in fact, when he stopped after his mouth got dry, you wish he hadn't. you wanted to hear more of his rambling, more about the thing he is so passionate about.

however, the silence allows you to observe the beauty of your lover, your best friend. you wonder how did you get so lucky to find someone like him. how did you manage to find your soulmate in this lifetime? you've lived life after life, centuries passing without him. and now, finally, you are here besides the man who people would think hung the stars in the sky with the way you look at him. he basically did, you had the urge to argue. in my galaxy, he's the reason they all shine so brightly.

"i'll buy a star for you," jonghyun says, breaking the peaceful silence. you were both still lying in the field, staring at the sky you'll probably never have the chance to again. there aren't really any stars in seoul unlike here in yeongyang.

"is that so? which one?" you ask playfully.

"the brightest one i can find. i'll travel just to find it for you." you look into his eyes with a teasing glint to only have his be seen with a different emotion. your smile lowers as you look at the man curiously before it hit you. he was serious. and it scares you how serious jonghyun was. how seriously he loves you.

what you didn't know is that he's scared too. he's scared of the intensity of his love and how deep it goes.

what he didn't know, however, is that you can easily reciprocate that love. you sit up, getting out of his embrace slightly so he can hear you loud and clearly. "i'll find you the biggest one in the sky. i'll get you the sun."

jonghyun laughs lightly, a laugh you can observe for years, for centuries, and learn new things. the way his head tilts back slightly, the way his mouth opens up widely, the way a melodic sound comes out of it, the way his eyes crinkle. it makes your heart hurt and regret not meeting him before even then you already did. how have you passed by him in all your previous lives and felt your heart beat faster, but not act on it?

the feeling of regret didn't last long as jonghyun pulls you down to be lying next to him again. you are reminded that it doesn't even matter, because you have him now and aren't planning on losing him.

lying next to jonghyun in the silence again, you know that you have nothing to worry about. just like the stars, your love is old, dating back in time. and while it's old, it's also everlasting.

like the stars, you shine brighter than ever in the sky together, even when you die.

---

a/n: i'm posting this a bit late and i'm sorry. i was very hesitant to post this because i was scared it might offend someone or hurt someone. however, i decided to do it anyways because i really do think i worked hard writing this with jonghyun in my mind.

happy birthday jonghyun! you are my literal role model. i love everything about you, from your amazing voice to everything you believe in. you are a true artist and you have helped and inspired so many people, me included. it's weird that you're already 30. i feel like it hasn't been that long since i fell for you. happy 30th birthday. continue shining. I love you, forever and always <3

[kumikeroppi]

I'm practicing this writing style that seems very poetic and hypnotising. It is also inspired by the man himself!

Please give me some feedback on how I could write better! I'd love to hear what you guys have to say! Annoying for me to say this all the time, but please do not harass me at all whatsoever. Writing is a form of a coping mechanism for the events that occurred and isn't supposed to offend anyone. If you don't like my content, just block me. My blog is a ot5 safe space and any sort of vile language or harassing messages over my stories will be blocked.

I see him laying on the floor, looking at the moon in the deep, crisp midnight sky above him. From the look of him, he must've been having a lot of thoughts about where he was and now, at this very moment next to me at the roof of his house.

I was his first girlfriend, and he had never thought that he would ever be with someone as loving and caring as I was. Seeing how he would reminisce about how he used to me, he would continuously think of himself as he was this young and naive little boy, constantly having thoughts that he wasn't good enough and that everything happening now was just an illusion.

Every time he forgets my name, a teardrop falls from my eye and I wouldn't even dare to look at his face when really, his body would spasm out of his consciousness and would tell him that he was still 14.

He never truly believed his age was 25 when I made him look at his ID that was inside of his wallet, making him stand up from his place and reach out from his back pocket to reveal a small leather fabric that his late father gave him. He could see his name, age, date of birth and even when he got his driver's licence. Yet, those cards would grab their legs and run away as his mind starts to play those dirty tricks on him.

He was having a midlife crisis, but he hasn't even used the age of 30. It was the most bizarre thing I've ever witnessed. Traumatic events could be due to his behaviour, but I've never seen it this bad at the point where he would feel like a stranger whenever someone says his name.

Now he's looking back at me, still with his tears in his eyes. He swiftly started panicking, thinking that he was going to lose me. I don't ever want him to feel this way, and so I leaned in for a warm embrace. I felt his arms behind me closing in, making me feel safe. His head was on his shoulder, with teardrops clearly pouring out. I stroked his head and I whispered to his ear that I'll never leave him, no matter what.

"I'm right here, Jonghyun."

I'm so sorry it was a bit sad, but that was all I could come up with lol