#like a relief bc it’s like there’s less pressure to look a certain standard (this isn’t worded properly bc what i mean is that clothes are

[stellewriites]

finally found some good quality men’s shirts that fit well and hide my body shape,,,, guys i think gender euphoria is real

[yandere-daydreams]

yandere mammon content, pls . . . i just want some content with the idiot demon because he's so cute. like, even if mammon would be possessive as hell as a yandere, he'd probably wouldn't actually do anything that bad to his darling and that's why i'd choose him over his brothers any day. also bc i'm a morosexual and he's stolen my heart, but that's not the point-

I think I may have a soft spot for certain idiots. Not all of them, just the overly confident morons who don’t have a sense of self-preservation or the brain cells needed to think things through. Mammon was wormed his awful little way into my heart, understandably.

TW: Implied Physical Abuse, Threat of Physical Harm and Toxic Mindset/Relationship.

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The cut on his shoulder had started bleeding, again.

It was trying to patch-up a leaking boat, when Mammon got into one of his spats. His shirt was off, already deemed irreparable and thrown away, allowing you to look over your work like a practiced sculptor circling an untouched block of stone. An entire roll of gauze had been wrapped around his bicep, medical tape and cotton balls forming a trail from his collar-bones to his knuckles, and you were starting to think you’d need a cold-compress or two before the swelling on his jaw agreed to go down. It was almost impressive, how beat-up someone could get in such a short period of time. You couldn’t have taken your eyes off him for an hour, and yet, you still had to come back to a beaten, bloody demon-shaped mess sprawled across your bed and a note from one of his brothers asking you to ‘deal with him’ once he woke up.

You swore under your breath, tearing open another band-aid with your teeth and slapping it over the injury haphazardly. It did little to stop the on-coming flow, but gave you a momentary comfort, enough so to let you unwind and glance down at the boy on the edge of your bed, his own gaze fixed sternly on his lap. He always refused to look at you, during times like this. You used to think it was malicious, that he was embarrassed and unwilling to admit he’d ever crawl for a human for help, but considering the blush currently dusted over those tan cheeks, you had your doubts about your initial theory.

“What happened?” You asked, if only to clear the air. “It looks like you tried to fist-fight a pack of rabid dogs.”

“You’re not far off,” He mumbled, sighing, the ghost of a smirk already playing at his lips. It was more of a reflex than anything, an effort to lighten whatever he was about to say, but you knew him well enough to recognize one of his pacifying tactics as soon as it appeared. “You should’ve seen those ugly bastards. A real group of delinquents, even by my standards. They weren’t what did me in, though.” He paused, dramatically, as if the tale of how he’d ended up unconscious on your mattress was some epic conquest he just had to pass on. “I’m the second strongest for a reason. If someone put me over their knee, assume it was the big guy down the hall himself.”

Laughing, you took a step back, admiring your work. He looked better than he had, but that might’ve only been because you couldn’t see how scraped-up he was, anymore. Absentmindedly, your cupped his chin, tilting his head up back to check on the bruises forming around his neck. Choking was always Lucifer’s favorite way to start off his ‘lessons’. But, Mammon didn’t seem to mind your investigative efforts, leaning into your palm without his usual self-imposed restraint. “That’s not what I’m asking.” You paused, attempting to find the right words. “Why did you get yourself hurt? Don’t tell me they were the ones who started it, either. I’m not falling for that.”

He didn’t answer, and you pulled away, earning a stifled pout. “What if they were, this time–”

You cut him off, crossing your arms. “Mammon.”

“Fine.” The submission was abrupt, but nothing less than what you’d expected. Still, the strong arms soon wrapped around your waist managed to catch you off-guard, Mammon swiftly dragging you closer to him, only stopping once you were standing between his legs. He didn’t waste time, burying his face in your chest, attempting to muffle his voice as much as he was able to. “They… they tripped you. I had to do something.”

“What?” The question slipped out before you could stop it from doing so. “I don’t remember that.”

“They did.” His hold on you tightened, the pressure on your back quickly growing crushing. “You might’ve not noticed, but they did, I’m sure of it. And since I’m your first-guy and all, I had to do something. You see that, right?” You felt him shift, moving to stare up at you. Looking for approval. “And… you’re proud of me, yeah? Lucifer said you wouldn’t be, but he doesn’t know anything. You’ve got to be happy I was nice enough to rough ‘em up for you.”

You relaxed, but it wasn’t out of relief. You’d gotten so used to disappointment, you nearly welcomed it, especially when Mammon found it so easy to inspire so much of it. “We’ve talked about this,” You started, your voice more similar to an exhausted parent than a concerned friend. “You can’t just go around doing whatever you want to, then saying it’s for my sake and expecting me to pretend it never happened. I’m not going to thank you.” He huffed, and you noticed a laceration near the top of his spine. It’d managed to open up again, despite how minor it’d seemed earlier. “I’m not going to help you, anymore. Next time you get yourself into trouble, ask Beelzebub for help.”

You expected him to whine, to sulk or throw a fit or do something loud, but Mammon only went stiff. “You always patch me up,” He counted, tone uncharacteristically flat. “Always. I don’t want Beel to do it.”

You shrugged, doing your best to stay firm. “We don’t always get what we want.”

Mammon didn’t hesitate. He was quiet, for a moment, but as soon as you moved to seperate yourself from him, you were no longer on your feet, pulled flush against his chest and kept there by an iron-clad grip, his free-hand embedded thoroughly in your hair. You struggled, attempting to push him away, but if Mammon had any intention of letting go, you couldn’t tell. His face was buried in the crook of your neck in a matter of seconds, hot breath fanning over your skin, the tips of teeth too sharp making contact with your skin. “You don’t, but I do. Say you’re thankful, that you’re proud of me.”

He waited for a response. You weren’t sure if you could give one. “That’s not–”

A growl, dark and guttural, silenced you instantly. “Say it before I rip out your fucking throat. You know I can and you know I’ll do it.”

You couldn’t be sure if he was kidding, if this was a prank one of the others had put him up to or just a stress-induced bluff, but… he was right. He could, if he wanted to, and the possibility was enough to have you spitting an admission faster than you could think of one. “T-thank you,” You stuttered, hardly noticing as your vision began to blur. “Thank you for keeping me safe, I’m… I’m proud.”

Fortunately, Mammon seemed satisfied with that, throwing you onto the mattress behind him, acting as casual as he had before his breakdown. Tears were flowing openly, but he didn’t notice. He didn’t care. “Damn right,” He scoffed, only scanning you over briefly before that predatory smirk regained its territory.

“Those fuckers should know that I’m the only one allowed to hurt you by now, anyway.”

[fatedfuturist]

𝑪𝑯𝑨𝑹𝑨𝑪𝑻𝑬𝑹 𝑻𝑹𝑼𝑻𝑯𝑺.

bold –   always  ⁄  often   ( throughout his history ) italic   –   sometimes  ( throughout his history )

001.   smoking:  the  action  or  habit  of  inhaling  &  exhaling  the  smoke  of  tobacco  or  a  drug.

𝐬𝐦𝐨𝐤𝐞𝐝 𝐨𝐧 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐨𝐟𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐭𝐞𝐞𝐧𝐚𝐠𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐝𝐮𝐥𝐭 𝐲𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐬.  found it as a means of stress relief and to ‘fit in’ and ‘be cool.’  has since stopped, though when under extreme stress, he may be seen resorting to sporting a cigarette ;  the occasion is rare and practically non-existent, though not impossible.

002.   binge drinking:  the  consumption  of  an  excessive  amount  of  alcohol  in  a  short  period  of  time.

𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐠𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐯𝐢𝐜𝐞𝐬, 𝐚𝐥𝐜𝐨𝐡𝐨𝐥 𝐚𝐛𝐮𝐬𝐞.  had his first drink at five, a child under pressure by his own father.  years later, he would begin to suffer under the grips of alcohol for decades, the addiction debilitating as a means of a crutch.  consumed excessive amounts when stressed, depressed, or for the sake of the party.  has since learned to loosen up and even go sober, though he has relapsed quite a few times in the process.

003.   drug abuse:  the  habitual  taking  of  illegal  drugs.

𝐲𝐞𝐭 𝐚𝐠𝐚𝐢𝐧, 𝐚 𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐭𝐞𝐞𝐧𝐚𝐠𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐝𝐮𝐥𝐭 𝐲𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐬.  primarily throughout his time during MIT and after the death of his parents.  it was a crutch.  he let go of drugs easier than he did alcohol.

004.   nail-biting:  a  common  body  language  sign  of  anxiety / tension. 005.  lip-biting:  a  common  body  language  sign  of  anxiety / tension. 006.   night owl: a  person  who  is  habitually  active  or  wakeful  at  night.

𝐢𝐧𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐧𝐢𝐚 𝐢𝐬 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐨𝐥𝐝 𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝.  he can’t sleep most nights, not unless he’s exhausted himself physically, or is coaxed to head on up to bed by his significant other.

007.   early bird:  a  person  who  rises ,  arrives ,  or  acts  before  the  usual  or  expected  time. 008.   negative attitudes: a  philosophy  of  approaching  life  with  criticism  &  pessimism.

𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐨𝐜𝐜𝐚𝐬𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐯𝐢𝐞𝐰 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝 𝐚𝐬 𝐚 𝐠𝐥𝐚𝐬𝐬 𝐡𝐚𝐥𝐟 𝐞𝐦𝐩𝐭𝐲.  typically pessimistic in regards to his own life, rather than the general universe or others.  the signs of a man who have been worn down by the world and has been carrying the weight of said world on his shoulders for too long.

009.   positive attitudes:  a  philosophy  of  approaching  life  with  optimism  &  confidence.

𝐬𝐞𝐞𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐢𝐧𝐜𝐫𝐞𝐝𝐢𝐛𝐥𝐞 𝐩𝐨𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐚𝐥 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐟𝐮𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐞.  he is, by every sense of he word, a futurist.  he builds and he looks toward the future as something bigger and better than the current time.  will optimistically look toward saving as many people as possible before feeling the burden of pessimism chime in.

010.  swearing:  the  use  of  offensive  language. 011.   superstitious:  an  irrational  belief  that  an  object ,  action ,  or  circumstance  not  logically  related  to  a  course  of  events  influences  its  outcome. 012.   inspecting fingernails:  a  common  body  language  sign  of  boredom. 013.  scratching your neck:  a  common  body  language  sign  of  uncertainty. 014.   foot  & finger  tapping:  a  common  body  language  sign  of  stress / impatience. 015.   nose touch:  a  subtle  body  language  sign  of  deceit. 016.   flipping  hair:  a  common  body  language  sign  of  craving  attention. 017.   twirling  hair:  a  common  body  language  sign  of  flirtation. 018.   cracking  knuckles:  a  common  body  language  sign  of  readiness. 019.   hands behind back:  a  common  body  language  sign  of  confidence. 020.   finger-pointing:  a  common  body  language  sign  of  authority. 021.   hands on hips:  a  common  body  language  sign  of  readiness. 022.  hands in pockets:  a  common  body  language  sign  of  mistrust  /  reluctance. 023.  frequent touch:  a  common  body  language  sign  of  warmth / familiarity.

𝐜𝐚𝐧 𝐛𝐞 𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐢𝐜𝐮𝐥𝐚𝐫𝐥𝐲 𝐚𝐟𝐟𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐚𝐭𝐞 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐩𝐞𝐨𝐩𝐥𝐞 𝐡𝐞 𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐞𝐬 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭.  those that do not know him or are strangers, however, are less of the receiving end of touch.  touch is a matter of trust for tony, and he doesn’t trust easily.

024.   throat  –  clearing:  a  common  body  language  sign  of  rejection / doubt. 025.   jaw  –  clenching:  a  common  body  language  sign  of  hostility. 026.   eye  –  rolling: a  common  body  language  sign  of  irritation. 027.  head  –  tilt: a  common  body  language  sign  of  interest. 028.   whistling: to  emit  high  –  pitched  sound  by  forcing  breakthrough  a  small  hole  between  one’s  lips  or  teeth;  usually  to  a  tune. 029.   humming:  make  a  low,  steady  continuous  sound  like  that  of  a  bee;  usually  to  a  tune. 030.   perfectionism:  refusal  to  accept  any  standard  short  of  perfection. 031.   photographic memory:  the  ability  to  remember  information  or  visual  images  in  great  detail. 032.   paranoia:  a  mental  condition  characterized  by  delusions  of  persecution,  unwarranted  jealousy,  or  exaggerated  self - importance,  typically  worked  into  an  organized  system.  

𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐞𝐱𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝 𝐡𝐚𝐬 𝐛𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐝 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐮𝐦𝐚.  from the abuse of his father during his childhood and youth to the betrayal of people he believed would never turn their hand on him, and the death and rebirth of the universe at his hands, he has become increasingly paranoid of what comes next.

033.   exaggeration:  a  statement  that  represents  something  as  better  or  worse  than  it  really  is.

𝐡𝐞’𝐬 𝐝𝐫𝐚𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐜.  has a tendency to speak loud and with hyperboles when he feels the need to be melodramatic.

034.   intuitive:  using  or  based  on  what  one  feels  to  be  true  even  without  conscious  reasoning;  instinctive. 035.  quick-witted:  showing  or  characterized  by  an  ability  to  think  or  respond  quickly  &  effectively.   036.   interrupting:  breaking  the  continuity  of  a  conversation  with  one’s  own  statements.

𝐮𝐧𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐦𝐨𝐬𝐭, 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐝 𝐟𝐮𝐧𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬 𝐝𝐢𝐟𝐟𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐥𝐲.  having shown symptoms of ADHD, his train of thought jumps from one cart to another, connecting thoughts in a disjointed manner, and interrupting his own original train of thought to begin with. 

037.   doodling:  to  scribble  or  make  rough  drawings,  absentmindedly. 038.   irritable:  having  or  showing  a  tendency  to  be  easily  annoyed. 039.   gambling:  to  play  games  of  chance  for  money;  bet.

𝐨𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐚 𝐦𝐚𝐧 𝐨𝐟 𝐦𝐢𝐱𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐰𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐭𝐡 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐫𝐢𝐬𝐤, he enjoyed gambling as it was fun and unpredictable.  he had the money to spend.  he still does, but he finds that gambling is just as bad of an addiction as anything else.  now, he sticks to playful bets and challenges that do not have much danger associated to them.

040.   travel – sick:  suffering  from  nausea  caused  by  the  motion  of  a  moving  vehicle ,  boat ,  or  aircraft. 041.   sensitive:  having  or  displaying  a  quick  &  delicate  appreciation  of  others’  feelings.

𝐞𝐱𝐡𝐢𝐛𝐢𝐭𝐬 𝐞𝐱𝐜𝐞𝐩𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐚𝐥 𝐚𝐦𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐭𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐞𝐦𝐩𝐚𝐭𝐡𝐲.  having experienced many painful and traumatic events in his lifetime, he finds it easy to relate and both sympathize and empathize with others’ and their feelings.

042.  melancholy:  a  feeling  of  pensive  sadness,  typically  with  no  obvious  cause.

𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐰𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐮𝐩 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞𝐥𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐡𝐨𝐥𝐢𝐜 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐥𝐞𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐠𝐢𝐜.  not for any particular reason.  often has depressive episodes and occasional mood swings that drive him toward this category of feeling sadness and emptiness.

043.   chewing gum:  the  exercise  of  chewing  flavored  gum  which  is  not  intended  for  swallowing. 044.   fidgeting:  to  make  small  movements,  especially  of  the  hands  &  feet,  through  nervousness  or  impatience.

𝐧𝐞𝐫𝐯𝐨𝐮𝐬𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐬 𝐢𝐬 𝐰𝐞𝐥𝐥 𝐡𝐢𝐝𝐝𝐞𝐧; it is not non-existent.  tony has had a lifetime of experience in front of cameras and lights where he finds himself usually as the most uncomfortable.  although he copes and performs well under the spotlight, small nervous ticks such as fidgeting in certain scenarios will still shine through when enough attention is paid on his body language.

045.  skeptical:  not  easily  convinced;  having  doubts  or  reservations. 046.   neat–freak:  compulsively  obsessed  with  cleanliness. 047.   gossiping:  divulging  personal  information  about  others. 048.   prim:  feeling  or  showing  disapproval  of  anything  regarded  as  improper;  stiffly  correct. 049.   abbreviating:  giving  others  nicknames / shortening  names / giving  pet  names.

𝐛𝐞𝐭𝐰𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐚𝐟𝐟𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐫𝐢𝐯𝐚𝐥𝐫𝐲, he finds creative monikers for others’, or shortens peoples’ names where he sees fit.  some are of good taste, some are cheesy.

050.   having a catchphrase: having  a  sentence  or  phrase  typically  associated  with  a  specific  person.

“ 𝐢 𝐚𝐦 𝐢𝐫𝐨𝐧 𝐦𝐚𝐧. ”

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[mysticandskepticmuses]

   SPANKING OR SCRATCHING?

                 Honestly, in pretty much every verse, June has pretty much no actual experience getting spanked - in pretty much any fashion, probably more so in her model verse than anything bc she is kind of all over the place in terms of sexual proclivities there but.  Main verse, she was never really rebellious or ever did anything requiring ‘spanking’ as a child, she might have been slapped once or twice in arguments with her mother but really, she kinda skipped all over that whole childhood physical violence / punishment thing so.  It doesn’t have any particular connotations or memories, good or bad.  She wouldn’t necessarily be against it, she doesn’t mind pain in her play but.  She’s definitely, instinctively way more inclined to scratch and dig at her partners and unless they complain about it / tell her they don’t like it before hand or whatever, shoulders and backs and hips are always gonna have some degree of war wound from her nails.  She keeps them short generally, but she has a lot of strength in her fingers and hands from all of her work and physical activity which includes hanging from cliffs by her fingertips so – she has a pretty powerful grip and has left some pretty impressive furrows on her partners that can take it.  She also definitely has a tendency to want someone who can equal her fervor / passion in a fling or relationship so if there’s not a spark / compatibility in the bedroom, it’s probably not going to result in a second go round / second date / etc.  She’s going to want someone who’s a challenge / who can challenge her / who isn’t going to just be a passive partner / who is invested and wants to be there w/ her, who can match her physicality if nothing else.

VIDEO CALL MASTURBATION OR SEXY SELFIES?

          Between these two, as much as she does love sending semi-clad or entirely nude pics to tease her partner with …. she travels a lot and spends a lot of time out of the country and away from her partners.  If she’s actually involved with someone when she has to leave on a dig, or, if for some reason they’re apart for a night and the mood strikes, she definitely favors video call sexy time.  She is pretty adept at dirty talk, to whatever level her partner is comfortable with (even if it’s an area I feel I struggle with as a writer) but even if it’s not very verbal and just visual appreciation and whatever sounds happen to occur, she is all about finding ways to get herself off and enjoy watching her partner at the same time.  

BLOOD PLAY OR BREATH PLAY?

           While June isn’t adverse to knife play / blood play …. she definitely has a thing for breath play.  Collars, chokers, hands, belts, ties…. whatever.  She’s not picky. She enjoys either end of things, but, it’s definitely one of her more sub like preferences; wrap your hand around her throat and she’ll melt.   This especially proves true during the time she’s possessed by Enchantress and her body becomes more durable / able to tolerate a lot more damage / trauma without risk of lasting damage.

 VOYEUR OR EXHIBITIONIST?

  While the degrees to VOYEUR or EXHIBITIONIST may shift somewhat from verse to verse, it’s a pretty solid lean to exhibitionist behaviours every time.  This is definitely way more prevalent in her model verse, where she does nude modeling as well as fashion etc. but she always has a penchant for risky and public behaviour that manifests especially in sexual activities whether it’s just heavy make out sessions and heavy petting or full on getting fingered beneath a table at a diner or full on banging in the bathroom of a restaurant or bar or – wherever.   This is something that she does tend to keep a lid on in her main verse(s) especially with her academic reputation and facing the double edged standards of sexuality between men and women, especially in such a strongly male dominated field but…  honestly, if she’s worked up enough, or if she’s had too much to drink (or on those rare occasions in main verses that she indulges in other chemical influences) it’s a preference that makes itself known if she has a partner that will indulge her.

 EDGING OR MULTIPLE ROUNDS?

Uggggggh this one is so difficult to answer.  I guess….. if she had to choose just one, she’d choose multiple rounds.  Being built up and falling back over and over makes each rise so much more poignant and intense but it does tend to make each ‘portion’ of the fun get shorter and shorter while multiple rounds tends to make each round last longer, allowing her to explore and learn more about her partner and what makes them twitch and lets them experience more variety usually than edging and she does enjoy experimenting and trying different positions and different elements and finding different pressure points and sensitive areas / vice versa, especially in instances where it’s more likely to be a one time scenario / hook up. She wants to get as much out of the situation as she can.

LAUGHING AND SILLINESS DURING SEX OR INTENSITY AND POWER STRUGGLE DURING SEX? MORNING SEX OR EVENING SEX?

LAUGHING VS POWER STRUGGLE.

           Why would you be so mean as to make her choose?  Okay but, in all seriousness, she can’t really just pick one for a blanket answer.  This is very situational and even that is difficult for me to define because I wanted to say, the more emotionally attached she is with someone, the less the power struggle element comes into play and the more she’s okay with / wants the laughing and silliness and playing and teasing and warmth but that’s not entirely true either because some of the most intense power struggle / power play / back and forth and all of the intimacy that can come with that when you really, really care about and really know what makes them tick and how to make them melt happens when you’re extremely invested into a relationship with someone.  And sometimes light and easy and laughing and just goofing off happens with a random one night stand or someone that’s been a friend that just turns into a random w/ benefits scenario.   It’s probably situational in the broadest sense possible in terms of the mood of the relationship at any given moment before it leads up to sex at that particular moment.  

             SORRY I CAN’T REALLY DO A SOLID one or the other on this one….  I mean.  If she really, really, really had to choose just one for the rest of all eternity, she’d probably choose laughter and silliness because that speaks to a connection between heart and soul and mind and not just physical but.  She’d have to be really really really hard pressed to have to make that final call for forever with someone because both sides of that coin can be so important in a real, long term relationship with someone.

MORNING OR EVENING SEX.

         Mmmmm another toughie but prrroooooobably evening if she’s looking at things practically speaking because almost every morning she’s getting up and dealing with her morning routine and is either off to the dig site or to the museum or to the university or has somewhere she has to be that keeps her from being able to devote full attention to her lover.  She really does have a weakness for late mornings when she can sleep in and wake up to attention from her lover though, so if it’s just a matter of preference, she’s a huge fan of waking up to physical affection and smooches.

FACE TO FACE OR FROM BEHIND?

         This is such a difficult choice because she definitely enjoys experimenting with different positions, reverse cowgirl & doggie style to name a couple are some faves that deal with from behind but if she had to make a choice she’d probably settle for any of the myriad of positions that end up face to face with her partner.  She does have a particular fondness for watching facial expressions and seeing someone when they’re losing control and / or fighting to keep it and seeing all the little bits and pieces of them as they come undone is … a fave.

PHONE SEX OR SEXTING?

           Hmmmmmmm another hard choice to make but if she had to choose she’d settle on sexting because it can be done in a lot more places than phone sex (okay so phone sex can technically be done anywhere if you’re brave enough but she does have a certain sense of decorum and professionalism she tries to maintain in most situations) and … again it goes back to, especially if she’s in the room with her partner, but really, just knowing it’s happening is win … the amount of control that the other person has to exert to maintain their cool while she’s tormenting them …. (I’m sensing a trend).

SUBMISSIVE OR DOMINANT?

            In general this is very, very much a tossup depending on the day, her mood, her partner, the situation …. but in general she would probably be classified more dominant than submissive.  She loves to take control, even if it isn’t in an overt way.  She’d very much be a power bottom, she challenges everyone, she’s all about testing limits (though she’d never want to push someone past an actual hard line) and finding new ways to thrill her partner.  She has zero qualms handing over the reins and letting her partner take charge but she’s definitely all about shaking things up, all about the unexpected.  But yeah.  She’s definitely got more of a dominant vibe, most times.   (Note:  some verses this may vary; in her default Suicide Squad verse she’s definitely got trust issues but if someone can get her to the point where they opt to take control and she lets them, it’s very much a relief sometimes to just let it all go and not have to make the decisions and not have to think and not have to do anything but focus on the pleasure of herself and her partner.  In AC, she’s definitely submissive as a default.)

WHIPS OR CHAINS?

          Sticks and stones may break my bones, but whips and chains excite me.  Why can’t it be both?  Unfair.  If she had to choose just one she’d go with whips.  There are other methods of keeping herself or her partner tied down but there is a particular thrill that comes with the teasing touch of a whip or the little electric stings of pain that comes with being whipped that just can’t be replaced.

HANDCUFFS OR SHIBARI?

              This is all a matter of time and place.  There is something truly thrilling and erotic about the time and patience and skill that goes into shibari, a knowledge of anatomy and the art itself, it’s a thin line between just the right amount of tension and discomfort and potentially causing serious damage.  And it does definitely have a long, slow build up of tension and desire.  She would definitely love to find someone that could indulge her, there’s something particularly enticing about being entirely at someone else’s mercy, but it’s hard to find the right person in terms of skill, knowledge, trust levels.  Sooooooo, in terms of practicality alone, she’d opt for handcuffs… but secretly, the answer is shibari.

EDGING OR MULTIPLE ROUNDS?

             Choices, choices !!!! Why can’t she live in a world where she gets everything she wants, come on …   In all seriousness though…. personally, she loves the ebb and pull of being drawn to the edge and left teetering, and the ebb back down during whatever time in between the next almost is exhilarating and exhausting and it just heightens everything in between build ups.  Everything is more sensitive, everything just feels more enticing and extreme.  And when she finally gets that moment of release it’s just so intense, and yeah.  If she’s got a partner who has the self control and stamina to keep her on a roller coaster of sensation (especially if they drag it out over multiple sessions throughout the day?) mmmmhm.  She’s a happy camper.

VANILLA OR KINKY?

      While June doesn’t mind if her partners are more vanilla in their preferences, she’s definitely more on the kinky side.  She likes to try new things, test her limits, see what she enjoys and what she doesn’t.  She’s traveled and had the opportunity to experience different positions and techniques and different interests - different places consider different things taboo and some things that might be more taboo in the US are considered standard fare, per se, in other countries so.  She’s all about experimenting.

LENGTHY COCKS OR GIRTHY COCKS?

        She’s not generally overly concerned about size… there are more than one ways to cross the finish line…. But, if she had to choose she’d probably choose girth because of just the sensation of being, uh, filled.  Is nice.  But honestly, in the end, it really does come down to knowing how to use what you’ve got.  

ASS OR CHESTS?

         While a nice ass does provide good hand holds … she’s a chest girl mostly? Guys or girls.  She likes tracing lines and curves with her hands or her mouth, and little nips and licks and teasing kisses along her partner’s chest is just delightful.  

THIGHS OR ARMS?

         Unf this one is hard because it really depends on what for.  She does love a good, strong arm that can pin her down, or haul her around buuuuuuuut, a good sturdy set of thighs can support her for some fun play and biting and kissing at the inside of thighs can make even the most stoic of people melt so, if she had to pick, probably thighs.

STRAP ON OR DOUBLE SIDED DILDO?

          As much as she likes the idea of the double sided dildo, in practical terms, they just aren’t normally practical or actually usually rigid enough or designed to really stay in place long enough to get the job done.  She’ll stick with a strap on for giving, maybe with an egg vibrator or something for her if she really feels like it, or just wait to get off after she’s gotten her partner off and vice versa.  

 { MODEL } PUBLIC EDGING OR FILMING IN THE BEDROOM?

                       Mmmmmmmm, even though she really, really shouldn’t given her father’s constant vigilance / insistence on her behaving and staying out of the tabloids and out of the public eye in any way that might reflect badly on him if their connection came out (or maybe because of it let’s be real) and even though she really, really shouldn’t really, really like it when it’s with a certain NYPD detective….. she really, REALLY likes anything to do with public displays of affection especially when they border into the full on sexual.  Fingering her, grinding on her, using vibrators / vibrating panties w/ remotes or plugs or dirty talk or whatever to keep her turned on and on edge and not letting her actually get off so that it just gets worse and worse and she just slowly dissolves until she’s whining and giving little looks and begging for you to drag her somewhere and fuck her brains out is – honestly – pretty much one of her number one kinks of all time.  And, if she’s drunk or high on top of it, especially on anything that heightens sensations?  She’ll do pretty much anything you want to finally be able to get off….