#kenny omega angst

[deepdisireslonging]

Kenny Omega Masterlist

4 AM Cuddle (AR, Ficlet, F)

   Troublemaker (AR, S)

   Breathless Brat (S, Ficlet)

   A Cumedy of Errors (Crack!Fic, S, F)

   Don’t Roll Your Eyes, Kitten (F, Ficlet)

   Fall Out After All Out (F)

   Forever Remembered (A, F, OC)

   Two More (S, Summer Song-Fic Playlist)

[wardlowsbabydoll]

Suspicious Minds- Kenny Omega and Hangman Page

So I recently watched Elvis and the Suspicious Minds Vocal Intro is literally the best thirty-something seconds right at the beginning and it inspired this so I had to include the link for the heaven that this was.

Also this is going to be a short little drabble with Poly! Kenny and Hangman with a Fem! Reader

Word Count: 787

‘Oh, let our love survive’

You were crying backstage at Full Gear, watching your boyfriends lay it all out on the line. What had once started as a teasing thing between Kenny and Adam had escalated into something more dark, twisted, and personal. More than once had they used you as a weapon in promos or sometimes (Kenny usually) would inadvertently use you as a human shield. Adam tried to keep you out of it as much as he could but it was of no use. It hurt you immensely to watch the two men that you loved more than life itself try to kill each other. You had been praying the whole time to anyone who would listen that once this was all over, once the final winner was decided in this battle that your relationship would survive, that your love would be strong enough to survive this very large bump in the road.

‘I’ll dry the tears from your eyes’

You didn’t even realize that someone had joined you at the monitor, and you jumped slightly when a hand touched your shoulder only for you to relax when you saw your older brother Matt; you figured Nick was already in Dusty talking to Tony. “You okay?” Matt asked you even though he already knew the answer; he and Nick had been watching you fall apart quietly this entire feud. You stared at your big brother for a moment before finally shaking your head no, more tears falling down your cheeks in a hot stream. Without thinking Matt pulled you into his arms and let you cry, it broke his heart to see you so upset, you were the baby of the family, you were what was usually called the “change your life” baby. Your siblings were almost all teenagers when you were born and they were fiercely overprotective when it came to you. Matt and Nick even threatened Kenny and Adam when your relationship first started out. After a few minutes of you crying, you pulled away from Matt and turned back to look at the monitor, flinching when Kenny took a bump a bit too hard. “Is this how it ends? Is this where I lose them both?” You whispered, terrified to find out the inevitable truth. “No. Your love for them and their love for you is stronger than this.” Matt said. You sniffled and wiped your nose slightly with your hoodie sleeve. Matt didn’t say anything as he turned your face away from the monitor for a moment and wiped the tears from your eyes; something he and Nick have done since you were a baby.

‘Let’s don’t let a good thing die’

It was finally over. They went at it for almost half an hour. You didn’t know what to feel. Happiness, for it finally being over. For Adam winning. Anger, that they had let what was a friendly feud off camera turn into an all-out blood bath between them. Sadness, for Kenny, losing. Fear, for both of their safety; neither of them knew where to draw the line. You were especially scared for Kenny, knowing how many injuries he had going into the match. Dread, because you thought this would be the end of your relationship and you didn’t want to choose. You loved them both too much to choose. You felt sick when you saw them coming down the hallway towards you. As they got closer they could see the worry etched in your brow and the tracks where your tears had streamed down not a few minutes prior. Once they were within arms reach Adam dropped the heavy and very expensive title onto the floor and pulled you into his embrace, Kenny soon enveloping you both. They could hear you sobbing as you attached yourself to them, mentally beginning to brace yourself for the fatal blow. They went to pull away but you just held on tighter, wanting the moment to last before inevitable heartbreak. As if they could read your thoughts they squeezed you just as tight and whispered sweet nothings to you. They told you that everything was going to be okay, that this wasn't the end of your relationship with them; that they were willing to try everything to fix what had been damaged during these past few months. They told you that they weren't going to let your relationship die, that your love would power through, and they apologized for letting it get so personal. They knew that had a lot of making up to do between each other and with you, in more ways than one. And they were prepared to do that, which only made you fall in love with them more.

[leahsflwer]

Kenny Omega Dating Headcanons 💙🩵

Warnings: Smut included!, adult content, dating things, arguments, hospital (caring and treatments) mentions

Kenny Omega x reader

Kenny Omega Masterlist || AEW Masterlist || Requests

: ̗̀➛ Gaming with him, wether you do streams with him from your own house or you play together at his house. If you aren’t good at games he will teach you, otherwise you can both just compete with each other

: ̗̀➛ You two have definitely done something dirty in his streaming room. Either on his yellow gaming chair, the black sofa in the back, near the wall, the desk, wherever he wants in his house

: ̗̀➛ The moment that you first came to his house and his cat Dobby rubbed his head on you and sat on your lap making biscuits, he knew you were the one as this man loves animals more than people and that will always stay the same

: ̗̀➛ He is going to the hospital and will need you to help him out to rest up as he recovers. Cheering for him and just staying positive

: ̗̀➛ Nobody will love you like him, he is such a sweet guy and shows how much he cares for someone, wether it’s small gifts, hugs, anything, you will always feel special with him

: ̗̀➛ Some nights may be quiet as he is in his office streaming for a few hours, but once he comes out he will just want to lay on your chest and have you play with his curls

: ̗̀➛ Praise. He is the king of praise, giving you praise was his favourite thing, but he also enjoys receiving praise and compliments from you

: ̗̀➛ Sitting on his lap while he’s at his desk is just a usual thing for you both, while you both munch of his favourite peanut butter cheesecake

: ̗̀➛ When he’s in his pain you somehow take all the pain away, gently massaging his sore muscles and placing kisses on his bare skin

: ̗̀➛ You were probably friends with the elite or apart of them and Matt and Nick tease you both about your relationship

: ̗̀➛ Kenny is mostly a softie for you until he is in the mood then he is more quiet and teases you a bit, leaving little hints for you

: ̗̀➛ He wants you to wear his clothes and even his merch mostly outside in public but also at home, makes him feel closer to you even when you’re both busy

: ̗̀➛ You two rarely argue but when you do it’s usually over him being so stressed out, but you understand him and just wait for him to realise what he did, then he would apologise and just hide in the crook of you neck, wanting you to run his back

: ̗̀➛ Whispers in your ear quite often knowing it sends shivers down your spine. His whispers either being sweet and romantic or perverted

[delilahcalicocat]

☆{The Elite.}☆

{Rating: Smut.}

{Warnings: Poly relationship, Kissing, Dom/Sub dynamic, Overstimulation, Forced Orgasms, Mainly Dom!Kenny and Dom!Nick. Matt is a switch, Fem!Reader, Collar, Fingering, Unprotected Sex..}

{Pairing: The Elite (Kenny And the bucks) x Sub!Fem!Reader}

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Your were... suffice to say, an accomplice of The Elite. You never mentioned it. You couldn't even speak of how you got your job. The unforgettable night...

Everyone in AEW always asked how you got a spot as a Manager.

But you had to follow the rule Nick and Matt told you. "No One Knows"

It seemed they didn't follow their own rule too much though, as they'd occasionally crotch crop in their entrance and turn to camera.

Mouthing the words 'ya like what you see Y/N?'

Holy shit... they had you super heated up sometimes.

The only reason you never appeared alongside them though. Is because of your special necklace and Collar..

That or you were busy. Because Kenny would force you to cockwarm. As you struggled for friction. Wanting to move. But the leash in Kenny's Hand would bring you back to reality

"F..Fuck... Please... let me move..." You begged

"Have you been good enough? Or should I make you wait for Matt and Nick? So we can all fuck you senseless over your desk?" Kenny asked

You chose the latter. To just wait it out, their match wouldn't be too long. Since they were fighting some local jobbers. You knew the match was over when the hit the BTE trigger.

They hurried backstage, Walking into your office. Kenny immediately put you over the desk.

"Which one of you wants to go first?" Kenny spoke coldly.

Matt nodded, which meant he wanted firsties.

Which didn't go down too good.

You were begging for mercy at the 8th orgasm of the night. 7 of them being forced.

Your body was going to collapse if they didn't ease up. But Kenny persisted in fucking you silly.

Of course he was always doing that. His dumbafiction Kink was put in overdrive hearing you beg for more and more.

Nick was also contributing, fucking your throat raw.

Matt eventually realized you couldn't take it anymore. He was the only one to ever stay in his ring gear. Since he only used his fingers.

He felt bad and told Kenny and Nick. They didn't care. Until you physically couldn't stand up.

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Matt was there for you, he has to help you stand up.

"What the actual fuck Nicholas? And you too Kenny. She can't even stand! Why the fuck did you do this?" Matt spoke

Matt quickly got you dressed and carried you out of the arena to his car. Putting you in the backseat since you wanted to sleep.

"Hey.. Adam? Is it okay if I bring Y/N to your house for the night? Nick and Kenny exhausted her and she can't even stand." Matt said to Hangman on the other side of the phone

"Uhm, sure.. I'll be waiting at the door for ya m'kay?" Hangman said

"Okay, I'll be over shortly. Because she's out like a light. Just asleep on the backseat. I'm sure Kenny and Nick will realize what they did in the morning and apologize to her."

Matt then hung up the phone and left the parking lot.

You were fast asleep, exhausted after the 8 forced orgasms and 1 actual one. From Matt.

You had to call off your relationship with Nick and Kenny. It was clear Matt was the one who cared about you.

But it was scary because Nick would use Matt to find you.

But you couldn't care. You had to break up. Because your body couldn't take much more of the abuse.

You had a hoarse voice all the time because of Nick, And you couldn't sit still because of Kenny.

You had to do it.. you had to be strong...

So when the next day arrived and you told them you just wanted to date Matt.

Everything got heated and shouting occurred. Your older brother Hangman stepped in though to save you. And told them it was your choice of who you wanted to date.

Nick and Kenny were fuming but there wasn't time since they had a match to fight in.

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You eventually told Matt what you did. And he was quite happy. Since usually during those "meetings" he'd only get 30 minutes with you.

But watching you fuck yourself on his fingers the first night of your relationship made him happy enough for life.

He was glad you finally broke free of the grasp Kenny had forced upon you.

[elitehoe]

Kota "I'll catch up with you again. Wait for me." Ibushi and Kenny "I can wait forever." Omega officially just dealt the final blow to my sanity

[valkyrie-night-103]

New fic just dropped!!

Just put a new one shot up on the archive! Link below, hope you all enjoy! Please leave a comment or some kudos if you liked it, or if you wish to remain anonymous for whatever reason, you can send me an anon ask or dm me on tumblr. I’m happy to add people on discord too! But right now it’s almost 3am and I really need to sleep

Rating: T

Relationships: Kenny Omega/“Hangman” Adam Page

WC: 3,095

@old-no7 here you go :)

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[jadereylove]

Forever & Always

January 2016

Kenny and a French streamer named Jade met at a gaming convention in New York, where Jade was competing in a video game tournament. She was also a professional gamer and had been practicing for months in order to be at her best.

As Kenny walked around the convention floor, he couldn't help but notice Jade. He watched as she competed in the tournament, impressed by her skill and determination. Kenny had already heard of Jade before the gaming convention. She was well-known in the gaming world for her skill and dedication. So when he saw her competing in a tournament at the convention, he couldn't resist introducing himself.

As he walked up to her, he noticed her bright blue eyes and petite, athletic figure. She was a brunette with a warm smile and a passion for gaming that was clear to see. And Jade was immediately struck by Kenny's tall, muscular build and his bright blue eyes.

After her tournament, Jade was signing autographs for her fans. Kenny gathered the courage to walk over and introduce himself.

"Hi, I'm Kenny," he said, extending his hand.

"Hi, I'm Jade," she replied, shaking his hand. "It's nice to meet you."

"It's nice to meet you too," Kenny replied, smiling.

As they talked, they quickly realized that they had a lot in common. They both loved gaming and were passionate about their careers.

"I'm a professional gamer and a streamer on Twitch. I compete in tournaments all over the world. I'm originally from France … I mean; I think you can tell by the accent." She laughed.

Kenny was impressed by Jade's career. "That's so cool. I've heard of you before. You're really talented."

Jade blushed again. "Thank you, Kenny. That's very kind of you to say. And you, what do you do in your life?”

"I'm a professional wrestler," Kenny said. "I wrestle all over the world, especially in Japan but I'm originally from Canada."

"Wow, that sounds amazing. I used to watch WWE when I was younger but I stopped … like, 10 years ago." Jade replied.

“Oh, really? Who was your favorite wrestler?" Kenny asked.

"That's a tough question," Jade said, thinking for a moment. "I was a big fan of Jeff Hardy. He was such a unique and talented wrestler, and I loved the way the way he took risks in the ring. What about you?"

"My favorite wrestler is probably Shawn Michaels. I've always admired his dedication and commitment to the sport, and the way he's able to bring a level of drama and intensity to every match." He answered, with a big smile on his face.

Kenny couldn't resist asking Jade out on a date. He gathered the courage to ask, and to his delight, she said yes. From that moment on, they knew that they had something special. They spent the rest of the convention talking and laughing, and they knew that they had found something special in each other. They exchanged numbers and made plans to see each other again as soon as possible. They both left the convention feeling excited and hopeful about their future together. Kenny had never felt a connection like the one he had with Jade. From the moment they met at the gaming convention in New York, he knew there was something special about her.

As they spent more time together, Kenny was struck by Jade's intelligence; he loved how she always had a quick wit and a clever answer, and how she could hold her own in any conversation. He found her intelligence and curiosity about the world endlessly fascinating.

Kenny came to love Jade's sense of humor even more. She had a great ability to see the funny side of things and could always make him laugh, no matter how bad the day had been.

He loved her dedication to her craft. She was a professional gamer and took her career very seriously, how passionate she was about gaming and how she always strove to be the best that she could be but she also had a fun-loving side that he found irresistible.

Kenny was also impressed by Jade's kindness and compassion. She was always there for her friends and loved ones, and she had a way of making everyone around her feel special.

And of course, he loved her beauty. Kenny always thought Jade was incredibly attractive. He loved her bright blue eyes and her bright smile, which always seemed to light up a room. In addition to her physical attractiveness, Kenny also loved the way Jade carried herself. She was confident and poised, and she always seemed to radiate an inner strength and beauty. He admired her grace and elegance, and he found her incredibly alluring.

Kenny always loved the fact that Jade was French. He found the French culture and language to be very romantic and elegant, and he enjoyed learning more about it. He enjoyed trying new French foods and learning more about the country's history and customs.

In addition to being fascinated by French culture, Kenny also loved the way Jade spoke French. In addition to finding her accent attractive, Kenny also enjoyed listening to Jade speak English with her accent because it reminded him of their cultural differences and how they had come together as a couple. He found it to be a beautiful representation of their relationship and the way they had been able to bridge the gap between their two cultures.

Kenny always found Jade's French accent to be captivating. He found her accent to be very attractive and he loved listening to her speak the language. He enjoyed the way her words rolled off her tongue and the way her accent added a certain ‘je ne sais quoi’ to her voice. In addition to finding her accent attractive, Kenny also loved the way Jade spoke French in general.

He also enjoyed trying to speak French himself and made an effort to learn more about the language. He enjoyed talking with her in French and tried to improve his own skills.

As they continued to date and spend time together, Kenny realized he was falling in love with Jade. He couldn't imagine his life without her and knew he wanted to spend the rest of his life with her by his side. He decided to tell her how he felt.

One evening, Kenny and Jade were sitting on the couch, cuddled up together as they watched their favorite movie. As the credits rolled, Kenny turned to Jade and took a deep breath.

"Jade, I have something I need to tell you," he said, his heart beating in his chest. "I've been thinking about this a lot lately, and I just can't hold it in anymore. I'm in love with you, Jade. You're the most amazing person I've ever met and I can't imagine my life without you. You make me so happy and I feel so lucky to have you in my life."

Jade looked at Kenny with tears in her eyes, her heart overflowing with love and emotion. "I love you too, Kenny," she said, taking his hand in hers.

Kenny wrapped his arms around Jade and held her close, feeling grateful and blessed to have found such an incredible person. "I promise to always love you, Jade," he said. "I'll do everything in my power to make you happy and to be the best partner I can be. You mean the world to me."

Jade smiled up at Kenny, "I know you will, Kenny," she said. "And I'll always be here for you, no matter what life throws our way.” And with that, they sat there together, wrapped in each other's arms, knowing that they had found something truly special.

Kenny was deeply in love with Jade. He was fascinated by her bubbly personality and intelligence. He admired her passion for video games and was always impressed by her determination to succeed.

When they were together, Kenny felt completely at ease and happy. He enjoyed spending time with Jade and treasured every moment with her. He loved showing her how much she meant to him and took care of her in the most affectionate way possible.

Even when they were separated for weeks or months due to their busy schedules, Kenny couldn't forget about Jade. He often thought of her and dreamed of moments when they could be reunited again. When they finally got back together, Kenny was more in love than ever and determined to spend the rest of his life with Jade.

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Septembre 2018

Kenny and Jade were sitting in front of their computers, talking via video call. Kenny was in Japan, preparing for a wrestling match and Jade was in France, participating in the ZEvent 2018 charity event.

"Hey, how's Japan?" Jade asked, smiling at Kenny on the screen.

"It's going well," Kenny said. "I'm just trying to focus on the match. It's a big one." Kenny replied, smiling back at her. "I miss you, though. I wish you were here with me."

"I miss you too," Jade said, feeling a pang of sadness at the thought of being apart from Kenny. "I can't wait to see you again. "

"But I can't stop thinking about you." Whispered Kenny

"Aww, that's so sweet," Jade said, feeling her heart flutter at Kenny's words.

"I wish I could be there with you, doll …. Tell me, how's the charity event going?"

"It's going great," Jade replied. "We've already raised a lot of money for a good cause. But I can't wait to see you again.”

"I'm so proud of you for being part of the ZEvent," Kenny said. "It's such a great cause and I know you're making a difference. You're always doing something to help others, and I love that about you."

Jade blushed at the compliment. "Thank you, Kenny. You always know how to make me feel special. You're such a kind and caring person, and I love that about you too."

"I just want to make you happy," Kenny said, looking into Jade's eyes through the screen. "You mean the world to me. I wish I could just teleport to France right now and hold you in my arms."

"I wish that too," Jade said, feeling her heart skip a beat at the thought of being with Kenny.

"I can't wait to see you again and finally be able to hug you in person," Kenny said, feeling a longing in his chest as he thought about being with Jade. "Video calls are great, but they can't replace the real thing."

"I know, it's hard being apart from each other," Jade said, feeling the same longing. "But at least we have each other's love to keep us going. And we'll be together soon enough."

"I can't wait," Kenny said, smiling at Jade. "I miss your smell, your touch, your voice, everything about you. I can’t wait."

"I miss that too," Jade said, feeling the same longing. "But we'll be together soon enough.

When will you be back in France?"

"I'll be back in a few days," Kenny said. "I can't wait to see you and spend some time together. I miss you so much. Forever and Always, my love"

"Always and Forever, Ken," Jade said, feeling a warmth in her chest as she looked at Kenny's face on the screen. "We'll make up for lost time when you're back."

As they said goodbye and ended the call, both Kenny and Jade couldn't wait to see each other again and finally be able to be together in person.

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Decembre 2018,

As the days went by and Kenny's relationship with Jade became more and more complicated, he couldn't help but feel a sense of doubt and uncertainty. It had been four months since they had last seen each other in person, and they were struggling to find even a few moments to talk on video call.

But now, as he sat and watched Jade's streams from the other side of the world, Kenny couldn't help but feel a sense of distance and disconnection between them. He missed Jade deeply and wished more than anything that they could be together again, but he wasn't sure if that was still possible.

He had been so busy with his wrestling schedule that he barely had time to talk to her, let alone see her in person. And as he watched her on the screen, he knew that their relationship was suffering because of it. Kenny sighed, feeling a heavy weight in his chest. He loved Jade more than anything in the world, but he knew that their busy schedules were tearing them apart.

Despite their best efforts, Kenny and Jade seemed to be drifting further and further apart.

As Kenny's doubts and fears about his relationship with Jade grew, he couldn't help but wonder if their break-up was inevitable. He loved Jade deeply and wanted more than anything to be with her, but he wasn't sure if their relationship was strong enough to survive the distance and the challenges they were facing, or if it was doomed to fail.

He couldn't help but feel a sense of pain and suffering deep inside. The thought of a break-up was almost too much to bear, and he couldn't imagine his life without Jade by his side.

For Kenny, it had always been clear that Jade was his soulmate. From the moment they met at the gaming convention, he had felt an instant connection with her, and he knew that she was the one he wanted to spend the rest of his life with.

Despite the deep love that Kenny and Jade had for each other, their relationship had become increasingly distant over time … he couldn't help but wonder if it was time to let it go.

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 January 2019

 Kenny and Jade faced a difficult decision. Their busy schedules were causing a lot of strain on their relationship. Kenny was constantly on tour for his wrestling matches, and Jade was spending long hours in front of her webcam streaming.

 Despite their deep love for each other, they knew they couldn't keep going like this. They reluctantly decided to break up, believing it was the best thing for their careers. It was a painful decision for both of them, and they were heartbroken to be apart.

Jade and Kenny sat side by side on the couch, their hearts heavy and filled with sadness. They had spent hours talking about their difficult situation and had finally made the decision to break up.

"I can't believe we're at this point," said Jade, tears streaming down her face.

"It feels like everything we've built is crumbling beneath us."

"I know it's hard, darling," said Kenny, taking her hand. "But we both have dreams and professional goals that require a lot of time and energy. We have to think about our future."

"I know, you're right," said Jade, wiping away her tears. "It's so hard for us to find time for each other with our schedules. I miss you so much and it's torture not being able to be with you."

"But it doesn't make this any easier. It feels like my heart is breaking into a million pieces."

"I feel the same way," said Kenny, squeezing her hand. "But we have to be strong and do what's best for us. Maybe we can get back together later, once we've achieved our dreams." Jade nodded, tears still rolling down her cheeks.

"I don't want to lose you, Kenny. You're the most important person in my life."

"I believe in us too, doll," said Kenny, determination filling his voice. "We've been through so much together and we can make it through this too. We'll find a way to make it work, even if it means being apart for a little while." He said, with a small smile forming on his lips.

"You're right. We can do this. And when we finally get back together, it'll be that much more special and meaningful." said Jade, wiping away her tears.

"I can't wait for that day to come," said Kenny, leaning in to hug Jade. "I love you, Kenny. Always and Forever."

"I love you too, Jade," said Kenny, hugging Jade tightly. "Forever and Always."

As they hugged each other, both Kenny and Jade couldn't help but feel a deep sense of sadness and loss. Despite their love for each other, they knew that their relationship was facing some serious challenges and that they needed to take a break to focus on their individual goals.

It was a difficult and emotional conversation, but they both knew that it was the most sensible decision to make. They hugged each other tightly and cried together, knowing that their life together was about to change forever.

As they said their final goodbyes and went their separate ways, Kenny and Jade couldn't help but wonder what the future held for them. They both hoped that one day they would be able to find their way back to each other.

Kenny was devastated when he and Jade decided to break up. He loved her deeply and couldn't imagine his life without her. The thought of being apart from her was unbearable, and he struggled to come to terms with their decision.

Despite his heartache, Kenny knew he had to be strong for Jade. He wanted her to be able to pursue her dreams and succeed in her career, even if it meant they had to be apart. He tried to be supportive and understanding, even though it was incredibly difficult.

During their time apart, Kenny missed Jade terribly. He thought about her constantly and longed to be reunited with her.

Despite the pain and heartache, they knew that they had to be strong and do what was best for them. The decision to end their relationship was one of the hardest she had ever had to make, and she struggled to come to terms with it.

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May 2019

It had been a five months since Kenny and Jade had broken up, and Kenny was still feeling the pain of losing the woman he loved. He had not seen Jade in person for five months, and he was longing for her more and more each day.

As Kenny sat and thought about his relationship with Jade, he couldn't help but feel a sense of regret and longing. But at the same time, Kenny also couldn't help but think about all the problems and challenges they had faced as a couple. They had both been so busy with their careers and commitments, and it had been hard for them to find time to be together.

Kenny knew that he had made mistakes in their relationship, and he wished he could go back and do things differently. One of the things that weighed heavily on his mind was the fact that he had not made enough of an effort to see Jade more often. He had been so caught up in his own work and commitments that he had not prioritized their relationship as much as he should have.

Kenny couldn't stop thinking about all the good times they had shared together, from their first meeting at the gaming convention to their sweet moments of affection and tenderness. He missed Jade's smile, her laugh, and the way she always knew how to make him feel special.

But most of all, Kenny missed the way Jade made him feel when they were together. She brought out the best in him and made him feel like he could conquer the world. She had been his rock and his support, and he missed her more than words could say.

As the days went by, Kenny found himself reaching for his phone to call Jade or send her a message, only to remember that they were no longer together. It was a painful realization that made his heart ache with longing and regret.

Sometimes, Kenny found himself going to Jade's stream just to see her face and hear her voice. He missed her so much, and being able to see her and watch her play games brought him a small measure of comfort.

Jade always looked so happy and focused when she was streaming, and Kenny couldn't help but smile and feel proud of her as he watched her. He loved seeing her in her element, and he missed being able to talk to her and support her as she played.

 But at the same time, watching Jade's stream also made Kenny feel a sense of sadness and longing. He missed being able to be with her and share those moments together, and he wished more than anything that they could be together again.

Despite the pain of their separation, Kenny couldn't help but be drawn to Jade and her stream. Even though they were apart, Kenny knew that he would always love Jade and that she would always hold a special place in his heart. He hoped that one day they would be able to find their way back to each other, and that they could rebuild their relationship and create new memories together.

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Septembre 2019

As Kenny watched Jade's stream of the ZEvent 2019 charity event, tears streaming down his face as he watched Jade on the screen. He couldn't help but feel a mix of emotions.

On the one hand, he couldn't help but feel a sense of sadness and longing as he watched her from afar. He had always been so proud of her, and he knew that she was an incredible gamer. But now, as he sat alone in his hotel room in Japan, he couldn't help but feel a sense of longing for her. The last time the ZEvent had taken place; Kenny and Jade were still a couple.

On the other hand, he was so proud of her for all that she had accomplished, and he knew that she was making a difference in the world. He knew that Jade was an amazing person with a big heart, and he was so proud of her for being a part of such a wonderful event and helping to raise money for a good cause.

It had been nine months since they had taken a break in their relationship, and he missed her more than words could describe. He wished that he could be there with her, supporting her in person.

Kenny felt a sense of pride as Jade and her friends broke the Twitch record at the Zevent 2019 by collecting 3,510,682 € over three days of non-stop streams for a charitable organization. enny watched Jade's stream with pride and was amazed at the amount of money they were able to raise for a good cause.

He knew that Jade was passionate about using her platform to make a difference in the world. Kenny couldn't help but feel a deep love and admiration for Jade as he watched her work tirelessly to make a positive impact.

So, he sent her a message telling her how proud he was of her.

Kenny took a deep breath and gathered all his courage as he typed out a message to Jade. He knew that reaching out to her might be a risk, but he couldn't bear the thought of not telling her how he felt.

He wrote:

"Hey, just wanted to let you know how proud I am of you for the Zevent 2019. Watching your stream at the Zevent 2019 and seeing the amazing work you and the other streamers did for charity was truly inspiring. The amount of money you raised is mind-blowing, and it's all thanks to your hard work and dedication. You're such an amazing person. I know haven’t talked since our break-up. But seeing you out there, doing something so selfless and making such a positive impact on the world, it reminds me of why I fell in love with you in the first place. You're such an inspiration, Jade. I hope you know that. And I hope you know how much you still mean to me. You're amazing! I can't wait to see what you accomplish next. Forever and Always."

So he took a deep breath and typed out his message, pouring all of his love and admiration into his words. It was a difficult message to send, but Kenny knew that it was something he had to do. As he hit send, Kenny couldn't help but feel a mix of nervousness and hope. He didn't know how Jade would react to his message. But in the end, it was worth it. He wanted Jade to know how much she meant to him, and how proud he was of all that she had accomplished. Kenny hoped that his message would bring them a step closer to healing their relationship and finding their way back to each other.

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hiiiiii I hope you have a amazing day,

I was wondering how the Aew boys react if someone try to use you against them like during the matches with them or in backstage with them busy with a other match ( like the attacker interrupt the match to show you being attacked) , I hope this makes sense 😭

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AEW Stars React To: You Being Attacked by Their Opponents

Pairings: Kenny Omega X Reader, Ricky Starks X Reader, Hook X Reader, Darius Martin X Reader, Nick Wayne X Reader, Daniel Garcia X Reader, Eddie Kingston X Reader

Word Count: 1.2K

Supreme Speaks: Thanks to anon for this request (YALL KEEP EM COMING), this was really fun and a little bit different than how I typically post these. please know that you are loved and appreciated

Warnings: ANGST and fluff but ANGST, GIFS are NOT mine, not proofread

Taglist: @hooks-martin @hookerforhook @wwenhlimagines @eddie-kingstons-wifey @triscillal @cassie0sstuff @sheinthatfandom

**Every person has their own backstory (in a wrestling world where I am a fantastic booker/producer) and the person who attacked them are in ()**

Eddie Kingston (BCC)

This happened during Eddie’s match against Christian Cage

Eddie didn’t want you out there in fear that Christian might rizz you up (or even Luchasurus no judgment)

So as he’s about to finish the match; the titantron shows up with you on the floor as Wheeler Yuta and Claudio tower over you

Eddie goes berserk; he no longer cares about the match; fuck the match

He leaves the match to rush to your aid with a kendo stick; whacking and cursing anyone who dares get in the way

He gets to you and hits Claudio and Wheeler as they run away; he holds you with so much care and curses himself out too

“Fuck Claudio and his Yorkie bitch! Fuck, I should have kept an eye on you doll. I’m sorry, it’s my fault”

Legit feels bad about the situation (it almost reduces him to tears) as you are put in an ambulance

Looks at Mox and says “You betta pray that she’s okay or Renee won’t be able to recognize her husband”

Darius Martin (Kingdom)

Okay hear me out; the Kingdom attacks you and then throws you on stage during Darius’ match to distract him

He looks at Action Andretti and Matt Sydal as they tell him to check on you; Darius goes with you backstage as doctors check on you

He’s silent….which is unusual and almost unsettling for you; he’s really taking everything to heart and is angrily simmering

“I’m so sorry that they dragged you into my mess, but I promise I will fix this”

He really feels remorseful about everything and certainly disappointed with himself that he allowed this to happen

Next week; he comes out with a chair and whoops ass

But I think he would go so far to the point where Andretti and Matt have to come out and say stop

He calms down and sits with you backstage for the rest of the show (he prolly will never take his eyes off you again)

Hook (Jack Perry)

Mans is fucking up everyone in sight

Bad enough that Jack took his title and refused to give him a rematch; so Hook is wrestling a jobber

As Hook has his opponent in the Redrum; Jack pops up on the screen with Anna Jay who is just choking you out (wish it was me)

Hook keeps the submission on long enough for the bell to ring before zooming backstage; just as Anna and Jack getaway

He is livid and starts throwing people left and right until he realizes that you are still on the ground

I think he feels exposed at the fact you were attacked cause he really does care about you

He helps you up and is visibly upset; vows to get revenge but then has a better idea

Two weeks later; he returns with you in tow and you two start WHOOPING THOSE TRICKS (to the point where the FTW championship is on the line in a tag team match; ex Edge and Kelly Kelly vs Dolph Ziggler and Laycool)

Nick Wayne (Swerve)

THIS SWEET BABY

He honestly doesn’t know what to think (and what he did to deserve Swerve hating him so much)

I feel like as soon as he sees your unconscious self on the screen, he would immediately dash backstage (like Eddie)

He would run up to your body “Y/N! Are you okay?” Before getting attacked by Swerve and AR Fox; who would then be run off by Best Friends

As he falls to the ground and when he wakes up, Nick would think that he’s a failure (DESPITE NOTHING IS HIS FAULT)

It would really take you constantly reassuring him that he was fine and nothing is his fault

“Yeah sure, but if I can’t protect you from attacks; then what kind of a man and wrestler am I?”

Like Darius, Nick would never allow you to leave his sight

Not until he ended this feud with Swerve

Kenny Omega (Will Ospreay)

Kenny would be that person who would just fill his mind continuously

During his match against Jon Moxley (sorry), The United Empire shows up with you about to go through a table

He turns his attention as Jon rolls him up and wins; Kenny immediately runs to the back

The Bucks attack the group and you are dropped on the floor (not through the table); you have no injuries

As he approaches backstage, mans is worried and anxiety has filled his body

Subconsciously declares war with Opsreay and will allow guilt to take over his mind

“I swear to you that Ospreay, that son of a bitch, will pay for this shit. And he will literally pay for your therapy (bitch take the free therapy plz)”

So much to the point where he’s not smiling anymore and treats every match like a deathmatch

Tbh, as long as Will shows up, Kenny will attack him without fail

Ricky Starks (CM Punk/The Factory)

OKAY LISTEN TO ME I believe that CM Punk would do some fucked up shit (as a true heel)

So during after Ricky’s match on Collision (who hasn’t seen you all night), Punk would show the footage of you being attacked by The Factory

But then he would say; “but that was earlier tonight”

And then BAM Punk attacks Ricky from behind and leaves him the ring

Ricky is upset at himself for not recognizing that you were missing all night and mad that he allowed Punk to attack him and you

Immediately checks on you and apologizes profusely

“I’m so sorry; I should have noticed, I should have made sure you were beside me-” “Ricky, you have been saying I’m sorry for the past hour” “Because I am!”

Would cut a vicious promo on Punk that embarrassed and angered him at the same time

Vows to get his revenge and starts it by attacking Punk

Daniel Garcia (Chris Jericho)

OKAY WOULD LOVE TO DO A POST ON HOW I WOULD BOOK DANNY’S EXIT FROM JAS

Danny is on the verge of leaving the JAS due to differences and Chris’ power trips, and you are his escape from it all

Chris knows this and tries to use it to his advantage; he tries to talk to you about Danny and keeping him in the JAS

To which you disagree and say it’s his decision; to which he got angry….and to which he may or may not have hit you with the baseball bat (CAUSE HE’S A JACKASS)

All of this was shown during Daniel and Sammy’s tag team match; Danny immediately jumped down from the apron (essentially leaving Sammy hanging) and ran to the back

He would be so angry that he would quit the JAS right then and there

Time skip, you were okay; when Danny told you the news, you were happy but you wouldn’t show it to him, asking him if he was sure

“Y/N, your safety, and well-being is more important to me than Jericho’s trash ass club. And it always will be.”

The following weeks are filled with confrontations until Daniel joins the BCC (who are not complete assholes in this universe)

HES FREE

Thank you for coming to my TedTalk

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Jealousy

Requested by @ladyshipwildrose

Special thanks to @captainsarahscratches for giving me advice on writing

Warnings: smut, angst

(I’m sorry I’m such a bad writer)

You had just walked backstage after your match on dynamite. Your body was hurting, every step was agony as you made your way to catering.

Once you got there you saw one of your friends, Darby Allin, walking towards you.

“Hey Y/N!” He said as he wrapped you into a hug, causing you to wince at the pain of his arms worsening your pain.

“You okay?” He asked concerned

“Yeah, just really sore after that match” you replied

“Here sit down, I’ll help you”

Before you had time to even question it he pushed you into the chair and started massaging your shoulders. Getting at every painful knot in your shoulders. It felt like heaven.

You opened your eyes and saw Kenny Omega staring daggers at us. We weren’t dating, but we’ve been talking for the past 4 months. Nothing crazy has happened between us besides simple quick missionary.

“Sorry Darby, I gotta go” you said as you rushed out of the chair and ran to the locker room.

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You were laying in the bed In your hotel room, the warm shower you just took really helped your shoulders and back.

You were watching tv as a knock at the door grabbed your attention. You walked over and opened the door and saw Kenny.

“Let me in” he said, angrily. You stepped out of the way to allow him to come in.

“Are you and Darby a thing?” He asked, not wasting any time as you had barely even shut the door.

“What?” You asked taken a back at the question.

“I really like you and I want you to be apart of my life, but I would hope that you’d give the the courtesy of not wasting my time if your with Darby”

“No we’re not a thing” you replied now starting to getting angry.

“Well then what was that backstage I saw?”

“He gave me a shoulder massage because I was in pain from my match!” You replied trying not to yell. You could see his eyes soften, he felt bad.

“Oh…. I’m… I’m so sorry” he replied with a soft voice. You could tell he felt bad, making you forgive him instantly.

“It’s ok… do you get jealous often?” You asked, not knowing if this was gonna be something you have to deal with often.

“I’ve never been a jealous person before, but something about you does something to me, I hate seeing other men talk to you, I want to be them.” He said looking you in the eyes as he sat next to you on the bed.

“I get it, i’d be lying if I said I haven’t felt the same with other woman over the last 4 months” you replied as you placed your hand on top of his.

“Let me make it up to you” he said as he started leaning in as our lips connected. His tongue licked your bottom lip asking for entrance. You of course let him, deepening the kiss.

He laid you down and got on top of you

“Feel what you do to me” he said as he rubbed his erection on the fabric of your shorts, causing you to moan at the friction.

“Please Kenny, I need you”

He pulled down your shorts as you pulled down his sweatpants. Wrapping your hands around his dick instantly.

“Fuck” he groaned out.

“As good as this feels, and believe me… it feels good, that’s not what I wanna be doing right now” he said right as the thrusted into you.

He gave you time to adjust to his size as you nodded, he started thrusting faster.

“Oh my god Kenny!” You yelled out

“God I love the way you feel, it’s like you were made for my cock” he whispered into you ear.

Your hands made their way to his hair and tugging it unknowingly due to the pleasure. But he seemed to love it because he started pounding into you harder, practically pounding you into the mattress.

“Oh my god I need to be deeper” he yelled out as he threw your legs on top of his shoulders getting deeper access, hitting that spot exactly right.

“Fuck right there!!” You yelled out, not caring how loud you were. The knot in your stomach about to explode. You could feel his cock twitch inside of you right before he came, causing your orgasm to crash over you.

He continued thrusting slowly to drag out both of our orgasms as we both began to come down from our highs.

“That was amazing” you said quietly.

“Yeah… it was..” he said cautiously

“Are you ok?” You asked as you looked over at him.

“Y/N, I want this all the time, I want you 24/7, will you be my girlfriend” he asked hesitantly worried you might say no.

“Of course I will” you replied.

[wardlowsbabydoll]

Kenny Omega Masterlist

Welcome Back (Fluff)

Suspicious Minds (Angst drabble)

Cell Block Tango (Angst)

Sex with (Smut Headcanons)

Dating the Golden Lovers (Headcanons)

Dating w Hangman Page (Headcanons)

After Show Sex (Headcanons)

[leahsflwer]

༘♡ · Dating Headcanons

༘♡ · [IN THE MAKING]

[delilahcalicocat]

Can i request an AEW Hook x reader fic where reader got pregnant with his baby and she broke up with him without telling him that she was pregnant. Reader returns to AEW 1 year later for Taz's birthday and she brings the baby with her but she tries to hide the baby from Hook. Hook finds out the truth somehow

A/N: Ofc!!! Honestly I made it half-angst half-fluff :) and reader had twins in this I guess-

♡~Wha- How...~☆

{Ratin: Fluff and Angst}

{Warnings: Swearing, Mentions of Pregnancy/Birth.}

{Pairing: HOOK/Tyler x Fem!Reader}

You and Hook had dated for sometime, until the night you'd caught him with your own friend in your bed..

A little while after that, you two made up. Until Hook splashed the cold water and said he wanted to break up with you..

You were a mess after that day, watching him move out of your house... the tears mixed with your eyeliner.. the stains on your cheeks for the rest of the day.

You both wrestled for AEW, so what was wrong.. Did He move on?

You didn't know. But you couldn't care because you never told Hook about the secret, you wanted to tell him. But then he broke up with you-

Next thing you know. It's been a few months and you wish you could wrestle, but you had two little Demon spawns crawl into the world a month ago. So you were on the shelf.

But while said spawns were asleep, you flicked through channels on the TV. Knowing if you even wink. Those demons would cry.

So you tried your best to stay awake, but failed majorly. You ended up asleep in 30 minutes probably for not sleeping for almost 2 weeks straight because of your kids.

You eventually recovered, and you were ready to wrestle again. But- you had to travel with your son, since your mom had forgotten to get him out of the car seat from your trip to the shop, so while your daughter Arianna slept soundly in her cradle. You had to deal with Jayson, who was a feisty little mess.

Your jaw dropped when you saw.. Him.

"Fuck- Tyler's coming..." You spoke, hiding your son in your locker room

You heard Hook chatting with Taz, about the birthday plans after the show.. you tried to be as silent as ever so they wouldn't know you and your son were in the locker room

"Alright Dad, I'll see you later- have fun on commentary" Hook spoke as his dad walked off

You on the other hand were still silent, until you left your locker room to go towards the ring.

"Oh! Hey Y/N!" You heard Danhausen say at the worst possible time

"Hi Danhausen!" You said back, trying to act like everything was peaches & cream.

"Hey Y/N-" You froze like a Mouse that was seen by a cat

('FuckFuckFuckFuckFuck') you thought, you were panicked.

"Why do you seem so nervous? Is there something up? Y/N?" He asked

"Oh, I'm just nervous to be back y'know?"

"You sure? Because it seems like your-"

"YES! Fuck! I'm sorry I'm just nervous for my match- I gotta go warm-up." You spat

Quickly you ran off, and handed your son off to your good friend Darby. Since Willow was busy.

"Oh. Hey Darby, what're you doin'?" Hook asked

"Just Watching Y/N's Son-" Darby Said

"Y/N has a son? Wow... I thought she wouldn't have moved on that fast" Hook said

"Dumbass- it's your fucking son. You knocked her up before you left her. So she is a single mother of two." Kenny Omega spoke

"Wha- How-..." Hook looked shocked

After that revelation, he went off to find you. You'd just come back from your match and wanted to go get your son until Hook stopped you.

"Hey Y/N, I found out about Jayson and Arianna" He sighed

"How the fuck did you- why do you- The fuck?!" You spoke quickly.

"Kenny and Darby Told me what happened after our break up." He said

"So? What's the fucking point Tyler? You've probably got some girl waiting for you." You spat

"Actually no. I've stopped my whole streak of cheating, I feel awful that I left you before you could tell me..." He admitted

"Can I actually trust you..?" You asked

"Yes, Y/N I'm sorry.." He said

You both hugged and Hook gave you some time before the big dinner to think...

[elitehoe]

MAIN EVENT TIME GIRLIES STAY CALM ITS GONNA BE FINE (says a known anxious liar)

[besthimbomachine]

my love when it counted. 01

summary: When Kenny’s ex girlfriend is hired to work at AEW he is forced to face his mistakes, his feelings, and the mess he’d made of something he once treasured. Not an easy thing, but pretending each other don't exist in some backstage cold war really wasn't going to help. (there was no abuse, violence, or cheating in their previous relationship) pairing: kenny omega x reader word count: 3337 warning: none, a little angst if you squint starting off easy in this chapter, this is more of an introduction, we pick up the pace (and the drama) way more in the next one, and you can expect smut later on in this too. Meanwhile, I'm also gonna be working on that smut yall voted for, so keep a watch to see when that comes out! Anyways, here is something that's NOT smut for you to read on this Holy Friday!!

01.

“Shit.”

Kenny’s hushed voice broke through the noise in the food court, his broken half whisper reaching Matt across the table. Looking up, he caught Kenny’s eyes widening in shock, like a deer in headlights. He watched as his friend went from shock to tension in a moment before he sent his gaze scattering down. Shit, and here he thought he’d be able to have a calm, peaceful meal. Just his luck.

By this point, Matt didn’t even need to look back to know the footsteps behind him were yours. Kenny’s reaction was confirmation enough. Just as the man looked down, you passed by Matt on your way, almost as if on cue. You walked in silence, but the sound of your boots cut through the background noise like a dagger. 

Matt knew you were pretending you didn’t see them. Well, pretending you didn't see Kenny. Whenever you saw Matt by himself you were always friendly. On his side, Kenny was - badly - pretending he didn’t see you. That was the unspoken agreement between you two. A cold war that felt terrifying from the outside, but that Matt only saw as sad. He could still remember the days when Kenny and you almost spoke in your own little language. Now he had to watch the two of you act like strangers and just come off being passive aggressive.

Looking up, Matt caught sight of an almost skittish Kenny finishing off his burger in a hurry. There was something unspeakbly weird about watching Kenny fucking Omega looking like some sort of stressed out prey animal. It could be even funny, had he not known that Kenny was more haunted by his own emotions than by you yourself. This was just depressing, tiring, and something Matt had told the man to solve even before his return to the ring. Looking around, he could already see a couple of people looking in his general direction, a sight escaping his lips as he looked back up again.

Kenny turned back to his friend just in time to catch a disapproving expression that he knew all too well by now. Honestly, he wasn’t doing this on purpose. It was just his reaction whenever you entered the room. Just as much as he was sure you weren’t doing the death glare on purpose, you just got on the defensive whenever your eyes crossed. The problem is, it wasn't easy avoiding each other. This situation was an every other show type of thing since Kenny returned to the ring. You’d cross each other for a few seconds and the air would already be tense. 

Shit, sometimes he wondered how he convinced Tony he’d be fine working with his ex.

But there wasn’t much else he could say about it. Kenny genuinely thought he could handle it, but he severely miscalculated your piercing gaze. Besides it’s not like he had anything he could do when Tony personally brought your name up. What would he say? ‘Yeah, no, don’t hire that amazing wrestler at the height of her career because I botched our relationship years and years ago’? Not the most valid of arguments. So, he sucked it up.

Or he tried, at least. God only knew he was trying. When Tony decided he’d hire you, Kenny had still been in recovery. Your name hit him like something out of this world. He felt like the air was infused with your perfume but turned ice cold, freezing his lungs as he tried to draw breath. Like flowers in a graveyard, the bitter sweet beauty of something long gone.

You were good - great actually. So it only made sense. The best business decision. He’d have made the same call in Tony’s place. Besides, far be it from him to stand in the way of your career. So, when the topic of conversation came to that and Tony finally asked if Kenny would be ok with it, he easily agreed. Nodding his head and smiling, assuring himself that it would work. It would have to.

But back then he was still in recovery, stuck at home. This problem would be for another day. But the day always comes. His first two weeks back he hadn’t seen you. No show he was at, you were at. It was a blessing and a curse, living on the edge of a precipice, waiting for the moment he would fall. So, as he waited, he tried to mentally prepare for the inevitable day your paths would cross.

It didn’t work. 

Of course it wouldn’t. How does he even prepare for something like this? You were like a force of nature - at least for him - wrecking his emotions like a fucking tornado. You had that effect on him. The love, the pain, the guilt - just the sight of your eyes stirred them all up in him. Like a storm contained within your gaze.

At first he tried being civil around you, it had been over five years, he was sure you could do it. And you could, playing civility like a good adult, a bit too well even. But the cold politeness of your voice froze his lips and dried his throat. He could feel the burn in his skin, like being dropped in an icy lake. Any deviation from that tone was always aggressive, and Kenny knew your anger was justified, he couldn't really blame you.

It didn’t take him long to decide that speaking was way worse than not speaking. The new plan was to keep his head low and dodge confrontation. He’d avoid pissing you off and maybe, if you were both polite about the whole thing, you’d seem like just strangers. Just leave you to your business and hope you wouldn’t see each other quite so often. Too bad for him, there is only so much space backstage.

“Come on,” Matt’s voice broke Kenny from his thoughts. 

When he looked up again he saw Matt getting up, holding the last of his fries as he signaled for them to go. Kenny could see the same disapproving look still burning in his friend's eyes. Getting up, he followed Matt, though, as he got back to the hallway, he stole another glance before turning around. 

Kenny’s gaze caught yours, just as you were turning back, coffee in hand. The sight was almost nostalgic, like he’d been sent straight back to the past. You had a match in thirty minutes and Kenny remembered this habit of yours pretty well. You’d always get coffee before a match, almost your own good luck charm. For a moment it was like time just hadn’t passed. But the moment soon was gone as he followed Matt into the hallway.

You watched as Matt and Kenny turned a corner, Kenny’s eyes catching yours for a second before they were both gone. There was tension in your muscles and bones as you started making your way to your locker room. You’d been trying to avoid Kenny as much as possible, avoid his gaze like it was the devil. Though, every now and again you’d turn around and find him staring at you. Find his eyes on yours only if just for a moment. And every time you met those baby blues you could feel all the pain you’d pushed down bubbling up to the surface.

Sometimes you wondered if accepting this job had been the right thing to do. Maybe you should have passed it down, thanked Tony for his offer and sent him on his way. Not that you had much of an option though, your time at WWE had finally started wearing you out. The lack of creative freedom making everything  a constant struggle. You almost lost your love for this job all together. 

So, when Tony Khan came forward with an invitation, you had no choice but to accept. What else would you do? Leave wrestling at this point? Not an option. Returning to New Japan was on the table, but you knew that whole place would scream Kenny. You wouldn’t be able to go anywhere without remembering that man. In the end, AEW was the best option. And they offered more money than New Japan, it was easy math.

The only problem was being around the man himself. But you knew that as long as you didn’t have to spend too much time together, you could do it. Be civil, be polite, be professional. You tried that, until he decided to just start pretending you weren’t there all together. And if that was the way he wanted things to be, so be it. Enough of civil and polite, you’d be silent, be curt, be distant. And try not to get caught watching one of Kenny’s matches from one of the backstage monitors. Again.

You couldn’t be sure if Matt knew that you knew, but from the corner of your eye you’d seen him watching you before you moved away. He was courteous enough to not mention anything when he came up to talk to you, and for that you were more than thankful. That was early into Kenny’s return, early into you both seeing each other again. Matt - and Nick - had kept that respectful politeness, never bringing your previous relationship up. You were friendly with the brothers and they were friendly with you. But you could feel in Matt’s eyes that hidden look of sorrow reserved for when you can’t really say what you are thinking.

In all honesty, you were just thankful you weren’t getting this look from anybody else. If Nick had the same feelings he did a better job at hiding them. You weren’t close with Adam Cole so you couldn’t know what he thought, but you didn’t really think he cared this deeply. And Hangman, despite being very friendly and warm since your arrival, never really tried bringing up the topic. Anybody else who’d know the story were also smart enough to keep to themselves. It was better that way. You figured that since Matt was closest to Kenny, he’d be the one most involved in this whole ordeal anyways.

As you arrived at the locker room you convinced yourself that it didn’t matter now. It was all in the past. Kenny, his selfish behavior and any feelings you had for him were now relics that you promised to leave behind when you took that plane in Japan. You were a different person from all those years ago and Kenny could hold you down no longer. And if Matt had anything to say he could speak up or leave it. But now, neither of them mattered, you had a match to fight. A match to win. And win you would.

From his spot backstage Kenny could hear clearly the moment your entrance music started playing. The crescendo of the beat over the booming crowd filling his ears as he made his way around the place. The song now was nothing like the one he had gotten used to associating you with. It was more aggressive and intense than your old New Japan song. It was a good song, great even. But it made his heart heavy with the realization of how much time had passed, and how time can change people.

Before the bell could ring he spotted one of the monitors backstage, stopping dead in his tracks when he saw you on the screen. He’d gotten into this bad habit since he returned, whenever you had a match he’d find the most isolated TV backstage and watch it from there. The first time he did it he said it would be only once, to fill his curiosity, he wouldn’t keep on doing this. Clearly, that didn’t work out.

Truth is, he didn’t watch your fights before you came to AEW. Well, mostly. In the beginning he refused to watch your matches out of pride. But when your absence started gripping at his heart he finally caved. Kenny missed you with him but he missed seeing you in the ring too, New Japan felt emptier without you. So one day he gave in and watched one of your fights.

He tuned in just as you were making your way to the ring, sporting new gear with a bold new song to go with it. The match started and you were beautiful, magnificent even. An exuberant exhibition of power and athleticism, of speed and resilience. You were better than before, stronger, more daring. An unleashed storm that had stayed far too long contained. It had been a few months since you left and you were doing well. You seemed to even be doing better. 

Kenny could feel jealousy and envy gripping at him, tasting like acid in his mouth. He wanted to hate the way you looked in the new gear but he couldn’t deny how it flattered your body in the best ways. When the match ended and your song played he could feel the music sticking in his throat and choking his breath. But the worst part was the voice in the back of his mind whispering a question: had he been holding you back all this time? When he turned off the TV his throat felt sore and his body tense, trying hard to push these thoughts to the back of his mind. 

That cycle would repeat a couple more times. He’d miss you more and want to know about your life and thus, he’d go looking for your matches - you’d blocked him on social media so that's as good as he got. Though, every time he’d feel bad, at first it was jealousy, but soon it morphed into something heavier, duller, and far more contemplative. After watching a couple of your matches, and feeling pain creep into his mind every single time, he just decided to let it go. Let you live your life without him knowing any of it.

And that was how he lived for years, only occasionally hearing any news about you. That is, until the news was that you were joining AEW. Now he sat in an empty corner backstage, watching your fight from a monitor in the wall. Like an addict, he kept coming back, watching every match with glued eyes. It still brought a tinge of pain from the corners of his mind but he just couldn’t stop it. He couldn’t bear being in the same arena as you and not watching you fight. It just felt wrong.

Time had been kind with Kenny though, mellowing his conflicting thoughts and brash nature until he could finally enjoy the show. He watched as you stood on the ropes, facing the crowd in pride as your song died down. The leather in your gear shining under the spotlights, shaping your body as your exposed skin glowed under the bright colors. It was a sight to behold, you were just as beautiful as the day you left New Japan. Maybe even more. 

The bell rang and the match started and Kenny was already leaning forward, wide blue eyes fixed on your image on the screen. You moved with purpose and ferocity, an electric storm taken human form, just as dangerous and grand. Watching you like this was almost like going back to the old days. Like you’d meet after the match and he’d drag you into some dark broom closet to sate the desire you caused on him. Not like he didn’t want that right now. You still had that same effect on him, the sight of your disheveled hair and the way you looked in your gear having his blood rushing down in record time.

But he knew that was then and this was now. He couldn’t keep on feeding a longing that would lead nowhere. Over the time he’d been watching your matches, Kenny couldn’t help but notice the changes. There was more certainty to your step now, doubt like a non existent thought to you. There was more of an edge too, the hunger and fearlessness of an apex predator. 

It was clear you’d gained experience and wisdom but it still was like time hadn’t passed, at least not for you. You kept the same energy and agility from before, maybe even more. Still fast to get back on your feet, and even faster to regain the upper hand. An athlete in peak form. It made Kenny even more conscious of how he’d started feeling time and his injuries weighing down on his bones. Like he’d aged twenty years while you only aged five.

Shaking his head he tried to ignore those thoughts. Focus on the match, on the way your body moved and the magnetism it held over him, like the ocean to the moon. Kenny watched you with bated breath, shaking in his seat whenever a hit landed, tensing whenever you went down. It was like the backstage got warmer as he could feel the sweat gathering on his hands, lip caught between his teeth as he watched you make the crawl to the ropes.

Kenny hated this part, of course he knew you weren’t made of glass - you’d told him that a million times - but he still did. He was fidgeting in place as he watched your hand reach its target, digging his nails into the box under him. You struggled back to your feet and Kenny’s eyes widened with every shot you took, a smile breaking through his grin when you finally landed a hit again. 

Regaining your footing, you made a run for the corner and Kenny felt his chest tighten. Your love of the top rope always had him tense as he watched you climb up with ease and prepare for a jump. He watched with held breath as you wound up before taking flight, body twisting in the air. With a sigh he released the breath from his lungs as you landed a perfect corkscrew moonsault, the crowd outside cheering alongside him. That sealed the fight as you pinned your opponent and soon the three count was done, bell ringing outside as your song started playing.

Kenny sighed in relief, watching as you raised your fists in victory. You’d won, no ugly hits, no bad falls, a beautiful match, perfectly done. He felt lighter knowing his worries had been for nothing, as he always did at the end of your matches - although, in the back of his mind he always knew, all it took was one unlucky moment. Your song started dying down once more as you made your way back, Kenny getting up and stretching to release the stress in his body. When he turned around, he saw Matt in the hallway.

“She is still quite something, isn’t she?” Matt’s voice was soft, a mix of awe and sorrow seeping through his low tone. Kenny couldn’t tell if that was nostalgia or something worse all together.

“Damn,” Kenny paused, hand sliding down his hair as words failed him for a second, “she’s something else already. A whole other beast,” he paused again, hoping his voice didn’t betray the tightness in his throat. “Makes New Japan seem even longer back,” with effort, Kenny looked back at Matt, being met with his friend’s piercing gaze and hoping his eyes didn’t reveal the deep crack in his heart or how heavy it weighed on him.

“Yeah,” Matt smiled, white teeth showing but the expression still not fully reaching his eyes, “come on man, show is gonna end soon, we gotta get ready.”

Walking up to Kenny, he threw his arms over his friend’s shoulder, holding tight as he guided them into the hallway. They both knew what Matt really wanted to say - yet again. Though this time Kenny needed to hear this, he needed to talk about it, for everyone's sake. But this was a conversation to be had in private, alway from the praying eyes backstage. So Matt would save it for when the night was over, and hope this time they could make that leap.