#just the ugh. the vamps 😩😩

[coldbug]

thank you for the venom live extended outro is like a wife to me

[chuuyascumsock]

Hi There! I hope youre havin a great day and i wanted to ask you who you’re favorite chuuya-verse chuuyas are?

Mine personally would definitely have to be vampires and mob boss chuuya because

GAH-DAYMmm

Like imagine him (vampire!chuuya) coming up behind you and wrapping his arms around your waist while lightly swaying to soft music playin on his ancient gramophone.he rests his chin on your shoulder and slowly starts kissing it until he’s at your neck.he feels the bite marks he gave you when you first allowed him to feed on you and it reminds him that you really are his….

(A small mob boss!chuuya one now) And also like imagine some asshat insults you at a bar after you turned him down,the very same bar your mob boss boyfriend owns and he just fuckin decks them no questions asked just decks them.and no one does anything ofc because there nooo way they’re gettin on chuuya nakahara’s bad side! And after what feels like an eternity he gets up off the floor,ordering the mans body to be dealt with. He then looks to you,his expression softening so much that no one would be able to recognize him as the man who just decked a guy to almost-death. He removes his bloody gloves and brings a hand to your face before asking you if your okay and then just whisks you back home to relax,unwind and forget about that entire experience.he holds you close as a random slasher is playing on the tv and you both just fall asleep right there on your couch all snuggled up.

Also ik this is pretty mellow in comparison to the asks and hcs you generally get on this blog but i wanted to give you at least something🥲

Please remember to drink water and take care and slay!(in a way that doesnt subtract from the population preferably 🫡)

This long post made my writer 😼 THROB ( that probably makes no sense at all but if you get it, you get it— if you don’t, you don’t 😩).

That’s so kind of you to ask my favorite Nakahara-verse Chuuyas btw, made me giggle and blush a little 🤭

I have the most specific AU— but reincarnated lovers AU has me drooling and creaming in the most fluff way possible. Like, I love the idea of reincarnated lovers over hundreds of years who continue to find one another, but their love is never at the right time. The angst is what makes my metaphorical reader cock hard.

It works so well too considering Arahabaki existing, so I just take that and run wild with the idea of him possessing multiple versions of Chuuya through decades, centuries, and even millennia. I think too much about the concept sometimes and wonder why I don’t write it. But I know I wouldn’t be able to execute it the way I want, which is why I wait for someone else to have the same idea as me and write it lmao.

But onto Vampire and Mob boss Chuuya— YES, YES, YES, Y E S.

I absolutely crave an old Victorian style vampire fic with Chuuya. UGH, I want him to suck me dry like a go-gurt so bad. I imagine him to be so sweet too and ask for permission to feed from you even if you tell him he doesn’t have to ask because he cares. GRR I need that vamp dick FR. Also the amount of marking that goes on during the schlip and schlide (s e x) is wild.

And Mob Boss Chuuya who only has a soft spot for you just has me rolling in bed and kicking my feet giddily. Cause the way he’d let absolute hell loose if anything happened to you. Also if anyone had the audacity to even look at you wrong he’d immediately fuck them up. ANON YOU’RE MAKING ME UGH— YOU’RE MAKING MY BRAIN SQUIRT WITH THESE IDEAS 😭

Also, thank you, keep yourself hydrated and well fed ❤️

[sleepythemvp]

hi uh.. idk if you can write this but like luxiem boys (preferably Luca Kaneshiro ugh 😩) and a vamp reader? I'm just going through some phase rn and I haven't seen any luxiem + vamp reader especially with Luca 🥺

thank youu

*cat hug*

<Pardon me- but the second i read this request, the WAP songs just play in my head- BHAHAA- ANYWAY- that was a very interesting question- i will try

LUXIEM X READER

Warning:OOC(?), Swearing (almost-), vampire, booba

Ike Eveland

BAHAHAAHA- When he first met you, he just gonna ask you some random question

“Do you drink blood? How tall are you? Can you fly? Do you eat food like normal human?”

“P-please slow down-“

After that, you guys start to talk more often

He might gonna telling story about him and you having a dumb moment

“Banana is actually a berry”

“Hold on what the fuc-“

You just gonna tell your chat that how much he loves the energy drink

Probably gonna buy him a box of full energy drink

He probably gonna be very shock when he was wake up after a nap and caught you hanging yourself on the ceiling for the nap-

“GIVE ME THOSE ENERGY DRINK”

“DUDE YOU HAVE TOO MUCH FOR A DAY-“

He still have the energy drink…and scare you by using the garlic-

Luca Kaneshiro

“POGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG”

“JESUS CHRI-“

Energy buff, like a lot

Sometime you guys just chilling, sometime you guys go REEEEEEEEEEEEEEE-

“How the heck did you even hanging your own self on the ceiling??”

“I don’t know thats how i live to be honest-“

“DAMN DARLING YOU LIVE LIKE THIS???-“

Probably gonna remember your favorite chips flavor

If you can fly, he probably gonna make you pick him up and fly around the area nearby your stay spot

He gonna let you use his booba as a pillow for some nap

HALLOWEEN COSTUME IS GONNA BE THE VAMPIRE COSPLAY-

You guys gonna stole candy from kids, mehwehehehe-

“Do you know Bejamin?”

“Pardon- who is Bejamin?-“

“BEJAMIN THIS DIK IN UR ARS-“

<I WILL UPDATE THE OTHER SOON PLEASE DONT WORRY!- HAVE A NICE DAY- IM RUINING OUT OF BRAIN CELLS

Slee is going to take a nap. Brb.

[borathae]

SIBIII CH34🥺🥺

I MEAN WE KNEW YG WAS COMING BACK... BUT DAMN SOMEBODY ELSE HAS RETURNED! N IM LOVING THIS ONE AS WELL!!😭😚

I THINK IT MAY BE RISKY N EVEN DUMB TO SOME BUT TO ME THE WAY OC STRAIGHT UP TELLS JK THAT FK IT IM NOT SCARED OF U JUST RELAX IS SUCH A GREAT THING... IT MAKES ME SO PROUD.🥺🙌🏻🙌🏻🙌🏻

MAYBE IM READING INTO THINGS BUT SIB, LISTEN-

YG licking her wound off also symbolises his return... he is here to protect her, but he is also gentle about her, uk in animal kingdom licking is a gesture of care but simaltaneously showing whats theirs... its like marking territory?😂 But anyways THIS MOMENT WAS TOO INTIMATE TO ME... THE WAY THEY HUGGED AND

I missed you😭😭😭😭😭😭

IF ONE THING HAS REMAINED CONSTANT THRU YEARS OF YGS LIFE IS HIS RESILIENCE... if he decides one thing.. he does it... he decided he ll be more communicative(is this a word?🤔) and he did that! YG IS ALWAYS IN A MENTAL WORKOUT N TBH I DONT THINK ANYBODY ELSE CUD DO IT THAT GUD🤗

Yup he IS still grumpy!😭😂

Yoongi Boongie😂😂😭😭😭😭 OC🤗🤗

When YG growled at first i was like TOO MUCH ... NONONO BACK OFF ITS OK EVERYTHING IS OKKK

BUT THEN😳

YES YG WE LOVE U🤗😚

THE KISS😳✨😭😭

HIM SAYING SHE IS BEAUTIFUL😳✨😭

Tell me what you think SOMETIMES IT HITS ME HOW U R GRADUALLY CHANGING MY TYPE OF MEN I LIKE... NOW I LIKE GRUMPY BUT SOFTIE VAMPIRE BOYS... N GUESS WHAT SIBI!!!!?!?!?!?!?! THEY DONT EXIST🙂

UGH ITS OK OC IS LEARNING TOO.... ITS HARD FOR HER TOO... I dont want to bring myself in btw but sib uk im so tired of the entire dating-crush culture, i deliberately pushed away the only one person i felt anything for after 2-3 yrs... someone who pulled me out of my anxiety and self harm phase... just cuz its hard for me to see them giving their 100% to me while i always fail to keep up as im too busy trying to deal wid my fucked up head, i cant keep hurting them while they keep trying to stop making me hurt so much all the time... so i meant WE CANT EVEN IMAGINE WHAT IT TAKES TO HAVE 3 PPL WHO MEAN SO MUCH TO YOU... AND KEEP GIVING UR BEST TO ALL... AND ON TOP OF IT THEM BEING VAMPS N ALL THE BACKSTORY... ITS NOT EASY.

HE IS FINALLY SPEAKING HIS HEART OUT... N I LOVE IT. I LOVE IT.✨✨💓

THE ENDING OF THIS CH😭😭😭😭😭

SIB I HV MAJOR ISSUES WID LETTING GO THINGS I LIKE... I CANT GIVE OUT A TSHIRT I GOT WHEN I WAS 13 THAT DOESNT EVEN FIT ME CUZ I FEEL IT HAS MEMORIES... I CANT LET GO OF A RANDOM PENCIL CUZ IT HAS MEMORIES😂... YA IM A BIT OF A FREAK AND IHV NEVER BEEN SO ATTACHED TO A STORY BEFORE... N SA IS ENDING. ITS A LIL TOO MUCH FOR ME RN SO IM JUST IGNORING IT... ILL LET ALL OF IT HIT ME AT ONCE WHEN THE LAST CH COMES OUT... TILL THEN ... IM LOVING EVERYTHING U R BRINGING TO US... IHV SAID THIS BEFORE ILL SAY IT AGAIN... I ADORE YOU.💜💜💜

-The Yelling Anon

TO ME THE WAY OC STRAIGHT UP TELLS JK THAT FK IT IM NOT SCARED OF U JUST RELAX IS SUCH A GREAT THING... IT MAKES ME SO PROUD.🥺🙌🏻

Okay but it is!! 😔😔

No but like I totally get you about the licking part. I wouldn't say that this was Yoongi marking her as his' and more an honest symbol of "I am back and you're finally safe again. I promise as long as I am here you are safe. You won't find no harm through me" and honestly this is ripping me apart :(

Tell me what you think SOMETIMES IT HITS ME HOW U R GRADUALLY CHANGING MY TYPE OF MEN I LIKE... NOW I LIKE GRUMPY BUT SOFTIE VAMPIRE BOYS... N GUESS WHAT SIBI!!!!?!?!?!?!?! THEY DONT EXIST🙂

HAHAHAH THIS IS ME @ MYSELF IN THE MIRROR like bitch please chill we all know that irl men aren't like that HAHAHAHAH although yoongi does give off major "written by a woman" vibes sO 😩

just cuz its hard for me to see them giving their 100% to me while i always fail to keep up as im too busy trying to deal wid my fucked up head, i cant keep hurting them while they keep trying to stop making me hurt so much all the time

Sometimes you have to remember that a burden is something that was forced upon your shoulders. And if you do, then remember that this person chose to shoulder your struggles, which means you can't be a burden to them.

And also pulling away from a person hurts them a lot too. Especially when they are left with "holy fuck I actually loved them a 100% and even that wasn't enough to keep someone in my life. what's seriously wrong with me and my personality?" that shit fucks someone up.

Which is also really interesting because you also said that you can't let things go. Dropping people comes easy but letting go of an inanimate object is difficult, very interesting 🤔👀

This wasn't me throwing shade btw just us doing our little phsych analysis HAHAHAH I FEEL YOU THOUGH I SERIOUSLY DON'T WANT SANGUIS ALPHA TO END :( IT HURTS ME :( 😭💜

[due4amiracle]

Day 349

Listo:

Laundry/cleaning, Reading, Dailies, Vamp shiz, Watching.

Laundry/cleaning - Picked up a few things here and there~! ✔

Reading things - - A hold came in! ...😩 i’m on hold for FIVE FUCKING BOOKS now. Technically, anyways. One of the books... well, it doesn’t come out until June. So. There’s that. xD BUT STILL! GOSH! - The Rift Walker by Clay Griffith 84%! Doot doot, on we go! - The Book of Living Secrets by Madeleine Roux 35% ...Sigh i’m kinda strugglin’ with this one. i wanna love it but... oof. It’s... oof. Because the two characters are completely split, it feels like two whole different books mushed together - and it’s weird. But. We’ll see how it goes. - Crowbones by Anne Bishop 3%! SCREAMING AT THE TOP OF MY LUNGS AHHHHHH this was the book i thought i was going to get as a new hold?! BUT?! It just appeared and POOF IT WAS THERE AND READY TO GO AHHHH. Fuck yes i’m so ready READY READY! - Manhwa: Survive as the Hero’s Wife 2 chapters of this read Nope🚫! UwU♡ ✔✔✔🚫

Dailies - - Waifu Did mah dailies! Also, level 39/50 BP now~! AND! Tree lvl 25/50! New MONTH! new weeklies! ♡ω♡. ✔ - FFXIV did mah dailies~ MSQ +0 -> 74, BTN +0 -> 80, CUL +0 -> 80, WVR +0 -> 80, GSM +0 -> 77, FSH +0 -> 65, MIN +0 -> 74, ALC +0 -> 69, LTW +0 -> 65, ARM +0 -> 65, CRP +0 -> 64, BSM +0 -> 65. Vath 0/0 Rank 8/9 Bloodsworn, Vanu 1650/1730 Rank 7/9 Sworn, Moggles 300/1730 Rank 7/9 Sworn. 5 MSQ quests. Just started Securing the Saltery. Did not play today. Not sure when i will again. Something something Squeenix president supporting NFT’s and that’s trash something. 🚫 - Cozy Grove - Doot doot continuing to scout along! Scout rank 15/17! (38/47 spirit logs left until rank 16) ♡ω♡ ✔ - Pokémon Legends: Arceus - Star 7/10 get! 105 caught, 62 max level research pages~ Not much today, but still a lil somethin’ somethin~ ✔

UwU♡ ✔🚫✔✔

Vamp shiz - 0 words written! Up to 9511. 1687 words for pt6. Always the grind for the next part - but none today. Nope🚫

Watching things - - Konohana Kitan episode 1&2! Nope🚫 - Unsleeping City 2 episode 9 done! Nope 🚫

Other things - Whew i slept like absolute dogshit last night. i can not wait to get this sleep study done. Ugh. Hopefully that alone will get me some answers as to why i’m so absolutely dead tired constantly and sleep like utter shit. Constantly. Ugh. Like i get it, having sleep apnea - or potentially, anyways, but i mean, Therapist is convinced, i’ve had some concerns... ehhh. Soon enough. Going to try tomorrow to reschedule because i haven’t started my period and try to get at least my Dr appointment moved up so i can go see her quicker to get the referral, in order to get in to see the sleep doc in order to get the testing and the everything. Argh! So much to do, so little time to do it. 😩 Regardless. Everything aches, i’m exhausted, and this is how i die~

Food: A Liquid: A Pain: B Brain: C

Tomorrow: Laundry/cleaning, Reading, Dailies, Vamp shiz, Watching.

Ever Onwards and Upwards!

[due4amiracle]

Day 311

Listo:

Wash 2 plates/bowls/pieces of silverware, 2 chapters, Dailies, Vamp shiz, 2 anime eps.

Wash 2 plates/bowls/pieces of silverware - Nope🚫

2 chapters - Isolate by L.E. Modesitt Jr. DNF🚫, Magic on the Line by Devon Monk 100%, Magic Without Mercy by Devon Monk 100% , Magic for a Price by Devon Monk 100%, Dark Rise by C.S. Pacat 11%. Yea... So created a new shelf and DNF’d Isolate. Mhm. Read the last three books in the Beckstrom series by Devon Monk (oh that last book had me in tears oh lawd). And started Dark Rise. So yea... UwU♡ ✔

Dailies - Waifu Did mah dailies! Also, level 4 BP now~! AND! Tree lvl 22! New MONTH! new weeklies! ♡ω♡. FFXIV did mah dailies~ MSQ +0 -> 74, BTN +0 -> 80, CUL +0 -> 80, WVR +0 -> 80, GSM +0 -> 77, FSH +0 -> 65, MIN +0 -> 74, ALC +0 -> 69, LTW +0 -> 64, ARM +0 -> 65, CRP +0 -> 64, BSM +0 -> 65. Vath 0/0 Rank 8/9 Bloodsworn, Vanu 1350/1730 Rank 7/9 Sworn, Moggles 0/1730 Rank 7/9 Sworn. No game today 

Keqing came home tho?! UwU♡ ✔✔

Vamp shiz - 0 words written! Up to 7323. 1020 words for pt6. Always the grind for the next part - but none today.🚫

2 anime eps - Mob Psycho 100 II! 1&2 done! Nope🚫

Other things - Manhwa: Nothing here. In other news: Did my daily Cozy Grove and still loving it! Did not play Swag and Sorcery. Unsleeping City 2 episode 5 complete. So... about that huge fuckywucky. Ha. After what i said last time, we spent the next 30 or so hours calling direct express over and over again until someone finally picked up the phone - it kept hanging up on me - and was told they couldn't do anything about it, call the bank with the routing number. Okaaaaaay. So i called the bank with the routing number and that was miserable. After three people hanging up on me and not listening to me, finally got someone to listen - and they told me that they would not look into it at all in any way shape or form because i didn't have an account with them. So, i decided to call ssa again. Low and behold, that’s what i shoulda fuckin’ done to begin with god damn. i mean yea sure i called them the first time, but i shoulda just called them back. It took longer for me to go through my spiel than it did for the nice lady to help me. my check is on it’s way to me, paper, because it bounced back to the ssa. i got a new direct express account, and that’s set up for next month so this DOES NOT HAPPEN AGAIN. Argh. But it’s fine. It’s over. It’s over!

...until April when Sir wants to switch me over to a proper bank but we’ll see. We shall see. Here’s hoping that turns out just peachy.

IBS has been kicking my absolute ASS the past day and a half or so, ugh, agonizing gut pain, diarrhea, you name it, i got it. Miserable.

So yea. That’s how my start of the year is turning out. At least it snowed a little... 😩

Food: A Liquid: A Pain: D Brain: D

Tomorrow: Wash 2 plates/bowls/pieces of silverware, 2 chapters, Dailies, Vamp shiz, 2 anime eps.

Ever Onwards and Upwards!

[due4amiracle]

Day 310

Listo:

Wash 2 plates/bowls/pieces of silverware, 2 chapters, Dailies, Vamp shiz, 2 anime eps.

Wash 2 plates/bowls/pieces of silverware - Nope🚫

2 chapters - Isolate by L.E. Modesitt Jr. 9%. This a chonky ass book - and i’m not doin’ great reading it. 😩 Too many Other Things To Worry About other than reading. Bleh. UwU♡ ✔

Dailies - Waifu Did mah dailies! Also, level 50 BP now~! AND! Tree lvl 21! New MONTH! new weeklies! ♡ω♡. FFXIV did mah dailies~ MSQ +0 -> 74, BTN +0 -> 80, CUL +0 -> 80, WVR +0 -> 80, GSM +0 -> 77, FSH +0 -> 65, MIN +0 -> 74, ALC +0 -> 69, LTW +0 -> 64, ARM +0 -> 65, CRP +0 -> 64, BSM +0 -> 65. Vath 0/0 Rank 8/9 Bloodsworn, Vanu 1350/1730 Rank 7/9 Sworn, Moggles 0/1730 Rank 7/9 Sworn. No game today UwU♡ ✔✔

Vamp shiz - 0 words written! Up to 7323. 1020 words for pt6. Always the grind for the next part - but none today.🚫

2 anime eps - Mob Psycho 100 II! 1&2 done! Nope🚫

Other things - Manhwa: Nothing here. In other news: Did my daily Cozy Grove and still loving it! Did not play Swag and Sorcery. No Unsleeping City 2. We had a HUGE fuckywucky today. Apparently, way back when in Nov when we bobbled about with setting up bank account, and that never happened, i fucked up bad with putting in the correct routing number for direct express? Didn’t get my check today. Managed to, after a LOT of hassle, get in contact with the ssa people - they say the check cleared. Been trying to call direct express all fucking day and... Nothing. Nobody’s answering. “We’re experiencing a high volume of calls *hangs up on me*” which... yea. i’m stressed as shit. Can’t pay rent. Can’t pay any of my other bills. Can’t do anything and my money’s just... floating around somewhere. Not with me.

Ugh.

Regardless. Did a ppf pull and the cards tell me it’s gonna be ok. So. Just gotta breathe through it. What will be will be and all that.

It’s still really fucking stressful give me my fucking money you twits.

Food: A Liquid: A Pain: C Brain: D

Tomorrow: Wash 2 plates/bowls/pieces of silverware, 2 chapters, Dailies, Vamp shiz, 2 anime eps.

Ever Onwards and Upwards!

[due4amiracle]

Day 289

Listo:

Wash 2 plates/bowls/pieces of silverware, 2 chapters, Dailies, Vamp shiz, 2 anime eps.

Wash 2 plates/bowls/pieces of silverware - Garbage in kitchen changed, trash taken out and to the road. ✔

2 chapters - Klara and the Sun by Kazuo Ishiguro 17%. This is a delightful book so far. Just finished Part One and... what a delightful book.✔

Dailies - Waifu Did mah dailies! Also, level 3 BP now~! AND! Tree lvl 20! New MONTH! new weeklies! ♡ω♡. FFXIV did mah dailies~ MSQ +1 -> 74, BTN +0 -> 80, CUL +0 -> 80, WVR +0 -> 80, GSM +1 -> 77, FSH +0 -> 65, MIN +1 -> 74, ALC +1 -> 69, LTW +1 -> 64, ARM +1 -> 65, CRP +1 -> 64, BSM +1 -> 65. Vath 0/0 Rank 8/9 Bloodsworn, Vanu 900/1730 Rank 7/9 Sworn, Moggles 900/1320 Rank 6/9 Honored. No play today. UwU♡ ✔✔

Vamp shiz - 0 words written! Up to 9308. 472 words for pt5. Nope🚫

2 anime eps - Bungou Stray Dogs 3rd Season! Nope🚫

Other things - Holy fuck. IBS reared it’s shitty head and wasted way too much of my day making me miserable! Delightful. Ugh. 😩 Had so many plans for the day and... yea. At least garbage got done early. Really need to get into FFXIV, need to write, need to watch anime... the list never ends. Tomorrow is hopefully The Struggle Shower Day. Hopefully. Fingers crossed, lord knows i need it. At least the uti is clearing. Done with the first round of antibiotics, now we’re on to the 50mg 2x a day for...the month. 😩 Also got notified of not one but TWO new appointments? Suffering.

Food: B Liquid: A Pain: B Brain: B

Tomorrow: Wash 2 plates/bowls/pieces of silverware, 2 chapters, Dailies, Vamp shiz, 2 anime eps.

Ever Onwards and Upwards!