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aquapede · 6 months ago

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starting to feel like it's kind of a waste of my time to post my artwork online considering it gets very very limited responses if any. i don't even care about the numbers! i just want people's thoughts and feelings about what i've made! this is a sentiment i've felt before but it feels especially prevalent now where i'm posting on multiple sites and putting effort into image IDs and getting less back in exchange. it really just eats up my time and then makes me feel like what i've made is inadequate.

#talk tag #idk i might delete this later. just thinking out loud (in post)#this isn't meant to come off a guilt trippy or anything #just...genuinely sad about it #because i've felt like my art has been the best its ever been this year. above and beyond #but the response has been extremely underwhelming #and i find myself hesitating more and more before posting stuff now #......bleh

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chloesimaginationthings · 8 months ago

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Michael doesn’t like Halloween anymore in FNAF..

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egophiliac · 9 months ago

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still ruminating over Lost In the Book With Spooky Skeletons Part 1, so here's a selection of some of my favorite little bits! (...some more loosely paraphrased than others) (I just feel like Idia has no room to criticize in general, okay)

anyway, I'm sure we're just going to have a fun time celebrating Halloween and nothing bad is going to happen whatsoever! :)

#art #twisted wonderland #twisted wonderland spoilers #lost in the book with nightmare before christmas #hajimari no halloween #calling dibs on skeleton kisses as the name of my band #man scully is just a delightful little weirdo and i'm enjoying him immensely #(i'm going with scully until we get something official just because it makes me think of x-files)#(スカリー is also how the agent's name is transliterated and i don't know if it was intentional but i love it as a bonus reference)#(i want to believe™)#gosh though #'no one at school likes me because i won't shut up about halloween and jack skellington' i'm feeling VERY attacked right now twst #look scully your people are out there #just get on the forums and -- oh wait you're probably from like the 1800s or something #(my theory is that he's from the past and there's just some Book Magic going on to bring us together)#(LOOK they made a point of saying that the book fair has been held annually for a super long time)#a hot topic goth born before hot topic was invented...so sad 😔#i dunno i could be wrong but that feels like a good working theory for now #if it wasn't for mal sensing twsty ~magic~ on him i would think he's like. a christmas elf who's going to kidnap jack in a reverse-nmbc #(not ruling that out though because it would be amazing)#god all the sprites in this event look AMAZING. loving the desaturated colors and the extra drawn-on lines 😍#i'm genuinely kinda sad that we aren't gonna get to see every character like this #who knows...maybe halloweentown will be imperiled again next year...#come back and destroy my keys again please #(that said i'm doing weirdly well so far?)#(i promised i'd save for sebek and just do cursory pulls to get the SRs and not hope for the SSRs)#(...but then leona jumpscared me four coffins in anyway. halloween magic is REAL)

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biggest-gaudiest-patronuses · 6 months ago

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genuinely is my brain erasing itself or is google/tumblr censoring that post about notre dame and old growth forests.

#i know we joke about tumblr's (lack of) search function #but at some point this is surely (less) passive (more) aggressive #(particularly against people with memory issues...is this. is this gaslighting.#am i. am i being GASLIGHTED. by a social media platform who isn't even my PARENT???)#that post is ingrained in my memory but google image is flirting and fwirling its fan 'haha! you're so cute! and Imagining Things. Dear :-)#i have Looked okay! i've looked! and i've looked for a SEVERAL DOZEN POSTS before this after talking To People...and behold!#...this last year or two i *genuinely* can't find posts 4 out of 5 times.#what the COOL GELITAN FUCK is going on #geletan #gel #GELTAIN #GELA--im so scared right now #so tired #GELITAN #what the chilled gelitan fuck is going on #update: i Am being gaslit just not about the spelling of gelly-thing #i'm both stupid AND being gaslit. these things! can! coexist! *sad clapping*

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obsessedoverwater · 6 months ago

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Sometimes the doomed old man toxic yoai gets so bad you just have to start writing about fucking revenge guac to get over the pain.

#sonic movie 3 #sonic 3 #sonic the hedgehog #slight spoilers #stobotnik #I've never seen such fucking YEARN in a man before like PICK IT UP bro your obsession is so obvious #I've never felt so.. like this about an end of a relationship before i swear to god if Stone disappears after this I'll riot #I need him causing destruction in Robotniks name but before that I'm going to cope with him being a yearny little shit snd Shadow being edgy #Genuinely it's going to be 1K words of Shadow thinking 'Maria would've loved guacamole..' or something like that because i refuse to be sad #I'm not coping.. everyone lives nobody dies stobotnik ISN'T DEAD NOW WHAT DO YOU MEAN #the sonic movie team is paying for all of my bills not just the therapy ones because FUCK THIS #i loved the movie though it's so good gaia please never stop the peak it's so peak holy shit #OH GOD I JUST REMEMBERED METAL SONIC WON'T HAVE HIS DAD WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU PEOPLE #I'm NOT going to be okay coming into the third movie how could you have taken the father son bonding AWAY FROM ME

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forestslocaldead · 1 month ago

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For the art request can you draw Time and Malon?

Alternative: More Four, he is my favorite!

Guess who is who :)

So yeah, Four sketches as they get progressively lazier

#linked universe #legend of zelda #lu four #minish cap #I still can't draw the same person more than once :_]#I hope you're okay with this

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hauntingjasper · 3 months ago

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Chuuiickensnek (+headcanon design for Vinny)

#wdym they've never interacted in the game do you have any idea how sad i was when i found out 😔#why did people just decide to make them a duo/ship i genuinely wanna know pls #I just know that i was convinced by the fanart keep up the good work #I like to think they have something. Idk what it is but it's SOMETHING. I just like to see them being close hgmjgjmhgu #Null be saying ominous and cultish stuff and Vinny's just like “haha okay bud do you want some of vegetable oil that i saved for you”#i feel like they'd lowkey stress each other out too #Because Vinny wouldn't understand what Null is talking about and feels a bit too uneasy about all that stuff to ask about it #And Null would get frustrated because he'd feel like Vinny is not taking him seriously #They're still friends tho Null probably tolerates Vinny the most #agahshahahahwhah I love chickensnake #roblox regretevator #regretevator fandom #regretevator fanart #regretevator null #regretevator vinny #chickensnake #you can tag this as platonic or ship i don't really mind. i like both interpretations of them

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nanihirunkits · 11 months ago

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WE ARE | EP16

#we are #we are the series #we are series #tanfang #aou thanaboon #aouboom #boom tharatorn #my edits #weareedit #AOUBOOM MAIN LEADS WHEN???#i do appreciate them and the way they’ve been portraying tanfang #i know tan was a bit over the top 99% of the time #but every scene and touch felt so genuine #and i’m not gonna credit that to new #bc he wasn’t able to direct ppw in a way that didn’t make their kisses look a bit awkward #i know scenes have to look aesthetically pleasing in some way #and that’s why we keep having to deal the ‘no one would kiss with this much space for jesus between each other’ complaints #but like look at aouboom here #this is mostly them and their acting choices in my humble opinion #and don’t get me started on the pecks #ppw BARELY touched the other one’s lips when they had to do a peck kiss #like cmon the difference between ppw and aouboom pecks is insane #i’m sorry for picking on ppw but i’m a bit sad that some of their romantic scenes were a bit lackluster #especially that very last kiss which tbh i rather wouldn’t have seen bc it felt a bit awkward to me #but that may be just me #i need new to get a bit more frisky with kiss scenes when it comes to his directing #bc i feel like friskier kiss scenes only happen when the actors mostly do their thing after finding out what the director wants #(maybe i’m completely wrong about new but tkdkfdkddkdk)#and don’t get me wrong idgaf if there are kisses or not but if there’s a kiss scene you should commit instead of holding yourself back idk #and ppw definitely need a better director to help them achieve that bc jojo was definitely better at directing them

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blindmagdalena · 11 months ago

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i love homelander so much. i love that when his master plan to conquer the government fell through, he didn't go on a murderous rampage. he sat on the floor in front of his broken tv in his trashed penthouse and cried

i'm sorry but i've never seen anything more lovably pathetic in my life. he's so sad. he needs a cuddle.

#i stand by that he's also genuinely sad about victoria #in the same way he was crushed about a-train #also i'm like. desperate to see what the penthouse will look like next season #will they just reset it or will we see it redecorated???#homelander #the boys spoilers

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gatoburr0 · 11 months ago

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dykedvonte · 8 months ago

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Trans Curly headcanons are fascinating to me cause like… Jimmy would resent him more for it.

Masculinity is a weird underlying thing in their dynamic where Jimmy feels inferior to Curly about not only their job positions but roles in life. The idea that Curly is the better man who also made himself such would be such a blow to Jimmy’s already fragile and unstable ego. Like it’s not just that he’s just transphobic, he hates Curly’s ability to craft himself into what he wants to be successfully, it not about Curly being afab but Curly still being the better man.

But then he wouldn’t get the self image issues one can face, feeling like an imposter in a space you wanted to be in or even scared to be there. He’d just think Curly always gets what he desires and thinks nothing of it like he always has.

#also like it would be horrifying post crash cause like the implications and themes in the game I won’t get into rn #but this was inspired but a cute ish fic where Anya gave Curly his T shot cause like that’s just cute #and then it’s sad cause maybe I’m thinking Curly didn’t want to think or accept Jimmy would do such a thing because it means he could’ve #done something like that to him and the underlying fears that trans men and masc can have in male spaces of being found out and punished for #it and it’s an interesting thing to think about if it were canon or not cause like what if yknow? like trusting someone with a fact like #that about yourself only to see them torment and dehumanize someone in a way you easily could’ve been and still could be but this ain’t bout #that like Jimmy would have envy and resentment about Curly no matter if Curly was or wasn’t trans or if he disabled before the crash or #whatever cause he just resented Curly for being what he couldn’t be genuinely #mouthwashing #but back to Anya doing his T shot it’s like sad and cute cause it’s like useless now but it’s also so important to him and she’s such a good #friend and nurse to still do it and he has to think about despite all he didn’t do for her she still is doing this little thing for him and #I’ll see myself out on my sadness

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babylonqaf · 3 months ago

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There are shows that I'm disappointed got cancelled but I'm genuinely mad about Dead Boy Detectives. Like that was a huge fuckup on Netflix's part, and Netflix being Netflix means they won't part with the show and sell it to another studio if they can avoid it, while also not actually doing anything with it.

"Yeah but it had low viewership" I live in Los Angeles, tv show and film capital of the world, and saw a grand total of one billboard and very few posters... When the show had already been released.

I think they did get the mural on Melrose, the one near Fairfax, but I don't remember seeing it complete which is usually not a great sign.

The designs for the posters and billboards were so cool too, like they legitimately just threw 3 years of hundreds of people's work straight in the trash before the show even came out. I will literally never stop being mad about this.

#dead boy detectives #dbda #save dead boy detectives #also fuck netflix #what makes me so mad is that had the show been made even just a couple of years earlier it would have easily been renewed at least once #but studios have started judging shows based entirely on profit and viewership is the only thing taken into account #even though having a cult following is the type of thing studios used to sell souls for #the amount of shows I started watching years after they were done having never heard of them or seen a poster or billboard #but they still have 3 or 4 or even 5 seasons #times have changes and i don't fucking like it #unrelated but I'm probably moving to Stockholm for grad school #and it makes me genuinely sad to think I'll never see another poster or billboard for/about this show

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oceanwithouthermoon · 7 months ago

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saikis powers are a vital part of him so it makes sense that people who dont know about them cant truly understand his whole self, but its also very silly to me when people act like its the ONLY important part of him... people act like his friends that arent in the know are completely blind to who saiki is, but i feel like that kinda means you missed some major points... he cant keep his powers a secret forever and it DOES matter, but he can still be loved and KNOWN without knowing about them... hes still human, he still has a personality, he still has regular likes and dislikes, etcetc

his friends perspectives on him may have been wrong at first, but they CHANGED... they know him and love him, and theyll KEEP loving him the SAME once they know of his powers...

some people cough cough cough in this fandom like to reduce saiki to JUST his powers and its so obvious that you just. missed everything. you didnt absorb anything from the show, you just saw it and went "ha, everyone thinks hes just a guy when hes actually super cool and powerful" no no no, he IS cool and powerful but look a little closer and at his core he is still LITERALLY JUST A GUY 😭😭😭

hes such a guy.....

#idk this goes back to how i think its weird that people think how he treats toritsuka is 'his true personality coming out'#like ?? hes a dick to him because he deserves it. not because saiki is a dick.#'so sad how his other friends only know him as a boring introvert' hey idk how to tell you this but hes actually still that #he may be more fun and childish and silly than most of his friends know #but above all hes still an introvert who loves sitting in his house and doing nothing #his favorite hobbies besides that are video games and coffee jelly #i fear you may be the one who doesnt understand saiki if you think the two sides of him his different friends see cant coexist #hes still the same guy #even the people who are in the know see a limited side of saiki #i fear akechi is the only person who gets to see all of him #and even that has a limit. i guess i wouldnt say 'all' but both sides #'the mixer scene was just teruhashi showing she doesnt know anything abt him since she thinks he would just sit there' yk what. dont pmo.#that is quite literally just factually what he WOULD HAVE BEEN DOING #even around everyone who knows about his powers #what the fuck else would saiki be doing??? singing and doing standup ?????#no dude. hes fun and likes singing and is funny and likes showing off but not in that way and definitely not in that setting #if u genuinely believe saiki would be the life of the party at a mixer instead of just sitting there making the occasional sarcastic commen #then youve severely misjudged him😭#what version of saiki k did you even watch actually #'the awesome cool nonchalant life of saiki k'#sorry this is really just a rant above all else #saiki k #tdlosk #the disastrous life of saiki k.#saiki kusuo #meows post #meownalysis

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lotus-pear · 6 months ago

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rewatched madoka magica again today bc i fucking hate myself and to absolutely no one’s surprise i went through all five stages of grief in a single evening

#let’s talk about sayaka miki for a second #genuinely the fact that her whole character is centered around tragedy almost to a shakespearean extent #she’s selfless and brave and values her justice and righteousness above all. calls herself an ally of justice #in fact i think it’s rather intriguing how her whole character is centered around “justice”#her story being a more twisted retelling of the original little mermaid #how she is initially portrayed as a very heroic and confident character even before becoming a magical girl. always shielding madoka #selling her soul to heal the boy she loved out of a selfless desire to see him well again #her being absolutely distraught abt being robbed of her humanity and betrayed by kyubey #she combats this harrowing realization by immersing herself in her duties not caring that she is slowly deteriorating in the process #becoming numb with pain and fighting recklessly and psychotically trying to drown out the pain #finally coming to the sickening conclusion that humanity doesn’t deserve her saving and she succumbs to a fate of her making #last words being “i was so stupid” which trumps her previous statement of “there’s no way i’d regret this”#ALSO? the fact that her costume and weapon are symbolic of a knight. she rly portrays this hero of justice who will protect and defend ☹️#i think abt the fact that homura said that sayaka’s wish was so selfless it was only a matter of time before she died #sayaka being the example of what happens to magical girls who go through the entire cycle and eventually become witches is so sad to me #genuinely just like. sick and twisted #very very fucked up.#characters who have their own misconstrued interpretation of “justice” or who are centered around justice in general.#you will always be dear to me.#sayaka reminds me a lot of akechi in some ways ngl #harboring an almost idealized vision of justice but it slowly rots and festers and corrupts their hearts the more immersed w it they become #actually losing their sanity when they fight bc of how much pain they’re in but refuse to acknowledge it until they break #refusing any help and wallowing in misery despite having ppl who love them and want to save them #last words are those expressing regret for being such a fool. for being ignoring #being used by yhe main villain as a stepping stone towards their true goal. they were merely a pawn #also doomed in every version of their reality. always doomed by the narrative no matter what choices they make #i have a type i fear #HAHAHAH ALSO the fact that they’re both dressed so regally compared to everyone else in their respective series #meant to portray them in a virtuous and princely light. only made more apparent by the sword being their weapon of choice #i’m gonna shut up now but they’re soo eerily similar its unnerving tbh 💀

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myokk · 3 months ago

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Guess which outfit I wore on my only public outing to the grocery store today and what I’ve been wearing to draw outside, clean like crazy, and give my dogs a spa day😭😭

Plus my studio ghibli redraw of Seb and Eloise🥹🥹🥹 they look like BABIES😭♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️

#Tuesdays are kind of like my day off🫶 so I take advantage and do a LOT !!!!!#btw things with me are better not fixed but better we are working on it♥️#Lots and lots of uncomfortable terrible but necessary conversations #and starting therapy which is scary bc I do NOT like opening up except on tumblr which is my stupid diary #anyways I genuinely love all of you and I hope to be more present here agian soon #ignoring the fandom nonsense I almost wrote my own post about it #but it basically could be summed up by interact with what you’re interested in #ignore what you want #and there aren’t many creators active atm and we all support each other #so if there’s anything you wish you could see in the fandom that people aren’t posting about #maybe you could create it yourself🫶 people are nice I swear #and I’m getting so sad and tired of people assuming everything is disingenuous bc what does it accomplish to just assume the worst of people #ok that’s my rant it’s all I’m going to say about this whole nonsense♥️

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redr0sewrites · 1 year ago

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i will forever defend these two- NOT to start discourse but they are both so heavily mischaracterized by the fandom its INSANE like omg yes they are flawed but they are also trying their best PLEASE leave them alone 🙏🙏🙏

as usual im yapping in the tags if anyone cares

#rose rambling #this is not directed at anyone #just some observations within the fandom ive noticed #i genuinely sympathize with jayce sm he may be making mistakes but he is trying his best under a stressful position #that he didn't even want to be in in the first place #there isn't a LOOT of people who are anti ekko or anything but he's genuinely so erased from fandom spaces #NOBODY TALKS ABOUT HIM and it makes me sad #or they completely mischaracterize him as this like emotionless stoic badass???#he literally cried during our first intro to him when he hugged vi but! sure!!!#but yea jayce and ekko are both of my favs #jayce is a problematic fav and ekko is an unproblematic fav who has done basically next to nothing wrong #jayce? hes flawed.#he killed a kid #hes classist #hes lowkey a capitalist #but he cares sooo much ab people around him and prioritizes viktor and mel over everyone else #even though everyone around him seems to only want to use him #and ekko? he was forced to grow up without the guidance of someone like silco or vander #he was ALONE when he built his safe haven #and he is so caring and emotional and SWEET and people just disregard so much of both of their characters #i could give character analysis' on both of them for HOURSSS #arcane #arcane theory #arcane ekko #ekko arcane #ekko #arcane jayce #jayce talis #jayce arcane #arcane jayce talis

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