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theohnocorral · 1 year

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December 5th is WORLD SOIL DAY!!!!!

Happy birthday dirt!

#shitpost #world soil day #dirt #soil #i took a whole class on soil in college #i got to use boric acid and a light spec #it was fun #kinda miss the lab

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fleouriarts · 7 months

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feeling bad about my art lately. will probably not post for a while. but i wanted to at least dump some stuff here before i retreat into my hidey hole

#hivemind tv #riley savage #graydon weaver #hmfcu #quadeca #jane remover #eden burke #my art #2023 #fanart #doodles #its like. augh. longtime fleouriarts followers are familiar with my eternal tango with posting art online #doing this since i was 11 has like rotted my brain and made me rely wayyyy too much on external validation to motivate myself #and every year or so it gets bad enough that i take a break. but the break usually only lasts a month before i miss the feeling #and come back and then the cycle repeats #its probably worse now bc this is a fandom where getting seen by the creators is not really that hard #so there have been times where im like 'well idk if i wanna draw this. but if i do maybe hivemind will rt it :-)'#NO!!! THATS NOT WHAT ART IS ABOUT!!!!! i cant keep letting myself get addicted to the numbers going up man i gotta get out of here #and i was reading a quad interview from around when idmthy got released. cus hes also brain poisoned like this. but he managed to get out #and now just kinda comes online to release music and then leave #i need to be like that. i need to take a break from art posting thats so long that i come back as a changed man odysseus style #idk. its been so long since i drew stuff that no one gets to see but me. all the art i keep to myself is just out of embarrassment #i need to relearn how to draw stuff just for the love of creation and not “maybe people online will like this one”#or “this new thing came out i need to prove my love of it by drawing it”#sometimes it leads to good art but more often than not it just makes me feel worse #whatever. if any of yall are in the hivemind jane or quadeca discord i MIGHT still post stuff there. but otherwise ill keep to myself and m #friends for a while i think #woooooo this is queued to post while im in orgo lab everyone wish me luck with my thin layer chromatography

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opens-up-4-nobody · 10 months

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#i say goodbye to my boss tomorrow #not like officially officially bc im still employed into August so we have meetings #and hopefully we'll collaborate in future on projects and i have papers to write with her still #but like this is the last time ill physically see her bc shes not coming back until August and ill b gone by then #so its like. sad. bc shes my science mum. today she was complaining abt some stupid politics stuff #that went on this week in the department and she was like i kno i should b more professional but i feel like since ur leaving now #were more colleagues and friends. and im like 😭 god dammit ur gonna make me fucking cry #i came this this school to work with u and u were so great. i was so lucky to have ended up in her lab #bc i didnt kno wtf i was doing and shes not perfect but i learned a lot from her and ill b really sad to not b working with her so much #but thats how it goes. ill have to make her something cool as a parting gift #god. thatll b a fucking pain but she deserves something that takes a lot of effort #were meeting tomorrow to go over a protocol but im not sure if that's actually what were doing or if theres a surprise involved #bc she likes to do that and it stresses me the fuck out. she's been wanting to get me ice cream for the last 2 months so that might actually #b what's happening. or both could b happening. ugh. anyway. just me crying abt how im gonna miss my boss who im literally seeing tomorrow #im gonna have to giver her a painfully earnest letter abt how great she is and apologize for kinda having a breakdown #i mean i wasnt totally nonfunctional but like. it was not good and im sure i kinda sucked to b around #but whatever. god. the move it finally on the horizon. it finally feels like its getting real #unrelated

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thewild--flower · 1 year

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Code: Realize Wintertide Miracles ~ Special Epilogue: Victor Route

#code realize wintertide miracles #code realize spoilers #code realize victor frankenstein #cardia beckford #francardia #only took me most of the year but finally unlocked the special epilogues!!#it's always so great to finally get back onto victor's route after struggling through some of the other LI's #in my brain it's like getting back to the 'real' game at long last lol #ngl i kinda wish the first cg wasn't a pov shot cos i wanted to see cardia's reaction to the proposal but oh well #also francardia as flirty lab partners was so <333 #i love how they're like 'oh yeah we probably not be like this while we're at work'#*five minutes later* staring into each other's eyes about to kiss #gonna miss them #😭😭😭#wm playthrough

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theladyyavilee · 2 years

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I have to write an email to a professor that I really really really don’t want to write, because there is a chance he will say no and then I am REALLY fucked and as long as i don’t send the email he hasn’t said no, but also the longer I wait the higher my chances of that no are and I’M aldksjfakjslhakjsfhakjsf

anyways, woman has to write professor an email, 17 already disintegrated and 40 more maimed beyond recognition, you know how it is *nervous chuckle*

#about me #uni is hard #also #lakjsfhkajsfdhjj #okay so this prof (if he remembers me) actually likes me because I did extremely well on his lab exercise #BUT #there was also that weird thing where a covid wave happened and I couldn't come pick up my lab utensils so he held onto them #and we kept missing each other when it came to me coming to pick them up because I moved to another city and MORE covid happened #and so I kinda gave up and bought new lab stuff but I don #know if he remembers that EITHER but it DOES make things a little weird

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tetsutits · 1 year

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i slept in ‼️‼️ missed 4 classes 🙏🙏‼️‼️

#KILL MEEEEE #AND MISSED A LAB TOO #😭😭😭#nyquil rly knocks u out huh #12 hours 💀#this is craaaazy #ugh now i’m #worried about what i missed rip #it’s kinda funny tho 😭#i have to laugh #:priv

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mell0bee · 11 months

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idk if this is a sciences/academia thing or a workplace thing or just in general and also i’m not really sure how to explain it but certain places (like work cultures or student cultures) especially in the sciences very much like. have an ableism problem. but only until you disclose your disability. certain things like extremely precise fine motor skills, standing/sitting for a long time, or just working for a long time with no breaks for food/water are just expected of you even though it wasn’t in the job description/you’re literally just a student trying to take a class and if you can’t do those things people will, well, be ableist towards you. unless you tell them you have a disability and then they immediately take it back and everything is fine and dandy. idk, i just feel like i shouldn’t have to tell, say, my coworker who’s training me on doing something, that i have a disability in order for them to not laugh at me when i say my hands are cramping up.

#this is probably something i should vent to my friends about and not the void but i kinda feel like none of them will relate #and also that i’ll be over it in an hour so. into the void it goes #bee post #bee goes to school #also not to mention every teaching lab i’ve ever taken has had the most brutal absence policy i’ve ever seen #like literally. you’re unable to miss more than one section and you have to make it up #or else you have to drop the class #anyway. feeling like a space alien from outer space in my lab today due to being dysgraphic #dysgraphia

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skrunksthatwunk · 1 year

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somebody's probably already talked about this but i cant get that fucking mountain goats post outta my head and ive been talking to myself about love as a central theme of frankly most art but especially the art i love the most and i got to undertale and i need to talk about it

god it's all about love. wanting love, not wanting to lose it, grief, hope, determination, it's all fucking love in like 8 different hats. it's the monsters' love they show you (the mercy they show you) that allows frisk to help them get their freedom, it's the player's love for them that brings mercy in the first place, it's all fucking love.

flowey only got his power to reset from dying with his sibling after an act of love for them and you know what he did? he spent years of his life interacting with the people and world as much as he could, in as many ways as possible. he loved being with them and wanted to experience everything because everything was worthwhile to him because of love. and that greed for love led to oversaturation, led to boredom, led to him hurting people to feel anything in that absence of love. he never stopped loving chara, y'know? he was always looking for someone else to play with, someone who could make him feel like nothing had happened. so much so that he follows frisk throughout the underground, insists on keeping them and you there as much as possible, both bitter and needy. and he has to admit that frisk isn't chara to move on. you're not them. they're gone. asriel's gone, too, or will be after this. it's love for chara that leads him to break the barrier, as it was for asgore to try and stop you, and for toriel to take you in at the beginning and the end. it was the desire for love that kept him from letting go, and that caused him to harm so many, as it was for alphys, undyne, asgore, toriel, etc. him, arguably more than anyone else, hurt people out of desire for love and grief over it. and it's him acknowledging that desire and letting it go when it hurts people that sets everyone free.

it is love that makes you go back through the underground, calling papyrus and undyne and toriel in every room just to see their different responses. it is love that leads you to check everywhere before finally ending the game. it is love that leads you back to where your friends are standing, talking about how they've been changed by you, about how the love between you has led to this. it's love that makes you end it to see them happy, and curiosity (which in this case is often just greed for love) to some extent.

and it is love and greed for it that brings you to the reset screen. and flowey, whose desire for love almost consumed everything, that kept the people he loved from their happy endings, from their futures, that asks you to reconsider. having seen all you have, having seen his mistakes, and how happy your friends are now, are you willing to put your desire for love above their happiness? above their freedom? will you make the same choice as him after seeing what harm it caused, after finally getting what you wanted? because whatever reason for resetting you have, it'd probably boil down to love in some way. love for the characters, for the game (experience or lore), etc.

flowey's downfall, to some extent, was in the apathy that came from overconsumption. instead of cherishing the life he had, he had to know the rest. he couldn't let it lie, couldn't find peace about it and move on. he had one life, as do you, as do (in theory) these characters, one you would at that point snatch from them by resetting. flowey's asking you to think twice about whether or not you want to control them, to play with their lives for your own happiness. even if it is out of love.

because it always is.

#god idk does this make sense. fuck #i really like this game guys #idk i havent thought that hard about it in a while or maybe ever but it's soo so good god holy shit #xoxo sincerely someome who hasnt and maybe cannot play anything but true pacifist #yeah being in the ut fandom at like 12 was A Lot at least partially bc of how fucking HARD ppl go with resetting narratives #anyway i think it's cool #games and interactive media in general have so much power to engage the audience with and undertale rocks it with the best of em #literally so beautiful gggahrhuhaghg #the villain asking you if youve learned from his mistakes and pleading with you to not repeat them after all that is just #hhhhhh #i just think it does it really really fucking well #god #undertale #utdr #sheesh #sorry not gonna edit this its like 3am. youre getting the mush #im honestly rusty/never was that deep in ut lore so if i fucked up thats why #asriel's story fucked me up so bad as a kid and STILL fucks me up and now i kinda understand why a bit better #he just wanted to love people he just missed his sibling he just loved the way things used to be so much he did everything he could to #bring it back and it came back all fucked up. maybe theres a reason you only see the true lab in this route huh #and like with the amalgamates you can and should still love what's left. you cant make it what it used to be #but it is always worth loving anyway.#always fucked me up that you have to leave asriel though #flowey still deserves love. is it punishment by the narrative? is it tragedy? idk..#he's stuck in the underground he forced everyone to keep reliving #but idk. wish he got out. i hope he's well now #and yes im aware these are fictionl characters but the game wants you to treat them like theyr real and you should consider their happiness #and i feel like if you missed that then you didn't get undertale yk #and i think most people can compartmentalize their love for these guys and doing the other routes and that's fine #i just choose not to specifically for this game bc it confronts you about it. it's not completely passive (or acts like it)

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rubberbandballqueen · 1 year

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had one of them "quarterly work meetings" just now and what i have learned is that i am severely lacking in the genre of social script that dictates how to behave when first joining a group of people you will be working with regularly from that point on

#i think mostly my coworkers are all people who are fairly neurotypical and so they like. Know how to do this stuff i guess #n so i'm kinda just standing there. like a vampire. needing to be invited in for lack of practice w/these scripts #n like i briefly mentioned this in the tags of a post on my other blog yesterday but like i notice smth similar in my chem lab #it's like i'm missing the first scene of a script to a play but have the rest of it memorized blocked n ready to go #as Soon as i know that my entrance isn't like a disruption of the expected flow i'm fine!!! i can do that shit!!!!#and more recently i've been learning n mastering the opening scenes to the play of 'making online friends'#which is different from real life bc online friendship is asynchronous. realizing now that's why online/irl friendships differ sometimes #n this is also why i tend to be more actively inviting at the start of smth new like a class or semester #bc those are the periods when the ~flow~ is setting itself n if i can manage to integrate into *that* i'm good i can do this #but i don't know how to *slip in* to an existing current as an active participant. i just know how to observe n absorb #bc it's ~personal sharing time~ (lol) but like obviously being Neurodivergent(tm) i misread a lot of cues growing up #n so now the goal feels like 'transition seamlessly into thing so that you're not a despised disruption'#which is why i've become so grateful to the kinds of people who make active efforts to include new people #like. thank you communications majors. i love you communications majors. i owe you my life communications majors.#bc it's so!! 'i promise i'm not snubbing you it's just that my direct instructions were to work Here so even though you are three feet away #'literally on the other side of this wall i'm not gonna come out n initiate conversation w/you bc those are Implicit Instructions'#'/Individual Expectations that i'm too afraid of reading incorrectly but if you come talk to me i will be normal abt it i promise'#the worm speaks #like pretty frequently these days i find myself thinking abt that one post that's like #'yeah back in the olden days being a good host was a learned skill n it involved these sorts of specific things'#'like matching up n introducing guests to each other by saying 'this is x this is y you both like turtles :)'#like i feel like that's the Spirit of icebreakers these days but even if you have interests in common w/someone across the circle #it can be kind of awkward to cross the room afterwards to talk to them so you just end up talking w/whoever's nearest or no one at all

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self-shipper-snowdrop · 2 years

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Looking through old fanfiction is a trip because, while it’s not great, it’s not exactly bad either.

BUT IT IS COMEDY GOLD

WHY WAS I SO FUNNY BACK THEN WTF

#I'm dying over the HS fanfic from back in the day good lordt #My OCs had no right to be so funny???? Like bro help why are they hilarious #Verdel Jivana... Cymbeline Faustus.... Cerys Bloodworth... oh how I missed you #ALSO I HAVE A MINECRAFT WORLD THAT LITERALLY IS JUST A MASSIVE HS REFERENCE #IM???? LOSING IT #IT HAS A LAB CALLED ''DRAWING DEAD LABS'' AND A MANUAL WRITTEN BY GUESS WHO #MY JADE-BLOODED TROLL OCS MAOPAI AND PULARI NICOHA #It's memory lane my dudes.... my heart; how she melts #It's cute though... like I can genuinely see how much fun I had #Also my One Punch Man fanfic from back then? It has an ''Ariel Needs Legs'' reference #My self insert literally says ''Saitama this is weird what do I do'' upon Speed o' Sound Sonic hitting on her and I cried laughing #But it also kinda makes me sad admittedly.#There are parts of that girl venting that makes me want to go back in time and hold her. Tell her she'll be okay.#ugh but I'm not gonna get sappy

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oflgtfol · 2 years

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i got my exam grade back for my electronics class. i got a fucking 26%. half the class got below a 30%. the average was a 37. my lab partner straight up got a 0 and left mid lecture to go drop the class. so now i dont have a lab partner

#literally the worst exam i have ever been involved in all around #honestly im upset but also not like its actually funny at this point #im kinda hysterical about it like i just keep laughing over the fact that my lab partner straight up dropped the class over this #like i feel bad for her but also like. oh my god #brot posts #ITS BC THE PROF DIDNT GIVE ANY PARTIAL CREDIT. AT ALL #if you got anything wrong he gave you a ZERO!!#so thats how my lab partner got a 0 without A. actively missing the exam or B. purposefully trying to get everything wrong #like im sure she had many partial things correct but this man did not give her or anybody else any partial credit #which is insane. and which is why the grades were so low #and also he fucking sucks as a prof he lectures in the most boring dry way possible for an hour #and then straight up LEAVES to make the TA conduct the entire lab portion of the class #LIKE OKAYY

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zekkopunks · 2 years

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I hate that both my old and current reviveboo designs go hard

#sorry we reviveboo posting tonight </3 #I miss the prison jumpsuit almost chell kinda look #but I also dig the lab coat and inverted colors on the clothes

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opens-up-4-nobody · 2 years

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