#just as mentally ill as i am today 👍 i was on a trip to another state but i was still just a kid
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Remembering the best bittersweet times of my life with people who will probably never be in my life again. crying, screaming, clutching the bathroom sink until my knuckles turn white, etc
#it wasnt bittersweet because i miss it btw it was bittersweet because i was in a really bad situation and still#just as mentally ill as i am today 👍 i was on a trip to another state but i was still just a kid#and i remember the sinking in the pit of my stomach when i had to go back to that house with my mom that never felt like home#i missed the motel room we stayed in so much for months after that. i wished i couldve stayed there forever#i was so depressed and miserable but i was actually able to *do* things while i was there. for just a few day i was able to forget#i wish i could do that again#it brings back painful memories how one of the people on that trip really let me down. idk. pain and sorrow love and joy etc
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