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[yootaesowlwrites]

Feel What You’re Doing To Me - Kim Youngbin

W/C: 2.8K

Note: Blank blogs will be blocked. I don’t trust y’all, so make sure you have your age in your bio/desc or something on your blog. Minors DNI.

Prompts: “Give me a little show.” + “Can you feel what you’re doing to me?”

Warnings: Smut, explicit language, nudity, nipple sucking, clit stimulation, light panty fucking, light handjob, hint of cum tasting, thumb sucking, unprotected sex (reader’s on the pill), aftercare, cockwarming.

Age Warning: I will not take responsibility because you wanted to read this, but if you’re under the  age of 18+, DO NOT INTERACT OR READ. Do not take this as educational, this is fiction!

As you finish in the bathroom, you switch the lights off, rubbing your hands together. Youngbin sits upright on the bed, propping himself against the headboard as he watches you, it was like you were teasing him with the clothes you had chosen for bed that night, he knew it was new pyjamas, he had never once seen the see-through shirt that showed him just enough to let his imagination run wild.

“New shirt?” He casually asks, already knowing the answer to his own question. You turn your head in his direction and nod your head. “No matching panties?” You lick your lips, knowing full well he could see your nipples through the shirt, and knowing that the shirt was doing exactly what you wanted it to do.

“I wanted to see if the shirt would work during the heated summer nights,” You say, acting innocent. “Before I would invest in the panties,” He nods his head slowly and licks his lips.

“Want to… give me a little show as you come to bed?” He asks. You could hear his tone shifting and watches as lust clouded his eyes. “Because we both know that isn’t to see if it will keep you cool for the summer,” You let out a soft chuckle before smirking at him.

“I can try my best to give you a little show,” You say. You reach up to your chest and cup your boob, squeezing it before running your finger over the nub that’s been hardening due to the fabric rubbing against it and the air blowing against it. “But already seeing me like this, is the show,” You watch him readjust himself on the bed, sitting completely against the headboard now to watch you. You move your other hand to the elastic of your panties and push it down slightly to expose part of your mound, while your hand on your boob was slowly massaging into the flesh.

“I said a show, not a tease,” He mutters. His eyes grow darker by the second, you watch as he moves one hand to his crotch and slowly begins palming himself through his boxers.

“A show is a show, you never said what type,” You say, making him groan and nod. You slowly begin walking towards the bed, your breathing a little bit heavier than before. You stop next to the bed, your thumb slowly rubbing along your nipple, and his eyes focusing on your movements. You place your hand that was keeping your panties lower on his leg and slowly slide it upwards. “Should I do it for you?” Your hand reaches his crotch area and just before you could touch it, he grabbed your wrist and pulls you onto the bed and on top of him. “Oh,” You quickly recover from the tug and straddle his lap, pushing your hips against his and feeling your panties almost slipping between your folds as his bulge presses against your clothed pussy.

“Can you feel what you’re doing to me?” His voice was low and almost raspy as he spoke, which caused your walls to twitch, and you swore that alone could have caused you to leave a wet patch on your underwear. His hands grip your hips and push the shirt up before placing his hands against your skin, making you sigh in contentment.

“Hmm, and it feels good,” You whisper. You watch his eyes close for a moment before he leans forward and opens them to look up at you, his lips part before he presses an open-mouthed kiss on your exposed chest before slowly leaving a trail of open-mouthed kisses onto your clothed breast. You place your hands on his shoulders and feel his hot breath fanning against your nipple. “So good,” His tongue presses against your nipple, and you let out a soft moan at the warm wet feeling through the fabric against your nipple. “Oh…” His mouth wraps around your nipple, and you feel his tongue playing with it as he sucks on it. “Bin…”

Your eyes shut as you feel your insides twisting and your skin heating up from the attention you were getting from him, one of his hands slide over the crease of your hips and over your mound before cupping your pussy through your panties, your breathing was slowly growing heavier and all you could think about was the pleasure you were starting to experience. His fingers rub along either side of your folds through the fabric, his cock barely touching your clit, but you were aware that it was and the thought of it was making your mind spin.

“Bin… oh,” You moan, your fingers digging into his shoulders. His fingers push against your panties, pushing them completely between your folds and against your clit to rub the nub that’s been begging for attention ever since you felt his clothed cock barely touching it. “Fuck…” You could his bulge rubbing against the inside of your thigh.

“You sound so desperate for me,” He mumbles against your nipple. Your walls clench at hearing his voice and at feeling the vibrations against your nipple that’s grown sensitive. “Cute…” He blows against your nipple, making you whimper at the cold wind against your now wet nipple.

“Biiinnn,” You whine, squeezing your eyes tighter. “Fuck,” His fingers circle over your clit, and you could feel yourself getting wetter at the attention. “Oh, oh…” You gasp, you could feel the tension building inside of you.

“I love these sounds you make for me,” He mutters before wrapping his lips around your other nipple, making you push your hips more against him and causing his fingers to press harder against your clit. “Hmm,” The vibrations travel through your nipple, adding to the tension that was building inside you.

“Biiinn,” You moan. Your nails begin to dig into his skin, causing him to grunt against your chest. “I…” His fingers slide against your panties, pushing them more between your folds as he moves his fingers towards your entrance, a squelching sound quickly fills the room, making it down how wet you’ve become. “I’m… I, Bin…” You could barely form words in your mind, never mind trying to speak. He pushes the tip of his fingers against your entrance, the friction causes your walls to clench and your back to arch at the pleasurable feeling that went through you. The feeling of the fabric rubbing against your clit and against your entrance was causing your mind to spin. “I’m not…”

“Then let go,” He mutters as he pulls away from your nipple. You let out a whimper as you feel his tongue swipe over your nipple, the feelings that were going through your body, your breathing had become harder and your skin felt on fire. “Make a mess on my fingers,” Your head falls back and moments later you felt his lips on your collarbone before feeling his teeth sink into your skin.

“BIN!” You moan, the tension snapping inside you and an immense pleasure flows through you, your hips unconsciously move against his fingers, practically riding them even though they weren’t inside you. “Bin, oh my gosh, Bin… Bin, fuck,” You chant out, your toes curling in pleasure and your muscles twitching as your release flows through you, your mind was spinning from the pleasure, and it felt like you had landed on cloud nine. “OH, MY!” He had pushed his fingers halfway inside you along with your panties, causing the fabric to not only stimulate your clit but your walls also.

“I love hearing you like this,” He mutters, but you could barely hear his voice, the sound of your heart drumming was louder than anything else. “So wet for me,” You could feel his fingers rubbing your walls with your own panties, and it was getting you through your high. “Let’s see if you’re all ready for me,” You were slowly coming down from your high when you felt your panties being pulled from your entrance before being replaced by his fingers fully pushing into you.

“Oh, my fucking, fuck, Youngbiiiiiinn,” You moan, your walls pulsing and practically sucking his fingers inside of you. They twist and turn inside you before you felt him using a scissoring motion to stretch your walls. “Oh, my g-” Your words quickly get caught in your throat as you gasp when his finger brushes against that sensitive spot inside you.

“Oh… let’s hope my cock quickly finds that spot I just found,” He says. Your head drops, and you open your eyes, breathing hard. Fuck, the sight of his toned stomach that seemed to have a thin layer of sweat that was already starting to form. You slide one hand down his shoulder, making sure your nails were lightly scratching over his skin as you do.

“I’m ready,” You manage to breathe out. Your fingers curl around his boxers, and you push them down just enough for his cock to spring free and slap against his lower stomach, leaving a small splatter of pre-cum behind. “Fucking…” You wrap your hand around the base of his cock, causing him to push his palm flat against your pussy and against your clit.

“Fuck…” His voice deep as he groans. You slowly slide your hand along his cock, you could hear his breathing deepening the higher your hand travels. Your thumb brushes over the tip, and you hear a hitch in his breathing, you circle your thumb around the tip, spreading the pre-cum that was glistening on it over the head. “Fuck, I need to be inside you now,” You feel his fingers slipping from you before you felt your panties completely being moved aside. “Put it in,” You slowly guide the head of his cock between your folds, sliding it through your wet juices and coating his cock with it before moving it towards your entrance.

“O-Oh,” You moan. Your eyes shut as you push the tip inside you, feeling it stretch your walls before you pulled your hand away. His hands grip onto your hip, and you look up at him before bringing your thumb to your lips and pushing the digit between your lips.

“Fuck…” He moans before pushing you down onto him fully, you moan around your thumb as your eyes roll to the back of your head at the sudden pleasure that surged through you when his cocked filled you to the brim. “Fuck, so fucking hot,” Your walls pulse around him at the sudden friction, and he gives you a few moments to adjust to him.

“Fuck, Youngbin,” You breathe out as you pulled your thumb from your lips. “Fuck, fuck, that was, oh my fuck,” Your mind was buzzing from how it felt when he suddenly filled and stretched your walls. “Oh, my fuck,” He could feel your juices already starting to trickle down his balls. You shift your hips, wanting to create friction against your walls. “Move, please, oh, my fuck,” He lifts you slowly, and your head falls back as a loud long moan leaves you. “OH OHHH!” You grab onto his shoulder again, your nails immediately digging into the skin.

“You feel so good,” He mutters. “And sound so good,” He pushes you down on his cock, making you gasp. You begin using your legs to move yourself on his cock, his hands gripping your hips tighter to give some assistance. “Fuck… fuck.”

“Oh, my, shit, shit, Biiiin,” You whine as you feel your insides tightening already. “Fuuuucccckkk,” You quickly find a pace that was satisfying to you both, your tits bouncing as you ride him. “Fuck, oh…”

“You should… oh, hmm… wear this ev-every time you w-want, oh, fuck,” He couldn’t even finish his sentence as he felt your walls already clenching around him. His breathing was getting heavier and your grip on his shoulders were starting to become slippery as sweat was now visibly forming on both of you.

“Wh- what if I j-just come o-out nak-naked?” You stutter. You squeeze your eyes tighter as you felt your muscles starting to tighten. Fuck, you weren’t sure how long you could hold on before your next high would hit. “Fu-fuck.”

“Th-then I’ll take you against the wa- ahh,” He groans. His grip on your hips tightens as he begins helping you ride him now. Your legs felt on fire and felt like they could give up any moment now, but you kept going, almost feeling addicted to the feeling of his cock slipping in and out of you. You could feel your hair sticking to the back of your neck and shoulders, the sounds that filled the room sounded so fucking filthy, and it was only urging you on more.

“Promise?” You gasp out. You feel him shift just the slightest bit before a sudden pleasure bursts through you when his pubic bone hits against your clit as you lowered down onto him. “FUCK!” He thrust upwards to meet yours, making sure his pubic bone would rub against your clit each time. “BIN!” Your toes curl and you feel pleasure running up and down your spine as you come undone. Surely when you were both finished you would need a change of clothing, and sheets. “FUCK!” You could feel another one already building inside you as you were still going through the second high. “BIIINN,” Your entire body shook with pleasure, your muscles felt like they had become jelly.

“Fuck, fuck, one more, I want one more,” He manages to say between pants. “I’m gonna… soon,” You could feel yourself slowing down on top of him, but tried to keep the same pace going. “You can do it, fuck, fuck,” The friction against your clit and the way his cock was hitting inside you was quickly building another orgasm for you.

“Bin, Bin, I’m gon— OH!” You moan as your head falls forward against his shoulder, it felt like you had run out of energy as he continues to thrust up into you while guiding you over him. “BIIIIIN,” His movements become sloppy, and you knew he was chasing his own high now.

“Uhh, oh, fuck,” He lowly grunts into your ear, you could feel his hot breath on your skin, which made your walls squeeze around him, milking him for his orgasm. “Fu-fuck,” And then you feel a jerk in his hips, you force your eyes open to look between your legs, catching sight of his stomach muscles pulling and his cock glistening with your juices.

“Fuck, Bin… it looks so hot,” You mutter. You watch as the muscles twitch more before you felt it, hot cum filling you and a groan of satisfaction falling from him. “So fucking hot,” You couldn’t stop watching as he kept fucking his cum into you before slowing down, you swore the sight of that had made you cum again, but you weren’t sure if you did.

“You’re so fucking hot,” He grunts into your ear. Your hands fall from his shoulders, and you use the little energy you had to wrap them around his torso and hold onto him. He lowers you down onto him one final time before you felt his hands moving up to your shoulder blades to hold onto them. Things slowly become quiet in the room, the temperature slowly comes down as you both sit in silence, taking in the afterglow of the moment.

“Seeing this sight… it’s turning me on more, Bin,” You mumble and lift your head to rest your chin on his shoulder. “You should see it, fuck,” You feel his hands squeeze your shoulder blades.

“I bet it is hot,” He mutters. One of his hands slowly begin rubbing along your spine, you could feel his cock slowly growing soft inside you, and you could feel your mixed juices spilling from you. “Everything feeling okay?” You could still feel a buzzing feeling inside your head and in your legs.

“More than okay,” You mumble, feeling your eyes becoming somewhat heavy. “Nothing hurts, nothing did hurt, it all felt… so good,” He softly hums. “And you?” You glance down, managing to see some of the red bruises you imprinted on his skin. “I gripped pretty hard.”

“They’re fine,” He says. “I’ll probably feel them later, but then I can think back to now,” You gently nod your head. “And then get off in the bathroom at work,” You take in a deep breath.

“I hope you record it for me then,” You mutter. “You can’t have fun without me like that,” He chuckles softly at your request but knew he would do it just for you. “We should get some clean sheets, I’m dripping all over these right now.”

“Yes, yes you are,” He says. He could feel everything licking down his balls before spilling onto the bedsheets. “It’s hot to think about it,” You lift your head to look at him.

“We should clean ourselves first, I don’t want it to splatter or drip everywhere and have extra cleaning work,” You say and slowly unwrap your arms from around him.

“Wait, wait… just a few more minutes,” He says. “Just a few, I like this feeling right now,” You nod your head before leaning against his chest and relaxing into him, waiting until he decided you had been on his cock long enough.

[dearly-somber]

Mean It | k.yb

-> pairing. boyfriend!youngbin x f!reader

-> genre. angst, lovers-exes

-> rating. 13+

-> w/c. 1401

-> warnings. cheating

-> a/n. It seems I was in my feels during my sf9 era

-> collection. songfic

-> started. ???

-> fin. Nov. 3rd, 2020 @ 16:43

-> edited. Thurs., Oct. 25th, 2022 @ 22:04

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🩶Binnie🩶

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r u coming home tonight?

no, im busy tonight

work?

yh

okay

don't come back too late

i love you

[Seen]

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You rubbed at the bags under your eyes, a shaky breath leaving your lips. Your eyes were red from crying, clutching at his pillow for comfort that he couldn't give you.

This had been going on for who knows how long at this point, and you were starting to get tired. Literally and figuratively. You were sleeping less because he was never home, and when he was he'd arrive early and then leave before you were up. You were so sick and tired of going to bed without him, waking up without him. It felt like you were slowly shutting down, your routine becoming robotic.

You sighed, running a hand through your hair before checking the time.

03:00

"A bath couldn't hurt..." You mumbled to yourself, walking to your bathroom and starting up the water. By the time you had gotten into the bath fifteen minutes had already passed, a towel situated on top of your pajamas which were sitting on the lid of your toilet. Your head was facing the ceiling, neck on full display. You had been staring at the ceiling for the entirety of the five minutes that you'd been in the bath. You heard footsteps and turned your head to the bathroom door, listening for the noise on the other side.

"Y/N?"

"In the bath." You said in a sing-song voice, meeting Youngbin's eyes as soon as he opened the door to the bathroom. He arched a brow as he walked inside, closing the door behind him with a gentle click, walking over and crouching down by the tub.

"Why're you in the bath this late?" He asked quietly, studying your face while gently running his fingers through your hair. You leaned into his touch with an aching heart, sighing slowly.

"I couldn't sleep and needed to think..."

"About what?"

"Oh, this and that.. Nothing important." You opened your eyes and smiled at him tiredly. He nodded after a moment of contemplation, standing up to leave. As he took hold of the doorknob he stood in the doorway, looking at you with questioning eyes.

"I'll be waiting for you. Don't take too long or you might catch a cold." You nodded with a smile as he left once more, leaning your head back as a tear trickled down your cheek.

When you finally got into bed it was 03:45 and your fingers had started wrinkling from sitting in the water too long. You turned your back to Youngbin, pulling the covers up to your chin with your knees pulled into your chest, laying in a fetal-position.

You were surprised when he slung an arm around your waist, pulling you into his chest. You had to hold back your tears. It had been weeks since he had last held you like this. It felt like it had been weeks since you had even felt his skin against yours. It was only after you took a deep breath to calm yourself that you realized he smelt of perfume.

Your heart broke but you ignored it. You'd pick up the pieces tomorrow morning.

It was a few hours later; you could tell because it was lighter outside and Youngbin was no longer holding you. You could still feel his presence however, so you guessed that he was sitting somewhere.

"Yeah, I'm sorry. I think I'll have to come a bit later today." You heard him say under his breath, loud enough for whoever he was calling to hear but not loud enough to wake you, had you been sleeping. You caught only a few words here and there that the girl on the other line said, the volume not loud enough to hear more.

"I can't come sooner. I'll just spend this one evening with her and then we'll be right back to routine." He whispered again, his fingers trailing up and down your spine, making you shiver.

"Yeah, okay. Mhm. I love you too."

You bit down on your lip, forcing yourself not to shake. Forcing yourself not to cry and not to break down. Not now, you told yourself. You wouldn't break down. He would pity you. You didn't need his pity.

A few more minutes passed as the sun started shining through the curtains. You felt the bed shift as he stood up and closed your eyes as he went to your side of the bed to pull the curtains open.

"Y/N, love? Wake up." He said as he shook you gently. You opened your eyes, trying your best to act as if you had just woken up. He smiled brightly at you, and if you hadn't heard his conversation you probably would've smiled back, oblivious to what had been happening under your nose for the past few weeks. "C'mon. I took the day off work. I wanted to spend today with you. Shall we make breakfast?" You sat up and nodded with the best fake smile you could muster, letting him pull you out of bed and into the kitchen.

You were silent as you helped him make eggs and toast, sitting on the couch and watching a drama while he finished with the eggs.

He was glaring at the eggs as he flipped them, annoyance slowly building as you continued giving him the cold shoulder, not talking to him even once. He spends time with you for the first time in weeks and you don't even utter a good morning to him?

He dishes up the food and instead of taking them to you, he puts it down on the kitchen island, storming in front of you.

"What's wrong with you? You're not even talking to me!" He shouts, grabbing the remote and switching off the TV angrily. You look up at him tiredly, your eyes tearing up as soon as you do.

"Tell me to my face—" You begin in an emotionless voice— "that you are all mine."

Tears stream down your face in hot streaks, racing to see which one can roll to the floor first.

"What... What do you mean?" He stuttered, seemingly dumbfounded into silence. You take a deep breath as you stand up from the couch and take a step towards him, cranking your neck to look him in the eyes.

"I heard your conversation, Youngbin. I should've guessed..." You scoffed, your voice slowly raising in tone, your anger at yourself starting to show. "You're spending less time at home, leaving before I wake up and coming home when I'm asleep. I should've known." He looks at you with a sort of sadness and regret in his eyes that you can't quite place and to make sure that you don't feel bad for him, refuse to acknowledge. "We never even fought, Youngbin. Not once. I was too tired to fight with you." You said, your voice barely above a whisper.

"Listen, Y/N, I was going to tell you—"

"And then what, Youngbin? Give me a heads up that you were cheating and then dump me? Leave?" You said exasperatedly, smiling sadly. His heart wrenched, staying quiet as he had nothing to say. Nothing to make this okay. Make this better.

"Send her my regards, would you? Now if you ever really loved me—" You scoffed, rolling your eyes and shaking your head— "No, if you loved me this wouldn't be happening. If you ever really cared for me, you'll leave my apartment. Send me her address and I'll mail you your things." He was about to protest but you were already pushing him out the door, locking it behind you.

Even though you had been subconsciously preparing for something like this, it didn't stop you from hurting. It hurt like hell, and you were pretty sure that you wouldn't be able to salvage the broken pieces anymore. It would be lost forever. You sat by the door, wailing into the emptiness of your apartment, letting out all of your pain, anger and frustration. He had enough things. You'd burn some of it. You'd get rid of things he gave you. You'd remove him from your memories, and then you'd forget.

You'd forget your heartache and move on.

You'd forget your heartache and heal.

You'd forget your heartache.

You'd forget him.

[juhotonin]

Binseong missing hours — 3 / ♾️

[winterchimez]

tag game! 🎮

tagged by: @adorablehyunjae @from-izzy (thank you yas & izzy!! 💕)

rules: you're going to pick 10 of your biases (or as many biases as you have and then fill in the rest of the spots with idols you like) and number them 1-10. then answer the questions below! try not to look at the questions before you make your list!

bias list:

lee sangyeon (tbz)

jeon jungkook (bts)

xiao dejun (wayv)

min yoongi (bts)

lee hyunjae (tbz)

ju haknyeon (tbz)

kim chungha

kim youngbin (sf9)

lee jihoon (svt)

song yuqi (g)i-dle

questions under the cut!

between 7 and 5, who did you bias first?

i def fell for chungha way back before i became a deobi so it's her!! literally my kween i love love and admire her sm 🥹

between 2 and 6, who are you more attached to?

if we're speaking in terms of ult then it would be jungkook 🤧 he was literally my no.1 ult for life (and has been for so many years) until sangyeon came in the picture 😭 but he's still super dear to me i love my googie loads 🥺🐰 if irl ideally probs my junjun!! we both speak chinese & cantonese, me is an infp and he's an enfp, match made in heaven dare i say!! but seriously xiaojun is literally my ideal type irl 🥹🦕

if you were to spend the day with either 3 or 1, who would you choose and what would you do?

WHY WOULD YOU MAKE ME CHOOSE BETWEEN SANGYEON AND DEJUN WHY WHY WHY 😭😭😭😭😭😭 OKAY BUT REALISTICALLY SPEAKING, i might have to choose xiaojun 😔 (LET ME EXPLAIN BEFORE ANY OF YALL COME AT ME—)

firstly, we wouldn't have any language barriers which saves up so much time and energy good lord. (if it was sangyeon i would be stammering in my speech all day im sorry i will go learn more hangul first 😭😭😭) i LOVE cafe hopping, so i'd probably drag his ass to all of the places i wanna go, probably hang around at some park for picnic during noon, and finish off dinner at haidilao (obviously) 😋 he's a foodie he'll agree with me 😚

what is your favorite physical feature about 9?

look i have a thing for his captivating eyes (which jihoon reminds me loads of yoongi maybe that's why they're both part of my bias list LMAO)

what is your favorite part of 6's personality?

MY BELOVED HAKKIE 🥹 i absolutely love how enthusiastic he is about literally EVERYTHING. as a huge introvert myself i longed to have a partner who's outgoing and would literally make my laugh over anything at all, and that's how i imagine hakkie would be (esp when that's how he is with the members) ughhh i would do anything to spend time with this one 🤧🤧🤧

if you were to tell 8 anything you wanted, what would you tell them?

my precious binnie 🍀 you've been through so much and i know as a leader it hasn't always been easy for you shouldering so much even when you were in the army. but i hope you know that fantasys are always here for you and that it's totally fine to cry and let out your feelings to us, and i wish nothing but to continue to see that lovely smile and laughter on you always 💚

between 1 and 2, whose closet would you raid?

bruh they're both fashionistas but imma go for Sangyeon bcs Jungkook's closet is literally all black and white, and some hints of red that's it 😭

what is a style that you want to see 3 try?

i think xiaojun is pretty open-minded and he has tried quite a lot of styles by now... but i have to say. wayv's all for love perf from their kick back showcase???? that xiaojun CHANGED MY LIFE FOREVER.

between 5 and 4, who are you closer to in height?

yoongi 😭 hyunjae is too tall for moi 🤧

between 10 and 9, whose music do you like the best?

omg please this is such a hard one 😭😭😭😭😭😭 but i will have to go for seventeen since i've been their fan literally since their debut 🤧🤧🤧

tagging: @sungbeam @juyeonszn @itsbeeble @zzoguri @kimsohn @mosviqu @invuwrld @stealanity @etherealcheol-mp3 @cupidjyu @snowflakewhispers @planetkiimchi @beautifulchris

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SF9 Masterlist.

SF9 Reactions.

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Certain Members.

Kim Inseong.

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Baek Juho.

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Yoo Taeyang.

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Kim Youngkyun.

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[milkybonya]

lazy lips

warnings: deep/sensual kisses :o but otherwise just fluff!!

summary: pretty much just another morning of (gn)reader waking up next to boyfriend!Rowoon :")

word count: 1k

listen to this album while reading :")

[a/n]: i've fallen for sf9 recently <3_<3 and uh i've been appreciating the members one by one :") rn i'm in my Rowoon feels i guess heh so enjoy this~

you wake up next to your boyfriend, Rowoon, who has his back turned to you. when you go to wrap an arm around his waist and pull him closer, he takes hold of your hand and presses it to his lips all while still having his back turned.

"youre awake?!" you ask, and you can feel his lips smiling against the skin of the back of your hand.

"mm-hmm," he hums in a deep tone.

he then turns around to face you, cupping one of your cheeks in his hand and stroking it gently with his thumb. sleepily, he smiles at you while mumbling something.

"what was that?" you ask.

"i love you, y/n. i think i'm the luckiest person alive in the world right now for having you in my life."

you take hold of his hand that was against your face just moments ago and press it to your lips this time. Rowoon smiles dreamily at you. he then shifts so he's on his back, pulling you on top of him so your head lays on his chest. with one arm wrapped around your shoulders, he uses his other free hand to hold one of yours.

a few moments pass with the two of you in that position, talking about this and that. Rowoon's raspy voice makes your heart flutter, and you roll over onto your tummy to feel his soft lips with one of your fingers as he talks. it tickles and makes you laugh, and Rowoon sleepily smiles at you.

"having fun?" he asks, speaking in-between your finger that's still glued to his lips.

when you nod, he puckers his lips, kissing your fingertip and you squeal quietly from both the ticklish sensation and the butterflies that stir within you.

Rowoon laughs, pulling you on top of him completely. you lean in to kiss him but he moves his head to the side, frowning. a whine escapes your lips--you were this close to feeling his plump lips against yours.

"are you wearing my shirt?" he asks, eyeing the grey material that hangs off your shoulders.

you nod and Rowoon's expression breaks into a smile.

"who let you wear my clothes, hm?!" he grunts, tackling you in a bear hug while you're still on top of him.

you squeal into the crook of his neck as he continues to tightly hug you.

"who let you wear my clothes and look even better wearing them than when i do?!"

when you finally wriggle free of his strong grip, you jump off your shared bed and run around your apartment, being chased by Rowoon who follows closely behind you.

your laughter echoes in his ears, making him smile so hard that his eyes crease. the sight of you in nothing but his shirt and a pair of shorts, running around your shared apartment, makes his heart flutter. he kind of doesn't want to ever catch up to you, because watching you run while laughing so brightly is a sight he wants to see forever.

eventually, though, he traps you on one side of the coffee table while he's on the other, racing towards you after you make the slightest move. he wraps his arms around you from behind, pressing your back against his chest and showering the back of your exposed neck with soft, warm kisses.

"let me go!" you squeal, wriggling against his strong arms.

he chuckles, saying, "i'll only let you go if you explain why you're wearing my shirt."

you know he's not actually mad at you for wearing the shirt, but is just teasing you. nonetheless, you turn around in his arms, facing him before you give an answer.

"i was too lazy to search through my own clothes last night for what i wanted to wear to sleep, so when i saw your shirt laying on the bed, i couldn't resist. it smells just like you..." you trail off, entranced by the memory of falling asleep with Rowoon's scent all around you last night.

"are you that in love with me?" he teases, not able to hold back his smile.

you shamelessly nod and Rowoon presses a long, deep kiss to your lips while his arms are still around your waist. you squeeze your eyes shut as your heart flutters about a thousand times.

when you pull away first, breathless, your eyes meet Rowoon's dazed ones. he's so in love with you that every second he spends with you feels like a dream.

"can we go back to bed?" you whine, starting to feel cold.

Rowoon nods with a smile, letting go of your waist and holding your hand instead, guiding you to the warmth of your covers.

he tucks you in while laying beside you, and you watch him while laying on your side. when he's done, he looks at you while also laying on his side, facing you.

"y/n..."

"hm?"

"i love you."

"you're so silly, you already told me that just a few minutes ago!" you say, booping Rowoon's nose as he scrunches it up. "but i'm glad you told me again, because it gives me the chance to say i love you, too."

Rowoon silently looks at you after you speak, his eyes flitting from your eyes, to your lips, back to your eyes again. you lift your head, wondering why he's looking at you that way, but then he cups your cheek in his hand again, shuffling closer.

"can i... kiss you?" he asks in a low voice.

you nod with a smile, already closing your eyes.

they're so cute... preparing for me to kiss them before i've even done anything, Rowoon thinks to himself.

he leans in, then, kissing you so deeply that you're grateful he's holding you close, or else you would've somehow rolled off the bed. his lips feel so warm and soft against yours, matching every move you make. he only pulls away a few times to catch his breath, smiling at you before he leans in again.

when he pulls away for the last time, he buries his face in your chest, letting out a muffled squeal. you laugh at him and pat his back.

"do you wanna sit up and watch a movie together?" he asks, once his heart has stopped beating so fast and he's regained his senses.

you nod and you both sit up, Rowoon's back resting against the headboard and you sitting in-between his legs, your own back leaning against his chest. you can feel every breath he takes; you can hear his heartbeat.

he wraps his arms around you and kisses the top of your head from time to time, earning him a kiss on the cheek from you.

"do you think it's fine if we don't leave this bed for the rest of the day?" you ask.

"well, we should leave at least twice to eat, but other than that... let's just stay here," Rowoon says, burying his head into your shoulder.

[sanghyukstattoos]

SF9's reaction: cockwarming

Genre: fluff-fluff-fluff; smut-smut-smut

Characters: SF9!

A/N: None of the images in the collage are mine, refer to here for more; For more SF9, read here, for iKON, read here and for optional bias writings, read here!

Youngbin:

Plays in pairs

When you first present the idea to him, given that the circumstances are of a light atmosphere, you'll fluster him, impeccably. His cheeks will turn pink and he'll maybe giggle a little and cover his mouth out of shyness but he won't be averted to the idea. He loves it but you just caught him off guard ahaha. When it's under a serious circumstance, like you are describing what you would like to try out, he would seriously contemplate your idea. He won't seal the deal if he doesn't like it the first time around. He'll try for a second to give it a chance. During your first time trying this out, it'll be spontaneous. Like you are watching a movie or a documentary and you or him decide that you want to give it a try. He'll firmly hold your waist as you settle onto him. If you are horny, you wait for a few minutes before you think, 'Enough of this' and rock him out of this world. What could he say? If you aren't, it'll be peaceful. But there's a dilemma. If you are sitting on the sofa, you can't see the screen. But you want to watch (sad). He'll say, ''It's okay'' and switch off the tv and it will resume in the bedroom. Just a beautiful atmosphere where you have deep conversations. He'll listen to your insight and internally marvel at how your perspective and compliment them with some of his own. It's like turn-taking, an essential part of a relationship where you go back and forth, speaking about one topic to the end of it where you have nothing to say anymore and then you'll move onto the next. It'll go on for ages, till the two of you are hungry. When the two of you go the kitchen to make something, he'll do what he couldn't do when the two of you were cock warming. The same thing may happen when the two of you are about to fall asleep, the lack of lights appeal to his other side, love-making.

Inseong:

This one is a funny bunny

It's a routine for you to cock warm after sex just like when he's on the laptop, surfing the net at the dinner table and you are sat on his cock, back to his chest, keeping him warm. After sex, it's a gateway to another round, on the bed or in the shower or to sleep in that position but not cock warm. He would love cock warming in the morning if it's cold then, probably in your balcony or in the kitchen, hugging you from behind and trailing his hands to your tummy and chest every now and then. He would love when you capture when you capture his lips in a sweet embrace, beginning a long make-out session when he's in you. If he's horny, you can bet that he's going to tell you about it. ''Babe'', he places a delicate kiss on your neck, ''tell me'' you moan out. His hands have already found your tummy and trailed downward, rubbing your clit but not to just merely stimulate you, to see if you are wet as he imagines you to be. He loves you. He's going to make love to you, to see those expressions on your face and feel you around him, holding you in his arms till the two of you have exhausted yourselves out which could one round or more than one. I can imagine you and him in the kitchen, he's got you pressed against the counter and that's how the cock warming while horny scene may play out. Another one is when abroad, maybe in a hotel or airbnb, he'll have you in his arms but that's not how it starts. He'll be playful about it, surprising you with a hug from behind, kissing the spot near to your ear, whispering some *interesting* innuendo into your ear, it makes you laugh anyway. A couple of seconds later, he's turning you around, kissing your tummy and inner thighs all the way till he's on his knees, he'll make sure to nuzzle his nose against your panties and lick a stripe at the material, slowly pulling them down. Arousal buzzes through you because he's telling you, ''fuck, baby you taste so good, stay still for me'' or something like that, it's a little muffled because he is preoccupied in drawing you to pleasure and pleasure and then release. He'll eat you out multiple times or till your knees buckle, depending on whether you had sex previously and then just maybe, in a moment driven by passion, he'll carry you to the sofa and that's where you'll cock warm, giggling to one another of what just happened, what you want to do afterwards. Wrap your legs around his waist, press him against the sofa and lift your hips again, he'll start the process again, all while laughing. It's just light-hearted.

Jaeyoon:

Absolute sweetheart/ dream husband

In this scenario, let's say that he is your husband. When you suggest cock warming, he's a little uncertain (by his little frown) but also inquisitive (by his questions), *Frowning* ''What is it about?'' would be the situation, he would look very cute when he asks. Presumably the two of you would be cuddling and you happened to stumble onto this conversation, he would not be shy, just like, 'You have an idea, let's hear it then!', also like an explorer, he's willing to try new things even if it means pushing his boundaries a little bit. But, this does not fall into that category of pushing boundaries. Maybe pushing his patience if he's horny. The latter scenario is guaranteed to occur at multiple points of time. You'll be lying on your side with his cock in your ass, it's a little jerk that alerts you or his hands that begin to wander everywhere like kissing your neck, then your lips and his hands have already begin to stimulate your clitoris. You moan into the kiss and then he knows and he smiles into the kiss while rocking his hips against yours. Everything is forgotten in the background. Unless it's life-threatening. Like food can burn or you could watch three episodes on netflix that you aren't truly watching, he's not stopping till the both of you are tired to the bone and have released multiple times. Quite the sweetheart though, he'll get up and shake himself if he's about to fall asleep the next minute and he'll grab a cloth for you like you protest but he says as he's already getting up, ''no, stay there, I've got it!''. You smile and slump and he cleans you, tosses it away and then climbs on top of you, pulling you into his arms. If he can, he'll try the idea of cock warming and spoon you throughout the night but if he can not, he'll definitely do it the next day. He's committed to the plans he makes or what's going on at that moment. Let's say you have an argument, you are trying to smooth things out, ruffle out misunderstandings and you won't talk it out with sex but communicate to him about it. The night will end in cock warming, to bring you closer and then it's all jokes from there, especially about the argument, it's either you teasing him or the other way around and that's how you fall asleep: content.

Dawon I Lee Sanghyuk:

He has his days.

On a day when he's tired, to the bone maybe, he's come back from work and you want to cuddle, using the idea of cock warming to propose the intimacy you want to feel during the night that you couldn't during the day, I'm sure that he'll do it for you. If he does not fall asleep immediately, he'll caress your backside, admiring the way the flesh conforms to his grasp. He loves all of you. He will pepper kisses along your neck, down your collarbone and to your breasts, sucking your erect buds but he won't touch your centre. He likes to go slow, never stopping these moments with you or he'll take you in the morning. At times like these, he loves when you touch him, just your touch on his skin, turning heated. When you are making out, it would be your tug on his hair, like urgency for more or roaming your hands all over him or tracing his hair from his navel to the band of his underwear would be his favourite save for the best of all, when you direct how everything goes. If he does fall asleep immediately, it'll be after he kisses you. During this time, regardless of whether you were cock warming or not, he would love for you to tangle your fingers in his hair, it lulls him to sleep and even to sleep in your chest, being the small spoon, he would absolutely love it. He has trouble sleeping alone but when he's with you, it's not the case. When he stretches you out after days of not having sex, he tries to hold himself back from releasing, the wait and foreplay was enough to spiral his mind, gasping in your ear. But if you are too tired, he'll take it into consideration, seriously and hold back from lifting his hips off yours and filling you up. When he cock warms just to end the day comfortably, it will turn it into sex if the two of you contain some semblance of energy and are away from that playful and teasing mood, with hours on end before you sleep. It will be just the feeling of his cock filling you up, holding you to the bed with your legs wrapped around his waist, whispering how much he loves and that you are doing well, growling and stilling, your release triggering his, holding you when you are tired or in between rounds decorates the night. He holds your hand when you have sex, always, if your hands aren't roaming his body, feeling it. Otherwise, he'll hold you, preferably with all of your clothes off, no material between the two of you, you two speak about your day, the present and the future. It could even be a tickle session that ensues. The atmosphere will be lively, especially with his jokes and teasing and all the loves he has to offer.

Rowoon I Kim Seokwoo:

Prince of visuals, no?

Since he has such visuals, let's imagine that he takes you on a yacht (ya-ch-ht; hard time spelling that folks 🥵 + why do people go on a yacht? I'm struggling to think of a reason?). Seokwoo's marvelling over your amazement at the beauty of the ocean, the clear blue waters and occasional shade of the fish passing by. He even jokes that he hopes ''no shark gets the two of you'' and then laughs at your expression. Please, he's trying, don't throw him overboard :/. You enjoy the heat some more before he's by your side again, the yacht is paused, it gives you ideas. As soon as he's sat by your side, you take to straddle him, therefore effectively cutting him off. The surprise is evident on his face but his hands are resting on your backside, getting comfortable there. He groans out when your lips touch his neck, nipping the flesh to give him love bites which earns those husky groans of his. They send vibrations down your spine, tingling your core with wetness. With such a beautiful scenery surrounding the two of you, it's easy to fix your eyes on two places and think about how beautiful either are. He intimately hugs you, sucking an area on your breast, removing it from your top and placing the perk bud into his mouth, the act itself is hot and you grind down on him, not holding back your moans because of the silence of the ocean, save for the splashing of waves. You ride him, letting out sweet fucking moans, whimpering in his ears for him that it's so good, you can't get enough. When you are all sweaty, you cock warm in the shade, making out. It's a very soft moment, like sealing the deal? He wants to make you happy and he'll do stuff for you to achieve it. Cock warming is bonding for the two of you, to spoon and gossip about the other rich couples that you saw or speak about your day or just lay there, in each other's arms, enjoying the moment. When it's cooler, he would be okay to cock warming in a public space such as underneath a tree on a beach. You may be a bit far from the sea but you can smell it which makes you happy. It's a very calming day when you are tucked in his arm, leaning on his chest with his cock buried deep inside of you, feeling a little chilly but you are covered by a blanket. All in all, it's private for the two of you.

Zuho I Baek Juho

Cat man 🦸‍♂️

He would love to cock warm indoors, when his cats are sleeping, safely tucked in their beds as you are in each other's arms. It'll be quiet, you can only hear what's outside, maybe the train passing by or vehicles or pure silence which is hard to come but not impossible. If something's disturbing you like traffic, heavy honking, he's not for it and he'll move you two to somewhere else like the bed or on his studio chair. If you are tired and want to cock warm while he is producing, he'll hold you close to him and ignore the cramp in his legs. When he sees you sleep, he'll go soft and admire your prettiness, not forgetting to wrap a blanket around you. When it's silent, a relaxing atmosphere in which you can fall asleep easily, it's where cock warming will occur the most. An example could be in a space by the windows in a high-rise building or if the place was in a non-busy area like the countryside. There are occasional noises, some make you perk up while other's make you laugh, all while intimately spooning with him. You tell him: it's an indescribable feeling but you will try explaining. Don't be scared, he'll love your words. Relating cock warming to something and being subtle instead of explaining outright would prompt his chest to blossom with love from you, it's the feeling you've brought out from him and to in expressing his feelings, he may cry a little and kiss you like 'Can you feel this love I feel for you? I love you'- is what he is trying to say through the kiss. It's a very wholesome moment, your confessions to each other, spoken beautifully. He would also love to cock warm bare, without any clothes so that the two of you can be purely intimate and he loves your body. If you don't or lack appreciation for your fine self, he'll initiate cock warming if you aren't already and kiss your body and squeeze the parts he can't reach like his appreciation for your butt/ breasts/ stomach or whichever one it is that you are conscious of/ don't love as much as possible. And the opposite too! If he's not feeling okay or feels conscious of himself (pressure from people telling him how artists should look?), cock warming would be a way for you two speak about it whilst loving one another at the same time.

Yoo Taeyang:

What a precious guy

May be confused about the concept at first, even awkward the first time you attempt this, it takes him a little while to get used to this scenario: laying on the bed in each other's arms after carefully navigating your limbs around, his cock in you, completely. But he warms up, he'll make sure that you are comfortable and will also love to take this concept elsewhere, like the living room when you watch tv. When he's tired, he may not be able to carry it out simply because he has no energy or he may be horny (head) but not (body), it happens~ When that happens, he wakes you up with kisses, all over your body and he'd do this, regardless of what happened the previous night, it's automatic for him. Another scenario would be when he is bored, laying around doing nothing and fumbling for something to do, he'd initiate cock warming, that little sigh when he slips into you, relief. From there, he may definitely not hold himself back, the two of you would end up having sex. If it's you and he's doing something and you want to sit on his cock, he'll set down what he is doing and let you. As you hold onto him, he'll notice your whimpers, softly decorating his ear, letting him know how much you want him. He'll tease you till you are hiding away in the crook of his neck or playfully hitting him but he'll satisfy your desires all night. It's for you. However, when he does want to cock warm, he'll snuggle into you, nestling his head over yours. Little touches, lingering over your waist will be presented to you, as well as his admiration for your body. He'll cock warm in your sex or ass. When it's in your ass, he'll take his time admiring your ass, your breasts, any place he can place a kiss on really but he's not really kissing, he's looking and telling you how much he loves you.

Hwiyoung I Kim Youngkyun:

Resident cutie

He's got you in the palm of his hand especially because of that cute face, cute expressions, cute mannerisms, overall a very lovable guy. Can be awkward sometimes but it's okay because his loving personality makes up for it. Is also a shy little bean at first which makes you want to shower him with lots of love and praise. Glady accepts your kisses and hugs, gets shy when you first do them but eventually reciprocates them. To the point where it's comfort, safety and that you can be vulnerable with each other. *This is quickly turning into a boyfriend! Hwiyoung*. It's something that he suggests, the idea of cock warming. Really your jaw should drop when you hear it from your boyfriend. After a sex session, when the both of you are all sweaty and won't go for another round, he wouldn't mind if you were on your knees, keeping his cock warm with your mouth. He could be leaning back on the seat, going through his favourite sites while you sit in between his legs, ignoring the ache in your thighs. He would have you cock warming naked, bare for him and only him to see while he himself is fully clothed. That session could have potentially included bdsm, in a separate room that you have specially for it and this time, you could have been flogged, denied your release or being used, whatever your fantasies may be. It could also be the opposite way where you are the dom. In that case, it would be a command or a form of bonding where he will be punished if he moves when he is in your sex or you cuddle and speak to one another about the session, respectively. If bdsm is not included, then he would love to cock warm! To him, he gets to be with you and speak to you- whatever it may be about. For example, it could be deep, philosophical conversations or you both cuddle and sleep. Either way, he likes spending time with you especially in such a quality manner.

Chani:

*insert a gulp and a surprised face*

Remember that SF9 was discussing about mature concepts as a part of planning for their Kingdom stages and the editors used a fish filter to emphasise Chani's round eyes or rather, his innocence. ''HUh!??!'' is his brain, whirring away like an air conditioner at an office, rolling round and round when you propose this concept. He goes blank and you just sit back, waiting patiently. It has come to this moment. But his smile grows and it keeps on growing till he's unexpectedly pulling you onto his lap and connecting your lips. He knows that you should discuss it first but first, he wants to have you as close as possible when you discuss this. At first, he's peppering kisses on your face with you giggling, telling him that you want to continue and then he says, ''one moment baby'' before he swoops in for your lips. You reciprocate the passion, the moment is neither heated nor too soft, just in between and you have a make-out session for a couple of minutes. He doesn't know why, it's random but the both of you are loving it, like an initiation ceremony into a new stage of your relationship. And here were all along, navigating blind (👀🚫). It's planned with enough space for creativity. You are on the bed and you squeeze his shoulders when he presses at your entrance and fills you up. You wait to adjust to him. At first he's like, ''This it?'' and you have to laugh at that, quite true that you also though the same thing. Soon he's kissing you all over, sucking your nipple and the area around it, turning it a shade darker: he's teasing you, taking his time till he's done cock warming. He tells you that he would love to try out cock warming in your ass sometime and then it's all giggles from there. You ask, ''did you search-'', cut off by his fingers that circle your clit and press, drawing a gasp or a hitch of the breath from you. Then he starts to rock his hips and you know that cock warming is over, at least for now. He's hovering on top of you and losing control over his thrusts and spilling into you later on. A common scenario would be when he's playing games and you are sitting on his cock, maybe sleeping or doing something else, unbeknownst to his friends that he's speaking with on his headset.

[blu-joons]

The Night Before Enlistment ~ Kim Youngbin

“You’re not crying, are you Youngbin?”

His hands quickly wiped underneath his eyes before turning away from the car window and across to where you sat behind the wheel. His cheeks were dark, eyes watery as he took several shaky breaths before shaking his head back across at you.

His composure was long gone, struggling to believe that he had said his final goodbyes to several members of his family before he had to enlist. Around his parents, he had held it together, but now that they were gone, the nerves were creeping in.

“It feels a little real now,” he hummed, waiting until he was composed before speaking to you. “I thought my mum was going to start crying when we said goodbye, I’ve not seen her that quiet around me for a long time.”

You smiled weakly back across to him, “I’m impressed that you didn’t start crying, I thought you were going to go when your dad handed you that care package to take with you.”

Your car boot was loaded up with items not just for Youngbin, but for you too. His parents had bought you plenty of things so that you were well taken care of without Youngbin by your side, with several bags of food being the highlight for you to enjoy.

“I was close,” Youngbin gently laughed, keeping his eyes on you as you stared forwards, “as we left, my sister whispered into my ear that she’d make sure that you were looked after.”

“Did she?” You grinned, touched by her gesture. The two of you had always been close, which Youngbin adored, with her constantly showing up to spend time with you, forgetting Youngbin.

“I might lose you when I discharge, not only are my family willing to help you out, but all of the boys have also offered to check in on you every single day too, not to mention your family organising trips out too,” Youngbin proudly smiled, glad that you had the support.

You too were confident that you’d be just fine with Youngbin, even if none of your helpers could replace the role that he had in your life. “They very kindly told me that I could stay in your room at the dorm, despite me telling them that you’d already told me that I could stay.”

“I dread to think how that dorm will look whilst I’m gone,” he sniggered, glancing back out of the window again, “I’m relying on you to keep those boys in check, you’re the honourable sidekick beside Jaeyoon when it comes to the dorm.

As much as you were going to rely on the boys with Youngbin gone, they were always relying on you too. You took almost as much care of them as you did Youngbin, filling in the gaps that Youngbin left when leading the boys.

As you continued to drive, you could hear a shaky sigh come from behind you as Youngbin began to think again in the silence. “Talk to me Bin, tell me what you’re wondering.”

Truthfully, even Youngbin wasn’t too sure what exactly he was thinking about. There were thousands of thoughts filling his mind, from the group, family, enlistment, friends, changes, not to mention plenty about you too.

“I know that you’re nervous, no matter how strong you might want to seem around me,” you commented, trying your best to get Youngbin to look across to you again.

Slowly his head turned as he felt your hand reach across and rest against the top of his leg. “Saying goodbye always felt like the moment when enlistment would feel real, and now it’s happening, and worst of all tomorrow I have to say goodbye to you.”

“It’s not goodbye, it’s more of a see you later,” you tried to encourage, feeling Youngbin’s hand rest down over yours, “we’re not being separated from one another forever.”

Even though it was only a year and a bit, it sure felt like a long time for Youngbin. You’d been separated before thanks to his tours, but at least then you could still talk when you wanted to, without having to be controlled.

“I know that you’re going to be just fine too, but there’s still a small part of me that’s fretting,” Youngbin then added, feeling his voice falter once again, “you can look after yourself, but I prefer to be the one that’s looking after you instead.”

“You can still look after me from afar,” you tried to comfort him, “I mean you’ve left enough of your shirts lying around the house for me to wear when I want.”

Youngbin’s eyes went wide at your bold comment, “you mean to say that you keep taking them out of my suitcase when you think that I’m not paying attention, hiding them from me and keeping them for yourself? Did you think that I wouldn’t realise how the number of shirts in my bag decreases every time that I open it?”

“I kind of hoped you would just think that you were going crazy,” you shyly admitted.

Youngbin’s head shook at the innocent expression that was on your face, “I guess seeing as you find so much comfort in my shirts, it would be rude of me to take them away.”

Straight away your head nodded back at Youngbin, “you’re going to get given all of your military tops anyway to where, there’s no point taking all of the ones in your wardrobe when they’ll stay in your case. Instead, I should have them because I’ll make use of all of them.”

A wry smile crept onto Youngbin’s face, “I’m finding it increasingly difficult to argue with your logic, how long have you thought about making that point?”

“Not too long,” you laughed, flickering your eyes between the road and Youngbin, “it wasn’t even me that came up with it, your brother was helping me come up with excuses so that I could make sure that I got everything that I wanted from you before you enlist.”

“I should have known that he’d help you out, he’s got too many stories from his own enlistment,” Youngbin scoffed.

“I quite like how helpful he’s been,” you argued, continuing to widen the smile that was on Youngbin’s face, “without him I wouldn’t have also been able to hide your shower gel so that you have no choice but to take mine with you.”

Youngbin couldn’t believe what he was hearing as yet another mystery that he’d been experiencing had been solved right under his nose.

“I’ve got plenty of little bits of yours to remind me of you whilst you’re gone now,” you encouraged, continuing to laugh to yourself, “it’ll be like you’re still with me.”

“You won’t have time to miss me using my shirts and shower gel,” Youngbin joked.

“There’s a few things that they won’t be able to give me.”

“I know you’ll miss me during those times.”

“Of course,” you grinned, feeling your cheeks darken slightly, “but I know that there will be a time when you come home, I can look forward to that.”

Youngbin nodded in agreement with you, “I’ll make sure to work hard and get home to you as soon as possible, it’ll be like I’ve never even been away.”

“You’ll smash it, like you always do.”

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Masterlist

[yootaesowlwrites]

Forgot My Towel - Kim Youngbin

A/N: Happy Birthday @atinyfantasytothemoon​ , just a little something for the day.

 B123— “I forgot my towel.”

Warnings: Smut, nudism, masturbation, explicit language, descriptive scenes, dirty talk, nipple play, nipple sucking, fingering, pussy stimulation, cum tasting, hair tugging, bruising mentioned, unprotected sex (reader is on the pill), cockwarming.

W/C: 3K

Age Warning: I will not take responsibility because you wanted to read this, but if you’re under the  age of 18+, DO NOT INTERACT OR READ. Do not take this as educational, this is fiction!

Youngbin stood in the shower, letting the water run over his body, his thoughts drifting and his hand moving down towards his lower region, you were just outside the bathroom, on your shared bed, waiting for him, and here he was, thinking of you and becoming hard. He wraps his hand around himself and slowly slides it along his cock, feeling the blood rushing into it.

“Oh… fucking…” He grunts out, his head falling back as he inhales deeply. “Always invading my thoughts,” His toes curl against the tiled floor as he twists his hand around himself, he was so needy and horny for you. “Fuck…” He releases his cock and closes the water, he steps out of the shower, letting the water droplets roll down his skin and soak the rug underneath his feet. “I need…” He reaches for the towel and quickly dries himself off before hanging it back and leaving the bathroom. You lift your head from the bed to look at him and suck your bottom lip between your teeth as you find him without a towel and hard. “I forgot my towel.”

“Forgot…” You mumble, he nods his head and steps forward. “Or just decided to not use it,” You try to tear your eyes away, but you could see the slit starting to glisten with pre-cum. “What… what are you thinking about?” His knees hit the bed, and he stares down at you.

“You…” He mutters and tugs at the covers, pulling them from you and tossing them onto the ground. “How your pussy would feel around my cock,” You could feel your insides twisting at his words, wetness starting to form between your folds. “I need you…” He climbs onto the bed and grabs onto your ankles, pulling you to lay completely on your back. “Can I have you?” His voice was just above a whisper.

“… Yes,” You whisper. His hands slide up along your legs before his fingers curl into the waistband of your pyjamas, and he tugs them down and removes them, he moves between your legs, using his body to keep them spread, and his hand slips underneath your shirt and slides over your tummy and ribs and pauses once he grips onto your tit, his fingers knead into your breast and his palm rubs over your nipple. “Oh…” His cock was resting against your covered mound, and you could feel a wet patch slowly forming at the top of the waistband from where he was dripping onto you.

“How can you invade all my thoughts like this?” He mutters and leans down, his lips almost touching yours. Your eyes shut as you feel his hot breath against your lips. “Simple things like a shower, and you invade them, do you realize how irresistible you are?” And then his lips were against yours, kissing you hotly. You lift your hand and grip the back of his head, your fingers moving through his hair and your legs moving to entangle with his. The atmosphere in the room was shifting quickly and everything surrounding you felt hot, your skin was slowly being set alight as his fingers knead into your boob.

His tongue slides along your lips before pushing past them and into your mouth, running it along the inside of your mouth. His fingers slowly move towards your nipple, taking it between his fingers and rolling it, making you moan into his mouth. He tugs on it, and you feel his hips rock against yours, reminding you of his cock that was pressed against your mound. He breaks away from the kiss, silver strings of saliva breaking off.

“Fuck,” He grunts out and sits back on his knees, your hand falls away from his head and his hand slips from underneath your shirt, and he grips the hem of it and pushes it upwards. He quickly removes your shirt and leans forward and presses his face between your breasts, you feel his hand slides over your side before moving over the crease of your hip and dipping into your panties and slowly sides over your mound.

“Bin…” You whisper. It felt like your insides were tightening the closer his fingers got towards your pussy lips. “Oh, o-oh,” Your eyes open, and you gasp as you feel his fingers trace along the crease of your inner thighs. “Bin… Bin,” He turns his head and his lips attach to your boob, and you feel him slowly kissing towards your nipple before he takes the bud into his mouth and sucks on it. Your fingers twist into the sheets, and you tug at it as you feel a jolt go down to your clit. The sound of his lips sucking on your nipple sounded sinful, and feeling his tongue swirling over your nipple as it grew more sensitive with time.

“Fucking…” You gasp and arch your back, pushing your hips into his and his hand. His fingers slide over your folds, and he pulls them apart, you could feel your walls tremble as you feel your lips easily being parted with how wet you were. He slips his fingers between your lips, and you feel him groan against your nipple before he pulls away from it.

“Fuck, you’re so wet,” He groans out and sits back on his knees and drops his gaze onto your pussy. “I’m so tempted to push your panties aside and fuck you with them on,”  Your walls flutter at his words and your inside twists. His other hand presses down against your thigh as he slides his fingers along the inside of your folds before moving them to your entrance. You could hear your wetness squelch as his fingers move through them before sliding up towards your clit.

“Oh my fucking…” You breathe out. Your lids flutter and you suck in a deep breath of air as his fingers inch closer to your clit. “Oh my…” His fingers touch your clit and your legs jolt. You turn your head to the side, and you suck your bottom lip between your teeth.

“You’re practically ready for me,” He mutters. His fingers rubbed over your clit, and you could feel your insides knotting together in your abdomen. “But just to be extra sure…” His fingers press down hard against your clit, and it was as if your lungs were affected by that, and the air you were breathing suddenly didn’t feel like it was enough.

“Oh, oh, fu- uck, I,” You stutter and squeeze your eyes shut. His fingers tug at your clit before they move down and press against your entrance, you can feel his fingers circle around it before two digits slip into you. “OH!” The feeling of his fingers stretching you felt almost filling. “Bin,” You swear, if you were able to focus, you would be able to feel the way his fingers were shaped inside you.

“Hmm, moan my name, my name sounds so pretty coming from your lips,” He says and twists his fingers inside you, making your body squirm. “Say it louder,” His fingers curl inside you, and your body jolts at the feeling.

“Fuck, I… I, oh, Bin,” You moan. Your toes curl as you feel his fingers slowly slide out from you, only stopping to wiggle the tips of his fingers inside you before pushing them back in. “BIN!” You gasp.

“Hmm, that’s it,” He says. His hand on your thigh slowly slides upwards before he hooks your panties around his fingers and pulls them to the side to reveal your soaking pussy to him. “Hmm, I think this is a good option,” You hear the wet squelching sound as he slowly slips his fingers from you before pushing them back, fuck, it sounded so gotdamn sinful, but it felt so fucking good. His knuckles press against your pussy, and you feel the ridges of his knuckles rubbing over your pussy as he turns his fingers inside you.

“Youngbin!” You gasp out. Your shoulders press into the mattress, and you press your head against the pillows, your mind was becoming a hazy mess, and the pleasurable feeling and sensations were taking over. “Oh my fuck,” It sounded like you had choked on your own words as you felt a third digit slide into you, stretching your walls even more. “Fucking…” You almost turn onto your side from the pleasure.

“Such pretty noises and sounds, fuck,” He grunts out. His head falls back for a moment as he takes in the obscured noises coming from you. “Hmm,” He hums, and you barely heard his lips smack together, your eyes open briefly to look down at him, and you saw the lust-filled look on his face. “Fuck, imagine how it’ll sound when I’m fucking you,” He lifts his head and looks down at you. “It’ll be hot,” He whispers.

“Youngbiiiiinnnn,” You whine out, your eyes shutting and your back arching. Your muscles slowly begin to tense up, and you felt tingles moving along your legs and towards your pussy. “Fuck, fuck, oh, no, oh, fuck,” Your back was stuck to the sheets as your skin was soaked with sweat.

“Oh no?” He teases and curls his fingers inside you. “What do you mean, oh no?” You felt his fingers shift inside you. “Shouldn’t it be, oh yes?” And then his palm pressed down against your sensitive clit, and you were sent over the edge of ecstasy.

“OH YES!” You scream out, your body almost turning sideways from the pleasure going through you. “YES, YES, FUCK!” You tug at the sheets, pulling them out of place and bunching them up in your hands. “Oh my… fucking…” Stars explode behind your eyes and your mind was sent spinning into the clouds while your body trembled with pleasure.

“That’s it, make a pretty mess around my fingers,” You barely heard him mutter as you went through your high. Your hips lift off the bed, and you let out a gasp as you feel his fingers slide deeper into you for a moment. “That’s it, get yourself off on my fingers,” His fingers begin moving faster inside you before he completely pulls them from you, and you were left gasping for air as you came down from your high. You could feel your walls pulsing around nothing and your cum leaking from you.

“Fuck…” You breathe out, still trying to catch your breath. You open your eyes and blink rapidly before turning your head to look at him and found him with his fingers inside his mouth, sucking them clean. “Fuck!” You squeak out. His eyes snap to your face, and you could practically see him smirk at you with his fingers inside his mouth. You watch as drool begins gathering in the corner of his mouth before he pulls his fingers from his mouth, you watch as saliva breaks off against his chin.

“Hmm, delicious,” He mutters and licks his lips. “As always,” His hand drops to your hips, and you whimper as you feel the wetness from his hand touch your hot skin. “I’m gonna turn you over, sweetheart,” You slowly nod your head before you feel yourself being turned onto your stomach. “Ass up,” You feel his hands on your ass and slowly lift your hips for him. “Hmm... that’s it,” You feel him push your panties aside. “Glistening for me,” You feel his thumbs on your folds as he spread them even more. “Fuck…”

“OH!” You gasp as your body jolts when you feel his cock against your ass. He slides it over you and slowly between your folds, coating himself with your juices. “Fuck, weren’t you… oh, dripping?”

“Hmm, I was, I made a press mess on my thighs, and now I’m mixing it with your mess,” He says, making you clench. “Ohh, fuck, look at that,” You feel his cock slide over your clit a few times before feeling him move it to your entrance and push the head into you. “Fuck, it looks so hot with my cock inside you and your panties pushed to the side.”

“Fuck, fuck, I, Bi-Bin,” You moan out, turning your head into the mattress. His cock felt so damn good as it was pushing into you, your walls pulse around him as your pussy practically swallowed him. “Fuck,” You turn your head and gasp for air. His hands grip onto your hips, and he pulls you against him, filling you with a quick movement. “BIN!”

“Fuck, feeling so good around me,” He groans. “Hugging me perfectly,” His hands slide along your sides, and you feel his fingers creep closer to your boobs. “So fucking warm,” His cock shifts inside you as he leans over you, and you let out a moan as it rubs against your walls.

“FUCK!” You cry out. Drool spills from the corner of your mouth and onto the bed before his hands gripped onto your boobs, and you feel him pull you up against him. “Fucking… Bin, Youngbin…” His body felt hot against yours, and you could feel his stomach rub against your back as he breathes in deeply, his chin rests on your shoulder, and you feel his breath against your shoulder.

“So… fucking hot…” He mutters into your ear, making your walls clench around him. “Good fucking go— oh,” You feel his hips shift, and his cock begins sliding out from you, you reach behind you and grip his hair. “Fuck, that’s it, hold on, tug it,” And then his hips snap forward into you, his cock filling you to the brim.

“OH!” You cry out as your head falls back against his shoulder. “Fuck, oh, oh, I,” You couldn’t form a proper sentence at the feeling of his cock filling you. “I’m, you, fuck, I,” The sound of your wetness and skin slapping against skin quickly fills the room as he thrusts into you. “Oh, my fucking go-.”

“So fucking good,” He grunts into your ear. His hands were gripping your boobs, and you swear you would find fingerprints on them the next day, but right now, it was adding to the pleasure. “Such a fucking delicious pussy,” He turns his head, and you feel his lips against your neck. “Taking me so damn good,” His lips latch onto your skin, and you feel him begin leaving a mark behind. You could feel your insides twisting and pulling together as a high began building.

“So good, oh my fucking, I, Youngbin, fuck, I,” You blubber out, you were becoming an absolute mess. You could feel your legs becoming shaky, and within moments your walls clamp down hard around him as you come undone for him once more. “OH MY!” You feel his teeth scrape against your skin, his movements only became faster and faster. “FuckingfuckI,” You tug at his hair before your hand falls down and grip his arm.

“Want to cum again for me?” He mutters into your ear, and you feel him move his arm down and your walls clench rapidly around him. “Fuck, excited for me to touch here,” His fingers make contact with your clit, and you cry out in pleasure as your body begins shaking in his hold. “Fuck, I can feel your juices dripping down my balls,” Your walls clamp around him and your back arches. “So damn hot,” His movements became sloppy, and you could tell he was getting closer.

“Fuck, so good, hmm,” You gasp out, your mind was spinning, and your body felt on fire. “Fuck, fuck, I,” Your head thrashes from side to side against his shoulder, and you could feel his arm muscle bulging with each stroke over your clit. “Biiiinnnn,” His stomach presses against your back, and you swore you felt the muscles pull and twitch.

“Fuck… I’m gonna…” His voice strained as he spoke. You suck your bottom lip between your teeth. “I’m… fuck…” Hot ropes of cum spill into you, making you shiver and let out a strained moan. His fingers on your clit pause against your pussy folds as his sloppy thrust continues as he eases himself through his high and the aftershocks of your high. “Fuck, so good…”

“Fuck, oh… my…” You gasp out. Your body slowly begins relaxing, and you could feel your muscles aching from where they had tensed during your high, you open your eyes and blink several times, adjusting to the light. “Oh…” His hips come to a halt against yours, and you could hear his rough breathing right in your ear, which probably wasn’t helping you a lot because it sounded so fucking hot.

“Fuck, you’re just… perfect,” He mutters and slides his hand away from your pussy and wraps his arm around your middle, within moments you were laying on your side, and he was behind you with his cock still buried deep inside you. You could feel how sticky your bodies were as everything begins cooling off, his cock was growing soft inside you, and you swear you could feel your mixed releases leaking from you. His hand that was on your boob had moved to underneath your pillow while his other hand held onto your soft tummy, “I love this… all of you, I love it,” He mutters against your shoulder. You could feel your heart flutter at his words. “Everything…” You feel his hips push more against you, and you couldn’t help but whimper.

“Was all this… to love everything?” You softly ask. You could practically hear the smile form on his lips.

“Mostly it was being so damn horny and needy for you,” He says. “ But, I’ll never pass up an opportunity to love every inch and part of you,” You softly smile and close your eyes, becoming comfortable in his hold. “Are you gonna fall asleep?”

“Hmm… it’s comfortable,” You mutter before lazily wiggling your ass against his hips, earning a groan from him. “Very comfortable.”

“Tease,” He mutters before pulling you tighter against him. “I’m gonna wake up hard inside you… do I have your consent to have sex with you if you’re asleep?” You let out a hum.

“Yes,” You whisper, already drifting off to sleep. He couldn’t help but smile before lowering his head onto the pillow and listening to your breathing softening as you fall asleep.

“Sleep well, my love,” He mutters and closes his eyes to drift off.

[onef1lm]

binseong as students!

it’s been super long since i wrote smth .. and i miss sepgu alot more since binseong enlisted :’) i hope they’re doing well, and i decided to write this to cheer fantasies up! enjoyy~ 🫶

youngbin

— .. class president ,, OR OR a student leader of some sort, atleast has a position in the student council/board !!

— everyone goes to youngbin for help and though it gets a little overwhelming sometimes, he tries to help them as much as he can

— he’s a good leader and all, but his acads isn’t the best DJSJDK (i think he said so himself that he doesn’t excel really well in school) but he compensates for that with hardwork ofc, and still does averagely well :) i feel like he’s stronger in languages/humanities

— juniors have crushes on him bc he always helps out during orientations, and he’s just really sweet and helpful ╰(*´︶`*)╯

— hates doing logistics. especially when events come up, the council has to work out costs and youngbin will immediately step out. he doesn’t trust himself with calculations he tried calculating some of the costs before and he was way off when someone came to check

inseong

— big brain. need i say more? people think he’s naturally smart and all but it took him alot of diligence and self-discipline to get to where he is. in return, he does his best to help students with acads whenever he’s free!

— set up a mini community within the school for students to come interact with other and help out with acads. smth like a huge study group, just that juniors and seniors are all mixed up.

— super friendly !! alot of people think he’s snobby because he’s 1st in acads but he’s really willing to help. inseong is really easy to talk to, many students like coming to him just to talk :)

— has taught classes before. sometimes the teachers in his class don’t show up, and the relief teacher either is running late/doesn’t teach the subject. inseong then just goes up and takes charge. it’s become a daily thing for his classmates to pray their teachers aren’t present. his lessons are easy to follow, short yet concise.

— besides his role as a really smart dude, he pranks the shit out of people.

[key201303]

Pairing: Youngbin x reader

Word count: 850 words

Warnings: mentions of tiredness

Genre: birthday drabble, comfort au, fluff

Plot: You've tried so hard to stay awake until midnight so you could be the first person to say happy birthday to Youngbin but havin the busy weekend you've had with work you couldn't make it in time.

A/N: Happiest of the birthdays to the best leader to ever exist 🎂❤ He deserves the entire world because he's just so damn sweet and caring ❤ I really hope he has an amazing birthday and that he can fulfill all his dreams ❤❤ Happy birthday Binnie! 🎂❤

P.S: I'm so damn soft right now for him 🤧 sorry not sorry 🤧❤

Taglist -> @ailoveyuta @jaysbestie (let me know if you want to be added!)

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Just a few more minutes. You thought to yourself, forcing your eyelids to stay open for a few more minutes so you could jump into your boyfriend's arms when he arrived home after promotions and be the first human being to say ‘happy birthday’ to him. You perfectly knew he was fine with you falling asleep before he arrived home, he even let you know that a few hours ago when you both talked on the phone. “Babe your health is more important and you know that. It’s okay if you don’t say that before everyone else for a year.” He said on the phone, wanting to make sure you would put your health before his birthday. Little did he know you couldn’t sleep in peace if you didn’t say ‘happy birthday first.

It kind of became a habit to say those insignificant words before everyone else when you met him 3 years ago on that karaoke night when you were trying to forget an asshole and he was celebrating his birthday with his friends. For some reason that day you felt the urge to keep in touch with him and, especially, be the one saying ‘happy birthday’ as soon as the clock hands marked midnight, just like if it were the only opportunity you would get to say it before he faded into the thin air. At first it was cute that you had that little habit but as years went by and now you shared an apartment, he couldn’t really understand why you had that innocent urge. Somehow, it felt like he would go away forever if you didn’t pronounce those words before midnight and yes, you were too afraid of losing him now.

“Baby what are you doing here.” A soft and familiar voice while a soft hand caressed your right cheek. You fell into a deep slumber while remembering his words and how you both met, making you feel so guilty for not being able to be as energetic as he was used to seeing you. “I’m so sorry. I really tried to stay awake for you.” You said half asleep, taking his soft hand in yours and caressing it in a lovely way.

Your sleepy eyes finally met his gleaming ones in the dark room, only illuminated by the soft light coming from a little lamp you both bought on your first day of buying furniture for your brandly new apartment. You took a few seconds to admire the amazing man that was sitting on the floor right in front of you, admiring you as well. Once again, you felt the love he held in his galaxy looking like orbs. You couldn’t help your heart rate going faster, not really knowing how to handle so much love and care. Ever since you both met, it felt like the universe finally danced in peace, like all the negative things faded away whenever you both were together. And today, more than any other day, you needed to stare at him so you could feel all your problems and stress from the past few days fade away.

“I love you.” You quietly said out of the blue. His surprised expression made you giggle, he looked so cute whenever he acted surprised when you said those words. But this time, he was really surprised. But you, on the other hand, never said those words as convinced and confident as you did right there. Those kinds of moments are the ones when you notice and realize how much you love him. Not only because he’s handsome but because you love every single thing about his personality and soul. Even those stupid habits that makes you go mad when he forgets to clean a dish or put his hoodies inside the wardrobe. “I love you too.” He finally said, the word sincere written all over his face as he flashed a soft smile and cupped your cheeks to pull you into a soft kiss full of the love you had for each other.

“Don’t you have anything else to say?” He said with a teasing tone as he got in the bed after getting in his comfortable pyjamas and after tugging you into the warm blankets. “Happy birthday, idiot.” You said, smiling widely yet tiredly as you snuggled into his arms and inhaled his beautiful scent that never failed to make you feel at home. “That’s my little star.” He said, tightening his embrace around your cold body, ready to go into deep slumber like you did a few minutes ago while waiting for him.

You both met when you had a broken heart, when you weren’t the true ray of sunshine self he always loved you to be. But you definitely met right when you both needed, right when you both longed for true love and someone to wake up next to and that said ‘I love you’ without hesitating. You both longed for a loved one and you found each other right there and right then. Making his birthday wish of finding someone he could love come true.

[babysubinnie]

one step forward, two steps back. // yoo taeyang

👼 pairing:: yoo taeyang x reader 👼 genre:: emotional 👼 summary:: after all these years of loving yoo taeyang, it always ended the same. you would walk away from him, and he would watch you walk away. you would think it would be different this time, but little did you know, history repeats.

a/n: i just started uni so i’m gonna be very behind i’m sorry :// ——————————————————————————

“my only regret was not chasing after you when you turned around and left.” when i looked up at taeyang, i stopped breathing. after three months, he came back and now he’s standing at my goddamn doorstep with tears coming down his face. 

that, of course, was five months ago. i hated taeyang for not coming back after that talk. i told him that i was not going to come back to him. it didn’t hit me five months later when i was sitting on my bed missing everything about him. i couldn’t even tell him that i loved him because i was terrified of what would have happened if i did. 

and now here i am. standing in front of his doorstep about to say the exact same line. was i going to hate myself for doing this? abso-fucking-lutely. 

“hi! who are you?” the door swung open and it was not yoo taeyang. she was wearing a nice dress, high heels and a full face of makeup. she was twirling her hair in her finger while smiling 

“hey babe who is it?” then i heard his voice. i looked down immediately at my feet and my whole body just stopped working. he put his arm around her waist before looking up and making eye contact with me. he took his arm off from around her waist. the way he looked at me when we first made eye contact, made my heart skip. 

“hi. it’s nice to see you.” he said in the most dry, unenthusiastic way. i scoffed before closing my eyes to take a deep breath in because right now, at this point, i wanted to run. of course i regretted it. the girl standing next to taeyang turned around rolling her eyes and walked away. he looked up at my eyes before walking through the door closing it behind him.

“what are you doing here?” he was looking down when he walked through the door. i bit my lip taking a deep breath because i know that i was fucked. i didn’t want to tell him that he’s the love of my life when he’s dating another girl. that doesn’t help me at all. 

“i’m uh, i uh wanted to visit you because i had something to tell you but you’re busy so i’m going to head out.” i turned around before my wrist was pulled back around after my foot touched the last step. i looked at our hands and then looked up at him. 

“don’t leave.” from looking at our hands, i looked up at him taking a deep breath because i couldn’t believe what was happening. this man was standing in front of me begging me with his eyes not to go. i didn’t want to, but right now, that might be my only choice. our story always ended the same, never once even tried to change it. but this time it had to be different. i wasn’t going to let it happen again, but my legs had other plans.

“i let you walk away from me last time. i’m not letting you walk away again. i’m sorry for not chasing after you. i’m so fucking sorry y/n.” when i heard what he said, my stomach did a flip while i looked up at him. i was so in love him but all i could do was look at him. 

“well you have a girlfriend now. i’m just a part of your past and that’s what i’m going to stay so i’ll see you later.” i pulled my arm out of his wrist and tried to walk away but before i could, his arms went around my waist and his breath was fanning my neck. as i looked down the street trying to avoid turning around to look at him, tears filled my eyes as quickly as this happened.

“i-”

“don’t. i’m so done.” i turned around and walked off, as far away from taeyang as possible leaving him in front of his house. i turned to look back at him and he was still looking at me. his eyes never left me once, but he didn’t move an inch.

every single time, our story ends the same. i walk away, and he never follows. after all this time, nothing is going to change. end of story.

but this time, i was right. it was different. he ran after me pulling me into his arms putting both hands on my cheeks. we stood there staring at each other like nothing else in the entire world was here except for the two us.

“y/n, it’s always been you. four years ago and now, it’s you. always will be.” he looked down at my lips then up to my eyes. he pressed his lips onto mine before i pushed him off to look at him. 

“taeyang... i don’t know if this is a good idea. our story never ends differently. it always has the same goddamn ending. i walk away and you don’t follow me. it never changes. we’re never going to have a happy ending tae.” i shook my head looking up at him only to see that he was looking at me just the same. i knew that regardless of me telling him this, in the end, i will always walk away. 

“i love you. i love you so damn much, but if you love me as much as i love you, you will drop this and this time, it’s going to be you walking away.” 

it was going to hurt, but this was the only way i could stop the heartbreak.

[kpopcore27]

Jealous? Me?

Rowoon x F reader mentions of Zuho x reader

TW: Smut, not protected (don't be silly, wrap your willie), jealousy, possessiveness, loudness, Rowoon kinda has a public sex kink, oral (m receiving), kinda size kink I mean Rowoon thinks it's cute how tiny you are in his hoodie, roughness, hair pulling, Rowoon saying Darling, Princess, and Babygirl which just isn't good for my feels, and I think thats it

I'm sorry this sucks-

You like scary movies, but to be trapped right in between Rowoon and Zuho while watching one was hell. Constant screaming in your ear, and holding your arm so tight you could feel the blood flow decreases you swore your arm was purple under Rowoon's hoodie that you were wearing. Not to mention, to recent jump scare made Zuho pull you onto his lap so he could use your body as a blindfold from the movie, you didn't mind at first simply rolling your eyes, laughing at him, and got back to watching the movie. But Rowoon on the other hand forgot about the movie, he was staring right at you and Zuho. Zuho's arms wrapped around you and his hands grabbing your thighs. Ah fuck the movie, he needed to show who his girlfriend belonged to, Zuho needed to watch his place. He got up, and you looked at him with confusion written all over your face. He grabbed your hand "Come with me for a second,". You got up and followed him into your shared room. He pushed you onto the bed and stared at you like he was going to eat you whole. "strip, on the floor, on your knees," It clicked. " Rowoon are you jealous?" A shit-eating grin on your face. " Jealous? Me? I'm just making sure everyone knows your mine. Now strip," Oh shit, jealous Rowoon is a scary Rowoon, so different from his normal gentleman manner. And him towering over you didn't help either. You slowly took off your shorts and started taking off the hoodie. "Wait, take everything off, but the hoodie," Now it was his turn to wear the shit-eating grin. You obeyed, now with everything but his hoodie, laying on the floor, you got onto your knees, the carpet hurting your knees but that feeling left when Rowoon pulled down his boxers and sweatpants. Drool was about to drop onto the floor, no matter how many times you see it, you just can never believe your eyes. You open your mouth and steady yourself by putting your hands on his thighs as you take him in your mouth and start bobbing your head back and forth, being sure to add your tongue. "Just like that baby girl, ah fuck," His words caused you to moan against his length, the vibrations causing a deep groan to erupt from his throat. You heard the voices outside the door get quieter, they for sure know what's up now. He grabs onto your hair and fucks into your mouth until he was close to cumming. He then pulled you up by your hair and dragged you to the bed, you lay down and he hovered over you. "You look adorable in my hoodie darling, so tiny and cute. Can't wait to ruin you." He smirked as he put it against your entrance. "Be as loud as you can for me, so Zuho and the others know who makes you feel so good." He slowly entered you as you brought a hand up to cover your mouth from the lewd noises you were going to make. Rowoon looked mad as he took both your hands and brought them above your head. " What did I say, princess?" He asked. " To be loud. I'm sorry" He started going faster, catching you off guard and a moan ripped through your throat. He pounded into you with precision hitting your g spot almost every time, making you scream his name. He lifted up the hoodie so he could see your breasts bouncing up and down. " I'm close," You muttered. He started picking up the pace, going even faster if that was possible. You felt a knot forming in your stomach, the feeling you've experienced with Rowoon plenty of times. "Can I-" "Go ahead darling, I am too," His voice a little hoarse. You moaned his name so loudly the neighbors were probably going to complain, as your orgasm washed over you. Right after, Rowoon came. You were both panting as a notification ding went off on both your phones. The GC.

Youngbin: Next time, be quiet please🤮

Rowoon and you chuckled as you cuddled each other, ready to go to sleep.

[divinefireangel]

hi. i really need youngbin possessive boyfriend. jealousy. whatever kinks u want. pls.

I'm gonna do bullet points for this! (Mainly cuz you didn't mention if you wanted a scenario 💀)

Warnings: 18+ and written for female anatomy. The regular ones really. Choking, spanking, daddy/sir kink, possessive duh, marking, dirty talk 😙, edging, overstimulation. Lmk if I need to add more.

Jealous Possessive Youngbin will include:

Oh man you know you've fucked up big time when he gets jealous cause he's quite calm bout almost everything

Legit the moment you enter your room or any secluded room, you're pushed up against the nearest wall or bent over a clean surface

He will grip your ass with as much strength as he has omg

Bruises bruises BRUISES FOR DAYS

Definitely manhandles you, not too much tho don't worry 😉

Now it might go in two ways from here

Situation 1

He will pull down just your pants and underwear or rip them

Basically exposes your heat and removes his pants too and just goes to town

Very rough 🤤

Spanks you so much you ass is red almost purple

Grips your hair hard enough to make you cry

merCILESS

Ends up overstimulating you while chasing his own high

Makes you beg him to stop

Moderately low chances of choking you

Dirty talks so much

" You are mine. Just mine. All mine." as he's literally pounding into you

" You think they could fuck you better? Make you cum as many times as I can?"

His daddy kink comes into play 🤭 only if you're into it

Okay but he'll drive his dick into you at such a fast pace you're moving away from him cause it's too much

But you can't move away cause there's no space so you end up squirming so much it makes him smirk his evil smirk

Vampire bites your neck

When you cum for the final time he's made sure that you physically can't stand on your legs anymore

Super caring after tho 🥺

Situation 2

Comes up close to you, presses his body to yours so you cam feel his hard cock on your ass

One hand moving your hair to one side while the other applies pressure to your throat

Licks your ear before talking to you

Makes his voice super deep and lustful 🤐

" I didn't really like the stunt you pulled today. Maybe I should teach you a lesson babygirl. "

Brings you to the bedroom, ties your wrists together so you can't touch him :(

Fucks your face for sure

Bends you over his knees, asks you to counts the number of spanks 😶

Suddenly slips like 3 fingers into your aching wet hole, no warnings what so ever as his thumb will find your clit

Teases you while interrogating you

Better respond with 'Sir' or you won't get to cum tonight or a week

" Aren't you my good girl? Why were you acting like that? Have I not trained you enough by now? " With such a calm voice that it seems like an Innocent question

Edges you so many times. Like 7 or 8 times 😳

Finally gives in and fucks you like you two are the only people who need to repopulate the earth

Chokes you as he leaves so many hickies on your neck and oh Lord you won't know how to cover them no matter how much you try

Makes you cum till your legs shake or you squirt

Rough grips every part of you

Delicate aftercare cause it's just as important

This was fun.

[seungmoroll]

Lost Memories | Kim Youngbin

Word count: 1k

Genre: amnesiac! youngbin x reader, slight angst

Request: “can i have sf9 youngbin x reader please? when you tried to help with his memories but he kept pushing you away. when you take a distance, he remembered and said sorry to you.”

A/n: my first SF9 request, thank to the anon for this request!

           “I can’t do this anymore, Inseong.” Quickly shoving your things in your bag, you try your best to not let the tears run down your face.

           “Y/n, stop, you don’t mean that.” He takes out everything that you put in your bag. Plopping down onto the bed, you run your fingers through your hair, “Inseong, you don’t know what it’s like to be in my position.”

           “It’s going to get better Y/n,” says Inseong.

           “You said that last time Inseong, and that was months ago. The situation isn’t going to get better for me, and I just can’t handle it anymore. I’ve had enough.”

           It’s been a year since Youngbin’s accident, and as a result of it, he had gotten amnesia. You and the other guys did your best efforts to regain his memory, and slowly, but surely; he did. Unfortunately for you, any memory he had of you was gone. Those two years spent together, just gone from his memory.

           “But you just can’t leave him like this,” Inseong was trying his best to convince you to stay, but he knew that if he was in your positon, he would’ve left a long time ago. “He has you and the other boys, he’ll be fine without me,” It hurt you to say it a loud, but it was the truth.

           From the bedroom, you hear the front door open and close, alerting you that Youngbin has just come home. Wiping the tears from your face, you whisper to Inseong, “Please, do this one thing for me. Please distract him. Let me leave.”

           He looks you in the eyes and sighs, “Okay, okay, I’ll distract him. I’ll let you leave, but promise me that you’ll take care of yourself, okay? Make sure that you keep in contact with me or with one of the other guys.” He pulls you into his arms, giving you a tight squeeze as you quietly say to him, “I will.”

           Once the two of you separate, he exits the bedroom, making his way towards Youngbin. Taking a deep breath and collecting yourself, you grab the last of your things and put them in your bags. You hear the two men’s voices get closer and then it becomes muffled as they enter the guest room, or what is now known as Youngbin’s bedroom. Taking this as your cue to leave, you make your way to the front door. As you hold the door open, you take a look back and reminisce on every little memory you’ve shared with Youngbin. The first night after the two of you moved in, you guys slow danced in the living room. Mornings when you guys would make breakfast together. Things that Youngbin couldn’t remember anymore.

           Without another thought, you take a step out the door. A step away from Youngbin.

           After you had walked away from the love of your life, you had moved into your best friend’s apartment, making sure to let the other boys know of your whereabouts.  At first it was hard for you. You had hated yourself for leaving Youngbin, but you knew that you couldn’t live like that. Everyone around you made sure to remind you that what you did was right, but you still couldn’t help but doubt your actions.

           While you dance around in the kitchen as you make lunch, rapid knocking can be heard over your music. Turning your music down, you hear a familiar voice call out your name. Slowly walking towards the door, you mentally prepare yourself to face the person on the other side. Opening the door, you are met with the sight of Youngbin. This was the first time you’ve seen him since you’ve moved out, and the sight of him made you yearn for him.

           “Young-Youngbin? What’re you doing here?”

           “Y/n,” he says as he pulls you into his arms. You’re too shocked to hug him back, confused as to why he was here. You are pulled out of your thoughts, when you hear sniffling coming from Youngbin. Attempting to pull away from him, he tightens his hold on you.

           “Why’d you leave me?” That one question alone, shattered your heart. Tears quickly started to pool in your eyes. “One day you were there and then the next you were gone. Why?”

           “I had to, Youngbin. I didn’t to, but I had to, for my sake. I was in so much pain.”

           “Did I cause your pain?”

           “No. At least not on purpose. I know you wouldn’t hurt me on purpose.”

           Dropping down to his knees, arms still wrapped around you and face buried in your stomach, he says, “I’m sorry I didn’t remember you. I’m sorry, but I remember you now. I remember our late-night talks. I remember slow dancing in our living room. I remember the way your nose scrunches whenever you’re happy. I want you back in my life, please Y/n. Please come back to me.”

           Getting down on your knees to sit with him, you gently place a hand on Youngbin’s cheek, asking him, “When did you get your memories back?”

           “About a week ago,” he explains. “I was making myself a cup of coffee, and when I opened up the cupboard to grab a mug, I saw the mugs we made for each other at Color Me Mine and all the memories just came at me all at once. I would’ve come to you sooner, but the guys told me to take some time to process everything. Now I’m here and I just want to apologize for putting you through so much pain and torture.”

           “Bin,” you softly say, “You don’t need to apologize.”

           “But I do!” Youngbin shouts, cutting you off. “You spent months trying to help me, and I-“ Pressing your lips against Youngbin’s, you stop him from blaming himself. You didn’t want to hear any of it anymore. All you wanted was to kiss him.

           It takes seconds for Youngbin to register what’s happening before he starts to kiss you back. You can’t help it when tears start to roll down your face. It’s been so long since you’ve last kissed Youngbin. It’s been so long since you’ve had him in your arms like this, and it makes you think that you don’t ever want to let go.

           When the two of you pull apart, Youngbin wipes away you tears and whispers to you, “Please take me back.”

           Pulling Youngbin into a hug, you say back to him, “I’ll never leave you again.”

A/n: hope u guys liked this, feedback is always welcomed!

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Mafia!SF9's reaction: dying (?) when saving

A/N: Amazing huh, as always, thank you for this request

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Youngbin:

You and him trained at the same time as one another, displaying hardiness, endurance, team work, sacrifice and other traits judged to be essential for leadership

You spared on many occasions but never spoke apart from giving each other feedback and honest criticism

Such a good pairing that your superiors considered letting you two work together but the plan never made it through, they had already had other plans for you

Far into the future, the two of you have already settled into leading your groups when you stumble onto Youngbin in a civilian area

You have been living there for quite some time, having shifted only recently but Youngbin's apparently been here to for some weeks and to trail someone.

You meet him in an open store, lined with books, magazines for travel and snacks, in the dead heat of the summer and the owner moving around.

The next time you meet him, he accidentally bumps into your shoulder sending your stuff to the ground which when you pick up, he uses one to disarm the person who is following him

Moments later, you trace back your steps to find your missing item and out of pure curiosity do you find yourself witnessing the mysterious figure about to commit a violent action.

Youngbin has this look on his face, alerting you that he is not the same, scared and ready-to-plead person that he used to be at the academy

When you save him, the both of you fend off the attacker and send him packing to your superiors, in turn you receive benefits for his hard work and your last minute effort to save him

He takes you to this place he found out about earlier, it's completely nature, untouched by humans because of how it is sealed from the outside world, people are only allowed to marvel at it. He shows it to you as a sign of his gratitude.

Inseong:

Initially the person that none of your superiors thought would not make the cut but his display of determination, endurance to grow and willingness to change to be the best changed their mind which is why he eventually joins your team.

His readiness to ease tough situations and have fun with others makes him the perfect candidate to be a friend with, he's not the type to easily give comfort though.

This is because he's a kind soul but doesn't necessarily know how to properly express it which is why the members go with him to have fun because he knows how to lift a mood.

His advice is all hay-wire with random mumbles but his actions dictate what he's been trying to say all this time.

Secretly vibes to girl group songs during your breaks, what a guy~

When he's in danger, he reacts quickly because he's trained too but the individuals agility and strength throws him off, along with other people that have ganged up on him.

He keeps his cool, fighting with the agenda to get out of this place as quickly as possible and he almost succeeds, if he isn't brutally dragged back inside.

You and the rest of you team members help him and take what you need

He's injured, not life-threatening and you are impressed, he thanks you as he sits on the hospital bed but you reject his thanks by saying that it was all him, he managed to save himself all the way.

Jaeyoon:

Unsure of what he's supposed to do at first, you have to delegate tasks, responsibilities and he messes up but he is good at adapting to situations so he's quick on his feet and is able to think of solutions.

This makes him reliable and dependable since he is also great at comforting the others, his sweet nature allows people to easily warm up to him and share their troubles. A great listener and excellent contributor to the team, you appreciate him a lot because of it

A team player so his lack of ambition thwarts his concern for the members, he is completely fine with unsuccessfully completing a mission as long as the members are safe. Unlike the other SF9 members, he sees it as two options and will choose either one whereas the others will try and achieve both.

Supposed to meet the escape team on the other side, an external factor causes you to stay behind with him although he insists that he will be fine, you know that he fears the idea of being solitary.

He makes jokes to lighten the atmosphere and when it is time to move, he follows your orders as he has always trusted your instincts as team leader

He is immediately the best the person to be stuck with because of his variety of specialised skills that will contribute to any situation.

When you save him, he does the same for you too, not out of favour but as a responsibility that the two of you have to look out for one another as team members and also because of the situation you are in.

He'll show you physical affections as a way of saying sorry that he was not careful enough and that you could have almost died as you saved him, an example would be a short hug and when you are running, he'll hold your hand and tug your along

Dawon I Lee Sanghyuk:

He was the last person to join the group and although shy at first, he's grateful for the others since they managed to bring him out of his shell

Is playful and teasing when off duty and makes it a point to tease you, is the main reason why the trauma is less significant as a group, responsibility may be equally divided but his light-hearted spirit ensures that you can complete the mission with the same characteristic.

Is very serious during missions and his ability to lead the team through tough situations- with his instillation of hope and strategical tactics, is the reason why you would choose him to be the leader in your place.

One thing that unnerves you about him is how he falters when he's shocked, he stills when on a mission but the dangerous environment leaves him at great risk.

You realise it's full play when you're tipped off and send Sanghyuk alone to the hotel room but he freezes upon seeing the long-past wounded individual, despite your team's best efforts to bring him out of his trance-like state, nothing changes.

That's when you run up flights of stairs to save him, you get there moments before he's about to pass away from strangulation as the stranger behind him makes extreme effort to achieve his goal of secrecy.

After that, you make sure to train his response by sending to training lessons again but this time, his heart rate is going to be normal no matter who or what he encounters.

Rowoon:

Your personal assistant, can and will fight if and when required.

Very talented in the field but switched to assisting after a traumatic event with his previous group, they all survived but he could not compartmentalise what had happened so he left

Praised for his immense talent and often had the responsibilities of scouring targets and/or engaging with them in order to gather information

Is actually much more awkward than his first impression, mainly because everyone's first impression of him is based off his looks

His persuasiveness helped him encounter and secure targets making him ideal

Is the cook of the group when they were stuck somewhere, did it automatically and was not afraid to put anyone in their place if a fight broke out but never mixed the two

Spoke to his members and confided in their worries so that by soothing theirs, he would also soothe his.

Was ambitious to complete missions, looks out for himself a little more than he does for others which his superiors like and encourage but you have mixed feelings about it.

When you save him, he reconsiders his priorities during missions but you know that he had every right to look out for himself in a situation as dangerous as this so he has no obligation to change.

Is visibly shaken even after, you can see the fear in his eyes hidden with the idea that he is still alive and won't be encountering these situations as easily because of his current job as your assistant.

Is reprimanded and almost suspended by your superiors because had he almost failed his job, neither of you would be alive, strives to change after that

Zuho:

Reliable as a team member but insists that he should work alone and after convincing your superiors, they allow him to work in a remote, rural part of a country.

Your team is also stationed there but is working on a different mission, you knew that there would someone working alone towards one goal that your superiors need to achieve

You bought up the obvious considerable risks associated with a mission assigned in such a way, including whether the individual would pull through with their results

You choose not to doubt though, meeting him just before the dense forests that have been reconstructed to accommodate the growing population

He's immediately more interested in the suffering of the animals, telling you that they don't have sufficient water, food and space to live and you nod, preoccupied.

You ask him to take a look and he has to put this little animal that he's petting for the last twenty-five minutes down to start concentrating when he sees the absolute chaos

Fights with vengeance, he's angry that they have taken away the animal's nature and you sigh when you have to save him

He's overwhelmed with pain, the struggle of fighting multiple figures and not running into some big cat to become it's next meal

You help, are also wounded in the process so he helps you patch it up and carries your limping self to the medics. Comes back to check up on you and give his thanks.

You get just a little bit closer and from then on, it's just luck whether he's assigned to your team or not

Yoo Taeyang:

He's capable, tolerant of other people and does not easily lose his temper as compared to the initial reviews you received from his pervious superiors. However, he does easily misunderstand.

That is why he sometimes look as if he is forever annoyed with his furrowed eyebrows or pursed lips

Fun-loving guy, somewhat introverted so it takes time for him to get to properly know the team. Is also objective to your leadership even if everyone else seems to follow along exactly what you say and this is something you appreciate because you like the engagement.

When he trusts you enough, he won't question your orders but will ask for elaboration if any is needed, also the person you ask to sum up everything you have said, his memory is amazing like that

He's got exceptional fighting skills and the talent to predict the opponent's moves, was the same reason he earned a promotion despite his slight inability to work with others.

Very rarely comes to you with problems, often comes when he has the solution as well, similar to a report

Never lies so you can expect to hear the only and complete truth from him, says things as they are not as they should be so is reliable and dependant.

Usually the two of you spar, so if the opportunity arises in the field, you are able to fight together and once, you prevent his torso from being slashed.

He is surprised but quickly recovers and expresses his gratitude after it.

It's just work after all

Hwiyoung I Kim Youngkyun:

Puts in that little extra effort to make sure that the team's spirit is uplifted, like the the mood maker

Is easy to speak too and seek comfort from, when you were just a new group and you told him the truth about how you felt being the leader, he gave you some advice but feeling that it may have been too much, he ended it with, ''Just go for it.''.

A real sweet guy, for example, opens the door and lets people by, basically operates by the principle that you should people how you want to be treated, also goes for showing care or displaying kindness.

He's wounded in the leg, he's clutching it to try and stop the bleeding but he's down, the pain is so overwhelming that he's thinking how anyone could get up and run away and for a second, he even contemplates that this could be the end.

It's when you save him from the situation, let him lean on you till you find the medics, stay with him in the hospital and check up on him that he's going to put in all the effort he can to watch your back.

You tell to ease up and that's it is no big deal, because in line with his personality, you know that he would do the same

The two of you grow much, much closer after that

He no longer feels awkward to confide in his team leader and that's how you spend the end of your mission together after he almost dies, drinking beer and watching the stars in the night

Chani:

Chani panics, freezes as a result of the fear that had almost instigated his worst nightmares.

He's close to breaking down but rather than something simple like a single emotion or characteristics, he is conflicted. He knows that you are safe but his mind can not comprehend what you just did for him.

He's thinking that the your actions are multiple, behaviour complex, feeling safe amongst the unsafe environment because he knows that he can go home.

He's in shock, he's laying on the ground, kicked there, propping himself on his elbows after experiencing such massive fear that he would die.

You walk towards him, he wants to cry, for you to comfort him and tell him that you've got him but he doesn't say anything, he keeps this guard that when he stops along the way, he holds your hand and tells you thank you.

''There's nothing- I mean, I don't... What just happened was, thank you'' he says, fumbling for the correct words, wanting to attribute the success of his living to you.

But that was when he was a novice and you were teaching him the tricks of the trade.

Now he is much more confident, he knows how to compartmentalise and is frequently remarked as one of the best soldiers on and off duty.

He even saves you once, save is a stretch because he played a part and when you thanked him, he said that it was nothing compared to what you once did.

He was so cool about it that you teased him all the way till you dropped him to his house.