@kerchonline heist 0 : favorite character
“His father’s head snapped up and Jesper steeled himself for what might come next—whatever insults or outrage his father hurled at him, he deserved. But he wasn’t prepared for the relieved grin that split his father’s craggy features. Someone might as well have put a bullet right in Jesper’s heart.
“Jes!” his father cried. And then Jesper was crossing the courtyard and his father’s arms were tight around him, hugging him so hard Jesper thought he actually felt his ribs bend. “All Saints, I thought you were dead. They said you weren’t a student here anymore, that you’d just vanished and—I was sure you’d been stuck through by bandits or the like in this Saintsforsaken place.”
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posting my reply to this under a read more because i can’t find her blog or message her on discord. DO NOT RE//BLOG. it was meant to be private, and i really want mars to see it, but she seems to have deactivated, i can’t message her on discord, and the ask’s disappeared from my inbox.
how many times have i forgiven you over one thing or another, mars? the military thing, the kerchonline thing, the "well, michelle never really hurt me, so i will be friends with her anyway” thing, this thing now, the fact that you and all of your friends waited to leave hbn at the exact same second that this megara chick that i dont even know, because i don’t think i’ve EVER talked to her, made her post (for effect, i bet). the fact that it was you who went to literatureladies to talk shit and plan all this, because there were two people who were in on it: you, and michelle. michelle ran her mouth about shit she doesn’t even truly know and does not really give a shit about, and you ran to cry on a chat because even if i did forgive you all of those times, others hadn’t, and they had good reasons not to, but it still hurt your feelings so you still wanted to be vindicated.
the fact that i spelled it out, in the admin chat in halfbloodsnet, that if someone (namely, you or michelle, because you were the only two people who knew) made a post about it it would force me to come out - exactly, EXACTLY in the way it played out.
the fact that you had the NERVE to lie about it after the fact. as if that conversation had never taken place. as if i wouldn’t see your very public lie.
the fact that you only apologise to me after i call out your lie (was not “putting words in your mouth” this time, was i?).
the fact that you were vagueing me last night and i didn’t even say a peep, i played dumb and pretended i didn’t know when i was directly asked about it because if there is one thing that i agree with is that these issues are not about personal drama or “attention seeking”, and i didn’t mention ANYONE, not aashna (who i privately defended), not you, not anyone other than the high crust of hogwartsonline.
but oh my god! i was passive aggressive to you in a private message and suddenly i’m an evil villain who might or might not have comitted a thought crime but even if you don’t know you do their best to involve me on shit i have nothing to do with. but yeah, i am the one attention seeking.
i’m not the one that’s always, always talked things out in private, civilly, politely, even when the other person didn’t deserve it. i’m not the one that, if i had a problem with someone, and had an opportunity to tell them, did so to their faces without being underhanded. i’m not the one that pretended everything was alright for the sake of unity and to avoid any more drama in a time where we should be talking about more important issues than who is a little brasher or a little meaner in litblr. no, i was never that person.
not that it matters anymore. you were wrong, about everything, all of it. and no, this time i don’t accept your apology.
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