#like... a positive feedback ahah

[wickedlyqueer]

hi hello salut. do you find that having a tumblr account to promote fanfictions is helpful or do readers find your fics regardless? i am publishing first time ever. thank you greatly, big fan

Yeah, I'd say so.

For one you have another platform to let readers know "hey! there's a new fic of the thing you like!" Not every reader sorts fics on 'most recent' and only go off 'most kudos'ed/viewed/bookmarked'. A new fic will have an incredibly hard time to land a high spot with those filters. Hell, some only go off other people's recs... So any additional place you can let readers know of your fics existence helps.

It also makes it much easier for readers to reblog your fic. If I read a fic and like it, I probably wouldn't make my own post like 'oh this fic i read was really nice'. I would, however, reblog someone's tumblr post. This helps your fic (potentially) read a wider audience.

Just make sure to properly tag your fics so that—even when you don't have many followers—people can still find your fic!

[silentcryracha]

❍ ‗ Cooking with Felix ‗ ❍

Pairing : Felix x f reader

Summary : chapter six of a cute standalone miniseries. It's what it says in the title

Genre/ Warnings : scenario/imagine/headcanon, drabble, fluff, crack lol, disasters in the kitchen but that's it

Word count : 990 words (longest yet)

A/n : Just got the news that him and Seungmin are living together...they'll live off brownies and cookies I fear. Also the green muffins story it's true, that's me I'm bitches

ps: There could be grammar errors. Do NOT repost on other socials. Leave feedback if you feel like it, otherwise enjoy! ♡︎

masterlist

series masterpost

.・。.・゜✭・.・✫・゜・。.

You and Felix both had a thing for the kitchen. Wether this was good or bad, well, it depended on the situation.

Felix had an extraordinary gift for baking sweets, specifically. His cookies, banana bread and brownies were renowned for being amazing. And that's honestly impressive, it does take a certain type of precision to bake.

On the other hand, when it came to actual cooking...like salty meals...well!

He tried. He really tried. He just didn't have the same gift at handling salt as he had with sugar. Like than one time he wanted to surprise you and tried key word tried to cook seafood pasta...

"Hi Lixie" you called out as soon as you arrived home.

"Hi angel, I'm in here!" he replied, and when you understood that his voice was coming from the kitchen, as well a certain smell, you just had to take a deep breath before walking in.

"Oh wow! Did you make something nice?" the sweetness in your tone along with a kiss on his cheek covered a bit of the fear.

He smiled widely, making a funny excited noise as he kept stirring the spaghetti and sauce in the pan. To be fair the smell was not bad per se, it was just a bit strong since it was seafood. Maybe it wouldn't be so bad?

"So how is it? I actually added a bit of spices because I didn't think the color of the sauce was quite right." he talked casually, as you sucked in the inside of your cheeks to try and desperately activate some salivation as well as sedate the sting caused from the pepper.

"Mmh", you took a generous sip of water nodding, more to try and not disappoint him too much than to agree.

"It's certainly...savory" you smiled, clearing your throat, "Maybe a bit too spicy for me you know? I'm a bit weak ahah"

His face drops a bit, in confusion at first, since he knows that's a lie and you handle spice well. Or better than him, regardless.

So he reaches for his fork, rolling some of the spaghetti on it, then putting it into his mouth.

As soon as he chomps down, his jaw freezes. His brown eyes glaring at you like you cooked the damn pasta.

"How is-"

"Shut up" he interrupts while spitting the bite out in a piece of paper.

But thankfully he barely, if ever, got baking wrong. It had become almost a 'saving grace' for Felix. He had to bring a housewarming or dinner gift? Cake or sweet bread. He wanted to make a snack for you or the members? Brownies or cookies. He needed to ask forgiveness? Pick either of the previous options.

On the other hand, if that was his strong point, it definitely wasn't yours. The most you could do was have pre-packed and measured ingredients, maybe then you could avoid fucking it up.

Lord knows you became as much as a liability as he did when you tried to use the oven.

As soon as the boys finally got a break, Felix walked back to his bag, fishing out his phone, actually meaning to write to you.

But you wrote first! And what he saw made him a little worried but mainly smile, endeared. It's just his nature to always be positive after all.

hi bub <3 how's practice going?

I saw this recipe on tiktok and I kinda tried to make it with what we had at home lol

It's still in the oven tho so I think they'll be ready just in time when you get home

say hi from me, laters <3

Felix smiled and responded with a selfie of himself pouting, saying he can't wait to be home and wash up. And was also looking forward to this treat!

Famous last words...

"Okay I need you to be a bit open minded right now"

"Right" he nodded, still in his practice clothes. He had just stepped foot into the apartment and already smelled something burning.

"They- uh- listen they're a bit ugly, a bit melted let's say...but it doesn't mean they'll taste bad!" he was genuinely trying not to laugh with all his might, seeing you so flustered.

"Let's see the creatures, then"

"Oh my God don't call them that" you yelled, effectively making him lose his shit and start laughing. He raised his hands in defeat.

"I'm just saying! I don't even know what you made, you keep calling them 'them'!" he explained. You waved him off with one hand.

"Yeah yeah, okay", you bent down a bit to open the oven, which actually didn't exactly smell bad, it just smelled a bit intense. You probably overcooked whatever it was, he thought.

Nothing could've prepared him for the absolute failed laboratory experiments that you put on the table. He truly couldn't even tell what they were supposed to be. Mini cakes? Muffins?

The only indication was the paper wrappers that, fortunately, contained the -most certainly- radioactive results.

He bit his bottom lip, slowly walking closer to inspect the situation.

"So...what were they supposed to be, angel?"

"Uh...blueberry muffins?" you responded sheepishly. He nodded slowly, closing his eyes to try and contain himself.

"I see." he courageously reached to take a tiny piece of dugh -the one that didn't explode, that is- and tasted it.

He chewed, genuinely trying to savor it and see if it was any good. He sighed.

"I think that something was wrong in the main dough, angel. That's why it kinda exploded and didn't rise properly." he explained sweetly, pulling you closer by the waist.

"How about we set aside these green hulk babies and tomorrow, since I've got the day off, we don't try again together?" he smiled when he say you smile behind the hand covering your face.

"Okay" your voice sounded small, like a scolded kid. He chuckled, kissing your forehead at your cuteness.

"Okay."

.・。.・゜✭・.・✫・゜・。.

[soo-won]

Akatsuki no Yona chapter 24 magazine vs volume

Hi everyone! Like promised when I did the same for chapter 60, here I am today to share the differences between the magazine and volume version of chapter 24! This chapter is compiled into volume 5 and was first prepublished in Hana to Yume issue 21 in 2010.

(The truth is I don't have this first page anymore so this one scan is not by me. I can't find the source of it at all, sorry. the rest is from me when it's the magazine)

There's nothing special between magazine/volume on it. As you can easily find elsewhere the editor text reads "Who do you think protecting Yona is the role of...?". Something I find interesting here is the use of "Yona", though. It could be a question asked by an outside narrator and not Hak since as we know Hak doesn't call her "Yona", but! This chapter is one chapter /before/ the scene where Yona asks him to keep calling her Princess. So this is entirely possible that it was intended to be Hak saying it, except the editors (nor Hak) knew that the way he calls her would be important yet. I think it's very fun to have a glimpse into a time where these aspects that are obvious to us now didn't exist yet. The series only was 1 year old by then, after all. Also volume 3 was the latest volume released and was receiving good feedbacks!

Behind this color page you can find a detailed summary and presentation of the characters so far that you can see here (this blog is a goldmine and a blessing, I really recommend checking it out if you need to find any detailed info about the Hana to Yumes). There's nothing new or of note I can say about the descriptions in themselves, but if you're curious just ask and I can translate them too! (I love how Suwon always has "He thought of Yona as his little sister" in all his descriptions lol...sweet).

I didn't scan it, but Kusanagi's author comment in this chapter is : ヨナ３巻発売中です！今回は少しだけど描き下ろし漫画もあります！良かったら��てやって下さい～。or "Yona volume 3 is out! This time I drew some bonus manga pages too! Please check it out~" referring to the few pages at the end of volume 3 with the wind tribe and the Iksu-Yun sketch.

Otherwise, I haven't found changes between the magazine and volume version...that is until the very last pages.

Indeed, Shinah's eye in the first panel was inverted. Weird and very specific thing to edit, isn't it? Trying to find the reasons why, I have two theories (that can work together).

First theory: It's for better coherency. In the page that comes right before that Shinah's face is towards the left in the panels at the bottom, so it works better if his face isn't suddenly towards the right just after. I also think the edit made in the volume guides our eyes better towards the text bubble than in the magazine. Shinah then turning towards the opposite direction at the end of the page shows how he leaves behind something better too.

2nd theory : To avoid repetition. As you can see on the same previous page, there is already a drawing of Shinah's eye of around the same size and same angle at the top left of the page. It's something we can easily forget when we read the manga digitally, but in the magazine and volume these two pages are actually next to each other in the same double-page, and the manga is drawn with this parameter in mind.

I took pictures of what it probably looked like with the magazine in your hands (since as far I know this aspect of the pagination never changes between magazine and volume) and how it's like in the physical volume for reference. They convey something a little bit different I think! Without overinterpreting, to me in the final version it's a bit like Shinah is saying goodbye to two different sides of his life, one negative and the other more positive that he sees from two different eyes, so it makes more sense to me this way. It's probably not that deep but now you know this is thing ahah.

Lastly the final page! Which has an editor text this time. It translates to "How long has it been since I last held someone else's hand? How long has it been since I last felt something that is not "despair"...?" ...sniff.

I don't have any more of those, but if someday I can get my hands on more of these I'll compare other older chapters again!

[virgothozul]

Hello ! Just wanted to talk a bit, feel free to skip ahah ! I want to thank you for the nice, kind, fun or excited comments and tags under my art ! It’s so cool to see people interacting with something one has created and shared. When I was 11 or 12, I sent a message (I think it was through fb) to a friend of my older brother’s. She drew stuff and shared it on her fb page. It was public posts, but I guess it was targeted at her friends more than anyone else. I told her sth along the lines of « my brother is a friend of yours, he’s shown me your art and I think it’s incredible and so inspiring ! Thank you for making and sharing it ! Have a nice day :) »

Idk why I did that, but I liked her art so much, and would look at it so often, I guess I felt a little weird anonymously lurking at her posts. I don’t really remember. Idk I thought it was the honest thing to do.

I didn’t get an answer but I didn’t think anything of it, I wasn’t trying to get her to talk to me. But a few days later, my brother came to me, mad and ashamed, saying she told him about my message, that she thought it was weird. He was very crossed at me, saying I was a sick creep. I felt disgusting, awful and guilty. I regretted ever sending her this. Maybe I had been presumptuous, too forward, overly excited. Maybe since then she would feel anxious sharing stuff bc of weirdos like me who would like it despite never meeting her etc.

For years I wouldn’t compliment anyone’s craft if I didn’t personally know them. I thought it was gross of me to like sb’s art too much. Everyone has a different relationship with their art and how ppl, especially strangers, interact with it. That’s of course 100% ok. I personally think it’s a great feeling having someone liking my art, connecting with it, sending their kindness, support or excitement. I love to see art being shared and creating a little connection between folks. Even strangers. (Sure you don’t want your art to be taken out of context for problematic use, or by ppl with ill intent etc. But let’s focus on positive interactions today.)

I could blabber about that for a while. Just, many thanks for the kind and fun feedback Folks ! 🙏 Wish you all a nice day

[godlytransurfer]

( UPDATED) SELF CONCEPT IN LOVE AFFIRMATION TAPE TEMPLATE + FREE TEXT2SPEECH LINK

Hello to everyone again! Sorry I’ve been away from here, I totally did not abandon this blog ahah. I’ve just been mainly on twitter (@godlytransurf) and being brief also because I was completing my bachelors degree.

Now that I have free time again, I will be posting more of my success stories in detail this week, but today I’m gonna show u my latest SC tape for beliefs about romantic relationships specifically. I also have a general SC tape even for things in my DR, but that’s for another day. I am having success with my SP tape and a lot of people have positive feedback on it which I’m delighted to know about. However, sometimes you need to just turn to your own self concept and be general, give a little attention to yourself, you know? This is about you after all, and to be able to sustain good relationships, we must have good beliefs about our experiences within them.

So enough rambling, here is the tape content and the link! 

I am currently using these sites because it’s free and I couldn’t find it for the life of me before. I like it because it doesn’t have a small limit.

http://www.fromtexttospeech.com

http://readloud.net

Change and add to your liking or context of course. When you go into text to speech though, I personally like AI female voices the most because it feels weird to me to hear my own voice on the phone, so I always pick “Daisy” (or “Salli” for the second link) , US American voice, fast/very fast speed (Speed 3 on the second link).

PS: Some of these I took out of my SP tape and made it more general. Others are targeted towards myself and are new. If you have my SP tape some are similar, but there’s also a lot of new things! So u can download both.

Enjoy! I hope it helps you as much as it does to me. I’ve been feeling happier, more sure of myself and the outcomes I want, stable and safe!

______________________________________________________________________

My love interests are forever in love with me.

I am the one and only love of their lives.

I am the dream partner.

I am magnetic, irresistible and irreplaceable, and to my love interests, I am unforgettable.

I am loved, admired and healthily obsessed with by my love interests.

We are perfect for each other.

We are right for each other.

Me and my lovers always love and see each other for who we truly are.

I am always loved and seen for who I truly am.

I am the most beautiful girl in the world inside and out.

I am perfect inside and out.

I am fully loved for being me, mind, body and soul.

I am always 100% compatible with my love interests.

They love my intelligence, beauty, way of being and my sense of humor.

I am the most interesting person everyone knows.

I love everything about them and they love everything about me.

I am always the priority and I am always supported by them.

I am prioritized.

I have priority and I am prioritized over everything and everyone.

I always come first.

I allow myself to be put first.

I allow myself to be prioritized.

I allow myself to be loved and chosen.

I know I deserve the best treatment and I always get the best treatment.

I am acknowledged.

I am important.

It’s an honor to be in my life and in my presence.

I am the most valuable.

I am always loved even more than I love.

I am always chosen.

I am always the first and only choice.

My love interests always choose me over everything and everyone.

I never get left, I never get replaced.

My lovers could never leave me.

My loved ones never leave me.

I am too important to lose.

I am way too special to lose.

Things always last as long as I want them to.

My relationships always last as long as I want them to.

I’m more than enough.

I am always enough.

I am always more than good enough.

I am always the best.

No one can compete with me.

No one compares to me.

It’s always been me, It’s always me and it’s always gonna be me.

I always leave a positive and strong mark on my love interests.

I am perfect exactly the way I am.

I am more than enough as I am.

I’m always accepted.

I’m always loved and embraced.

I could never be rejected.

I am always the favorite.

I am always the one they love talking to and spending time with.

I am always sought after by my love interests.

My relationships are always strong, stable and better everyday.

I am always the only one my lovers love, want, are attracted to and connect with.

I am always on my lovers mind.

They only want me, love me and connect with me.

My love interests only get into relationships with me.

My love interest are always faithful, loyal and devoted to me only.

I am always loved, respected and treated as such.

My love interests are always 100% committed to me and always want to spend the rest of their lives with me.

I have healthy a self esteem.

I am always healthy, positive, balanced and safe at all times.

I have amazing physical, mental, emotional and spiritual health.

I am successful.

My love interests have healthy self esteem.

They are always healthy, positive, balanced and safe at all times.

They have amazing physical, mental, emotional and spiritual health.

They are successful.

My lovers’ romantic feelings and attraction for me are so strong that they cannot hide it.

They always express their love, affection and desire for me in a consistent, healthy loving way.

I am the girlfriend, the soulmate, the wife.

Me and my lovers are always our highest selves.

I always have perfect communication within my relationships.

We always feel comfortable, confident, loving, loved, safe, secure, happy and whole within ourselves and within our relationship.

Me and my partners always trust each other.

We always have the same values and compatible goals in life.

My lovers always want the same exact things with me that I do with them and they’ll gladly do anything to make that happen.

My lovers always put in effort to make our relationship work.

They are always romantic, considerate gentleman towards me.

They always make sweet surprises for me.

I am always pleasantly surprised by them and they never let me down.

My loved ones always stay by my side no matter what.

Me and my lovers always have perfect chemistry with each other in all aspects.

We just get each other and mesh perfectly.

I love everything about them and they love everything about me.

My love interests always have their shit together.

I always have my shit together.

I am always protected and provided to.

Me and my lovers are always living our dreams together.

Me and my love interests always have more than enough money.

We don’t ever have to worry about anything.

Everyone always supports my relationships with my lovers.

Me and my love interests always have the most beautiful and meaningful, deep bonds and relationships with each other.

I’m the only one they have, feel and want to have this type of connection with.

My relationships are always safe and safe to be in for the both of us. They are divinely guided.

I am always safe, successful and lucky in love.

My relationships are always meant for success.

Me and my lovers are always good for each other.

I am the only one that feels and is right for my lovers when it comes to opening up and having a relationship.

I am the only one they can open up to and be intimate with.

I am the only one they feel they can talk about anything with.

Only I feel right for them!

I am always the closest person to them.

I am always their best friend, lover, soulmate and partner.

I am always their dream partner.

I am the only one they click with.

Me and my love interests are always fully conscious of being each other’s soulmates.

Soulmates can’t ever reject or abandon each other.

Soulmates always stay together, they can only and always love each other and prosper together.

My lovers are always forgiving and understanding when it comes to me.

They’re always patient and kind to me because they genuinely love me and want to be with me. They’re always gentle and affectionate with me.

They’re not afraid to tell me how deep they feel for me.

They’re constantly loving me and cherishing me to the fullest.

My lovers always protect me.

I am worth everything and I always know that very well.

My love interests always think highly of me no matter what.

I am worth everything and they always know that very well.

The men I love and want always love and want me too, they always commit to me.

They always offer me happy, loving, healthy long term relationships with life long commitment.

My love interests always see a future with me.

I'm the only one they imagine themselves with.

My love interests always pursue me and take the initiative with me.

They constantly pursue me and I don’t have to do anything but receive.

I am showered with infinite love and attention from them and they are indifferent towards everyone but me.

I only ever experience happy, healthy, loving long term relationships with life long commitment.

I am always the one and the only one.

I am always exactly what my love interests are looking for, and only I am exactly that.

I am the only one that can possibly give them that, so they will gladly do anything for me.

I always get it right just by being me.

I am the real deal. I was born with it and no one else can replicate it.

I am always the best anyone can get and they know it.

I am a high value person and I only experience high value relationships.

I am a good and amazing person on all aspects.

I love myself.

I am loved, and I deserve to be loved and committed to.

I am always unconditionally loved, chosen and prioritized.

My love interests always love me and chose me unconditionally.

Everyone’s always my ideal version of them.

I am always my ideal version of me.

I never fail.

I am god.

I am the one and only operant power.

I am in the god state.

This is my reality and I do whatever I want with it.

I am always deserving of my desires and I always have them.

I have the perfect self concept.

I have my ideal set of beliefs.

Only my positive thoughts manifest.

Everything in my life is perfect.

Nobody deserves my desires more than I do.

Everything undesired has already been deleted from the timeline.

This is my reality and my desired reality, that’s where I live.

I have everything in my manifestation list.

[belle--ofthebrawl]

Hello, hi, I have a confession to make: I sent an anon request during your vibe checks, because you already did a vibe check for me but I thought you might want to do other kinds besides the two-card spreads so I asked for one of the "omen of hope" ones to give you some variety (also I am greedy).

What it said was that I had a mother-figure watching over me and loving me. At first I was unsure, but I worked out who it is and genuinely cried on her when I realised that she's who the reading was talking about.

So I'm here to thank you and to tell you that your readings are good. <3

Ahah, you don't mind that I called a club, a spade do you? I even looked it up before hand and forgot to change it before I hit post... let's shroud it in mysticism and say I was distracted by the ethereal forces of blah blah blah and la di dah. I am such a powerful psychic that I cannot be bothered to remember things like suite names. ;)

All jokes aside, I am so genuinely happy for you! This feedback is truly wonderful to hear. I am glad I was able to give you some positivity and reaffirm something you may have needed to be reminded of. Sometimes it's all we need. I hope we all get to have someone in our corner like that and I hope we can be that person in the corner to someone else as well. You are very welcome.

🩵

[hbprophetie]

Thank you so much for your responses on my previous post! You've been so supporting and I'm glad you liked the drawing despite all the doubts I had regarding it.

I was a bit confused- I don't know if I should redraw it eventually, as some of you really seemed to find it worked well (thank you, @snapesnailtape and @ovidialee). I suppose I'll see!

Anyway, I'm so happy to always get your positive feedback - thanks a lot to everyone, again.

For this sunday evening, here is the drawing for days 23 & 24, based on the prompts "Bat/vampire" and "Fears"!

Again, I had several ideas and didn't know which one I should draw - I thought about the Dark Lord and unsupported flight (with which Snape's shape ressembles a bat), drew some sketch and finally went for something totally different- and this time I'm happy with how it turned!

I based my drawing on the opening scene of the Deathly Hallows Part 2 (favorite opening sequence in the movies - of course), where we can see Headmaster Snape looking down at Hogwarts's courtyard while students are processing gloomily, the castle is being haunted by the anguishing presence of the Carrow and the dementors... I've always found that Snape looked like a bat in his den, in this scene. He is definitely dominant (like a shadow overing the castle), but at the same time he's restrained by the chains of his fate and duty, keeping silent his terrible secret. And that, with the music and all, looks melancholic.

I wanted to use this idea and make a picture where he looks a bit like a vampire ruling over a place covered in fear and terror, where truth is kept silent.

To be honest, I was affraid to totally screw up the landscape cause I suck with perspective ahah, finally it's not fully realistic (and really doesn't try to be by any mean), but I think we can understand the scene just fine so that's ok with me! ;-)

I hope you'll enjoy today's entry! 🦇 (And now I've "Lily's theme" stuck in my head, damn!)

Can't wait to share the upcoming ones with you - I loved to draw them and I'm so excited to post them.

[bbyquokka]

1, 6, 7, 14

1. what's the fic you're most proud of?

im proud of all my works however, my top 3 have be this, this and this stormy night because it's the fic that started off this whole process. i had an idea, decided to write it; if it went well, i continue and if it didnt, at least i tried and well - here i am, lmao

fingers because i love how it turned out. for a small drabble, it turned out really well and i think i will always be proud of it. (plus i was suffering from extreme Jisung brain rot when i wrote this, so that helped 💀)

starlight because i think it was my first attempt at writing something slow and passionate, especially for hyunjin. i think thats what started of the whole process of seeing Hyunjin as a slow, passionate romantic - that coupled with the fact he actually is a hopeless romantic 🌹 idk, i just really liked how it turned out. it made me giddy sooo

6. what's the hardest part of the writing process for you?

processing my thoughts and unjumbling them so my sentence and the plot makes sense. i usually think of the middle section before i write so that sets of a million thoughts to swim inside my head. Many 'what if's' and 'can i add that?'

7. how does receiving or not receiving feedback/support impact you?

receiving feedback makes my day! there is nothing better than putting in all that hard work into your fic and seeing someone reblog it and having a moment in the comments/tags - i feel sooo powerful 😂 it especially makes my day when ive posted something that im nervous about, or something i haven't written because im stepping out off that zone and someone gives feedback having a moment. I LIVE FOR THAT SHIT.

not receiving feedback bothers me sometimes, its hard not to when you spend hours writing, editing and making it look pleasing to the eye. it especially sucks when you post and see you have a notification for it to be a like -_- it especially sucks when you see other writers not getting the feedback/support they deserve. there are SOOO many talented writers on this site and its so heart-breaking seeing them struggle and constantly question their abilities to the point where they go on hiatus to leaving all together.

it does get annoying having to contently remind people to reblog and leave feedback, even when you have it plastered EVERYWHERE; but i appreciate the ones who are consistent (you know who you are and i will FOREVER LOVE YOU!!!!) and those people are the people i write for, as well as myself, ofc.

14. Do you compare yourself to other writers? In a positive or negative way?

sometimes i do, in both ways.

positive; i think they ae so talented and i take inspiration from them, want to do better, improve myself and 'be like them' in a sense.

negative; i see the amount of interactions they get, reblogs, asks, feedback and i think 'what am i doing wrong?'

sometimes it hard not to compare yourself to others, especially when they do what you do. but i have to remember that i am my own person, i write what i want to write. this is a hobby, not a service

thank you for you ask, jade! i didnt mean for it to be this long, ahah. apologise!

deep fic writer asks

[wizkiddx]

i loved your blurb the other day . i have a request off it if you could do one more domesticated about the little things tom does in a relationship?

Ooooh I loved loved loved this request!! In my head he is a complete romantic sap at heart <333 this is a lot more wordy that I normally write and bit concerned it is a shitter - feedback would be well appreciate, if you have any opinion on which crappy writing style I do less badly :///

Summary: the boring and domesticated day to day life with Tom

warnings: look really close an a bit of implied smut, but otherwise sickeningly nice stuff I think ahah

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Given his rather unique position and place in the world - your relationship with Tom was also very much not typical. By no means did that mean worse though - Tom meant the world to you; as you did him. Yes, at times it was tough - the distance, the tightly scheduled face times because of the time difference. But every time you saw his crinkly smile, it was almost set in stone everything was worth it. He was, most definitely, worth it. 

Especially as he was such a sap. Perhaps because some of the things he did that brought rushes of heat to your cheeks - Tom wasn’t even aware of. Of course, Tom being Tom, he obviously did the bigger things and spoilt you rotten - which you were never going to complain about - though those weren’t the things that made your heart flutter so inexplicably. 

Take yesterday for example. Tom had just got back home from a long filming shoot for SM3 and it was fair to say you’d both been pining over each other enormously. Once he was back though, none of that mattered. The pair of you had spent almost a full 18 hours in bed, before eventually you’d pulled away from the pouty boy, due to your desperate need of a shower. That was too far away from you in Tom’s opinion though- meaning you’d had a shared shower too. Purely for water saving + environmental purposes , or at least, that had been his justification. It was intimate but not sexual, leading to the two of you wrapped in towels in the marble bathroom. Busying yourself with your skincare, you weren’t paying any mind to your boyfriend, who you assumed to be faffing about as usual. That was until you felt a gentle tug on the back of your towel dried hair. Instantly you locked eyes with warm brown ones looking back at you through the slightly fogged up mirror, panning down to see the hair brush in his hand. 

“What’re you doing?” You laughed gently, leaning back onto his bare torso, still slightly damp from the humidity lingering in the bathroom air. 

“ ‘jus’ brushin your hair, I haven’t got all the lotions and potions to spend hours on.” Cheeky bugger. Sweet but with a mischievous twinkle in his eyes - as he watched you roll yours. 

“If I phoned Rach and said you weren’t following her-“ Cut off by his lips craning round to meet yours, you decided not to fight it, instead melting into his embrace while turning round - your body still only wrapped in the towel tucked under your arm. After a few moments Tom paused to whisper a shh against your lips, before painfully slowly moving against yours again. God knows, you would’ve stayed in that moment forever if you could however you did also still have moisturiser only half rubbed in on your face, like warpaint. So, you turned back around finishing off in the mirror and very much enjoying the sensation of Tom still hovering behind,  ever so gently working the brush through your hair. It took much longer than it should have for you to finish off, mainly because you spent the time watching him in the mirror concentrate, especially the way he pressed his tongue against the inside of his left cheek in concentration. 

After the pair of you had finally got ready for the day (at 3 in the afternoon but no one had to know), you’d gone out for a walk with his parents. Naturally you spent the majority of the time gossiping with Nikki slightly ahead of the Dom and Tom - who were no doubt talking about golf or something equally as dull. Tom loved to say that he found how close you and Nikki got as terrifying - really you both knew he only adored you more for it. Family was everything to Tom and given poor Nikki’s immediate surroundings of pure testosterone, when you became integrated into the family it was like a breath of fresh air. And you didn’t smell of boy - which to her was a win. 

It was a beautiful early evening and the sun was slowly creeping its way toward the horizon, changing the light from a brilliant white to a more golden hue - basking the four of you and Tess in the glow. You’d all come to a natural halt whilst Tess had gone a bit mental chasing squirrels. It just worked out that the sun was opposite you and though the evening was beautiful, dealing with it head on , in your eyes, was not the most enjoyable. Before you could even reach your arm out to shield yourself from the sun,  the light was blocked out, a shadow casting over your forehead. 

Now what’s important to note here is Tom is by no means a tall man. He wasn’t a midget but it would be fair to say that all 5 foot 8 of him was ‘below average height’. Not that it let him stop being a sun block for you and you really did try not to giggle as your furrowed brows caught site of his raised heels. This boy was literally standing on his tiptoes to stop the sun getting in your eyes for god sake. He noticed your grin though and as if it was the most normal thing in the world just shrugged his shoulders before engaging back in his parents conversation. You weren’t as quick to recover, honestly having to take a moment to swallow down your glee. 

Afterwards, you’d gone straight back the Holland family home as they all wanted to celebrate Tom and Harry’s return- what better way than having Sam the master chef himself cook you all a three course meal? As if choreographed both of you had taken the seats next to each other… but not in a clingy way at all, Paddy was interrogating you on how the hell you’d beaten him at the classic game of mariokart (which you would never let him live down) whilst Tom and Harry were recounting one of their many tales of filming to Nikki. Once the plates of food were served out to you by the esteemed chef, Tom wasted no time in skilfully and subtly piling the greens of vegetables and salad off your plate and onto his. You’d never dream of offending Sam by insulting his cooking, really you did love it - there was just something about rabbit food that you had to put your foot down at. Perhaps it was because it was literal leaves? Things that you used to feed to your pet hamster perhaps? It was a constant source of bickering between you, Tom and Harry- they claimed you’d end up dying because of the lack of leaves in your diet, which you strongly contested. Fruit and some veg was allowed but salad- stay the hell away.

Anyway it didn’t matter, you wouldn’t have to face that debate tonight because Tom had you covered. He always had you covered. 

Finally, the night rolled round which you were so thankful for, considering even though you’d had an extortionate amount of time in bed last night - not a lot of it had actually been spent asleep. Combine that with the wine you’d been happily sipping on in celebration, it pretty much explained the situation you found yourself in now. Eyes bobbing up and down as the TV drifted in and out of focus, the slow and gentle thud of Tom’s heartbeat lulling you into that floaty place. You didn’t fight the drowsiness because really, nestled between the cushions of the sofa and Tom’s chest, you didn’t want to be anywhere else. Letting your eyes slide shut completely, you took a deep breath in and nuzzled into his chest- barely registering how he lightly chuckled at the action. Tom just took the time to look down at you, pressing the most gently kiss to the crown of your head. Moments like this would never not be his favourite. Don’t get him wrong, he loved your wit and sarcastic charm when you were more conscious… but something about how comfortable you were to be completely vulnerable with him, gave him a purpose. He would never be able to wrap his head around why you’d let him - how he deserved this was beyond him but he was so bloody thankful for it. 

Your hand that was splayed on his stomach caught his eye, you still had your bracelet on from the meal and he knew you hated sleeping with any jewellery on. Instinctively then, Tom ever so gently manipulated the clasp and skilfully removed the silver chain - reaching over and placing it on the little coffee table. Having spent 3 months without you within 100 miles of him, Tom was more than willing to wake up with back ache if it meant spending the night on the sofa with you like this. The gentle grasp on your wrist had roused you a little though. 

It was always the simple things that made your heart burst - like the bracelet . Or like his little raspy whisper, voice tired and thinking you were asleep. Even if everything else disappeared, it would still be the greatest life if you had Tom there saying this. 

“Your home Y/n… you and me forever…

…until u die from not eating ur greens.”

[changlix-mp4]

let’s play a game

pairing : bangchan x f.reader

genre : smut , fluff ig

warnings : teasing, teasing, use of pet names, making out, dry humping, marking, riding , unprotected sex, cum inside, cockwarming (yes again, cockwarming is kind of cute for me sorry sksldjk)

(+) ft. Changlix ♡ appearance uwu ,, ahah

words count : 2,6k

A/N : don't mind my mistakes please my eng still sucks ,, i still hope you guys will like this one ,even if I feel like every of my long fics are invisible help TT skkdjl , anyways thx for reading,, FEEDBACKS ARE VERY WELCOMED ♡

M RATED

After a long day of procrastination, you and your boyfriend!Chan, were sat onto the couch, a movie playing in the background, since both of you were on your phones. After awhile, Chan broke the silence “babe” , you hummed turning your head toward him. He looked down at you “we didn’t do anything today”, you sighed  “I know... It was such a boring day. We had to do the laundry, clean the house but the only thing we did was sitting there and eating” —  “ugh...we’ll do it tomorrow” Chan lazily replied. “We’re saying that since last week” you said looking at him both of you bursting in laughing “we’re so lazy” you exclaimed still laughing. “nah, you’re the lazy one here” he retracted. “What?! you’re always the one saying We wiLL dO iT tOmOrrOw” you imitated him. “Hey I don’t talk like that!” he said laughing. “no no really. You sound exactly like that” you smiled at him teasingly.

Chan suddenly smirked as you gave him a questioning look. He bent down a bit, his lips brushing against your ear, breath fanning over your neck, goosebumps raising on the delicate skin. “you want me to show you how you sound when you moan my name?” he whispered biting your earlobe softly. You gasped slapping his arm “shut up idiot”. He whined holding his arm playfully.

“So?” he asked throwing an arm over your shoulders  “what’d you like to do babygirl? . You laid your head on his shoulder. “I don’t know”. Chan thought for a moment  “hmm, what about we play a game?”. You raised your head “getting interesting” — “I was thinking about something...freaky”  — ”Chan! You-” — he hushed you before continuing “listen baby. Let’s do an arm wrestling”. You gave him a confused look, it was nothing freaky . What did he have in mind?  “The winner gets to do whatever he wants to the loser.” — “What? no!” — “Why not love?” — “are you kidding me? You’re one hundred percent stronger than me. I’m gonna lose for sure!” you whined. “ I’ll hold myself, I’ll be gently” he smirked. “That’s not funny” you pouted crossing your arms over your chest. “C’mon babygirl” he said putting his hand on your thigh stroking the soft skin.

Looking at his veiny hand going up and down, you got an idea. “ I have an idea” you said hesitantly. “But it’s kinda embarrassing” you admitted looking at your lap playing with your fingers. “Tell me babygirl, don’t be shy” he approached you lifting your face slowly. “ ‘k hm.. let’s make out-”  before you could finish your sentence, Chan interrupted you “Wait ,that’s not a game.. But y’know I’m down for it” you stopped him from hovering you “Chan, I’m not finished” you tsked “I don’t want to play anymore” he whined “shut up Chris” -- “ok M’am”  he sighted pouting. “arg don’t make that face. well , yea let’s do that but the first one making a noise loses , the winner then will do whatever he wants to the loser”. Chan smirked to himself  “your game is interresting , very interresting” you looked up at him shyly. Not lying to yourself, a part of you regretted this game, the other one was excited. “Let’s go!” you lowered your head not wanting him to see your timid face  “BABYGIRL IT’S TOO LATE TO BE SHY! NOW GET YOUR CUTE AND SEXY ASS HERE!!” Chan practically yelled. You chuckled still embarrassed but you took a deep breath and looked in his eyes “I can’t lose this” you announced determined  “I can’t either” he muttered. 

You sat comfortably on his lap.You watched him attentively waiting for whatever move he was gonna do. His hands found their places on your thighs and caressed them up and down. Wanting to tease a little bit,  you ghosted your lips over his beautilul plump ones . When he went to kiss you, you backed a little away as he chased after you “You’re so fucking sexy, y’know that babygirl?” you bent down kissing all along his jaw until you reached to his ear licking it slowly “Is that so?”. Chan wanted to groan but bite his lips instead. You kissed his neck , finding his sweet spot. He threw his head back as you sucked on the sensitive spot, his hands gripping tighter on your hips. You were driving him crazy. But he couldn’t show it. Getting impatient Chan decided to make a move. He took your face in his hands, looking at you with nothing but love and lust. He finally kissed you, one hand cupping your cheek, the other one on your hip. The make-out session was getting heated as you detached yourself from the kiss breathless.

“ I will admit that you’re really good at this game y/n” he admitted rubbing the small of your back “you’re giving me a hard time”. You smiled at him satisfied by his comment “But baby, that doesn’t mean I’ll give up. I can’t wait for you to lose” he whispered against your lips. “n-not gonna happen” you objected. He knew the effect he has on you. You suddenly started grinding on him knowing well he always gets hard when you do it. And damn you were right. Chan’s lips parted slightly, you were sure he was gonna groan or something but before he did , he let his head fall down on your shoulder and bite on the tender flesh.  Your eyes squeezed shut as you pulled on his hair. You were weak, Chan knew you’re slowly losing at your own game. Chan couldn’t hold back anymore as he finally decided to break you, he thrusted his hips into yours making you moan at the delicious friction of his jean on your slightly covered clit. Chan smirked wildly at you , poking the inside of his cheek with his tongue “ I won” -- “That’s unfair..” you trailed out. ”y’know , I really liked your little game,  It was somehow ...entertaining”. You lowered your head on his broad shoulder sighting. He stroked your hair with one hand, the other one playing with the hem of your -his- black oversized hoodie. “so?” you asked defeated, “well , since you have to do what I want” he trailed , you waited for him to continue. “I want you to-”, Chan was interrupted by your phone ringing, the song “what is love” echoing in the room.

It meant only one thing. It was Felix calling. ( it was the ringtone for him ). You answered the facetime “ hello, how you doing?” Felix asked happily “hi Felix , doing well how about you?” you replied. “Hey Changbin!” , this one was driving as he waved at you quickly. “I’m fine. hm Changbin and I were hanging out, and since we’re not too far, we wanted to know if you guys want to come with us at the mall. Y’know eating ice cream and hang out together”. Chan looked at you gesturing you to say no , since he couldn’t be seen on the screen. You eyed Chan as he made signs.. like he was sleeping? no no . tired! “Oh Lix’..hm..maybe next time.Chan and I are a bit tired”. Still sitting on Chan’s lap, you could feel his hard-on, you were extremely turned on just by feeling his covered erection. You gulped while Felix was whinning and telling you he missed you and Chan. “Well , oki then , next time” he sighed. “See you ”Changbin said.

Ending the call , you glared at him “ What?” he asked confused “It’s been ages since I saw them and went to the mall” you pouted sadly. “ y/n don’t exagerrate we saw them..LAST WEEK and we went the the mall there are like two weeks ago” you continued pouting trying to ignore how turned on you were. After a while, Chan cupped your cheeks softly “baby, i promise , tomorrow we’ll call them to hang out”  you missed your best friends and he could understand that, you smiled at him happily and hugged him tightly. “you’re welcome baby” he said laughing.

 “But where were we?” he resumed smirking. You sighed before answering  “you were on your way to torture me” he slapped your thigh laughing  “don’t say non-sense”.  “Well , I want you to” he thought for a moment again “I want you to ride me” he smirked. “It’s not a punishment” -- “ who talked about punishment. You said the winner does what he wants. And that’s what I want”  You rolled your eyes and smiled slightly .You liked loved riding him and damn he loved it too. You both loved the intimacy of this position. Skin against skin , bodies so close , looking into each others eyes. He loved how easily he can mark you , kiss you , hold you. He pushed your hair behind you as you caressed his cheek lovingly. You approached him , kissing him.

Getting hornier and impatient Chan talked again “what are you doing?! C’mon! Ride me babygirl!” —  “you’re so earger, let’s enjoy this-” —  “shh! I won! My command! My rule! You should obey!” he took your hands placing them on his belt . You got the hint as you unbuckled it “that’s my good girl”  he chuckled  “shut up idiot”  he slapped your ass lightly making you whine. You took his shirt off slowly , you stared at his well-built body practically drooling over it. “ you staring”  he smirked. “ how not to?” you kissed his neck as he groaned when you sucked little marks on his sensitive skin . You were too much for him , he grabbed your hips guilding you to grind on him harder. He backed away from you, locking eyes with you as he lifted your hoodie up just enough to see what’s under it. “fuck, so pretty!” he said breathless.

 He attacked your neck, leaving love bites. “Baby I want to make love to you” — “but what about the-” — “Don’t talk about this stupid game” he said laughing. “But babe” , you came back into your sitting position looking at him curiously waiting for him to finish his sentence “ I still want you to ride me” — “are you serious Chan?” you said laughing , he raised an eyesbrow “ Well , I guess I want to continue the game” you looked at him with a poker face. “BUT after  that I want to make love to you” he winked at you. You turned your head away trying not to laugh. Chan smiled at your reaction. “ ok then” you said “ yea let’s get the D“ he said laughing  “OHMYGODYOURESOSTUPID”. He laughed again before reconnecting his lips with yours. “AND YOU’RE SO SEXY AND ADORABLE , you’re my babygirl.. only mine” he whispered.

He lowered his boxer down a bit more and take your hand putting them on his erection “Do you feel that? You’re the reason of it” you bite your lips closing your eyes when you felt his cock twitched against your fingers. You took his hard-on out of his confinement, freeing him. He groaned as the cold air hit his manhood. Touching the red tip of his lenght you could feel the pre-cum already leaking. He put his fingers on the wet patch on your panties , making you whine at the contact. “Baby please” he pushed the material to the side “do you want me to prep-” — “Chan , let’s skip the foreplay” — “ everything for my princess”.

You aligned yourself on top of him. He held you by your hips helping you sink on him. Entering you, Chan let out a breathy moan. He felt so good inside of you. You rested your forehead on his , trying to catch your breath. “Babe, are you ok?” he asked caressing your burning cheek. “ yea yea , I’m fine don’t worry Channie” you smiled at him reassuringly. You started moving slowly, grinding on him sensually. He threw his head back , enjoying the pleasuring pace. You took the opportunity to kiss his neck ”Do you feel good baby?” you whispered onto his throat . “If i feel good? It’s like I’m in h-heaven” he said practically laughing “oh my god stop” you stopped slapping his torso. He kissed your cheek  “ it feels so good babygirl, you always make me feel that way. You’re so good for me” he answered. You smiled at him cheeks heating up. He put his hands on each side of your hips and suddenly thrusted into you. “ ah fuck!” you fell foward on his chest. “baby don’t stop riding me” you could feel him smirking. You started moving again , still holding them, Chan controlled the rythym and made you move a bit faster. He started matching his hips with yours. Your fingernails were buried deep into his bicep as red little marks appeared. You pulled at his hair as you felt the oh-so familiar knot in your lower stomach. You tighter around him “fuck are you close babygirl?” You could only nod. Chan’s hand travelled lower, caressing your stomach feeling the bulge on your lower abdoment, cursing he started rubbing your bud of nerves, drawing little circles. You felt like you were about to explode. “Baby, I-” —  “Babygirl cum for me” , just the sound of his voice made you cum the second after,  making you moan his name over and over loudly. Chan thrusted in you one last time, his cock twitching inside you as he cummed just after you , filling you to the brim. You let your head fell on his shoulder,  both of you breathing heavily. 

“You did so well for me” he purred caressing your back. Still inside you Chan moved and you winced in pain. “Y/n, you good?” he asked concerned  “yea yea I am. Can we just stay like that please?” — “of course” he said trying his best to make you more confortable on top of him. He closed his eyes enjoying the feeling of your warmth around him,  your skin against his, feeling your heartbeat. “how about we take a shower and go eat something?” he asked softly while caressing your back up and down slowly. “Not gonna lie, you ended me” he laughed out loud. “But I’m down to eat. I’m hungry” you smiled  ”well, fine, hmm I was thinking about calling Felix and Changbin to join us, I mean if you agr-” — ” yes!! Call them!” Chan laughed again. 

“Let’s take our shower now” he started helping you to stand up”— “ wait..no.wait!” — “ what is it? did I hurted you?” he asked almost panicked. “hey I’m ok don’t worry” you chuckled , “you agreed to stay like that for a moment” you pouted. “Oh. I thought you’d get ready now” — “ I just want you to stay inside me for a moment. You know, I want to stay in your arms” he smiled at your words. “so , you’re into cockwarming huh?” he said teasingly. “oh shut up idiot” . “c’mere” he gestured you to come closer. You hugged him right away. “I love you” — “ I love you even more princess” — “ nope , I don’t think so , I love you the most” - “nah I love you more” — “shh I love you more than Felix loves Changbin” — “YO what the f-” —  “shh” you kissed his cheek chuckling.

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a/n (2) : it was in my drafts for so long omg

[val-aquenta]

9, 16, 17, and 18 for the writing asks?

As always thank you for asking me stuff :)) Appreciate it so so much <333

9: Are there any fics you’d love to see but don’t want to write yourself? What are they?

Ooh actually kind of hard? Idk I want to see a fic about the wrong Jedi arc or the Rako Hardeen arc or one of those controversial arcs from the perspective of just the Council that is understanding of the Council's positions? Idk I feel like a lot of hate the Council recieves is for stuff that they don't have a full picture of. Like... yes they are going to think Ahsoka is guilty if the evidence points that way? Why wouldn't they? Idk it would be cool to see, but I don't personally love writing actual episodes myself. I'm currently writing a section of a fic that has acutal dialogue and ugh it's hard af to integrate smoothly.

I'd also LOVE to see a what if where Ahsoka rejoins the Order right after the wrong Jedi arc, but I honestly have no clue how to handle that ahahah. Idk I'm too nervous writing stuff like that, and I actually have such a hard time with her character sometimes. This is ironic because I actually loved this idea so much I started writing it while on my bus *sigh* I really don't need ANOTHER fic to occupy my brain. But yeah it would be interesting to say the least.

16: Do you stick to canon when you write characters and fics?

I typically do follow canon mainly because the framework is then easy to follow. I struggle a lot with creating my own stories so having this framework to build off of is extremely helpful. Big canon divergent stuff is SO hard for me to write. I was talking up above about that Ahsoka rejoins the Order fic and literally I only got to finish the part where Ahsoka accepts the beads again before I was like 'oh my god wtf do I do now????' (I also only spent liek... 15 mins actually thinking about the fic, so maybe that's to blame as well) Idk it's just simpler for me because it's kind of you grafted a small flower onto a bigger plant instead of growin you own plant again. I think I need more practice with longer stories before doing anything really canon divergent ahah.

17: What has been the proudest moment for you so far since you started writing?

Probably the moment I posted anything on ao3/tumblr. I was so worried and nervous to do it because you read all these amazing writers on these platforms and idk my writing just felt lesser than compared to theirs. Fr every time I post I have a little panic attack in my room before hitting the button xD

18: Do you feel like your work gets enough recognition? What kind of feedback do you like to receive?

Yeah. I don't really want/need loads of people following and commenting. I'm happy with just a few people who comment and like one person who comments on every fic I post which really makes my day ahah. Typically I'll get around four commetns on a fic and I'm happy at that.

I don't really care as long as it's respectful because I don't need to post my fic. It could live in my folders until I die. I choose to share it with the public, so I expect some kind of respect for that. When you're criticising (in a good way obvs) just be respectful about it and don't just criticise my writing, compliment parts of it too. And if you couldn't stand any of it just leave??? Thankfully I haven't got hatefuly comments or rude ones or anythign and the community has been super kind, so for that I'm grateful, but I hear horror stories of people getting spammed comments for typos?? I guess I get being a lil annoyed but also... just ignore it I guess?? Idk it seems a tad extreme.

[theexecutionerssong]

Recap of EIL3 under the cut :)

Skam OG

Skam Italia

Skam France

Skam France/Italia/(OG)

The opening ceremony gave the tone for the day, aka starting late but with a lot of chaotic, happy-to-be-here energy with a member of each cast saying a couple of words of gratitude.

I was whisked away to the autographs with the OG skam cast just after. It was pretty great because it was the beginning of the day so everyone was still very chill. I first got to talk with Simo and Adam. and I thanked Simo for coming to the screening the other day, I asked if it was not too uncomfortable for him not being able to understand everything that was going on and I apologised that we didn't have a translator but he was very very happy to be here, some people were translating for him anyway, he said he really enjoyed the energy that we were giving off and for welcoming him with such a warm welcome. He actually loves Paris, he’s been here a few times, he was here 2 weeks ago then went back to Oslo then came back for the convention, he really loves it here :’) Then I went to Adam, who told me his whole life story azertghjk like how he had slept the night before, what he ate, everything it was so funny. Thomas was extremely chill, he took his time with everyone, really talking with us, he said he didn't have a lot of sleep either the night before because he was really excited. it's not the first time he’s doing the convention and he had loved it the last time but this time it was even better because Josefine was there with him.

Just as I was going up to Ulrikke, the staff came to tell me I had to leave and do my duo photoshoot with Maxence and Axel. I knew it had started already because I could hear them being their chaotic self a room over. When I got to the room, the energy was indeed through the roof. The trio Leo/Robin/Paul was happening at the same time and Axel kept going over to them to photobomb them, like every time one of them would shout in the room CHECK DE GANG, he would leave the photoshoot with Maxence and go with the guys, it was a mess but he was unstoppable. I know the bodyguard (I’ve been to other cons before and he handles the security on all of them), I was talking with him while queueing and he said that he didn’t know if Axel was either the best or worst person he had had to deal with. He was this close to strangle him or put a leash on him azerfghj. The girl before me didn't have any idea what kind of pose she wanted to do, and Maxence said “wait, is it my turn then?” to Axel, and just like that did a headstand like actually on his head not even on his hands, on his HEAD, what even azedfghjkl then it was my turn, they asked if I had already done other things already. I told them I had been doing my autographs with OG and Axel went “oh that’s AWESOME” and then to Maxence “wait who is OG, have we met him?”  and Maxence looked at him all fondly like he was the dumbest person on earth “OG as in originaleuuuuh”, I burst out laughing at Axel’s face. Anyway, I told them I loved their shirts, you must have seen them, they were wearing the ones with half a rainbow heart on each, Maxence explained it was designed by a friend of his :’) we took our picture, I got a hug, they squished me so hard, and then I went back to finish my autographs with OG Skam.

Josefine was the sweetest, I didn't know what to say to her just that I was really really grateful that she was here and her nails were amazing (GREAT CONVERSATION GAELLE HERE, WOW) but she actually lit up because they change colour depending on whether it's hot or cold, she was really excited about it, she threw her arms up over her head and shouted “SCIENCE!!!”. I didn't want to hold up the line for nothing so I went to Ulrikke. I thanked her for pouring out so much positivity, about bodies, genders, feminism ect on social media, it really makes a difference to me, and she said that she actually needs to do it for herself before doing it for anybody else because she needs to hear the words, she needs to think positively, she needs to give back, and publishing her thoughts actually helps her a lot, and getting positive feedback is a very appreciated bonus.

The Skam France panel was supposed to start then but let me tell you, it was not happening. I was not in the same room as the guys when I was doing the autographs with OG but I could still hear them screaming their heads off and cheering and chanting that damn oui-oui song, they were being so fucking chaotic so of course they were running very late. 

I had to wait around a bit and I was annoyed because I completely missed the Skam Italia panel that was happening during my autographs and shoots. I also missed the beginning of the Skam France panel when it finally started because I was sent to do my autographs with the Skam Italia cast.

I tried to speak my best Italian, I was a bit rusty, but they were so kind anyway. Bea actually knew the town my family is from in Sicily, I thanked her for her portrayal of Sana because I can’t begin to imagine the impact a character like her could have in my tiny Sicilian village. Rocco was very sweet and focused on what you’re telling him, he didn’t even glance at my notebook at first, I told him that his character is always such an important character to me personally in every remake but I especially enjoyed the Skam Italia portrayal because it was the first one, there must have been a lot of pressure and expectations but he nailed it. He said if he could help even one person, that would be enough for him, it was important to him too, he’s hoping he could continue portraying this kind of characters. I was supposed to take selfies with the actors as well but I hate pictures (photoshoots are okay because it’s a more ~professional setting) but he insisted like “why, why don't you want to?” I was just “I'm way more comfortable behind a camera than in front of it, nothing against you, so sorry”, for real I felt so bad, but Bea heard us talking and she said “don't push her if she doesn't want a picture” and he apologized, which made me feel worse azerfghjk I was like dude you're fine don't worry, thank you, ciao.

After that I had  to wait a while for the next thing to happen because they were so so late that's when I got to meet some of you and I'm very very very happy to have met you, thanks for the love you gave me, for giving me a hug :’)

Then I went to my duo photoshoot with Assa and Lais, they were so sweet and kind but I couldn't say much to them, we had to hurry because we were running so late and we were supposed to be doing the Skam France panel already. It should have had started over an hour before. Assa and Lais left quickly after and started the panel with the others while Maxence was busy doing his duo shoot with Rocco.  I had to miss the beginning  because I was queuing for that. When it was my turn, Rocco said “this one speaks Italian!” and Maxence said “no, I know her, she speaks French” and my brain completely froze because I was not expecting them to remember me at all so I went “I speak both” in ENGLISH azerfghjkl i’m a dumbass but they laughed so it’s fine i guess

I went back running to the main room for the Skam France panel, I had missed 25 minutes already but you can thank Manon for filming what I had missed. The whole panel is on my YouTube channel so I won't repeat everything that was said here, I will be translating it but please give me time, it's a very long and very tedious process so please be patient with me, it might take me a few days, sorry about that.

I just want to point out, and I've said it before because it’s so obvious every time I see them together, I want to say that the friendship between Axel and Maxence is so beautiful to see in person. I think you all saw the videos but when Maxence got there after his duo photoshoot with Rocco, he just went straight to Axel and sat down at his feet, Axel was rubbing his shoulders and being very supportive. I think the day was a bit hard on Maxence, I’ll talk about it more later but he was stressed out, very happy sure, but you could see he was a bit overwhelmed. While he was in the photoshoots with Axel or Rocco it was fine, when he was with Coline it was fine, during the panel with the others it was fine, but when he was by himself you could see he was a bit anxious.

The staff really did their best to not lose more time, as in stop the cast from taking questions once they were out of time. we were supposed to have been eating  lunch already over an hour and a half earlier but Axel just flat out refused. He got up, took the mic for himself, went to the line of fans who were waiting for their questions and said “don't worry I’ll do the translation myself, be quick, be quick but we're doing everyone's questions, as long as there are people in the queue then we are not stopping and we will eat later.”  just my input here but I think he needs to learn to stop. He wants to do good, but he is going to exhaust himself. The rest of the cast didn't complain either.

Then we were able to eat very quickly. The afternoon started with the Skam France groupe photoshoot. At first they were doing crazy poses, they were being their chaotic selves, they were impossible to manage but the staff had to be a bit strict and tell them to stop, no pose, no moving around just stay where you are and let the fan go in the middle of all of you because otherwise we would lose way too much time again. Everyone was getting between Maxence and Axel and I could see the girls who were sitting on the floor were starting to get tired, I think, so when it was my turn, I went “I want the girls, I want the girls, sorry guys” and I knelt in the middle of them, they looked so happy like Marilyn and Anne Sophie cheered so loud, Zoe went “ahAH SUCK IT” while Axel behind me pretended to be upset but I don't regret it for one second ahah.

I then did all the solo photoshoots with all the cast from OG and the OG group picture, and a duo with Ulrikke and Josefine, so that took me a while even if I tried to be as fast as possible.

In the afternoon I had a meeting with Josefine but since we were late the staff decided to do a group meeting with Josefine and Thomas instead of two separate ones, so I ended up having also a meeting with Thomas that I didn't pay for. The more the merrier I guess but still a bit meh for them (I mean they seemed happy to be together but still, especially since the staff came to pick me up in the middle of it to do my group photoshoot with the Skam Italia cast - Bea went “ahhhh la mezza italiana!!” when she saw me, cute cute cute).

The meet and greet with Josefine and Tomas was pretty sweet. Thomas’s mum called in the middle of it and we talked with her, it was funny. They were asked very interesting questions such as what is on their bucket list. Thomas said he wanted to learn to be a plane pilot and Josefine said “no you don't you're gonna DIE”. Josefine said she didn't really have a bucket list because she was really trying to live in the present and not spend her life looking forward to something because otherwise she wouldn't appreciate the present to the fullest and we got into talking about the minute by minute concept and the “life is now” line in OG, it was very inspirational. somebody also asked about how they were cast and I don't know if the story had been told before, I hadn't heard it, but basically they were both told separately that the person they were doing the casting with was in love with them and they had to tell them that they didn't feel the same way and let them down gently. It ended up being an hour long very awkward moment, they remember it fondly though. They both have projects coming up but Thomas  cannot say anything about it at all, we cannot even know if it's a movie or video clip or music or theatre, nothing. Josefine has a movie coming out in theatres in a few months and she is very excited and weird out about it because it's her face on the big screen and she's not sure she's ready for that. Josefine was cold so Thomas gave her his jacket, she was swimming in it. They were both very grateful the other was there, it actually what made them decide to come to the convention. When they learned that the other had been invited, they called each other and said “are you going? if you're going then I'm going.” Josefine was also asked how she had been approached about the storyline in season 2. Julie met with her to talk about the sexual harassment storyline beforehand, even before actually writing it, because she wanted to make sure Josefine was comfortable playing something like that but Josefine was really on board with it because it's such an important topic that is not discussed or shown on TV enough.

I got to see the panel with Josefine and Thomas but I missed the one with Ulrikke, Adam and Simo but I gave the camera to my friends Manon and Louise so it's on YouTube thank you friends!

We then started the autographs with the whole Skam France cast and that was a mess, that was the biggest mess, I think because Dream It oversold the passes and there were way too many people queuing. It was getting late, it was already 6:30 when that's when the conventions should have ended,  the cast was tired but also the fans were tired and cranky and some of them had panic attacks because they were anxious they wouldn't get their autographs before they had to leave to get a train home for exemple. I started with Assa, then Laïs, then Moussa, then Leo. The notebook I get all my autographs in is just a pretty paper blank notebook in which I write all my favourite quotes, inspirational lines from shows or songs or poems and Leo went through it and was like “oh I've got a nice one” and wrote and I quote “Gaëlle, the best revolution is to make love”  and then said please “don't #BalanceTonPorc me” (the French equivalent of #MeToo) well alright then I guess azerfghjkl.  

We then had to leave the autographs because the closing ceremony was about to start, since the other actors from Italia and OG were done for the day.  the closing ceremony was emotional because that's when everyone thanks everyone and cries, especially since so much money was raised for organisations like SOS Homophobie, SOS Autisme, project Rescue Ocean, another association for deaf people that I unfortunately didn’t get the name of and the gay centre in Italy.  in total €18,000 was raised. the heads of the organisations were there to receive the checks, it was really emotional, Marilyn was asked to be the godmother of the rescue ocean project branch in Paris and she cried so Coline and Anne Sophie cried too, Maxence was crying too, some fans had raised money by themselves and got on stage too to make a little speech and he hugged them so tight, he was really touched and so were they. Dream It convention thanked everyone for coming especially the OG cast because without them there wouldn't be anything, Skam was their first convention and it will always have a special place in their hearts. Then they announced that there would be a fourth edition of the Everything Is Love convention but it will be over 2 days, thank God. that's when What Makes You Beautiful started blasting through the speakers and everyone lost it, everyone was hugging each other and dancing and singing and taking pictures and videos, I think you all saw the videos by now, it was such a glorious mess, and I lost all sense of composure. it looked like the Skam France cast was the only one with energy still left though.

That should have been the end of the convention, we were so late, it was I think around 7pm by then but the Skam France cast and the fans who had the proper pass all had to go back to the autographs. And I think that's when it got too much for real. I know we paid for it and I know the cast doesn't want to disappoint us but that should have been the end of it. We stayed for autographs and the selfies but it was so disorganized, people kept cutting the queues, a lot of girls - mainly not French, gotta admit - were not respecting the rules and I don’t know if they just didn’t care or if they had not understood the translation but they had zero respect for others :( some people would monopolize the cast for so long and were slowing everything down, and I know you want to talk with them, I know it might be your only chance because you came from across the world but please be respectful of the people around you and of the cast. Leo had to leave because he couldn't take it anymore, he had a headache. I’m thinking of Assa who was graceful until the end, and who had been fasting all day. I think I saw Lais drink something at some point but Assa didn't drink or eat anything all day, I saw her drink for the first time when it was already after 9.

I went through my autographs as quickly as I could, I didn't ask for selfies at all. Lula was even upset about it because she recognised me, she said something like “oh thank you for the beautiful pictures, do you want a selfie?” and I repeated I don't like selfies and she tried to convince me I was pretty lmao.

I thanked Robin for raising money for the deaf and HOH community because I’ve got a couple deaf friends and I can see how they struggle sometimes. He said one of his best friends as a kid was deaf and he remembers how he got bullied, and he himself got bullied because he skipped two classes, he was younger and shorter and smarter than everyone so he knows what it feels like to be isolated and he wants to help.

Coline has music projects coming up which is exciting. Marilyn was still crying when I got to her so I couldn't talk with her or else I would have cried too and Coline next to her was ready to burst too.  

I said to Maxence that I was really excited for the House of Gaunt short film to come out and that I loved being an extra on set for the day and his head snapped up to me “oh my god I'm so sorry I hadn’t recognised you” and I just went “azerfghjk dude stop apologizing, I’m not remarkable”, he got angry I would say that, gave me a hug and scolded me, what a sweetheart :’) Someone had given him a Slytherin scarf, a wand and a hood (I think they gave a Griffyndor scarf to Axel too) earlier and we joked about how frustrating it is that we can’t talk about his actual Voldemort costume.

Axel was the last one I got to talk to because there were so many people for him, it was insane. I didn't catch what he was saying to the girl before me, what they were talking about, but I heard him shout “WELL AN ASSHOLE IS NEVER GOING TO TURN INTO A VAGINA NOW IS IT”  and then he went on a rant about how some straight guys would want to have anal sex with their girlfriend but God forbid two guys have anal sex together, which, you know what, that’s very true and a very blunt Axel thing to say.

After that I was done so I waited around for my friends to be done too and I just observed everything that was happening. Coline had to leave because she had a dance lesson at 10 p.m., can you believe she had a dance lesson after such a long day??  Maxence was very jumpy, he kept going outside (with Lula sometimes) to smoke, you could see by the end of the evening he was stressed out. He even sat on the table crossed legged because he couldn't sit on the chair properly anymore. But he would still hug and listen to everyone.  Axel’s voice was fucked completely again but he didn’t seem to care. The staff of the Dream It convention and of the hotel kept pressing them and the fans because it was 9:30 and the hotel should have been closed already but Axel, Maxence, Lula, Robin and Paul wouldn’t leave as long as fans were still there.

I left around 9:40pm, I was fine if only tired, but I genuinely don’t know how the cast was still standing. I really hope they are better organized next time, it’s already a good thing they will be doing the next convention over two days instead of just one because that was too much. I had an amazing time and I would do it all over again, and it seems the cast feels the same (I apologized to all of them for how late it was during autographs but they wouldn’t hear it) but still. More time, less people, would have been way easier to manage.

[ladycibia]

Chibi Fruit MCs (3/3)

starring @confettidreamer (hon, tumblr just won’t let me mention you wth), @nomnan and @tsikuri‘s beautiful hogwarts mystery mcs! ( *´°`) I hope you’ll like it!! And aww, it’s the last set (and I’m very glad it didn’t take me ages to draw them *cough cough*). Again, thank you so much for all the positive feedbacks and extremely kind words on the previous chibi sets (I’m speechless!!! ;A;) and I really hope you’re all satisfied with the result. I tried my very best! I actually had tons of fun making these, but maybe 15 characters in a row were a bit too much, ahah (and summer heat isn’t really helping here). I’ll probably open them again though (as special ko-fi commissions)!

[choochooboss]

I really love your art! Mind asming how do you draw so good?

I'm really glad you do!! I have been working on my art with a more serious mindset for over 15 years now so it's really rewarding to hear it's appealing to you and many others! It's feels like I've reached a great achievement and get a surge of excitement every time!!

Drawing is very fun to me! My hyperactive mind churns out so much content I get excited about, and I want to share it with others the best I can!

It's also the best way I can relax and feel free. So it's not just for fun, but also important to keep myself happy, so I keep doing it as much as I can and naturally get better at it! For me, drawing not as much a skill as it is a way of communication. I feel I can speak from my heart via art!

My ADHD boosts my capacity quite a bit ahah! Getting in the zone feels awesome, but can make forget daily necessities. Hyperfocus is a double-edged sword, and it requires for me to reduce sensory overload to minimum so I have to isolate for a while to reach it!

In case of how I learned to draw Submas, I've drawn them hundreds and hundreds of times in a little over a year. Over time I've gotten comfortable drawing them, improved a lot and developed some styles I really like myself, and that makes me want to draw even more!

The hyperfocus/brainrot over Submas specifically has been a huge boost for my productivity and skills!! I love them and I want to keep showing how awesome they are! Getting so much positive feedback just fuels the passion!

The trick here is that I don't plan too much and just draw whatever I feel like at the time. When I created my account, I set myself two rules: to this for myself & to have fun. I want to avoid turning this into a job to keep enjoying it!

I have been slowly tackling something that I never thought I could be able to do because of my limitations and lack of skill/speed/knowledge, but my sheer passion for these characters is strong enough to challenge my own expectations and push towards even greater heights! Excited to share info about the project later!!

[wndmxmffs]

Okay, I got curious about that self ship thing sooo okay ahah I'm short and I have curly dark hair; I'm always singing and dancing, I like to make people feel important and loved; I'm full of positivity and I'm always writing/reading or just procrastinating. I have a lot of anxiety and I'm always trying my best to be the better version of me Well, idk if it's enough or too much ahah but, if you need something more, just ask, I guess ahah Have a great day tho 🌻

I ship you with…

Wanda Maximoff

height difference! Wanda would think you’re the most adorable bean ever, purely because of your height

she would also adore your beautiful hair, needless to say that

Wanda would always be down for singing and dancing with you, especially while you two are cooking or making breakfast together

you would never miss the chance to make her aware of how much you love her and she would return all this love for sure

Wanda would love your positivity, especially when you use it to cheer her up after missions, and it would mean the world to her

she would be your biggest supporter in every field of your life and the number 1 fan of your writing

You were sitting on the couch in your cosy apartment with your laptop in your lap, your fingers hitting the keyboard in an incredible rush as you were lost in the storyline you had just made up in your mind. You couldn’t miss the chance to put your ideas into words, so you immedaitely grabbed your laptop and basically shut out the whole world. You only realised that you weren’t alone in your apartment when Wanda sat down next to you with a bowl of popcorn, asking you if you had found a movie to watch. You just looked at her all confused for a couple of seconds before remembering it was movie night. 

“Shoot, sorry love, I forgot it was my turn today!”, you said, looking at your girlfriend, feeling guilty. Wanda simply giggled, covering her mouth and shaking her head.

“It’s okay. I can see you’re quite invested in something. Can I read it?”, she asked with sparkly eyes, genuinely curious about your brand new idea. You looked at her with a hint of a smile in the corner of your mouth, acting shy and insecure about your writing, mostly because it was a metaphor of your love with Wanda. 

“Once I’m done, you can read it. I promise”, you whispered, making your girlfriend impatient and trying her absolute best to get a little sneak peak of it, without any success.

“It’s not fair!”, she exclaimed, making you chuckle before returning to the keyboard of your laptop and continuing putting your idea into words. You got so lost in your work that you didn’t notice Wanda’s chin resting on your shoulder, your girlfriend kind of sobbing and wiping a few tears away from her cheeks.

“Hey, what’s up?”, you asked her with a worried voice before Wanda hugged you and told you how beautiful your writing was and how much she loved you, making your heart swell.

“I love you too, beautiful.”

your playlist: 

dodie - absolutely smitten // beyoncé - halo // carly rae jepsen - i really like you // ellie goulding - still falling for you // harry styles - sweet creature // lauv - i like me better // halsey - colors // hozier - almost (sweet music) // tom rosenthal feat. billie marten - hugging you (acoustic)

A/N: Hey bby! I really hope you liked your ship and blurb, and you’ll also like the little playlist. Please, leave your feedback in my inbox. It would honestly mean a lot. Have a nice day, cupcake! Love ya xx

SHIPS ARE CLOSED

[sunnysidewrites]

Assassin!Seungcheol Pt 2 FINALE

THIS IS LONGER THAN WOLF!WONWOO BY 5 WORDS IM SCREAMING THIS IS OFFICIALLY MY LONGEST SCENARIO EVER!!!! bc i tagged her in part 1, im tagging @cheollies again bc she was one of the reasons why i was motivated ljdsfljdfl <3333 THANK YOU FOR ALL OF YOUR WONDERFUL FEEDBACK IM SO SORRY ITS LATE!!! THIS IS A WILD RIDE AGAIN!! ENJOY THE FINALE MY CHILDREN!!!! <333333

warnings: some violence, references to part 1, my tears and anguish from completing this

Part 1 | Part 2 (Finale)

Two months.

That’s how long it had been since you had contacted him

You sighed as you stirred your coffee

Yep, you guessed it, in the same cafe that all the workers know you on a first name basis

Why do I keep coming back here? You glumly chided yourself, your cheek resting on your palm

You check your phone for the twentieth time that hour, wishing to have at least some notification about his whereabouts

Even if it’s something like “hey i’m safe and don’t look for me”

Bc all you need is just some validation that he’s okay,,,, but nothing. No texts, no calls, no “accidental” video calls, no “hey loser where are you” to check in where you are,,,, all you get is a black screen

Even though you practically have your lockscreen ingrained in your head from the amount of times you’ve seen it, you still can’t help but choke up a little

A blurry candid of seungcheol holding out his hand about to smear you with his ice cream mockingly stares back at you

You shake your head and get up your seat as you pack your things

You’re done. You’re done waiting. You gave him two whole freaking months, an entire 60 days. Sulking around waiting for someone to come back to you isn’t your forte.

And that will end today, you resolutely nod to yourself and start heading out the door.

“You what?!”

He sighs and holds his hand up, “Please. Don’t yell. It’s early.” He reaches his hand out for a biscuit

“How can you even nonchalantly eat breakfast right now??! Do you even understand what you’ve done?!” Joshua smacks his hand, dropping the biscuit

“Um hEY--”

“You made it this far without him suspecting anything, which is a major surprise and accomplishment. But it will bite you in the butt sooner or later, Cheols.” He briefly flinches at the name but Joshua is just prESSING the issue

“He’s gonna kill you. Not only you but probably her too. This is way too dangerous!”

“jOSHUA! Please! I know what I did, and I absolutely have no regrets.” He shakes his head, a faraway gaze in his eyes. “I’ve killed many people before, but I at least knew the gist of why I was. But she,,,, she’s just a pawn in my dad’s game,,, completely useless”

Joshua leans back in his chair and blinks slowly

“You love her. Don’t you,” he says more as a statement than an inquiry

He takes his silence as a definite answer and rubs his forehead. “Seungcheol…”

“Look, he’s been giving me regular jobs to do, you know the usual. He hasn’t caught on… yet… And he has much bigger things to worry about.”

“That doesn’t mean he’s not keeping tabs!”

He sighs, ready to cut off the conversation. “We’re done here--”

And there he sees

He freezes, the only thing moving is his eyes on someone’s figure

You walk down the street taking in the bustling city view

Your eyes flicker to a table outside a store a few blocks ahead

You stop and squint your eyes. That wasn’t… was it?

You rub your eyes but by then the two people sitting there disappeared

You shake your head and continue walking, completely convinced you’re getting delirious by the second

You finally disappear out of sight and only then does seungcheol let out a breath he didn’t know he was holding

“Dude,,,, you have to tell her at some point”

“I know… I know.”

You barge and storm in the office with your arms folded

“I need to find someone.”

Your father looks up from his paperwork, his glasses perched on the bridge of his nose

“Y/N… can this wait?”

“I have been for two months and I’m sick of it. I need you to hire someone to help me find them”

“Sweetie, I’m really busy--”

“Dad….. Dad please. I have to. I need to.”

“....fine. I’ll have my assistant deal with it”

And you’re like yES OMG ILY THANKS POPS

He tells you to go to his assistant’s office a little ways down the hall where you’re greeted by the typical warm person

“Hello, Ms. Y/N, I haven’t seen you in a while!”

“Hi jeonghan!!! Look I really need you to find someone asap”

“Ah, yes, your father just notified me about that just now,,,, well I’ll do my best to search for someone in our team. Give me until the end of the day today?”

And you’re like oh my god he’s willing to put this fIRST :’)))))

“Omg that’s actually really fast,,, don’t you have more important things to do? I can wait a few days if that’s the case,,,,”

“No no! Ahah it’s fine you just hang on tight, I will definitely get back to you shortly!”

You’re like oH MY GOD YAY JEONGHAN U ARE SO NICE AND THE BEST NO ONE CAN COMPARE and you promptly hug him before leaving

“Yeah,,,, nice,,, that’s all I’ll ever be,” he wistfully smiles and lets out a small sigh

You come back to the office later that night and Jeonghan is like i found one of our best investigators/hackers!!!!

You’re like omg aju nICE

You and the woman walk to her “headquarters,” is what she calls them when it's just the room she works in lmao

The moment you both get settled you make it crystal clear

“Choi Seungcheol.”

And obviously you tell her a little more about him lmao

All you can see is her fingers flying over the keyboard and tons of files filling the screen

She spends a few more minutes digging but she’s like sorry babe none of them fit your description

And you’re like that can’t be right,,,,,

“Can you check the surveillance cameras? On streets and stuff?”

You tell her the date, time, and location of when you last saw him and she dives into another search party

“hmmm -- i foUND SOMETHING”

You see when he kisses you and you have to shield your eyes away from the impact,,,, your chest suddenly feels heavier

She senses this and gently places her hand on top of yours

“,,,,I’m sorry. We’ll find him”

She follows the cameras once he heads home and she’s like ok well looks like he’s staying in this beat up motel

She reviews cams even up to present day and still sees him leaving and entering the building and you’re like ok i’m sold and start to get up

She puts a hand on your arm and is like uh wait honey you aren’t going alone

“Well who else is gonna go??”

“Me. I was physically trained sufficiently enough for a bodyguard position, so don’t sweat”

She stands up and starts rummaging through her makeshift closet to pull out 2 bulletproof vests

You look at her stunned before breaking out in a grin

“I’m game.”

“You went back on my orders? Do you know what position you’re in?!” He barks

Seungcheol trains his eyes on the floor and numbly responds, “I didn’t think there was a reason to kill an innocent person who has no involvement in this business. It’s her father, no?”

His dad sighs and rubs his temples. “Son, you follow. I command. I guess you’ll just have to face the consequences for not obeying me, your own father… Tsk,” he distastefully clucks his tongue. “You actually thought I didn’t know this entire time. I knew you didn’t kill her that night of your romantic doings”

“I know,,, It just happened,,,, I had to do it to get her to trust me” stop lying to urself cheols smh we and mr choi all know ur whipped

“Just please leave her alone.”

His icy chuckle sends shivers down Seungcheol’s spine for the first time

“Ohoho,,, you thought you were the one in trouble?”

Seungcheol looks up at him with his eyes narrowed in confusion

And then they narrow in fury

“You wouldn’t.”

“Oh, but I most certainly would.” does anyone get the reference lmao #tb to part 1

“What did you dO TO HER”

“Guess you’ll both find out. Shall we?”

“This,,,, is where he’s staying at?”

You look at the paint peeling off the sign “Stay Inn”

The hinges of the battered doors are about to come off

Two streetlamps flicker lazily, yellow light pathetically illuminating the parking lot

“The footage doesn’t lie,” she says as she takes a look around. “Room 114, let’s go”

You and her cautiously creep up in front of the door and then kick it wide open

“....No one’s here.” And you can’t help but feel a lil disappointed :((

Both of you are looking around his room for any sort of clues but it looks like any (less than) average hotel room with clothes scattered everywhere and plastic plates littered around the table

Eventually you both ditch the place and you’re about to call it a day when she abruptly stops you

“Wait. i heard something over there,” she subtly looks over at the other side of the street

You hold your breath as she discreetly scans around the area and then

“geT DOWN!” She pulls your arm down as she drops to the ground

Your ears are ringing from the gunshots from the one right next to you and the one on the other side

“We have to leave now!” She scrambles up and tries hiding behind parked vehicles on the curb as she pushes you to move

You’re able to run down only a couple of blocks when you see another group of men coming at you in the same direction

You look to your right and there’s also another group

She curses under her breath before pulling you to another direction, “this way!”

You have to weave through miscellaneous objects through alleys and garbage cans

You’re pushing your legs as fast as you can despite the growing burning sensation LOL I LOVE THAT ALBUM STAN TALENT STAN SF9

You’re about to collapse when someone tACKLES YOU FROM BEHIND

“Mmfdffmlfj!!!!” Your cries are muffled behind their hand

The last thing you remember is her voice calling your name

“Try again.” You can barely make out the words before the frigid water hits your face

You cough violently and open your eyes

“Ah, you’re finally awake.”

In the dimly lit room your eyes try to adjust to the dark shapes and what seems to be in some sort of empty abandoned building

The man gestures to someone to brighten up the place and only then do you take a good look at who’s in front of you

The infamous Mr. Choi staring back at you, the very man your father has talked about countless of times

“Bring him out,” he orders as he keeps his eyes locked with yours

You hear the heavy grunt of the metal door opening and you instantly hear a voice that you’ve spent this entire time searching for

“Let.. me… go!” He spits out as he attempts to wriggle out of the men’s grips

He looks up and it’s all that takes him to still again

Your disheveled wet hair sticking to the edges of your face, the top you bought in the mall that one day now drenched in water, the dismay in your eyes

His breath gets caught in his throat before he angrily turns to his father and fumes, “Why is she here? Why did you bring me?”

He chuckles and strides to you with every menacing step

“Didn’t I say you would both find out?” He traces your jaw and you have to use every fiber of your body to not vomit on his polished Prada leather dress shoes

Seungcheol grits his teeth and violently thrashes around in their grip around him

Your breathing gets heavier as his hand drifts down to your neck

“Would be a shame to end things here… wouldn’t it?” He laughs before whipping out a gun from his pocket

“But let’s just cut out the games. You were meant to die on that night, but my idiot of a son couldn’t do it.” He points the head right in front of you

“So i’ll do it in his stead. Any last words you wanna exchange?” He gestures to you and his son

You look around to find any way out but all the entrances are utterly blocked by his guards

You slowly turn around to the rustling noise

“Stop it, Seungcheol…. Don’t act like you care.”

He looks at you in bewilderment and scoffs, “Act? You think I’m acting? I nearly risked my life to save yours! And this is just,,,, acting?”

“You were supposed to kill me that night. And you didn’t. That was your biggest mistake. You should have just ended things, not like the pathetic way you did over the phone,” your voice slightly faltered.

“It wasn’t a mistake! I wanted you to get away from this, to get away from me! Why can’t you understand that?” He was in disbelief; he practically saved you!

“You’re right. It was a bigger mistake on my end that I believed I mattered for once in my life.” He softens his facial expressions when you look up at him with a dead stare. “Y/N….”

You numbly turn back at the gun pointed in front of you

“So? Aren’t you gonna do it?”

He laughs at your provocation and merely shrugs

“If you say so”

You hear him loading the gun and just when you anticipate a bullet firing, you hear one but from behind you

The entire building is in chaos and smoke and dirt fill your vision

“Seungcheol!” Joshua and Junhui along with a whole team invade the space

He only points towards you and yells over the noise to have them focus on your safety

They nod and send the team over to help you get out of the guards’ grip

Joshua, Junhui, and 2 others are staying back to help Seungcheol as the rest of the group rushes to your side

As he’s ducking with his arms over his head, he pulls out his gun and manages to skim Minghao’s arm

He curses and holds his wound together while shouting something to another member

Soonyoung kicks the gun out of Mr. Choi’s hands as Jihoon and Seungkwan lock his arms with handcuffs

Two people who quickly introduce themselves as Wonwoo and Mingyu are on both of your sides with their arms wrapped around your shoulders

They’re talking so quickly that all the coherent words you can hear are “get” “you” “safety” “right now”

“Seungcheol??” You look at both of them, but neither are meeting your gaze

“He told us to get you first. He’ll be fine,,, he has the rest of the guys there”

“But what if he’s hurt?!”

Wonwoo quickly looks back at his shoulder and sees a few of the guards running after them

“There’s no time! We have to go right now!”

You finally burst out into the open chilly night air and make a beeline for the waiting van parked outside

They push you in first and once Mingyu slides in he immediately slams the door shut. “fLOOR IT!!!”

Vernon slams on the gas pedal and you’re off

The entire car ride is silent save for the heavy breathing from the adrenaline pumping through everyone

Wonwoo, the closest one next to you, puts his hand reassuringly on your knee

“We’re taking you to our headquarters, which is essentially our hideout,,, you’ll be safe there, I promise”

Still staring out the window, you numbly nod as he slowly removes his hand

When you arrive there, you do what they told you to: cleanse, get dressed, and hold on tight as they find a way to contact her father

After a somewhat relaxing shower, you emerge from the bathroom wearing a baggy shirt underneath a hoodie up to mid-thigh and sweats that were left outside of the door when someone named Chan knocked on it earlier

You walk to the living room where everyone is gathered around a circle talking about different methods of communication with everyone

“Oh, Y/N,” Wonwoo gets up and jogs to you. “Feel free to get something from the kitchen to eat. You can hang around the front or the back, but it’s really dark and cold, so we don’t want anything more bad to happen”

You flicker your eyes from his face to the other 3 on the couches

They slightly wave to you with a small smile and continue their discussion

You nod and thank him before heading to the kitchen

You grab an ice cream bar and a bottle of water before heading out to the front

You sit on a bench and look up at the starry night sky

Just earlier this morning, you were resolute to find him

And now fast forward to the end of the day, you were with his coworkers at their hideout

As you finish up your dessert, you brush yourself off and take a look around the area

You go around to the back and see a picnic table with folding chairs all over the yard

As you approach the table, you see a few polaroids that seem to be too familiar

“Wait… this was when we went to the cafe….”

You flip over each picture and see scribbles of writing on them

“The ice cream wasn’t as sweet as her”

You flip over each picture and see more writing similar to the caption before and realize all of the pictures are of you

The last one you flip over is the last night you saw him

He took a picture of you talking to your cousin,,,, you slowly turn over the picture

“This could have been me…”

“There you go again.”

You quickly put down the picture and slowly turn towards the voice

Seungcheol, all battered and bruised, is standing just 10 feet away

Cuts and scrapes are all over his face and arms, his clothes ripped and dirtied

He slowly walks towards you and you can’t help but to lean against the table for support

“Do… what?”

He stops in front of you, his face only inches away from yours

“Being irresistible. We’re not even together yet and you’re already wearing my clothes?”

“What makes you think we’re going to get together? Do you always want to kill your potential girlfriends?”

He gently places his hand on your chin and turns your head to face him

“No. Do you always go on a spontaneous hunt for a guy and end up almost dying?”

“That’s not fair; I didn’t know you were caught up in this shady stuff!”

“....Are you gonna walk away from it? From me?” He looks at you, a hint of desperation and anxiety in his eyes. “That’s exactly why I told you to forget about me”

You place both of your hands on his face, caressing his cheeks. “If we’re gonna make this relationship work, we’re gonna have to go over some rules about secrets”

He lights up at the word “relationship” and you can’t help but smile at his childlike grin

“You gotta stop that too”

He’s like ??? what do you mean

“Being vulnerable.” And you both seal your promises with a lingering kiss that tastes like coffee ice cream