sooo i was inspired by @mabithebard's amazing anthy amv a while back and started making this suruga/rouka focused amv. i realized the way i started editing this was maybe a little ambitious (especially on my free video editor, i can't add subtitles until i'm done editing everything) so here is a work in progress from a month ago.
the song i used is Fukouya no Musume by Kikuhana. you can find my own translation of the lyrics under the cut (those should be synced with the video in the final version)
(in bold, the part that can be heard in the WIP i posted)
Enough, enough
Enough, that's enough
Stop tormenting her already
Enough, enough
Isn't she pitiful?
Please take notice
But there's no helping it,
There's no helping it
She's nothing but weak,
And so she has no merits
She seems so lonely,
She seems so sad
That it makes her so lovely and pitiful
Misfortune, misfortune
Misfortune, misfortune
Selling misfortune is how she lives
This lowly, lowly
Girl who sells misfortune
Misfortune, misfortune
A moment's misfortune should be as splendid as a flower
The lonely, lonely
Girl who sells misfortune
Enough, enough
Enough, that's enough
Stop tormenting her already
It's sprouting,
It's sprouting
This sorrowful flower bud
Yes, there's no helping it,
There's no helping it
It feels good, and so it cannot be helped
She looks like she's in pain
She looks like she could vanish
And it makes her so lovely and pitiful
Misfortune, misfortune
Misfortune, misfortune
Selling misfortune is how she lives
This tragic, tragic
Girl who sells misfortune
Misfortune, misfortune
Misfortune, misfortune!
A moment's misfortune should be as splendid as a flower
This suffering, suffering
Girl who sells misfortune
Misfortune, misfortune
Misfortune, misfortune
Surely this flower of misfortune shall bloom
This lonely, lonely
Girl who sells misfortune
Misfortune, misfortune
Misfortune, misfortune!
Let us bloom this flower of misfortune
This lowly, lowly
Girl who sells misfortune
On the subject of Koyomi and Suruga's relationship
Suruga and Koyomi are not romantically or sexually attracted to one another —
In Suruga's case it's fairly unambiguously because she's gay; in Koyomi's case there doesn't need to be a specific reason but we can fairly assume it's because the thought of being romantically or sexually involved with his girlfriend's ex-girlfriend makes him uncomfortable for relatively straightforward social reasons
But a lot of people get thrown off by the fact that Suruga apparently flirts a lot with Koyomi, thinking this must mean that she's actually attracted to him —
This isn't what's happening and there's a few angles to analyse it from
The first, and most straightforward, is that Suruga is flirting with him as a joke —
You may wonder what's so funny about this ("is the joke that lesbians are secretly attracted to men? what's so funny about that?" a certain subset of people will surely cry out) but this isn't a joke for the sake of the audience —
Koyomi and Suruga are friends and Suruga finds it funny to get a rise out of him by acting provocatively, and is comfortable enough in her own sexuality and her relationship with Koyomi to know that it will never actually lead anywhere
Her relationship with Hitagi is also important here —
She wouldn't sincerely make a move on Hitagi's boyfriend because she wouldn't want to betray the trust of the woman who's still so dear to her —
This also ties into her apparent attempts to seduce Koyomi in the "Suruga Monkey" arc of Bakemonogatari, before her rapport with Koyomi was well established —
While her jealousy towards Hitagi's new partner is the most prominent factor in her actions in that arc, the degree to which she still sincerely cares about Hitagi cannot be understated —
It's pretty likely that she'd be concerned that mysterious truant and possible delinquent Araragi Koyomi would take advantage of a girl who's been very ill for several years at that point only cheat on her at the first opportunity —
In this regard it's also possible to analyse continued instances of her flirting with him as her reassuring herself that Hitagi is dating a good guy, that she doesn't need to worry that he's going to frivilously break Hitagi's heart (or that Hitagi will wind up getting arrested for assaulting any potential mistresses)
There's also the factor that Koyomi simply is not a reliable narrator —
A significant proportion of what he describes strongly resembles intrusive thoughts —
It's fair to assume that Koyomi might have primarily-obsessive obsessive-compulsive disorder, given how many scenes have him acting wildly inappropriately one moment only to resume their prior course a moment later as if nothing happened —
So when Koyomi describes Suruga acting provocatively and flirting constantly with him, it's really worth taking that with a grain of salt —
Some of it is probably her joking around, but a lot of what we're seeing is more likely a representation of Koyomi's anxiety that the strong platonic bond he's forging with his girlfriend's ex-girlfriend might undermine his romantic bond with Hitagi
It's also worth noting that we don't see the same sort of provocative flirting from Suruga when she narrates in Hanamonogatari, which has an added layer of significance given she's by far the most reliable narrator the series has (at least as far as Zokuowarimonogatari) —
That can in part be attributed to the fact that Koyomi only appears in a couple of scenes in that novel, and the fact that Hanamonogatari is the last arc chronologically in the first-three seasons of the Monogatari series —
But there's also a broader theme of the entire second season of Monogatari coming across there, that the person you think you know and the person they are inside are not the same —
The Suruga we hear from in Hanamonogatari barely resembles the Suruga we see from Koyomi or Tsubasa's perspectives —
Sure, she still has a manic episode in the later parts of the arc, but where others see her as a constant whirlwind of energy, underneath she has a far more depressive side that dominates her own narration
And that brings me to the final point, that Koyomi and Suruga's relationship works as well as it does because it represents a platonic bond between a man and a woman that you don't necessarily see all that often in fiction —
And that bond is treated as being just as valuable and important as any other bond between any other character's in the series —
And while it may be easy to be led astray from that fact by some of how their relationship is depicted in the series, really what we see is that it's a bond that can withstand social pressures and expectations surrounding gender and relationships
Of course, it could just be that Koyomi is a transfem egg who Suruga's gaydar is going off around —
The door for Koyomi x Suruga yuri fanfiction is open for anyone who wants to disregard the rest of what I just said —
Or you could make Hitagi transmasc and have it turn out that Koyomi is gay —
Koyomi and Suruga could work well as a queerplatonic duo
How does it feel being the one and only shipper of Numahara AKA "Making Kanbaru the saddest girl in the world"
IT WAS NOT MY INTENTION TO TORTURE KANBARU I DIDNT EVEN NOTICE UNTIL IT WAS POINTED OUT TO ME ITS NOT MY FAULT SHE'S GETTING FRIENDZONED, IM SURE THEYLL LET HER JOIN IN ON THE FUN
How many girlfriends does Kanbaru have by the time she turns 25?
if you were to ask her she'd probably say 69 but the real answer would be like 2 or 3 with some attachment issues and a side of trauma, but girl's working on herself!