#life has been.... very busy lately

[indestinatus]

feeling like a 25yo modern woman going out on dates and taking care of my apartment 😌

[moonlit-orchid]

This is a preview of my (very stupidly late) entry for The See Unseen Zine!

( @seaunseenzine I hope I made it in time)

[cornwatcheshockey]

one of my favorite parts of scrolling through my dash the morning after a rough loss i didn’t watch is the reverse decent into madness of the lb. i love you all dearly and i thank you for your service of suffering through in real time

[piningpercussionist]

I saw from a post about how many asks you have and I was wondering why not just answer one ask then use that as your daily post? (I'm pretty sure you post daily from my memory)

I'm not a writer so apologies if I sound a bit rude or oblivious. But I think you don't do that because it might get tiring to write an in-character response each day.

I'm actually an Insane Person and ideally would be posting hourly/bi-hourly, if only I ever found enough content to queue up in such a manner,,

But, basically the delays can be summed up in three parts: tired or busy (lumping these together as one problem), no idea how to respond just yet (or respond in a way that satisfies me,) or I have ideas but they're art based and take more time.

I do have some wips for some art answers saved I think, but I've got, like, a single commission remaining on my docket and I refuse to let myself do other art until it's finished (barring one sketch I did for the sake of my sanity.... I cannot stress enough how much of a fight it is to get myself to do full shading and backgrounds 💀 mistakes were made.)

Now, admittedly, it's been a minute since I took a crack at writing out some more thoughtful or lengthy responses for some of the asks I've gotten- so far as I recall, at least- but the dissatisfaction problem is Extremely Real. No joke, I've had an ask sitting in my queue for several months now because I was like "yeah this is good enough," queued it, and then just before it could post I was overcome with an Intense distaste for it. I really liked the question and thought I could do better. (And still clearly have not done better....) Writing Kim honestly comes really naturally to me, and I could never really get tired of it, but sometimes an ask throws a curveball at me in a way that I just really cannot quite wrap my head around responding to. Other times, I get asks that I just can't let myself answer in a subpar manner- either the ask itself or the implications of the answer I concoct end up mattering too much to me, so I get super in my head about finalizing the reply.

And then me being tired is just a skill issue. (I'm joking; this only applies to like the last month or so, but I actually started taking some new medications recently that have been messing with me just a little in this respect. Sometimes I get tired, and when they DO give me the pep to do things, I've admittedly been trying to direct that energy into getting my life together lol)

[jwooyoung]

daily affirmation I WILL go through my tracking tag Soon (this weekend)

[silverselfshippingchaos]

my s/i for h.aar is a fellow wyvern rider and soldier, has a pet wyvern named olive that she loves dearly. for many many years, ash has been tying red ribbons into bows on olive's horns so that, even when they're in battle, olive can look super cute!

however, as ash and h.aar grow closer, so do their wyverns! eventually h.aar's wyvern (who I call damien) starts nudging and softly growling at ash because he wants ribbons too!!! he wants to match with olive!!!

[toastsnaffler]

weekend melancholy is starting to kick in >~<

[barkingangelbaby]

venting so much i ran out of tags lmao

[straightplayshowdown]

I'm very sorry, but I'm going to have to push back Round 3 another week.

[sleepless-in-starbucks]

actually it's really funny to me that now every time i think of throwing luke carder into a story my default luke for it is Some variation of a lucky jumbo luke

ofc part of this is jus bc . my beloved au . but also part of it (that i think ive talked about before) is that like,, luke lives in my head rent free in the Doomed Blorbo complex. i love that he is doomed! i love that his is a story over from the very beginning!

and because of that,, i dont really Want to alter anything that happened to him 'in game'. do i like thinking about his thought process during it? sure, i dig into his brain like a worm into a rotten apple. but at the end of the day everything still occurs. inscryption still gets deleted and he still gets shot. i dont want to change that, because it removes some of the inherent Doom of his character. but i do want to put Doomed Luke into Situations. so i need a luke who exists After inscryption despite being Killed by inscryption. enter the block people,

[mymelodyisme]

My sister’s graduation day 😤 let’s go 👏🏽

[orphilos]

I won't be online much here this month. read tag for more info.

[calciferous-kelpie]

Can i use your ok ko Oc in my fanfic? Please

Oh my gosh, I would be absolutely honored!!! 💗💞💖💕

Please feel free to include any of my ok ko ocs in your fanfic, as long as you credit me! And I really hope that you will share a link so that I can read your story, too!! 🙏

THANK YOU SO MUCH I'M SO HAPPY YOU WANT TO ADD ONE OF MY SILLY BABIES INTO YOUR FIC!!!

[redacted-updates]

Your Werewolf Boyfriend is Worried About You

[andersam5]

I wanna do a cool ass arc for subterra reopening SO BADLY but im still on break/burnout prevention from the smiler event so i have to do with making a small thing instead

[lesbianuhaulindustrialcomplex]

I did something recently that hurt my mom's feelings and the world has come to a fucking halt about it. Everyone keeps reaching out to me to be like "hey you hurt your mom's feelings idk if you know" even though she and I have extensively talked about it and I've given multiple genuine apologies because she keeps going to everyone who will still talk to her in our family (not very many people) and complaining about me and I'm just like. Genuinely I am very remorseful that I hurt my mother but like. Where the fuck was all this energy when she was hurting her fucking children for 30+ years?