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Ok i know I'm like REALLY really late to the party (I probably even missed it) but I just got the chance to read Bloodmoon Huntress and I just wanna say...
OMFG IT ALL MAKES SENSE NOW! THAT'S WHY RAYLA HATES WATER! BECAUSE OF KIM'DAEL!
I can't imagine what it was like for her in that moment. If it wasn't for Runaan saving her and Ethari's magic mouse finding her, she would've drowned. It must've been traumatising. I wonder how she'll deal with her water fear in season 5 considering the fact that they will probably spend almost the entire season on a boat which is in the water.
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emdotcom · 17 days
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Tbh, can't believe I'm cutting ties with Fnaf before Batim.
#em.txt#negative#all thr fnaf stuff that's come outta my rbs since the anniversary have just been queued. my queue is huge it takes a bit#anyways#bendy has given me pounds of grief & a lot of it is my fault for like. falling in love with a proof lf concept#& not waiting for the game to come out in full & rushing in to each chapter looking for hints#to a conclusion i made up in my mind & was never ever coming. the ending to game one is quite trash#& while the sequel tries to make the ending in 1 worthwhile it's too little too late#because while a sequel can recontectualize its prequel it cannot erase how it was when it first was released#yeah so like. i figured between how shit the studio heads were & how I didn't like the first game ot the second game#or really the spinoff which i played i am like the only bendy fan i know that played that thing#& I'm not like. super stoked for any of the 3 games they teased in secrets of the machine#which i think is fine btw secrets of the machine is okay but i refuse to judge it as a game because it's an advertisement#i think some of the secrets in that game like the poster one are stupid but most of it is fine kinda cool. glad they got to reuse#all those assets from previous games & also cameo the car from the mobile game#ANYWAYS i figured all this would pile up to mean i would cut off batim. but I haven't. when the next games come out i will#probably at least check out a playthrough maybe play them myself if they seem interesting#meanwhile. like. the fnaf 10th anniversary happened#they dropped a sequel to help wanted. they dropped 2 more fnaf games. & I don't give a shiiiiittt#i woke up the day after the anniversary & realized like. I don't like the games. I don't give a fuck about the books.#the movie has practical effects & was cute but nothing i will think about deeply. the lore is a industrial sized dumpster fire#I don't like the community i only play ONE fan game & i just don't care about this series that used to eat my brain whole on the daily#so i gave it a month. maybe this was just a depressive spike. but no it seems like something shifted in my brain permanently#I don't like fnaf anymore which sucks#but what sucks more is i still like this other piece of shit that has easily given me worse times
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satoruhour · 1 year
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HE PLAYS BASS !
a/n: modern au bc i cant handle any angst rn. i ramble a lot in this to set the scene teehee. not beta read, gn btw / tagging @crysugu @slttygeto @getousex :3
wc: 3k ish
warnings: bass guitarist!geto, soft dom!geto, he is respectful of your boundaries, both geto and reader smoke weed, shotgun kiss, sexual acts under the influence, fingering, clit stimulation, implied second round, implied cunnilingus, dry humping, praise, n*sfw under the cut
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bass guitarist!geto who has had an interest in music and its instruments since being a little boy, practically begging his parents to enrol him in some guitar classes. with fingers strumming the nylon strings alongside complicated chords on the frets felt so right that since then he and his guitar have been inseparable since.
bass guitarist!geto who gets to know the guitar so well that he masters guitar solo after guitar solo, playing songs by ear in his free time and thought lead guitar was all there was to music until the age of fifteen where he stumbles across a song with a bass line that sounded absolutely heavenly — through the 240p quality of the youtube video, he watched the bassist dish out the heavy beats, always in the background yet detrimental to making the band sound complete.
bass guitarist!geto who leaped at the opportunity to buy a bass guitar with whatever money he had to purchase a Squier bass — it was a little shitty in sound but it was cheap, something affordable for a middle schooler. suguru didn’t care. he perfected the use of his bass guitar, already having the basics down from playing guitar; his room is filled with posters, picks, pieces of displaced lyrics.
bass guitarist!geto only has the chance two years later to ask his new friends if they wanted to jam out together and down the line, if they wanted to form a band. it was a clueless band of boys (with shoko of course) in some room of gojo satoru’s luxury house where his parents don’t care to ask him to keep the noise down like suguru’s parents do.
bass guitarist!geto fights to get a spot to audition for one of tokyo’s biggest music festivals a few months later. if they won they would get more recognition, more support, even if they haven’t figured out the specifics of how to operate a band. with gojo as the singer, shoko on the lead and nanami on drums, they would find out what they had.
bass guitarist!geto who breaks that stereotype of the bassist being ignored throughout a performance. he thinks it could be because of his longer hair and his newly bought gauges, and he thought he didn’t look too shabby himself — although he isn’t surprised to see most of the girls fawn over gojo as he sang lyrics of an original song, courtesy of the joint effort between geto and shoko.
bass guitarist!geto who gives judges the finger after they said they couldn’t perform originals at an audition, blacklisting them for future performances — but gojo sees it as a win when he has a hoard of new fans waiting outside to get a photo with him with autographs that differed from each paper his pen made contact with. later, he bursts out laughing when gojo says he hadn’t even thought of a proper signature yet and just ‘did whatever on their paper’.
bass guitarist!geto whose band gained popularity fast because of everyone’s good looks, singing at that same place they auditioned at, but now with repertoire under their belt. it’s then that they’re already all in university, and yet everyone’s still incredibly passionate.
bass guitarist!geto who spots you in the crowd together with your friends, jamming out to their set, but while your friends’ eyes are locked on gojo who’s loving the attention, nanami who can’t give a shit and shoko who’s too focused on her solo, you manage to draw geto’s eyes to you. he spends the rest of the set locking eyes with you, amidst other things like sending you winks and licking his lips until you’re under his spell. all throughout he doesn’t lose the rhythm, but he does slip-up from time to time and there’s a panicked look that nanami sends to geto for messing up his rhythm.
bass guitarist!geto who sees you at his next show alone, smiling up at him right at the front row while he’s trying not to mess up after the last time. this time he has a chance to show you what he’s got in a bass solo, losing himself in the music until even you fades off and you’re truly seeing the bassist for who he is. he’s easing back into the main melody of the song but not before leaning over the speakers with a knee on the floor, hovering right over you before shoko takes over and he’s back to his heavy beats.
bass guitarist!geto who brushes off the teasing after the set ends, only to be bombarded with more of it when he sees you on campus — no way you’re in the same school as him, walking around with your cute outfits and laughing along to your friend’s joke with no care in the world.
bass guitarist!geto who doesn’t have much trouble charming you into hanging out with him, already recognising him from far away when he’s got his long flowy hair and gauges and tight black shirt and tall stature — you aren’t realising he’s asking you if it’ll be okay for you to head over to his dorm room. you’re getting pushed by your friends behind you to say yes with giggles and gossip, and of course you weren’t going to reject the hot guy you missed class and ditched friends for.
bass guitarist!geto who shows you his room and tells you to let him know if he’s made you uncomfortable in any way. in the background, there’s a faded, soft song that continues to play that really completes the dorm, immediately hitting it off until he starts to roll a joint a while later, offering it to you with a raise of his eyebrow.
“oh— n-no it’s fine, geto-san, i don’t really smoke…” you sheepishly turn down the weed, settling instead to watch him and his beautiful side profile, letting him explain to you about bands and guitar and chords.
“thank you for having me, geto-san,” bowing, you’re nothing like the person in the bar that day, geto thinks it’s the lack of alcohol but he doesn’t mind, simply leaning on the doorframe as he nods down at you. his smile is intoxicating and so goddamn attractive you would’ve buckled to your knees if not for the deep breaths you were taking.
“next time, pretty?” geto smiles, a little high from smoking. his eyes are lidded (they usually are anyway) and smile lopsided. his hair’s almost out of the bun.
“yeah, next time,” it sounded so breathy, you bit your lip. “i guess you’d have to find me on campus, though.”
bass guitarist!geto who mutters how you’re a little tease to himself later when he closes the door. he swears to himself he’d get your number next time, but it’s not difficult to find you the next time, hanging around the same place at the same time. it’s like you wanted him to find you — he’s not opposed to it. it’s a few weeks down the road now, and the second time is watching him curiously as he smokes, too. you take a hit and embarrass yourself completely in front of him though, and while you’re fighting for your life, you’re not opposed to the buzz it gives you.
bass guitarist!geto who’s opening the door to you the next time, surprised to see your dishevelled state and a pillow between your arms, walking almost a block like this to the next building where his dorm was. he offers to make you some tea and you shake your head, feeling a pounding headache already coming on just from explaining that your roommate was an asshole.
“you can sleep here if you want to, okay?” you sigh, thanking him immensely because even after knowing him for such a short period of time, you’re comforted by his presence.
“at least satoru’s not here,” you laugh at that, nodding tiredly before you’re settling on gojo’s bed after insistence from the other. he wouldn’t care, he’s always going back home anyway, don’t know why he wanted to share a room with me. but before you can get settled in, you hear the familiar crinkling of the paper and the click of the lighter and the smell of weed fills the room again.
again, his hand is outstretched, holding an ashtray below him as the tip of joint glows a red, calling out to you yet reminding you of the way you coughed the other night.
you crawl off his roommate’s bed, snatching the cig out of his hand in a way to prove something to yourself before taking a big puff. this time you’re better, letting the drug flow through your system, but tolerance is another thing, because it only takes another hit for you to be smiling drowsily at the other while geto is a little high, too, eyes rolling to the back of his head when your hand traces over his arms and you giggle.
“you w’nna kiss?” geto asks quietly, a little soberly, having talked late into the night while you hang off his arm and slur your words. but now you know you’re feeling a little more sensible when you can feel your heart pound and your eyes widen despite their need to close.
“i meant it, doll. you’re fuckin’ stunning,” suguru mumbles, the coldness of his rings sending a chill down your body, but also a spark to your core, “you look exactly like the day i discovered bass.” and it’s like cupid fully shoots his arrow through your heart — because have you heard the man play? you’re speechless at his point, only mustering a nod before you’re leaning in.
he hums drunkenly as a way to ask you to wait a min, manoeuvring you onto his lap before he’s taking the almost vanishing joint into his hands. two more puffs are perfect for the cigarette to be discarded and so with a gentle hand, he holds onto your nape while he tries not to get hard from having you on his lap. slowly, your lips wrap around the other end of the joint, taking in another influx of the drug before he does too.
bass guitarist!geto who pulls you towards his lips a little roughly but he doesn’t give you what you want (what he has in mind is much, much better), rather leaving his lips ajar as he exhales the smoke from his mouth into yours, your own smoke already dissipating. weirdly, this burn is more prominent, probably because all you can focus on are suguru’s dazed eyes and the way they burn through your skull. you inhale the smoke before you feel his soft lips on yours.
geto hums into your lips, coming off of them periodically to allow the smoke to disperse, but the moment is so intimate and hot that you blow away the smoke and lunge forward to wrap your arms around his neck.
“no more pullin’ away, geto-san…” you’re trailing off, words messily whispered against his lips and you burn at the chuckle he sounds out, muttering back a question of consent. you’re nodding, reeling at the speed at which he places his hands on your thighs, dragging you further up his front until you rested on his pelvis.
“kissing me like you can’t breathe and you’re still calling me by my last name? i’m wounded.” geto pulls away and defies your rule — you think he’s the only one who can do that. pouting, suguru pushes away the hair enclosing your face. “c’mon, drink, sober up a little.”
“...i like it like this,” you murmur, ashamed as to how readily you leaned into his touch. his stare is piercing though, not budging until you’re gulping down half the cup.
“throats turn dry when we smoke, princess. we can do it more when you’re more used to it, alright?” geto explains, patting your thigh and ignoring the tensing of them around his own. he’s trying so hard to act nonchalant, but he can’t get the image of you parting your lips for the smoke out of his head. the way your eyes flutter close, how you wanted more of him.
“alright… suguru,” you sigh out the name and geto wishes he could hear it somewhere else, “but can we—” the high is getting to you, making your hormones go into a frenzy and you’re grinding on his lap. geto hisses at the feeling, of your cunt brushing against his bulge. your hips are inexperienced, but you’re going by feel, drawing little circles and moving back and forth; whatever that brings you pleasure.
“baby— f-fuck…” geto swears when you pair it with the lips tha kiss down his cheek and jaw and neck, hands on your hips guiding you as you try to chase your high. but a whine from you draws geto out of his daze and he almost cums hearing your needy voice, begging him for something, anything.
“’m tired, suguru,”
he knows, grinding is a tiring thing, so rather he opts for you to lie on him with your back to his chest. by now, the room’s filled with the smell of weed and arousal, asking once again if he could take off your pyjama shorts. geto smiles at the lack of underwear but he says nothing, eyes latched onto the strings of juices that connect your pussy to the shorts.
“my baby ready to be touched?” he feels you nod, loving the way your stomach contracts and expands at the hand that travels over your clothed tits. there, he squeezes them, rubbing fingers over the hardened nub but soon creeps towards your centre. his hand and fingers are so much larger than yours, covering your whole core easily when he cups it and the contact is enough to make you mewl.
“hurry,” your hips hump the air.
“patience, darling,” geto’s gravelly voice cuts through to your ear before he finally draws languid circles upon your clit, rubbing and pressing on your bundle of nerves. his whole body burns from seeing you react so cutely, all cause your eyes couldn’t leave his on that stage. now your eyes were rolling up and over, little moans leaving your lips just from his hands.
bass guitarist!geto who seems to know all your pleasure points in one night, kissing the spot under your ear, to talking you through your orgasm. you were enamoured by the guitarist that you’d let him do anything to you, obsessed with the way he never missed questions of “is this okay?” and “tell me to stop”. geto is just as besotted by you, the arch of your back, the call of his name. god, he was going to write so many songs about you.
“think you can handle a finger, baby?” suguru whispers, caressing your twitching thighs from your first orgasm. with a shaky “yes”, geto plays with your hole, smearing your juices around your sex and getting it all on your thighs. the bashful suguruuu! has him laughing, taking your lips into another kiss as an apology.
“sorry, sweetheart. love teasin’ ya,” muffled words are said, “goin’ in.”
your jaw drops even more when geto first inserts a finger, so much wider and longer that a long moan escapes you. the stretch is so good, everything you’ve ever imagined after watching his fingers travel over the bass strings, and you’re already asking for a second finger. when he does oblige, your hands fly to grab at his wrist.
“feel good?” he chuckles at your lack of an answer, rather responding by clenching around his fingers and leaning back more into his hold. geto sets a pace, thrusting his fingers in and out of you. he thinks it’s enough of staring at you and almost gets whiplash when his head turns to his hand — from the way he disappears into your dripping cunt, he thinks he’ll cum untouched, although your desperate hips also would play a part.
“feel s’good, suguru— shit…” geto groans lowly into your ear when he feels your hand replicating the circles he’s made on your clit, juices starting to collect in his palm from how wet you were.
“you keep clenchin’ around me, baby, you w’nna cum?”
your body is more vocal than your voice, twisting and thrashing from how his fingers already feel so good. the haze and the smell of geto suguru and the weed in your system is all overloading on you at the moment, but in between you’re able to nod, fingers rubbing at your clit while geto’s speed picks up a little.
your legs naturally spread, each slap of his palm against your pussy paired with the lewd noises only making the whole thing better. it’s not long before you feel that familiar feeling, using your right hand to direct him to you once more and it’s here you see the man you saw on stage before: focused, flushed, small smirk on his face. “gonna cum.”
“yeah? are you?” geto asks against your lips, still tasting the faint aroma of the joint. your eyes are so heavy and your limbs feel like lead; it’s a wonder how both your hands are moving on your soaking wet pussy.
“yeah, sugu, s’sensitive—!” geto coos softly at your whimpers before capturing your lips, swiping his tongue over your bottom lip and your orgasm comes crashing down on you. suguru effectively swallows your moans, groaning on his own end when he can feel your cum running down his hand. slowly, he lets you ride through your orgasm, pressing pecks on your skin and shoulders.
“attagirl. so much cum, hm?” your chest is heaving, whining when he removes his fingers and there’s a cute little squelch from the juices, gasping softly as geto separates his fingers and there’s strings connecting his middle to ring finger. “dirty girl.”
you scoff softly with a smile, eyes following how his fingers make his way into his mouth. the other only hums before carrying you bridal style to the shower with a sweet smile on his face. geto suguru was certain he’d worship you.
“gotta taste that cute little pussy next time.”
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subarashiihibi · 5 months
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BEAUTIFUL ANGEL WIFE IZAYA ORIHARA!!!!!!! 🥰😘👨‍❤️‍💋‍👨😭😎🔥🫶🩷
i can't quite put into words what exactly izaya has meant to me over the past 8 years. one, it sounds really corny and i go off into at least 30 different tangents about all the little things that make him so endearing to me, but also i just dont really know how to sound eloquent and stuff. that being said, a lot of the person i am today is (for better or for worse) thanks to izaya, so i think if i leave it at that you can at least get it a little bit. ^_^
i was really excited to set this year's display up. i changed the room i used this time, since i got a new desk, and it was...kind of a challenge at first, but after moving around a bunch of furniture and whatnot, i made it work...!
i had to forego putting up a few other things... namely the rest of my bromides and postcards, but also all my shikishi. i need to invest in some way to display them... i also had two(!!) dakimakura... i had to leave out this year. </3 and the cardboard cutout i made when i was 16. 😭
as usual, i have a lot of stuff to say about this entire thing and the stuff around it, so i... will leave my rambling under the cut. (^□^)
my god putting this thing together was hell. i said 'challenge' earlier no this shit was like a fucking war omfg. the clear files kept falling i was miserable and praying to god (im not even religious). and then i had to tape behind the big izaya balloon poster cause it's covering my doorway and it kept getting pulled back to the door...? and it looked stupid. 🤦‍♂️ i wasn't originally gonna put the tables in here either. i really wanted to be able to fit the bed sheets on the walls. but i couldn't... and i needed more room to put the pillows and stuff, so it ended up working out perfectly.
(the only reason i didn't want to use tables was cause i didn't want something covering up izaya's sexy exposed feet in the china poster... 😟)
i was (finally) gonna get a cake this year, but after having the stress of two exams back to back this week and exams next week, i...was too exhausted lol. hopefully next year i won't have an awful overnight job or school making me miserable. (as if i'm not still gonna be a student next year☠)
the amount of durarara merch that's come out the past few years has left me feeling so spoiled... i hope they do a mail order for the 20th anni merch... i want all the izaya stuff without the crazy markups from resellers online🤬
also plz don't judge my toploader deco skills too much... i am not very experienced... and i also don't have a lot of stickers to work with... 🥺
at any rate... at this exact time last year, i was suffering inside the confines of my local walmart... i was working overnight, and my break was at 12am, so as soon as it hit, i ran out to my car to excitedly celebrate the date changing to may 4th...!
and then during my lunch break, i drove to the whataburger next door and did another 10-pull on the izaya birthday kuji while in the drivethru.
i didn't realize this until i started taking stuff down in my room (this is my bedroom... i can't realistically keep two large tables in here and a poster covering my doorway. i had to crawl under the table just to get in and out. my knees still hurt.), but... i actually forgot something i wanted to include... my izaya lightstick... 💔💔💔 it's okay. i will live. i'm happy with my setup as a whole so i have no qualms with this. i just need to make sure i don't make the same mistake next year.
on a (slightly) unrelated note, yesterday (may 3) was the 19th birthday of my favorite album ever from my favorite band ever, fall out boy's from under the cork tree! i was so happy when i found out it's right before izaya's birthday cause fall out boy as a whole has so many izaya coded lyrics it's crazy. (btw, their debut album tttyg came out on the 6th as well...!)
and then tomorrow is cinco de mayo... it's not a coincidence... latina izaya truthers rise up...
anyways...! i'm finally learning how to draw properly. the reason i was always so miserable when i tried before was cause i never knew what i was doing. i didn't know where to start from. because...i didn't use references...so hopefully i can draw something cute for izaya's birthday next year. ^_^
that's all i have to say...! i woke up early this (yesterday) morning at 9am so i could be there at 10am when midnight hit in japan, and it's already 3am on the 4th, so i'm exhausted lol...
i was so excited seeing all the izaya bday fanart on twitter though. all the beautiful artists making beautiful art...
but i've spoken too much now. sorry. i'm going to spend the rest of my night listening to fall out boy before i eventually pass out. bye bye !!!! ^_^
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beanghostprincess · 8 months
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Sanji transitions to a woman living her best life with her crew. The vinsmokes find out the typical reactions indifference (They're kind of like kaido. Yeah, they're terrible, abusive, neglectful but they're not transphobic Jud is but the siblings are not).
Her sister is upset that she never got to spend time with sanji as sister.
Ichiji doesn't like that she looks so much like their mother it makes his feel something he doesn't know what it is happiness sadness maybe both but not enough to truly care about his sister.
yonji feelings are complicated. He's really angry, really angry. Looking at her bounty just makes him scowl she looks so nice and pretty. She also looks so happy and free not worried about judgment or slander from family and peers he hates it. He hates this weird feeling and he hates sanji. She's happy and living her life with her loving and accepting crew and he's stuck at home unable to open up about anything without backlash
( the weird feeling is envy specifically gender envy. Trans girl yonji she would be the most cold hearted girl on the planet but she'd be so pretty)
Niiji stopped caring about Sanji when she left the second time. Her being a girl now doesn't change anything and besides you could see the signs from mars of course she's a girl. He used to watch her play with her sisters doll all the time before throwing them in the moat
Jud nobody cares about his opinion
Transfem Sanji my beloved yayyyyy I love these asks!!!!!!
Reiju would be extremely happy for Sanji, of course, but a bit sad she couldn't be able to help her sooner. Because maybe- And this is unfair but- If maybe Sanji had been born a girl, perhaps Judge would've let some of the stuff she did slide the way she let Reiju be a little bit more emotional. Everything would've ended up the same, yes, but Reiju can't help but wonder. And also, she's dying to see her and her crew again to finally spend time with her sister. She isn't sure if she'll ever be able to do it, but Sanji's wanted poster kind of keeps her hopes up.
Ichiji is conflicted. Because he shouldn't care about Sanji at all. He doesn't care. Is she a girl now? Good for her. Whatever. She can do whatever the fuck she wants with her life. And yet he keeps finding himself staring at her wanted poster rather often, and seeing her mom in her. And he- He didn't care about his mom either. She's dead. It doesn't matter. But there's just something about Sanji now that makes him feel... Warm and melancholic and he hates it. He tries to avoid the subject completely.
Ohmygod- I love the idea of trans girl Yonji being jealous of Sanji's life and having gender envy. That's- That's so good. She shouldn't be able to feel like this and she should not want these things like her sister but she wants to be like that. Be free like that. And that makes her so, so angry and violent and she's constantly talking shit about Sanji only to feel better but it only makes her feel worse.
Niji is... Complicated. Because he doesn't care. But I think he'd also be jealous of her. Like- Jealous of her being happy and free. But he accepts it better than Yonji because Yonji goes all sentimental and violent and visibly jealous about it while Niji tries to be more like "Huh? I don't give a fuck about her. Why should I? Why do we even keep mentioning her? And besides, you didn't know she was a girl? It was obvious from a mile away. Not that I care. Because I don't care. She rejected our pretty kind invitation to the family again because she's an ungrateful bitch, anyway" but he actually does care and it frustrates him but, anyway, it's not like she's here anymore so he doesn't think about her. I also think he'd be annoyed about her looking like their mom btw he says she doesn't deserve it since it was her fault she died (and then he realizes what he said and he shouldn't have said it because in theory, he doesn't care about their mom dying).
And you're right, nobody cares about Judge. But I think it'd be funny if he complained about Sanji and misgendered her all the time while the siblings keep getting the pronouns right and they kind of... Defend her? To some extent? They start to develop stronger feelings as time passes by and I just think it'd be great for them to finally lose it with their dad because "at least she managed to find herself, we don't even know who we're supposed to be" and it doesn't matter which one of them says it, because it affects all of them equally and they have the biggest identity crisis ever only because their sister finally is happy and they want to be like that too.
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Hi Nalyra! I remember that in some promotional material Santiago was described as "scheming to take control of the coven". He appears in a judge costume at the trial. There are also multiple shots of Armand looking distraught from the backstage (?). You think this is how Louis remembers it and/or how Armand narrates it, presenting it as orchestrated by Santiago and minimizing Armand's involvement? In general, how do you think the trial will go? I keep thinking about Armand's "I only failed Louis once in my life, and it wasn't in San Francisco" (San Fran part is pretty interesting too, btw! Implies that something that happened there can be possibly read as Armand failing Louis). Also "You've remembered"...Remembered what? How thre trial went or that Lestat didn't die? Ugh, so many questions, the rest of the season can't come soon enough!
Hehehe no it cannot!!!
So I firmly think we will get to see two versions of the trial, though it might be that Armand will only tell Daniel the other one? Maybe?
In any case I think some of the responsibility will be shifted to Santiago at first, but Louis definitely knows that it was Armand in the books and so I do think that will be made clear in the show as well.
I think the first version of the trial will have Lestat accusing Louis and Claudia, and Claudia's diaries being brought in as proof. Armand will be watching from the back boxes.
I am not sure if we will get the full second version of the trial this season, or if this will be something for s3, but in any case I think that the trial... will have the flashbacks. That will be the moment when the revisits happen, because the justification for Lestat's "murder" was episode 5 and following. The logical conclusion: they had to kill Lestat.
And I think that will be when the tale will break once more in Dubai (as well?), and when... well. Maybe some other things will come to light, too. Though, as said... for example the "Frankenstein" moment, which has been foreshadowed in episode 1 and all the posters already... might only be between Daniel and Armand. We'll see.
In any case I do think Paris is what Armand is referring to there - because he failed Louis there.
He let it happen. He wanted it to happen, because Claudia... was in the way. And unfortunately he couldn't love her.
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this is SO funny because it’s a fawning NYT puff piece that can be summarized as
Elizabeth Holmes is a mother now! Isn’t that wonderful:) woman and child and family:) she’s finding herself:) be happy for her:)
everyone has been soooooo mean to her because she “committed medical fraud” and “lied to sick and disabled people” 🙄 but ummmmmm it’s actually just because they hate powerful women :/
Ms. Holmes’s defenders, stretching back to childhood, said in letters to the court, and in conversations with me, that the feverish coverage of Ms. Holmes’s downfall felt like a witch trial, less rooted in what actually happened at Theranos, and more of a message to ambitious women everywhere. Don’t girl boss too close to the sun, or this could happen to you …
“There’s an unspoken lesson for female executives: you’re allowed to be successful but not too successful,” Jackie Lamping, a Kappa Alpha Theta sorority sister of Ms. Holmes at Stanford, wrote in a letter to Judge Davila, who oversaw the trial.
Ms. Holmes said she believed that making herself the poster girl for women in tech put a huge target on her back. She regrets being the subject of fawning magazine covers (though I imagine the authors of those stories regret it more). “I never lost sight of the mission but I think I did of the narrative,” she said. “The story became this story that was totally snowballed away from what we were actually talking about.”
that’s all it is, literally no reason to actually read the article, pathetic but nothing unusual for NYT
btw neither user in this screenshot is even a radfem as far as I’ve seen (though the OP feels that maybe teachers should out trans kids to their parents, especially since since social transition often “leads to more medical interventions”)—just Dumb in an Identifying With Powerful Women way
but even aside from radfems, how many internet feminists are just chasing the high of when they first dunked on a reddity MRA type in 2010, to the point where they can’t even imagine that it could possibly be right to Side Against A Woman in any context?
“the men on the timeline are big mad”—is this really how you engage with the world? knee-jerk agreement with anything that lets you feel smugly superior about being a woman? just completely turning your brain off so you can feel good about epicly owning the men? what’s the actual point of this other than jerking yourself off?
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Group D, Round 3, Poll 4:
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Yor Briar
She loves her life making sure her Real Job of Assassin is kept secret. She even willingly enters into a fraudulent marriage to make sure her secret is safe. She don’t even tell her bro! She got this job to keep other (children) from joining the *war traumatized* club. Did I mention she is an assassin, city hall employee, wife, mother, and sister all at the same time? And she is *insanity* strong.
Makima
"I mean I guess she's gonna get submitted a gazillion times so you already know her. She could easily be the poster girl for this tournament. She is the QUEEN of 3Gs. Spoiler alert but everything she does has the precise objective to manipulate everyone around her and discard those she has no more use for. She will make you fall for her without you even noticing it. She will destroy everything else in your life to make you utterly dependent on her. She aims to make the world in her image."
She constantly manipulates everyone in the story, up to manufacturing their exact living conditions to get them in the position she wants. Canonically everyone is compelled to love her *just because*
that's literally all she does, her job description, her entire character
i fucking hate her for every reason and way she gaslights gatekeeps and girlbosses (which is many). make her win.
That was made for her lol. Huge spoilers for chainsaw man obv. She groom a homeless teenager, give him a house, a family then kill them in front of him to traumatize him so hard so chainsaw man can take back the control of his body (makes no sens like that but that's not the point), because she wants to use chainsaw man to eradicate every fears in the world (cause there're devils based on humans fears but again that's not the point). She's creepy as hell, does she have a heart ? Probably not. She also controls the devil hunter organisation stuff (while being the control devil but no one knows that). She can control anyone she judge inferior with chains, and she judges almost everyone inferior to her so it's kinda op. People loves her tho, they think she's neat (she's not)(in chainsaw man btw)(like, lot of guys are in love with her, probably cause she manipulate them)
Spends the entire series manipulating Denji to make him emotionally dependant on her. Constantly manipulating and using everyone around her.
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NESS DESERVES BETTER NESS DESERVES BETTER NESS DESERVES BETTER
gang okay anon 🤞🤞🤞🤞 ask and u shall receive 😈😈😈 (idk if youre asking me to write or literally juust saying ness deserves better [HE REALLY DOES MY POOR BABY :((]) but like yeah ask and u shall receive 😈😈😈 (i'll distract u by answering with this crack thing mhm mhm)
just imagine being roommates with ness and he has this life sized, height accurate, abysmal cardboard cut out standee of michael kaiser. 
(okay so im gonna yap on this a bit) (might turn this into a fic or smth idk please tell me how u feel abt this bc i dont know how to write ness LMAOAOSODA)
so like at first, you guys are like ‘ok im chill w u bro’ and he’s like ‘ok bro’. like all that awk stuff at first. and like u establish house rules like alternating when taking out the trash, cooking for the other and alternating when cleaning the living space (except for ur rooms [you prohibited e/o from entering your rooms at first 😭😭😭])  
but like overtime, you both get closer obv cuz you’re literally living and breathing the same air as each other. so like, you establish a rule that every month, you guys do your annual cleaning together (for team bonding in your words) which includes the bedrooms now (cuz you’ve gotten a glimpse of how messy ness’s room is whene     ver he sends u a picture of the goldfish in his room 😥😥😥) 
so like here you are now in ness’s room. then u turn the lights on and you’re like “what the fuck is that 😟😟😟😟😟😟” and it’s just the kaiser standee staring at you guys from his bedside table 😭😭😭😭 AND THE WORST PART IS…
every corner, every metre of the wall and every furniture inside of ness’s bedroom either has kaiser merch or his fuckin’ face 😭😭 (you’re p sure you also saw an edited poster of him and kaiser at the altar 😦😦😦😦😦) so like you tease him and all that which ended up in u being kicked out and BANNED from his room 😓😓😓
but like u beg him to let u clean his room because you’re sure mans not gonna live past 50 cuz of how dirty and dusty his room is 😭😭😭 plus he keeps all his windows shut and his room smells like dookie poo and sweat 😓😓😓 
(you still tease him until now btw) 
OKAY WAIT I KNOW THAT NESS DID KAISER’S HAIR AND LIKE HE LOOKS LIKE A NEAT GUY BUT gang… please dont cancel me for this…. no way in HELL would ness be a clean freak judging by kaisers hair…. THAT MAN… that boy… 😭😭😭😭😭😭 SO LIKE MY HC FOR HIM IS THAT YUP his room is like borderline 😦😦😦😦😦 anyways im so sorry gang i hope u like this 😓😓😓 ness fic coming up as an apology maybe 🙏🙏🙏
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June 1 - Dear diary,
it’s me Nicky.. Even though I write through a notebook, although.. it doesn’t matter.It's already June..The weather is sunny and beautiful.Madison and Molly are playing outside and my wife Maritza is preparing dinner.However, there is nothing new in Raven Brooks and I don’t know what to tell. Although no, I know… New neighbors have recently appeared. Judging by their accent, they are from Canada (at least I think so, but I could be wrong).One person I met was Edeline (she was a very kind person), but I didn’t get to know Chris and Christina (that was their name) because they often ran away from me.I think my family and I met them at a special dinner
June 10 - Today I hung out with Chris… He was a good neighbor. He loved to talk about himself, about work, about family and others. Sometimes Chris gave me unusual gifts.. In short, we became good friends..But her daughter… She began to behave strangely after moving… No, she's fine, she just… suspects me of something.
June 19 - eraweB..ykciN eraweB..uoy rof emoc lliw tI.
What does it mean? What did they want to tell me?
June 20 - I learned about Chris and Christina about their strange behavior.. Judging by the interview, they have been working often lately and sleeping less (Maybe that's why they don't remember what happened before moving here?).They often have nightmares, they are tired and see things that we don’t see (especially ghosts).I somehow feel sorry for them… but still, why did they decide to move here? What are they hiding from me?
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July 1 - Chris began to communicate less with me (It seems her daughter finally told the truth about me)..Now I will have a problem..They shouldn’t find out my secret..If they find out and tell everyone it will be bad..I..I..have to something to do
July 8 -Oh no..They're in the basement.They shouldn't do that..They're annoying..They made me angry..Now I'll get to them and..
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July 10 - They are hiding somewhere..I know that..Although I don’t care about them, I’d rather deal with another problem
July 13 - They ran away..Still, they will tell about everything..But who will believe them? No one will believe them, because they will consider them abnormal.
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Hello.. It's me again… Looks like I lost my diary. Now I'm writing a new diary.. I wonder where it is?
Spoiler : They took a photograph and took his diary as evidence
Hello killer and the missing poster belongs to @askkassandragf-v-2 / @hello-neighbor-three-aus
(This is not canon in my and her AU btw)
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FUCK nimona made me cry so much oh my godddd
(spoilers btw) (and rant warning)
Like judging from the last scene she didn't die right?? but before that I was crying like a baby, like actually bawling because it's so real
Like she had just decided not to die/evaded death, and then she knew she HAD to die to save everyone
so there was basically always going to be that outcome oh my god
and the only reason people made i love you posters and a memory wall was because the circumstances around Nimona changed, not Nimona (she changed a bit too, but she was Always Like That, evidenced by the child saving thing and her backstory. She very obviously was not a monster, as the movie drives home (though she did severally injure a bunch of guards but like,,, self defense y'all))
AND AND CAN WE TALK ABOUT THE COLOURS??
cuz Nimona always has some reddish/pinkish tones every time she shifts into her forms. She says "I'm Nimona!" in a three forms if I remember correctly (?), so no matter which form she shifts to, she's still herself. She's still in her colours.
THAT IS, except for every time she shifts into other people. Then she looks like them (duh), and is very obviously not herself.
and when she shifts into the monster, SHE'S IN BLACK AND WHITE. There are no nuances in her colours because people only see her as bad (though she has white in her eyes and inside her mouth, which I'm reading way too much into probably and saying that that's signalling she's good on the inside and really hasn't completely lost it morality wise).
and she's not in her colours because THAT'S NOT WHO SHE IS. She is, say it with me now, NOT A MONSTER.
Obviously this is the point of the movie and I'm not inventing a new point here but I just needed to rant and thought the colours were cool.
Also as another post pointed out, I couldn't stop seeing the she-ra parallels. So good.
Also the humour is top notch and I legitimately gasped so loud when the director stabbed golden retriever man.
Also love the possessed baby.
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romilly-jay · 27 days
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Lost - and Found! - in a Loop
*** spoilers (I guess, probably) ***
Good job this isn't in anyway attempting to be a timely look at cultural phenomena because this movie landed on Amazon Prime in Feb 2021. (And I discovered, in the Lev Grossman interview linked down near the bottom of this piece, was one of the many productions impacted - in this case, shortened - by the 2020 pandemic.)
Is being timely important for a time loop movie? Okay, clearly facetious question since the answer will be NO for the characters other than, I guess, there would be Better and Worse days in history to be trapped in, but YES for the production, for practical reasons - like, COVID, above - but also for zeitgeist reasons.
This was the movie's Twitter campaign BTW - super cute - it's a time loop movie - every day's the same day! - sort of.
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On the subject of timeliness -
Sort of a segue but I was listening earlier to Richard Osman and Marina Hyde discussing the summer's Strictly Come Dancing scandal on The Rest is Entertainment. One factor they covered was that generally it's very unusual for Big Shows to last twenty years and that Strictly has achieved this by changing what it's like as a show, in line with the times, fashions, assumptions etc also changing.
Specifically for Strictly, that has involved the level of difficulty and skill increasing massively. Marina quoted a piece from Michael Hogan in The Guardian that identified that S1 of the show saw a single 10 given by the judges while in S19, there were 69 10s, not because the judges are softer but because the standard of dancing performance has risen - and the toll on participants has risen along with it.
She linked that to a general rise in intensity, perfectionism, and performance pressure - and the driving out of fun - even in supposedly amateur contexts. Feedback loop to social media, ofc.
Well that's incidentally a nice reverse segue back to this movie, because this movie is a sweet celebration of low-key, unimportant magic moments. A love story between the MCs that is also / somewhat / mostly a love story to enjoyment of the everyday.
I'm not saying the movie itself is amateurish (it's not) but it's two teenagers hanging out in small town America. There's no saving the world, there's no super-hero antics, and there's no magic escape from everyday tragedies, either - the lost job, the parent with cancer.
There IS some quantum physics babble and some blurred logic (like, is it okay to take someone else's future hostage? - even if you didn't do it intentionally - just because you're super sad and it would be nice to have someone to help you go through the grieving*?)
*this is, I think, the most cynical possible take - a less cynical version being that the universe somehow figured out that these two were made for each other and held onto HIM until SHE was ready to let go of her difficult day and move forward. Arguably, IRL, she wouldn't have had the choice because time DOESN'T conveniently loop just because someone wishes hard enough that it would - or maybe it does, but not for me... I can understand how someone who has experienced that exact thing would want to stay quiet about it.
The point is - best not to get too Hard Science critical, but taking the story on its own terms, I liked it. And *especially* the shift in emphasis from his story to hers in the final act of the movie.
Here's a review by a real film critic - they also seemed to like it:
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The movie was written and I think exec produced by SF writer Lev Grossman, who gave a nice interview about getting it made (below).
He also cameoed in the movie as "rescued from bird poop" guy - and talks charmingly about his experience of being in front of the camera as a little anecdote at the end of the same interview.
BTW having seen that the clothes in the promo poster were the same ones as the Lev Grossman scene, I wondered briefly about whether I'd forgotten the two MCs wearing the same clothes all the time. Flicked back to Amazon. They didn't! Then, ofc, I realised that it would have been weird if they did. The entire point was that they were the only two people making different choices during the course of that single day. What simpler visual cue for us than changing the clothes they're wearing on different versions of that same day?
Amusing (to me) side note - I tried to tell one of my lecturers about this movie and he was HORRIFIED by the cuteness of the central concept, that the key to the time loop dilemma was linked in a non-metaphorical way to the movie's title. I didn't and don't find that horrifying or disappointing but rather charming and a little delightful. Oh, you smuggled the answer to the puzzle right there in front of me in the actual title and I feel comforted that your characters are taking joy and hope from small things like - little girls jumping after soap bubbles in the back yard or a sea eagle grabbing a fish from the lake. This is in keeping with our respective tastes (and, for all I know, our respective characters) and without question relates to whatever internal factors explain why he loves The Road and I love cosy things.
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ayo whos ur favorite deus ex character btw nice art
ohhhhh GOD my time has come. and so have i (wRONG GAME)
tldr
i love "main" 7-8 of them equally. What is a main to me? ofc Adam, Frank, Megan, Malik, Eliza, JC and Alex D. One special place in my heart is for Vaclav
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Thank for compliment btw 😖
Spoilers alert ? idk
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(warning my english is gonna be sometimes sooo rusty i guess)
DOUBLE WARNING I don’t rule out that over the many years of being in dxs fandom, the main concept of game's lore in my head just didnt messed up with my own headcanons. it is alteady messed up. cuz. yk) me n my besties created the full story aND - [GUNSHOT]
yeah i know it is strange to say, that dx has more main characters that just. Adam, JC and Alex D, cuz. They are Literally The Main chars. But back to my seven.
As i said before i love them all equally, for different reasons. One thing abt dx as a game is that characters arent plain and they are multifaceted.(?)
Adam
I love Adam for his complicated story, personality, for his own struggles, motivations and how they are represented in game. These small environment storytelling pieces and music that creates the mood (wait redswa it isnt abt the environment). What im trying to say. Through the gameS - dxhr and dxmd - we can see how Adam is healing from his trauma, and how heavy it was. Also needet to be noted how he interacts w another characters. AND this tension between him and Frank but how at the end of the day (but lit at panchaea) Frank is still cares a lot abt Adam.
Also Adam is just like my bestie. Moral think for yourself. Yeah.
Pritchard
ONE thing i need to say abt frank is HESSS JUST LIKE MEE FRR, and now imagine some kind of cringe sigma phonk playing on the background. Yeah thats it. I relate to him so much but like. in more✨deep infj cringe way✨ Have you evere feel like Pritchard is gonna explode from nerves or even neurotism? Or like from blast of incomperhensible mess of feelings but he hides it? This is what im talking about. Heyy dont judge me i need to project some shit to my faves okay???? Damn how could you tell i have a lot of hc on dx? i have no idea!
I love Pritchard's informality. I mean. BRO WHY YOUR BIKE IS EVEN ON YOUR WORKPLACE???? AND THIS FINAL FANTASY POSTER???? AND THIS TV INSTALLATION??? honestly?understandable.
In Prague, Frank is still reminds Adam abt himself. Yeah i knoe it is for game purposes, but imo in lore perspective: Pritchard is gathered a lot of info for Adam (basically dxhr retelling), and this small detail: Adam keeps Pritchard's book. (i know you can find them anywhere in Prague, but still (methink eidos gaf later abt this texture and put it anywhere jus because lmao))
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This ^^^ is Frank btw
Ok enough abt Pritchard cuz then its gonna be endless
Megan and Malik.
Another notable thing that i like in dx series is that women in game arent sexualized. They arend "simple and f🤮ckable objescts" Megan is a scientist, on a verge of the greatest innovation. Yes. We dont know much abt her bc she is literally missing. Malik is a pilot. Damn i love her sm. Her chardesign. Strong and powerful charisma and nonconfotmity. Faridah's sidequest in Hengsha???? MY GIRLLLL GO AND GET AND BEAT SHIT OF THIS ASSHOLE. 👊👊👊👊
I remember how sad was i, when Malik was killed in dxhr and how happy was i to find out her little gift in Prague.
Overall kinda sad that there is not much screentime of them.
AND another notable thing. Megan and revolver. Revolver as an inspiration. OK I GOT IT
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Eliza
Its 2028 and AI is already taken big steps in development. Questions of self-consciousness of an AI were asked in a lot of sci-fi creations. And deus is not not an exception. Love how Eliza obtains her own conscious during the game and how it leads to project Hyron at the end. I have a lot of thought abt p. Hyron overall. Another topic ngl.
And ofc her design is beyond all praise. Thank you designers for NOT making her oversexualized.
During dxmd Eliza is also questioning a lot of essential questions. I know she does. But cant remember what exactly it was. Need to replay tho
JC
My bad, i still cant play through dx original, so i can only rely on his vibes. His vibes are good and silly. He has big meme potential cuz hes test-tubed. Not sorry tho
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bro im laughing and exploding from this meme like 3 yrs but RIGHT NOW DURING ANSWERING YOUR ASK I UNDERSTOOD THAT THIS IS SOYJAK REFERENCE AND NOW IM DYING LIKe x3 TIMES I WAS SO BLIND MY VISION WASNT AUGMENTED TILL NOW
Alex D
When my pc even didnt existed and i was a laptop player, when the grass was greener....... I played dxiw. Yeah it isnt so big, but for its times it is good enough. Alex also radiate vibes of small and silly-stupid-Bi guy, the one who is gonna trip on air.
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(meme with pom dog says "I will gnaw out your heart and eat it")
Look at him. Hes got an ears, unlike his brothers, but he has ZERO braincells. JC and Paul at least got some braincells, maybe one, or two and they are belong to Paul. Cost of an ears = cost of brain
Alex tried to fool up an AI. I would venture to say that he even flirted with her, and got rejected. Local bidlow tried to gop-stop (bandits tried to steal) his jacked and he could give it to and be like "better be pissed on than punched😖"
Yes, He is a silly fool (noneg, with love) but hes got a big heart like. At least, i remember so.
And last but not least
Vaclav
Love him for his light distinctive punkie nature, with big heart and ready to help whenever you need it. Vaclav tries his best so much. In library we can find cz-eng vocabulary with medical terms, when ig most of his patiens are czechs... says a lot
I would say that vaclav is silly but not stupid, not even naive. We can find him on Dvali's blacklist, but he is important for them. (but we also remember that otar just dont like him cuz vac knows radich's secret and otar is not (mb that the reason why vaclav is blacklisted))
well how to say it.. he's soul is good and lovely, he is not evil or dark. Idk cant find an eng analogue.
But in srb and ru we have доброћудан [dobrochudan] (literally good-lovely) or добродушный [dobrodushny] (good-souly)
actually this gif sums everything abt him very well
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Thank you for ask! I really liked to talk on this topic
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moononmyfloor · 1 year
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Zhang Gong An (Cases of Judge Zhang) vs Jun Zi Meng (A League Of Nobleman)
Zhang Gong An is a 2 part (so far) novel series that was first published in 2011, the first book was completed in 2016, the first chapter of first book was published in 2017 and is STILL ongoing! That makes for more than 10 years.
You can find the raws of book 1 and book 2 here.
I have completed book 1 and started book 2, and I think I can safely conclude that ALON was loosely based on the first half of book 1 (upto chapter 69).
And I catalogued all the similarities and differences I noticed (because I love doing this kind of stuff! It's fun!) below and honestly it helped me appreciate both the drama and novel for their strengths.
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BTW a weird thing I noticed was this initial poster that was put out when the drama was first announced, when it was titled "Society of Four Leaves" (I've seen some people wrongly assume this means a four leaf clover 🍀 but it just means an apricot fruit surrounded by 4 leaves just like in the poster). The thing is, this emblem is relevant to the Conspiracy arc I mentioned above that happened in the novel, which was replaced by the Gu Qingzhang’s switched at birth arc. So that emblem nor initial title has no business in the drama. I assume this means a major scriptwriting altering happened AFTER the drama has already been announced? That would explain why the title was changed later and the emblem was also removed from the promo material that came out later.
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Embarrassment and Secrets
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IRUMA POV
How in currently looks like:
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(I was tired to clean up the freaking background so just live with this for now on)
Well...this is awkward.. I thought it would be good to listen to songs while waiting for Lied. I got carried away, didn't I?
Lied-kun and Opera-san was peaking outside the room. I noticed that Opera-san was holding a recording device. I'm not even surprised at this point, I'm honestly just happy. I took off my headphones.
"Don't mind us, continue. " My face flushed with hues of red on my ears. I'm fine with Opera-san saying that. If Lied-kun wasn't here. It's quite embarrassing to dot on me when my friends are around.
"Operaaa-saaan!" Lied chuckled at my response. " Sumimasen, Iruma-sama." Opera-san placed a bag near my clock and asked Lied kun. " Have you eaten yet?" Lied kun nodded as he responded "Hmm! Daijabu!" he pulled out a smirk and a piece sign as reassurement.
They reminded us to call them if we needed them for something as we agreed in sync. Great, now that me and Lied-kun are now alone. We can finally talk about what I wanted to talk about.
Wait! Shouldn't we talk about light topics first, it'll be weird if I just lay it on him. What did I say we would talk about? Oh yeah, Akudols! It is related to that topic so it's better if we start off there!
Before I said anything, Lied pulled out a bunch of Gyari theory sheets, artworks, posters and etc. Lied-kun took one look at my face and smirked at my reaction.
" You can't possibly think that demons post theory, fanarts without doing work right?" his tone sounds like he was teasing me.
A small laugh escaped from my mouth as I looked at his face. After I calmed down I grabbed one of the fanarts and before I could catch a glimpse of the artwork, Lied snatched it from my hand and looked away.
" What the-?" I looked at him confused. Wait is his ears red? ...Don't tell me he's shy? I can't help but laugh in the inside. " I promise I won't judge, just let me see it. Please?"
It took me five minutes to convince Lied-kun to show me his drawing. " Fineee! But don't you DARE LAUGH!" He showed me his drawing with his hand shaking.
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(Honestly i'm way too tired to carefully draw there eyes.. Btw everything Lied-kun said is based of me dissing myself with my fucking crippling anxiety. But the point was for Iruma-kun to make Lied-kun feel better.)
His drawing looks pretty decent! I don't understand why he wants to hide it.. He needs to give himself more credit. "It looks great!" I tried to encourage him but he just looked at me like I called a demon pig cute.
" I appreciate your encouragement but look at the hands it looks like fucking cardboard and what's with the fucking coloring? and-" I don't like cutting sentences. I really don't. But this got me upset.
" Lied-kun. Please don't talk about yourself that way, no one is perfect. Everyone have room for improvements. You're no exception." His face turned into shock quickly as I finished the sentence.
" You're not perfect Shax Lied, but you're still an amazing friend. Remember that."
He looked at me with signs of gratefulness? relief? I can't really tell. "Well, I wanted to talk more about Gyari-chan but- let's admit it with this atmosphere we can't really go back can we?" Lied-kun smiled sincerely as he looked for my response.
I slowly nodded my head. Why? I wanted this right? You wanted to talk to him about it... why am I suddenly feeling so nervous? My head's getting blurry.. Oh god... I was on the urge of crying until I remembered what Lied-kun said.
"Friends care for eachother right? You can always talk to me if you ever feel uncomfortable. But if you want to keep it to yourself, its fine also."
I want to talk about my insecurities but..I can't do it. Not right now at least. My body couldn't handle it yet. But he did come all the way to hear about what I wanted to say.
I sighed as I looked at his face with a smile that reassured me. I returned the smile right back. " Okay, so do you know the new Akudol?" He nodded at me. "You sang about his song half an hour ago."
" Well I think because of him... I realise.." I gulped as Lied-kun looked at me with anticipation in his eyes. I closed both my eyes as I confessed. "I like boys and girls.." I opened one of my eyes to see his reaction. He looked at me with a calm appearance.
"You're okay with that right?" He nodded at me then he looked down. " You really underestimate how much our class watches you, Azz-azz and Clarin huh?" ...what? He looked at me again.
" We knew you weren't straight ever since you've declared Azz-azz and Clarin your soulmates." He chuckled as he said that. They knew the whole time?...They've been watching us quite closely huh... my train of thought suddenly came to a stop sign when Lied-kun interrupted.
" All though why did you tell me first? Why not tell Azz-azz and Clarin? They're a lot more closer to you than me." I paused for a moment. "Well.. it would be awkward to come out to the demons that made you partially made me realize...My heart can't take that.."
Lied-kun raised both of his eyebrows but he is not surprised. "Plus you're the one who is closest to me besides Azz-kun and Clara.." He looked at me with sparkles in his eyes. He moved his body closer to me. As I slightly back away to not bump into him.
" Wait really?! I'm the closest? Wow, wow, wow. Oh my devi!" he laughed as he responded in excitement. His laugh was contagious and I started laughing with him. It went to the point where we basically rolling at the floor.
I yawned as I looked out the window. " We should probably go to sleep." Lied-kun nodded after he yawn as well. He took out his sleeping bag and put it right beside my bed. Meanwhile, I pulled my blanket on top of my legs and laid my head on my pillow. After we settled and got comfy, I turned off the light.
"Oyasuminasai, Iruma-kun."
... I smiled.
"Oyasuminasai, Lied-kun."
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So yeah.. that's all for the fanfiction.. Just please tell me in the suggestion if you have any other ideas for my fanfic series.. I have ideas but but the space timeline between the plot is huge af. So please tell me. Or should I do oneshots?
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borrelia · 11 months
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did a research showcase last night btw :) one of the judges made smalltalk b4 asking me abt my poster so i did an abridged version of my scholarship's elevator pitch (who are you, where are you from, what do you want to do when you grow up, what is your research, what do you like to do for fun) and when i said "uhhh i like movies" she said oh me too! and i asked what kind and she said mostly sci-fi (okay, respectable. idk like any sci fi tho </3) and horror. and i was like YES!!! WHATS YOUR FAVORITE HORROR MOVIE! and she was like oooh scariest one? sinister. and i was like oh. and she was like Best one?? texas chainsaw massacre. and i was like LETS GOOOOO. and then she said otherwise i really like marvel movies, i've seen all of them. and i was like oh okay. can we go back to texas chainsaw massacre.
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