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Here's the second instalment of Keep In Mind drawings! I will likely post more at some point, because I found a few more stray drawings today while sifting through old papers (and I know I still have more than that in my sketchbooks)
Also, an extra little bit of yapping for one person who was curious:
The "curated rant" I mentioned that I almost put in the previous Keep In Mind post went something along the lines of this:
"I have two main emotional responses when looking back at these. Part of me wants to violently cringe at how I inter-cut a bunch of goofy meme-based jokes in with my amateur attempts at covering serious subject matter I had no personal experience with... and the other part of me looks back so fondly at how I was just unabashedly playing around with these little guys I thought were neat. But I guess I should cut myself some slack, I was in my mid teens at the time."
I thought of this paragraph at least a day or two before making the post, and then I changed my mind by the time I properly started writing it out. I did hit most of the same beats in the final post though, so I guess it doesn't matter all that much in the end ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
Anyway, have a lovely morning/afternoon/evening/night!
#drawing#sketch#partial colour#inked#cw: gore#cw: blood#keep in mind#keep in mind (game)#keep in mind: decay#keep in mind: self denial#keep in mind: hopelessness#keep in mind: anxiety#keep in mind: regret#keep in mind: panic#keep in mind: suppression#keep in mind: reclusion#keep in mind: resignation#keep in mind: manipulation#keep in mind: addiction#yapping
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For the ugly cat au. I wonder if Stone ever tried to take Ivo to the vet. I don’t think cat Ivo would have let him for the justifiable worry of coming back missing a few important things. Or getting a mirochip put in him.

I think he's weird enough to not care as much as he probably should.
@imdoingmybestgoddamnit told us how to say cat in Finnish, so thank you!!
ko-fi
#ask ask ask#stobotnik#agent stone#doctor ivo robotnik#sonic movie universe#ugly cat ivo#i'm glad you asked this because i've had this joke in my mind for far too long#and i couldn't decide if it was worth drawing#i mean we always see men in particular panic over things like these#but i think robotnik would be like meh beats sleeping outside#nap takes priority#also something very fun about stone telling himself he can't keep robotnik#even if he doesn't know it#he has probably had this conversation with himself many times before#yeah... fun
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yall ever think Shen Yuan went through like, internet withdrawal after being transmigrated into Shen Qingqiu? Like, he's canonically a NEET shut-in who did nothing but spend his time online, you can't tell me that for the first week or first few weeks of being SQQ he wasn't twitchy.
Like, reaching instinctively to his pockets for a phone that wasn't there, having an obsessive itch in the back of his mind that he should check and see if X or Y novel or webcomic has updated -- only to realize he can't anymore and being irritated by it. Wanting to go and see if there's new posts about this or that, but again realizing that he can't.
When he's bored or uncomfortable or just feels like wanting to escape he tries to go for his phone to distract himself, but oops! Not there anymore, and now he has to find a new and different way to distract himself from his feelings. And going through system notifications, quests, etc only does so much.
And there's that Tetris Effect too. SQQ makes a mistake while writing and instinctively goes to backspace on it except hey-ho that's not a keyboard and now he just dipped his pinkie into a bottle of ink or on a still-drying letter.
With him scrambling to fix his reputation and learn how to be a peak lord, I think his abrupt cold-turkey from all things internet would just be another straw on the camel's back that he promptly Ignores until it goes away on its own after he acclimates to his new surroundings.
#svsss#mxtx svsss#scum villain#scum villian self saving system#shen yuan#shen qingqiu#i think him learning how to be a peak lord and cultivation and everything else would help distract him from the internet withdrawal for the#most part. but the moment there's a lull in the day and his mind wanders or he becomes bored or stressed and he instinctively reaches back#for his phone and realizes it isn't there it just sends a spike of panic/frustration/irritation through him because its a familiar comfort#and now its gone. like this is all based off my own experiences from being Chronically Online but i just think its neat to think about#in that same vein i think it also pushes him into getting into the arts on QJP. Like as the peak lord naturally he would be doing this kind#of stuff but hes NOT the peak lord but to keep up appearances he has to know how to do this stuff. and finds it??? actually quite rewarding#even more than getting into an argument online or getting a new merch item. he's making or doing this stuff. he starts drawing and finishes#a piece and regardless of its skill level he feels something unclog in his chest. like sediment being scraped off the bottom of a creek and#being washed downstream. a weight that's been slogging through his veins suddenly untangled. physical proof of his efforts that feels great#starry is incapable of NOT giving her favorite blorbos more hobbies. starry is incapable of not giving her favorites artsy hobbies#this is probably NOT a new or original thought whatsoever but im throwing it out there anyways bc it fascinates me. i love transmigration#and albeit i've only read isekai manhwa/manhua there's a common theme of the people there assimilating into their new lives relatively quic#which i know is for ease of transition and getting to the rest of the story. but WHAT IF.#i have still not read svsss yet and idk when i'll be able to BUT have some thoughts anyways
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l-o-v-e l-o-v-e
#library of ruina#i still have no idea what to tag as spoilers its like. about 35 hours in ill count it?..#library of ruina spoilers#yay <3 anyways. got to love town!! christ almightly.#j was TERRIFIED the first time fighting this fight. plus side heard mili I LOVE MILII downside the sheer panic in my body#i did it!! first attempt but dear goodness. oh my god. i understand why they decided to have the childish like singing for the-#key ingredient version. i listened to rhe songs years before playing i never got why they decided to go that direction fully. i get it now.#anyways fixed my decks LMFAOOOO . urban nightmare!! did tiphs ones too not bad. i love burn and wedge office was really good for knight#probablt was not supposed to do allat tiph stuff w urban plauge shit. felt pain in my body it was pretty funny though#back to love town. i wanted to keep itsemi messy? it normally is messy my artbut more purposeful this time w the crayonpen#didnt want to redo lineart so we arestuck with crunchy and harsh digital pen.everything else is self explanatory i think#put this badboy in queue probablyfurther by now#i wonder how terrifying it was for them. stuck in stasis inside the wtrain and in a place where nothing ever dies. only to go to the library#and to have loss finally a thing once more. especially with their seemingly regressed minds paired with people youve seen for years. to no#llonger have them by your side. ehghhhfhhg#restraining myself from rambling you get the idea
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“I got you no matter what” EXCUSE ME WHILE I CRY SCREAM THROW UP—
Yesss - if there is one thing Zoro is, above anything else, he's loyal! I haven't drawn much out yet, but I do see him being not exactly perfect with this (he does tumble along, says some insensitive stuff, really doesn't get Sanji for the longest time because they communicate badly) but! When shit hits the fan he is there! And of all the strawhats I think he'd be the most quiet/calm/stalwart support there is. (And Zoro is definitely pro choice, I do see him as someone for whom it's as simple as 'he doesn't want this so it's not gonna happen'.) With alllllll the other things they argue about, this should be a huge fight. But it doesn't happen - not here, and not about that.
#answered asks#not to say that Sanji doesn't love Kuina later (I think at times she's the only thing that keeps him going)#but as a terrified boy at 19 years who feels like he has to leave his friends if he does this and never wanted kids?#P a n i c#(also I think Sanji struggles deeply with being an omega - and the rest of the crew doesn't even know that! sooo)#yeah it's panic time#that being said Zoro was excited for like 5 seconds but Sanji didn't realise#but he won't ever force Sanji to do anything he doesn't want to#he wouldn't even think about it - I feel like this would he so dishonourable in his mindset#but I also think (I haven't drawn this out yet#but Sanji was definitely complicated about getting together - which made Zoro very annoyed first (cause make up your mind)#zoro is the type of person who doesn't get wanting something but don't wanting it AT ALL so he felt toyed with#but at this point in the timeline I feel like he instinctively knows (even if he doesn't have any details) that Sanji has huge issues#and there are definitely some consense issues too#so Zoro already keeps repeating (at least nonverbally) 'tell me what you want and we do that and tell me to stop and we will'#when I say this whole AU is like 250k in my mind.....
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two jo wips and a dead pen dragon
#HEY ! if youre an artist struggling with motivation or paralyzed by perfectionism PLEASE !!!! watch Make Art Out Of Curiosity Not Fear-#by David Choe. I'm diving into my new sketchbook using his framework of just. draw to find out. dont draw to make a perfect picture dont#draw with anything in mind necessarily just GO just DO IT and if it LOOKS BAD KEEP GOING !!!!!!!#also ive busted my color pencils out again and i wubz them i looooove themmmm im so privileged to have like 7162773 prismacolors#i got a 150 prismacolor pack for 65$ last year and it has saved my artwork oh my god#anyways. draw right now#johnny panic#🎲#goober.txt#my art
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I dug up some photos of two plushies from probably a little under 3 years ago now ^v^
These guys are from a fairly obscure game I fixated on a while ago called "Keep In Mind". You may have heard of it since both Markiplier and Jacksepticeye played it at one point, it was a pretty short game with a 2D pixel artstyle about overcoming personal demons (that's the most basic explanation I can give)
Anyways, the characters pictured here are named Suppression and Panic. I didn't have white fleece while making Suppression so I opted for faux fur, plus both of these guys have squeakers in their bellies :]
I had plushies planned for pretty much every other Keep In Mind character, but the fixation wore off before I could make anyone else. It might be kinda fun to make another one of these guys with my current plushmaking skills and style, although there are many more projects that take priority now so it's not very likely.
#plushies#keep in mind#keep in mind (game)#keep in mind: suppression#keep in mind: panic#cw: gore#kinda?#better safe than sorry
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ACoTaR: Under the Mountain
ACoMaF: first dinner with the Inner Circle
Inch resting
#a court of thorns and roses#yodeling into the void#a court of mist and fury#anti rhysand#maas is such a shit writer and nothing exemplifies it more than this fuck ass dinner#what do you mean feyre panics every time she sees the color red except for cassians siphon and mors WHOLE ASS DRESS#i even went back to check and guess what color dress Amarantha was wearing when she killed Feyre#girl can't even look at lucien wo having a cardiac arrest but having two different sources of red in velaris just hits different ig e_e#could be three sources but maas doesn't ever state the color or even the taste of the wine#aint no way rhysand aint fucking w her head. she's only been in velaris for what? 12 hrs? and she's already cured of one major trigger#he even keeps saying a daemati could turn someone into their slave wo anyone ever knowing#my hc is those sentences he made her write were laced w daemati magic that permanently gave him a backdoor into her mind#and he's not controlling her so much as changing her memories and encouraging her worst behaviors#there is no way to misremember canon events so badly that you think your ex used to be threatened by your friendship to his bestie#anyway back to the post: why tf aint feyre an alcoholic? she got lost in the sauce every night for two months straight#she even started looking forward to the oblivion that fairie wine gave so why doesn't she continue that vice post Amarantha?#probs bc its too ugly and real for maas's fantasy of wasting away like a victorian maiden w tuberculosis
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ethel cain voice Its Just Not My Year!!!!!!
#im having the worst two weeks of my life#like i thought it would get better but shit keeps happening and it keeps getting worse#literally yesterday 10am im talking to my counsellor telling her im gonna try to be normal again and get back into my routine#and then by 6pm im losing my mind because Something has happened#and i go to the forest to sit and clear my mind even though i still have finals i need to work on#and this morning im laying on my floor having a panic attack#and my brother is on the phone telling me to zen the fuck out#and i feel sick every time i drink water or eat anything#im sorry friends i will respond to my texts soon#i have two big assignments due tomorrow and i havent started either of them#im just so so tired i need this all to be over#who up texting they post
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wait. puss in boots rei? unfulfilled dream? as.. as in. kinda like. a last wish.? like. the last puss in boots movie.? perrito garu?????
#OK BUT ANYONE WHO HAS SEEN THE LAST PUSSBOOTS MOVIE. YOU CAN SEE IT RIGHT??#THE REI WHO HAS LOST ALMOST ALL 9 OF HIS LIVES AND A GOOD BOY GARU TO KEEP HIM GROUNDED??#garu who has been thru the horrors but still maintains his loving upbeat demeanour#who would throw him away. 😢 no. we take the gkaru and we cherish them#seriously my folktale knowledge is so lacking. there has to be an actual story rei is based on yes?#mumbles while reading the wiki article... helps his commoner master marry a princess? awhua???#does that sound like something rei would want? hm. curious#i'll sit in my delusional world where rei puss in boots is the one with perrito and scawwy cool death wolf#my mind briefly entertained the idea of eiden as kitty softpaws but i couldn't imagine him fighting alongside rei at equal swordsmanship#....does REI have good swordsmanship? is he even a fighter? or is he more the type to throw flaming potions from afar#anyway yes eiden can be a street-smart smart alecky cat but can he fence? no? then no kitty softpaws for now#garu helping rei come down from a panic attack 🥺#rei has no feather on his cap. it is JUST Father. he looks like a feather until he unfurls his true form and becomes the orb atop the cap#nu carnival garu#nu carnival rei
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I think it would be pretty neat if the magic shield could change shape. Like as a big old shield it's pretty obtrusive- pretty obvious to on lookers. But as, like, a necklace or some kind of jewelry it would be less so. Perfect if you want magic protection on the go, or at a high stakes high stress political event or something and having a shield strapped to your back or immersed in your nearly endless pockets would provoke too many questions or worse, the wrong idea.
#apple posting#kings quest#consider also the idea that it can peer into the mind of its wielder and determine what form would be most handy to them at this point in#time#and also after ch2 in kq2015 graham determinedly keeping the magic shield close to hand out of paranoia#panic and fear#of course it would still be very shield like no matter the form I feel#it can change size and form but never hide the essence of its purpose
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Valentines' personality test ! : 𝐌𝐎𝐑𝐈𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐘
#;valentines test#;dash games#dash games#;m.oriarty#;headcanons#headcanons#/i'll prob be doing this for some of my muses bc its really cute#/the 'keep looking at me like that and-' doesnt really fit him truth be told; BUT#the 'writes you a letter in perfect handwriting'? THAT'S HIM#AND ITS TOO FORMAL#will definitely panic if the person he liked held his hand#he is all mighty and arrogant and prideful; would roast u in a heartbeat#but to that special person..... his whole chuuni facade drops flat like a pancake !!#constantly roasting himself except he is roasting his -future- self#i also don't think he's freaky?? on the opposite; i think he would be more on the shy spectrum#its like when u take a mighty character and suddenly their mind goes poof! when the person they like does something that hits his heartstri#*heartstrings#or just exists nearby#its like;; ahem.. -coughing trying to conceal he is nervous-#frowns easily but still cute;; DEF! he is either being prideful/sassy or serious (condescending)#also he is certainly not quiet; not in a shy sense; he would be quiet ifhe is thinking about things#but he def is not the type of person that hesitates to state his thoughts#in truth; he thinks his thoughts are extremely valuable; if someone comes up with a plan he deems unreasonable#he wont shy away from telling you all its 498574854687 faults WHILE showing you statistics and proofs as of why it would fail
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Ugh :(
#horrible migraine again. the stress has been trying to take me out i swear. i know i already let everything out in my last vent but. ugh#i wish i could find the ability to talk to my friends on discord more. i feel guilty that i struggle keeping up with that.#i tunnel vision on everything going on in my house and i get crazily overwhelmed by it. which stops me from being able to talk#either i have no energy to type/read. or i struggle in conversations bc it gives me panic attacks trying to make sure i say the right thing#i really really do love my friends so much and i look up to them a lot!! all of them!#the “do you guys still like sp btw” discord is on my mind constantly and idk how to explain that i see everything and react positively!!#just cant always form words. and i have a big habit of being scared to talk anywhere without my bf with me :(#i want to get better with talking but with all the death and medical issues around me idk if i can rn#ugh.#tw venting#vent post
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I fixated on the indie game Keep In Mind sometime during 2020, and as a result I've got a whole boatload of drawings that I haven't shared here yet (mostly because I didn't have my blog at that point)
Hell, I've got tons of drawings in general that I haven't shared yet! I should really remember to post some more of 'em from time to time
---------------------------- [Also, I have a bit of additional yapping for this post]
I was gonna write a whole curated rant about how part of me looks back fondly at these and the other part wants to violently cringe at how I combined a bunch of goofy jokes with amateur attempts at covering serious subject matter... but honestly, this isn't so bad in the grand scheme of cringey mid-teens' artworks. Whichever way you slice it, I was having fun playing around with these little guys that I thought looked neat. And as an added bonus, I think most of these drawings hold up pretty well by my standards today!
#drawing#sketch#partial colour#cw: gore#minor gore#cw: vomit#keep in mind#keep in mind (game)#keep in mind: neuroticism#keep in min: panic#Keep in mind: hope#Keep in mind: manipulation#keep in mind: addiction#keep in mind: self loathing#keep in mind: suppression#yapping#old art#I'm probably going to be sharing my Keep In Mind drawings in multiple instalments#Even just the amount I have currently saved on my computer exceeds Tumblr's image limit
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It's me and my inconsistent writing style against the world

#HWLP#I JUST NOTICED HOW OFTEN IT CHANGESS#LMFAO#IT'S PAINFUL#the panic attack fic writing style is the one i want butttttt 🍑#my short attention span mind keeps changing it okayy#also#why did viv made Lucifer so fine?#WHYYU#i like him a normal amount#*mouth foaming*
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mom asked me why my grades were down this time. the real answer is because of the professors and i told her that (they taught us the wrong portions and like. not what came in the exam. so the entire batch didn't cross 40 above in anything. mine came between 35-40 for every exam). she said that im making things up and then i called my friends in front of her and they vouched for me too that i was telling the truth.
and then i asked her if she could survive in this type of environment in uni and she said 'no'.
since then, she's been real quiet about marks.
#im not saying im right#but keep in mind we were told the syllabus has changed for the exam TWO HOURS BEFORE THEY STARTED#imagine the panic#the chaos#everything which happened#to the point where out HoD had to hold a meeting with the professors to ask what the HECK went wrong#and everyone in my class got 35 to 40s range#no one veen crossed 40 in anything#which made our HoD suspicious cuz our class gets really good marks everytime#and then when he found out#my god. the RAGE.#the TERROR.#but its so fucking unfair#they cant give grace marks#but they should#like they really should#i was so gobsmacked when i read 35/50 for immunology#i was like ayo wtf#then the prof said sorry guys we didnt have a plan for the syllabus which is why the wrong syllabus was taught#THIS IS WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU START A SEMESTER THE MOMENT ONE SEMESTER FINISHES#no proper planning takes place which causes chaos#and in that process#ruins our grades
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