#kos-mos re:

[karihanart]

KOS-MOS

[octoberautumnbox]

Dito Muna Tayo.

BINI Aiah Arceta & Male Reader

Categories/warnings: angst, smut, escort, birth control

Word count: 1.1k

a/n: prompt by @i-am-lifeform24! the one in the compilation is in all English but this was the original and I was so in love with this version that I just had to post it too :DDDD the english ver didnt do it justice it killed me to translate

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It came easier than most with him, she could even say it came easy, period. He wasn't like anyone Aiah had ever been with: his gaze was always soft, his touch always gentle, his tone always sweet when it came to her. Of course, she didn't know the alternative; she only knows the him that texts her every first Friday at 5:30 p.m. asking if she's busy that night. And she never is, or, always is, because first Friday nights are blocked off by default for her favorite patron. 

It was a broken record that she never tired of: she dresses pretty, he picks her up, they get dinner and drinks, and he takes her back to his place. He and Aiah are so used to it at this point that he keeps telling her to stop dressing too nice but she just can't help it, she has to look good for him!

~~~

It's the most predictable thing in the world, hopping into his car and letting him rub her inner thigh as he drives. It's absolutely no surprise when he orders the steak for himself and the large poutine for the both of them to share. It's the normalest occurrence when the violin guy hovers over their table with a heart-wrenchingly beautiful melody as he admires her eyes over the candlelight. And it sure as hell isn't anything special when she offers his left arm to cling to as they walk back to his car, so much so that the wine he holds with his right arm makes its way to Aiah's instead. 

“Maganda ‘to, ah, 2020?” She looks over the label, finding a pinot noir brand she couldn't recognize. “Lalasingin mo ‘ko, pararausan, itatapon ‘pag sawa na. Alam na alam ko ‘yang mga tulad mo,” she teases.

“Kailan kita tinapon? Ang sarap lagi ng pinapakain ko sa 'yo, wala kang inaabot kundi lambing sa kama ko, hinahatid kita nang ligtas sa bahay mo tuwing linggo,” he retorts with a chuckle, counting each one on his fingers. He opens the door for her, and she plants a sweet peck on his lips before settling elegantly back into the car.

~~~

It's all the same game to her, yet she can't deny it's exhilarating every time. Her grip is tight around his back and shoulders, her pedicured nails digging into his skin as he parts her pussy lips apart for him. She moans sweetly, “Putangina, sige pa, please…” as he diligently fulfills each of her prior requests. He does everything she asks of him: in front of the mirror, against the wall, in the bathtub, but Aiah's favorite and the one that absolutely has to end each night, bareback missionary on his fluffy bed while she holds him close to kiss, to hug, to whisper her sweet nothings into his ear. 

“Tangina, ang sarap mo, Aiah, ‘di talaga ako magsasawa sa ‘yo,” he says back, and he kisses her neck gently, driving her wild. 

It's all the same game to her, and it's so easy to predict: the neck kisses come when he's close. She feels him throbbing inside her as he pounds her into the mattress, he's going faster, deeper, and she fires a prayer up to whom it may concern that he goes rougher and rougher still, until–

“Tangina, tangina, putang ina!!!” she screams loud, giving herself up in service to his pleasure. He erupts in between her velvet walls, shooting his thick and warm seed into her womb, all the while her pussy milks him for everything he's got. He shuts her up with his lips on hers, and Aiah can't help but return his love; she takes his head in her hands, locking him in her embrace. 

And once it's all over, he falls to her side to let her breathe. An arm underneath her head, a cursory “good night,” and all the warmth of the world in him are all it takes to rob her of her consciousness. As the world fades around her, he pulls her close to his chest, and the last thing she remembers, like always, is the aroma of his sweat evidencing his satisfaction with her services. 

~~~

Before she knows it, sunshine peeks in from between the drawn curtains. He's downstairs getting ready in a gorgeous casual look that never fails to take Aiah's breath away, and he's probably fixing her a platter of pandesal or a bowl of lugaw or whatever to bring to the car and have for breakfast as he drives her back home. 

Albeit a bit wobbly, she's able to make her way downstairs. Like clockwork, there he is, finishing up her meal and packing it safely for the car, and she makes her way to the sofa and rubs the sleep out her eyes. She wants to say something, but holds back because she knows the tears will follow. Her lips form the shape for the first word, but no air comes out. She repeats in her head again and again, “Pwede bang dito muna tayo?” knowing the answer will always be no, so she never tries. Why go against the program, why ruin such a good thing? 

~~~

She takes a careful bite of the hardboiled egg, and noticeably he slows down before the speed bump at the entrance to her subdivision. In no time at all they arrive outside her house, and Aiah sets her dirty dishes on the dashboard in front of her. 

“Ingat ka,” she whispers, avoiding his eyes. The usual white envelope falls onto her lap, and she hears his seatbelt unclasp and fly back taut. Not giving him a chance, she undoes her own seatbelt and hurriedly pushes her door open, leaving him behind. She runs back to her privacy, swinging open the door and shutting it nearly hard enough to break it. Aiah holds her breath in wait before finally she lets go when his engine roars to life and grows progressively quieter the farther away he gets. 

Finally, the tears fall. She buries her face in her hands and screams a scream that would end worlds, then composes herself while she wipes the liquid pain from her eyes. She opens the envelope: fifteen blue bills and a blister pack of her usual birth control. The sight rips her chest apart, and the envelope and its contents are thrown to scatter all over her foyer. Aiah crumples into a fetal position and tumbles to her side, hugging her knees and wallowing in the dread of missing him not even five minutes after they part for another month. 

~~~

[nyxnaiastock]

More Dark Queen:

[goodbuttaken]

shiz and giggles list jmen, která reálně mají/nedávno měli lidé v česku

(part 3, [mostly czech, asian and pronoun-like] short names; per 2016, kdy je KdeJsme naposled mohlo sbírat)

Ban (1 jméno, dřív i příjmení)

De (2 příjmení v Praze, 15 ex jmen)

Ill (31 příjmení, hodně v Náměšti nad Oslavou)

Ell (5 příjmení), Illie (1 jméno)

Elf (1 příjmení)

Ič (2 příjmení, FM)

Iš (16 příjmení, jižní Morava)

Ižo (10 příjmení, JV a SV cíp ČR) vs Ižóf (8, úplný S Čech) vs Ižof (4, úplný J) vs Ižol (4, Hradec Králové) vs Iž (9, Přerov/Zlín) + Izsó (14), Izso (3), Ižyk (1) a dřív i Izo

Id (2 příjmení, Praha)

Re (17 příjmení, skoro všichni Šumperk), Ré (5, taky)

Le (4 jména, 569 příjmení)

Ly (5 jmen, 6 příjmení)

Or (14 jmen, všichni v Brně + 2 ex příjmení)

Ot (1 příjmení)

Xi (další sudden ex jméno i příjmení), Wi, Ri

Ro, So, Xo, Co, Pho

Ra, Ka, Xa, Ca, Na

Xe, Te, Ce, Ve

Si (1 jméno + řada složených)

Xxx (do 2011 obojí; komunikace s těmi lidmi by mě *fakt* zajímala)

Pan (do r. 2011 51 jmen a 4 příjmení)

Lo (po redukci 2011 zůstalo 1 příjmení), La (4)

Do (1 jméno, 241 příjmení)

Vo (49 příjmení, ex jméno)

Ko (1 příjmení, ex jméno)

Lé (1 příjmení)

Foo (1 příjmení)

An (5 jmen, 1 příjmení) + složeniny, Am (ex jméno)

Ye (1 jméno, 7 příjmení), Yeová (2)

Yu (4 příjmení), Yuová (1), Yú

Au (2 příjmení), Ou

Du (1 jméno a 5 příjmení), Bu (stále 1 příjmení), Cu (6), Ku (2), Gu (1), Lu (1)

Mu, Fu, Ru, Su, Ju, Nu

Wu (1 jméno, 11 příjmení, ale do 2011 jich bylo 232 + 1 Wuová)

Tu (nyní 7 jmen a 3 příjmení)

Hu (17 příjmení, ex jméno), Chu (ex 11 jmen a stále 62 [dřív 267] příjmení)

Vu (6 jmen a 365 příjmení, ze jmen tohohle typu top přeživší)

Xu (19 příjmení, ex jméno), Qu (ex příjmení), Qi (jméno ještě ano)

Ky (34 ex příjmení), Ký, Ny, Hy, Dy, Cy

Go (1 příjmení, ex jméno), Ge (8 příjmení, 2 ex jména)

Yi (jedno jméno), Ai (taky)

Ia (6 ex jmen)

Ke (2 jména, ex příjmení), Que (1 jméno, ex příjmení)

Ač (11 příjmení), Áč (25), At

Oo (dvě ex příjmení), Uu (dvě ex jména)

Be (1 příjmení, 10 ex jmen)

I, A, E (vše ex obojí)

Y, Ý (ex jména)

O (4 ex příjmení)

Ayu, Uy

Ay (8 příjmení), Aw (1 příjmení, Kyjov)

U-sa

Aia (jméno, Luhačovice)

Bi (ex 2011)

Sy (1 jméno, 1 ex příjmení)

Ba (9 příjmení)

Bá, Da, Dá, Tá, Bé

Bo (stále 3 jména)

Mo, Moo, Boo (vše ex 2011)

X (ex jméno)

Ya (jméno, Brno)

Ha (dřív 487 jmen a 365 příjmení, teď 22, resp. 66), Che (2 příjmení, ex jméno), Chi (3 příjmení v Kolíně + 2 jména), do r. 2011 taky Cha, Há, Cho a Huh

Tu (7 jmen, 3 příjmení), Tú (2 jména)

Hop (33 příjmení, ale i 2 jména)

Cá (1 příjmení, Cheb)

Cé (7 příjmení)

Ok (2 příjmení [ÚnL, Kladno], ex jméno)

Ox (3 příjmení, Teplice)

Oi, Oi Tak, Od, Ng, Šé, Oh, Ol, Ip, Is, Ib, Xú, Lý, Sú

Ťie (1, Praha)

Ji (2 příjmení, ex jméno), Di (1 jméno, ex příjmení), Mi (1 jméno i příjmení), Mí (ex jméno), Zi (2 ex jména)

Vi (4 příjmení, 14 ex jmen), Wi (5 ex příjmení)

Li (23 příjmení a 36 ex jmen), Ni (5 ex jmen, 28 ex příjmení)

Ut, Út, Er, Ur, Uz, Us

Fˇs, Bˇk, Wˇs (ex 2011)

Ině, Iňová (celkem 15, jižní Čechy)

Iňa (jméno, Hlinsko)

In (ex 1 příjmení + řada složených jmen), In Santi (3), Im

Pa Sait (1), Paa (1 v Karlových Varech)

Ma (4 příjmení, ex jméno)

Maąa (do r. 2011 jich bylo 5), Paąa (těch bylo dokonce 10)

Ao, Ąaąo

Bang (1 jméno), Bong (1 jméno i 4 příjmení)

V Yun (ex 2011), V Yacheslav

I ching, I ting, I ying (tj. varianty originálního názvu Knihy proměn)

D' Escragnolle Taunay, D´marco Odremán, Sita Nzolamesso Da S S (etc.)

pod. Al -, El -, Ó - (etc.) příjmení

Inyi (1 příjmení v Litovli)

Uyi (1 jméno v Ústí nad Labem)

Yuy Sya Gen, Sha Re Ja

Uj (11 příjmení, Ivančice + Vysočina), Új (ex)

Uc (8 příjmení)

Oz (3 jména v Brně, 1 příjmení)

Sič (30), Síč (65 příjmení), do r. 2011 i Sick

Onn (1 jméno, Brno), Oňa (1 příjmení, Bystřice p/H), Ong (2 příjmení, západ Čech)

Úa Séaghdha, Ün

Ág (3 příjmení, Blansko)

Lala (3 jména), Lála (1)

Chat (3 příjmení, dřív i jméno)

Gag (1 příjmení, Brno)

A. C., B K, K C, K. C. (ex 2011 příjmení), J C (ex jméno)

Jo (do 2011 obojí), Joo (26 příjmení, 1 jméno), Joová (4), No (ex), Ne (do 2011 jméno), Nee Tha Blay

Jojo (do 2011 příjmení), Nou Nou (2 v Brně)

Man (ex 18 jmen, příjmení běžné: 528)

Md a Mhd (do r. 2011 spousta arabských jmen, vyřazeno)

Jazz Jasper (Aš), Jax (Praha)

Je Young (ex jméno)

Gay (1 příjmení v Jihlavě, do r. 2014 i 1 jméno), That Gay (ex 1)

My (8 jmen a 1 příjmení)

That (ex 4 jména)

Ho (39 příjmení, dřív i jméno), Hoe (3 ex křestní)

Vy (1 jméno a 2 příjmení, Praha)

Ty (1 jméno)

He (2 příjmení, dřív 6 jmen), On (3 ex jména + složeniny, 1 ex příjmení)

His (2 příjmení, Přerov)

She (1 ex příjmení), Ona (19 ex příjmení), Ta (46 příjmení, 1 jméno)

Her (3 ex příjmení)

Oni (2 příjmení, 1 jméno)

Ono (2 příjmení, Brno)

To (18 příjmení, ex 6 jmen)

Them (1 jméno)

Nic (3, všichni v Orlové)

End (1 příjmení v Jablonci)

[jillianwarts]

may mga tao talagang kahit gaano kagaling sa acads eh hindi gumagamit ng common sense no? if you can remember my bbm/dds supporter neighbor na laging nasa dean’s list… we went out last weekend to grab coffee. tapos hindi ko na maalala paano napadpad sa politika yung topic. pero what broke my heart and my brain that night was how she explicitly said “pero kung papipiliin sara vs leni, sara pa din ako”. sabi ko “sorry pero ang problematic ng choices and decisions mo”.

i mean, hindi naman siya yung first academic person na kilala ko na talagang die-hard supporter. yung kabatch ko sa college na summa cum laude and part ng student government uniteam supporter din. despite the uniteam issues surfacing e talagang sila pa din sinusuportahan. back to my uniteam supporter neighbor, sabi niya kulang daw talaga sa edukasyon ang mga botante (re: robin padilla being the number 1 senator last election) na totoo naman tbh pero medyo naguluhan ako nak kasi ang talino niya sa acads ewan ko ba’t di ma-apply sa pagpili ng iboboto.

[utapri-translations-uuuu]

Illusionist - Lyrics + Translation

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Kanji:

【Sy】 地球中を��って見てどうだい？

【Na・Ce】 (Enjoy!)

【Sy】 出来てる？

【Na・Ce】 (Happy!)

【Ce】 たくさんLOVEをありがと

【Na・Sy】 (Enjoy!)

【Ce】 きゅんです

【Na・Sy】 (Happy!)

【Na】 Tokimeki と Doki×2を丸ごとにペロリ

【All】 でもでもね　何かこう　ちょっとだけ　まだまださ

遊び足りなくない？

【All】 だからアン・コール・タイム

【Na】 みんなはしゃごう

【All】 コ・コ・に

【Sy】 いるみんなが

【All】ぜ・ん・いん

【Ce】 主人公の

【All】 イリュージョニストさ

【All】 空にワン・ツー・スリー

【Na】 魔法をかけて

【All】 イッ・セー・ノ

【Sy】 願う言葉

【All】 た・び・に

【Ce】 また出かけよう

【Ce】 とびっきりの

【Ce・Sy】 夢を見よう

【All】 一緒にゴーゴゴー！ツアーズしよーよ

Thank you!

【Sy】 地球外なんて想像ももうすぐ

【Na・Ce】 (Enjoy!)

【Sy】 リアルさ

【Na・Ce】 (Happy!)

【Ce】 月からのライブ中継も今から

【Na・Sy】 (Enjoy!)

【Ce】 Waku×2

【Na・Sy】 (Happy!)

【Na】 現実はどの時代も夢の先にある

【All】 だからほら描こうよ

軌跡から奇蹟にジャンプ！手と手を重ねて

【All】 レッツ　ドリー・ミング・タイム

【Na】 みんな笑顔に

【All】 い・ち・ばん

【Sy】 「幸せ」へと

【All】 ぜ・ん・いん

【Ce】 叶えてこそ

【All】 イリュージョニストさ

【All】 共にワン・ツー・スリー

【Na】 時を数えて

【All】 ラ・ヴ・を

【Sy】 歌いながら

【All】 あ・す・に

【Ce】 希望持って

【Ce】 世界一の

【Ce・Sy】 夢をあげる

【All】 一緒にゴーゴゴー！未来の果てまで

With you!

【All】 だからアン・コール・タイム

【Na】 みんなはしゃごう

【All】 コ・コ・に

【Sy】 いるみんなが

【All】 ぜ・ん・いん

【Ce】 主人公の

【All】 イリュージョニストさ

【All】 空にワン・ツー・スリー

【Na】 魔法をかけて

【All】 イッ・セー・ノ

【Sy】 願う言葉

【All】 た・び・に

【Ce】 また出かけよう

【Ce】 ねぇ最初っから

【Ce・Sy】 繰り返しちゃう？

【All】 何度だって　ツアーズしよーよ

Thank you!

With you!

Love you!!

Rōmaji:

【Sy】 Chikyū chū o mawatte mite dōdai?

【Na・Ce】 (Enjoy!)

【Sy】 Dekiteru?

【Na・Ce】 (Happy!)

【Ce】 Takusan LOVE o arigato

【Na・Sy】 (Enjoy!)

【Ce】 Kyun desu

【Na・Sy】 (Happy!)

【Na】 Tokimeki to Doki×2 o marugoto ni perori

【All】 Demo demo ne nani kakō, chotto dake, madamada sa

Asobi tarinakunai?

【All】 Dakara an-kōru-taimu

【Na】 Min'na hashagō

【All】 Ko-ko-ni

【Sy】 Iru min'na ga

【All】 Ze-n-in

【Ce】 Shujinkō no

【All】 Iryūjonisuto sa

【All】 Sora ni wan-tsū-surī

【Na】 Mahō o kakete

【All】 I-ssē-no

【Sy】 Negau kotoba

【All】 Ta-bi-ni

【Ce】 Mata dekakeyō

【Ce】 Tobikkiri no

【Ce・Sy】 Yume o miyō

【All】 Issho ni gōgogō! Tsuāzu shiyō yo 

Thank you!

【Sy】 Chikyūgai nante sōzō mo mōsugu

【Na・Ce】 (Enjoy!)

【Sy】 Riaru sa

【Na・Ce】 (Happy!)

【Ce】 Tsuki kara no raibu chūkei mo ima kara

【Na・Sy】 (Enjoy!)

【Ce】 Wakux2

【Na・Sy】 (Happy!)

【Na】 Genjitsu wa dono jidai mo yume no saki ni aru

【All】 Dakara hora egakō yo

Kiseki kara kiseki ni janpu! Te to te o kasanete

【All】 Rettsu dorī-mingu-taimu

【Na】 Min'na egao ni

【All】 Ichiban

【Sy】 “Shiawase'” e to

【All】 Ze-n-in

【Ce】 Kanaete koso

【All】 Iryūjonisuto sa

【All】 Tomoni wan-tsū-surī

【Na】 Toki o kazoete

【All】 Ra-vu-o

【Sy】 Utainagara

【All】 A-su-ni

【Ce】 Kibō motte

【Ce】 Sekaiichi no

【Ce・Sy】 Yume o ageru

【All】 Issho ni gōgogō! Mirai no hate made

With you!

【All】 Dakara an-kōru-taimu

【Na】 Min'na hashagou

【All】 Ko-ko-ni

【Sy】 Iru min'na ga

【All】 Ze-n-in

【Ce】 Shujinkō no

【All】 Iryūjonisuto sa

【All】 Sora ni wan-tsū-surī

【Na】 Mahō o kakete

【All】 I-ssē-no

【Sy】 Negau kotoba

【All】 Ta-bi-ni

【Ce】 Mata dekakeyō

【Ce】 Nē saisho kara

【Ce・Sy】 Kurikaeshichau?

【All】 Nando datte tsuāzu shiyō yo

Thank you!

With you!

Love you!!

Translation:

【Sy】 How did you like sightseeing around the world?

【Na・Ce】 (Enjoy!)

【Sy】 Have you done it?

【Na・Ce】 (Happy!)

【Ce】 Thanks for all the LOVE

【Na・Sy】 (Enjoy!)

【Ce】 My heart skips a beat

【Na・Sy】 (Happy!)

【Na】 We’ve quickly eaten up all the exciting and heart-racing moments

【All】 But still, you know, there’s still a little bit of 

Fun to be had, don’t you think?

【All】 So, everyone, round up excitedly for 

【Na】 En-co-re time

【All】 All the people

【Sy】 He-re

【All】 We-are-all 

【Ce】 The lead

【All】 Illusionists, so

【All】 One-two-three

【Na】 Cast a spell in the sky

【All】 Ready-set-go

【Sy】 The magical words are

【All】 Let’s go on a

【Ce】 Jour-ney again

【Ce】 Let’s experience the

【Ce・Sy】 Most extraordinary dream

【All】 Let’s go-go-go together! Let’s do Tours!

Thank you!

【Sy】 Soon even thoughts out of this world 

【Na・Ce】 (Enjoy!)

【Sy】 Will become reality

【Na・Ce】 (Happy!)

【Ce】 We’re broadcasting live from the moon right now

【Na・Sy】 (Enjoy!)

【Ce】 Excitedly

【Na・Sy】 (Happy!)

【Na】 Reality always comes after a dream

【All】 So let’s imagine it

Let’s jump from the path we’ve taken to a miracle! Hand in hand

【All】 Let’s dream-ing-time

【Na】 For everyone to smile

【All】 With-the-greatest

【Sy】 “Happiness”

【All】 We-are-all 

【Ce】 Illusionists

【All】 Who’ll make it come true

【All】 Together, one-two-three

【Na】 Counting the hours

【All】 While singing 

【Sy】 Of-lo-ve

【All】 Carrying hope 

【Ce】 For to-mo-rrow 

【Ce】 I’ll show you the best

【Ce・Sy】 Dream in the whole world

【All】 Let’s go-go-go together! Until the end of the future

With you!

【All】 So, everyone, round up excitedly for 

【Na】 En-co-re time

【All】 All the people

【Sy】 He-re

【All】 We-are-all 

【Ce】 The lead

【All】 Illusionists, so

【All】 One-two-three

【Na】 Cast a spell in the sky

【All】 Ready-set-go

【Sy】 The magical words are

【All】 Let’s go on a

【Ce】 Jour-ney again

【Ce】 Hey, why don’t we start again

【Ce・Sy】 From the beginning? 

【All】 Let’s do Tours as many times as we want!

Thank you!

With you!

Love you!!

[viohra]

While planning/making my new (and redo) conlangs, I found a tool that can generate words based on phonotactic rules that you can set, so right now I have the “vibes” of the languages that I’m going to make. Here’s three:

Pre-Vuqaic:

Tiğ ākkin nut p'inaf sikk’u, xik’āt savni kīt’ fsāk u amukiq’a. Isāȝag ki tis vstavi tusaw qīnab. Īdūřū āvsāydu īwuȝ ts’ūd. Kīvsīd ādšūv vsī ȝāvīy vsug, tsiȝ kikā dtāx. Uč nāđūs q’ās, ā davsū sabīk vdam kiq’avs saban sis amāmđu. Mūwak ħīn ‘a awuksi ğīqūs, t’isak diȝ banīȝ dibā īvsatdā. Kibur iȝab īdāšvsū mitīt.

Pre-Iru:

Kē pā yea ya, ommāng tang pi ong piȝ aȝ. Nia eu na, re ka e tāing tī ken. Ra pio te fe ngìt amām in, riun tāin? Āhfō te, ī nion tā woā ināon fao ye? Uoȝrae ōing fiāngan pa, ingyāi ip iōkiu ao yar? Ōm fa hi ā wong. Faō ā en par kū fit inre. Ki re yai ni wī tetōng im, nān nā ke ūi ānkī. Nōfuīng et yāyā namtong eāmato.

Pre-Ryashi:

Inena wate maih kiewi pakeh. Pi ieni, aih parä ē ihtä ni kale ti mo note. Mita kanape pah pese mieh papo leh yerihki yasa semsason uhne, yane. I ipa tu nih. Ra måkere e sahsåhrah nihmi sapa, wih epi kanå pole. Ko piti teahpe tohkika kanpao. Weipa mepu nikahpi ten tesu. A tita sia tåo. Sakoka wai a miwaen åe.

[ratedfleur]

oh chinito.

↳ an excerpt to ganda and pogi’s world.

filo!zhanghao x fem filo!oc 1.9k word count genre ౨ৎ slice of life / fluff

a quick date with pogi and ganda.

whenever ganda could feel hao around her, she would immediately keep her gaze straight, not even bothering to look for hao even though she felt his presence around.

looking down on her ipad, she monitored her schedule, tapping and writing ever so often as she walked. she kept her smile tight and small when a few students called out to her and waved, walking straight ahead before turning into a corner.

there were such times where she really couldn’t let anything distract her especially when she knew her own schedule was packed, especially when she knew reigne’s schedule was interconnected with hers knowing how they were pretty much two peas in one pod despite her constantly pushing him away.

stepping into the library, she made her way towards her self proclaimed spot near the window, placing her things perfectly on the table where it was within of reach from her seat. 

proceeding to drown in her own little bubble, ganda was soon in a pool of emails, papers, calls, and meetings.

just a few tables away, hao was busy with his own emails and meetings, now taking a breather after a few consecutive meetings back to back.

hao was watching aly as her face was slowly forming a frown over time, slowly getting busy over her papers. hao liked ganda for who she was, she always persevered in things she knew she excelled in. she knew how good it felt to achieve those things she strived for with her hard work and perseverance. 

once you get a taste, you develop an appetite for more.

reigne was a pretty funny guy, always laughing over the silliest and simplest things. opening up his x account and gmail, he types and scrolls on the page, a chuckle and a smile creeping up his lips.

typing with a small smile on his lips, hao found himself silly as he looked for funny copy pastas on x just to cheer ganda up. he quickly copied and pasted, re-edited the text before hitting send, eyes trailing over to ganda.

frowning at her phone that suddenly vibrated, she swiftly took it into her hand and swiped open, only to see a notification from the one and only bane of her existence. typing in a response, she stopped a small smile from forming on her face, attempting to reply nonchalantly despite her heart burning up in flames.

she quickly looked up, looking for a familiar face, not until she looked straight ahead and saw reigne sitting a few tables away with a cheeky smile on his face. hitting send, she let her gaze linger on hao’s face before shifting her gaze away from him even if she could see him cleaning up after himself.

shutting his laptop closed, hao quickly slipped it into his bag before standing up, gathering his own bag and violin case before walking over to ganda’s table, patiently waiting for her to clean up her papers and whatnot before taking her bags from her despite him carrying his own messenger bag and his violin case. 

she doesn’t speak, only listening to hao speak about wherever they’d go. for a change, she liked the fact that hao went out of his way to take her out, even for a little break when he knew she was growing tired over her papers.

“this isn’t a date ha, paalala ko lang.” she says before reaching over and pinching hao’s arm when he whined out loud. “ang ingay.” she adds, scolding him as they walked towards the parking lot.

“okay fine, it’s not a date. sa susunod na yung real date.” hao says with a teasing smile before picking up the pace when she raises her hand, acting as if she’d actually punch him in the arm.

“uy nakita niyo ‘yon? inaambahan ako oh!” he suddenly says when there were a small friend group passing by, making them laugh whilst ganda groaned as they walked towards hao’s infamous favorite car he likes to use.

cheekily smiling at her, “oh ikalma, magsasalubong na eyebrows mo.” hao says before opening the passenger door for her, letting ganda slip comfortably into her seat before shutting the door.

ang bango masyado, she thought when she caught a whiff of hao’s perfume that lingered in his car. she knew how he liked to spritz his perfume a few times before getting off the car. 

walking over to the driver’s side of the car, hao quickly drives off out of the parking lot and into the streets that they both know so well. 

both ganda and pogi let the silence speak for them, only listening to the music being played straight from hao���s phone. his music taste was questionable but nevertheless, she liked how alike their music taste was. his playlist was filled with a mix of rnb, opm, kpop, and even songs that people considered as kalye tunes. 

just a few minutes later, they were already entering the mall after reaching their destination. ganda lets reigne do whatever he liked, like opening the door for her, and even letting her choose whichever café or restaurant she wanted to try.

walking alongside ganda, hao was satisfied that she let him take her out, no complaints ever heard from the latter. he smiles just a bit before she meets eyes with him, catching him like a cat who saw a mouse.

“ay hehe.” hao chuckles before she quickly averts her eyes, still looking for a place to have a quick snack at.

suddenly, hao pipes in surprise beside her, quickly greeting whoever he came across with as he was walking with ganda. she shifts her eyes and sees a tall auburn haired man with pretty korean looking features and another man with blond hair with foreign features, just a tad shorter than the latter and hao who conversed with them. she also noticed how they were wearing different lanyards, one colored blue and the other just like what she and hao had.

atenean at isko, she thought.

and it was as if hao’s image changed within a snap, not like the lovesick loser that’s always around ganda. now, he was more like the men his age, the type of person who got along with his group of friends that merely made rated jokes and brushed it off like it was nothing. it was a new sight knowing how hao was always around students who looked up to him and not his friends that saw the real him.

“himala napadpad ka dito? si boi busy, gumagala na naman!” reigne teased, poking the auburn haired man’s side as he spoke, making him defend himself from hao’s fingers as he inched away from them as the two men laughed.

“don’t look at me, okay? look at matt nalang, he keeps on bringing me here, madami daw pretty girls around here.” the man answers, pointing his lips over at the blond man. 

“oh, meron naman talaga. see? dala ni kuya kaso off limits tayo kay miss ganda.” the blond responds, making hao gasp as he pokes the latter. 

the auburn man’s lips turns into a tiny o shape when he meets eyes with ganda before his face quickly shifts into a smile, whiskers appearing on his cheeks as he waved over to her, she smiles back and waves, liking how his whiskers appeared.

“ahh i see, she’s thee miss ganda pala? she’s maganda nga.” he nods in approval with a smile which has hao complaining to the latter.

unbeknownst to them, ganda’s lips turn into a smile as she scoffs, walking just a few steps away from them to answer a few messages.

“kayo talaga. behave, baka mamaya i find out may bago na naman kayong flings. at ikaw, matthias seok, ayusin mo nga kung anong meron kayo nung aundree— audrey? andree? ewan basta her, lapit ng lapit sakin sa campus, lagi kang hinahanap sakin. baka ma-turn off saakin si miss ganda ko, sinasabi ko talaga sayo makakatikim ka.” reigne quickly scolds matthias, another of the younger ones in his friend group.

matthias cheekily smiles at hao, “edi sorry na, ang obsessed niya kasi masyado! and no, you don’t have to know anything kasi maganda lang siya but she turns all weird and obsessed kapag you two go out often.” he says before pointing fingers at wyatt who looks at him with a confused expression.

“i didn’t even say anything..” wyatt trails off.

reigne makes a face at matthias, whilst wyatt cheekily looks over at reigne. “eh what about you? maybe naman you’re being kampon ni satan kay miss ganda.” wyatt teases before reigne covers his mouth, “ay si daldal nga naman oh!” reigne says whilst the younger ones laugh at him.

“no comment. also, mauuna na ko, iddate ko muna prinsesa ko—princess sungit pala.” reigne chuckles before the two tease him again, he escapes from their teasing and goes over to ganda who was patiently waiting for hao to finish.

“sorry, ang dadaldal kasi eh.” hao chuckles whilst ganda nods at him, “did you choose na kung saan tayo?” he asks once more before ganda points over to the new restaurant in town, “okay lang?” she asks once they walked over to the entrance.

“oh, bakit hindi e you want to eat here?” hao says as he lets ganda take the reigns, seating themselves inside by the big mirrors. 

the waiter quickly handed them their menus, letting the two decide over which menu to order. 

“my treat, pili ka lang diyan.” hao says to her, making her timidly nod as she browsed through the menu, quite impressed that hao wasn’t getting on her nerves yet. just 20 minutes later, ganda already found herself smiling and chuckling at hao’s jokes and whatnots, finding the latter funny.

soon enough, the food was already served, the two marveled at the food’s portions and its appetising looks, making their mouths water. 

hao being the chronically online person he is, he snaps a photo of the own food on the table before ganda called out to him, “ako, ayaw mo isali?” she asked, a teasing smile placed on her face as she spoke.

“eh baka kasi ayaw mo kaya i didn’t include you..” hao says hesitantly before ganda chuckles, “just this once because you’re nice to me today.” she says to him before gathering a bit of food in her chopsticks, posing for hao who smiled behind his phone as he quickly snapped a picture of ganda.

checking on her photos, hao’s face immediately bloomed with a smile as he giggled, flashing ganda the photo he took as he wiggled around his seat like a worm, “ang cute cute mo, parang gusto ko nalang maging mabait sayo mga every minute, every hour, every day, every week.” he laughed, his voice echoing in the small space as her face flushed red when people shot looks at them.

“huy, calm down.” she chuckled, amused with how reigne acted went he caught sight of her photos once more. parang bulate, she thought.

reigne laughed once more when he caught sight of ganda’s face was flushed, she even lets out a little laugh which has reigne pointing, “oh! natawa ka, masaya ka na sakin!” reigne laughed when ganda throws him a balled up piece of tissue which misses his face by a touch.

“okay.” she rolls her eyes with a laugh, “just eat kung ayaw mong iwan kita dito.” she adds which has hao sitting up properly, “sir yes sir!” he salutes which makes her burst into giggles, making hao smile fondly at her before they enjoyed the rest of the day, surprisingly getting along and bringing them closer.

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[yourultraarchive]

i love love love your blog!! you have a few posts about japanese names, like how to make them and where they fit in but,,, i was wondering how an american name would fit in (like class number, alphabetically, etc.) or how to translate one, if at all. and do you think its a good idea to have an american oc actually attending UA at all? i know you've said you're not an authority, so its totally fine if you dont know. thank youuuu! your templates are amazing btw

Hi, sorry for the late reply! (I actually haven't been on tumblr in like... months. Life and all.)

Foreign/non-Japanese OCs attending UA wouldn't be weird at all--there are canonically at least 3 foreign exchange/transfer/descent/immigrant students (or something of the sort)! Aoyama from 1-A and Pony and Rin from 1-B are all foreigners in some capacity.

As for how they'd fit alphabetically--well, it'd be just like any alphabetical order you'd think of, it's just that it'd be based on the Japanese alphabet instead of English. Here is a good reference for the general rules of that order, including voiced consonants:

In Romaji, these kana are phonetically ordered as: a, i, u, e, o, ka, ga, ki, gi, ku, gu, ke, ge, ko, go, sa, za, shi, ji, su, zu, se, ze, so, zo, ta, da, chi, di/ji, tsu, du/dzu, te, de, to, do, na, ni, nu, ne, no, ha, ba, pa, hi, bi, pi, fu/hu, bu, pu, he, be, pe, ho, bo, po, ma, mi, mu, me, mo, ya, yu, yo, ra, ri, ru, re, ro, wa, wo, n (This is ignoring "little" variants since those are never going to be at the start of a word, but it does determine the order of words that do have them in the middle somewhere.)

It may look weird to people used to the English alphabet (you may think it's strange that "pa" comes before "bi" right?) but do keep in mind that Japanese is... well. Not English. This is normal to them!

For a name that doesn't easily fit the Japanese phonetic structure, you'd have to sound it out with kana (and write it out with katakana, since it's a foreign name). Some examples:

Pony, written as ポニー, is read "po-ni-i" (since long vowel sounds are translated in katakana as a long dash), and since it's a name starting with a voiced consonant (po), it would go after names starting with "he" (and its voiced versions) and before names starting with "ma". (If we were sorting characters by first name anyway.)

Peter Parker, written as ピーター・パーカー, is read "pi-i-ta-a / pa-a-ka-a" (again with long dashes translating as long vowels), and would alphabetically go before Pony (in either case of first or last name, since "pi" and "pa" both come before "po"). Also, in case you didn't catch the pattern, the "er" ending in English is most often translated as a long "a" sound!

Richard Grayson, written as リチャード・グレイソン, is read "ri-cha-a-do / gu-re-i-so-n". This is an example of sounds like "gr" that don't translate well in Japanese, so you kind of have to squish two syllables together to get it, with the vowel in the middle being somewhat "silent". The most common "silent" character in Japanese is "u", but I've seen "o" a few times too (see next example).

Mytho or Mute, written as みゅうと or ミュート, is read as "myu-u-to", and can be translated as either of the aforementioned "English" names (because translations aren't a 1-to-1 thing after all). In the example of the "Mute" translation, the silent "o" just kind of sounds better at the end than a "u" does in cases like this.

Thanatos, written as タナトス, is read "ta-na-to-su", and is an example of a name with that silent "u" at the end.

Anthony Stark, written as アントニー・スターク, is read as "a-n-so-ni-i / su-ta-a-ku", and is another example of translating sounds that don't exist in Japanese ("th" in English becomes "s" or "z" in Japanese, and "st[x]" becomes "sut[x]") and the silent "u".

Jason Stryker, written as ジェイソン・ストライカー, is read as "je-i-so-n / su-to-ra-i-ka-a", and is another example of translating sounds that don't exist in Japanese, with "Stryker" showcasing that it uses the "st[x] -> sut[x]" rule AS WELL AS a silent "o" rather than the usual silent "u".

Class number is just based on where they are in the alphabetical order (ie. Aoyama is No.1 because he has the earliest alphabetical character in his surname, "a". Ashido is No.2 because, while she also has an "a" surname, "shi" comes after "o" in the Japanese alphabet).

So for instance, if Richard Grayson was added to 1-A, he would have a seat between Kirishima and Koda since his surname starts with "gu" (in the Japanese writing system!), and his class number would be No.9! Koda and everyone else after him would have their number pushed accordingly. If Peter Parker were added to this same class, he would be between Bakugou and Midoriya!

I hope this helped, and will help others too. Thanks for the ask! (Also thanks for saying so, I feel like no one actually uses the templates at all...)

Anyway, plus ultra and all that!

[cyyyko11]

Tuluyan na akong kinain ng sistema ng wampis at nasa top 3 favourite shounen ko na si Luffy HAHAHAHA Took me 6 months to (re)watch at sirang-sira na body clock 😂

Thank you bebi Jums Sasil dahil pinilit mo ako manood ulit nito at sa pag aasikaso sa bahay at doggos habang disoriented ako sa kakapuyat. Halos lahat pala ng nagiging paborito ko eh ENFP/ENTP/INTP HAHAHAHAHAHA pero syempre ikaw pa rin number one HAHAHAHAHAHAHA naks

[frierenscript]

Romaji / ローマ字

Romaji is used to write the Japanese pronunciation using alphabets. It used to be used by Japanese speakers in order to write their name or something only in Japanese with alphabets, but currently by non-Japanese speakers to learn Japanese.

As you may already know, Romaji is not formally unified and there are some styles and it's confusing for me, too.

So herewith I would like to write in so-called "Hepburn style" which I think the most popular.

ローマ字　ヘボン式（Romaji in Hepburn style)

あ(A)　  い(I)   う(U)    え(E)   お（O）  

か(Ka)  き(Ki)    く(Ku)  け(Ke)  こ(Ko) 

さ(Sa)  し(Shi)  す(Su)  せ(Se)  そ(So) 

た(Ta)  ち(Chi)  つ(Tsu) て(Te)  と(To) 

な(Na)  に(Ni)   ぬ(Nu)  ね(Ne)  の(No) 

は(Ha)  ひ(Hi)  ふ(Fu)  へ(He)  ほ(Ho) 

ま(Ma)  み(Mi)  む(Mu)  め(Me)  も(Mo) 

や(Ya)   　 　     ゆ(Yu)      　    よ(Yo) 

ら(Ra)  り(Ri)   る(Ru)  れ(Re)  ろ(Ro) 

わ(Wa)                         を(O) 

ん(N)    

                             

濁音(だくおん)(Daku-on)～濁点付(だくてんつ)き(With ゛　Dakuten)

が(Ga)  ぎ(Gi)  ぐ(Gu)  げ(Ge)  ご(Go)

ざ(Za)  じ(Ji)   ず(Zu)  ぜ（Ze）  ぞ(Zo)

だ(Da)  ぢ(Ji)  づ(Zu)  で(De)  ど(Do)

ば(Ba)  び(Bi)  ぶ(Bu)  べ(Be)  ぼ(Bo)

半濁音(はんだくおん)(Han-dakuon)～半濁点付(はんだくてんつ)き(With ゜

　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　Han-dakuten)

ぱ(Pa)  ぴ(Pi)  ぷ(Pu)  ぺ(Pe)  ぽ(Po)

拗音(ようおん)(You-on)

きゃ(Kya)       きゅ(Kyu)      きょ(Kyo)

ぎゃ(Gya)       ぎゅ(Gyu)     ぎょ(Gyo)

しゃ(Sha)       しゅ(Shu)      しょ(Sho)

じゃ(Ja)　      じゅ(Ju)       じょ(Jo)

ちゃ(Cha)       ちゅ(Chu)     ちょ(Cho) 

ぢゃ(Dya)       ぢゅ(Dyu)     ぢょ(Dyo)

にゃ(Nya)       にゅ(Nyu)     にょ(Nyo)

ひゃ(Hya)       ひゅ(Hyu)     ひょ(Hyo) 

びゃ(Bya)       びゅ(Byu)     びょ(Byo)

ぴゃ(Pya)       ぴゅ(Pyu)     ぴょ(Pyo)

みゃ(Mya)       みゅ(Myu)     みょ(Myo)

りゃ(Rya)       りゅ(Ryu)      りょ(Ryo)

促音(そくおん)(Soku-on)＝ っ 小さい「つ」（Small“tsu”）

There is no romaji for single small “っ”,

because we add one more next character,

like”きって＝Kitte

長音符(ちょうおんぷ)、横(よこ)棒(ぼう)、伸(の)ばし棒(ぼう)＝　「ー」

あー(Ā) いー(Ī) うー(Ū) えー(Ē) おー(Ō)

かー(Kā)きー(Kī)…put a bar over the vowel

ハイフン（-）で繋ぐ…長い単語を分けて表記したい時

Phrases connected with “-“ mean literally they’re connected. Long words are written in multiple parts in Romaji, just for your easy reading.

Ex. Japanese 「では、お客様でございますね。」

　Romaji “Dewa, okyaku-sama de gozai-masu-ne.”

  English “Then you’re a visitor.”

In this case, “okyakusama” means “visitor”, and it can be separated into three: “o-kyaku-sama” at most. We don’t separate in another parts, because it consists of “o”, “kyaku”, and “sama”. Each part has each meaning.

注意！Uの発音が語尾に来る時の表記はこのブログでは基本的に省略しています。（ただし、言う、思う、誘う、吸うなどの動詞は省略すると分かりにくいので表記）

Writing "-u" words in Romaji is the biggest difficulty for me because there is no best answer. Japanese pronunciation of "-u" is a little weak, and if you pronounce real "u", it hears unnatural.

Pronunciation of English word "so" is exactly the same as Japanese word 「そう」and if I write the pronunciation in alphabets, "so" is better than "sou", I think.

そうそうのフリーレン＝So-so-no Furīren (Not Sou-sou-no ...)

ありがとう＝Arigato. (Not Arigatou.)

But actually we have many similar words with u and without u, and in this way we can't tell whether the original word include u or not.

I mean, for example, both "葬式（そうしき:funeral)" and "組織（そしき：organization)" are written as "soshiki" in Romaji and it's very confusing.

However, as for this blog, I think it better to write in same way as it hears, so I didn't write weak "-u" pronunciation in Romaji.

[nyxnaiastock]

More Dark Queen:

[plangentia]

PY En 609

Translation

There are so many households of Sphagianes. HOUSEHOLDS 40. And there are so many telestai within them. MEN 14. At the private plot of Warnataios, there is so much seed: WHEAT 2 V 1. Moreover, the tenants hold Warnataios’ plots. Atukhos, the royal e-te-do-mo holds a lease, so much seed: WHEAT V 1. I-ni-ja, the servant of the god, holds a lease, so much seed: WHEAT T2 V4. E-*65-to, the servant of the god, holds a lease, so much seed: WHEAT T 2. Si-ma, the servant of the god, holds a lease, so much seed: WHEAT T 1.

At the private plot of Amaruntas, there is so much seed: WHEAT 2 T. Moreover, the tenants hold Amaruntas’ plots. . So-u-ro, the servant of the god, holds a lease, so much seed. WHEAT V 3. Edomoeus, the servant of the god, holds a lease, so much seed. WHEAT T 1. E-sa-ro, the servant of the god,m holds a lease, so much seed. WHEAT V 1. Warnataios, the telestai, holds a lease, so much seed. WHEAT T 1. E-ra-ta-ra, the servant of the priestess at Sphagianes, holds a lease, so much seed. WHEAT T 1. Po-so-re-ja, the servant of the god, holds a plot, so much seed. WHEAT T 1 V 3. The priestess at Spagianes holds a lease, so much seed. WHEAT T 3.

Commentary

A record of land holding at Pylos, which is one of the major topics of tablets. These specific holdings concern Sphagianes. This record is actually compiled from two separate records, since one of them was broken in half. Nevertheless, they are almost identical. This suggests that the tablets weren’t always in their final form and instead may have been drafts.

Pa-ki-ja-ni-ja – Sphagiania. An adjective based on Sphagianes. Could be almost anything? Could be dative-locative.

to-sa – tossai – “so many.” Agreeing with da-ma-te. From *tot-yos.

da-ma-te – damartes – “households.” Feminine plural, built to a stem *dom-, related to buildings, houses, etc. Related to δαμαρ? A catch all term for the telestai and their tenants.

Te-re-ta – telestai – “service men?” τελος – “service” – and -ter agent suffix. These are high ranking officials. There are 13 recorded in the En series, but we would expect 14 given this tablet’s introduction. Where is our missing telestas?

e-ne-e-si – en-ehensi – “they are in.” 3rd person plural present tense of ἐνειμί < *h1es-enti.

wa-na-ta-jo-jo – Warnataioio. Genitive of a man’s name. Presumably one of the telestai. He also appears later in this tablet, as a tenant on another telastas’ land.

ko-to-na ki-ti-me-na – “settled land / private land.” There is a separate series about ko-to-na ke-ke-me-na, which is not associated with the telestai, and is held pa-ro da-mo.

pe-mo – spermo – “seed.” pe-mo/pe-ma alternation suggests a syllabic m ending?

o-da-a2 – ho-d’-aha. A complex particle introducing the paragraph. Equivalent to ὡς – δ’-ἄρα. “Moreover” is probably the best translation.

o-na-te-re – onateres – “leaseholders.” Agent noun describing a person that holds an o-na-to, a type of lease. The priestess argues in a later tablet that she has a different lease, but she in fact has o-na-to.

e-ko-si – hekhosi – “they hold.” From ἔχω.

e-te-do-mo , wa-na-ka-te-ro – wanakteros – “the royal e-te-do-mo.” Does e-te-do-mo have something to do with building?

[utapri-translations-uuuu]

Intimate Distance - Lyrics + Translation

Please do not repost/retranslate without permission.

Kanji:

スコールで cool down 汗ばむ肌を刺し

ヒリついた熱が疼き出すのを待っている

浮かれてる? なんて foolish question

どんな表情装ったって誤魔化せない

何度 touch me, touch you, catch heart, fall in love

飽きるなんて無理な相談

今夜 sweet pain and bitter 夢に溶ける

君に全てさらけ出して

(I can't imagine how my life would be without you) 答えて

(Only you can make me happy or cry) 永遠へと

青く生まれたての星に似た

特別な時間に (祝福を)

体の奥ジリジリくすぶった

熱を解放させて

腕の中で眠る吐息ごと

大切に包んで (くちづけを)

感じられる温度が伝えてる

今日はまだ終わらない

夏に咲くトップシークレット

騒めき隠す call 耳にあてたディスプレイ

くすぐるような甘い声早く奪いたい

鼓動跳ねたまま フルボリュームで

いつだってかき乱すのはたった一人

もっと take you there, take off, catch dream, fall in love

二人だから手に入れたい

ねだるほどに求め見せてほしい

そのためなら奇跡さえも

(I can't imagine how my life would be without you) 手をとり

(Only you can make me happy or cry) 永遠へと

赤く胸を焦がす情熱は

愛しさを糧とし (加速する)

望むものを叶えるためならば

優等生ではいられない

禁断の果実をついばんで

火照り出す頬へと (くちづけを)

見つめ合った瞳に映す未来

その先が同じなら・・・

青く生まれたての星に似た

特別な時間に (祝福を)

解放した熱と混ざり合って

一色に染め上げる

腕の中で眠る吐息ごと

大切に包んで (くちづけを)

感じられる温度が伝えてる

今日はまだ終わらない

夏に咲くトップシークレット

Rōmaji:

Sukōru de cool down asebamu hada o sashi

Hiri tsuita netsu ga uzuki dasu no o matte iru

Uka re teru? Nante foolish question

Don'na kao yosōttatte gomakasenai

Nando touch me, touch you, catch hearth, fall in love

Akiru nante murina hanashi

Kon'ya sweet pain and bitter yume ni tokeru

Kimi ni subete sarakedashite

(I can't imagine how my life would be without you) kotaete

(Only you can make me happy or cry) towa e to

Aoku umaretate no hoshi ni nita

Tokubetsuna jikan ni (shukufuku o)

Karada no oku jirijiri kusubutta

Netsu o kaihō sa sete

Ude no naka de nemuru toiki-goto

Taisetsu ni tsutsunde (kuchi dzuke o)

Kanji rareru ondo ga tsutae teru

Kyō wa mada owaranai

Natsu ni saku toppushīkuretto

Zawameki kakusu call mimi ni ateta disupurei

Kusuguru yōna amai koe hayaku ubaitai

Kodō haneta mama furuboryūmu de

Itsu datte kakimidasu no wa tatta hitori

Motto take you there, take off, catch dream, fall in love

Futaridakara teniiretai

Nedaru hodo ni motome misete hoshī

Sonotamenara kiseki sae mo

(I can't imagine how my life would be without you) te o tori

(Only you can make me happy or cry) towa e to

Akaku mune o kogasu jōnetsu wa

Itoshisa o kate to shi (kasoku suru)

Nozomu mono o kanaeru tamenaraba

Ī ko de wa i rarenai

Kindan no kajitsu o tsuibande

Hoteri dasu hoho e to (kuchi dzuke o)

Mitsume atta hitomi ni utsusu mirai

Sono-saki ga onajinara…

Aoku umaretate no hoshi ni nita

Tokubetsuna jikan ni (shukufuku o)

Kaihō shita netsu to mazari atte

Hitoiro ni someageru

Ude no naka de nemuru toiki-goto

Taisetsu ni tsutsunde (kuchi dzuke o)

Kanji rareru ondo ga tsutae teru

Kyō wa mada owaranai

Natsu ni saku toppushīkuretto

Translation:

My cooled-down, sweaty skin is getting pricked under the squall

I’m waiting for the painful heat to start

Am I excited? What a foolish question

No matter what expression I put on, I can't deceive you

No matter how many times you touch me, I touch you, catch your heart, fall in love,

I confess I can never get enough of it

Tonight we’ll be melting in sweet pain and bitter dreams

I’ll expose myself fully to you

(I can't imagine how my life would be without you) Answer me

(Only you can make me happy or cry) Into eternity

To this special moment that resembles

A blue, newborn star (I offer my blessings)

Release the heat that has been slowly

But steadily smoldering deep inside your body

With every breath you take sleeping in my arms,

I’ll hold you tenderly (and kiss your lips)

The heat I’m feeling is a telling sign

That today is not over yet

A top secret that blooms in the summer

I hold the display to my ear for the phone call that muffles all noise around me

I want to quickly steal away this sweet voice that has me so smitten

My heartbeat keeps keeps pounding at full volume

I’m the one who always ends up escalating things

I want to further take you there, take off, catch dream, fall in love

I want to attain it because it’s the two of us

I’ll even ask for a miracle if it means

You’ll show me just how much you ardently want me

(I can't imagine how my life would be without you) Take my hand

(Only you can make me happy or cry) Into eternity

The passion that burns red in my chest

Thrives off of my love for you (It picks up the pace)

If I want to get what I desire

I can’t be a good boy

(I kiss) The cheeks that are on fire from

Tasting the forbidden fruit

If the future reflected on our eyes as we gaze

Into each other is the same from now on…

To this special moment that resembles

A blue, newborn star (I offer my blessings)

Mixed with the heat released

And dyed in one single color

With every breath you take sleeping in my arms,

I’ll hold you tenderly (and kiss your lips)

The heat I’m feeling is a telling sign

That today is not over yet

A top secret that blooms in the summer

[chereserene]

A week of realizations sa mga bagay na I thought I loved and I was good enough.

Re: long post ahead but worth the read

gago hahahaa di ko alam kung ngingiti pa ako at some point pero ewan i badly want to cry, pagod ako physically and mentally.

I was so excited and at the same time scared.

First time ko sa teaching field pero hindi na bago sa akin yung mga issues pero kapag andun ka na pala ang hirap hirap hirap na.

Unang linggo palang ng pasukan, di ko alam kung kailan pa ako tatagal. Ang dami nang nangyari, totoo yung sinabi nila na pagteacher ka at pag wala sa puso mo yung pagtuturo. Tangina, susuko ka na lang talaga.

1. Ang dami naming nahire na bago ang saya ng first week pero eto nagstart na yung pasukan 2 na agad yung aalis sa amin. Iba rin pala kapag may aalis kasi yung isa kailangang umalis, yung isa hindi talaga masaya sa pagtuturo.

2. Halos lahat kami pasuko na isang linggo palang. Rason:

- ang hirap magturo, ang hirap magsuway, isang linggo palang mawawalan na kaming lahat ng boses.

- aaminin ko may mga parents talaga na (ah ewan basta ayun)

- pagod na ako physically to the point na wala na akong naitutulog kasi kakagawa ng presentation, kakaaral ng major subj, kakaayos ng mga kailangan ayusin, check dito, check dun.

- yung kain ko lagpas lagpas na shuta haha minsan lunch o break nakatulala na lang ako sa mga estudyante ko habang pinapanood ko sila na naglalaro, iniisip ko paano ko maitatawid yung magturo ng isang oras.

- may mga estudyante talaga na hindi ko kaya huhu ang hirap jusko 6 na sections, iba ibang grade year level kailangan alamin mo lahat.

- sinasabay ko rin pagiging estudyante at the same time tho unti na lang may mga final requirements na lang na kailangang ipasa kaso ayun natetengga pa rin.

3. Mabait ang administration sobra. Sa kanila rin ako lumaki eh, dyan rin ako galing pero as a teacher talaga ang hirap kasi hindi sapat yung sasahurin mo. Overload at overwork ka everyday. At hindi lang pala teacher trabaho ko ha.

4. Don't get me wrong. Masaya ako na nagtuturo pero pakiramdam ko nasa akin na yung problema. Tangina. I'm doubting myself kung kaya ko ba.

-Kung kaya ko ba iimpart yung knowledge sa mga students.

- Kung may matututunan ba sila sa akin o wala. O kung oo lang sila ng oo tapos wala naman pala silang natutunan.

- Yung mga parents na sobra sobra magdemand na gusto nila, isang sabi lang nila, may aksyon ka na agad.

I'm pressuring myself and my other resort is sumuko. Baka kailangan ko lang ng validation na kaya ko or else ako na talaga yung susuko sa field na gusto ko at gusto kong mahalin. Baka feel ko gusto ko lang para magkaroon ng direksyon yung buhay ko pero in reality isa lang pala akong patatas na nagaassume na magaling ako.

Baka hindi naman pala ako magaling, assumera lang.

[jaembilog]

bugso – pt. 1

bugso /bug·soʔ/ ngalan. biglaang pagmamadali; pagsabog (ng ulan, hangin, bagyo, apoy, sakit, atbp.) biglaang pagsiklab; matindi (ng damdamin)

character: boyfriend!jungwoo x reader

genre: angst

a/n: written in tagalog and english. this is merely a sliver of my imagination. the fictional character in this story do not, in any way, represent any idol. and nobody deserves to be in a relationship where they feel unloved. :)

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gustong-gusto mong sinusuot ang mga damit ni jungwoo, lalo na ang mga hoodie niya. imposible naman kasing kayanin ng isang layer lang ng damit ang lamig ng silid-aralan ninyo. iba pa ang comfort na dulot ng mga damit niya; parang ramdam mo ang mga yakap niya sa lambot at bango.

parehas niyong hindi alam kung ilang damit na niya ang nasa cabinet mo, at sa totoo lang, wala ka namang pake dahil hindi naman din niya hinahanap.

'yon ang akala mo.

sa punto de vista ni jungwoo, medyo nakakairita na ang gawain mong ito. ang mga paborito niyang suotin ay unti-unti nang nawawala. iniisip niya na kung magpapatuloy ang ganito, wala na talagang matitira sa kaniya. kaya naman naisipan niyang pagsabihan ka tungkol dito.

kausap mo ang mga kagrupo mo tungkol sa isang group activity nang maramdaman mong nagvibrate ang cellphone mo sa kaliwang bulsa ng iyong pantalon. napangiti ka naman agad dahil alam mong si jungwoo ito.

nawala saglit ang iyong kilig at napalitan ng kaba. pero sinubukan mong huwag mag-isip nang masyado at nagreply na lang.

nagkita kayo ni jungwoo sa ground floor malapit sa entrance ng cafeteria. "ang daming tao," isip mo. napalingon naman agad sa'yo ang nobyo mo, sabay higit sa'yo papunta sa gilid niya at inakbayan ka naman nito agad. napalakas pala ang pagkakasabi mo.

pagkatapos niyong pumila para bumili ng kakainin ninyo, agad naman kayong umupo sa usual spot niyo sa cafeteria. "kumusta exam mo kanina?" tanong mo agad sa kaniya, alam mo kasing ilang araw na niyang pinaghahandaan ang long exam nila sa isang professional course.

"ok lang," maikli niyang sagot, sabay tuloy sa pagnguya.

ni hindi ka man lang tiningnan, ang cold pa ng pagsagot. ano kayang problema nito? tumagilid naman ang ulo mo na para bang nagpapacute, sabay subok ulit na kausapin siya. "ang lambot nitong hoodie mo, baka pwedeng akin na lang?" biro mo sa kaniya.

"bakit, sa lahat ba ng hiniram mo may binalik ka na? kulang na lang iuwi mo buong cabinet ko, nahiya ka pa. pwede bang kumain ka na lang? nakakapagod ka."

nakakapagod ka. nakakapagod ka. nakakapagod ka.

paulit-ulit ang sinabi ni jungwoo sa utak mo. hindi mo alam kung paano ka magrereact o sasagot man lang. akala mo kasi natutuwa siya tuwing suot mo ang mga gamit niya. nabanggit niya kasi noon na kinikilig siya tuwing may ginagamit kang kaniya, dahil para bang pwedeng-pwede niyang ipagmayabang sa iba na ikaw mismo ay pagmamay-ari niya.

nagulat din ang nobyo mo sa mga salitang lumabas sa bibig niya. pero hindi na rin niya alam kung paano ito babawiin, dahil kung meron mang paligsahan pagdating sa pataasan ng pride, baka tanghalin pa siyang kampyon. wala ka nang narinig sa kaniya kaya tumungo ka na lang at binilisang ubusin ang pagkain mo habang pinipigilang maiyak sa harap niya at ng sandamakmak na tao sa loob ng cafeteria.

naunahan mo siyang matapos kumain kaya tumayo ka na agad. hindi mo alam kung tama bang iwanan mo lang siya sa lamesa pero hindi mo na kayang magtagal pa dahil baka maiyak ka pa at maging topic pa ng mga chismoso't chismosa niyong schoolmates. agad ka namang dumiretso sa restroom at hinubad ang hoodie niya. maigi na lang at walang ibang estudyante sa loob dahil nakakahiya kung maririnig nila ang mga hikbi mo. pagkatapos mo ay dumiretso ka sa sink para ayusin ulit ang sarili at maghilamos ng mukha.

maayos mo namang tinupi ang hoodie ni jungwoo at nilagay ito sa locker niya. matapos nito, bumalik ka na rin agad sa classroom niyo.

pagkatapos kumain ni jungwoo, dumiretso rin siyang restroom nila at naghilamos na rin ng mukha. nahimasmasan siya at naisip niyang dapat inayos niya ang pagsabi sa'yo. pero wala na, huli na, nasaktan ka na niya nang sobra.

nang kukunin na niya ang textbook niya para sa next period nila, tumambad sa kaniya ang hoodie na kanina lang ay suot-suot mo. kanina nung nakangiti ka pa at masayang sinusubukan na makipag-usap sa kaniya. nagambala ang iniisip niya nang makatanggap siya ng text mula sa'yo.

he fucked up, big time. at alam niyang mahihirapan siyang mabuo ang winasak niyang self-esteem mo.

pt. 2 here !