#learningtowalk

[jlvbong]

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[strawbslvr]

How shifting finds us at the right time! + Me before and after shifting.

TW!!!! Mention of su!c!de, family issues, depression, fucked up mental health! And lots of yapping!

@a-fish-learningtowalk

Let’s go back all the way to 2022. At the start of the year I found out about subliminals, so basically I was scrolling through YouTube and there was this video that popped up every time I refreshed my home page. It was something like “Glow up in a day” ,the thumbnail was a pretty girl and the video was like 1 minute and something long so I was like “why are they capping, glow up in a day and the literal video is 1 minute long??! What a sick joke” but out of curiosity I clicked it and then I was welcomed with MUSIC and then I was like “hah! I knew they were capping, this is just music!” But I went to the comment section and there were literally people saying

“Omg this is a masterpiece! My mom came to my room and told me how pretty I look”

Then someone was also like “this literally gave me results in a week.

Edit: A GIRL TOLD ME IN SCHOOL HOW PRETTY I LOOK!!!”

Those were the comments that I still remember cause they confused me the most. After that I was just like ???tf? But when I went to the description I saw a term “sub” few times and then there was used the term “subliminal” so I just assumed that the term sub was just short for subliminal.

I went and searched what the fuck did I just see aka I just searched what is subliminal. There was this woman in a video that explained it and at first i obviously was like “what the fuck? This is so cool and too good to be true” cause babe wdym I can listen to an audio that can change my appearance and all of that stuff.

Well that’s how I just viewed it to be which isn’t exactly the case.

I listened to some subs for the rest of the night but I was just so disappointed when I woke up the next day and saw no results and just immediately guessed that this was just plain cap. And after that I stopped listening to subliminal but the craziest part was like I totally forgot they existed like after that. (I will tell more later!)

Summer 2022

At this time I got into my k-pop phase I was constantly daydreaming of my group and how I wanted it to be, literally imagining scenarios throughout the day and I literally wrote in Pinterest “K-pop idol scenarios”��� I was deadass.

Then in one scroll I found a bunch of scenarios from TikTok, (they were just screenshotted and put into Pinterest.) it was like “scenarios for your K-pop Dr” at first I was like tf is a Dr? But I just decided to ignore it and move on and just read the scenarios cause they were good but that Dr term continued to pop in every picture I saw and then I truly got curious. To which resulted in me searching what is a Dr? Google said it’s a short for desired reality, and I just assumed sum stupid shit.

Anyways 2022 came to an end. And I TOTALLY forgot about subliminals and K-pop idol scenarios and tf is a Dr. like I’m not joking I totally forgot those existed.

2023 start.

The year I turned 18, yippeee!! So the start of the year was somewhat ok, few months later I started getting problems with my parents. Arguments with my parents, especially dad increased like A LOT. My parents started to get mad at some stupid stuff, their temper was just like shit. School started pressuring and at that period I had A LOT of exams (I still do but 👀) I didn’t have time for myself and I also got sick a lot. And few months passed in this environment and at some point I just admitted that I feel anxious, stressed, suffocated and depressed. Then I got told that my aunt is suffering from this sickness and she needs to do surgery but they had financial issues and the surgery got postponed a lot due to the money missing and that didn’t help my aunt’s health at all. and bro feeling shitty isn’t a surprise at this point. At some stage I decided if this is the life I’m going to live, I don’t want to live at all. I was very su!c!dal, and I attempted like two times but luckily didn’t do it.

2023 summer

One subliminal popped into my YouTube page again, it was something like “goddess like beauty, confidence and a better self concept” thing I’m not sure and then I was like “oh right! These things exist!” And I just listened to it for fun and surprisingly I felt better in few days. And those were few of the best days in the last 6 months of my life. I started actively listening to subliminals and actively affirming. I’m talking about every morning and every night before I go to sleep at least for 30 minutes. And then dududuudud

I found a subliminal about reality shifting and then I again was like “wait? This is that reality traveling thing, how can I forget this?” And I actually asked myself why didn’t I try it before? The summer my journey was honestly mostly jokes and fun, didn’t take it seriously and just did it for the excitement it gave me. But about 2023 fall I actively started scripting and took the journey a bit more seriously than before.

2024 fall. Now.

I still got a lot to improve and a mindset to work on. But I’m just happy of where I am now. I found a reason to live for and like a dark tunnel where at the end you find the light. Shifting brought me hope and genuine peace knowing something like this exists. My aunt did the surgery and she is healing little by little but at least she can practice her normal day life,she still got some checks here and there but nothing compared to what she was in before. I seriously stopped listening to anti shifter since they are just trying to demotivate y’all and me too. If I haven’t found out about shifting I don’t think I would still be here. Shifting seriously finds us at the time we need it the most!

[someonesrealityshifting]

SO!

I have put this off for as long as I can, but rn I feel like an absolutely horrendous person! So!

About 6 months ago, my parents decided I was spending too much time online and that my friends were unhealthy and I needed to ghost them (literally, it was because I was hanging with @zipper-is-ranting a lot) and forced me to delete my social media platforms. Tumblr, Pinterest, Instagram, everything except my TikTok because I had no friends over there.

Before that, my url was shift-dreamer (i think that was it? idk that's not the point). I am Kit. (gasp no one saw that coming) And I legitimately thought everyone had forgotten 'him' and so I just went along with my life, but it was revealed to me during a phone call with Zipper that @morningstar-chronicles had asked about Kit, and now I feel shitty to say the least.

So. I am sorry for ghosting, I'm sorry for never disclosing, I'm sorry my dad is a jerk sometimes. I'm gonna tag a few people I remember interacting with a lot then, but if we did talk a lot then and I don't tag you, I'm just super shitty with names and urls and also a few changed since then. And again, I'm really fucking sorry

@shiftingwithmars @theshifterbride @jealousmartini @livingsecret @livingmydreamlife5555 @sebs-out-of-spoons @shiftingastra @a-fish-learningtowalk @lunar1eclipse @gaiaexploreslife @pugsandbrimstone @xstrawberryshiftsxstrawberry @moonyshifter

[deepinthegroves]

finally used the spiderverse picrew (thank you @a-fish-learningtowalk)

spidersuit (pretend the patterns are hearts)

me outside of the suit (my hair is covering my piercings)

[ihavewritersblockbutinreallife]

so i have a new favorite horse game, hence the recent horse art

and these are some of my moots, as actual horses I have in the game

From left to right: @inkypersons, my pegasus; @disastertwins9000, my white speckled draft horse; @idk-im-just-here-now, my granite gargoyle with dragon horns; @dinosaurqueenmab, my dark gargoyle with curved horns and moss; and @a-fish-learningtowalk, my dark starry horse that looks like a constellation, also draft size (draft is the largest horse size in the game, I freakin LOVE GIANT HORSES)

anyways love yall you're amazing, I'll be making more of these as I catch horses that fit my moots

you guys are awesome ♥

[jlvbong]

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[jamieroxxartist]

Today, June 14, our #Catholic & #Christian Friends are Celebrating the Feast Day of St. #Dogmael (patron of #babies #learningtowalk)

( www.catholic.org/saints/saint.php?saint_id=2919 )

*St Dogmael and a replica of an Early Christian Monument. More info and details: https://codlinsandcream2.blogspot.com/2018/08/st-dogmaels-abbey_19.html

[jlvbong]

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[bonzatrading]

🌟 Watch out world, we've got a little explorer on the loose! 🚀 Meet our mini superhero sporting the latest in toddler fashion - the Baby Anti-Fall Headrest! 🦸‍♂️🧢

No more bumps and bruises as our tiny tot embarks on this epic journey called 'learning to walk'! 🚶‍♂️💥 This head protection pad is like a trusty sidekick, always ready to save the day. 💪💫

From wobbly first steps to conquering the living room, this little champion is well-protected. 😍🛡️ Say goodbye to those accidental tumbles and hello to endless adventures! 🌈👶

Learn more

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#BabyAdventures #LearningToWalk #ToddlerLife #SafetyFirst #AntiFallHeadrest #MiniSuperhero #Parenthood #FamilyFun✨

[nerdy-two-shoes]

Marley has just been itching to get out of her warm box and explore, so we had a little walkabout on the bed! She's still pretty wobbly on her feet but we think it's about time to upgrade to a playpen! #bottlebaby #neonatalkitten #learningtowalk #calicokitten #fosteringsaveslives #bfashouston #marvelousmarley https://www.instagram.com/p/ChLI2HOpOQ7/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[shiftingwithmars]

@a-fish-learningtowalk

hey, it's getting pretty cold outside

I brought these for you, please make sure you stay warm

[offrampq]

Dr.Spock #qaacomic . . #thestruggleisreal #grandparents #asiangrandparents #babywalker #drspock #learningtowalk #newparents #newmom #parentinglives #parentingcomics #babymilestone #grandma . . . #quarantineart #comics #comic #comicsaboutlife #igcomic #comicart #webcomic #doodle #comicaboutparenting #procreate #procreatecomics #procreateillustration #procreateart #illustration #digitalart #asianartist #femalecomicartist https://www.instagram.com/p/CQ3wsbAsUW7/?utm_medium=tumblr

[marvelshifter111]

Thank you for tagging ❤️

You're shorthair

@shiftingwithmars - loaf and cloud

@realitycanbewhateveridesire - smol

@solstices-dreams - tux and cloud

@a-fish-learningtowalk - orange

WHAT KINDA CAT ARE YOUR MUTUALS

I REALLY WANNA SIT HERE AMD GO THROUGH TAGGING EVERYONE BUT I HAVE TO GO TO BED NOW SO I’LL DO SO TOMORROW!!!

[thedailyelliott]

Day 2329: It’s going to be -14 degrees next week. Elliott’s new anti-freeze/anti-salt shoes arrived just in time! 🐾 (😂) #omg #howfunny #sorry #newshoes #learningtowalk #thedailyelliott #chocolatelab #labrador #retriever #instadog #hund #dogsofinstagram #doglovers #dogsofig #pets #instapets #ilovemydog #labrador_lovers (at Munich, Germany)

[shiftingwithmars]

@a-fish-learningtowalk here since for some reason you’re obsessed with this weird shape thing

TRUNCATED DECACHORON

SPREAD THIS ALL OVER TUMBLR FOR NO REASON