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[sanityshorror]

Oh no. Poor Julius. Sweet baby boy. He deserve none of what was done to him. I already knew about the priest and that if something I fear with morbid curiosity to know how bad it was. This is combined with his father.... heartbroken. 😓 It is not possible for one to have empathy for him. Could one even stand a chance in his place, no I do not thinks so. It makes me feel like I barely can blame Julius for the person he turned. It seems he never knew any difference. Could this be so normal to JtDM it causes him to believe this is what is simply how things are...?

Oh Julius my poor baby 💔 I wish I could adopt and save him before his fourth birthday.

(Unless I am severely somehow mistaking), this ask is a follow up to this→ [X]← click for context:

I will answer your inquiries — and I will prove a MAJOR CW BELOW CUT — though it's rare I do provide any CW, I do feel I should in this case, such as I did in the previous answer(linked above, click the X)

The abuse by the priest was just as severe as Oran's abuse. Though I planned this to not be revealed until Hellbound is published, I'll actually tell you now (especially since hellbound has become so delayed due to the length (well over 500k+ words) and the fact I'm nearly rewriting it in full for the fourth time Dx). Well, Oran was (cough cough) very close (cough cough) with ‘The Priest‘ (and though I do know The Priest's real name, it will never be revealed to anyone. See, Julius refuses to call The Priest anything other than that — due to what The Priest did to him — and it will be spitting in the face of victims if I were to betray, even though an albeit fictional character, victim's choice to never use an abusers‘ real name).

However, and unfortunately, Oran and The Priest were far from the only ones who abused Julius so, so, so beyond horrifically. Lucien (Julius' psychiatrist from when he was in an asylum at 15 for roughly half a year), was the ‘nail in Julius' coffin.’ Yes, Julius was far gone beyond repair by the time he met Lucien. But Lucien truly shaped Julius into the monster which he is now. Lucien encouraged, praised, and rewarded Julius for the monster he was turning into. Lucien (at the time 36) had and still has Julius convinced that they were in a real relationship when Julius was merely 15 at the asylum. So, yes.. Lucien was well over twice Julius' age when they were in a so called "relationship" (obviously this is actually CSA). This is a HORRIFIC case of grooming, and it is told in horrifying but necessary graphic details in my upcoming novel, The Cure to Kill Happiness.

Now, let me be clear: there were many more people who raped and/or knowingly took advantage of Julius.

So, yes, Julius absolutely does see extremely, beyond extensive, abuse as what's normal. It's why Julius is convinced he was a good father. After all, he ‘only’ emotionally/mentally and physically abused his own children. Which is, in his mind, very kind and much better than good parenting. He never saw his children in a remotely sexual manner (...at least when they were children...) and even the idea of taking his belt off his pants to beat them with it made him sick to the stomach. And so severely sick to the stomach it would give him flashbacks as well as cause him to violently puke out of disgust. Julius is not a pdfile which is definitely the only good thing about him (he's in fact exclusively attracted to men who are older than him and also cold corpses).

And finally, yes, I wish I could adopt and save him as well (if he were real). Though, one could never have shaped Julius into a genuinely good person. He was born with rot inside him that was destined to come out — it's only the extent that could have been prevented.

Do you still wish to know more? Because things only get much darker. And I will begin getting increasingly graphic in any questions following this one, regarding this subject matter. So do not claim I did not warn you 😅😅😅😅

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[sanityshorror]

Not me realising just now you created JtDM rather than him being your hyperfixation. Couldn't possibly be me. 😶

BWAHAHAHAHAHAHA XDDDD I mean, yes he's my creation but he is very much my hyperfixation as well lol.

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[marycreepypasta]

JtDM s creator has posted shes fine w/ people writing the character ooc or au ^u^

I love Julius so very much 💕 both books sound 👀

OOC for me was going to be TOO OOC as I mostly write with AFAB readers, which his creator state is not ok. Which is something I feared given I don't know the character too well.

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[sanityshorror]

Hi sanity,, this is the same anon who asked to ship my OC and jtDM. Okay I need to apologise for asking about shipping. Julius is new to me yes I was unaware he's homosexual and taken Dx I love KillMaker now their ship is too perfect to ignore,, I HAVE to ship it >0< oh I took your suggestion,, looking into the jtdm and mwtsn Killian. Okay well HOLY SHIT I did not see that coming.. hmm...

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These things ~i don't want to type~ J + K does mixed,, with the intense detailed backstory parts I've been able to so far find on your blog...he is the best crp EVER. JtDM (K too) is beautiful also he's terrifying and a for real creeps. Julius deserves so much more love,, he's the most under rated under appreciated crp when he is the best crp O,w,O can I spam his blog please? TuT

Imma be real with you anon: I expected either no follow up or the exact opposite reaction lmao. Indeed, you have pleasantly surprised me! /Gen /pos

Thank you so much for the kind words about my creations, it genuinely means a lot. If you have yet to read Julius' pasta, though it's tongue in cheek and meant to be really cheesey-tropey, it's definitely a fun read. Even I like to reread it occasionally (and I usually hate everything I write and illustrate, for the matter). If you enjoy the fucked up horror aspects and want to read a book that has much more depth and detail, you can find where to get my book The Man with the Scarred Neck on my website (linked). And ofc, Julius is in it lol. Julius and Killian are my brain babies❤️❤️❤️

You're so right about Julius and Killian being perfect together, quite literally made for each other. As horrible as their actions are, they are just so cute together lol. I really appreciate you respecting Julius' orientation and the canon relationship (though I do not police fan content at all, many people write Julius x female reader stuff, honestly IDC, I don't have that energy and I'm just happy to see people enjoying my creations so much).

As for Julius' RP blog, @juliusthedressmaker (there are NO other RP accounts that are official, I've seen a few so I just wanna make it clear this is the only real/canon one), fuckin go for it. Just be prepared for answers that are not always the nicest, often quite whacky, and lately the fandom has been torturing Julius about feet. 😭😭😭😭😭😭 All I ask is to please try to keep any sexual type of asks pg-13. And please no Julius-dick questions, I constantly am asked about this, literally everyday, on both my blog and his. I ignore the asks but they are fucking exhausting. 💔 Julius is very interesting beyond his, let's say, visual appeal.

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