#kanya di<3

[mera-mann-kehne-laga]

63 for the asks...

No I don't think so. My parents have blessed me with a very beautiful name. Also it was suggested by my late maamu who loved me a lot. So that makes it very precious (iykwim) And I'd love to die with the same name.

[krsnaradhika]

You give me the vibe of an orange tree with oranges. Don’t even ask me why. Some part of my brain probably knows but idk its just….🍊🍊🍊🍊🍊🍊🍊

That . . . is interesting. I don't understand either hehe. Love oranges and trees tho <3

[ozziesdisco]

Hi ily. You're amazung

Hii omg you're amazing too ily

I love your blog and your posts about Krishna sm

[ghostofhyuck]

NCT Dream as OPM Songs

AN: This is written in filipino because the request is about Dreamies as Original Pinoy Music or OPM songs. So it's best to write it in filipino so that it's more meaningful and there's a lot of filo references too lol. (If you want an eng ver, just tell me! <3)

Mark Lee ; Tingin by Cup of Joe, Janine

'Di man alam ang darating Sa dulo at sa gitna ng dilim Sa liwanag mo nakatingin Sa 'yo nakatingin, sa 'yo lang ang tingin

Oo starting strong with Tingin by Cup of Joe kasi naman, this reminds me of Thomasian! Mark tapos nag-guest COJ last paskuhan. Kaya saktong-sakto talaga yung kanta! Imagine mo iyon, paskuhan kasama si Mark na long-time best friend mo, kumakanta ang Cup of Joe ng Tingin, tapos kahit crowded yung field, kahit na ang ingay, hindi mawala yung tingin ni Mark sa iyo. SA IYO LANG SIYA NAKATINGIN!!! Tapos wala kang kaalam-alam na nakatingin siya sa iyo kasi sobrang invested ka sa Cup of Joe. Huwag ka na lang magulat after ng paskuhan mag-coconfess si Mark sa iyo.

Huang Renjun ; Paraluman by Adie

'Di magsasawa, 'di ka pababayaan Isasayaw kita hanggang sa walang-hanggan

It's either IKAW ang paraluman o si Renjun, it can be both. Halos lahat ng kanta ni Adie bagay kay Renjun, pero sobrang bagay sa kanya ang paraluman. Imagine mo na ito yung kinakanta sa iyo ni Renjun SKFJSDFKJSDK like!! sobrang soft tapos yung lyrics, para siyang promise sa iyo ni Renjun. Feeling ko ito yung mga kanta na haharanahin ni Renjun sa iyo tapos isasayaw ka pa niya sa loob ng sala ninyo. Kayong dalawa lang doon tapos sobrang wholesome lang nung moment! Ayoko na, masyado na ito delusyonal. 

Lee Jeno ; Mananatili by Cup of Joe

Mananatili sa iyong tabi magdamag Ating paligid, hindi na natin napapansin

Ang hirap bigyan si Jeno, gusto ko kasi special sa kanya EME. Pero iyon, bagay na bagay sa kanya ang Mananatili kasi the lyrics sounds like something he would do! Manatili sa iyo kahit ano man ang mangyari! Wala siyang pake kung uncertain yung nangyayari sa inyong dalawa, basta parang nabighani (NABIGHANI!?) siya sa iyo that night kaya he just wants to be by your side siguro hindi lang buong gabi, pwede bang panghabang-buhay na ito? HUYYYY Pero just imagine, just you and him, enjoying the moment with each other, not even caring about the people around. 

Lee Donghyuck ; Fallen by Lola Amour

I'm okay with being by your side for as long as I can hide What if I told you that I've fallen

Bagay na bagay kay Haechan ang Fallen by Lola Amour!! Sobrang upbeat tapos ang cute pa ng lyrics, vibe niya talaga!! Yung tipong bigla na lang sasabihin sa iyo na gusto ka niya! Shock factor talaga but at the same time, wala lang sa kanya yung sagot mo, all he cares is that he's fallen for you!! Willing siyang gawin ang lahat para sa iyo kasi inlababo na talaga siya sa iyo, pati rin siya hindi rin alam gagawin sa feelings niya sa iyo :< ang cute lang sensya na pero iyon, never mind what you feel. He doesn't need to know, basta gusto ka niya. period!

Na Jaemin ; Pasilyo by Sunkissed Lola

Naglakad ka nang dahan-dahan Sa pasilyo tungo sa altar ng simbahan Hahagkan na't 'di ka bibitawan Wala na 'kong mahihiling pa

Oo alam kong pang-kasal etong kanta na ito pero bakit ba??? Sobrang Na Jaemin-coded eto!! Imagine your wedding day with Jaemin, tapos sobrang gandang-ganda siya sa iyo habang naglakakad ka sa pasilyo. Iiisipin niya na ang swerte niya na ikaw ang mapapangasawa niya at makakasama niya habang-buhay. Pati yung lyrics it screams Jaemin so much!! Parang the way the lyrics talks from the groom's pov about his future, parang si Jaemin talaga!! >:( Sobrang perfect niya maging groom at sobrang husband material pa HAYSTTT. 

Zhong Chenle ; Ikaw Lang by Nobita

Tumingin ka sa 'king mga mata At hindi mo na kailangan pang Magtanong nang paulit-ulit Ikaw lang ang iniibig

The vibe of the whole song just screams Chenle so much! Yung lyrics, yung assurance? sobrang Chenle-coded. Imagine friends to lovers with Chenle, tapos sobrang tagal niyo nang gusto ang isa't isa kaya naman once na naging kayo, may mga worries and anxieties, a lot of hurt and comfort pero dahil si Chenle ang boyfriend mo grabe yung assurance! He'll be always there for you and ikaw lang talaga ang kanyang mamahalin! Yung chorus talaga, :< imagine iyan sinasabi ni Chenle sa iyo just to assure you. :<<

Park Jisung ; Pagtingin by Ben & Ben

'Pag nilahad ang damdamin Sana 'di magbago ang pagtingin Aminin ang mga lihim Sana 'di magbago ang pagtingin

I belib in torpe! Jisung supremacy!! Pagtingin? oo that's soo Jisung-coded. Best friend na in love sa iyo? Oo si Jisung iyan! Imagine Jisung na matagal nang may gusto sa iyo pero torpe kasi siya !!! ayaw niya kasing masira friendship niyo kaya hindi siya umaamin!! >:(( Ikaw naman sobrang manhid sa feelings niya kaya iyon hindi mo alam na sobrang emotionally-constipated na pala si Jisung. SHOCKS what if years later saka lang nag-confess sa iyo si Jisung, thinking na wala na iyon sa kanya pero tangina, may crush ka rin pala sa kanya. (Hindi pa naman huli ang lahat, now's the chance!)

[jezawitha-z]

Life has been really tough lately and idk if i can put it into words. Maraming ganap end ng month of July to mids of August and still trying on how I can share it to my tumblr blog. This kinda a long post and gusto ko balikan itong post one day na masaya, matatag, at lumalaban parin sa buhay.

My heart is full right now as I was able to spend time with the love of my life and his family. Nag church kami kasama parents nya this Sunday lang at di ko talaga napigilang umiyak nung inannounce na yung sa prayer intentions ba yun sa catholic mass. Pinalagay kasi ng mama nya kanina yung name ng mama ko and I was really emotional dahil naaalala ko na naman si nanay. It's been 3 weeks since my mom died and although I'm already coping, di parin talaga maiwasan.

Solid lang din talaga yung support ni bf at mama nya nung mga panahon na yun lalo na emotionally. Sinamahan nya ako magbantay kay nanay since hanggang Thursday lang pasok nya sa work. Yun yung time na nagkaroon ako ng tulog nung nandun na sya at the same time nakakakain na rin dahil walang gana kumain at walang tulog talaga. I'm really thankful din sa mga taong andyan talaga para sakin sa mga panahong akala ko hindi ko kakayanin.

From Cavite - Negros Occidental, naiuwi namin nanay ko dahil andun din talaga halos relatives namin sa side ng nanay ko at para makita na din ng mga kapatid ko for the last time. That was a really tough decision dahil sobrang daming bagay na need iconsider. We're not capable financially dahil ang laki ng gastos kung iuuwi si nanay through airplane man or barko tapos yung per night pa ni nanay sa punerarya.

We're almost in the conclusion of cremation at least yung ashes maiiuwi parin naman sa probinsya. But God is really good na maraming taong tumulong through prayers and financially dahil hanggang ngayon hindi ko maimagine paano namin nalikom yung ganung halaga bigla. Although may nautang din ako but without the help of others, di talaga kakayanin.

Yung bigat ng pakiramdam ko nung mga time na yun sobra sobra talaga. Andito ako sa Pampanga at si nanay naman nasa Cavite. Ako na walang kaalam alam paano mag commute pa Manila or papuntang Cavite pero with God's grace, talagang nagawa ko. Sasakay ng bus na iyak ng iyak, uuwi ng apartment sa Pampanga para umiyak din, babalik na naman ng Cavite another session na naman ng iyak lalo na kapag nakaka receive ako ng mga messages encouraging me to stay strong.

Laging sinasabi ng mama ni bf na for sure happy na rin si nanay sa mga ginawa ko. Malungkot man na for the last time sa mahabang panahon, na ngayon ko lang napakita kung gaano ko sya ka-mahal. My mother was also my best friend, napapagsabihan ko most of my ganap sa buhay dati. Pero may mga bagay na nagkakaconflict kami which leads us na di mag usap for 2 years.

Isinasantabi ko na lahat ng galit ko o tampo sa kanya. Since ako lang yung immediate family nya na andito sa city, halos sakin talaga lahat nakasalalay at bilang panganay na rin. And for the last time, kinausap ko sya and told her na di na ako galit at kahit anong mangyari naman nanay ko parin sya at mahal ko. I also asked for forgiveness because I wasn't a perfect daughter for her and made a decision not to talk to her for a long time. She knows na din naman siguro that I was also in pain sa mga naging desisyon nya that time. Pero nirerespeto ko na din naman yung naging desisyon nya dati kahit na ikakabroken family namin.

Kahit papaano happy na rin naman ako na nakita ko yung tatay ko na alam kong mahal na mahal nya parin si nanay. Although nung unang nalaman nya na wala na si nanay ay sobrang wala syang pake at puro galit or hatred naririnig from him. Pero later on, who would have thought na mag aabot din sya ng malaking halaga ng pera para pandagdag at pumayag din na sa bahay nya iburol si nanay na nung umpisa ayaw na ayaw nya talaga. Sinabihan ko rin naman sya na kahit sa huling pagkakataon nalang, at alam kong pinagsasabihan rin si tatay ng mga kapatid nya na tanggapin, at magpatawad. Nung kadating ng remains ni nanay sa Negros, umiiyak sya at nung mass din, iyak ng iyak din si tatay.

She died due to heart attack at sobrang nakakabigla dahil ang lakas nya lang tingnan, at ang bata pa ng nanay ko. Dahil nga dead on arrival ang nanay, inexplain naman ni Doc nung pina autopsy namin kung bakit nangyari.

And now, I'm already coping and to move forward para na din sa mga kapatid ko. Mahirap pala talaga maging panganay but at the same time, this is such an honor.

[sunb0rn]

rode my first wave (at nagtuloy tuloy na) after just 3-4 failed tries. huhu. pinalaki talaga akong tama ng cousin ko sa board (skateboarder siya). or baka nasa genes? eme.

pero sabi nila may tulong don yung pag workout ko coz ✨stronger core✨ but personally di ako sure ksi jan ako frustrate na frustrate. di ako gaano nakakapag core routine. but yeah laking tulong ang pag ggym in general.

new motivation unlocked.

next target improvement ay umabot ng shore. haaha. ang ginagawa ko ksi, kapag malapit na tumatalon na ako HAHAHA feeling ko ksi susubsob muka ka ko kahit na sinabi ni instructor na kusang hihinto yun.

appreciation din sa kanya kasi ang galing nya mag alalay, makwento pati. tas kinikwento ng mga kasama ko na parang proud father daw lalo kapag ang layo layo ko na. btw he's just 21 y/o at natuto daw siya at 13. 👏🏻

ahhhk basta ang saya ko langg!!

[lablim64]

Let's gooo

Yippee ✨

Fact 1: monster's name is actually Jan' eny, the name monster is a nickname that she uses the most than her name

Fact 2: the nickname monster is actually from an rumor that monster's old band made and an incident monster did (she's not so innocent lol)

Fact 3: monster has a pet lizard (it lives on her room lol)

Fact 4: the reason why monster is looking like her current self is that because she were kidnapped by tab and be his next failed experiment (also she didn't know jett is working for tab since she never seen tab around him at all lol)

Fact 5: she actually didn't trust anyone she meets, she mostly trusts them if they also respect her and her brother (lim), it's a habit

Fact 6: she's a lunatic.

Fact 7: she's the fastest one compared to other (also the elasticest due to her arms lol)

Fact 8: monster is Italian🇮🇹, she even has an soft Italian accent on a deep woman voice lol

Fact 9: monster is a character base and inspired by my online older sister :3

Fact 10: she's scared of bats (from a trauma)

Fact 11: she's didn't met the whole gang ex but she had a small chat with June once when she were came there to pick up lim (a good chat lol)

Fact 12: monster is a guitarist on a new bang now, due to her leaving the first and killing the second band she were at due to the band's unfair payment

Fact 13: even tho she's anxious and scary looking due to her actions, she's actually just the sweetest and the most helpful person

Fact 14: the reason why kanya were followed lim around (before she died) is to check if monster is near him, because monster nearly killed kanya before when she tried to hurt lim in front on her

Fact 15: she's can't cook, like she can't cook SHIT, she never able to learn it when she were young, she can make simple ones with no need for heating it but on the other hand she might accidentally burn down the house if she trys lol

Fact 16: she didn't care much about people who's not her friend, sibling or lover, she mostly care about them if they are respectful or keep her love ones happy

Fact 17: she can be like a karen sometimes if someone annoys her XD

Fact 18: even tho monster didn't died like lim, she's also quite "hard to kill" due to tab infect her with ferofluid when he were kidnapped her

Fact 19: she'll either kill you or brake one or two of your limbs or organ if you try to cross her

Fact 20: she's now canonically works as a cop and also a rock/metal music band member (cause yes, she's challengy lol)

And that's all^^

Hope y'all like it✨

[daughterofruins]

Bhai I’m new at tumblr😭 help me

Hi hi

Thank you for choosing me to be your guide:)) bohot acha laga mujhe

Pehle mera intro:-

I'm a Bangali living in Calcutta, a huge huge huge MUN enthusiast and a very passionate speaker and debater.

I also write poems, abstract pieces of literature inspired solely from rage and stories, but mera blog is so messed up kuch milta hi nahi 🤡

Ab mere questions:-

1. Are you a minor?

2. Aji aapka naam aur kaam dono

3. Yahan aane ka koi special karan?

4. Aapke interests?

5. Aapka dhanda.

Aur yeh hai kuch blogs that you can follow jike interaction dekh ke bada maza aata hai and they're the best people ever.

1. @chanda-chamke-cham-cham she's my batchmate, she's my friend but overall she the best!!! Chanda is really just the most perfect human ever:)

2. @manujanolavu yeh meri bhabhi hai lekin bhai kaun hai pata nahi! She ships me with this guy I hate, lekin she is really the sweetest. Mere problems mein bohot madad karti hai aur anime bohot zyada dekhti hai.

3. @laut-ke-buddhu-ghar-ko-aaye yeh mera bada Punjabi bhai jo aadhe time gayab rehta hai aur baaki adhe time meri dusri bhabhi @that-mad-indian-woman ko gussa dilata rehta hai

4. @alhad-si-simran blog dekh lo pyaar ho jaega koi introduction ki zaroorat nahi.

5. @om-is-ok Simran Di se zyada pyar mat karna warna murder kardenge ye tumhara.

6. @voiz mujhe url yaad nahi but yeh mera ever horny bhai hai iske shitposts dekh ke hasi kam rona zyada aata hai.

7. @satanicallysatanicchild this kid. GOD THIS IS MY LITERAL FAVOURITE PERSON I LOVE HER SO MUCH I'LL EXPLODE ISKO JITNA HO SAKE PYAAR DO AUR BAS PYAAR DO AUR KUCH MAT DO SHE IS THE BEST THE ABSOLUTE LOVE <33

8. @mainapnifavouritehoon inke baare mein kuch bolna isn't necessary, blog pe jao pata chal jaega why she awesome!

9. @appki-adrak-wali-chai arey inki toh baat hi alag hai she's an absolute gem<3

10. @trashmeowcan she's one of my most supportive moots i love her so much i just-

Aur bhi bohot log hai is list mein tag karne ke liye jaise @vellibandi meri sharma:) aur @sanskari-kanya

Lekin pehle jao inhe follow karo

Aur kuch lage toh batana bye:)

[yawnzloverz]

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After the storm

And when the clock strikes twelve, will we be back to being strangers who never speak to each other?

⋆Pairing: Choi Yeonjun x fem!reader

⋆Genre: strangers to enemies to lovers, slow-burn,fluff, angst, slice of life,

*Warnings: Cursing and cussing here and there. Mention of hookups and slight sexual innuendo.

⟶ Summary- With the failure of your past relationship, you try to move on with closure and no regrets; which you fail miserably. You don't need help, but a shoulder to lean and cry on. But what if that shoulder belongs to a total stranger? or so you thought...

a/n: SORRY NA SA SOBRANG TAGAL NA UPDATEEEE HUHU PERO THANK U FOR READING LOVELIESSSSS -val! 🧸

⋆ Chapter IV - Call me Maybe

7 am palang,nagising na ako. Sino ba kasing hinayupak ang kumuha ng electric fan ko?!

Ayun, pawis na pawis ako. Happy Sunday.

Ichecheck ko sana ang phone ko, kasi wala ito sa bedside table. Tatayo sana ako para hanapin ito nang biglang may pumintig sa batok ko.

Aray! Sobrang sakit ng ulo ko!

Napunta pala ang phone ko sa ilalim ng kama ko. Pa'no-

TOK TOK TOK!

Napalingon ako nang biglang may kumatok sa pinto. Bumukas ito at pumasok si Kuya Jake.

"Hoy, 'nyare sa'yo? Ba't ka sumisigaw?" Minsan nakakalimutan kong manipis nga lang pala ang mga dingding namin.

"Hindi, wala. Bigla lang sumakit ulo ko." Sabi ko habang hinihimas batok ko.

"Ahh kala ko-" 'Yan nanaman siya. "Mag-ingat ka ha. Baba ka na, may pandesal na sa baba."

"Si-sige..." Mahina kong sambit. Nanghihina na rin ako sa sakit ng ulo ko.

Kinuha ko ang phone ko, pero ayaw nito bumukas. Hayst. Kailangan ko rin pala bumaba, nando'n yung charger.

Pagbaba ko ay agad bumungad sa'kin ang...SUNGHOON?! SI SUNGHOON BA TALAGA 'YAN? BAKA NAMAN NAMAMALIKMATA LANG AKO?

"Uy, Good morning, Y/n" Sabi niya habang nakangiti. NAKAKATUNAW!

"I'm sure by now you've already heard of the recent tragedy?"

Oh...that...It happened again...? Another student ended her life. I was reminded of the events that transpired 3 years ago. The foul remembrance of that day made me shiver. I can still hear his voice caling me....

Y/n....

...

Y/n...

no, no please stop

Y/n.....

please stop, please

I will find you.

STOP!

Nagulat ako nang may kumalabog sa mesa, at ako rin ang may gawa. Nahampas ko ang lamesa sa sobrang takot ko na marinig ulit ang boses niya. Si kuya Jake lang pala ang tumatawag sa'kin. Sunghoon's puzzled expression made me feel a little embarassed. Para akong bata na biglang nag-maktol. Tinulak niya ng daliri ang hot chocolate na nasa harap ko. "Inom ka muna. Hinga, hinga." That really wasn't necessary. Sa preseniya mo palang, kumakalma na'ko. "I think...lets no talk about it anymore." Sinabi ni Sunghoon. Tumango si Kuya Jake.

Of course it happened again. I did not forget, though I desire to. Sinubukan kong hindi alalahanin lahat ng nangyari noon, at ngayon. Para akong lalagnatin sa takot. "Mag s-stay lang ako saglit. Do you wanna watch?" Tumango ako at minostrahan niya ako na tumabi sa kanya. HUEY??? GUSTO NIYA AKONG KATABI? WAG PLEASE, BAKA 'DI KO KAYANIN!

Tumabi ako sa kanya at nagsalang sila ng pelikula. Medyo inantok ako sa pelikula kaya nag-scroll nalang ako sa phone ko.

Ka-chat ko si Chaewon at Giselle sa group chat namin, naghuhukay sila at nagsesend ng mga maaasim na litrato at TikToks namin noon. Sinend ni Giselle yung TikTok ko nung sumabak ako sa Dalagang Pilipina Challenge.

Buti nalang nasave ko yung rume-renegade siya. Binuksan ko ang photo gallery ko para hukayin ang mga kaje-jemonan nila nang makakita ako ng misteryosong picture. 'Nu 'to? Ba't 'to nandito? Binuksan ko ang picture. Eh ako 'to eh! Nung Friday! Saan 'to galing?!

Tingnan ko ang picture info.

Saturday, Oct 7, 2023. 11:59 pm

Ha? Kagabi? Pero saan 'to galing? Ang lakas na ng dagungdong ng dibdib ko. Mahihimatay na ako sa sobrang kaba. Una, weird na phone number, ngayon naman, picture ko na bangag. Jusko! Teka....YUNG NUMBER! Tinignan ko yung contacts ko, tapos yung 'Recent'....

10/7/23 11:59 pm

Nakakaputangina na talaga. Para akong mababaliw na mahihimatay na ewan. Tinapos namin yung pelikula bago umalis si Sunghoon. Nakahinga na rin ako nang maayos, mahigit apat na oras kong tiniis na naka stomach-in. Pagka-alis niya umakyat agad ako sa kwarto kaso pinigilan ako ni kuya Jake. "Hoy, sa'n ka pupunta? 'Di ka itetext niyan kung nakauwi ka na ba, nasa bahay ka lang hoy." '

To nanaman si kuya sa pagiging assuming eh. 

"Hindi 'no! Pagod lang talaga ako, na-drain social battery ko". Inirapan lang ako ni kuya.

Pag-akyat ko, para akong nahilo. I traced all the way to October 7, and I tried my best to recall the events that happened during that day.

No'ng gabing 'yon, uminom ako, tapos sinundo ako nila kuya. Tapos may seminar, tapos....

Parang may naalala ako na may tinawagan ako. The memory was cloudy yet vivid, hindi ko masabi kung panaginip lang ba 'yon o ano.

Only one way to find out....

Binuksan ko ang phone ko para tignan ang recent calls.

Ang pinaka-recent ko na tawag, number lang. 11:59 pm.

Hindi ko alam kung ano ang sumanib sa'kin, pero hindi ako nagdalawang-isip na pindutin ang call button.

Ring.

Ring.

"Hello..?"

AYUN!

"Um, hi po, kuya"

"Hi um, I think you got the wrong number?"

"Hala hindi po! 'Wag niyo po muna ib-"

"You probably got the wrong number, I'm hanging up, ok?"

"Kuya 'wag! "Wag niyo muna po akong iwan!"

"Ha?" Bahagyang natawa si kuya. "Para saan po ba 'to?"

" Hi po ahm, ayon nga po, nung Friday po, October seven, I went drinking out. I saw your number in my phone, and kanina, I saw your number sent me a picture of myself. So, I'm here to ask you, sino po kayo?"

"Yeah, I'm-"

Halos mapa-itcha na ako ng phone ko sa gulat. May biglaang static na ringing mula sa kabilang linya. 

"Hello? Okay ka lang?" 

"O-Oo...Biglang nag-static, sorry. Ano ulit 'yun?"

"Sabi ko ako si Ch-" KRIIIIIIIIII Halos mapasigaw ako sa lakas.

"Kuya hindi ko po talaga maintindihan, nags-static talaga." 

"Huh, that's weird. Can I get your name perhaps? Or, what was this about again?"

Huminga ako nang malalim.

"Sir, I found your number on my phone, and you found my picture on yours. You sent it kagabi, diba?"

"Kagabi? I don't remember making any calls last night."

"Ako rin, pero check mo phone mo, and yung gallery mo din."

Nanahimik yung linya saglit, naririning ko lang na palakas nang palakas na yung hinga ni kuya.

"What the fuck?! Who the fuck are you?"

"Ikaw nga dapat tinatanong ko 'ya eh, may picture pa ako diyan" Aminin mo na 'ya, crush mo lang talaga ako KEMEEEEE.

"I don't even know you! I this some kind of joke?" Napangiwi ako. Gingigil mo 'ko kuya eh! Pati naman ako gusto rin maging joke lang 'to.

"Teka...did we perhaps have a one nigh-"

"HINDI, HINDI, NO." Pagputol ko sa kanya. Loko 'to ah!

"Sorry I mean, the picture was in a bar so I assumed..."

"Teka, alam mo 'yung lugar?" Buti ka pa 'ya.

"Parang familliar yung lugar, I think it's a bar I went to...but I don't quite remember where."

Wait! Saan nga ba 'yon?  Nag-backread ako sa mga chat namin sa gc, kung saan daw ako pinick-up nila kuya.

Ayun! PASAY!

"Sa Pasay daw kuya. Sinundo ako ng kuya ko do'n nung nalasing ako."

"You sure? Okay then."

"Pupuntahan ko yung lugar. Ikaw?"

"I'll try, what was your name again?"

"Y-"KREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

"Hindi ko talaga marinig, miss."

"Just call me-"

Napatingin ako sa nakabukas na bintana. The sky looked exceptionally blue and beautiful today, it reminds me of him, blue is his color after all. Teka...SKY!

"You can call me 'Sky'."

"Alright then."

"Eh, ikaw?"

"What?"

"Anong puwede kong itawag sa'yo?" For some reason I couldn't hear his name, and 'di niya rin marinig akin. 

"Call me Leo." Naks, nag-search pa ata si kuya. 

"Naks naman, sa'n mo nanaman napag-kukuha 'yan ya."

"Ah, Virgo sana since yun ang zodiac sign ko, but I figured Leo would be more fitting."

"Sosyal mo naman 'ya," Bahagya akong napatawa. 

"So, see you there?"

"See you later, Sky."

"Byeeee"

Binaba niya na ang tawag. Agad akong pumunta sa google para mag-search ng mga bar. Nagbihis na rin ako at bumaba para mag-paalam kay kuya.

"Pasay nanaman? May kinikita ka ba do'n? Puwede naman, 'wag ka ang uuwing buntis."

'To nanaman si oa eh.

"May titignan lang ako, may naiwan kasi ako dun sa bar na pinuntahan ko."

"BAR? HALIKA NGA DITONG BATA KA." Naguat ako nang sugurin ako ni Kuya Jake nang may hawak na sandok. 

"Sige na kuya ba-bye love you!" Sinarado ko ang pinto. KUYA GUARD! MAY NAG-AAMOK NA ASO!

Eto na guys, true na, real na, totoo na 'to. I'm coming, Leo.

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Putek nag-double meaning ata yung dulo HAHAHAHAHAHHAHA Newayssss na-miss ko magsulattt huhubels 😭😭💞💞 Hindi pa rin ako marunogn mag-post ng slideshow sa tiktok, sorrey na 😓😓😓 Pero ayorn thank you for reading and comments are always appreciated^^!!! Love you as always, lovelies! ❣️

-val 🧸

[blessed1neha]

NAVAMANSH and DEATH

NAVAMANSH/ Navamsa/ D9 and conditions during DEATH 

Today we will discuss the death time situation from Navamansha." If the lord of the Lagna is in that Navamansha  Sign which falls in   6th, 8th, or 12th  house  in the Lagna chart  then at the time of last breath or death no family member will be present near Him "This is only possible when the person dies in the ICU, or outside the home by Heart attack,  or may be an accident. 

To understand this rule let us discuss one example. Suppose someone is born in Mesh Lagna and Mars is in 5th house in Simha rashi.. Now if this Mars is in Kanya or Vrishchik Navamansha this rule is applicable. Suppose Mars is in 6h in Kanya rashi but in Meen navamansha then also this rule is applicable.In short,  the Navamansha of Lagna lord should fall in 6th,  8th  or 12th house. See, here we have do not  to see the house position. The Lord of Lagna may be anywhere in the 12 houses but the Navamansh Sign will be the 6th, 8th, or 12th Sign from Lagna Sign.

I have seen some cases which confirms this rule. 

Some real life examples

Tula Lagna Lagna lord Venus in 4th house in Vrushabh Navamansha which falls in 8th house. The  native expired in Mumbai local train by massive heart attack. No relative around.

Virgo Lagna with Mercury in 12th in Mesh Navamansha which falls in 8th. The person commited suicide in a hotel room due to heavy debt in 2004. No close relatives around.

Scorpio Lagna with Mars in 10th in Tula Navamansha which falls in 12th. Native expired in ICU in unconscious stage after bypass surgery  at late night when no relative was allowed in ICU.,

Parvin babi film actress found dead in her room after 3 days. She was alone. Vrushabh Lagna with Venus in Dhanu Navamansha.

Om puri found murdered. Dhanu Lagna with Jupiter in 3rd but in Vrishchik Navamansha in 12th. Alone.

Lal bahadur Shashtri Dhanu Lagna with Jupiter in  Vrushabh Navamansha falls in 6th. He was alone when died at Tashkand  very far  from his family

[krsnaradhika]

Have you stopped updating your book or is wattpad playing games with me 😀🏃

Lol which one—

Well if it's Krishavyayam— it has been recently updated on June 27— so wp definitely is high if it's showing otherwise 🤣

[tokwattoge]

I'm so not in the mood today. :(

Naiinis ako hindi ko mapigilan magpost. Tumblr lang din talaga yung safe space ko. Pwede naman ikwento sa friends ko pero ito yung type of issue na kami lang rin naman ng partner ko ang talagang makakafix. Yes, makakatulong na magsabi sa friend kasi gagaan ang loob ko pero hindi naman ako makaka-add value sa kanila. Kaya mas mabuti na lang na dito ko ilabas. As much as gusto ko makarelate sa ibang tao, na baka may ibang tao na nakakaexperience din ng nafifeel ko ngayon, I know hindi naman yun ang solution kaya hay. Ang bigat ng loob ko.

Naiinis ako kasi pag mainit ulo ng partner ko lahat damay. Sinabi ko sa kanya na hindi sapat na reason na bugnot siya para sirain din ang araw ko. Kahapon, umaga na siya umuwi kasi super pagod sa work at sa biyahe dahil nag straight work sila. Mainit ulo niya dahil mainit ang panahon. Alam ko naman na mainitin siya pero naiinis ako kasi pag nagrereact siya sa mga tanong ko eh parang iritang irita siya. Gaya ng lagi ko sinasabi sa kanya hindi ko naman deserve na pagbuntunan ng galit niya. Today, mainit naman ulo niya kasi di pa binibigay yung sahod sa kanya. Ganun ulit. Mainit ulo ulit niya, nabbwisit na rin tuloy ako. Ayaw ko ng negative energy pero ayaw ko rin sambutin lagi yung init ng ulo niya. Gusto ko ireciprocate yung pakikitungo niya sakin, baka sakali makita niya na hindi maganda. Pero sa totoo lang napupuno na ako ngayon. Napapagod na ako magsabi talaga. Ayaw ko na lang magsalita. Bahala na lang siya mag-isip. Alam ko di ako nagkulang sa pakikipagcommunicate.

Tapos na ako sa phase na puro negative energy, pero ang hirap pag yung mismong partner mo yung ganon. Imbis sana na maging okay pa yung rest of the day ko parang wala na ako talaga sa mood. Nung umaga pa lang disappointed na ako sa sarili ko kasi di ako nakabangon agad para magturo. Pinapunta ko siya sa clinic para makapagpalista kami para sa check-up ng bata pero ang dami niyang dahilan. Kesyo mainit daw bumyahe, na baka wala na daw number ng lista. Pero kahapon nagagalit siya sakin na bakit hindi agad pinacheck up. Dahil last last week pa hindi matuloy tuloy yung check up na yan. Tapos ngayon pinapapunta ko siya sa clinic daming dahilan. Pag dating galing sa pagpapalista sa clinic ako yung haharassin na bakit hindi ko pinupuntahan yung bata iyak ng iyak dun sa biyenan ko. Sabi ko bakit hindi ikaw naman ang mag-intindi ngayon lang ako nakapagpahinga.

Siguro sa makakabasa nitong mukang nagtuturuan kami. Pero sa totoo lang pagod na pagod na pagod na pagod na ako. Nagtatrabaho ako hanggang 38 weeks. 3 weeks after manganak pumasok na ulit ako sa trabaho. Hanggang ngayon 1 year na yung bata nag tatrabaho pa din ako. Nagpapadede din ako. Naglilinis din ako ng bahay. Nagtatarabaho ako ng 5-10 hrs per day. Wala akong day off. Naiinis ako kasi yung small moments para makagpahinga ako kinukuha pa sakin. Minsan na lang ako magmoba, nagtitiktok lang ako pag kakain kasi dun lang ako may time napupuna pa.

Sobrang pagod na rin talaga ako legit. Baka kailangan ko lang to iiyak para maging okay ako. Ang dami ko pang iniisip gaya nung mga utang ko na kami namang pamilya ang nakinabang.

Pag sinasabi ko sa kanya na pagod na ako sasabihin niya sakin eh di magpahinga ka. Galit pa. Makikinig lang siya sa mga sama ng loob ko pag umiiyak na ako. Kailangan ba lagi mag break down muna?

Guys ang hirap mag asawa. 0/10 recommend.

[kimhortons]

3 days nang sunod sunod na may aksidente sa work ni J, nung sabado pinuntahan niya yung pinangyarihan, ngayon naman na pabalik siya sa Naga, may inasikaso na naman siyang aksidente. di parin siya nakaka uwi ngayon. di pa yun nakakaen for sure, imbes na nagpapahinga na siya e, tas pag dating niya magtratrabaho parin.

parang nacoconvince na ako na payagan na siya mag resign talaga dun, bukod kasi sa ang dami niyang trabaho, pati trabahong di naman kanya, tinatrabaho niya, e naeexpose siya lagi sa mga aksidente. ayaw ko dumating sa point na matyempohan pa na pati sakanya may mangyari.

lagi akong nag aalala kapag bumabyahe siya, parang ayaw ko na pagkatiwalaan mga driver sakanila. lagi nalang may narereport na incident. pero infairness kay J, from dating ayaw mag work kasi ayaw daw niya ng may boss, ngayon, iniisip niya maghanap na muna ng ibang lilipatan bago mag resign. nababanggit niya pa nga minsan ng pabiro na mag aabroad nalang din daw siya e. hehe. atleast may plano na talaga siya at alam ko naman para sa future namin 'to.

sana makahanap nalang din siya ng work na chill katulad sakin. or kahit man lang magkaron muna siya ng salary increase kasi deserve niya naman talaga.

[criesofligaya]

[3] “Gusto mo ba ako?” pabirong tanong niya na tila nabingi ako sa kaba.

Matagal na. Hindi ko lubusang maalala kung kailan ba nagsimula na umusbong sa puso ang damdaming ito. Sinubukan kong kontrolin at kalimutan ngunit sa bawat pagkakataong gagawin ko ito, lumalalim lang ang pagtingin ko. Para bang, isa akong ibon na aksidenteng nakulong sa hawla at hindi na makalaya pa.

Sabagay, sino namang hindi mahuhulog sayo?

Ang maamo mong mukha na nagpapakalma sa magulo kong isipan. Ang matatamis mong ngiti kasabay ng mala-kanta mong pagtawa ay tila nagbibigay kulay sa malungkot kong buhay. Ngunit, bakit sa lahat ng taong maaari kong mapusuan, ay ikaw pa?

“Tigilan mo nga ako, mag-kaibigan tayo ‘di ba?” sagot ko sa kanya na para bang hindi bumilis ang takbo ng puso ko. “Akin na nga ‘yan, ako na ang magbabalat. Ang bagal mo, baka bukas ka pa makakain.” dagdag ko, sabay kuha ng hipon mula sa kanyang plato.

LIGAYA // Blessed-Ink. (2023)

[sunb0rn]

just saw this friend's ig art dump tas may artwork sya na naisip ko ipatatt or magpa comish ako ng hawig non in my personal flavor (but really, the orig artwork will do ksi pagka kita ko non nasabi ko agad "parang ako") or maybe have her tweak it sa way that reminds me of her

problem is, dami ko nang nakaplano ipatatt. di ko pa mapagawa. HAHAHA. may 3-5 pa, pang 6th yung art nya if it'll push through.

pwede naman ilagay ko sa 3rd-4th priority yung kanya. hihi. di ko muna sya sinabihan baka parehas kami maexcite ehh.

[lablim64]

Another of that I made base of people I met in irl

This crusty dusty divot MOTHERFUCKING DEMON LIKE F@G-

I won't even gonna made a name I will tell what she did to me in irl for no damn reason after the story-

Name:kanya/karma (her nickname was karma)

Age: idk (can be 16-15 by now, she were like 14 when I met her)

Gender: a total bitch (ehem female-)

Ok now the story, and keep reading after the story because I'm not afraid to expose what she did that destroyed me for years-

Warning: mention of suicide

Story:

A bitch, by the name calling you probably guess how she were, she used to be lim's best friend at the time when he were adopted by dragon (his missing step dad) and behind lim's death happened, they were met on the playground, she were crying and he were so kind to help, kanya were had a horrible household, her parents were not believing her and her brother were abusive, there was the point where she wanted to commit suicide but luckily lim saved her from it, he always met her there and help her, telling her one day everything will be ok and always gave her spare food and heals her bruises till one day her life became better, her brother left the house and her parents got divorced and now she's living in a good family, lim were happy to help her and keep on helping her, bit something start to felt off, kanya start becoming so odd, she start getting too personal and jealous when lim mentions someone else as a friend, start to ignore and being narcissistic to lim's vents and always blaming herself for everything to get his attention, lim being too young and not so educated enough though maybe it was because of her past until one day lim got into an accident and had to stay in the hospital for weeks, he were almost died on that accident but there were no words from anyone about it, after lim got out from the hospital and met up with kanya, she tolded him that he missed her birthday and that made lim sad, he apologize and explain the situation he was as on, and that mf start arguing with lim, calling him a pick-me, an egoist, a liar, she literally yelled at him and call him names for being in the hospital during her birthday, that broke lim a lot, they were friends for way way long, he saved her life, helped her and this is the thank he gets? No way..after that day they never seen each other again, lim become so indoors and depressed about what happened, keep on blaming himself for helping her and saving her life, and the worst part is he never able to forget about that memory, keep on saying "I wish I let you committed.." Everytime he remembers her words, tbh he's right tho, what an asshole, and you know a worst part, that girl is now knowing where lim currently is and doesn't seem to have any regrets from the past.

That's all

now you might be wondering "but hey, boy, what did that girl did to you in the past that you hate her that much?" Well here's what he did:

WARNING: mention of suicide and life baiting

Almostly same with the story, she we're nicknamed karma, we met and I helped her the most, she were my best friend, save her from suicide multiple times, yet me being an idiot and a human pleaser stuck with her narcissistic ass for 3 years, and one day at the covid times I got my second flu shot and it side effected, I were burning and so dizzy that my parents take me to the hospital even the doctors told me that if I were not make it there, I might die, anyway when I get back home that asshole texted me saying that I forgot her birthday and I apologize for it and explain what happened, like I thought she would care ugh..she called me names and stuff I still cannot forgot, literally make me wanna commit suicide for stopping her from committing suicide, she ruined my life that I didn't get myself together and still are, she were my everything, I saved her life and this is the thanks I get? I wish she were committed, don't even come to me saying "but boy, life baiting is horrible!" I KNOW BUT DUDE! she really were a waste of life...you know how much I wanted to commit after what she did? I also don't like life baiting but this feeling won't leaving me alone!

Important note: don't life bait people, I also don't wanted to but I'm just so angry at her..

Anyway see you on another post,sorry for what you had to hear-