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bpdstevenuniverse · 2 months

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// TRIGGER WARNING - hospitalization

i know that there are many, many different disabilities that manifest in unique ways, but i think the worst sensation i had while i was in a psych ward + in the partial hospitalization program was that i felt like i was still the "crazy" one in places that were supposed to make me feel less alone.

#like there were ppl with bpd there #as well as bipolar ppl #but every time i tried to talk to someone they always silenced me and i felt like i was losing my mind #not just the patients but the staff #literal mental health professionals were the coldest and more insensitive assholes i've ever met #straight up telling me my suffering isn't real #or when the director told me it would be my fault if i jumped from the window #and not the fucking hospital for not locking the doors and windows in empty rooms #what the hell!!!!#suicide mention tw #psych ward #partial hospitalization program #hospital tw #hospitalization tw #ableism tw #actuallybpd #actuallybipolar #venting #personal #my journal #ranting #ranting in tags

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