#kind of wayy too long post tbh

[mintacle]

Of course there are other characters, such as Mia Dearden or Helena Bertinelli who have similar story beats as Jason, but first of all they aren't the same story and the nuances matter to fans of any one of the characters and more importantly, Jason is kind of an exception in the rules of victims. I'm about to explain why that matters.

First of all, in the interest of honesty, I have to admit some fans are probably influenced and led by subconscious sexism in the form of caring more deeply about men than women to prefer Jason. Sure. But he's really not the exception here; see the fandoms focus on the 'batbros' or general preference of male characters. This is a whole different battle. One I'm all for, but it's important to state that the problem isn't Jason or the fans of one specific other character, but a general mentality we find both in the larger dc fandom and in the regular Population too.

With that disclaimer out of the way, let's talk about Jason as a male victim.

Victim stories are largely surpressed or expressed in euphemistic manners anyway. It's not a nice topic and it's a visceral pain, so it's easy to see why most media, when they do show the victim's side at all, choose still keep a careful distance. (And most victims in media get no voice at all actually, it's just the grief of their loved ones that matter, the wickedness of their abuser/murderer, and the detective who cracks their case. If this interests you more, you should totally check out the "Bad Women: the ripper retold" podcast by pushkin industries.)

One way of making victims feel more easily digestable is to label them as partially guilty. The victims of the ripper for example were actually homeless women living in poverty. And yes, some such women did use prostitution to earn a meager amount, but this was occasional and it is known that this does not apply to most of the ripper victims. Jason's story also changed to make him more digestable, more dismissable. "He was always too angry, too headstrong." The original Robin Jason was excitable and yes, in some occasions unaware of the immediate danger, but he was a child. He got angry on occasion, but not to a higher extent than Dick or subsequent robins would.

The next thing that happens to victims in media is who they are. Victims are white. Victims are girls. Victims are weak.

There is more sympathy for a victim who isn't such a generic cookie-cutter personality that you can stick in one story just as well as in the other. And mostly that's fine, because again, it's not really about them. It's about those who are left. (See: fridging)

But Jason didn't follow the archetype and his story didn't follow the pattern. He was not fridged, but completely meaningless, nothing changed because of his death.

if he wasn't male, then he wouldn't have gotten a plaque reading "a good soldier". Can you imagine a girl's memory being honored in such a way? No, because women still can't be soldiers and no, because we feel an obligation to be sentimental. But men aren't granted that emotional commitment by others. if he wasn't male, then he wouldn't have died the way he did.

The fact that we have a victim story told so honestly and opening the problem of who is allowed to be a victim, ergo, who gets our sympathy AND that the victim is not weak matters. Do you think real life victims want to see themselves only as poor, helpless souls or sinners who got their due? No.

It's nice to see a male victim, because I personally identify more with that and it's nice to see I don't have to be a girl to be a victim. It's nice to see a strong victim, because I want to be that too. It's nice to see a victim who commands such attention. I don't think Jason actually raises his voice and screams, I think he leaves us, the readers, and the character, Bruce, Dick, etc., No choice but to listen, even if he were to whisper it.

"It happened to me. It happened to me, not you."

So yeah, just, this is the thing about Jason.

[heathneycanon]

okay so i ranked 113 total drama/ridonculous race ships based on how much i like them with explanations below the cut.. fair warning that i’m a lil mean to some of the ships lower on the list.

also i forgot to include dwayne senior and that one girl’s mom from rr because i literally forgot they existed until now, and i don’t want to manually add them in so i’ll just say that i think they’re cute but not super interesting.

EDIT: this has been updated post-roti-rewatch. i switched around the order of a couple ships, and added a new one. if i ever rewatch rr or pahkitew i’ll probably edit it again, but the likelihood of me rewatching either of those seasons any time soon is... ok i was about to say it was slim but it’s probably not

also i’m not ever adding in dwayne and the mom because i like it being a part f the description lmao. an afterthought. as it should be.

enjoy!

113. stephanie/ryan - i HATE the daters/haters. they’re like a weird, shitty mix of tda gidgette and duncney. like, they’re either annoyingly all over each other, or they’re toxic and fighting. tbh, they’re pretty toxic all the time. they stuck around for way too long imho.

112. jacques/josee - I CHANGED MY MIND IGNORE THIS

111. tom/jen - tom is canonically gay, and i hc jen as a lesbian. so i’m not a fan of this ship.

110. nemma - yeahh, knowing me, this is also a predictably low ranking. i hc noah as gay and emma as a lesbian, so again, i don’t vibe with this one.

109. coderra - i can only deal with this ship in rewrites. i’ve seen super well thought out rewrites of coderra and sierra’s character, but as it stands, i really don’t ship this at all.

108. davesky - dave is an incel lmao. anyway yea this ship initially seemed like bootleg zoke, which was kind of bootleg gwent, but then BOY did davesky get worse. i can’t stand dave and i can’t stand pairing him with sky, either.

107. leonard/sugar - why. i hate both of these characters. no thank u.

106. ella/dave - ok so u know i don’t like dave. i also hc ella as a lesbian, she hasn’t realized it and is dealing with comphet. i don’t like this ship.

105. topher/ella - i hc both of them as gay. they are friends tho.

104. macarthur/brody - in case you’re noticing a trend, i do in fact hc macarthur as a lesbian. i also don’t really care about her at all lmao. anyway, not a fan of this one. i really don’t understand why fresh thought this was a good idea.

103. noah/katie - again, i hc noah as gay, but this ship is more funny to me than anything else because these characters were shipped together so often early on, when they both a) barely had any characterization and b) had never interacted? anyway yea i don’t ship it.

102. cameron/sierra - this one’s weird? literally sierra had a crush on him or whatever because he reminded her of cody even though they’re… nothing alike? dude please get sierra some therapy oh my god

101. heather/justin - i knew someone who really, really shipped them once, which is why i’m including it. anyway i cannot see this ship at all, next.

100. amy/rodney - i guess this existed? i barely remember pahkitew, and i know rodney had a bunch of crushes, but this is the main one i remember so it’s the only one i can be bothered to include. anyway this relationship didn’t seem healthy at all.

99. max/scarlett - i don’t like max and i don’t really care about scarlett, but i also hc both of them as gay, so this is a no from me.

98. gwody - creepy and bad. i don’t trust people who ship this or davesky.

97. dashawn - shawn can do better. that one scene where they look at each other when dave has to kiss the person next to him is kinda funny tho.

96. topher/dave - marginally better than all other dave ships just because topher is there and i like topher. again tho, topher can do much better.

95. malejandro - why does this ship exist.

94. ezekiel/bridgette - not my thing at all. i don’t care about zeke too much, and i have a lot more ships with bridgette that i prefer over this one.

93. cody/beth - i only care about cody in certain contexts, and i practically never care about beth. i wouldn’t click off of a fic if this were a background pairing or whatever, but i definitely wouldn’t seek it out.

92. ezekiel/beth - again, don’t really care about beth or ezekiel that much. but in certain contexts, i can see why this would be cute.

91. courtney/jose - the only way this is cute is alongside aleheather, so that courtney and heather could marry into the same family. but also, why is this a ship that exists?

90. scourtney - i love both scott and courtney, but no thank u. they had absolutely no chemistry, and courtney was using scott both in the competition and as a rebound. not a fan.

89. gwen/cameron - is this a thing that exists? i found a screenshot of gwen kissing cameron on the cheek but is that edited? if it is real, i probably blocked it from my mind.

88. courtney/cameron - now i know this one exists in the weirdest, stupidest way the show could’ve gone about it. barely even qualifies as a ship, and it’s definitely not a good one.

87. duncan/zoey - i kind of see why others would like this one, but at the same time, it doesn’t really appeal to me.

86. alejandro/courtney - i love alejandro and i love courtney. but i can only see them as friends, tho i can see them like. kissing just because they’re bored. or to fuck with people. they did that in the show, right? kind of? i forget the specifics.

85. chris/blaineley - while i guess i can see why people ship this, chref is canon and blaineley is a lesbian.

84. katie and/or sadie/justin - why would katie or sadie date justin, when they’re in love?

83. gwuncan - maybe could’ve been good, but literally everything about how they got together and their relationship in canon has tainted my view of this ship. i definitely preferred them as friends in tda anyway. there’s a lotta cute gwuncan fanart out there so i do rb it sometimes tho. i see why people ship this, i get the potential, but for me it’s soured by world tour.

82. laurie/miles - who?

81. mary/ellody - yea ok they’re smart gfs, but also i literally don’t give a shit about either of them.

80. pete/gerry - they’re definitely dating but again i don’t care about them.

79. mike/cameron - not a horrible ship by any means, i just don’t really like cameron that much.

78. alejandro/justin - there are so many superior alejandro ships. and a handful of slightly better justin ships.

77. carrie/devin - wow they didn’t have a storyline that was original in any way! they’re pretty cute tho.

76. sanders/macarthur - would be higher but acab.

75. macarthur/josee - i really like the whole rivals to lovers thing, but again, acab. this is higher than sanders/macarthur because of the rivals to lovers, but mostly it’s because there’s only one bastard cop here rather than two.

74. owen/alejandro - i don’t really mind this one, but i see it as more of a one sided crush on owen’s side.

73. lightning/cameron - i don’t really care about cameron, but the jock/nerd dynamic is kinda good.

72. rockspud - they’re definitely a couple, but as the trend indicates, i really can’t bring myself to care too much about rr ships.

71. lindsay/beth - best beth ship, worst lindsay ship. i like one this better if lindsay is also dating tyler.

70. lindsay/lightning - a crackship i made up when i was eleven. i just think it’s really funny.

69. noco - not a bad ship, it’s just not my thing. i definitely see why other people ship it, i just ship both of them with other people.

68. ella/sugar - i see why people ship this as well, but i just really don’t like sugar. i can bring myself to see past that because this dynamic is genuinely good.

67. sierra/heather - i’ve seen this in au’s and rewrites of sierra’s character, and i see the potential. not bad.

66. bawn - they’re cute i guess? i just never really saw the appeal. they’re not bad by any means, it just seems kind of bland.

65. dakota/zoey - okay so i’m adding this one in as i’m reordering stuff because i rewatched roti. i didn’t have this here initially but their friendship was cute until zoey was all “she’s scary” and voted her off. just saying, if zoey wasn’t written as a hypocrite and was actually written as a COOL character that lived up to the potential of her concept, this would’ve slapped. also i love any combo of dawn, zoey, and dakota, because they’re cute. i’m not including poly ships on here because that’d make things wayy complicated, but i’d be here for a poly ship of these three.

64. scott/zoey - UPDATED. was originally “yea something about this rubs me the wrong way. i feel like if i rewatched roti i would remember what, but i’m not going to do that just for this list. maybe someday.” i ended up rewatching roti for unrelated reasons the next day, and honestly? this one is not that bad. could be cute, potentially.

63. dj/katie - i guess this one’s pretty cute? i don’t really remember them interacting, but i guess i can see why someone would like this.

62. dunhar - i see why people ship this one. i kind of like it? i feel like it would work really well in an au or a rewrite.

61. dott - UPDATED. was originally “i used to kind of like this ship, but now i really don’t. i do love the idea of dawn and scott as best friends who bully each other in the friendly kind of way, though.” but i rewatched roti and... this has potential. i kinda like it. still prefer the bullying friendship tho.

60. scott/mike - again, i see why people would ship it. i’m not sure if people actually do? but it seems like the sort of thing i might have shipped in middle school, so someone probably likes it. but meh, it’s not really my thing anymore.

59. topher/shawn - i don’t remember if these two interacted but i guess this could be cute? maybe?

58. sky/ella - yea it’s cute i guess? i don’t really have an opinion on this one beyond that.

57. dawn/dj - i mean… i get where this comes from. i fully understand. i personally see them becoming close friends, but i also see why people would ship them.

56. dawn/brick - again, i see them much more as friends, but i get why people would ship them.

55. geoff/gwen - this ship kinda interests me because it was originally going to be canon in camp tv, but because of that one gweoff friendship episode in island i see them as unlikely friends.

54. dj/bridgette - maybe you’re sensing a trend here, but i see them as friends. i could probably get on board with shipping them, though.

53. deather - i like them as friends more, but i do think a relationship between them could be fun.

52. ella/dawn - i feel like i’ve seen this ship? it’s not bad! i’m not the biggest fan of ella but this is pretty cute.

51. zoke - i really want to like them, and i wish they were written better. as is, i kind of ship them? there’s nothing wrong with zoke. but both as characters and as a ship, they could’ve been so much better.

50. noah/justin - this one’s interesting! i’ve never actively shipped it, but i can see it for sure. it’s cute!

49. owen/justin - again, not something i’ve actively shipped, but i like it!

48. carrie/kitty - i think they’re both in their late teens? like 18ish? appropriate ages for each other? if so, i like this one. they’d be cute

47. josee/jen - yea i like this. i feel like they would get along pretty well. they’re both successful in their own right. power couple for sure.

46. tom/jacques - again. power couple. i also think they’d go on double dates with jen and josee, which i like a lot. honestly both of these teams are the epitome of mlm/wlw solidarity. i like this one.

45. alecody - i like it! i don’t have much to say about them at all, but i like it.

44. brody/geoff - good ship! putting the romance in bromance. i like this one more when it’s combined with gidgette though.

43. anne maria/vito - originally i put “what is the appeal of this ship? genuinely asking.” as the description, and then an anon sent in this reply: “You wanted the appeal of anne maria and vito? Well here it is; they are both so dumb. Not a brain cell between the two of them. Imagine them trying to do anything domestic like. They could not assemble a bookshelf or make a pot of spaghetti without it turning into a horrible, but memorably fun, mess. They’re soft for eachother but would kick anyone’s ass for so much as looking at the other. Sorry im rambling lmao i just think they are so funny together”. i get the appeal now, so i’m moving this one up.

42. lindsay/courtney - lmao their dynamic is so funny. i don’t know how well a relationship between them would go, but i can see court realizing over time that lindsay is a lot smarter than she initially seems to be. idk courtney’s observant and lindsay is actually pretty smart. i can see it happening.

41. trent/justin - best justin ship, worst trent ship (that i can think of. i’m sure there are more trent ships but i can’t think of them lmao). i can see them getting along pretty well! i bet in universe a bunch of drama brothers fans ship them, because of course they do. i can see the potential here.

40. lindsay/heather - yea this one could be good. i’d like to see a post world tour version of this ship, or an island au where they get together. either way, i like the idea of this one.

39. lindsay/gwen - again, this ship is pretty good. gwen was kind of rude to lindsay at points, but i think after she stood up to heather, gwen gained some respect for her. idk i can see it happening.

38. lightning/scott - is this jock/farmer? jock/asshole? i’m not sure, but i really like it.

37. harzeke - tumblr user harzeke has opened my eyes. their posts are enlightening. the reason i kind of like ezekiel. harzeke is a good ship.

36. sadie/lindsay - remember in phobia factor when they were hyping each other up? yeah. they’d be cute together.

35. dundie - you know, i really didn’t expect them to make this one canon, but total drama dundie came outta nowhere. i wasn’t sure i was going to like them together, but fresh pulled together it’s first coherent plot in years and created a beautiful love story. very well done.

34. chref - chref is canon and u can’t tell me otherwise.

33. katie/sadie - after they got over their comphet, they realized they were in love and they end up having a really cute wedding.

32. ozzy - this ship is cute! they’re both bi and i hc they talk about cute people together because of course they do. also they would be so much fun to be around. i like them.

31. dj/geoff - djeoff? yea i like this. i think they’d both go out of their way to do sweet things for the other, but of course, they’re still geoff and dj. dj would probably bake a lot for geoff, but at least once, he’s gotten nervous and dropped it by accident. and geoff practices pick up lines and jokes before their dates but they’re like. the bad ones. dj loves them. anyway! this ship is good.

30. courtney/trent - i really, REALLY love them as friends, but i like them as a ship too! honestly i just love them getting along in any capacity. i think they’d be cute.

29. dawn/dakota - i made this up five minutes ago and i love it. i have no idea if people actually ship this but they should. just… think about it for a second. think about it and then try to tell me i’m wrong. u can’t.

28. alenoah - noah had a crush on alejandro during world tour, and u can quote me on this. i think they would be a power couple for sure. i like this one.

27. gidgette - season one gidgette is amazing. gidgette in the context of the killer bass five is amazing. season two and three gidgette is kind of meh to me, but not horrible i guess! i like geoff and bridgette and i think they’re cute together.

26. duncan/dj - i like the idea of this one. remember when duncan found dj a bunny? yea. they’d be cute.

25. jock - jock is good. rivals to allies to lovers. that’s the path i see this ship going down. i really like picturing them in any sort of au where they can kick ass together.

24. gwourtney - i used to like this one a lot more, but it’s still very good. i love the idea of them both mistakenly attributing their feelings for each other to duncan and accidentally ruining their friendship in the process. and by love i mean hate but also think is a good interpretation of the love triangle. i can see them together in an au, or after seriously reconciling in the future. or, honestly, in any universe where sundae muddy sundae doesn’t exist.

23. leshawna/gwen - did i hear u say best friends to lovers? no? well you’re getting them anyway. leshawna and gwen would be amazing i’m telling u. it’s a good ship.

22. tyler/alejandro - this is the third time i’ve said someone had a crush on alejandro during world tour, but. tyler had a crush on alejandro during world tour. i think they’d make a cute couple.

21. jashawn - this is a relationship built on respect and trust and i am here for that. they’re both a lil weird but neither of them mind, and they care about each other so much… i’m soft.

20. jasammy - i like this only marginally better than jashawn. honestly, i like all three dating the most. but anyway, jasmine was the first person who saw sammy as more than an extension of her sister… she stuck up for her. she was sammy’s first real friend. can i just reiterate… i’m soft.

19. evzy - they would light your house on fire together just cuz they were in the mood. eva bench presses izzy every morning. do not try to challenge them to any sort of competition, they will win by any means possible. eva picks izzy up at every opportunity. whenever they cook anything, they burn it. is this by accident or on purpose? i’m not sure. izzy likes lighting stuff on fire and eva likes eating burnt food for some reason, so it doesn’t really matter. i love their dynamic so much.

18. jomaria - if u were talking shit about either one of them, they would both get together and beat u up. they’re both legends and i love them.

17. gweather - total trauma comic has truly opened my eyes… i really like them in a future setting where they’re both more mature and can understand how they were both in the wrong at times during total drama, and ended up hurting people and were hurt themselves, and work through that together. so basically… in the setting of the total trauma comic.

16. heather/leshawna - rivals to lovers…. au where leshawna and heather get together during tda… i’m telling u it’s a good ship.

15. nowen - imho, this is both the best noah ship and the best owen ship. they complement each other so well. world tour nowen is just. the peak of their dynamic. i think enough has been said about nowen that you can understand why i would like it, so i’m just gonna move on.

14. trody - this one came outta NOWHERE a while back, i’m telling u. but i love it?? i liked their friendship in island, and i just. i love the idea of cody having a crush on both gwen and trent during island, misunderstanding that and thinking he just has a crush on gwen, and realizing after island at some point that he also liked trent. and then trent developing a crush on cody after the breakup with gwen and just… dijfalsfjla honestly i like them in so many contexts. thank u tumblr user gothcody for bringing the trody hype. anyway they’re a good ship!

13. bridgecourt - my favorite bridgette ship! idk i loved bridgette and courtney’s friendship in island, and i can see them having a best friends to lovers type of deal. i just think they’d be cute together, and their relationship would be really healthy and balanced.

12. gwoey - u can try and tell me there wasn’t a little something between these two in all stars, but u would be wrong. their designs compliment each other really well, they’re cute together… i’m a fan.

11. lesharold - SO valid. harold drinks his respect women juice every morning, except for that one time he rigged the votes in island to vote out courtney because he was mad at duncan smh. anyway this is a relationship built on RESPECT and CARE. they’re very cute together, and i love them.

10. dawn/zoey - the superior doey. listen the only reason these two weren’t friends is because fresh decided that zoey was going to think dawn was “weird”? but what if zoey just said that because she didn’t know how to deal with the fact that she found zoey cute… zoey is the epitome of that “i had a crush on a girl and i didn’t know how to deal with it so i sent her a letter that said ‘get out of my school’” tweet. n e way they would be such a good couple.

9. samkota - dafjlsflkaakf i think about samkota and i freak out i’m telling u. like is there anything. ANYTHING. better than a guy loving and respecting his girlfriend unconditionally? and mutual love and respect? … well i mean there are several more entries on this list, so okay, maybe a couple of things, but this shit is galaxy brain right here.

8. aleduncan - ok so apparently something i like slightly more than partners who are soft and even softer for each other is total assholes who care about each other. like alejandro is a gentleman… but he’s a manipulative jerk too. and duncan’s a fucking asshole and i love him for it. anyway when they teamed up in world tour, especially in that episode where they hunted ezekiel (??? what is total drama??) i really liked their dynamic.

7. lyler - ok back to love and respect. tyler and lindsay are so good!! tyler got so excited when lindsay remembered who he was right? and lindsay never stopped asking ppl if they were tyler ok. like she knew she cared about tyler enough to want to be with him even when she didn’t know who he was?? i feel like we don’t talk about the implications of this enough. honestly… i feel like people overlook how much the period in between tyler’s elimination and slap slap evolution must have sucked for both of them? like it was played for laughs but… that shit’s sad :( ok i’m done being sad they’re cute and they love each other and i love them.

6. gwent - yea u got me i still care about them. tdi gwent was really sweet! there was a lil pining. a lil outside meddling. and a lot of cute. and GOD during the finale when trent ran alongside gwen with that boulder? he cared about her so much!! of course action ruined it with the shitty portrayal of ocd and a healthy portion of not fucking communicating with your partner, but before that it was good.

5. truncan - you got me, i like the idea of trent serenading duncan with his guitar and duncan liking it a lot more than he anticipated. i think they’d have a dynamic that’s a little more turbulent than most other trent ships, but less so than most other duncan ships. they’d be a lot more balanced i think. i’m a fan of that.

4. scuncan - okay so u remember how i said i like to ship two fucking assholes together? scuncan is peak asshole/asshole rights. all stars totally missed their chance to have these two team up by dumbing scott down, whatever they did with duncan, and of course, introducing scourtney, i’m just saying. scott was actually playing the game pretty well in roti, and duncan was a veteran of the series. the two of them could’ve dominated the game. those fuckin assholes.

3. aleheather - okay now this ship was like, the only central ship that started out good and ended good in this entire series, except maybe jashawn but they don’t count because they were literally only in 13 episodes. anyway they did rivals to lovers right here. also, they simultaneously gave heather a great character arc and wrote alejandro super well. so the characters as individuals were great at the time they got together, and the couple was great together, so what i’m trying to say is… aleheather was and still is amazing.

2. duncney - in case u couldn’t tell from how high gwent is on this list, i am a fan of the tdi ships. another thing you might be able to tell from this list- duncan and courtney are two of my favorite characters in the series. so of course duncney gets a high placement on this list. not only that, but they go from disliking each other to really liking each other, which is something else that i really like. tdi duncney is opposites attract in the best way, where they compliment each other each other instead of clash. beyond that… ugh. eughhh. i don’t even want to think about that. but duncney in tdi alone earns itself number two on the list.

1. heathney - yes i love girls. yes this ship is pretty fucking basic. and no, there are no heathney fics on ao3. i will be attempting to remedy that. anyway, i could see them pulling a rivals to friends to lovers as well, which is one of my absolute favorite tropes. i think they’d be a total power couple. and to top it off, i love them both. a lot. so much. thank u for ur time.

[wotakuhime]

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which of your mutual do you think is tumblr famous? They're all number one in my heart 😘 

do you have a crush on a mutual? I mean like friend crushes 🙈

Tagging @pandaash100 @trafalgardlaws @spidehpig where ya at?? ❤

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boring tag

tagged by my ❤ @kitkatdana 1. DO YOU SLEEP WITH YOUR CLOSET DOORS OPEN OR CLOSED? usually closed, but i don't have a preference 2. DO YOU TAKE THE SHAMPOOS AND CONDITIONER BOTTLES FROM HOTELS? no they're ugly 3. DO YOU SLEEP WITH YOUR SHEETS TUCKED IN OR OUT?
tucked in, but usually they're on the floor because i move a lot when i'm sleeping 4. HAVE YOU STOLEN A STREET SIGN BEFORE? no who tf do u think i am 5. DO YOU LIKE TO USE POST-IT NOTES?
yes. Yes. 6. DO YOU CUT OUT COUPONS BUT THEN NEVER USE THEM?
no tbh...i should tho 7. WOULD YOU RATHER BE ATTACKED BY A BIG BEAR OR A SWARM OF BEES?
a big bear because if a bunch of bees stung me they would all die and i would be the reason bees die 8. DO YOU HAVE FRECKLES?
no 9. DO YOU ALWAYS SMILE FOR PICTURES? no 10. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST PET PEEVE?
hearing people CHEW. AHHDHHDHD it's so annoying and pisses me off so much 11. DO YOU EVER COUNT YOUR STEPS WHEN YOU WALK?
no 12. HAVE YOU PEED IN THE WOODS?
i dont think so 13. HAVE YOU EVER POOPED IN THE WOODS? absolutely not 14. DO YOU EVER DANCE EVEN IF THERES NO MUSIC PLAYING?
i guess? i sway a lot when i'm nervous and people take it for dancing 15. DO YOU CHEW YOUR PENS AND PENCILS?
i don't think so, unless i do it and not notice 16. HOW MANY PEOPLE HAVE YOU SLEPT WITH THIS WEEK?
zero 17. WHAT SIZE IS YOUR BED?
queen sized i think? 18. WHAT IS YOUR SONG OF THE WEEK?
secrets by the weeknd 19. IS IT OK FOR GUYS TO WEAR PINK?
absolutely 20. DO YOU STILL WATCH CARTOONS? nah 21. WHAT IS YOUR LEAST FAVORITE MOVIE?
the princess bride!!!! 22. WHERE WOULD YOU BURY HIDDEN TREASURE IF YOU HAD SOME?
probably somewhere in my high school, i don't know anywhere else i would hide something 23. WHAT DO YOU DRINK WITH DINNER?
water 24. WHAT DO YOU DIP A CHICKEN NUGGET IN?
i dont like chicken nuggets 25. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE FOOD?
ramen 😩❤👀💦 26. WHAT MOVIES COULD YOU WATCH OVER AND OVER AGAIN AND STILL LOVE?
clueless 27. LAST PERSON YOU KISSED/KISSED YOU?
i wish i remembered 28. WERE YOU EVER A BOY/GIRL SCOUT? no 29. WOULD YOU EVER STRIP OR POSE NUDE IN A MAGAZINE?
i'm wayy too insecure about my body lmao no 30. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU WROTE A LETTER TO SOMEONE ON PAPER?
like probably within the week. i always write letters to people, it's how i vent. 31. CAN YOU CHANGE THE OIL ON A CAR?
nooo 32. EVER GOTTEN A SPEEDING TICKET?
i cant even drive 33. EVER RAN OUT OF GAS?
nope 34. WHAT’S YOUR FAVORITE KIND OF SANDWICH?
BRO i don't even know. i love sandwiches. probably a grilled cheese though  35. BEST THING TO EAT FOR BREAKFAST?
crepes or donuts 36. WHAT IS YOUR USUAL BEDTIME?
11 37. ARE YOU LAZY?
more like...unmotivated to exist 38. WHEN YOU WERE A KID, WHAT DID YOU DRESS UP AS FOR HALLOWEEN?
disney princesses. it was my goal to be a princess but here people are not treating me like one. 39. WHAT IS YOUR CHINESE ASTROLOGICAL SIGN?
a dragón 40. HOW MANY LANGUAGES CAN YOU SPEAK?
1.5 41. DO YOU HAVE ANY MAGAZINE SUBSCRIPTIONS?
nah 42. WHICH ARE BETTER: LEGOS OR LINCOLN LOGS?
 they're both lit but i love the lego movie 43. ARE YOU STUBBORN?
um...i'm asking sarahi right now and she says "no, i wouldn't say you were" 44. WHO IS BETTER: LENO OR LETTERMAN?
idk they're both white 45. EVER WATCH SOAP OPERAS? my mom used to a lot, so i joined her 46. ARE YOU AFRAID OF HEIGHTS?
no, i'm pretty wild 47. DO YOU SING IN THE CAR?
never really 48. DO YOU SING IN THE SHOWER?
yes i love pretending i am talented 49. DO YOU DANCE IN THE CAR?
no 50. EVER USED A GUN?
yes. rifle and pistol 51. LAST TIME YOU GOT A PORTRAIT TAKEN BY A PHOTOGRAPHER?
yes, when i got my braces off, i got a photo shoot. but my friends are also photographers. 52. DO YOU THINK MUSICALS ARE CHEESY?
why would i think that 53. IS CHRISTMAS STRESSFUL?
yes 54. EVER EAT A PIEROGI? a what 55. FAVORITE TYPE OF FRUIT PIE?
berry pie 56. OCCUPATIONS YOU WANTED TO BE WHEN YOU WERE A KID?
a vet or a singer 57. DO YOU BELIEVE IN GHOSTS?
yes 58. EVER HAVE A DEJA-VU FEELING?
like once a day 59. DO YOU TAKE A VITAMIN DAILY? no 60. DO YOU WEAR SLIPPERS?
no 61. DO YOU WEAR A BATH ROBE?
no 62. WHAT DO YOU WEAR TO BED?
sweatpants and a loose fitting t-shirt 63. WHAT WAS YOUR FIRST CONCERT?
hannah montana 64. WALMART, TARGET, OR KMART?
target 65. NIKE OR ADIDAS?
adidas 66. CHEETOS OR FRITOS?
cheetos 67. PEANUTS OR SUNFLOWER SEEDS?
peanuts 68. EVER HEAR OF THE GROUP TRES BIEN?
no? 69. EVER TAKE DANCE LESSONS?
yes. 70. IS THERE A PROFESSION YOU PICTURE YOUR FUTURE SPOUSE DOING?
no...i probably won't have a future spouse because i'm ugly 71. CAN YOU CURL YOUR TONGUE?
yes haha ;) 72. EVER WON A SPELLING BEE?
i've never participated in one but i used to do really really good on spelling tests
 73. HAVE YOU EVER CRIED BECAUSE YOU WERE SO HAPPY?
yes 74. OWN ANY RECORD ALBUMS? no 75. OWN A RECORD PLAYER?
no 76. DO YOU REGULARLY BURN INCENSE? nah i don't have a stick 77. EVER BEEN IN LOVE?
yes 78. WHO WOULD YOU LIKE TO SEE IN CONCERT?
frank ocean 79. WHAT WAS THE LAST CONCERT YOU SAW?
adele i believe ? 80. HOT TEA OR COLD TEA?
cold tea but i also love hot tea a lot 81. TEA OR COFFEE?
bro...i love both so much. don't make me choose. 82. SUGAR COOKIES OR SNICKERDOODLES?
IDKKK 83. CAN YOU SWIM WELL?
i guess i can Swim Good 84. CAN YOU HOLD YOUR BREATH WITHOUT HOLDING YOUR NOSE?
yes that's easy 85. ARE YOU PATIENT?
i'm so patient it makes me impatience with my own damn self 86. DJ OR BAND AT A WEDDING?
dj 87. EVER WON A CONTEST?
yes i got free broadway tickets in new york 88. HAVE YOU EVER HAD PLASTIC SURGERY?
no 89. WHICH ARE BETTER: BLACK OR GREEN OLIVES?
green 90. CAN YOU KNIT OR CROCHET? no 91. BEST ROOM FOR A FIREPLACE? in a living room 92. DO YOU WANT TO GET MARRIED?
not really 93. IF MARRIED, HOW LONG HAVE YOU BEEN MARRIED? not married 94. WHO WAS YOUR HIGH SCHOOL CRUSH?
well i am still in high school, i've had two crushes 95. DO YOU CRY AND THROW A FIT UNTIL YOU GET YOUR OWN WAY?
no! bitch, tf? who do u think i am? i'm 16, not 2. 96. DO YOU HAVE KIDS?
no 97. DO YOU WANT KIDS?
no. 98. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE COLOR?
blue. any shade of blue. 99. DO YOU MISS ANYONE RIGHT NOW?
yes :/ 100. WHO ARE YOU GOING TO TAG TO DO THIS? no one. i'm ugly.

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Nickname: You guys can call me Far  Star sign: Scorpio Height: 154cm SHUT UP Time right now: 9.29pm Last thing I googled:  Moro rebellion in the Philippines (I’m writing an essay on religion in Southeast Asia sooooo) Fave music artists: I just listen to whatever tbh Song stuck in my head: Longing from the Ordinal Scale soundtrack has been stuck in my head for quite some time Last movie I watched: Ordinal Scale! (for the second time lmaoooo)  Last TV show I watched: Psycho-pass 2 (but if you’re talking about tv show like a show on tv then yesterday I watched CSI) What I’m wearing right now: white lit t-shirt and black shorts When I created this blog: No idea but I only started using it 3 years ago. It was around but dead for much longer.  The kind of stuff I post: Mostly TG? Any other blogs: Yepp! @ayabane​ is my art trash blog  Do I get asks regulary: Depends. If I make certain kind of posts the day before, I’d get quite a bit of asks.  Why I chose my URL: This might sound stupid but water and potassium.  Pokemon team: Valor all the wayyyyy Fave colour: Black and Purple (which is why I was soooo bothered about Urie because he’s like purple but I used to hate him) Average hours of sleep: 3 hours Lucky number: 6 Favourite characters: From the top of my head, for now, I would say Ayato from TG and Mello from DN. Zero Kiryuu used to be way above them but I didn’t like what Hino did with him in the latest chapter. Number of blankets I sleep with: 1 like wtf it’s wayy too hot for any more  Dream job: A job How many people I follow: 378

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