The reason why I love jealous Mike in fanfics over jealous Will is because we know that Mike is the master of handling jealousy so much that it turns to pining and confusion and a heart of seeking forgiveness and amendment and it’s honestly pretty sweet and even endearing. We’ve known and seen it before that he knows how to pick himself up in the end.
But for Will? Oh, lord. That boy buries it so well that not even the audience can see it, sometimes. He’s too sweet about it (outside their fights), and so you know that that emotion is burning at his deepest core. He is going to get infuriated whenever he breaks out. So jealous Will is no fun and games, and it takes a tortured soul to depict it properly, in my opinion.
me: pregnancy scares me & is highly dysphoria-inducing as a trans man. besides i dont think i would ever be ready to be a good father & i refuse to be a bad one
bf (also trans, physically incapable of getting me pregnant): do you want me to put a baby in you?
me [got so hard i almost passed out]: i think i hauve Covid
I really do miss how I used to be able to dissociate at will. It was my biggest coping mechanism for years everything is worse now that I can't just be gone for a while.
Baby girls, I made a playlist for my fellow OFMD fans. Some song picks I feel like Ed would cry his heart out to. Let’s pray that this hiatus is soon over because it’s been a hot minute since I’ve actually set down and made a character themed playlist.
I think I might be losing my mind.
Let’s just hope Good Omens season 2 revives the brain cells I’m currently losing.
Altough let’s be real - it’ll probably only make me worse.