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dedalvs · 1 year
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big spoon/little spoon makes sense if the spoons are measuring spoons
Oh, true, true, measuring spoons, nesting and what not, makes perfect sense, total sense, quite right...
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Exhibit A:
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Exhibit B:
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Now, wait a moment...
And consider.
Reflect.
We've been talking about literal spoons up to now, but let's talk, once again, about spooning, the intimate human act. How does it work? Does spooning look like this?
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Certainly not. Why, then, do we look at spoons stacked vertically when figuring out what types of spoons best represent human spooning?! Oughtn't they be like this?
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Now. I ask you. LOOK at this image! How on Earth do you spoon if you believe that THIS is the best depiction of spooning? How could two beings spoon in such a way and have it look like this?! Maybe the dragon from Shrek spooning Donkey? Pac-Man spooning a power pellet, mouth agape? Is THIS what it looked like when Clarke and Lexa were spooning?!
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Nested spoons, in fact, utterly defy the human practice of spooning. It is better represented by spoons of similar construction.
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Ai spunplei ste odon.
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komtrkru · 5 years
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tfw you write aus so lexa can live but then clarke cuts her hair and starts dressing like a grounder and you know it’s gonna kill lexa anyway and it’s all for nothing
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randominagines · 3 years
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If possible could you do a Lexa x wife reader where reader gets shot by Finn or Murphy and Lexa locks Them and Raven, Octavia, Bellamy, and the rest of the group up and forces clarke to help reader and threatens clarke and the group with a "if reader dies they all die"
Thank for the request! 💞
Pairing: Lexa X Fem!reader
Warning: angst, blood, violence
P.s. if you find any mistake please correct me, English is not my mother tongue and I want to improve. Reblog, if you can, it helps a lot, thank you💕
P.p.s. gifs belong to the creators.
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Burning
Lexa turned her head, her attention drawn by the scream of y/n, and she felt her stomach twisting. She had been mad many times, but the type of rage she was perceiving in that moment was something else. She looked at her wife, y/n, laying on the ground, blood coming out from her wound on her stomach, her forehead covered in tiny drops of sweat and her face pale. Lexa remained still for a second, as if she was in a trance: her ears perceive the sounds like they were far aways and her heartbeat fastened so much that Lexa thought it was going to explode. Y/n looked at her, her eyes filled with pain: that's when Lexa finally kneeled down next to her and lifted her torso, her hands getting soaked in blood too. "Take them all! Close them in a cell!" Lexa screamed, her voice cracking. The guards immediately ran to catch the sky people. Y/n put a hand on her wound and looked at Lexa, her other hand caressing her cheek. "Ai gonplei ste odon." She whispered. My fight is over, thought Clarke while staring at her.
Lexa violently shook her head, tears running down her cheeks. "No, no. Oso gonplei nou ste odon." She protested, her voice a whisper, she refused to believe it. Y/n meant everything to her and she was not willing to lose her. Your fight is not over, Clarke understood while slowly kneeling down to check on the girl, she had passed out. "Lexa, I'm..." She tried to say but the Heda turned to look at her and interrupted her. "Save her." She simply commanded, her voice filled with anger. Clarke looked at y/n, her eyes scanning the wound and took a breath. "I don't know if..." She tried to say but Lexa interrupted her. "Guards, put y/n on our bed. Be careful." She commanded while standing up. The guards obeyed and y/n moaned in pain while being layed on their bed. Lexa caressed her forehead. "Where are the sky people?" She asked. In that moment, a guard from the group who left to catch the sky people came back. "They are in a cell. All of them." He informed her. Lexa nodded and looked at Clarke, she was furious: the most burning rage was showing in her eyes, mixed with the deepest fear of losing the person she loved the most. "Listen to me, and listen closely: if she dies, they die too. All of them. Do what you have to and save her and remember, jus drein jus daun." She threateningly said.
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Clarke widened her eyes, her mouth parting while she gasped. Blood must have blood, those words were familiar to Clarke. She nodded, her hands shaking while she immediately started communicate what she needed. Lexa sat on a chair next to her bed, her hand grabbing y/n's to kiss the back of it. A tear ran down her cheek while she stared at her wife. "My love, keep fighting," she whispered, lips on y/n's hand. Clarke looked at her while her mom joined her. Lexa didn't even realize, she was staring at y/n, eyes closed and lips pressed; she still looked so beautiful. "Ai hod yu in." Leda whispered and Clarke sighed, she knew it meant I love You.
Abby put a hand on Lexa' shoulder. "Lexa, we have to put her asleep now." She whispered, the greatest delicacy in her tone. The Heda nodded, her hand refusing to let her wife's one go while they injected morphine in her body. Lexa closed her eyes and prayed, she couldn't live without y/n.
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topazy · 3 years
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The Fierce And Broken
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“What did you just say?” You stepped closer to the blonde. “Clarke! What did you just say?”
“Your dad's dead...I’m sorry.”
You stared at her in disbelief, it couldn’t be true. “H...how would you even know that?”
As Clarke opened her mouth to answer you a dart flew past you, missing your neck by a few centimetres. The mountain men. Anya jumped to her feet, “we need to move now!”
You quickly moved and untied the grounder, and noticed Clarke glaring as she watched you. “Al, what are you doing?”
“We are being hunted,” you said stepping as Anya rubbed at her wrists. “We need to go now!”
The three of you took off again, with Anya leading the way. Once you had gotten a safer distance away you kneeled on the ground and collected a few of the stay darts and put them in your pocket. Standing up you were taken aback when Clarke stood in front of you, she was pissed.
“What are you doing? She has tried to kill us,” Clarke whispered.
“She’s not going to kill us,” you glanced at Anya who was most likely listening in. “She didn’t save us in Mount weather to kill us now.”
You turned away from Clarke to look for the mountain men, when the grounder approached you. “You are wise Al of Skaikru. You can tell the commander what the mountain men are doing to us in there.”
“So let's work together,” Clarke said, interrupting her. “We don't have to be enemies.”
“And unite with someone as weak as you? I have what I need.” Anya snarled at her.
“Shit,” you hissed noticing the mouton men. “We need to get down low and go.”
“Quiet. You can't even walk in the woods.”You glanced back at Anya, who was staring at the ground. “Heavy footfalls, broken branches,” she stopped abruptly in front of a puddle. “You even smell like them.”
You watched the grounder pick up a handful of mud before she smeared it across your face. Her eyes practically oozed amusement as you frowned, “what the hell?”
“Cover yourself in mud,” she glanced over to Clarke. “Both of you, then maybe we will have a chance.”
Clarke slathered the mud on as you stalled, you didn’t understand the grounders logic. You were about to question her when another handful of mud landed across your chest. Sighing you decided to just go with it and rub the mud over yourself. A smugness spread across Anys lips, as she looked between you and Clarke, “we should keep moving.”
“How are they still following us? It’s because of you. Time to end this.”
Clarke let out a frustrated sigh. “Anya, we are stepping where you step. We are covered in mud and we’re leaving no trail.”
As Clarke and Anya spoke you scratched at your dirty itchy skin and felt a small bump on your arm. Curiously you licked your thumb and rubbed the dirt away so you could see it better, and you saw a small cut you never noticed before. “They are tracking us,” both of them stared at you. “It should feel like a small bump just under your skin.”
Anya let out a whine as she pressed against hers, Clarke looked at her arm. “I don’t have one, it’s only you two. Ok, I could remove them, I just need something sharp and sterile.”
Anya scoffed at her offer and bit into her arm and spat the tracker out, “I will not go back there.”
You gulped down. Knowing you needed to remove the tracker, otherwise you would never get back to camp. You studied the ground until you found a stone sharp enough. Here goes nothing. Your hands shook as you attempted to reopen your own small wound. “I can’t do it, Clarke you need to help me.”
Clarke hesitated, but Anya didn’t. She grabbed the stone out of your hand and within seconds she cut your arm and pushed the tracked out, and flung it into the bushes along with her own. Surprisingly it hardly hurt. “Thank you...we should get going.”
“Anya, you're still bleeding. At least let me bandage it before it gets infected.” Anya, reluctantly nodded and offered her arm to Clarke who waited until her guard was down before stabbing Anya in the neck with a dart. She looked up at you, “we can find our way home from here. She’s our prisoner now.”
“Clarke!” You hissed. “We were finally starting to build trust, now that will never happen.”
She looked at you with no emotion on her face, “I’m doing my best to get us back to camp. I have people-”
“We all have people Clarke,” you said a little too harshly. “I have Murphy, Octavia, and Raven to think about. You're not the only one who wants to keep their friends alive, and have peace with the grounders.” You glanced at Anya who was half asleep, “since we need to wait on her waking up again, you might as well tell me what happened to my dad.”
The blonde gulped down, and you could see she was uncomfortable. “When you were passed out we made contact with the ark...my mom was asking about of all the people who removed their bracelets and who was still alive, I mentioned your name and-”
“And what?”
“She told me your dad sacrificed himself during the culling.”
You shook your head frantically as you felt warm tears fall down your cheeks. “No, he wouldn’t do that, he wouldn’t do that to me.” Feeling your voice beginning to break you took a deep breath, “my dad wouldn’t leave me on my own.”
Clarke looked at you sympathetically, “he thought you had died.”
Your dad died thinking you were gone, and now you’d never get to see him again. Blinking away tears, you glanced at Anya who was now staring up at you and Clarke. You reached a hand out and helped the grounder to her feet, “let’s go. I doubt the mountain men are far behind.”
You would find time to grieve your father, but right now you needed to focus on staying alive and saving everyone in Mount Weather.
“Look at that,” Clarke said, walking in front of you and Anya.
Following a beacon you finally reached your destination, you had finally found camp again. Except it was different, it was at a different location and far more people were at it. The ark had finally come to earth. You had made it.
You could feel the grounder beside you shifting, “how many are there?”
“I don't know. A lot, I hope.” Clarke turned to face Anya. “I'm not forcing you to come into our home. I'm not weak, but I'm not like you. Our only chance against Mount Weather is if we fight together. To beat them, we'll need our technology and your knowledge of this world. I know my people will help. The question is, will yours?”
The grounder held her hand out for Clarke, “The commander was my second. I can get an audience.”
Anya glances at you and nods. “You are two people, Alba. Heda gon bàsmhorachd, and heda gon mathanas. One is a gift and the other is a weakness, always remember that.”
You nodded in return and made a mental note to ask Octavia what both those things meant. As you started to walk towards camp a gun was fired. You ducked quickly and grabbed Clarke’s wrist to pull her down with you, hearing a wheezing noise you turned to see Anya struggling to breath.
You crawled over to her and put pressure on her wound, “No, no, no, no. Hey. It's ok.”
“Ai gonplei ste odon.”
My fight is over. You saw Anya’s eyes glaze over as she stopped breathing, “No. No, no, no. Anya!”
Clarke placed a hand on your shoulder, “Al...she’s gone.”
You pulled one of Anya’s blades out of her pocket and cut a braid of her off, and placed it inside your pocket. Clarke raised her eyebrows but said nothing, it occurred to you she might not have been aware of the grounders tradition. If a meeting between your people and hers was to happen, you hoped they would appreciate the gesture. You hoped it’s what the grounder warrior would have wanted.
Standing up you let out a shaky breath before turning back around to face camp, when you did a guard was standing directly in front of you.
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demi-shoggoth · 3 years
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2021 Reading Log, pt 2
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05a. The Secret Life of Groceries by Benjamin Lorr. I did not finish this book (hence the break from sequential numbering). I was the last on a very long wait list at my library, which vanished overnight and I got the book much sooner than I was expecting. Maybe I should have interpreted that as a bad sign. Nominally, this book is about the development of the grocery industry and the various abuses that are inherent in the system, but it gets bogged down immediately in semiotics and long lists of adjectives. The author takes a very long time to say very little, and the tone is smug and condescending. I read thirty pages, put it down for a day, read another ten pages and then decided that this wasn’t for me. I’ve got too many other things I actually want to read. Like…
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06. Dragonflies and Damselflies: A Natural History by Dennis Paulson. This book is very pretty, with lots of full color photographs of the insects in question. It is a natural history proper, discussing odonate anatomy, behavior, ecology and taxonomy along with two-page spreads devoted to individual species. The species selected are from all over the world, and selected from species that are the subjects of current research. I did feel a little slighted at how few Californian species were discussed, but maybe nobody is doing dragonfly research in California.
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07. Chronicles of Solar Pons by August Derleth. Yes, that August Derleth—the one that people who are into the Cthulhu Mythos tend to hate, even though he coined the term “Cthulhu Mythos”. I discovered that these existed while reading The Great Detective last year: Solar Pons is Derleth’s stand-in for Sherlock Holmes. And in the Holmesian community, Derleth seems to be reasonably well respected. These stories are fan-fiction, but they’re fun fan-fiction, competently paced and with a good sense of character. This compilation is of the Pons stories Derleth wrote towards the end of his life, and they tend to be a tad on the meta side. Pons is referred to as “the modern-day Sherlock Holmes” at least once, and several of the stories feature crossovers with AU versions of other thriller characters, like Simon Templar, Hercule Poirot and even Fu Manchu!
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08. The Mythology of Plants by Annette Giesecke. I feel faintly as if I was sold a bill of false goods here. About half of the book is spent discussing the cultural history of plants in the Classical world, mostly Rome. The other half is excerpts from an original translation of Ovid’s Metamorphoses, in which the passages are nominally about the plants in question. I say “nominally” very pointedly here; although some of them are about the origins of various plants (Daphne turned into a laurel tree, anemones growing from Adonis’ blood, etc.), the rest feature the plants in only a walk-on role (for example, olive trees are mentioned briefly in the story of Minerva and Arachne, so let’s use that for the olive chapter!). I would rather have a book all about the use and lore of plants in Rome, or a full translation of Metamorphoses. Flipping back and forth between them was distracting.
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09. Brilliant Blunders by Mario Livio. This is a history of/philosophy of science book, focusing on what and how some of the major scientists got wrong. The author is an astrophysicist, so the material leans in that direction, but concepts from most of the major disciplines are covered. The book works well as a summary of the debate surrounding some major scientific milestones, and is happy to let the scientists speak in their own words through lengthy quotes from primary sources. There is some original research here, mostly into the history of who said what and whether or not people got the appropriate credit.
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10. Turned On by Kate Devlin. This is a book about the science of sex robots. The history of the idea in culture both ancient and modern is discussed in pieces—sex aids, robots and automata, and AI all get individual chapters. The author’s personal experiences come more to the fore in later chapters, which take on an autobiographical hue when discussing conferences, protests and even her own experiences with love. Her focus is on making sex technology more inclusive and less modeled after an objectified human. She advocates strongly for “smart” sex toys that do not fit a human mold, and even ran several workshops to kit-bash new and interesting models (she seems to have a thing for tentacles, and talks about her ideal sex robot being able to change configurations and appendages at a whim).
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justinalovee · 3 years
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Now we live
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Chapter:03
“What are you doing?” Nova asked in a low voice.
She had woken to see a bloodied John Murphy in front of her, he was untying her. Nova noticed he had also brought ‘normal’ clothes, along with a knife.
“Soon as you get the chance to run go and don’t look back.”
The screaming woke her. Flickering her eyes open, they quickly adjusted to the brightly lit room for her to see nothing but white. At first Nova thought she had died, and this was the bright light people used to talk about. But she wasn’t dead, just trapped in hell. The screaming was her own.
The man in the hazmat suit was pulling the tube out of her arm, it was then she heard the drilling noise again. Nova wanted to beg for the pain to stop, but she was too proud. A grounder would never plead for their life.
“Thank you...” Nova couldn’t believe he was helping her escape. “Why are you letting me go? Won’t your people be mad?”
The sky boy didn’t answer her question. He had dried blood around his nose and mouth, but what Nova noticed most was the way his fists were shaking. Looking between his hands and his face, the grounder recognized the look on his face. Murphy had murder on his mind.
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Nova’s body creaked and ached while she tried to get comfortable in the small cage they locked her in. The room was full of grounders from different clans being healed against their will in...whatever the place was.
“Psssst!”
Nova looked up to see the grounder in the cage above staring down at her. “Treyton?” She had seen his face before in her village. He couldn’t have been any older than sixteen.
“Cadeau has been going koken lufa au Yu, she mous don frag op those Tu fools when she learnd chit emo don dula gon You. She don bilaik convinced gon kom daun gon tondc gon huk op birth.” ‘Cadeau has been going crazy searching for you, she almost killed those two fools when she learned what they have done to you. She had to be convinced to return to Tondc to give birth.’ The young grounder informed her.
Cadeau..her pregnant sister shouldn’t be worried about her. Nova should be looking after her, instead of being trapped like an animal ready for slaughter. “Ha dula op Oso get au kom hir?” ‘How do we get out of here?’
Treyton shook his head. “Oso na't. Guards surround Disha place, emo na frag op Yu raun spot taim emo ai op Yu trana gon escape.” ‘We can't. Guards surround this place, they will kill you on the spot if they see you trying to escape.’
Nova grimaced when she felt drips of blood landing on her arm. They must have put the young grounder through hell for him to still be bleeding. “na fig au a edei gon get yumi au kom hir!” ‘I will find a way to get us out of here!’
The door to the room opened again as guards checked the cages to see who was still alive, and who had succumbed to their injuries. Three grounds had died. Nova tried not to scream or cry when a guard hit her with a stick that sent an electric shock through her body. At least she was still alive to feel the pain.
Running through the woods, Nova still hadn’t been able to shake who was following her. She didn’t think it was anyone that fell from the sky. They wouldn’t have been capable of sneaking around so quietly.
Nova let out a squeal when she tripped over a branch and landed on the ground with a thud. Men in strange suits with guns quickly surrounded her. As Nova tried to move an object struck her on the back of the head.
“Chit don dula Skaikru dula op gon Yu??” ‘What did the sky people do to you?’ Treyton asked once the guards left with a new victim.
“Eintheing, emo jos questioned Ai. Emo became i’ll kom gona virus. Ai didn’t get in anya don gaf gon infect emo.” ‘Nothing, they just questioned me. They became i’ll from the warrior virus. I didn’t know Anya wanted to infect them.’ Nova confessed.
Treyton shook his head. “Sha, she was meizen pissed gon chit happened gon lincoln. Skaikru tortured em.” ‘Yeah, she was pretty pissed at what happened to Lincoln. The sky people tortured him.’
Nova pressed her lips into a thin line. She could believe it, the one called Bellamy probably would have done worse than pull her hair if they were alone. He was full of anger and wanted some kind of revenge. “A gada called Okteivia don trana gon help. also boy dane en lamos kept honon helped Ai escape. He could yu don bash op Ai, ba choose gon help instead.” ‘A girl called Octavia tried to help...also the boy Dane and Lamos kept prisoner helped me escape. He could have hurt me, but choose to help instead.’
Treyton gave her an unconvinced look. “Skaikru can’t na trusted. Gon bilaik get in boy might yu don been handing Yu odon gon maun hef.” ‘The sky people can’t be trusted. For all you know the boy might have been handing you over to the mountain men.’
“Ai don’t fig raun krei. he was trana gon help Ai.” ‘I don’t think so...he was trying to help me.’ Nova stopped talking when a loud screaming noise echoed down the hallway. She looked up at Treyton who was visibly scared. “Oso na get through Disha.” ‘We will get through this.’
“Ai hope krei. It’s a shame Yu don’t yu don you’re bow en arrow nearby, na Yu tech Ai ha gon mana once Oso get au?” ‘I hope so. It’s a shame you don’t have your bow and arrow nearby, can you teach me how to aim once we get out?’ Treyton asked in a slight chuckle.
“i'll make Yu finest archer raun houd.” ‘I'll make you the greatest archer in the world.’
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Notes:This wasn’t my favorite chapter to write, but I felt it was necessary for the story's progression.🥺
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chiimmchiimm · 4 years
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❝𝓰𝓸𝓸𝓭 𝓭𝓮𝓬𝓲𝓼𝓲𝓸𝓷 !¡ 𝓳𝓳𝓴❞
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The enemy of your enemy is your friend and that for Lexa was the most important thing. So, when Commander Jungkook made her an offer, she couldn't refuse.
𝒫𝒶𝒾𝓇𝒾𝓃𝑔: Jungkook x (femile: Lexa).
𝒢𝑒𝓃𝓇𝑒:  smut, fluff, angst, one-shot.
𝒲𝑜𝓇𝒹𝓈: 26 k
𝑅𝒶𝓃𝓆𝓊𝒾𝓃𝑔:  +18  
𝒲𝒶𝓇𝓃𝒾𝓃𝑔:   dirty vocabulary, explicit language, feeling of loss, burials, treatment by duty, commander duties, sexual attraction, love at first sight without knowing and knowing it, violent scenes, blood, very sexy scar, fights, jealousy, many unjustified jealousy of best friend, Jk is a love, enemies, intimidation, excessive harassment that ends in violence, aggressive situations, mention of death of secondary characters, dirt on the field, hormones, unprotected sex (use the gum for god xd), kisses with tongue, rough sex, woman fingering, creampie, loss of virginity, standing female oral, scratches on her back, spectacular body, big cock, abs out of this world.
𝒜𝓊𝓉𝒽𝑜𝓇’𝓈 𝓃𝑜𝓉𝑒: I want to thank you, wonderful readers, for giving love to history. As a reward I made it much longer. Without more to say to enjoy! 
𝓥𝓸𝓬𝓪𝓫𝓾𝓵𝓪𝓻𝔂:  
✚ Heda*   → commander. (WanHeda*    → Commander of death) 
(FireHeda*   → Fire commander)
✚ Ste yuj.* → stay strong.
✚ Yu gonplei ste odon* → your fight is over. 
✚ Jus drein jus daun*  →  Blood must have blood.
✚ Shof op*   → Shut up!
✚ Dann*  → death 
✚ Leidon*     → Bye.
✚ Ge smak daun, gyon op nodotaim*  → If you fall, you get up.
✚ Ai hod yu in*   → I love you.
The green forest on the slopes of Cóndor was the place with the greatest host of species on the entire land surface. The savages lived on their land, warriors divided into clans who fought for a prosperous life. During the harsh winter, the snow was stained with blood as it witnessed the brutality of the war. One hundred years after the first peace treaty the slopes lay more uneasy than ever. The beings that inhabited the forest knew what would come so they fled to save their lives.
Food began to become scarce, people began to suffer from severe malnutrition that led to death. After the border pact, each clan decided to relate the territories to manage food. With the mountain warriors remaining at the peak of the sierra, the Iron Legion to the east, and the heavenly clan to the south. Each of them had a Heda *, a commander who watched over the safety of his people.
Over the years, the generations were changing. The Hedas had children who in turn had children. This is how little by little each clan was taking its place on earth. The offspring ensured the clan's legacy. They must be the strongest, the most cunning.
But sadly not everyone was equally obedient.
"I see you," Lexa murmured in a low voice so as not to alarm the large prey that lurked. Her feet were firmly on the ground as she slowly made her way toward the large deer eating. In complete silence, she reached behind to reach an arrow to pass it through the bow. She kept her breathing calm as she had been taught. Her whole being blends so well with the forest that they seemed like one. She braced herself, pointed her bow at the deer. With one eye closed and the lip brushing the tip of the arrow. Her father would be proud if she returned to the camp with such a copy. She was certain that he would overlook her continued acts of rebellion.
However, luck was not with her that day.
Branches creaked behind her, drawing the deer's attention, causing her to run away to take refuge in the brush, making it impossible to be captured. Lexa turned on her heel with the agility of a lion to take aim at the intruder when she saw the boy appear among the trees under the gun immediately as she sighed annoyed.
“I could have killed you piece of asshole!” I exhale furiously as I hit the wood of the bow against her thigh for helplessness. Suho completely came out of her hiding place with some red on her cheeks.
"My duty as a protector is to ensure your safety," Suho completed with frustration. Her brows furrowed and her arms crossed tightly just above her toned chest.
"Apprentice of protector." And I'm not a commander yet, besides, your stupid clumsiness has made me lose my prey.
"You shouldn't go out hunting the ...
"Yes, yes, those from the mountain are close and could attack blah, blah, blah ..."
"Alexa, it's not a joke they could really kidnap you to torture you and then kill you."
"I know," he snorted. She was fully and plainly aware that the threat from the mountain tribe was real, but she couldn't stay locked up at home with her mother. Less when she got up and saw how the bright sun invited her to go out and explore the forest. Suho's words declined her mood for a few minutes. "I just wanted a little time alone to think nothing more ...
"We should go back, it will be dark soon and the forest is not safe at night," Suho advised, stepping aside so that Lexa was first. The girl nodded resignedly. Time flew by whenever he went hunting. Since her father wouldn't let her go out alone, she hardly ever, really, ever, used to be accompanied by Suho. A strange but very skilled boy whose primary function was to control even his own shadow. Over time she ended up getting used to her company, forging a small friendship that flourished over the years. Now he was her best friend. Your confidant. It's all.
But that did not remove the fact that she was too strict on issues related to her protection and security.
Sometimes she just wanted to leave. Runaway where no one will find her to live the life she chose to live, not the one others decided to live. She was not unhappy, of course not. She lived a life full of joy and love within her clan. But the whole problem centers on her father not believing her. Since she was little she learned to fight, to hunt, to do any task to be a good leader. But her mistrust placed a big blindfold on her eyes.
I was willing to show her how much she was worth.
[...]
She bit into her apple slowly to focus all her energy on the small group of novice soldiers who had gathered in front of the door of the wall. She had learned from Suho's carelessness that the Heda* took these inexperienced children to the riverside training area for routine training. Actually, she was not very curious about these types of activities, since she always followed the same routine. However, for some strange reason, she felt she should go. I did not know, I did not know it. She just followed her instinct.
They soon set out on their way, going Lexa a few meters behind so as not to be seen by her father and win a fight. Although she had tried to be calm before the threat of the mountain soldiers, she knew him like the back of her hand, she knew that Heda was not so calm and that in fact, his insistence that he would not leave the camp had increased since that Suho had come up with the brilliant idea to tell him about the episode in the forest.
When the group stopped, she decided to hide among the trees to see from a distance. Heda kept her arms glued to each end of her hip as she ran those teenagers with her typical leader's gaze.
"When the alpha team crosses the white line of the tree the beta team ..." Heda began before her daughter deftly interrupted by reciting the words from memory.
"They camouflaged themselves between the sheets to cover them."
“Well then...”
"The archers will go behind to secure the air." The fluidity of their talk was a reflection of all those sleepless nights as she was studying her father's strategy books. She did not know but had stolen them from her cabin when she was marching on reconnaissance missions. She knew that stealing the material could cause her a terrible headache, but she decided to take the risk because she knew that her father would not teach her feats in combat on her own initiative.
"Okay, get ready. This may be a drill, but the threat is real.
“What was that, Commander?” Asked a short boy with barely a gram of fat on his body. The leaves of the trees began to shake mischievously creating a rather striking sound. The humid air that covered the environment gave the premonition that it will rain soon. The children beside him began to mumble in fear as they trembled from head to foot. Heda applauded loudly to silence the scandal.
"It was the wind that anticipates tonight's storm." The commander's words reassured the children, although there were still some who continued to wave their weak arms. Without further ado, the two teams split as Heda had explained. Lexa raised a skeptical eyebrow at the children's inaccuracy when placing herself. The posture of the body was very important since it depended on it that the movement to be executed was launched accurately. They did not put the back straight and the shoulders separated as it should be, but on the contrary, they could not shrink their bodies more by bending their backs in such a way that still from their position I could see the body. She denied with a curse in her mouth as the children began to move forward creating too much noise when crawling. The dry leaves creaked, and soon a white smoke began to form above their heads from the stirred earth.
Lexa dropped her body to rest her back. She crossed one leg with the other and then did the same with her arms. Suddenly, a rather annoying light began to blur the view. She put her hand in front to cover the thread of the sun. She followed the path of annoyance until she came across a hill.
Quite suspicious cracking sounds started at the top of the mountain. When Lexa looked in his direction her eyes widened in surprise.
“Wild!” The boy's scream alerted the rest of the group. Heda glanced at the hill across the river just following the direction a boy was pointing. Her skin turned white instantly when she saw a group of twenty people slide down the slope. Then she turned to the scared, runny children.
"Roi take them back to camp!" The rest with me we can not let pass!
The sunny one nodded at her order, shouting nervously at the children to follow her and not look back. Lexa saw it necessary to get out of her hiding place to run to help her father. When she saw her daughter appear the first thing she did was frown in annoyance.
“Save the sermon for when they're not attacking us!” Lexa shouted, upset by the soldiers' shouts of struggle as they rushed forward. She reached for her backpack to grab a pair of arrows. She aimed at one in the leg, causing her to fall on her face, taking two more with her. The strength of her enemy was more capable than she thought. It was about fifty now that he had them closer. I glance quickly, closing my eyes in frustration when she barely realized it was just five soldiers without counting her father and herself. She knew they weren't enough that no matter how adept the enemy's strength was, it was far greater.
Even so, she would give even the air that was missing in her lungs so as not to let that strategic position fall into the hands of the mountain clan. Stunned by the imminent approach of his enemy, the Heda screamed at the top of their lungs that they took cover behind some trees.
The rough wood received Lexa's back as she abruptly leaned back. The hair in a ponytail stuck to her forehead from the sweat accumulated by so much stress. She breathed with her mouth open even though she knew she shouldn't waste oxygen.
She turned to her right, meeting two soldiers sheltered behind a huge rock. One of them had an arrow stuck in his thigh where a lot of blood was coming out. The other seemed almost dead, collapsed on the ground.
Overcome by courage, she comes out of hiding for a moment to shoot an arrow. She returns to her place with her eyes closed and her chest restless. The situation is so overwhelming that he cannot avoid hitting a huge stomp on the ground accompanied by a blow with a closed fist against the bark.
"Lexa." When she hears her father's weak voice she immediately looks for her position. She is relieved to see that she was not wounded like her soldiers. Although he seemed equally or more overwhelmed than her, his composure remained firm. It was totally admirable to see how cold it was in a situation like these. "Do you remember the trees that guard the bridge?"
"The red oaks."
"Those," her father agreed enthusiastically for her knowledge of the subject. Lexa hears screams near her position, wrinkles her nose furiously, and shoots an arrow that fits right into the hollow of her heart. Then she looks back at her father with interest.
"There are two standards of fire above the bridge. If you manage to fire at that fire, you will give us the time we need."
"I will, father."
"We will cover her." Two voices spoke from behind them from the two wounded soldiers. Lexa nodded confidently before gripping the mast of her bow tightly.
"Lexa." She looked at him again this time with caution. Her father's eyes shone with more than fury, they processed fear but at the same time security. Lexa knew in that instant that everything depended on her and she would not disappoint them. "Show them that you are not only the best archer but you are the best daughter they will ever have." Ste yuj. *
"This yuj. *" He repeated with all the feeling in the world. She puffed into the air, fixed her target intently, and started running toward her. She had only a few minutes to reach her goal or else it would be over. Her legs ached from the effort but that did not stop her from running. Upon reaching a standard she tore her sleeve with her teeth to wrap the fabric at the tip. She glanced back, meeting the soldiers and her father trying to endorse the enemy. His chest clenched when one of his friends fell to the ground for a date on his chest. She returned to her task with tear-filled eyes. This was not the time to cry. It had to be strong. She tried to be with all her soul. When the cloth was finally wrapped he carefully carried it toward the fire. With the flame lit, he stretched out his arm toward the oaks, remembering the exact spot where the powder was camouflaged. She closed one eye to sharpen the precision and stopped breathing. An arrow brushed her arm causing her to lose focus and she could see that there were three men running towards her with war cries. She was forced to retreat to protect herself behind the standard.
“Fuck!” Lexa moaned frustrated. She placed the arrow between her teeth and started running towards the oaks. When she was close enough to shoot, she tried again, being interrupted by the same party of men. The arrow painfully brushed her arm causing it to fall to the ground. The arrow holding her lips inevitably fell beside her. His good arm-hand wrapped his fingers around her. She got to her knees feeling the stones dig into her skin. She groaned in pain. The earth had mixed with sweat and blood. His eyesight had begun to tremble from the venom of the wound. Taking one last scream of breath, she closed her eye and shot at the oaks.
The fiery arrow impacted a perfect movement in the network of powder boxes. Immediately everything exploded creating a great avalanche of huge rocks that crushed anyone who was standing in their way down. Lexa was pushed by the explosion force. Her body rolled until she fell into the stream, which fortunately lay almost without water. With narrowed eyes she brought her palm to the wound on her arm and then brought it to her eyes, affirming her suspicion when she saw the black blood that the arrow was poisoned. Her limbs felt heavy, her hand fell to the ground almost immediately. I hear hasty footsteps heading towards her. He turned his neck to meet one of the men who was chasing him, heard how he laughed evilly at seeing her so helpless. The man threw the bow aside, seeing as the best option to remove her small knife from her belt. Lexa tried to get up but her body did not respond. As she had predicted, it was not a deadly poison but a paralyzing one.
Suddenly time began to run too slow. Just before the man reached where she lay defeated, a blue arrow pierced her chest causing her to gasp out of breath before falling forward. Lexa tried to stay awake but the tiredness had added to the terrible effect of the poison. Her eyes slowly closed. The last thing she was aware of before she fell into deep darkness was that something was lifting her along with the scent of honey.
[...]
“But what?” The whole room was spinning when she had enough strength to open her eyes. It took her a few minutes to get used to the red light in the cabin. Her palms brushed the comfort of the soft surface of a bed. When she was aware of all the above, she got up exalted. I gulp out of necessity as I anxiously traveled every inch of the room. Recognizing her cabin, she sighed with relief. As she looked down at her body, she managed to see a great revenge wrap around her wounded arm. She put a hand to her head as she placed her feet on the ground.
As she left the cabin, chaos engulfed her in the worst way. Screams of pain. Begging groans. To her relief, all the few soldiers who had fought with her father had survived, were wounded but alive. Remembering the image of her father, she walked the pile of wounded. When I couldn't find it, she started to worry. As she could, she set her feet toward the Seokjin hut, the chief healer of her clan. When she was about to enter her cabin he himself came out with a serious face that ended up scaring her. He held in his hands a white cloth stained with blood that helped him to clean himself.
“Jin what?” His questioning ended completely when his mother came out from behind him crying.
"I've done what I could, I'm sorry," said the curandero under his breath before heading towards the pile of patients. His mother watched Lexa with dead eyes. It was there that the young girl's heart was completely paralyzed.
[...]
She closed her eyes tightly to hold back the tears that threatened to come out. It was not good to be seen so openly. But it was so difficult. So difficult when her father's body lay on that pile of wood. Her heart ached to the point of not knowing if it was still beating from her weak heartbeat.
Unfortunately, her father was not the only one buried that night. Luckily for Lexa, eyes would not be on her now that the Heda was dead. I knew that later they will ask for answers but now I just didn't want to give them. She needed time to assimilate everything that had happened. Everything.
She ended up sticking out slightly as a warm hand wrapped around hers. Turning her head, she met her mother's grief-stricken smile. With her other hand, she offered her the burning stick that would burn the remains of her father and the other soldier.
"Yu gonplei ste odon *," Lexa murmured weakly. With all the pain of her broken soul, she threw the stick lighting the wood in seconds. Her mother covered her mouth with her palm to silence the sobs. Lexa simply watched as the fire created the smoke that transformed her father into the air.
[...]
She had decided to withdraw before becoming the question center. She was resting her palms on her desk with a lost gaze. Her shrugged shoulders were the living image of pain. The feeling of pain in her chest would take time to fade. Which made her wonder if she really wanted me to.
"You must follow your father's legacy." Her mother's muffled voice was heard after the movement of the cabin door.
"I don't want to talk about this now." Her voice sounded dark, sorer than ever.
"Lexa," her mother warned, approaching her daughter carefully so as not to disturb her loneliness too soon. The diadem that her mother held in her hands was what most caught her attention. "You have to wear this to ..."
"Don't ask me to use this when my father's body is still warm!" She roared loudly, grabbing the chair and knocking it to the ground, scaring her mother.
"Lexa listen to me!" The clan needs a boss. Someone who will give you security and peace.
"Don't you understand that putting that on means accepting that he's gone?" I bow my head again. She let out a piercing scream impossible to contain. She was tired of growing strong in front of people. I couldn't do it anymore. Her mother reached out to hold her in her arms. Lexa's hands were trapped on her mother's chest, simulating the gestures she gave him when something disturbed her in her childhood.
"It is your duty." her mother whispered softly in her ear knowing that the ancient language could reassure her. The little saying made him clench his fist and crinkle his clothes.
[...]
She had not slept all night. Her mother had stayed with her holding her, stroking her head from time to time so that she knew she was there, that she was not alone. At dawn he had decided to leave, leaving his mother to recover the hours of sleep that she had stolen from him.
The forest birds had stopped singing as if mourning for the dead. The roar of the forest had diminished her strength almost as much as her body movement. Getting back there after a week had been more than difficult. Probably the stupidest decision he had ever made. But I needed answers. According to Jin, the soldiers had found her on a road near the camp and not in the river where her body fell.
She decided to focus her gaze on the ground so as not to look at the mess of blood-stained rocks. Enough memories of death in your dreams.
When she got to where she thought she remembered landing, she was surprised when she recognized from a distance the lifeless body of the man who tried to kill her. Now, with her newly recovered mental abilities, she could better see the arrow stuck in her back.
A splash of water turned her stomach in such a panic that she gripped his sword tightly before aiming at whatever was behind her.
“It's me!” The man shouted desperately with his hands up as a symbol of surrender.
"Suho could have killed you!" Lexa threatened rather annoyed by her appearance. She put the sword back in its holster without taking her disappointed gaze from her friend.
"I'm sorry, I just wanted to accompany you, it's not good that you're alone right now."His reasons were disdainfully stated as she just approached crossing a small puddled area. —Why did you come to the river?
"You see that man over there?" Lexa pointed with his head making Suho follow her, ending up surprised. "He tried to kill me and someone stopped him."
"A soldier of ours?"
"No, I would swear not." He deepened with doubt as he approached the lifeless body. She bent down and when she was at the perfect height she took out the arrow. He brought the tip to the river to remove it from the blood. "It is an iron arrow." She spoke surprised, slightly opening her mouth.
"But that cannot be we have been at war with your tribe for hundreds of generations." Why would they help you?
"I don't know, but I'm going to find out."
[...]
"Heda, I know that the death of Commander Hyun is present but we must make a decision regarding the attack of the Highlanders." One of the advisers asked furiously causing the rest to rise up carrying the cry to heaven.
"Yes!"
"My son was there!"
"Mine too!"
"Revenge!"
"Shop op! *" Lexa demanded with authority, rising from her seat with force. The councilors stopped raising the scandal by lowering their heads in regret when Lexa's piercing gaze corrected them.
"We have all lost loved ones in that battle." Raising another dispute when our people are barely recovering is not a good idea.
"The commander is right." We can't start a war, it would be stupid to do it when we are weaker than ever. ”Suho leaned in beside her. Lexa immediately looked at him gratefully with a small smile.
“And what are we going to do?” Another counselor asked desperately. Lexa recognized him as the father of one of those who were injured.
"We can't just do nothing while they breathe in the oxygen that our children should have breathed," said another counselor, but with an air of revenge hidden in his calm tone.
"Revenge will come, I swear." My father's death will be paid for with the blood of his executioner. Jus drein jus daun * - she exalted with fury nailed to the pressure of her teeth. Her nostrils ended up dilating when the image of her father returned to her memory.
"What shall we do while we wait?"
"Find allies." Lexa reacted slowly.
"Where?"
"In the iron soldiers," Lexa said cautiously, knowing that the news would not be a good dish.
As predicted by the councilors, the scandal of screaming and wailing began again. Lexa returned to her seat, her eyes sharp in her reactions.
“No!” A veteran counselor yelled.
"They are worse than the mountaineers have been in permanent war for years!" I finish lamenting another.
"We have a common enemy," Lexa interrupted causing everyone to shut up again. Not wanting to go into detail, she knew that silence could be interpreted as acceptance. The councilors looked at each other with wide eyes having everything that would happen next. "Sohu, prepare three horses." We will leave at dawn to the iron village."
[...]
"But three horses?" Her mother asked fearfully as she tried to follow Lexa's hurried steps on her way to the entrance of the camp. Of course, she knew that her mother would oppose what she did not know was that Lexa had already made a decision and that she would not change her mind.
"Mom, it will be fine," Lexa assured, climbing nimbly on her dark brown horse. She gripped the reins tightly, then led the horse out of the camp. The animal meekly followed her request.
"You must take more protection, those savages are inhuman." Her mother commented too shakily. Lexa smiled faintly as she remembered the iron arrow in the river.
"You'd be surprised to know that not everything bad is always bad," was the last thing she said before shaking the reins of her horse and completely leaving the camp.
[...]
Fortunately, the path to the Iron Clan Village was not far from their encampment. In just three hours they galloped to the borders. It had been a good idea to leave early so they would not return at night being aware that the attack by the mountain tribe was still very recent.
As his ingenious thought predicted, they soon came across soldiers from the Iron Village who will try to stop their advance. He was aware that what had happened in the river had probably reached the Iron Clan and that they had reinforced their vigilance. It is for this reason that he only decided to take three soldiers so that they did not see his arrival as a surprise attack.
“Who's going?” A muscular and built soldier roared forcefully. Despite not having a great height, he was in front of the two soldiers who accompanied him, so Lexa deduced that he was his superior.
"I am Lexa Skycru, the new commander of the celestial people." And I come because I want to speak to your commander. — she spoke with the same force as the soldier so that she could see that she was not afraid. The soldier, a blond man with small eyes and prominent lips, analyzed his horse from top to bottom and then his two soldiers and Suho before observing his own and finally nodding slowly.
[...]
"Sorry but no weapons allowed." The blond man said kindly as he pointed with his finger at the sword tucked in his belt. He noticed how Suho tensed from head to toe when I looked askance at him. Lexa nodded, then began to strip off her weapons one by one and place them in a wooden box. When she was finally clean the blonde nodded and opened the door.
A firm hand on her wrist held her back.
"I'm out here," Suho muttered to Lexa. He was careful to speak slowly and fluently so that she understood his message. When Lexa nodded to reassure him he finally released her.
As soon as she entered, she found a row of seats occupied by men who looked down on her as she advanced. Glancing ahead, she found a tall, strong man playing with a knife.
“You the one who killed thirty mountain warriors with a single arrow?” Her skin bristled as the man used a dominant low tone to address her. He wasn't looking at her but that didn't stop him from knowing that with his eyes he could melt anyone. To her surprise, the man had her eye area covered in black ink typical of a soldier ready for combat. The red stone pasted on his forehead confirmed his identity.
"I did my best to protect mine." I wasn't sure why I was reacting defensively. She only had the need to explain that what happened was not for the mere pleasure of killing but for an unselected need.
Her words evoked curiosity, she directed her gaze towards Lexa, keeping her still, that despite the black paint in her eyes, she managed to see from afar some deep eyes that could read thoughts. As if her comment had caused him any amusement, he cocked an arrogant smile as he stabbed the knife into the back of his large chair.
“What are you doing here Lexa Skycru of the celestial town?” She asked again with that finishing tone that left her brain without connections for a brief moment.
"I can help you beat the Men of the Mountain." She started with what she had come to say by making the Heda increase her ego smile. Her advisers began to mumble nonsense, but that didn't stop her or cut her eye contact with him. "The only way to protect our people is if we unite."
"I'm still waiting for a proposal, princess." The commander threw with mocking daggers causing his allies to start laughing at her.
Lexa clenched her fists tightly to calm herself even knowing that the urge to punch her would soon outweigh that of standing still.
"We have more gold than you can imagine."
“What makes you think I need gold?” She slowly lifted her body from the wooden throne without taking off losing eye contact to load the tension situation. The Heda raised an eyebrow as he approached slowly. "I have everything I need."
"As much as he has a person, he always wants something more." It was not difficult for Lexa to think like this due to the constant discussions her father had had with one of the advisers on greed issues. They were almost always due to the extreme desire to seize someone else's land. Even with everything, they wanted more and she was sure that the man before her would not deny that theory.
"Well ..." He stretched the word creating a silence in the room that caused Lexa's heart to stop when perceiving how Heda's eyes traveled up and down her small body. "... yes, there is something that does not I have and I would like to have.
[...]
She left the cabin looking blank. Suho, true to her word, had waited in front of the horses with her bow and sword in hand. Seeing her approach, he straightened up worried. It was not long before her eyes caught the man outside the cabin watching Lexa's departure. Suho closed his eyes to the stranger who for some strange reason did not give him a good feeling. He did not like the arrogant smile on his mouth, much less that he did not stop looking at Lexa as if his visit had caused him too much satisfaction.
When Lexa reached her side, Suho returned the weapons, which she began to put in place immediately.
Seeing her head down speechless Suho bowed his head sadly.
"You're good?"
"Not now, Suho." Let's just go.-she asked quite urgently. She mounted her horse quickly causing Suho and the other two to imitate her gesture. As the last action, Lexa squinted at the hut, made brief eye contact with the Heda again before leaving with her horse.
[...]
Jeon Jungkook. The Heda of the Iron Legion.
She couldn't get that name out of her head. Now much less. Since her arrival, she had been harassed with many questions from the council, from the soldiers, but especially the most exhaustive were those of her mother. She had not wanted to answer, did not see the situation as adequate. She decided that the news of the inter-tribal union would come later when it became formal. It wouldn't reveal something when it might not happen in the future. Actually, I still hoped it didn't happen.
"You didn't want to explain it to anyone, but I know it will be different with me." Her friend Suho's safety was perhaps the one that woke her up from her isolation from the outside world. The man approached with her typical persuasive smile. Lexa wanted to smile but could only wince.
"It's complicated, Suho. If I'm honest with you, I don't know what has happened or what will happen." Lexa confessed dubiously, drawing the attention of her friend who began to worry when the girl hid her head in the hollow of her legs.
"Has she done something to you?" Something changed within her when she thought that this proud commander stained her honor. Or worse ... She dared to touch you!
"No," Lexa denied, offended by her projected attack, so inappropriate and unnecessary. Lexa sighed when she was overcome by the situation. It was the first time that I didn't know how to solve any problem. Suho kept her eyes open with a wrinkled nose as she breathed hard through her mouth until Lexa dismissed her thought. Afterward, she relaxed but was not entirely calm. "Actually, he's been ... generous, so to speak."
"Have you accepted the gold?" After speaking, Suho noticed how Lexa's spirits fell even further. She slowly denied it.
"So what did she ask you ..."
"For me ..." He swallowed, continues. "... He wants me to be his wife."
"Than!" I could have sworn that Suho's anguished roar echoed throughout the forest. She approached a rock. She picked it up and then threw it against a tree causing a terrifying crunch as a pile of leaves fell to the ground. She seemed to be gone, more than that, her bloodshot eyes begging for Jungkook's head. When he finished expressing his anger, he turned to Lexa, who was still in her hunched position. "Did you refuse?"
"I can not do it..."
"Shit!" This time she screamed again, scaring Lexa at seeing her so out of control. He wanted to return, he wanted to have entered with her, to have accompanied her. She knew that she shouldn't have been taking care of the horses that should have been by her side to avoid these things. He felt a great avalanche of contrary feelings, he had a lot of furies that activated him violently, but he also had a lot of guilt for not having done the only thing he should do.
Protect it.
"It has been a good counteroffer that has ensured the protection of my people and Ronald's head," I yell desperately with a lump in my throat that makes it difficult to stabilize his tone.
"But are you listening to yourself?" Suho intervened hysterically. He put his hands to his head and ruffled his hair. "You can not do it ...
-It is my duty.
"Since when the fucking duty of a Heda is ... Damn!" Other than if he started walking in circles. He tried to calm down, but the image of Jungkook smiling lit the fuse again. He knew from the moment he saw that arrogant attitude that something had happened that he never imagined was this. She could not marry him. I couldn't when she ...
"What about you, what do you really want?"
"What I want doesn't matter."
"No, Lexa! It does matter! Yes ..." Lexa suddenly lowered her gaze to Sohu to find her gaze fixed on the ground and with the reflection of a tear on her cheek. "You can not do this ...
You cannot do this to yourself.
"A good leader has to think of others." And for better or for worse, it is my last word on the subject.
“Lexa!” Even though She's screams were heartbreaking, she forced herself to continue on her way to her cabin, leaving aside the river of tears that fell down her cheeks.
[...]
"Put your signature here to finish the process," explained the counselor, annoyed at his lateness. It had been on purpose. The longer it delayed the union the better. He looked at the opaque paper carefully. The feather had begun to dance on his fingers in sweat. He pursed his lips. I swallow deeply. He hadn't even dressed appropriately for the occasion. Certainly, she had never wasted time thinking about what her perfect wedding would be like but she knew that it was far from being it.
The pen hesitated in her hands. The first to sign had been Jungkook. To her surprise, she didn't seem to have much doubt installed on her face. Virtually the ink ran down the paper for his surprising interest.
Was I doing the right thing?
What if Sohu was right?
You don't even want to imagine how you will be when you find out that you have married Jungkook. Of course, the council was not far from being horrified, but he cared little for the opinion of four insufferable old men. He reminded himself that it was the best option. Jungkook put at his disposal an army ready to follow his orders and a promise to finish off the mastermind of his father's death. And you would have just that with just one signature. Looking at it from another perspective, actually, the loser was Jungkook. But from his, of course, that she lost much more.
I rest the tip of the pen on the paper, it did not move. Jungkook looked at her seriously. He knew that he doubted and for some strange reason his doubt made him think for a brief second.
"Congratulations." The tired counselor finished when, after an eternal wait, Lexa finally drew her signature on the paper. Jungkook smirked at the man before he left the hut leaving them alone.
"Why don't we go to my cabin?" We have to adjust a few things. ”She didn't even look at him, just nodded too lost to make the connections necessary to speak.
[...]
"Tomorrow I will send a pair of warriors to guard the wall of your camp," Jungkook commented as he entered his cabin. Lexa passed under it as Jungkook held it with his eyes. "Don't do it again if you want to keep your hand."
“You're my wife, get used to being touched!” He returned forcefully, approaching her to keep his gaze just as wild. A roar came from inside her chest when she was so rejected.
“I will have the title of your wife but I am not your wife!” He swept her body with a contemptuous look causing Jungkook to widen his nostrils. The vein in his neck was protruding from the blood pressure in his head.
Jungkook made an arrogant smile. "You will be what I want you to be, princess."
"No, I will be what I want to be." His voice was so hard and firm that Jungkook broke his smile. Raising her head high above Lexa again swept her body with more than contempt. "I'll be your fucking woman in front of the public but don't expect anything else."
Leaving her with the word in her mouth, she left the cabin furiously back to her camp.
[...]
The horseback ride to the river was smooth, with no enemies in sight. This time it had required bringing in more than three soldiers. This time the leaders of his warriors' brigades were with him. They were heading towards the southern part of the forest, just the point where a rock ended the river. It was in that place where she had arranged to meet Jungkook and her men.
The Heda had kept his word and had sent a party of men to assist his own in protecting the camp. Some disputes had arisen between newcomers and residents but Lexa managed to logically eradicate the problem. He provided them with food and water as well as a roof to sleep in but in exchange, they could not approach the villagers unless necessary.
"Sorry." A soft voice beside her made her turn her head in search of the owner. Suho had his head on his shoulders as a sign of regret along with a look full of regret. Lexa offered a small awkward smile. It was true that lately, she had distanced herself a lot from Suho since she learned the news of their marriage. She had been so busy organizing meetings with her allies that she had not had time to think about her personal life. Fortunately, Suho had.
"I'm sorry too," she replied with the same distress. Her smile turned into a pout just before it turned into a grimace. “Just because I married her doesn't mean I should change my life, Suho. I hope you understand that.
"I know, it just took me a while to figure it out." She swallowed, embarrassed by her immature attitude. Really, she would not have wanted Lexa to see her in that facet of her personality. " You did what you thought was best for your people. Your sacrifice deserves all my respect."
"I am his paper wife but not in fact." I will not stop being who I am and I will not stop being your friend.
"Glad to hear that," Suho said brighter as she smiled. Lexa nodded a little better now that the rancor was gone.
"We have arrived, Heda," announced a commander, interrupting the small competition of glances between the friends. Lexa saw from afar a small tent tied to some rocks as support. She sighed deeply before getting off the horse. It was the same blond warrior from the last visit who met them at the door. Like the other time, they had to divest themselves of weapons before entering. From what Lexa could tell, the warriors inside the tent weren't very equipped either.
"I thought you dumped me, princess." The clear mockery in Jungkook's voice caused a forced smile. Suho closed his eyes around Jungkook who was leaning against a wooden table. The black-haired man shook her hair as she straightened, surprising Lexa when she noticed the lack of black ink. It was the first time that Jungkook showed the skin of her bare face. His features were exposed before his eyes. Big deer eyes, no matter how expressive they emitted force. Bushy eyebrows that perfectly matched the color of his brown eyes. His nose was large but surprisingly in complete symmetry with his perfect face. He looked at her mouth, those gullies that smiled wickedly whenever they could seem soft and fluffy. Arguably, her beauty lived up to her ego.
Lexa followed her mocking smile to dominate the situation. "I'm not going to apologize for being busy."
"No, of course not," she added keeping the same mischievous tone.
Jungkook kept looking at her and she at him. Without knowing it, they had started a war of glances that none wanted to lose. Absent to the warriors that were in the place. It was just Lexa, Jungkook, and her higher ego.
[...]
"They have two settlements here and here," the blond commander whose name was known to be Jimin said aloud. He pointed with the tip of his finger at two marked crosses he had drawn on the map. Lexa frowned thoughtfully. She analyzed the strategic points in her head.
"Then let's attack," Suho concluded simply. The sound of an ironic smile made Lexa look at Jungkook.
“It is not an important military zone. If we attack we would lose the surprise factor. And they will strengthen the vigilance of those that do interest us. ”Jungkook added with an air of superiority. It sounded so obvious that Suho's brow furrowed as she perceived Jungkook's clear intentions in lowering her opinion. The warriors began to present their ideas, but Lexa could only focus on the red circle that she had drawn on top of a set of mountains.
"What's that?" All the men stopped talking when Lexa intervened. Jimin raised his eyebrows disoriented, emitted a confused low before answering. Jungkook immediately watched her closely.
"That is your most important military zone. I have underlined it in red because it is almost impossible to get to it without going through others before." It is very well protected.
Lexa narrowed her eyes as a crazy idea began to develop in her head. "It's near the river."
"Am, yes," Jimin commented again, confused by his sudden interest. "Well, it's a good place to settle down."
"I propose that we attack this area here," proposed a warrior from his clan, taking some objections from the other soldiers. Despite the hubbub of low voices, Lexa's mind remained clean and clear. She bit her indecisive lip. She was staring intently at the map for answers. When the gear on her head finally clicked she raised her eyebrows and looked straight ahead. To her surprise, she met Jungkook's curious gaze that watched her closely as if she were having the same mental fight.
"Let's attack the red zone." After Lexa's words, the men closed their mouths. They all acted incredulous with their eyes wide open.
Suho blinked at Lexa as if her friend had suddenly gone crazy. The warriors of her clan chose not to oppose her out of respect even though they were of the same opinion as Suho.
The only one who reacted favorably was Jungkook.
" I agree. Let's attack the red zone. ”She pursed her lips in a pout in her assent. This time it was the warriors of her clan who watched her as if she had lost her mind. Lexa eyed her intrigued by her unexpected support. Jungkook rested his big hands on the table so the distance between the two was not very long. Jungkook reciprocated brought his eyes from the map to her with such intensity that a chill ran down her spine.
"No intention of offending Hedas but ... That area is practically inaccessible, there are many warriors and we do not know the area as well as they do." A warrior intervened with respect but with a clear caution in his tone of voice, taking his gaze instantly. Jungkook and Lexa's.
Suho ducked his head towards Lexa to say something to him in a low voice. “You are right, Lexa. It is crazy.
Lexa stared blankly at the map. I knew it was. That is, who in her right mind would get into enemy territory and attack one of its strongest points with hardly any superficial information. Of course, she knew, but her instincts told her that she must continue forward.
"If what is on the map is true, the only source of food and water is the river." She spoke more to herself than to the rest. There was no doubt in her voice just a little uneasiness. She was letting herself be controlled too much by the voice in her head and was beginning to wonder if she should let it interfere with her decisions. "There are much closer military settlements but if we get them to move they will leave us free."
"Okay, suppose we unknowingly leave the way open." How would we do it? ”Silence reigned in the store due to the lack of answers.
"Contaminating the river," Jungkook said in her deep low voice.
Lexa looked back at him quickly, finding herself strangely connected to his gaze on her.
[...]
The meeting didn't take long after Jungkook's idea. They planned an interim plan to have something done for the next meeting. Lexa left the store satisfied. The meeting had exceeded her expectations in every way. Certainly, if she was honest she had always thought it was a waste of time. That they would not agree. But it was just the opposite, her warriors and those of the iron clan got on so well that there was hardly any discussion outside the main topic.
Lexa went to her horse tied to a tree located a few meters from the store which they had begun to dismantle. Suho was at her side, accompanying her as always.
“Princess!” The familiar mockery of her voice made him stop short. Lexa made a forced smile and then turned to Jungkook heavily. "Do you have a few minutes?"
Lexa swept her body suspiciously before nodding. "Sure."
Jungkook stretched out his arm in the direction of the riverbank. His arrogant smile made her nervous. Lexa sighed and started walking in that direction.
"Alone," Jungkook roared loudly towards Suho when she saw her intentions to follow Lexa. Suho formed a forced smile while emitting a short sarcastic laugh.
"I will leave if Lexa asks me." The same roar returned. Jungkook also laughed with the same intensity as she took a few steps in their direction so that they were face to face.
"Lexa? What trusts are those with your commander?" Jungkook spat with a hard look.
However, Suho saw the right moment to form a more than sarcastic smile. "She is much more than that to me."
After his deep confession, Jungkook brought out his teeth when he smirked. His tongue came out of her mouth to touch her fang. Then he hit his inner cheek. All that while watching the horse behind his Suho. When he turned his hard gaze again, it had intensified even more accompanied by a wicked smile that shouted nothing but pure contempt. Suho was not left behind crossing his arms as he bravely kept his gaze up.
"Suho, stay," Lexa interrupted, holding her arm in a warm gesture. Suho looked at Lexa with doubt over her eyes. Her expression had relaxed as she felt the warmth of his touch wrap around her arm. Action that Jungkook silently watched. He didn't know exactly what bothered him the most if he saw how her voice managed to control him or the delicacy of his grip. After a stare fight with her friend, Lexa looked closely at Jungkook.
"She couldn't hurt me even though she will try."
"Okay ..." Suho agreed quite calmly until he looked back at Jungkook leading his gaze back to anger.
Jungkook smiled triumphantly despite his sour character. He did not detach his gaze from Suho walking backward until he reached the open area of ​​the river where Lexa waited impatiently with his arms crossed.
"What do you want?" Seeing his voice so changed Jungkook felt more annoyed than before. Before he could bear the contempt of his gaze but not now when he had witnessed that he could look with other eyes.
"This was not what we agreed," he accused indignantly without taking his gaze from Lexa's. Jungkook wanted to be indifferent and he succeeded but when Lexa smiled the same way his gaze doubted a second. Really, he wasn't used to anyone standing up to him. Much less a woman.
“Haven't I married you?” Jungkook growled annoyed at the irony scattered in his tone of voice. I look away from the river in search of tranquility. His sharp jaw gleamed almost like an apparition from the reflection of sunlight. It was not the only thing that caught his attention but in fact, the scar he found on his cheekbone was more entertaining. He wondered its origin, it was not very large, nor very visible. It was the perfect combination that hardened his angelic face.
"You know what I mean." Annoyed, he replied through a whimpering moan.
He looked at her again unsatisfied, Lexa blew out annoyed.
"I think my point was made clear the other day." She exposed resentfully as she uncrossed her arms and let them drop heavily on either side of her body. "If that's all."
"No." Jungkook stopped him in his escape attempt. Lexa rolled her eyes returning to her position. She raised her eyebrows indicating that she should continue speaking. "Our camps are protected by different walls."
"Yes and what?"
"Well, I really see foolishness to have two camps with two different walls when their bosses are married." As Jungkook was exposing her headache, Lexa's eyebrows were rising. "I've thought of building a common wall."
"Joining the camps, is that what you're trying to tell me?" Lexa asked. In response, Jungkook nodded seriously. Lexa averted her eyes to the stream at her feet as if seeking inspiration. She moaned thoughtfully.
She dropped her defensiveness to a more open one. Jungkook's proposal had taken him by surprise, but he had not liked it too much. Having a common wall means increasing the territory of both fields. More space to plant, more space for families, proximity to the river, more protection ... It was a quite smart proposal because the military strength would also increase.
Jungkook raised an eyebrow while waiting for an answer.
"If you don't agree, I will accept it."
"No, no ..." he interrupted quickly. Jungkook let him continue speaking patiently. "... actually, it's a good idea."
"Fine," Jungkook simplified.
"Yes," she agreed in the same way.
"I will test the proposal on the council, but for me, it will go ahead."
Jungkook nodded his head. "I thought the stone area would be a good place to mark the new joint wall."
"Yes, it is a good area," she agreed in the agreement. Then he pursed his lips in pleasure. Jungkook nodded again, ending the conversation. "Leidon. *
"Leidon. *" Jungkook replied.
Lexa circled her body to return to her horse. Suho stopped looking at Jungkook's back to focus on her. Lexa sent a reassuring smile before her body fell to the ground.
She moaned dizzy. Everything was spinning. She put her hand to her head. She looked at her hand and found it flooded with blood later, with her eyes closed.
[...]
"You're protective shit," cursed a distorted voice that echoed inside his head. She groaned disoriented. I try to open my eyes but couldn't find the strength to do it. The senses began to perceive things again. Weakly closed his hand noting in his inner palm a kind of soft surface.
"Shut the fuck up!" Another different but equally deformed scream collided with the other voice inside the dark pit of his head.
"Enough both!" The third exciting voice-activated enough mechanisms to start reacting. "Sorry, but he is her husband, he has more right to be here than you, Suho ...
“Suho?” Lexa stuttered dizzy, catching the attention of the three pairs of eyes. The nominee hurried to the gurney when I hear his faint voice.
“Lexa? OMG. No, don't talk. Save your strength. ”He shook her hand with his to make her feel like he was next to her. Lexa slowly opened her eyes feeling overwhelmed for a few seconds by the focus of light after so much darkness.
She brought her free hand to her forehead, meeting the rough touch of a patch. "What happened to me, Suho?"
"They tried to kill you," another stronger voice replied. With improved eyesight, she saw Jungkook appear at the foot of her stretcher sending a serious look.
"I ..." A sob turned his attention to his friend. "... Sorry." I didn't know what was happening until you fell to the ground.
"You should rest. You hit yourself in the head very hard." Jin interjected kindly, appearing next to Jungkook with a worried look.
As if the number of people who had so suddenly invaded his field of vision was not enough, a Jungkook warrior joined the meeting and whispered something in his ear, then left as if nothing had happened. He analyzed Jungkook's serious expression so he assumed he had received bad news.
"My men have caught her," Jungkook said in the neutral voice typical of a person announcing something unpleasant.
Lexa frowned."Her?"
[...]
They waited in the council room in complete silence. Jin had advised Lexa to continue resting but she refused to do so. Even more so when the identity of her aggressor would be revealed in the assembly. She could see that there was no one from her clan, so she assumed that her mother had not been informed of the attack, otherwise she would have been there screaming in the sky.
His chair was next to Jungkook's. An egalitarian gesture that he certainly did not see coming. The rest of the councilors waited patiently in their respective places on either side of the thrones.
A high pitched scream of fighting began to sound closer and closer. Lexa tensed in the seat straightened her body. Jungkook felt the force of his nails dig into the wood out of the corner of his eye so he immediately put his hand on it to reassure her. Lexa stopped losing air through her mouth to look at him surprised without success as Jungkook looked straight ahead.
"Hedas," said a soldier by way of greeting. He bowed his head in respect. Then, Lexa turned her eyes to the front, what she found was completely paranoid. A girl of no more than thirteen years old lay at the feet of the warrior tied hand and foot with her knees on the ground and her head down.
Lexa blinked at Jungkook before whispering in a confused whisper.
"It's a girl."
Jungkook watched her closely, then nodded almost as shocked as she was. Lexa watched her tiny figure cautiously.
"You tried to kill me, why?" Lexa raised her voice so that the message would reach the end of the cabin where the girl was waiting gagged.
The girl used her straight blonde Caucasian hair to cover her face. She raised her head to Lexa, who was waiting impatiently for her answer, but lowered it again, ignoring her question: "Is Ronald sending you?"
“Answer!” Jungkook demanded, burning with deep rage. Lexa jumped out of the seat briefly at the poisonous impact of her voice.
"My soul is at peace because I will die knowing that I will try," the girl recited weakly. Everyone in the room looked at each other as they muttered.
"Try what?" Lexa asked, still not overcoming the strangeness in her voice.
"Kill my parents' killer," he roared in response, his voice dark and bloodshot.
The room was once again in deep dazzling silence.
"I didn't kill your parents." Lexa frowned in confusion.
"You killed them when you decided to shoot that arrow of fire." The murmurs soon returned with full force. Lexa was static in the seat. Memories of the chaos she caused hit her mind too hard. Screams of pain and suffering echoed inside her head. She wasn't aware of the present until she heard hurried footsteps heading toward her.
-Murderess! Murderess!
“Take her away!” Jungkook growled furiously at the warriors who had intercepted the girl on her way to Lexa. The girl resisted. She kicked the air and she didn't stop screaming until she was taken out of the cabin. Looking blankly, Lexa realized that the nightmares of her dreams were her fault. She had summoned her demons and that girl had just reminded him of the disaster they had caused. Now!
Jungkook's scream lifted the advisors from their places. Murmurs flooded the cabin until the last of them came out. Left alone, Jungkook frowned in concern at Lexa.
"We are not that different," she assumed in a neutral tone. She kept her gaze focused on the gap where the warriors had dragged the girl. Lexa sighed deeply and then bit her lip restlessly. That girl wanted to end the murderer of her parents. She wanted to do the same. They were the same intentions but different contexts. Her chest was tight with guilt.
"You chose to save yours above all else," Jungkook argued in a persuasive tone. He rose from the throne to place himself on his knees in front of his. With the kneecap glued to the step. I try to meet her gaze but Lexa did not respond.
"I have left that girl orphaned." The neutral tone repeated itself this time being much more serious. Lexa swallowed hard as she became aware of the consequences of her actions.
"You killed so they won't kill you," Jungkook corrected gravely, causing the seriousness of his voice to activate the mechanisms of his head and finally react to his gaze. There was so much intensity in those brown eyes that I almost begged him to keep talking. "The path of a Heda is not easy, Lexa." I know you will make the right decision.
The right decision.
It is amazing how three words can change a person's destiny. Whether she will live or die. Their traditions were clear. Asking blood for blood but ... Was that really the damn right decision?
Did that girl deserve death for wanting to avenge her parents?
Did that girl deserve punishment when she craved the same?
[...]
Quite possibly it had been the worst night of his life. The nightmares returned with force, upsetting his sleep so much to the point of preventing it. If I closed my eyes I saw blood. If I closed my eyes I saw a fire. If he closed his eyes ... he saw the death of his father.
She closed her eyes in anguish. The time helped to clarify the ideas but in her case, it had only served to fuel further doubts. I know that many people were waiting outside, wanting to hear a sentence. The screams managed to interfere with her cabin as if she were there. But she didn't know if she preferred silence more.
As she came out of her cabin completely, the outside noise hit her ears harder. As the intuition of people following an event like this had intuited was countless. Making her way between her subjects out posing right in front of the girl who was tied to a wooden stick. Jungkook was just behind sitting on his throne patiently awaiting his arrival.
When he did, he got up, which made everyone present obediently shut up to listen to his Heda.
"We are here for trial on charges of attempted murder." Lexa Skycru of the Heavenly Clan will be the one to sentence you. ”Jungkook shouted dominance at all his subjects. Lexa turned her head back to watch when her eyes made contact. Jungkook nodded.
"Let her die now or be silent forever."
"Yes! Death! ”A maddened warrior ruled causing others to rise up with the same messages."
—Jus drein jus daun! *
"Let it burn!"
"Yes!"
Lexa squeezed her eyes shut at the rumbling so disturbing the warriors' uncontrollable and disorderly screams caused.
"There will be no death!" Lexa cried with the same dominance as Jungkook. Then she looked at the soldier who was closely watching the girl. "Let her go." The screams thundered again for her incomplete satisfaction. The girl slowly raised her head towards Lexa who did not stop looking seriously. "You will give a message to your commander." Let him know that the heavenly tribe and the iron tribe are going to kill him. We give you two weeks to remove all women and children from your territory. After that time a blood fight will open.
"What makes you think I will comply?" Answered the girl, forming a hypocritical umbrella.
Lexa took her lips off. "I couldn't avoid the deaths of your parents. I ask you to help me avoid others."
[...]
A couple of weeks had passed since the bonfire incident. Everything had passed without further interruption. According to the testimony of a soldier sent for recognition, the threat to Ronald's clan had taken effect because he witnessed people leaving their lands to head towards the mountains. Arguably, that had been a small victory in the war that was about to take place.
Now, for the moment, having controlled the war theme, Lexa decided to focus on the construction of the wall that would unify the celestial lands with those of iron. As expected, some snags had arisen from her advisers, but Lexa had managed to persuade them by showing them the many advantages that it would offer. Of course, the one that was most accepted was the extension of land and therefore wealth.
She had been in her hair for about two hours, observing from a distance how artisans worked. She ran her forearm across her forehead to wipe away the sweat. The sun shone hotly high in the sky, suffocating her presence. Despite being sheltered under the shade of the tree, the temperature was inhumane. When the reflection of the river water called her in a mirage, she came to him like bees to honey.
Jungkook, who was also in the same conditions when she saw Lexa heading to the river to cool off, decided to follow in her footsteps.
Suho, who in fact was also the same decision to do the same but with other intentions being stopped by a familiar voice.
“Where are you going?” A hand attacked by the passage of time wrapped her forearm holding. Suho blinked at the woman he recognized as Lexa's mother. The woman looked in the same direction as him, clicking her tongue. "Let them speak."
"I don't want to let him clear the way," Suho confessed with a deep tone full of jealousy, still watching Jungkook approach Lexa from behind.
"Suho ..." However, Kerin's melancholic whisper diverted him from his focus. The woman watched him sadly. "There was never away."
[...]
She left her shoes on some rich ones to put her feet in the water. The cold sensation sent cramps all over her body. She sighed thoughtfully as her gaze fell to the shell necklace her father gave her when she hunted her first rabbit. Unconsciously she held it tightly between her malpa as if the gesture could make her return. In fact, no. The whole situation with the girl had unearthed a pain that he thought was relieved.
The night before she had had what she believed to be one of her worst nightmares. Eg the dream, her body took the place of the girl. Her hands were painfully tied with string. In front of her was the girl holding a stick with fire on its tip. Her macabre laugh sounded when she saw that her attempts to free herself always end in failure. Suddenly, a familiar figure appeared just behind the girl. Lexa smiled at her father who was looking at her with pity. But everything became darker, more confusing. Her father had stopped smiling, now, now she was pushing the stick down so that it caught the leaves under her feet. Everything seemed to go further and further until she woke up.
"It hurts, it's normal." A voice behind her spoke. Lexa slowly opened her eyes out of her reverie. Then, she looked at Jungkook who was looking at her worried from the top of a rock. Unlike her eyes that contemplated her beauty reflected in the sun, his followed the path of the tear that ran down his cheek. "I also thought at some point that I would not overcome pain but I did."
"How?" She asked. Her chest tightened accordingly as her distressed voice shone from her appearance.
"Recognizing what it is: weakness," Jungkook replied seriously. Keeping his gaze fixed on her until Lexa lowered his towards the river.
"Love? I can't live like this. ”I groan angrily, then, turning around, she grabbed her shoes and walked to her horse, leaving Jungkook silent.
[...]
Burdened by the endless hours of council meetings she ends up running away from the back of the cabin. She coughs in the face of the unwelcome sting of the sun that blinds her until she is used to her vision.
“Get up and fight!” A wild scream draws her attention completely. Looking for the origin of the problem, he sees from afar a group of children sitting in a circle. In the middle, a tall woman with brown hair pulled back into a braid, thin but with a muscular body, keeps them with their heads down while yelling at a child on the floor.
"I'm tired ..." Her voice sounds so weak and it is when she finishes approaching that she notices the brightness of her tears on her cheeks.
But the woman laughs. "In war, death does not distinguish who is and who is not. Raise!"
"Hey!" Lexa growled annoyed, catching the attention of the woman and the children who looked back immediately. "He told you he can't take it anymore."
"It is an exhaustive training I already knew what I was facing." The warrior answers with hypocrisy giving her a look of few friends.
"Besides, it is her punishment for being the weakest."
"And it seems fair to you? Who fights against you who have more experience?"
Lexa raised an eyebrow as she placed her hands on her pitcher-shaped hip. The children's eyes went between Lexa and the warrior with caution.
“Are you free if you want to take her place?” She offered, giving him a mocking bow.
Lexa walked confidently towards her until she stopped when she reached the center of the circle. A child helped the wounded man to get up to sit him completing the circle.
“What are the rules?” He shook his head in her direction.
"Until you can't take it anymore," she added with a hint of wicked amusement in her voice. He smiled as the tips of his fingers enthusiastically brushed the edge of his sword. Lexa pouted her mouth before nodding.
The warrior attacked first with all her might. Lexa dodged the blow with agility and then returned it with the same force. Their swords clashed screeching at the contact.
Lexa's feet were firmly planted on the ground providing stability. The warrior slapped her shoulder against his but Lexa held her position as if nothing had happened.
Then, the warrior brought out a toothy smile. "You are skillful who would say it when ..." She brought her mouth to whisper in her nose.
Lexa ironic river."The value of a woman is not measured in the number of cocks she raises."
Their swords unhook and collide again this time with more fury. Lexa glared at her with a hard but triumphant look when she realized that the warrior's feet were dragged along the ground by her strength.
"Of course not," she growled in response, pulling away. She stepped back to catch her breath as she swung her sword gracefully.
"Because I'm only interested in lifting one."
Lexa frowned in surprise when she realized the gaze was directed at something behind her. Curiosity won the game when he followed the direction, meeting Jungkook and two warriors in the middle of a conversation in the distance. Lexa swallowed hot with the inexplicable heat that began to melt her insides.
She'd lost track of time so much that she didn't see Raven kicking her back, knocking her to the ground. Lexa coughed when dirt got into her mouth. Then, she turned angrily towards Raven who was smiling victoriously. Lexa was mentally punished for being so foolishly distracted when she was in the middle of a fight.
"It's funny that you are husband and wife but you sleep in different cabins," Raven continued with provocation.
"Trouble in paradise? Already realized that you are not worth anything?"
Lexa threw a blow to her stomach so hard that the warrior's body landed two feet away.
"If you're so anxious to take my place, do it." Lexa roared with her fists clenched and her nostrils dilated by her altered breathing.
Raven dropped to her knees with her hand on her stomach as she laughed wickedly and watched her in pain. "I already have."
Lexa blinked, not knowing why her body was completely paralyzed. Raven scrambled to her feet trying to punch directly into her jaw but Lexa didn't fall that time, intercepting her arm to twist him in the back and then kneeing her in the mouth, knocking her to the ground proclaiming herself the winner.
"Well, enjoy it," Lexa yelled passively, not showing the least bit of affection. He watched her from above in disgust as he circled her to get away from there not before releasing his last attack. “So much that you like to lift things try to get up now.”
[...]
"What was that?" Suho asked, walking slowly through the trees as he approached. Lexa under the arch, forgetting about the rabbit that ran free through a clearing. When he saw the expression on her face, he clicked his tongue at the surprisingly fast rumors that ran through his people.
"Comprehensive training," she clarified simply by pointing back to the clearing. She pursed her lips in a dissatisfied pout when she found it empty.
"And since when do you take a thorough training so seriously?" Suho scoffed, raising an eyebrow in amusement.
"Do you like me?" Lexa asked hastily without a hint of lucidity in her voice or disturbed expression.
"What?" Eyelid Suho.
"As a woman."
"Oh," she uttered in surprise as her senses returned to stress. Suho gulped foolishly for taking a few seconds to start the mechanisms in her head again. "Are you smart, fair, and brave who wouldn't like you?
"I don't mean that, but the physical." Do you think men can like me? ”She sighed. She frowned sadly and bit her cheek nervously. Lexa had never been an insecure woman but she couldn't help falling into the labyrinth of doubt since she had that fight with Raven. Her voice sounded confident and firm without hesitation in her advances. She hated feeling so affected. She was envious of her experience and a strange avalanche of punctures in her stomach when she pictured her with Jungkook. Because it was obvious. There was something between them, why else would he let go of that without foundations on which to lean. There was also the possibility that she just wanted to give him a hard time but his head guided her to the first option over and over again.
-Why do you ask me that?
"It doesn't matter." Lexa smiled sheepishly avoiding her curious gaze. Never. But never. I would tell something so intimate to Suho.
"I think ..." Suho whispered, drawing her attention to the intimate tone she used. "... you are the most beautiful woman I have ever seen." You have the most beautiful smile in the world, Lexa.
Suho couldn't help but spread a medium smile. There was a warm glow in her eyes, too revealing a glow with feelings so far hidden from her. Lexa opened her eyes in surprise.
Feeling against the sword and the wall before her revealing gaze.
"Hmm ... do you think this area is suitable for camping?" Lexa added, turning her head towards the map.
"What?" She said absently. "Oh, yes, it's good," she answered calmly, still admiring the way her hair covered her left profile. Suho couldn't help but smile relaxed. "It's very good."
[...]
"This is it, thanks for listening." Lexa finished towards the councilors, saying goodbye with a polite smile. After the third and last meeting of the week on the previews of the new wall, she felt less weight to worry about. She sighed resignedly turning to Jungkook who kept his eyes fixed on the marked area simulating the limits just discussed. "I had thought we can use the old materials to build the wall." This way we will use the brick and we would have more to build more houses. — she said, looking askance at him, waiting patiently for the chestnut tree to react or say something that it did not do. for...
She wasn't aware of how quickly she stopped talking until Jungkook pressed her lips together in a desperate kiss. She opened her mouth, tucking her tongue in without warning. Lexa moaned in complete shock with her eyes open. Jungkook's hand tightened on her waist, pressing her to his chest. Lexa's hands were trapped in her shoulder area. Jungkook tilted his face and intensified the kiss.
Lexa closed her eyes slowly, letting go. Opening her mouth to receive her tongue. She sighed discard as she slid her hands up to his neck. His fingers gripped her hair and she stretched. Jungkook growled ecstatically bending down to lift her by her thighs and place her on the table. The map crumpled as her butt landed on top but they cared little.
Jungkook broke the kiss, creating a wet snap. Panting, her breath hit his face with a dark, wistful, wild gaze full of unstoppable lust. He brought his hands up to his cheeks. He moved his thumb affectionately, delighting in the softness of her skin to end up pressing his thumb to the soft skin of her lower lip. He approached in a quick kiss, letting out a satisfied moan when he felt her participation.
"Jungkook ..." He threw his head back as wet kisses began to come down his jaw. She stretched her roots again with excitement, taking another guttural growl. His hands slowly lowered down a path to his lower back until… “Jungkook!” An annoyed scream caused Jungkook to blink in confusion. He pouted his lips as he hugged her chest. Jungkook looked at her with a frown. "No, of course not." What's wrong I'm talking to you about important things?
"Why did you tell Raven that she liked to lift things?" He blurted out without warning importing anything or little that his thought had come out loud.
“What?” This time it was he who blinked in confusion. “It was just to provoke him.
"You spoke very loudly," he said, raising his eyebrows.
Lexa rolled her eyes. "Can we focus on this, please?"
She indicated the map with her hand, looking down at it again. Jungkook couldn't help but think how good his hair was.
Others would think it was foolish to notice that Lexa really had a beautiful profile. Her small and delicate jaw gave her face that innocent point that drove her crazy. She did not know but her face was very expressive showing everything that crossed her mind. He could tell when she was sad at the tilt of her mouth or how upset she was when she wrinkled her nose shrugging and making it more adorable.
Jungkook smiled mischievously at the conversion that began to play in his head as if it were his favorite song. Of course, I hear what Raven said what was not seen to come was that Lexa reacted so annoying. Her heart warmed to beat faster.
Then, she took advantage of the fact that she was distracted to approach from behind and stick her lips to his ear.
"She will never lift my cock as you do."
[...]
Hunting day.
Without a doubt, his favorite activity of the week. He was looking forward to it because it was the only time of the day when he could relax and breathe deeply the oxygen-rich air of the forest. Her lungs are grateful and certainly her head clear too.
Carefully advanced through the field by the number of thin sticks that will not hesitate to break at the slightest touch. She didn't know the area as well as she usually would, but that didn't stop her fighting spirit. She swore to herself that she would hunt good prey today.
A small innocent laugh changed the course of her attention. Not far from where he was he saw a girl of about eight years old smiling as she curiously observed a small bird on top of Jungkook's palm. Practically the smile was drawn alone on her face. Next, the little bird flew off causing the girl to rush out after him. Jungkook had a small smile making him look innocent and youthful.
Her disunited face in contrast to sunlight was, from now on, her favorite concept.
"I didn't know you could treat the children," Lexa commented, approaching slowly while sending her an amused look.
"I adore children especially how they are made," she said gracefully when she felt their steps approach from behind.
Jungkook looked at her recreating his typical arrogant smile in which his tongue struck the inside of the cheek.
"You are incredible," Lexa confessed, tempted. "It is not a compliment."
Although Jungkook clearly knew how to perceive the mockery and irony in his voice, something inside him was excited. He proceeded to follow her slowly, earning a sidelong glance from her.
"Your ass is also amazing." Lexa stopped walking and turned around with her eyes open. When she saw his eyes go up to her face when she turned around she couldn't help but blush. Jungkook raised an eyebrow. "Oh, it's not a compliment."
His mischievous laugh was a harsh blow to her who spread her blush to the tips of her ears in embarrassment. She had fallen into the game that she herself had created. Feeling too insulted when she looks at the ground, she doesn't think twice and bends down.
Jungkook stops when she notices something hit her back.
“Did you just throw a handful of dried leaves at me?” He asks, surprised, then slowly turns around.
Lexa refuses by pressing her lips together as she passes by like she's nothing.
"I don't know what you're talking about."
-No? Okay — falsely accept. Because when Lexa turns her back on him, Jungkook bends down and throws a dried pineapple at him.
"Hey!" She cries complaining and turns around. Bring your hand to your lower back to caress the area and thus relax the pain. Of course, Lexa frowns when Jungkook innocently shrugs. He raises his eyebrows and laughs wryly. Then he reaches down and throws a handful of dirt at her with small stones that end up dirtying her cheek. Jungkook coughs and Lexa laughs maniacally. She acknowledges that when Jungkook throws another dried pineapple at her chest, she starts having fun. Both succumb to the game and start throwing everything they see on the ground. They laugh together for the first time. Lexa can not help thinking that her laugh in a normal state is quite pleasant away from that dry sound that she usually emits when she laughs without emotion or grace.
When she stops listening to that melodious laugh she drops a handful of leaves and looks at it. She lets out a groan of surprise as her back hits the wood of a tree. Jungkook corners her in less than a second. He doesn't know what's going on but he feels a chill when he feels the hardness of his thigh brush against hers.
"Don't move, I've seen something among the trees," he says uneasily. He is about to complain when Jungkook places a hand on his shoulder and pushes him back towards the tree.
"It must have been an animal," he growls uncomfortably. His body is so big that it covers him in seconds. Her heart beats so hard that she's afraid Jungkook will notice if her chest keeps pressing against her like that.
"It wasn't a fucking animal." Jungkook's voice turns serious and dangerous as he lowers his head to look at her. Lexa is connected to her eyes without being able to avoid it. They are so dark that you could lose yourself in them and not complain about not finding the exit. Jungkook's breath directly hugged the upper skin of his lips making the hairs on the back of his neck stand on end. He had never been so close to a man so he attributed his nerves to lack of habit but that did not take away the fact that he was also the first man his body trembled with the slightest touch. One hand was held firmly on top of his head while the other was off to the side. They were so close that the tips of his feet touched hers. Jungkook's lips remained in a neutral grimace combining with the seriousness reflected in his body. He knew he was tense from the way his shoulders were not resting from that straight line. He intended to say something but his mouth did not respond to his commands as if the connections in his head had lost touch with reality.
By having him this close he could have the privilege of analyzing his features in more detail. He hadn't even realized, until now, that just below his lower lip was a mole. And for some strange reason, he wanted to stretch a finger and squeeze it. Jungkook cleared his throat to catch his attention. Lexa cast a curious glance at him and then her cheeks turned red.
She looked away embarrassed for being so impulsive and caught on the spot. When in reality, Jungkook's discomfort hadn't been precise because of over-gaze but because of the way he did it. The dream returned to his mind when he noticed how his eyes traveled to detail his lips and certainly, this was a moment that could not be carried away by his primary impulses. So she decided to return to her tough posture. "I'm going to look at stay in place again."
Lexa rolled her eyes when I hear him so demanding. As she indicated, she walked away completely and then returned to where they had been playing.
"Do you see it? Nothing happens… Jungkook! ”Lexa shouted in fright as an arrow grazed the right side of her head knocking him to the ground. Jungkook was swinging his head on the ground while complaining sore eyes tight. Lexa ran towards him in a panic attack. She knelt down and tried to lift her head. "No, no shit." Jungkook? ”He was desperately searching for an answer, but Jungkook only produced moans that were getting weaker and weaker. I tilt my neck carefully to look at the wound. When he touched the blood on the tip of his ear and saw it black he cursed under his breath. "Poison ..." This one was different, this one was much more powerful and dangerous because it was not just a paralytic. He swallowed hard, laid his head gently on top of a mountain of leaves, and then got up. "Hold on, I'm going to get help, please just hold on."
[...]
Despite the fact that things had gone well and no misfortune had arisen, she could not feel completely relieved. As he ran toward the camp, he caught a glimpse of a man running in the opposite direction. He forced himself not to follow him because Jungkook was more important. He was afraid that the man would come back and hurt him at seeing him so unprotected but again, he forced his legs to keep running.
This was not the time for his paranoia.
Fortunately, Jin was in his cabin and in possession of the antidote. He dipped the red seaweed tea in a handkerchief and placed it on his ear to absorb the poison. Two hours later, Jungkook woke up and as soon as he regained the notion of reality he returned to his clan's affairs. He ignored Jin's warnings and left as soon as his legs left him.
For that very reason, after his last meeting with the council, on his way back to his cabin, he ran into a worried Jin. After that, he wasn't even aware of what went out the door.
"Jin said you didn't want to heal yourself." The girl's voice sounded annoyed as she made her way deeper into the cabin. Jungkook, who had been studying a map on the table, turned irritably.
"It is foolish to waste supplies when there are bigger wounds to take care of."
"At least let me take a look at you," he asked, pulling up the small white bag to put it in his line of sight. "Sit at the desk, please."
Jungkook frowned at her but finally ended up obeying and going to the table to sit down. I interlock my fingers and click my tongue in annoyance. Lexa ignored her childish attitude. She indicated with her fingers to tilt her head. A gesture she made against her will but in silence.
"You see?" Jungkook replied wryly, raising his eyebrows. Lexa looked at him seriously when Jungkook turned his head again.
"What I see is an open wound that, if not healed, can become infected," he reproaches with annoyance. It was true, Jin's superficial treatment had made the wound a mere scratch, but she still had a fresh layer of dried blood on the tip of her ear. He breathed in focusing on the task. He reached out for a piece of cotton, dipped it in rubbing alcohol, then put it on the wound. Jungkook groaned plaintively at the sting moving in place.
Lexa pursed her lips. "Sorry."
"Were you worried about me?"
Lexa stopped looking at the wound as soon as she perceived the softness of his tone. Flashing nervously, she cleared her throat and concentrated on cleaning the blood again. "Don't be so self-centered, I worry about everyone the same."
“Sure?” Her tone had suddenly dropped, becoming intimate and personal. The cotton was suspended in midair when Jungkook turned his head to connect his gaze to hers. Lexa frowned a few seconds before relaxing her face. He perceived her seriousness in his penetrating gaze. Set and firm on yours. They had never looked at her like that. They had never left her speechless with a glance. And when Jungkook slowly started to get closer his mind flew into dangerous territory.
"Don't turn your face I can't see your ear." She growled annoyed to hide her nervousness. He caught her chin and turned her face again.
"Are you going to see your mother tomorrow?"
"Yes, I haven't been in a while."
"Then I will go with you."
"No need, Suho ...
"I do not care. I wanna go."
"Okay," she accepted, confused by his sudden interest. "You saved my life, I'm going to have to start taking you with me everywhere."
"I was used to it ..." Jungkook pronounced, taking a scowl from Lexa. Seeing that he was not responding, he shook his head in denial and returned to his task.
[...]
Now that the two clans were unified and the roads opened, the distance and time to travel were considerably less. Before, when he suffered those longings for freedom and escaped to the forest, it took him more than half an afternoon to return home. Now he realized that time was no longer going to be a tedious burden.
But undoubtedly, a considerable change to consider was the look of his subjects. Before, they treated her as an equal now they watched her from a distance with a shy look. But he knew it was not for her, the citizens did not fear his presence but Jungkook's. And it was normal, he was a foreigner who had been forced to fear above all else.
His mother was still occupying the usual cabin, so when she was at the beginning of the camp, it didn't take long for her to stand in front of their doors. The atmosphere was tense, he knew it very well because he could feel the thoughtful air. The two men behind him had been silent the entire way creating an atmosphere filled with awkward silence.
He tightened the reins to hold the hair still so he could get down from it. Suddenly, he noticed movement in his rear when he turned his head, large hands adjusted at his waist, and helped lower it. Lexa widened her eyes when her feet finally landed on the ground. Intuitively she placed her palms on top of her chest to stabilize her body. When she noticed the hardness of her muscles, she looked up. Jungkook intensified him as if he wanted to speak to her from that gesture, show him a longing that he had not seen reflected before.
The sound of a cracked door opening made them slowly come to their senses.
“Lexa?” With an excited tone, her mother turned to her, surprised by her visit. He wrapped his arms around her neck to press her against his chest as he had always done. Lexa inhaled the smell of roses from her mother's feeling at home. "What are you doing here ...
When her gaze fell on Jungkook as they parted, the words got stuck in her mouth.
"It's been a while since I came and I missed you," Lexa added with a melancholic smile capturing her mother's attention. She pursed her lips in delight as she analyzed her daughter. I caress her cheek and then gently curl a strand of hair.
"You are prettier, you eat well, right?"
"Yes, mom," he replied monotonously, but still emitting that smiling aura.
"I'll be back later so we can get back together." When Jungkook spoke his mother frowned and Lexa looked at him confused.
“Aren't you going to stay for lunch?” After her mother's offer, Jungkook felt her body freeze.
"I don't want to disturb her, ma'am." Although Jungkook's voice had come out it would be his calm face hiding nothing but shame. Ever since he had noticed her presence Lexa's mother had been nervous and certainly he too. She did not like to be observed, much less annoying than the reunion between mother and daughter.
Lexa's mother protested. "That I have not agreed to the terms of your marriage does not mean that I do not respect my daughter's decisions. As things have been you are still my son-in-law and therefore part of my family now. So if you both go inside ...
Lexa looked around with a frown meeting only the three of them. Suho had left without saying anything and that started to worry.
"... and by the gods call me mother no lady."
Jungkook nodded rhythmically as if he had just received a military order. His mother re-entered the cabin followed by Jungkook, Lexa said goodbye to the outside with a sorry look still looking for his friend.
[...]
The food had not been as tense as expected, his mother had managed to get Jungkook to release his tongue and that he would abandon that serious and lonely posture for a moment. When Lexa finished her last bite of roast chicken, she slowly got up from the table and proceeded to carry the plate into the kitchen. I put it on top of the steel counter and then turned to go back. However, a small drawing hanging on the wall with a skewer caught her attention. She came closer to admire the painting more closely.
She couldn't help but chuckle shaking her shoulders at the poorly scribbled paper. It was her father and her. Lexa had given that drawing to her father for her birthday, immortalizing that day when they went to see the birth of the tents. She certainly did not expect her mother to keep her away.
Hearing the sound of a plate hitting the counter behind her, she rolled her eyes and broke her smile.
"If you're going to tell me again that love is weakness, better go back the way you came." I exhale tiredly facing the wall. She did not feel like arguing knowing that her mother was only a room away and that she could hear everything but she could not shut her mouth and let it pass because she was not for talks full of the pure and empty feeling of life.
"It's what my father taught me," Jungkook said calmly resting a hand on the counter. Lexa raised an eyebrow and turned on her feet in annoyance.
However, when I did not notice that mischief in her voice nor that arrogant posture, she began to feel intrigued. Her shoulders leaned down and her gaze seemed to be drowned in rage. I've never seen her like this. Then, she repeated her words in her mind slowly, paying attention to each one of them. She had just named her father. The ancient Heda of the Iron Clan. She couldn't help but feel curious about him because his father didn't even tell him those things claiming that she wasn't ready for such.
“Since when are you Heda?” The question came out on its own as if it were in thought out loud that it needed to get out before it rotted inside.
Jungkook raised his eyebrows contemptuously as he said, "Since I was thirteen."
"And your mother?"
"She died of an infection in a pandemic." She didn't seem hurt at all treating the subject as if it were just one more in her life. Lexa felt terrible grief adjust in her chest. She was really so calm that she was scared of her indifference.
"Don't you miss your parents?"
"They never acted as such because they should?" And there was the reason. Jungkook demonstrated so many things at once that his confused brain was slow to see them all at once. Answered questions normally. He hadn't even been affected by answering the age question. By God, since he was thirteen years many others have passed. How can a child face the role of Heda when she, at her age and with a supposed training and maturity, still showed some discomfort when assuming responsibilities. It must have been quite shocking and disturbing.
"And you?"
Lexa blinked lost. "A lot." He confessed weakly. Then a small nostalgic smile filled her lips. "My father was a little harsh sometimes but not too much he always fixed it with a smile."
Jungkook nodded instantly with the same aura of nonchalance. He didn't know exactly why, but seeing him so serious and frigid, his body began to walk alone forward. Jungkook's arms were suspended in midair as Lexa buried her head in his chest and wrapped her small hands around his waist. It took Jungkook a minute to react by wrapping his lower back and pulling her to his body so that his chin rested on top of his head.
"I'm supposed to be comforting you," Jungkook commented closing his eyes as he felt the warmth of Lexa tuck him in gently. His strawberry scent went up to his nostrils, making him his favorite scent.
Jungkook smiled helplessly as his tired sigh bounced off his chest. "Stop growling so much."
[...]
She turned her fifteenth turn on the bed before finally turning on her side. His hand was under her pillow and her legs were on top of each other. Although she will try to close her eyes and allow herself to be overcome by fatigue, her body had other plans that night. It was so strange because I was sleepy. Her eyelids drooped wearily but her eyes didn't want to close. Finally, and after half an hour later, she sighed in defeat and closed her eyes to sleep.
A sharp surface brushed her neck causing her eyes to squeeze uncomfortably as she brought her hand to it a strong arm turned her face up.
"I should have done this from the beginning." Realizing that it was not a dream and that both the pressure on her neck and the terrifying voice were real she desperately opened her eyes to meet a man on top of her body. She opened her mouth to ask for help but her hand covered her mouth immediately. "No bitch tonight you won't be the same luck."
The fingers around her nose closed, pressing on her nostrils. The man laughed pleased when his legs stirred urgently. I was so scared. So annoying. So disgusted by feeling so touched. With her hand on her mattress, she began to feel the surface quickly when she brushed the ass of her glass bottle she didn't think twice before hitting her on the head.
“Bitch!” She moaned loudly, touching her head. Her body fell to the side from the impact giving her the space to sneak towards the door. But when she was about to open the door, her filthy fingers pulled her ankle down causing her to have to put her hands forward to avoid hitting her mouth on the ground.
Lexa threw a kick that landed on her face. The man cursed when her plant deflected the septum from her nose. But that only caused the rage to turn into a fire that was impossible to quench. He tugged on her ankle, dragging her back under him. This time he wasted no time and his fingers wrapped tightly around her neck. Lexa sucked in strangled moans as she felt oxygen leaking from her lungs. Her legs were flailing furiously but when her thumbs clenched the hollow of her windpipe the movements stopped executing due to lack of oxygen supply. With her last breath, she continued to search for something on the ground when she felt something sharp lead her forward, driving a piece of broken glass into the socket of her eye.
The man released her in a brutal scream bringing his hands to her pierced eye as she crawled over to her chair to rest her back.
The door opened so hard that the hinges broke. Jungkook ran into Lexa as two soldiers approached the man to arrest him on the ground.
"Lexa!" Jungkook yelled desperately but she had already passed out from the effort.
[...]
"Swallow," Jin asked worriedly. I remove the spoon from his mouth and Lexa swallowed the jelly with difficulty. He closed his eyes when the softness touched the walls of his throat but soon after the pain began to lessen becoming bearable. When Jin noticed the relaxation on his face, he smiled regretfully. "You will take this every time you eat or talk a lot. It will help with swelling and reduce itching.
Lexa nodded so as not to form the vocal cords. Sometime later the door opened, causing her to divert her attention to it.
"How are you?" Jungkook asked, seriously leaning against the door frame. The tension in his shoulders told him that he was still on alert, his hoarse tone still annoying.
"Where is?"
"He's in the dungeons. Now answer me."
"Is he the one who attacked you?" She didn't need an answer when he noticed how Jungkook's eyes hardened. "I don't understand, Suho was at my door like ha ... OMG! Suho okay?"
"He's fine."
"Then why don't I believe you?" She frowned in annoyance at his sudden caution. Jungkook avoided his gaze making him more nervous. "Can you speak clearly?"
"We have found Suho unconscious."
Lexa opened her eyes in fright. "Has that man done something to you?" If something happens to her because of her, she would never forgive me ... I have to see it."
Jungkook strode to the stretcher when the girl tried to get up from the stretcher to run towards the door.
"Lexa, stop." Jungkook's large hands tightened on her shoulders to sit her down but she hysterically denied.
"Don't ask me when my friend is hurt!"
“He's not hurt, he was drunk, dammit!” Jungkook's scream stopped all activity in his system. His face paled and his chest clenched.
"What?" I breathe incredulously.
Jungkook looked down before looking at her indecisively. "That's why that son of a bitch could easily pass because your friend was sleeping."
[...]
After an arduous week on the stretcher in Jin's cabin, he was finally able to be discharged and take up his duties again. Jungkook had been holding the position of Heda Celeste in his absence, which he was grateful for, when he took over again he realized that there was not much work to do. The only pending thing that could not be attended to by him was the man who slept in the dungeons.
He had explicitly ordered that he should not be given water and that he should be given only a piece of meat a day. That man was a bounty hunter with many deaths behind him, he deserved nothing more worthy.
“Are you going to judge me?” He asked, staring blankly at the floor. She was sitting on the throne in the assembly hall waiting for Suho. When he entered, he looked at her so seriously that he knew what she was thinking.
"You are my Heda, I will accept everything you decide." She did not like the respectful and distant tone he used.
Lexa frowned in embarrassment and then looked at him.
For God's sake, how did they get to this?
"Is what they say true? You have sentenced a man."
"He was a murderer."
"He was unarmed!"
"Me too!" She screamed loudly causing an outrageous echo to form. Suho raised his chin indignantly. "I don't expect you to accept it because I no longer require your morality."
"You are not the same."
"Neither do you," she replied with all the pain in her soul. Suho stopped forcing his gaze relaxing her in a full of regret. He took a step toward her but she reached out, stopping.
"It won't happen again, I promise."
"I can not risk."
"You know I would give my life for you."
"I know."
"He put it in your head."
"Jungkook has nothing to do with it."
“Then why are you looking at me like I want to hurt you!” He roared furiously, causing Lexa to leap onto her throne. Her jaw clenched so tightly that blood began to collect in her head. When she saw how fearful Lexa's eyes expand, she stopped clenching her fists and straightened her regretful body.
"Have you been drinking again?" Lexa asked, leaving him speechless. Suho felt so ashamed and so insulted at the same time that he turned around and ran out of the room. Lexa pursed her lips to hold back a sob. Tears welled up in her eyes almost out of necessity out of helplessness.
"You shouldn't let a simple soldier affect your decisions." A serious voice sounded from behind her but she never took her eyes off the door.
"Suho only wants the best for me," I whisper shattered in a passive tone. Jungkook swallowed hard when he couldn't stop his emotions from overpowering his character.
"Me too." He sighed on his knees in front of her. Lexa looked at him instantly with longing. "And so, I ask you to let me protect you."
[...]
"The decision is yours," Jungkook mentioned, turning his head in her direction so that only she would get the message. Lexa maintained too insane eye contact with her attacker who lay tied hand and foot to a stick in the middle of the plaza. Just below him were the woods. Around her, the crowds screaming for justice.
"Dann*." The sentence came out so easily that it scared her. She kept a stiff expression to avoid being affected by the looks that began to haunt her.
Automatically the citizens shouted euphoric at her decision.
"Jus drein jus daun! *"
She opened her mouth, removing her sitting posture when she saw a warrior light the torch and lower it towards the branches to light them. When the fire came Lexa closed her eyes instinctively. However, feeling a glance over her, he opened them again. When she found that pair of eyes among the people her stomach clenched. Suho watched her disappointed, sad, and lost. Lexa pursed her lips as the pressure on her chest caused her eyes to water. After that Suho was disappearing among the people until no trace of him was left.
Screams of pain rang out loudly, Lexa diverted people's attention and when she looked forward her chest heaved and her eyes widened in horror. A tear ran down her cheek at the scene so macabre. The smell of burned skin was the one that urged her to get up from her seat and flee traumatized to her cabin. When she slammed the door shut, she started screaming hysterically.
By the gods what have I done?
What the fuck have I done?
She covered her mouth with her palm to keep the sobs from coming out but it was too late all she did was delay it. It was already wrong from Suho's disappointed look and that of the man ...
Holy God!
The air began to lack so badly that she began to sweat and consequently feel overwhelmed when the dress was embedded as a second skin. She reached up to her dress and pulled it out desperately. She hugged her bare breasts as the night breeze blew in through the window. Her shoulders trembled with cold and her wailing muffled moans. She closed her eyes tightly trying to calm herself but ended up opening them exasperated when she saw in the dark the image of that man burning alive.
A finger stroked the line of her spine, bristling her skin. She bit back a gasp and her body stopped shaking as the softness of lips caressed the skin of her ear.
"Are you sad?" He whispered hoarsely, allowing himself to be filled with sweetness. Her eyes closed again as a hard chest completely covered her bareback."Let me comfort you. Just let me help you forget about everything. I can do it I'm very good at it."
"Then do it," she asked without being aware of her actions. Her arms still tightened crosswise as she turned to face him. She opened her eyes slowly, meeting a gaze as dark as night. She was scared because she had gone from controlling her movements to letting go. Jungkook stretched out one of her hands to stroke her cheek with the tips of her fingers. Jungkook suddenly stopped smiling, replacing her expression with a more serene and analytical one. She stepped closer, closing the distance. Her slowness was sweet torture but deep down she was grateful that it gave her time to get used to it.
He brought his fingers to her chin and lifted her head. Lexa closed her eyes and parted her lips. Then, Jungkook bowed his head and kissed her sweetly. It wasn't a quick kiss, nor was it a proper kiss, since there was only a superficial contact. When Jungkook separated almost instantly Lexa opened her eyes weakly. Her gaze had darkened, she had grown wilder, more eager.
Lexa parted her lips again but closed them again when Jungkook pounced again this time more eagerly. The passion of the kiss took her by surprise but she didn't complain because when Jungkook opened her mouth tight to deepen the kiss she let it dominate her mouth. Jungkook's hands snapped to her waist, pulling her body forward to hit her chest.
She felt comforting heat build-up on the skin under her palm. Her hands were so large that they practically covered her entire back. Jungkook groaned and raised his hand to his face to incline him further.
Lexa gasped as she felt the tip of her tongue touch her lower lip, she wasn't even aware of what was happening until Jungkook's tongue entered her mouth to embrace hers with passion.
Lexa uncovered her arms feeling suddenly brave and brought them to the nape of her neck. He dipped his fingers through the strands of her hair and stretched them ecstatically as Jungkook reached down to his behind and knead it hard. Jungkook let out a throaty moan and leaned his body closer, holding her almost under him. Lexa took a step closer by sticking her tits to her chest. Her nipples bristled completely from the rubbing of the fabric of his shirt. Jungkook put his hand to the nape of his neck and formed a fist of hair as he opened his mouth more for a stronger kiss. Saliva gushed from their corners like a waterfall but they didn't care because the wet sound of their lips coming together was worth it. Taking advantage of his hair grip Jungkook cut the kiss in a snap. His altered breaths cooled and heated the skin of his lips creating such an exciting contrast. Jungkook rolled his eyes down his face analyzing his appearance. His cock jerked into his pants when he saw her with her mouth open as her lip trembled and her eyes narrowed with excitement. He growled desperately drawing her to his mouth eagerly. Lexa hugged the back of her neck receiving her kiss submissively.
When Jungkook again separated god two steps back to contemplate the fullness of his body. Soon his eyes delighted in the turgidity of his pale chest with spiked nipples, the wonderful line that went down to his navel from training and especially the tiny white panties with a dark stain.
"Shit, you're beautiful." Jungkook sighed gone. Lexa was too embarrassed to see the hunger in her gaze proceeding to lower her head to hide her flushed cheeks.
But Jungkook had other plans, he brought his fingers to his chin and lifted her so that he could see her eyes. Lexa held what little breath she had left after the kissing session when Jungkook gave her the warmest smile she had ever seen while as she approached, she rested her eyes on her bare breasts. When she was close enough that there was almost no distance between them, the fingers that hugged her chin went up to her mouth to run her thumb over her lower lip. "Be a good girl and let me prove you."
She pressed her lips together in a slow kiss with her tongue before abruptly parting causing Lexa to follow her mouth unconsciously.
I blink drunk with pleasure watching Jungkook guide his mouth down her cheek giving her a wet kiss that also caused her bottom to get wet. He rubbed his thighs urgently as his tongue drew a line down her lower jaw almost touching her neck. The fingers at the nape of her neck tugged at the root inadvertently causing Jungkook to growl and go on to attack her neck mercilessly. Lexa squeezed her eyes shut at the feel of his lips closing on her skin to suck. His mouth began to travel to the area of ​​her clavicle where he bit her and pampered her with kisses with his tongue.
She kept going down to the line of her breasts where her tongue slipped. Then she brought her mouth to an already erect nipple and bit into it as one hand came up to knead the other.
His hand clenched the fist of hair at the nape of his neck and pressed it to his skin. Her belly flinched as her tongue sank to her navel but what undoubtedly made her body shudder from the balls of her feet to her head was the kiss she gave on the line of her pelvis. I swallow nervously when I notice how the garment swirled around her fingers. Jungkook raised his eyes to hers to get his blessing when Lexa bit her lower lip and closed her fist on the nape of her neck. Jungkook smirked, lowering afterward still with eye contact his lips towards the stained area of ​​her panties. Then her fingers proceeded to stretch the garment down until it was jammed at her ankles. Lexa shifted her feet so that she will leave her body completely. Jungkook grabbed her leg and placed it over her shoulder. Next, he placed a small kiss on her inner thigh area. Lexa swallowed nervously when she noticed that the kisses did not stop and that they were on a descending path. She didn't know what she was doing until she jumped embarrassed when she felt his cold tongue caress her folds mischievously. A shy moan came from her lips as she ran her tongue back this time going deeper. God, never, ever, thought that someday he could feel so much pleasure. Never, ever, she thought that Jungkook on her knees could be the most exciting thing in the world. She brought her fingers up to separate her lips for better access. When he kissed her red button it swelled accordingly earning a loud moan. Lexa threw her head back at the endless sensations she began to feel. Without hesitation, he inserted his tongue into her hole making Lexa squeal and then cover her embarrassed mouth.
Jungkook laughed still with his lips pressed to her skin causing her too sensual a vibration. He brought his mouth back to her swollen clitoris to suck with force, then Lexa felt a cramp run through her body that ended up causing a ball inside her belly to explode and her body to suffer spasms. Jungkook licked him to orgasm with delight, kissed his clit again, carrying a whimpering groan from the overstimulation, and then sat up again. He brought his hands up to his waist to keep Lexa's body from rushing back. The girl opened her eyes dizzy when she felt his breath hit her nose. Jungkook licked his lips gladly tasting and tasting again the product of his orgasm causing Lexa to blush immediately.
He hooked his leg to her hip and laid her on his bed, placing himself on top of her. Afterward, Jungkook kissed her lips again ecstatically making Lexa feel his taste in her saliva. He returned his kisses down the column of her throat stopping this time in her ear to whisper hoarsely. "Your pussy is so sweet ... I wonder if it will feel like that around my cock." He caught the earlobe with his teeth and I stretch it sensually. Lexa groaned, crinkling her shirt eagerly. His hand went down her skin, ending in her pelvis, which took the boldness of a palm tree. "Open your legs more, baby."
Lexa obeyed dazedly, dizzy from so much pleasure. Jungkook stuck out his thumb and stroked her clit in a circular motion. Lexa moaned softly, opening her legs wider. Next, she sank the same finger slowly into her hole, taking another cry of complaint from the girl.
"It hurt..."
"Yes, I know ..." he whispered softly on her cheek before kissing the tip of her nose. "... but you have to prepare for my cock since your small pussy is too tight." lips. Lexa nodded slowly. She brought her hands to the area of her shoulder blades and squeezed hard when she felt another finger go through her hole. Bufo buried his mouth on her shoulder as he tried to focus on the pleasure that gradually began to lessen the sting. She moaned with pleasure, spreading her legs wider, urging Jungkook to introduce the third. Movement shoves out of her fingers soon became insufficient.
"Please Jungkook ..." she pleaded breathlessly, running her nails through the fabric of the shirt.
"Please what, baby?" He whispered with too perverse amusement as he kissed the shell of her ear and increased the movement of her fingers.
"I want ... I want ..." but she was silenced by a needy moan when a fourth finger entered inside her small vagina.
"Fuck ..." he cursed under his breath, giving her a quick kiss before getting down on his knees in front of her. She pulled the shirt over her head, exposing her wonderful puffy pecs and her wonderful chiseled belly with stone-like abs. Her legs spread wider on their own at the image causing Jungkook to growl like a horny animal as he brought his free finger up to her clit to stroke it in circles. When Lexa lashed out at her second orgasm, I swear her breath was out. With her eyes clouded she saw how she could as Jungkook got up to take off her pants. He was surprised that she didn't bother wearing underwear but all those thoughts stopped making sense when she looked down at his cock. Her eyes widened at his width and length. Her mouth practically opened by itself when she saw how big it was. She panicked because she began to doubt if that big cock would fit in her inexperienced little hole. Jungkook brought his right hand up the spine and slowly muttered himself, still looking into her eyes. He groaned plaintively at feeling so needy. I bring two fingers to her mouth and place them on her lip.
"Open her" he ordered hoarsely but very needy. Lexa opened her mouth wider allowing both fingers to enter her mouth to bathe with the moisture of her tongue. Then, he brought those same fingers to the base of his cock to stroke it over her. Jungkook moaned, nodding backward, then stared at her sharply. Lexa swallowed nervously. Then his great body fell on top of hers to give her a wet kiss. Lexa spread her legs wider so that she will be more comfortable. He circled her waist and squeezed her hard when he felt his cock hit her stomach. She almost died right there, feeling the inhuman softness of her cock's skin. He parted his lips in a wet snap and looked at her seriously again. Jungkook drove the tip of his cock into her entrance to caress her up and down to cover her with his juices. Lexa spread her legs wider and he growled, kissing her again. She parted again and sighed on her lips.
She put a hand to her chin to connect her eyes. "Tell me if it hurts and I'll stop. Please tell me."
Lexa nodded as the last answer before everything will begin. Of course, it hurt when she inserted the tip. She felt a hideous tear of skin that ached like a thousand demons. When she complained in a silent moan Jungkook froze and looked at her cautiously.
"Don't stop ..." he pleaded without air. I scratch his lower back causing him to tuck in a little more. Jungkook groaned as he lowered his nose to hers to brush against her movement. When he finally reached up to the hilt Lexa groaned in need as she gazed at him pleadingly, her eyes teary with emotion.
Jungkook rushed his lips to hers as he began his coupling slowly. Lexa broke the kiss to moan eagerly bringing desperate hands to the nape of her neck to continue with the kiss. Jungkook released an animal roar as he rolled his hips sensually and she clenched her fingers.
"Fucking tight pussy," he growled giving a deep thrust that made them both moan. Lexa began to notice how their bodies floated with sweat. Her demolishing eyes kept a frown as she increased speed. She let out an open moan before smiling wickedly over her mouth. "So good to me, my baby."
Lexa automatically brought her nails to her back and squeezed. Jungkook had just claimed as his own and although in other circumstances he would have yelled a couple of insults at him, this time, he opened his mouth more to moan.
"You sweet baby can only receive my cock." No one else's. Only mine. ”She growled in her ear, annoyed, hitting her thigh causing her to moan and jump hard. She left a path of scratches on her back that ended at the nape of her neck again. Jungkook came back to face his face with pressed noses. "Say you only want my cock. Say only this pussy can be fucked by me. ”He shouted ecstatically as he increased the depth of her hips. Lexa threw her head back but Jungkook's fingers tightened at the nape of her neck and forced her to look at him. A spanking on his butt made his moan.
"Yes ..." I sob from the force of his thrusts. "Only you ... Only you can fuck me ... Oh shit!" She screamed when her orgasm came with more force than the previous ones. She collapsed onto the bed, leaving herself at the mercy of her need.
Two more thrusts and Jungkook was jerking wildly to drop his load on her stomach.
"Shit ..." he cursed contentedly as he fell to the side of the girl's body. He covered his eyes with his forearm widening his bicep. Then he wrapped his waist around her and pulled her to his chest with his leg pressed to her hip. Lexa frowned tiredly feeling suddenly at ease when a honey scent completely seduced her.
[...]
In caresses, his finger wandered down her back from top to bottom. He couldn't stop staring at her and he certainly would never tire of admiring her natural beauty as he slept on her chest. If Jungkook was completely honest, there was no adequate sleep conciliator because his eyes did not want to close for fear that what was in front of him was nothing more than the product of a good dream. And if so, he did not want to wake up.
I gently brush stubborn strands of his cheek to better admire his profile. His face was so serene and so pure. It seemed like a mirage for how the light that filtered through the window panes reflected on his face. He looked like a clear angel that his character was far from one. Jungkook smiled at his thought. Afterward, he placed his lips gently on her forehead and hugged her to his body, growling in satisfaction as he closed his eyes.
"Ai hod yu en * ...
“Lexa, can we talk?” A male voice and the sound of a squeaking door put him on alert acting as a reflex act to catch the blanket to cover their bodies.
“Call before you come in, asshole!” Jungkook growled, radiating as he got up, helped by the support of his hand. The scandal of the voices was so disturbing that Lexa groaned sleepily and then opened her eyes.
“Mmm?” She murmured groggily as she waited for her gaze to adjust to the intensity of the light. When she did, she watched Jungkook absentmindedly, then looked at her blanket-covered body. He frowned looking in the direction he was glaring at and then saw it. To her best friend with wide eyes and a look full of pain and sadness. "Suho?" But he wasn't looking at her but at Jungkook. When her mind was fully awake, she opened her eyes in exaltation. "No, wait!" Lexa cried desperately, extending her hand forward as if she could touch him from a distance, but Suho quickly left the room with the door slamming behind her. He'll come in! "he yelled in the direction of Jungkook who frowned annoyed. It was ... It was on purpose! About last night..."
“Last night has nothing to do with this!” She roared in outrage as she denied.
Lexa blinked. "I shouldn't have trusted you," she sobbed, getting out of bed as fast as she could grab the dress, put it on over her head, and run out the door. "Suho!"
“Lexa!” Jungkook called desperately but she ignored him. When he slammed the door, Jungkook cursed, throwing the pillow on the floor. "Fuck."
[...]
"Suho stop!" Lexa ran after him, not caring about curious glances, not caring about the sharp stones that puncture his plant, but he didn't seem to care either. "I order you to stop!"
Suho stopped his body abruptly and then turned around. There was so much pain and so much anger in his gaze that Lexa gulped.
"That you want to explain you are his wife, it is normal that you take care of him." He assumed with a venomous irony so harmful that Lexa does not remember another scene in which he will behave so impulsively.
"I don't want to hurt you," she shook her head. She frowned sadly and pursed her lips regretfully. Really, hurting her was never in her plans. He never wanted to break her heart but he couldn't lie. Jungkook awakened things that he with so many years of friendship never managed to develop. He didn't know when it happened alone that it just happened like that, without realizing it.
"Well, you already have," Suho sobbed painfully before making his way back and leaving his chest tight.
[...]
The tension was palpable in the environment. He had decided to march in front of the warrior formation so as not to meet Jungkook as well as Suho. I was confused. She never had been. Her head ached from all the feelings she was unable to command. She felt happy because she had spent what would probably be the best night of her life but at the same time, she felt like a total hypocrite because her happiness had destroyed his friend.
As Lexa thought with her head down, Suho followed Jungkook's horse closely. She struck her back with so much hatred that it could form a whole. When they reached the river bank and decided to take a water break, Suho soon followed him toward the shore.
"What a coincidence that you suddenly become interested in Lexa when all you have done is harass her." He did not hide the contempt in his voice as he approached where Jungkook filled his canteen with river water flexing his knees.
“Harass her?” Jungkook asked smiling, still looking at the stream. Then she got up slowly and denied. "At least I'm able to respect your feelings, asshole."
"Because of the affection I feel, I will not allow you to play with her."
"Is that all you feel for her?" Honey? ”Jungkook replied with a dangerous grace. I raise an ironic eyebrow as I scanned his body.
"You don't know anything about me," Suho growled feeling disgusted by also feeling too observed.
"It is not difficult to know. Surely you have been in love with Lexa since childhood, you always approached with the excuse of wanting to protect her when we both know that you had other intentions."He took a break before smiling again." It must have been quite shocking to see us together in her bed."
"No, not really," Suho replied nonchalantly. Jungkook nodded in amusement. "Because I know he didn't stop thinking about me."
Jungkook gave a wicked chuckle.
"You don't think much when you fuck like that."
"Just because she was forced to marry you does not mean she is forced to love you," she replied to his laughter with a more concise and borderline. Jungkook hardened his features. "I am his best friend, do you really think that for a moment she would choose you?"
"I wouldn't make her choose to begin with," Jungkook sentenced seriously. He left there before he really lost his temper and hit the punch he so badly wanted to land on his stupid jaw. She closed her eyes trying to calm down. I really didn't want to cause Lexa more trouble.
[...]
From the bottom of his chest, he emitted a bleak sigh. Things were going from bad to worse with Suho. A couple of hours ago I had seen him leave with a group of soldiers. They had seen each other from a distance but immediately Suho looked away and then disappeared through the gates of the camp as if nothing had happened. He couldn't help but feel bad, but should he? She was so confused ... So upset with the voices in her head. She had to act like an adult and speak things or she had to act like a child and leave things to be fixed over time, no doubt, that was the worst option.
“Are you going to continue to ignore me?” A hoarse voice that he recognized instantly broke into the council room. Lexa reached up to the ends of the table to squeeze the wood.
"Because of you, I have lost my best friend." She tried to sound cold and hard but the only thing that succeeded with that was that when looking at her and observing her furrowed gaze her chest oppressed.
"You are fucking unfair, Lexa." Her annoyed voice reflected what she felt right now. Her gaze was so intense that the girl looked away like a coward. "Do you think this is easy for me?"
"What do you want? You don't even know, do you? "She snorted as her sharp words slipped with difficulty out of her lips." Last night was a mistake, I was in low spirits and you took advantage of it."
"That's really what you felt or what you've forced yourself to believe so as not to disappoint your fucking friend!"
"You don't know me." Hearing his growl, she responded with the same intensity.
"It is true because the Lexa that is in front of me now does not look at all like the Lexa that was with me last night." She perceived so much nostalgia and longing that her anger quickly evaporated from her body. She looked up and looked at him hesitantly. Why listen to him so hurt and see how his gaze hardened by his rejection developed in her a feeling of guilt that began to come out in the form of an uncontrollable tremor.
"I don't want to hurt his," she finally confessed the demons that torment her head. It was true. Suho was probably one of the most significant people in his life, if he didn't want to be a part of her anymore, surely Lexa would never meet someone so special again. But then, then there was Jungkook. That arrogant, arrogant chestnut that had not done anything since he met him always put her in a bad mood. Until last night, when she showed him with her kisses and caresses that the connection that united them from the first time she looked into his eyes was not temporary. It was her first time. Her first kiss and quite possibly the first man to shake her heart so hard. But then, she would go back to Suho again. She wouldn't approve of it and that meant she had to get away from Jungkook until she cleared her feelings.
Jungkook clicked his tongue.
"And would you rather do it?"
His words burned into her memory. Not only for the softness but also, for the sentimentality with which he had spoken. So much feeling in a damn phrase that made his come out and mix with his.
He swallowed hard. "I ...
Lots of screaming immediately distracted the two of them. They both looked at each other in alarm before running out the door. When they saw the environment at the entrance to the camp they knew that something was wrong. Lexa desperately searched the crowd for brown hair when she couldn't find it, she desperately marched towards the only soldier in her unit she knew.
"Ton, what happened?" Lexa asked, suffocated by the screams of pain from the wounded. There was one who collapsed to the ground and started screaming as if possessed. A nurse came up and helped carry him into a cabin. As the scene receded the soldier looked at him again.
"The mountain soldiers attacked us when we crossed the river," he said, agitated by the pain of his poorly healed wound in the leg. Lexa increased the frequency of her breathing almost instantly. Her eyes widened and then she asked altered:
"Where's Sohu?"
"In Jin's cabin," she pointed out quickly. She didn't even finish talking because the girl had started running towards her friend's cabin. She started to get worse. Stretching at the roots hysterically when it dawned on her that if she was in Jin's cabin that was more serious than the rest.
When she came banging the door hard against the wall, she covered her mouth when she saw her lying on a stretcher. Her shocked gaze scanned the bandage on her belly where a bloodstain leaked through the bandage more and more.
"Lexa plugs the wound so it won't bleed!" Jin shouted, suddenly appearing at her side with a needle in her hand. Lexa reacted almost as desperately with him and reached out to her friend to squeeze her belly. She immediately noticed the wetness of the blood but did not care. She wiped away her tears with her elbow and looked up at Jin who sighed. "Well, we're going to have to sew."
[...]
She caressed her cheek gently noticing the heat that had returned after the operation. Her face no longer looked so pale, recovering a little that orange color. She slept with slow breathing although from time to time she couldn't stop complaining moans from her lips.
Lexa took the cold compress from her forehead and changed it by turning around. As she felt the coolness return to her forehead, Suho sighed with satisfaction.
"You should sleep." Jungkook's voice scared her from behind but she was so tired from being awake for hours that she could hardly react. She just kept giving her unconscious friend slow strokes.
"I don't want to leave him alone," she said in a low voice almost like a whisper. Jungkook noticed the guilt in her tone besides her drooping shoulders and blinked, looked away, and closed her eyes in anguish.
"How is it going?"
"Stable but Jin says the lack of blood is going to start working," Lexa commented worriedly. She huffed in regret as she got up from the stool, turned around, and looked at him rubbing his arms to get a little warm.
"Are there no donors?"
Jungkook raised an eyebrow intrigued.
Lexa denied decay. "Sohu's blood is special not easily found."
"How special?"
"Negative rh," she whispered softly, giving him a quick glance to check that her chest continued to move regularly. Noticing Jungkook's silence, she turned to him curiously.
"Lexa, I have that blood group."
[...]
She shifted her foot restlessly as she waited outside the door of Jin's cabin. Her friend had kindly asked her to wait outside because she was very nervous and would end up distracting herself. Of course, she understood and even if she didn't want to, she listened to her. Jin was also human. She felt the same biological deficits due to lack of sleep and rest, so she decided to give her a truce and not complain.
When the door opened her friend came out with a rag in her hands that she used to remove the remains of blood.
"How is he?" Lexa asked immediately, feeling too much pressure on her head from her nerves.
"Better, now that you've received the transfusion," Jin replied relieved.
“May I see you?” He swallowed hard when he inadvertently raised his voice. Fortunately, Jin understood his situation and ended up walking away from the door.
Although his initial intentions were to walk directly to the bed when he saw Jungkook leaning on the table with two fingers tightening a small bandage on his forearm, his feet only walked towards him. When he saw her coming from the periphery, he stopped looking at Suho and focused on her.
"How are you?" Lexa said, pressing her lips together as she pointed at the area she was squeezing.
"I'm fine, a little weak from lack of blood but Jin says that in a couple of hours ...
"Thank you," he snapped, leaving him stumped. Her eyes widened longingly at his face at the current of concern that suddenly engulfed her.
Jungkook frowned. "Don't give them to me."
"Yes, because you didn't have to. You and Suho don't get along and I have misbehaved with you since we met."
"I suppose so am I," Jungkook said with false grace as he smiled. Lexa took another step, shortening the distance between their bodies without knowing the reason. She just felt too needy to be enveloped by his body heat. Jungkook straightened his body following in his footsteps. When Lexa took another step ... Suho coughed and she stiffened instantly, averting an alarming glance.
"You love her, don't you?" Jungkook said with pain accumulating in the hollow of her heart. He knew this was not the time for his jealousy but he couldn't help but feel annoyed when he saw how she was looking at him.
"I would give my life for him," she confessed as a secret.
"You should stay, maybe I'll wake up tonight." The pain in his voice was perceived by his receivers in such a way that I can't help looking at him in silence as he watched as he walked out the door without saying goodbye.
[...]
“Lexa?” Her head snapped up from her arms when I heard her sorry voice. He approached the bed and stroked her head lovingly.
"Shh, save your strength, you've lost a lot of blood."
“Where am I?” Her gaze was disoriented as she scanned the room intently.
"In Jin's store."
“Soldiers!” She jumped out of her bed, shaking her body with such force that she ended up bent over from the pang in her belly.
"Suho, calm down," she said altered as she lay him down resting her palms on his bare chest. "This offense will be returned, I swear."
"I don't want you to expose yourself more, Lexa. Please, let's go. Let's go far away. To the mountains to the south. " She did not take her eyes off as she settled herself better on the stretcher.
Lexa laughed incredulously."What do you say? I can `t go."
"Yes, you can."
Suho squeezed his hand as he looked pleadingly at her.
"Let me be your protector again." Lexa squeezed her eyes up and stood up from her stool with her back to him leaving her hand hanging on the edge of the stretcher. Suho sat carefully on the headboard and continued in her pleading tone: "I promise it won't happen again if you promise me it won't happen again either."
Lexa pursed her lips when she understood exactly what she was talking about.
"Running away like a coward is a good solution." Jungkook's voice came out loud. Lexa turned to the door as soon as she heard his hoarse voice. Jungkook advanced, approaching the stretcher where Suho looked at him with contempt. "It has been proven that wherever he goes, there will always be someone who wants to harm him." Nothing will happen to Lexa because she is under my protection now.
"She was, too, when two assassins tried to kill her," Suho said in immature reproach causing Jungkook to giggle.
"Well, at least I caught the killers." Tell me, what did you do apart from following her like a dog everywhere.
"Jungkook," Lexa chuckled immediately, taking a quick glance from Jungkook.
"I'm right, Lexa." She defended herself with pride as she returned her withering gaze to Suho. "She doesn't need a protector, she needs a man."
"And you are that man?" Suho replied with a mock too false as she swept her body with contempt.
"He's right, Sohu." Lexa added catching the gaze of the two men. "If I leave they'll think I'm running away, I'm weak and I'm afraid of them. And I'm fucking not afraid of them."
[...]
She wiped her brow from the sweat with her forearm as she walked in the scorching sun on her way to the stables. However, just as she saw the wooden structure from a distance, a nearby voice caught her attention towards a cabin.
“Lexa, do you have a moment?” Jungkook asked patiently while raising an eyebrow. Lexa looked at the stable and then looked at him again and nodded, approaching with slow steps.
"Yes, what do you want?"
Jungkook entered the cabin so Lexa had to go behind him. When she closed the door, she found her on her back.
"No one will use the council room today," he announced hoarsely, leaving her intrigued. When she turned around, she gave him a smile that made her uneasy.
-So what? What are you planning? ”He nodded at her body, distrusting her calm posture.
“Are you expecting me to do something?” He asked mischievously as he took threatening steps toward her, causing her to back off in reflex and her back to hit the wall when the ground was gone.
"No, I don't expect anything." She swallowed hard as she felt her body slowly cover her with his near heat.
"Yes?" He whispered huskily close to her face using his typical arrogant tone.
“What are you doing?” He couldn't help but giggle as Jungkook's compact thigh slipped between her legs. The seriousness he suddenly showed on her face left her paralyzed.
"I'll make sure no one touches you. You said I had to find out what I wanted. I already know it. But what do you want? Tell me? ”When he leaned his face against hers brushing her nose teasing, Lexa swore the breath left her body. She opened her mouth reflexively drawing the attention of Jungkook who looked at them instantly. He brought his fingers to her cheek and stroked her gently. He leaned her face towards his making her imitate her gesture with his eyes closed. He felt the sweet skin of her lips and opened his mouth as he did. He felt the tip of his tongue brush against her teeth when ...
"Fuck," a voice coughed at the entrance to the cabin causing their bodies to part as if they were burning. Lexa moaned in surprise and ran towards Suho who kept one hand on her stomach as her body bent forward.
“Are you okay?” She asked worriedly as she stroked his back. Suho squeezed the door handle for support and looked at her with a smile.
"Yes." He coughed dramatically again. Then, she observed Jungkook with a look full of arrogance causing her to laugh sideways. "Now you better be with me."
[...]
"Two weeks ago a message was sent to Ronald. He has responded with the attack of the river, well, let us respond as well." Jungkook shouted to the warriors who shook their weapons above as a sign of emotion.
Lexa sighed seeing how what she most feared would come was beginning to do so. Despite the joy in the environment, she could not help thinking that not all those warriors would see the sunlight again.
A horse caught her attention. She recognized the blond rider who climbed off the horse masterfully.
"Our observer has seen troop movement from the south," Jimin announced to Jungkook who nodded with the seriousness required under the circumstances. Lexa knew she wasn't the only one thinking about death, she knew it when she saw his tense shoulders.
"That they come this time will not catch us by surprise," Lexa roared loudly, taking an exciting look from the blond warrior.
"Yes, with FireHeda on our side nothing can go wrong."
"FireHeda?" Lexa asked confused but with a smile on her face.
Jungkook rolled his eyes. "Jimin, I told you you won't call her that."
“Why do you call me FireHeda?” She turned his head towards Jungkook who sighed hesitantly.
"You killed thirty savages with a single fiery arrow," Jungkook said delicately knowing that the subject was still disturbing. Lexa looked down at the ground making Jungkook feel guilty and will look back at the soldier with a serious threat in her gaze. "I'll make sure no one ever utters that name again."
"No, leave them. I like FireHeda."Lexa answered indifferently. She nodded with a small smile on her lips. She had to start making peace with her past if she really wanted to move on.
[...]
She kicked his stomach causing the man to fall unconscious to the ground. Then he wiped the sweat from his face, wiping the blood from his mouth. She sighed wearily and raised her head to watch the battle. She smiled when she saw that her warriors had escaped unharmed at the first offensive. In fact, it was not difficult to beat them. Since both her and Jungkook's were used to enduring the sun for many hours to protect crops, the summer sun did not affect them in the same way as the savages, who always lived in a cold and freezing climate.
“They're retiring!” Her squad leader shouted loudly for all to hear. Lexa looked at Jungkook instantly. They were both looking confused.
"What?" Lexa asked, busy between standing up and being able to breathe. Jungkook came to his side and although he did not process it out loud he was glad that nothing had happened to him. Between fights and fights, she had given herself the privilege of observing how she was fighting and she was more than impressed. He was undoubtedly a Heda for something. He couldn't help noticing how good his hair was tousled and bathed in sweat as his chest rose and fell in agitation. Her cheeks heated as her wicked mind reminded her that it was not the first time she had seen her like this.
A horse bolted out of the trees scaring them. Jungkook stood in front of Lexa protecting her with his body. She watched him with a small smile of excitement at his tender desperation to place her behind.
A horse stood up right where its feet were shaking in the air and then fell with the same intensity. Lexa came out of Jungkook's body to look at the mountain speaker suspiciously.
"WanHeda * wants a reunion at dawn," the man announced with superiority, looking at them with disdain still mounted on the back of his horse.
Lexa forced herself to hold back the emotion because she knew what that meant.
"Tell Ronald that the truce will be honored."
[...]
"Tomorrow it will all be over," Jungkook announced calmly as he wiped his extensive bareback with a damp towel. He swept the dirt off the ground from the turmoil of battle as she washed her face by sinking her hands into a bowl filled with soap and water.
"I keep thinking about the lives of the innocents who left in battle," she whispered, lost in her guilt, remembering the bodies that were collected and the families that would never see them again.
"Ge smak daun, gyon op nodotaim. *" Jungkook muttered softly proclaiming her attention. Lexa immediately turned around at the hoarseness of her native language. Her lips parted as her golden chest welcomed him. He wanted to bite his lip as he got closer to her his pecs moved with the movement and the muscles of his abs tightened just inches from his fingers. He forced himself to stay sane because this was not the time to lose his mind, no matter how good the chestnut tree was. "You are a good Heda Lexa." If I died tomorrow my spirit will rest in peace knowing that my clan has you.
"Don't say that," she growled softly, frowning in disgust.
"Death is the war's greatest ally," Jungkook pronounced with passive normality that frightened her, prompting her to capture his cheeks and fix his gaze on hers pleading.
"Shop op! *" He ordered, his breathing altered. "Don't talk about death when you're alive. I already lost my father, I almost lost Suho I don't know what I would do if I also lost you ...
The tremor dominated her tone of voice to the point of gradually fading towards the end. Jungkook tightened the nape of his neck and buried his face in his chest. Lexa clenched her biceps in need causing him to squeeze her harder.
[...]
She had not slept at all but passed her into Jungkook's arms while caressing her head had diminished the effects of the dream.
Jungkook looked at the door of the store with the same mistrust as Lexa. They both sighed and walked towards her. Jungkook pushed aside the cloth but he passed first as a precaution. She accepted because she did not trust Ronald at all.
Upon entering, they found the Heda sitting on a throne made of bones and decorated with bearskin. Ronald smiled hypocritically and then got up.
"I admit that you surprised me," he began to comment amused as he walked down the steps and approached them, especially Jungkook. "I'm not going to sign my surrender."
“So what the hell do you want?” Jungkook asked furiously as he stepped forward-facing up. Jungkook was much taller than Ronald so his body absorbed hers.
"I have come to give an alternative to war," he pronounced innocently, knowing that his words penetrated deeply into Lexa, who soon joined the conversation.
"Talk," she said, taking Ronald's gaze.
"The main conflict is due to the death of the previous Heda Skykru."
"Say it by his name murder," Lexa snapped with fury running through her tone. Jungkook narrowed his eyes glaring at Ronald's body as he moved away to get a better look at her.
"The war is here." Death too. But it is avoidable. As an alternative, I propose that Fireheda fight my brother. If FireHeda wins I will withdraw from the territory of the mountains, if he dies I will stay with his clan. You have until dawn to make a decision. "When she told her plans, Lexa lifted her chin and looked at him full of pride." FireHeda finished off my army with an arrow. I think dealing with a single soldier will not be a problem for her.
[...]
"It's a trap," Jungkook commented with confidence in his gaze and stretched posture.
"I know," Lexa accepted thoughtfully.
Jungkook approached her quickly causing their eyes to connect.
"You don't have to accept that you know that he has agreed because he has no other way out."
Of course, she knew. As well as that Ronald was treacherous shit that he wouldn't mind killing his own mother to get what he wanted. He had been behind his clan's territory for years, and the only thing that had frustrated his plans had been his father. Now that he was gone, he thought that he could finally fulfill his desire. Of course, it was a trap. I knew Ronald's brother well. A barbarian as tall as an old pine, cunning and scarred from training. Anyone would think she was no match for anyone but they did not count on her also flooding those rumors since the bridge attack.
"Ronald is a murderer who doesn't care about anything if it is in my power to prevent more people from dying tomorrow, so be it " Lexa accepted with will power. She raised her head so that she could look him in the eye since she had gotten too close.
"We have a pending conversation," Jungkook uttered deeply as he lost himself in her eyes. Lexa blinked weakly as she sank her cheek back into the comfort of his chest.
"After...
[...]
She shook her hands hard and automatically the muscles in her arms flailed. She twisted her neck in circles to warm the head area. Then she took a deep breath and left the store. Sunlight landed on her eyes blinding for a moment until she got used to it. The sun was shining as much as if it was giving him good luck. As she crossed the line of the arena she heard excited screams from her soldiers and also demeaning screams from the enemy. The drums were played with force following the rhythm of their walk. Upon reaching the center of the arena, he clenched his teeth as he watched Kye talk to her brother, who smiled triumphantly as if victory trickled from his mouth.
"She attacks from the left and when you knock down her defenses I want you to kill her." Keep your eyes open there is no greater weakness than underestimating your enemy. - Ronald whispered to her brother who nodded obediently. Then he walked briskly to stand beside her. A councilor from her tribe climbed onto the wooden platform in front of the field where there were two chairs. One of them was occupied by recently arrived Ronald and the other by Jungkook who was watching Lexa seriously. When she responded to his affective call he nodded giving her strength.
"In hand-to-hand combat, there is only one rule ... Today someone must die!" Shouted the counselor amid the exciting tumult of the masses. She raised her hand and lowered it with her finger pointing towards them. "You can start."
Each one walked towards her warrior to collect her weapon. Kye quickly unsheathed the sword and ran towards Lexa believing that it would catch her off guard when she did nothing but make the first mistake in battle.
Never underestimate your enemy.
Lexa masterfully unsheathed the sword as she spun nimbly, sticking her elbow out and driving it into Kye's back as he ran the blade down his right leg causing it to drop to his knees. The screams of her warriors enthusiastically urged the feat as Lexa walked to the center of the arena still on alert waiting for Kye who rose heavily from the ground.
Upon reaching her, Lexa attacked with her sword. Kye stopped the attack with her sword. It was a match worth seeing from outside. On the one hand, Kye used his brute force to destabilize her with his body. And on the other, Lexa used her wit and agility to dodge everything and return it with more force. After clashes and clashes of her screeching metal, her swords end up crossing. They slid toward the hilt leaving everything at the mercy of force. Kye pulled her teeth out and growled like a dog in anger as he tried to knock her down. Lexa crushed her feet to the ground, holding on with all her being.
When her body began to bend downwards Kye smiled. "You are finished."
Lexa clenched her teeth as she reached for Kye's sword bewildering him. Long enough for her to tuck one foot between her spread legs to drop her to the ground. Kye staggered away, dragging his body across the floor as Lexa waved her hand to ease the pain of the cut. Fortunately, she had thought that wearing gloves would be a good way to protect herself, she had thought well.
She bent down slowly and grabbed Kye's sword from the ground, climbing up next to her to threaten from a distance.
The crowd roared with excitement as Kay disoriented like a headless chicken began searching for something to protect herself from. She found it in a warrior whom she kicked to remove her sharp spear. Lexa turned the swords in midair and approached attacking first in a battle cry. Kye tried to drive the point into her belly but the attack was deflected thanks to her sword. The spear almost escaped from her sweaty fingers but she knew how to catch it in time.
Lexa kicked his leg, knocking it to the ground, but he took advantage of his position to attack hers. Lexa intercepted the attack again but the sword forcibly left her fingers, leaving only one so she was distracted for a second following the path of the sword. She received a punch in the belly causing her to double from the pain, she was kicked in the chest, knocking her down.
Kye tightened her grip on the spear and when she was about to drive it into her neck she cocked her head and was embedded in the ground. She moved her legs nimbly and stood up. She hit her jaw hard leaving her dizzy on the floor. Lexa turned, picked up the spear, and placed it on the column of her neck.
"Do what you have to do," Kye whispered in a strange tone. Lexa frowned and it was then that Kye sneakily showed him the little mirror on her wrist.
"Jus drein jus daun *," Lexa said carefully just before throwing the spear into the throne area.
The screaming stopped as the tip of the spear pierced the bowels of Ronald who did not see his last breath go out.
"Why?" Lexa asked puzzled as she offered her hand to Kye to help lift him up.
"War is not the solution. Ronald killed our parents to become Heda. I take off my family I think I see just ending his reign."
Lexa nodded, satisfied with her answer. The murderer had perished and now new times full of hope would come.
She turned to the crowd and shouted:
"Now the mountain clan will have a new Heda!"
She watched Kye smiling and she nodded in respect as her warriors screamed rather than accepted.
[...]
The parties after a battle were undoubtedly the best. People drank and sang around a bonfire regardless of gender or origin. They were only humans enjoying the end of the war. Lexa smirked as she looked around for a man named above.
But someone enthusiastically stepped in front of her making her stop.
"You've been amazing, Lexa." God those blows. Those kicks. That guy Kye was lucky not to ...
"Suho, sorry I have something to do," she cut when she saw him leaning in the distance against a tree. Suho mumbled something but she kept walking like bees towards the skin.
When he got in front of him Jungkook smiled as he raised an amused eyebrow.
"Hello," Jungkook said calmly.
"Hey," she replied with the same serenity. One that was short-lived as she immediately jumped into his arms desperately. Jungkook squeezed his body, delighting in the comfort of his small figure.
"I knew you would win," Jungkook whispered into her hair. She took off her head with her hands on her chest but still not undoing the hug.
"Ah yeah? So why did you have that scary look all the time?"
Jungkook smiled. "It wasn't because of you, it was because of Kye. Who in their right mind would dare challenge you for a ...
Her mouth was immediately closed by anxious lips. Lexa opened her mouth when Jungkook tightened her nape and brushed her tongue against his lower lip. He kissed her eagerly, eagerly as he leaned her against the tree.
"Does this answer your question?" Lexa said shaken by the recent kiss.
Jungkook smiled mesmerized as he leaned closer to whisper on his lips, "I always knew it was you."
"What?" Lex laughed confused.
"When I saw you run to the bridge and shoot that arrow, dammit, I don't think I was ever so attracted to someone." When Jungkook confessed that, Lexa's eyes widened.
"Were you there? Your...
"Yes...
Now it all made sense. The heat of his body that exuded tranquility and security. Her strong arms that she unconsciously recognized and that fucking honey smell that had driven her crazy from the start.
Lexa filled her hands to her face and cupped her cheeks excitedly.
"Why did you not tell me?"
"Would something have changed?" Jungkook said with pure amusement.
“Why did you ask me to marry you?” He waited anxiously for her answer as he frowned happily.
"I guess for the first time I didn't know how to approach a woman."
"And do you think it was the best idea?"
"Has it worked or not?"
Lexa pursed her lips thoughtfully before nodding.
"Yes, it has worked."
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lonerstoner27 · 3 years
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suffocating, yet i stand.
always fighting or dying.
i’ve been trying
to earn peace.
finding empty ways to
fill the time
always ticking
“because i could not stop for death,”
though i still greet her everyday.
tears mix with blood.
this feels like the end
of a very long fight.
and i don’t even know
what it was for.
ai gonplei ste odon (my fight is over)
-ks
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phenomenal1500 · 3 years
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The Azblida | The 100
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Chapter 2: ~The Northern Death~
For Chapter 1: ~All For Ourselves~ click here
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The further she walked into her direction, the colder it got which meant she was getting closer to the North side of their Earth.
"Well, Clarke... where are you hiding?"
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Three days of walking around the woods and Meave already started to form increasingly bad feelings about where she was heading to. She ran out of food on day two and the water was, as she had forecasted before she escaped, frozen so gaining water grew harder because of the thickness of the ice.
It was unbreakable.
Perhaps she shouldn't have chosen the path that she was determined to follow.
She knew by heart that she could walk from the south of Arkadia to the colder sectors of Azgeda without encountering a living person, but that also meant that the road she decided to follow was much more dangerous for a human.
While her mind and body both knew that the coldness that was present in the sector where she was going to was deadly, the view before her dark hazel eyes only grew more and more gorgeous the further she wandered.
No matter how much Meave used to know about the North, she honestly never expected the cold to be so extreme and she wasn't prepared or used to it at all.
In fact, it was so bad that she could no longer make a fire because of the wood being too wet from the falling snow. The only option the woman had to warm herself up was with the help of the spare clothing that she had brought, but she had already used them and so Meave didn't even notice them 'working' against the cold anymore.
Her body began to struggle with producing energy and she grew weaker as the minutes passed because of the cold and the reduction in eating.
Trying to push all the bad thoughts away to focus, Meave soon figured that she found herself to be on the border of Azgeda, roughly between sector 7/8.
As tired as she was, she forced herself to keep going.
If she sat down now, she would probably give in and die.
Meave's breathing started to slow down and her reflex to hide between two large tree roots was to her surprise just fast enough to stay unnoticed. She tried to listen closely again and what she heard seemed to be correct. People's footsteps bounced onto the soft white snow, causing a soft, yet clear sound. Fortunately for her, they had no suspicious thoughts about someone hiding nearby and she let out a sigh of relief.
Flipping from her stomach to her back, she leaned against the beginning of the tree trunk and suddenly noticed two big feet standing in front of her.
Afraid, her eyes slowly went up to realise a sharp sword was dangerously pointing at her.
"Yu gonplei ste odon." [Your fight is over.]
Meave forced my hands up into a defensive position and she looked up at the man who had her under his sword. The man had short blond hair and brown eyes that stood out because of the white warpaint that covered his face. She stared deep into his brown eyes, shaking her head slowly as a warning. Lincoln had taught her a few sentences in the past so that it would be easier for her to understand his language and eventually she started to ask for lessons herself, making her one of the few translators in Arkadia.
However at this moment it appeared as if the cold and the shock had affected her brain too much, causing her to not be able to think clearly anymore.... definitely not in such a situation.
"Ai gonplei nou ste odon." [My fight isn't over.] Her hands slowly went down again.
"EM-DE LAIK BAGA!" [She's our enemy!]
With speed her hands pushed her away from the roots so Meave could outrun the hostile man in front of her. He chopped the tree roots down right where she had been laying not a second ago and quickly she turned around to dodge another attack. Het bones felt like they could break any second and her movements were painful and slow, but the woman couldn't die right now.
Not like this.
Meave managed to scramble to her feet with effort and the man flew towards her with a loud battlecry, making his action predictable. She moved out of the way and the man's sword got stuck into the tree. The force behind the swing had been too great which gave her an opportunity to flee, but she stayed put instead. She knew she didn't have the strength to fight back, but she wouldn't get far if she left him behind and chose to run either.
Pulling her sword from its holder, she speared the man onto the white tree and the pain released a long scream from his throat.
The beautiful white snow melted beneath him by his warm thick red blood.
His screams continued to echo through the forest until she slid his throat and her eyes glided across the landscape, hoping to not spot any more men.
However, two more men secretly made their way to the incident that the cold woman caused and silently she backed off from the man that had died in pain.
She was too late though and the first one had caught a glimpse of her trying to hide into a few bushes.
The second warrior didn't seem happy after he found his friend dead and Meave was defenceless ever since that man was impaled by her sword.
Without a shadow of a doubt, the man threw a dagger at her head after seeing his dead companion that just passed her ear, causing it to bleed a little. In shock she stared at the trained men. Normally Meave would've probably been able to handle him, at least try to win, but unfortunately not in the state she was currently in. While she was busy focusing on her attacker too fanatically, she forgot about the second one that suddenly vanished and right then she was hit on the nose, causing her eyes to become red and watery in response to the force of the blow in her face.
Meave tripped over the big snowy rocks behind her as she couldn't see anything and still tried to get up with her arms covering her face to defend herself.
She knew it wouldn't work, but she had to do something.
Anything.
After avoiding two, perhaps even three blows by one of the men, Meave suddenly felt a severe pain.
The air was being knocked out of her lungs all at once and she let a short groan escape her mouth as her hands tried to find the source of the pain.
She was stabbed in the right side of her body, in her lower abdomen to be a little bit more specific.
Meave crumbled to the floor, gasping for air while her hands pressed hard onto the wound, and she slowly started to lose consciousness.
Fighting the tiredness and pain, she was determined to stay awake.
She was simply dead if she passed out at this moment.
One of the warriors came closer and ripped her backpack off her back to check what was inside it. Meave just laid there in the meantime, not being able to resist or fight back anymore. All she could do was look at the man while he emptied her backpack. They were discussing what some of the things were and she was startled when out of nowhere a steel arrow flew through the air and pierced one of the warrior's eyes, making him stumble to the ground next to her, dead. The other one had bent over his deceased friend and glared around him with aggression in his eyes.
His hand raised itself with a long knife in it, but before he could do any damage a second arrow flew through the air and pierced his skull as well.
Despite her vision being blurry, she could still see a tall and well-trained man approaching her with his cold blue eyes staring into hers sharply.
If it wasn't for her dying already, she would've probably died by the way those eyes glared at her all dominant or how he bent over her. However, she didn't know what he wanted and out of fear her automatic reaction was to crawl back with her legs and arms. There was no way out once whoever. It was a fact Meave had to embrace as soon her back hit a tree trunk.
He lowered himself even further to her level and dropped to his knees while putting his bow down, his hand reaching for her bleeding lower abdomen. She first tried to avoid his touch, but understood that if she didn't let him help her, she was dead as well so it didn't matter. With an interested face expression, he examined the wound that was created by the other warrior and she weakly shivered when the man grabbed her waist and trailed down the wound with his fingers. It left her groaning in pain, but the man didn't seem to care. All she remembered after that was him picking her up before she passed out completely.
The next thing she knew, Meave slowly awoke in a dank and nasty cave filled with a lot of thick grey smoke. She coughed as she accidentally inhaled it and her body that was trying to warm up again, filled itself with a severe pain. It woke her up completely and she tried to examine the moist cave to keep her mind off of it.
The misty and cold cave was lit up by a big fire that was made in the center and the flames danced across the walls of the cavern.
Meave took her time to take in her surroundings a little better because she seemed to be alone and spotted a pretty large bed made out of mostly wood and fur with simple build tables that were full of weapons and equipment next to it. A pan filled with stewed  food that was almost ready to be eaten stood on a smaller fire next to the left side of a small opening and on the right side of the opening was probably another small cavern, covered up with a fur blanket used as a curtain. Probably serving as the inside restroom if it was too cold outside.
"What's anyone like you looking for in Azgeda territory?" A low voice echoed throughout the whole place and the hair on Meave's neck stood upright when she noticed the muscular man appearing from outside with a bag of rabbits in his hand. "I assume you were trying to bring Wanheda back home and that's exactly why you're here.... you're going to take me to Wanheda."
"In all honesty, sir, I don't know where she is, but I do like to know who you are and where you are from?" She silently hissed through her clenched teeth and the last words sounded way weaker than she intended because even talking caused her pain.
"I could ask you the same, Azblida." He glanced up at her after putting his weapons and rabbits down onto the wooden table and she furrowed her eyebrows.
Meave had no idea what he was talking about.
"Azwhat?"
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A/N: Azblida is a very rare blood type I designed. The literal translation from Trigedasleng to English is ice blood. What it exactly is will be explained in the next chapter.
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queerdinonuggs · 4 years
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The fact that the 100 started with people trying to survive after a nuclear war and ended with... god judging the human race... is batshit crazy. You don't need to triple the threat every season to make things exciting, they completely jumped over so many interesting grounder stories that could have been when they decided to skip to AI in season 3 and it just got more ridiculous from there to the point that it doesn't even feel like you're watching the same show that you were in the first two seasons. Not to mention the severe lack of character growth for so many characters, they just did the same thing over and over again just with higher stakes and it got boring and sad. I'm glad the show is over, and I'm sad that characters that I loved were not done justice throughout the series. Yu gonplei ste odon, may we meet again.
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unchartedcloud · 3 years
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The Stars Watch On - Chapter 17
Yu Gonplei Nou Ste Odon
Part II of What We Deserve.
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Azgeda arrives, and the gauntlet is thrown. The final chapter in Part 2.
"It has been five years, Roan," she says instead, forcing his leering attention to return to her. His knife is still in his uninjured hand, and she holds hers behind her back. "Why now?"
"We are facing an existential threat," he says, and looks over Lexa's shoulder at Clarke, then at Bellamy, then at Abby. As he does, other eyes in the room follow before all return to Lexa. "And the person pretending to be our Commander would rather lay down at our enemy's feet than fight them. Seems to me that means she's not much of a Commander."
A ripple of muttering runs through the gathered delegations, but no one moves to come between the two Nightbloods as they stare each other down. No one, that is, until Lexa says:
"Very well. I accept your challenge."
Bellamy's fingers dig painfully into Clarke's shoulder, as if he's nervous that she'll break out of his grasp. Not that she could, his hands are like iron - but she doesn't even test his strength, only turns, truly incredulous, to Lexa. "What?"
"You can't be serious," she hears Helena say.
"Commander, please," Titus calls, and his voice is closer than Clarke had expected, "be reasonable. These people are traitors, you have no reason to abide them."
"A Commander cannot ascend until the Conclave is over," Lexa repeats without looking away from Roan - and as she does, Nia smiles a truly wicked smile. "And a Conclave is not over until every Nightblood is dead. This has always been our way. I ignored that once, when I spared your life after you'd been injured by that boar. But I will not make that mistake again."
Titus stands beside Clarke now, his eyes and voice desperate as he says, "You do not have to do this, Lexa. Please, name a champion in your stead--"
"Ai laik Heda!" Lexa roars, turning on him with fury in her eyes. "Non na throu daun gon ai!"  
Titus shrinks back from her rage, as does most of the room. Silence reigns in the moment it takes her to turn slowly back around, eying every watching face in sequence with a fierce look in her eye.
"For weeks now, many of you have questioned my strength," she says, in that tone of voice that brokers no defiance. "Question no longer. If this coward wishes to attempt to steal what he could not rightfully take, then so be it. I will face you, Roan kom Azgeda." Lexa's face twists with hate as her eyes land on Roan again. "Jus drien, jus draun."
The color drains from Clarke's face at the words. She's worked so hard for so long to ensure this exact outcome would never occur. And yet here Lexa stands, willingly agreeing to it. "Lexa--"
She turns at the sound of her name, and in the moment that her eyes land on Clarke's the anger flickers out of them. That same wounded look reappears in her eyes, all regret and sorrow - but around them, the gathered delegations have picked up the chant. Jus drein, jus draun, jus drein, jus draun. It grows in volume until the words are on most people's lips, and Clarke can't get a word in otherwise.
Read on Ao3. 
Chapter Ten | Chapter Eleven | Chapter Twelve | Chapter Thirteen | Chapter Fourteen | Chapter Fifteen | Chapter Sixteen | Chapter Seventeen
TW: The end of this chapter borrows from the events of 307. If you were triggered then, and believe you could be triggered again, please don’t read past the scene in the library.
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freedom-of-writing · 4 years
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You’re all I want, all I need
Chapter 1 - I’m ready now
Chapter 2 - The 13th clan
Chapter 3 - Soulmates
Chapter 4 - Your enemy is our enemy
Chapter 5 - Costia
Chapter 6 - The calm before a storm
Chapter 7 - Hurts like hell
Chapter 8: Shouldn’t be a good in goodbye
“Clarke...” Abby calls her gently as she comes to stand next to her daughter.
Clarke doesn’t move, she just stands there looking down blankly. For how creepy it might sound, she has spent the entire night in the medical center by Lexa’s side, never once letting go of her limp hand. Abby’s not sure whether Clarke is holding onto Lexa to feel like she’s still here somehow, or just in the desperate hope of being able to transfer some warmth back into her cold body. Looking in her daughter’s eyes, though, she’s not even sure Clarke has any reason at all. Her eyes are cast down, but not quite looking at Lexa’s figure. Those blue orbs that had been so full of life just the day before, as she and Lexa were holding each other so lovingly, are now completely empty. They say the eyes are the mirror of the soul, and maybe it’s true. Because Clarke cannot feel a thing right now, she’s just empty.
Abby gently places a hand on her daughter’s forearm in an attempt to get some kind of reaction from her. In a way it works, because Clarke murmurs something to her. Abby almost misses it, because Clarke speaks without raising her head, and her voice is very low.
“We should take her back to the capital. Her people deserve a chance to say goodbye properly.”
“Okay.” Abby lowers her hand slowly, until it’s resting on Clarke and Lexa’s joined ones. She waits a second there without moving. When she’s positive Clarke won’t object, she takes hold of her daughter’s hand, and she pull it away from Lexa’s. To be honest, Abby was hoping such a move would earn her some kind of protest from her daughter. Anything, really. But Clarke does nothing, and it breaks Abby’s heart to see her kid so lost and broken. She caresses the top of Clarke’s hand with her thumb for a moment before talking.
“The funeral ceremony is starting in a moment. Do you think you can come say one last goodbye to your people? Hers and yours. Both the grounders and our people would appreciate you being there.” It’s a good thing Abby’s staring closely at Clarke, or she would’ve missed the almost imperceptible nod she gives her in response. With that Abby starts walking towards the door bringing her daughter out of the room along with her.
As soon as Clarke is out in the main yard, where a funeral pile has been set, Octavia and Raven rush towards her to bring her in for a hug. The broken girl doesn’t move, though. She doesn’t return the embrace, and she doesn’t even seem to acknowledge the presence of her friends. Her gaze is simply staring blankly at somewhere in front of her. Octavia and Raven look at her worriedly for a moment, and then they turn to Abby in a silent question of how Clarke is holding on. The woman’s eyes water as she shakes her head sadly, because her daughter isn’t holding on at all. She’s falling to pieces, and Abby doesn’t know what to do to help.
As Commander of Death, it is Clarke honor to light the pyre on fire. It’s one of Lexa’s general to pass her the torch. Clarke takes it without acknowledging what she’s doing. Her hand takes the torch from the man, and her legs begin to move towards the pyre, but it’s all on their accord. Her muscles are moving automatically, as if they remember what to do from that time she had to burn Finn’s body in TonDC. Suddenly, Clarke finds herself in front of an enormous pyre, above which are settled the bodies of hundreds of dead warriors. Everyone’s eyes are on her. Many of the warriors are surprised to see the supposedly mighty Wanheda looking so vulnerable and broken, but most people are now aware of her feelings for the Lexa. Somehow, Clarke manages to hold her head up high, and to mutter in the most commander-like tone she can master: “Yu gonplei ste odon.” She doesn’t remember herself lowering the torch on the pyre, but a moment later all she can see in front of her eyes are its flames.
After the ceremony, Lexa's generals, Clarke, Abby, and Kane reunite in the council room to discuss how to bring the Commander's body back to Polis. They also need to decide who of the Sky People is going to go to the capital to attend the ceremony. It takes them a good half an hour to come to an agreement. Clarke doesn't say a single word, she just stands there in a corner of the room, staring blankly at the arguing people. No one tries to ask for her opinion, both because they know she wouldn’t answer, and because they're not even sure she's hearing anything they’re saying. In the end, the grounder warriors give in, and they agree that the safest way to transport the body is with the Skaikru's rover. Kane will drive, and Abby will be in the car with him, while Clarke will be riding her horse alongside the generals. Wanheda’s presence was never in question, as per Kane he was chosen to take part in the funeral ceremony because he’s the assigned leader of the 13th clan. With a bit of insistence, Abby was able to convince the generals to let her come as well, because she didn’t want to leave Clarke alone as she's mourning Lexa's death.
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Clarke is standing by her horse, putting the last of her things in the saddlebags, when a man approaches her from behind.
"You know, I might have a way for you to see your precious Commander again..."
Jaha. It's been forever since she last saw the man. Not that she’s missed his presence, that is. Clarke knew he wasn't completely normal when he started talking about a City of Light he planned to find, but this… this is a whole new level of craziness. Something in her eyes must have given away what she's thinking, because the man, who is now standing in front of her, immediately adds: "You think I'm crazy… but I'm not. There's this place, the City of Light, where there's no death. Everyone who died on this Earth is there. I've seen it myself."
"You're high."
"I'm not. I've never been more sober." With that Jaha takes something from his pants pocket, and hands it to Clarke. It looks like some sort of chip. Clarke eyes it for a moment before looking back at Jaha, as if to ask what the hell she is supposed to do with that thing.
"I just want to help you, Clarke. Take it. It's the key to the City of Light. You just have to swallow it. Then, you close your eyes, and just focus on the person you want to see again. Before you know it, you’ll find yourself in this virtual world that knows no death. Everyone you’ve lost here… will be there waiting for you.”
“That easy, eh? Thanks, but I’m not taking that thing.” She says harshly.
“Well… that’s a pity.” He states before putting the chip back into his pocket. “Her death doesn’t have to be the end, Clarke.”
Don’t be afraid, Clarke. Death is not the end.
“Shut up!” She’s not even sure whether she’s saying it to Jaha, or to the voice inside her head repeating Lexa’s words.
“You’re just afraid, Clarke.”
Don’t be afraid, Clarke.
“I said shut up!” She cries out shaking her head in order to get rid of the small voice that’s haunting her mind. The man realizes he must’ve touched a sore spot, but he doesn’t let Clarke’s words stop him from placing the chip in Clarke’s hand.
“What are you doing?! I don’t want your stupid key to this damn City of Light!”
“Yes, you do.” With that, Jaha closes Clarke’s hand around the chip, and he turns to go back inside the walls of Arkadia.
Clarke stares at him for a while before turning back to her horse, and raising her hand over her head to throw the chip into the woods. She’s about to let it go, when she remembers another conversation she and Lexa had right before the battle.
What I can promise is that I'm going to do anything in my power to come back to you, ai hodness.
I’ll do anything in my power to come back to you too.
Maybe she should keep the chip with her. If Jaha is right, it might be her only way to get back to Lexa as she promised.
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Once in Polis, Lexa’s body is cleaned by a few handmaids, and redressed in clean clothes. A small altar is built in the throne room, so that the Nightbloods and the clan leaders can say their own personal goodbyes to the late Commander before the public ceremony begins.
The second Clarke enters the room, the youngest Natblida rush towards her to embrace her tightly in a group hug. Abby and Kane, who are standing by the doors, are shocked by how much affection these children are showing for Clarke. But what surprises them the most is that, in this moment, Clarke’s eyes don’t look as blank and lost as before. They are suddenly filled emotion, with love, and Abby wants to cry because she was really beginning to think she’d never see life in those beautiful blue eyes again. It’s clear to her and Marcus that a lot of things have changed when Clarke was here in Polis, before the battle. Clearly in that week, she and the Nightbloods had formed a strong bond.
When the first group of children lets her go, another group of older-looking kids moves to hug her. They take their time, each one patiently waiting for their turn to embrace the Sky girl. The last one to move is a boy whom Clarke addresses as Aden. Something in the way the two of them hold each other lets Abby and Kane image he must be one Clarke is closest to. They can barely see his face from they’re standing by the doors, but it’s enough for them to notice he’s trying hard to hold back his tears. Once more, Kane and Abby are surprised by the change of attitude displayed by Clarke. She does not look broken anymore, but rather it looks like she’s trying to act as strong as possible for these kids standing in front of her. It’s such a mother-like action to put her pain aside momentarily, in order to infuse strength into these children and teens she obviously loves so much.
Once all the Nightbloods, including Aden, are done greeting Clarke, Titus makes his presence noticed. He’s kept to the side all the time, but now he moves from his spot to go speak to Clarke.
“I believe the Natblida have something for you, Wanheda.”
At those words, Clarke turns to look at the kids questioningly. No one seems to want to say a thing, until it’s Aden to clear his throat asking for attention. When Clarke looks at him, Aden holds out a knife, offering it to her. At first, she doesn’t understand what’s going on, but then it clicks.
“Lexa’s knife.” She whispers in surprise. “Doesn’t it belong to the one of you who’ll be the next Commander?”
“It does.” Aden smiles softly at her before adding: “We’ve talked about it, and… we’ve all agreed it should be yours.” Clarke knows that by “all” they do not mean Titus as well, and the look of disapproval on the man’s face is proving her right.
While Clarke is looking at Titus, Aden comes to stand right in front of her. Still holding out the knife, he continues. “So whenever you use it it’ll be like Lexa is protecting you.” Murmurs of agreement come from the other Natblida when he takes Clarke’s hand to pass her the knife.
Clarke is at a loss of words. All she can do is stand there looking at the knife Aden has just placed in her hand. When her gaze comes up again to look at the kids, her eyes are wet with tears, but she doesn’t let them fall. Her voice shakes with emotion when she finally manages to say something. “Mochof.” Thank you.
The emotional moment, though, is soon interrupted by a guard, who enters the room to announce it’s time for the ceremony. With him are other three guards, carrying a wooden stretcher. As gently as it can be expected by four warriors, they move Lexa’s body onto the stretcher, and then they lift it up to place it on their shoulders. They exit the room first, with everyone else in tow, and they walk to the main square where a pyre is ready. The crowd of grounders is standing in a circle around it, but leaving enough space for all of the clan leaders to stand on the step that was built all around the pyre. Roan is there too, having been nominated King of Azgeda in the wake of his mother’s death. Each clan leader is holding a torch. Since Lexa was the Commander of the 13th clans, they should all have the honor to light the funeral pyre on fire. Clarke and Titus receive their torches as well. Since they are the Commander of Death and the Flamekeeper, they are to be considered at the same level as the clan leaders.
When Lexa’s body is adjusted above the pyre, and everyone is in place, Titus raises his hand asking for attention. He waits for the people around them to fall silent, and then he speaks.
“People of Polis, members of the Coalition, it is with a sad heart that we stand here today to say goodbye to our beloved Commander. I’m sure you all can agree when I say Lexa was special. She was a visionary, and no Commander before had ever been as wise as her. She believed in a world where we could live in peace, united as one. It is now our duty to keep this union alive, in honor of her hard work.” He pauses for a moment as the crowd is cheering. When everyone grows quiet again, he concludes. “Yu gonplei ste odon, Leksa kom Trikru. Gonplei kom Heda kigon feva.”
Your fight is over, Lexa of the Tree People. The Commander's fight goes on.
“Yu gonplei ste odon, Heda.” The crowd exclaims in chorus.
“Maybe Wanheda wishes to say something as well…” Titus offers looking at the woman standing next to him. Clarke nods gratefully before turning to glance at Kane, standing in the circle with the other clan leaders. He looks back at her questioningly, but when she starts talking, he understands.
“I’d like to say something on behalf of people. It’s our way of bidding farewell to the ones we have passed away.” She waits for Kane to catch up, so they can say the next words together. Joined by Abby, who’s standing in the crowd behind them.
“In peace, may you leave the shore. In love, may you find the next. Safe passage on your travels, until our final journey on the ground. May we meet again.”
And with that, they all lower their torches to light the pyre on fire, and they step away.
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It’s sunset when the last of the flames has died down. A pile of ashes is all that’s left of Lexa’s body and of the wood that formed the pyre. Everyone is gone back to their homes, except for Aden and Clarke. They are the only ones left in the square. They stand there, silently staring at the fuming ashes, for what feels like an eternity. When at last, Aden makes a move to turn and leave, the sound of Clarke’s voice stops him in his tracks.
"Why is there a good in goodbye…?” She asks looking up at the boy for a second. She knows Aden doesn’t understand what she’s trying to say, so she continues. “I mean, there's absolutely nothing good about it. It's like… whenever we say goodbye, it just feels like something bad that's going to get even worse. Like a storm that’s never ending, or like that last moment of composure before the inevitable break. It's not gracious, and it's definitely not meant to give you hope that something good might come out of that moment. A goodbye is just the proof that you're already drowning. And the worst part is that you haven’t even hit the bottom of that ocean floor yet."
When she’s done, Clarke moves her gaze back on Aden, to see if he understands what means now. He does. The boy gives her a small nod of agreement. Then he turns his head to look down at Lexa’s ashes.
“You’re right. There shouldn't be a good in goodbye." And with that, he finally turns to walk towards the tower, leaving Clarke alone.
 Author’s note: I know, i know. That last speech from Clarke makes little to no sense, but here’s the song it was inspired from. Hopefully reading/listening to it will help you understand the meaning. 
Jason Walker – Shouldn’t Be a Good in Goodbye
After the silence, After the last words. Caught in the silence. Caught in between.
After the madness. After the slow shock. Before the wave hits, The flood comes rushing in.
This is the bad before the worse. This is the storm before the storm. I haven't even hit the bottom of this ocean floor. This is the bend before the break. This is the mercy not the grace. This is the proof, and not the faith I try to find. There shouldn't be a good in goodbye.
If I never loved you, If I never felt your kiss. If I never had you. I know that I... I still would have mourned you. I would have missed your smile. If it wasn't so worth it, This wouldn't be... Oh, this wouldn't be
The bad before the worse. And the storm before the storm. I haven't even hit the bottom of this ocean floor. This is the bend before the break. This is the mercy not the grace. This is the proof and not the faith I try to find. There shouldn't be a good in goodbye.
I know this is gonna get better, oh. I know this is gonna get better, oh. I know...
This is the bitter not the sweet. This is the take, and not the keep. And I haven't even reached the bottom of this ocean floor. This is the bend before the break. This is the mercy not the grace. This is the proof and not the faith I try to find. There shouldn't be a good in goodbye.
Yeah. There shouldn't be good in goodbye. There shouldn't be a good in goodbye. 
Chapter 9 - The Conclave
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to the sea
by thelittlefanpire
The 100 | Sea Mechanic | Selkie!Luna | 4x10 Canon Divergence AU | Rated T
Luna kom Floukru’s destiny wasn’t in the conclave with her brother to lead a bloodthirsty people, and it certainly wasn’t winning a conclave now to lead the last of humanity in their final days.
Her destiny had always laid under the sea.
Dedicated to @kinetic-elaboration and inspired by her Luna/Lincoln fic, The Sea. enjoy!
Luna fled her second conclave without a second backwards glance. When the black rain started she knew they wouldn’t have a chance, so she left Roan and Octavia to battle it out under the downpour of onyx glass.
The fat drops soaked her curls as she ran through Polis. The fallen city was a maze, one she was familiar with from a lifetime ago, but it was now empty of all signs of life.
She passed the dead bodies of the champions, some she herself had slain in battle. The sight of their mangled bodies in the inky, dark mud made her stop in her tracks. The adrenaline from the final conclave was crashing down around her. She spit out a mixture of nightblood and vomit. Doubling over in pain, from the blows she had received, Luna began to gasp for air. It felt like the black rain was choking her, trying to take away her life. She clawed at her neck, ripping the sigil of her clan from her body. The metal tag clinked across the cobbled stones in harmony with the tinkering rain.
Once she had caught her breath and composed herself, she looked down at the ground. Darkness had fallen, but in the glistening black rain, she could see the symbol of her clan reflecting on the necklace. She sat down on a rusted chair in the alleyway that she had stumbled across, thankfully, hidden from view. It groaned under her weight but held her up. Her body sighed in relief for the rest.
What would she do now? Where would she go?
The black rain was only the start. Praimfaya was coming. She couldn’t return to the fight. She couldn’t turn to the Bunker. She had declared her fight for No One. She had wanted to fight for Death. None of the clans deserved the peace of the underground shelter, especially not Skaikru. She would not return to Polis to see humanity in their final fight for survival.
“Ai gonplei ste odon,” Luna spoke, her whisper floated on the wind that whipped around the walls of the city. Her fight was over.
She picked up the Floukru symbol and traced the circle of waves.
“Kom woda ‘so gyon op, gon woda ‘so kom daun,” she spoke louder this time hoping the wind would carry her words back to the sea. From the water, we are born to the water we return.
To the sea.
The wind quieted down around her and the swarthy shower turned into a smoky drizzle above her. Luna shivered. Her clothes were soaked to her skin, and she could feel the cold seeping down into her bones. She took in a shuddering breath of damp air.
It tasted briny, like the salt of the ocean, and metallic, like blood. It filled her lungs and oxygenated her veins. The salt hummed to life inside her body and she wanted more.
She wanted all of it. The water surrounding her. The smell of the surf. The expansion of turquoise under an endless sky.
To the sea.
It was calling to her now. A whip of wind blew around her and she could hear it. Begging for her to finally return home.
To the sea.
to be continued...
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I see you
First of all, I would like to say that I’m truly touched by the people that have contacted me. There are no words that can express how grateful I am.
I have always admired the strength and passion and unity of the Clexa army. And to hear you guys call me Clexakru is the kindest thing I have heard for a very long time. It’s nice to feel part of something and not an outsider for a change.
I can’t say that my mind has been changed completely, because my life is in a fucking shit heap and it will likely continue to be. I have lost my closest family because of who i am. I have lost my sport which was the only happy thing in my life after a bad injury. I lost my inspiration when You-know-who ripped Lexa away so viciously.
But the messages of support I have received have given me pause. To know that at least someone cares and that I would actually be hurting people instead of unburdening them of my presence, has made me think a little. And after sleeping on it, I’ve done a lot of thinking.
I can’t honestly say that I will not do it, but what I can say is that I will not do it for now.
My name is Clara Acosta, and for the moment...
Ai gonplei nou ste odon.
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👐 (from bellamy)
nonverbal starters.
👐hold my muse when they are badly wounded/dying
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she was cold.  the blood had soaked through the front of her shirt despite two hands pressed over the wound to try and stop the blood flow.  there’s no abby or jackson,  no clarke.  maybe if there had been then she might have had a chance at surviving this but she knew better than to have false hope.  she was a warrior but she was not invincible.  falling in battle was a good death for someone like her.  and it was nice not to be alone.  bellamy gave some warmth even as the blood loss continued to chill her body.  her eyes shut for a few seconds too long and she fought to remain conscious just a little bit longer.
“ai gonplei ste odon.”  there was no point in avoiding the truth.  “bellamy,  it’s okay…”  even if she isn’t.  a staggered breath is dragged through her lungs and she placed a bloody hand on top of his.  “there’s a bigger fight here.”
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ao3feed-bellarke · 5 years
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Wait for Me
by TheBravePrincessPure
Ai gonplei ste odon…
Clarke stumbled into Becca’s lab, with the wave of radiation following quickly. She gasped for breath, gulping down burning, searing air as she clumsily hit the button to close the doors. Her hand slid down the wall as she collapsed on the cold tile floor, a stark contrast to her burning skin. The radiation suit did nothing to shield her from the pain she felt all over her body. Her fingers fumbled to get her helmet off, sending it clattering across the tiles. She laid her blistered cheek on the floor, closing her eyes when the coolness soothed her skin for just a second. It was agonizing, no escape from the pain. It was over her, around her, inside of her. Her throat felt like she swallowed shards of glass, and she could taste a metallic sting in her mouth. She let out a slew of coughs, barely noticing the blood splatter across the floor.
So this is how the commander of death dies.
(Canon-Divergent post-praimfiya fic where the radio actually works.)
(Yes, I know this has been done before, sue me. Just wanted to add my own spin to it.)
Words: 9140, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English
Fandoms: The 100 (TV), The 100 Series - Kass Morgan
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Categories: F/M
Characters: Bellamy Blake, Clarke Griffin, Raven Reyes, John Murphy (The 100), Emori (The 100), Harper (The 100), Monty Green, Echo (The 100)
Relationships: Bellamy Blake/Clarke Griffin, Emori/John Murphy (The 100), Monty Green/Harper McIntyre
Additional Tags: Post-Season 4, Praimfiya, the radio works, sorta - Freeform, Anxiety, PTSD (briefly mentioned), Hurt/Comfort, Angst, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Hurt Clarke, radiation burns, sorry this is my first fic in a long time
source http://archiveofourown.org/works/18318656
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