#literally why am i so nostalgic rn

[chisungie]

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[lefluoritesys]

Deinfluencing DID? Cool

TW: injuries, dissociative seizures, fainting, general health problems, medication, abuse, forced switches, religion, burdning things down, mentions of rape

Our room is a mess, dirty laundry everywhere, clothes are not hanged up and thrown on our bed, we haven’t cleaned our table, and barely ever vacuum or clean anything else. Why? Nobody wants to do it, plus we have ADHD that's interfering eith daily tasks as usual.

Our host forgot to tell our partner system they sprained our wrist. They sprained it January 30th. Told them, by accident, on July 11th.

Speaking of sprained limbs. Our co-host & persecutor-caretaker sprained our foot because they were stupid and weren't looking at where they're going. Resulted in missing a step on the stairs. They got a yelling lecture from our host (very loving lecture), and what did they do? Called the thing we had to wear on our leg "foot prison." Nothing else.

We got sick... I wanna say 2 days ago (memory issues). How did we do that? I don't know. What are we gonna do about it? Idfk, why are you asking me, we have like one medicine we take, but other than that-

Whenever people tell us that we're a minor and shouldn't be researching/reading stuff involving sexual topics, our sexual alters' immediate response to it is "if they wanted us to act like a child, they shouldn't have let us get raped when we were 4."

We suspect we have dissociative seizures. When things around us are overwhelming, we can very well just faint. Still conscious but unable to move or speak. Everything we hear during it will be forgotten. And those of us who are not host and co-host can faint because simply being in the body for too long is overwhelming.

We forget to take our meds that prevent us from fainting fully. Teenage thing, but our blood pressure drops unexpectedly, and we might pass out. Does the threat of literally dropping in the middle of the day, for which we had previously gotten admitted to the hospital, work? No. It's not happening rn, so-

Outer world is being run by 5-6 people (alters) who are not equipped for the outer world shit. Dealing with parents? No. School? So-so. Basic biological needs? Who needs those, am I right? /j

A while ago, we found a spider near our room, and we are all, collectively, terrified of spiders. Who did we push to front to deal with it? Our co-host, who hates/is scared of them more than all of us combined.

We have a factive of our mother in the system who fused with a Ballora fragment. Like, yk, the person who potentially abused us most in our lives is their source. She's currently in inner world therapy and is actively getting better. And we are learning to separate her from her source.

When we first figured out we were a system, our host was so stuck and so determined to find out more about our alters, we had to force switches to happen, and for a while thought we were actually faking. I'm aware that that's exactly what DID/OSDD is supposed to make you feel like, but others literally could not front sometimes without being physically forced out. Moreover, we didn't even know how switches were supposed to feel. Everything felt fake. How did we accept it? Pushed through (quite literally) and focused more on the exciting parts of it, rather than sad.

Speaking of first figuring our about our DID, we filmed many videos of our switches when we felt them coming, and alters introducing themselves via filming. We are now looking at them and both cringing and feeling nostalgic.

We still sometimes want to be a smaller system because it feels like it would have been simpler, and we would love to have all members of the system get along. But we also know our brain created us the way it did for our survival, and our nostalgia about "simpler days when we only knew 4 people" is a romantization. This is the first time we have actually had a semi-stable environment in 2 years.

The only one who celebrates the body's birthday is our host. Everybody else has their own birthdays either from source or made-up. We still celebrate them. Today (September 14th) is, in fact, one of our alters' birthday.

Our host and co-host have a child-parent relationship (respectively). A while ago, they were in co-con, listening to a song. Our co-host was holding our host to their arms in front piggyback style, was hugging them and rocking them back and forth. Why? For comfort. Because they're family.

Are we all collectively doing schoolwork? Nope, lmao. Doesn't work for us like that, we simply don't have memories of most things we studied since like 4th grade, can't get them either. Our host used to do all the schoolwork, but they got so much trauma from school and homework that now our co-host is in charge of it. And only them unless it's Japanese. And even then, it's a big maybe. Nobody wants to, so we created a schedule that works for us and our switches when it comes to studying.

Did I just have to look up where I was going on the metro because I realized I have no memories of it other than autopilot, and I am doubting whether I wanna leave on the right station? Yes. Yes, I did. Am I gonna be fronting when I reach the destination? Nope.

A while ago we burned down an inner world kingdom. Why? Idk, we just didn't like it. Who cares anyway?

One of our prosecutors bought premium on one of the apps we use, and they didn't get in trouble for it only because our host liked it. We're still using it to this day.

We have a system quote book.

Everybody in this system is pagan. I might be the only one not, and even that's a big maybe.

We really wanna watch Elemental but can never get around to it. Also, Nimona, although we have a good reason to postpone watching it.

We haven’t brushed our teeth in 2 weeks. Did yesterday like once. When's gonna be the next time? Who knows? :D Hygiene issues are real.

On Halloween, we're probably gonna watch FNaF Ruin the entire evening-night with our sibling.

Our ex-host is so unhinged that we have to watch them whenever they front like a hawk.

We are not a perfect system. Any blog you see, no matter how real it seems, doesn't reflect day-to-day experiences systems have. Most posts, generally, are made with strong emotions in mind, or for aesthetic purposes, or for venting purposes. I repeat what has been said before a million times: don't trust everything you see on the internet. People are real, but they are not going to let you know anything personal about them.

Honestly? Not sure why I wanted to make this post. Not gonna give you a reason either because I don't know it.

I am currently going to get cocoa and push our co-host to study. Have a good day, y'all. ✌️

-sexual protector

[rotting-butterscotch]

so i am a bit late to clancy album (bcuz of finals😭) buuut here i am and here are my thoughts while listening to all the clancy songs (and rating them 1-10)

1. Overcompensate: great opener, lyrics are a little random (but iconic lol), vocals are amazingg (love the piano :3), 8.8/10

2. Next Semester: have literally 0 complaints, fucking love this song, 10/10

3. Backslide: vocals are great, but the beat could've been more energetic imo, love the lyrics, 8.5/10

4. Midwest Indigo: don't feel like the drums match, but i like the rest of the beat, good vocals, kinda 50/50 on the lyrics (start kinda reminds me of Momentz lol), 7.9/10

5. Routines In The Night: very chill honestly, love the vocals & lyrics, (ooh little rat bit :3), beat is nice too, 9/10

6. Vignette: ooh very strong beat at the start, loving the lyrics (ooh little rap bit :3) beat is very nice too :D, 10/10

7. The Craving (Jenna's Version): vocals always a 10, very chill song, and i find it so cute that he's made a song abt Jenna in almost every album, like so sweet, but in a aesthetic factor it doesn't really fit Clancy, soo 8.5/10

8. Lavish: best is majestic asf, not 100% on the lyrics rn but lyrics are very nice ("got both hands on ur shoulder while ur bottomless" WHAT😭🙏), 9.2/10

9. Navigating: love the drums, love vocals, love the rest if the best too, lyrics are fucking amazing, 9.7/10

10. Snap Back: beat kinda reminds me of like those alarms, but in a good way? vocals great ofc, also kinda like the slight switch in beat (ooh loved that buildup too), lyrics are good, 8.9/10

11. Oldies Station: i feel like im being called out. love the vocals, pretty chill beat but i like it :) kinda got a nostalgic vibe to it? 8.6/10

12. At The Risk Of Feeling Dumb: kinda strange beat at the start, but im liking it, actually scratch that this is an amazing beat, vocals are beautiful, ok now where are the cameras, WHY IS THIS SONG LITERALLY ME???, 9.8/10

13. Paladin Strait: omg the finalee :3 vocals kinda remind me of a traditional greek song that id hear in my school's choir? not in a bad way tho, chill beat, omg it's 6 minutes long? holy crap, anyways, very nice lyrics :3 ok wait a sec, will there be a beat switch? omg yes there will!! loving the ukulele, and the softer vocals too :D omg JUMPSCARE what's that voice😭 omg i loved it, 9.5/10

btw these are all my opinions, i am not some kinda specialist i just love tøp and might be neurodivergent so, results may vary lol

[oatflatwhite]

HI LIZ plz may I trouble you to share any thoughts at all about mota 🎤

OF COURSE

ok so we're only a couple eps in but i am already <333 about so many of the characters. bucky and crosby especially my beloveds. i really love all the comparisons being drawn between bucky/nix buck/winters and crosby/webster but i also love how the mota boys are distinctly their own characters. i don't want to say they're cocky and full of themselves because like... some of the easy boys are too lmao. but it's a very different dynamic between the characters than i'm used to seeing in the other hbo war shows and i am living for it

on that note i was a bit wary about most of our main charas being officers but after 2 eps i don't mind a bit! honestly sometimes it's hard to tell rank with all their goddamn fleece lmao but i love how despite being a literal honest to god major bucky is still so chaotic. bless him. the singing scene took me out, and the bike race when they crashed and he and buck were like pulling at each other's clothes to try and get in the lead before the air raid siren went off..... cinema.

can't believe they called out the heavy petting <3 the raf boys are just like me fr <3

crosby is such a silly goose thank you for the silly goose representation. he really works as the narrator and i love him bc he is genuinely so relatable, my overthinking bestie. also him still being starry eyed over his wife signing her name mrs jean crosby oh my word.......... it's giving harry dragging his reserve chute halfway around europe for kitty's wedding dress <333

i also really love the variety of characters/roles in the war they're showing! there's obviously more scope to do that than in bob but also it's a different television landscape and i am so excited to see ncuti on my screen <3 i hope we get a lot more of lemmons too! i can't remember who made the post but someone compared him to doc roe and i was like OH that's why i liked him so much uh huh uh huh. so true. also NINETEEN YEARS OLD?

i had a hard time adjusting to austin butler in ep 1 but he really pulled through in ep 2 for me and i'm very keen to see where he takes the character! and i have LOVED callum turner since channel 4's glue (which i watched a fucking decade ago but still think about bc of how powerful it was and he was in it) and he is absolutely killing bucky. it's giving nix without impulse control. honestly all the cast are amazing, the only one i really struggle with still is isabel may as buck's gf......... i literally cannot see her as anyone but katie from alexa and katie, so in my mind she's literally still a 15 year old girl. but who knows, she could win me over in the future

the score and title sequence are so good too!!! the pacific still has my absolute fav opening titles and band is second but even though the score is obviously new it still feels a bit... nostalgic, i guess? similar vibes to the other shows and i am HERE for the way it makes me feel <3

there's like so much more but that's all i can put into words rn. cannot WAIT for the rest!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[kachulein]

assign your moots with their bias & a trope!! tell us why too 👀

I'll do this for Kris and Lys considering we all got the same ask👀 I'm literally so curious about who you are anon since you must know all 3 of us. (plot twist, either Lys or Kris are behind those and sent themselves the ask as well😂) (on that note, isn't it weird that we can send ourselves asks? Like yeah, I totally enjoy talking to myself pretending to be an anon???? Tumblr what were you thinking😂)

anyway let's get into it *cracks knuckles*

@http-peachie -> childhood friends to lovers with either Jinsik or Changmin. Listen, both of them would fit this trope so well and the trope itself is really Kris-coded imo. I can't really give a coherent explanation for it, just that something about Kris as a person gives me nostalgic vibes which fits my impression of the childhood friends to lovers trope... smth about it just feels nostalgic. Like I said, idk if that makes sense, it's mostly ✨️vibes✨️ I guess. Alternatively, I'd like to give them hurt/comfort with Seeun (kinda forcing this bias on Kris rn) in which Seeun takes care of and comforts Kris. I just feel like this would be perfect. <3 Third, just for the sake of being evil (as I am iykyk) I'd like to throw in a love triangle with Anton and Jungwon. They are going to either 1) fight to the death and the winner gets Kris (plot twist, I k!ll them both and take Kris🥰😇) or 2) they finally make up (their fight over Kris has been going on for a while yk), become friends and Kris gets both of them🥰🥰🥰

@solovolpe -> e2l with Minjae (I'm just gonna force him on Lys as her new bias now. I don't take criticism for this, tyvm). iykyk but if you don't know Lys, just trust me on this one, it fits, it fits soooo well. Lys was simply made for e2l fics and it's such a fitting trope that I would literally d!e to be able to watch this play out in real life like a movie. It would be dramatic, comedic, and you'd go on a rollercoaster of emotions, probably cry throughout 40% of it but it's all worth it in the end, since they FINALLY fall in love and accept it and live happily ever after. Alternatively, Dorks in Love with Sunwoo because he's one (affectionate)(I didn't want to publicly call him a loser (affectionate) so dork it is) and ✨️vibes✨️ and just to be evil yet again, I'd like to give a third option: snowed in (aka locked in) with Intak (another bias I'm forcing upon her) and they'll be trapped in there until they either 1) fall in love (again, take a chance, baby, let's take a chance🎶) 2) k!ll each other, I guess. We'll see :D

[hanggarae]

big deep breath OK SO . ive been so excited for this comeback like idk with every new cb i feel like i get even more excited than with the precious one yk so i was really waiting for it to come out!! they released the mv while i was in class (they hate me) but during a little break not long after i managed to watch it and i was bobbing my head and swinging my feet at the sound LJKE U DONT GET IT I WAS GENUINELY SO HAPPY

honestly this is one of my fav svt albums and idk it just makes me so happy all the songs are so perfect and good there's not a single one i don't enjoy and the aesthetic is so cute and im so excited and impatient to FINALLY HAVE MY ALBUM IN MY HANDS ARGHHHH but yes this was such a success im so happy they broke so many records and they just continue to prove how talented they are wooooo

for the songs there isn't one i dislike at all but i really like SOS idk the beat js so nice and the lyrics are really good and this may be also due to me loving marshmello when i was younger but STILL !!! Diamond days makes me SOOOOO NOSTALGIC i love it so much im so glad they used kind off the same sound/sample as Shining Diamond im in love 💔💔 i think back 2 back is my fav song of the album!! i love minghaos highnote and the beat and just the overal vibe idk it stood out to me sm their voices fit the song so well im obsessed with the part around 1.30 where dino and hao sing in like a low voice? YGM BUT ITS SOOOOO GOOD just the entire song is so good i think tbh i have a soft spot for pu songs 😭😭😭😭 i haven't had much the time to really analyze yawn but the soft voices and vocals are heavenly i genuinely passed away BECAUSE YOU ARE MY BREATH 💔💔💔💔 LIKE WDYM UR MY BREATH WHY IS THIS SONG MAKING ME TEAR UP DONT EVEN LIE RNNN monster is such a fun song i just know I'll play it on repeat like fire while im walking to uni to wake me up and get me in study mode 💥💥💥 it's giving Halloween vibes and im here for it!!!! it's also just fun to me because my roommate/bsf and i bet on who sang the first line and she swore it was gyu and i swore it was vernon and today we didn't see each other much so like 1h ago she told me she saw in a lyric vid that gyu sang that line and i was like ??? girl i have weverse and i follow it religiously so ik it's both of them AND WE COULDNT AGREE BECAUSE WE DIDNT HAVE ANY PROOF so i ended up showing her weverse and it was so fun we were both right in the end and we did a silly dance LMAOOAOOOO IT WAS SO FUNNY 😻😻😻😻 but lemme tell u about headliner. FUCK THAT SONG BRO WHY AM I CRYING ??????? no it's actually my fav song along back 2 back like are u actually kidding me ???? this song makes me wanna study even more for my Korean classes like FUCK HEADLINER SO BAD 💔😭😭😭😭😭 I CRY AND LAUGH WITH YOU THIS NIGHT💔💔💔💔💔 WHERE WE OFFER ALL OUR LOVE💔💔💔💔 HOW BEAUTIFUL💔💔💔💔💔 BEVAHSE YOURE MY HEADLINER 💔💔💔💔💔 this moment when we shine together don't lie rn I'll actually kms and take a bath with my toaster like wow jumping of the 9th floor of the apartment building next door seems like such a fun activity today 😻😻😻😻😻😻

RIGHT OMG I WAS LITERALLY TUNING IN EVERYDAY AT 12 AM KST TO SEE IF THEY DROPPED FHE ANNOUNCEMENT AND WHEN THEY DID I WAS SOOOOO HYPED ‼️ like fml was SO huge i couldn’t wait for this one ALSO THE MV LITERALLY RELEASED DURING A PRACTICE FIRE DRILL FOR ME 😭😭

it genuinely is one of my faves too, like although the songs aren’t necessarily my fave of each unit (i still LOVE each one) the album was just so well put together ?? everything flowed perfectly and like usually it’ll take me like two or three listens to like some songs but i listened to the album start to finish ONCE and fell in love w EVERYTHING i’m not even kidding ❤️‍🔥 I CANR WAIT FOR MY ALBUMD TO GET HERE AYSHSHAHDJHS

right like there wasn’t a bad song at all !!! my fave has to be headliner bc it’s just so fucking emotional like woozi why u got me crying on the train home 😐😐😐 it gives me MAJOR our dawn is hotter than day vibes which i love sm !! the whole album vibes reminded me a little of you make my day a little i think it’s just me but yeah ‼️ i LOVED back 2 back too omg perf unit ALWAYS hits and YAWN OMG 😓 every track was amazing 😓😓😓 STOP THE DEBATES ON THE MONSTER FIRST LINE LMFAAOAOAO 😭😭 speaking of monster, cheol’s part.. changed me . i loved SOS too omg it gave such like band vibes ??

ALSO HELPPPPP HEADLINER’S LYRICS OMG 😓😓 my mom heard me listen to it and said “girl why are u listening to such sad lyrics..”

[cowplant-pizza]

📩 Simblr question of the day: Do you have any blogs that make your day when they post? Mention them! Tell us why you like them!

ooo this is a good one!!

so we have @futurelabs who i am just in love with lmao, her posts are so wholesome and i love her little nsb2 family so much, and also she is such a lovely friend!!

@touchmypixels posts are so gorgeous. they remind me of like 2018 when everyone on simblr was playing with alien sims and black eyes, but now, it's totally unique and i love that!! it gives warm and fuzzy nostalgic vibes. also their editing is chefs kiss.

we have @ellcrze ofc, her posts are so gorgeous, literally like ART! and i loooove her youtube content too.

also @peonypyxels. i used to idolise the HECK out of her (and tbh i still do look up to her a hell of a lot ♥) because her style of editing and sims and amazing story telling and willpower to stick with one family, and heck even one SIM, is inspiring!!!! 7 years loving this blog and i Will Not Stop.

i also love @softerhaze because their sims look so realistic without even using alpha cc?? like how does they do it?? what are their secrets??? and their editing is gorgeous, literally they make me feel safe and warm and cozy and fuzzy like i'm actually part of their family... so cute

@honeysulani hits us with insane edits that i stare at for hours on end!!! highly recommend

also @buglaur has the best randomized sim challenge in the world i will fight u on that

@imageingrunge is just honestly posting the most beautiful sims content on earth rn. i dont know how they do it but they look so SIMS-like but also BEAUTIFUL like irl... how?!

and finally @sojutrait is an old fave of mine that i will never ever get tired of seeing on my timeline. their sims are so beautiful with noticeable features that get passed down through generations and i cannot get enough of their content

[fence-time]

I saw that you reblogged the 'whats my art trademark' thing and im not sure if that was you just reblogging stuff or if that was you asking people that about you, but in case it was the second one, heres your answer from me

Your art just uses shapes so well, and how you draw people based on those shapes is amazing. Zed is all round and fluffy, Tango is a tall rectangle, Impulse is a square, that sort of thing.

Also the way you use colours is great, with the use of both bright and more neutral colours making it almost instantly recogniseanle to me. Your shading is also great, with how simple it is making your art as a whole feel like its a cartoon that i grew up watching but cant put my finger on the name of. It feels kinda nostalgic, I guess?

Also the way you draw eyes, with them being closed/not fully open alot of the time is really interesting, and it makes it feel like the characters are really happy where they are, which makes me happy looking at them!

All in all, it feels so warm and safe, i guess. I would let literally anything you drew stab me 28 times and i wouldnt blame them. I love your style so much, its a massive inspiration to me!

(also sorry for infodumping about your own style, it's just that youre one of my favourite artists and my 'tism latched onto your style immediately)

HEY ANON WHY ARE YOU ANON, I NEED TO KNOW WHO YOU AE SO I CAN HUG YOU, I AM CRBUING WAGHHHHHHHHHHHH

This is so sweet, i love you sm anon, btw , you are so awesome and cool

^me rn btw

[kalki-tarot]

Hi kalki so this is diff from the game u r doing rn so u can put this on hold until u r free but I m asking this becoz I k u are an Indian as well and while going to these YouTube clips of Indian music and culture and foreign countries and that made me wonder if their ever will be anyyy artist or personality who can represent Indian culture and music more of unite Indian diaspora somehow? Something like BTS did or atm I g Indians foreign minister Jaishankar is kind of doing it as well.

Can we get a reading on this :) thankssss 💮

Hello, first of all thanks for asking this question. Even i am curious about someone being that legendary in india as a bts fan too. The question is interesting and i pulled some cards about it.

According to me, there will be either a male-female duo, or a male with feminine energy and features (like jimin) you know someone who attracts female gaze a lot.

Gen z will make them famous. I'm seeing nostalgic music. So they may make nostalgic music like it was in the 90s and 00s golden era of bollywood. They'll be independent artists. I'm not sure who, but they are currently not in the scene rn. People from bollywood and bollywood celebs would be jealous of their fan base. As they will make good music far away from the trashy sh*t bollywood makes. People in the industry would be surprised as how come someone be that mainstream and famous without any connections.

Yes, this will probably happen in 2027 smh. When genz grows up a bit more. I'm seeing this artist will grow organically and will have a cult fanbase internationally. People will connect to this person. I'm reminded of "Jordan" from rockstar.

This person will be very mysterious and unique. Their genre can be hiphop or rock. Something that elevates people. Other than being infamous for music, their love life would be talked about too. This person may suffer from heartbreak or toxic relationships in love and their music will show it. They make relatable music. Very emotional, sensitive and mysterious person. No one would know much about them but people's eyes would be on them 24/7. I'm seeing them being attractive physically too. Another reason why people like them so much. Especially the young generation. This artist will start the wave of next generation indian music after bollywood collapses as they are not changing people will move towards more independent artists.

They will surely leave a legacy behind, lot's of wealth. Because of their shadow like dark nature, people may suspect they selled their soul or smth. But i find it funny because that's not it. 💀 They will top international charts too. There is this literal star card here. I can't explain it better. They would have struggled a lot both for their career and personal life. I'm also seeing trauma here. They have suffered a lot. Idk why this is coming here but i also see a woman (love interest) manipulating them behind the scenes. He loves her, but she is just using em for fame and money. They will be very controversial and that's why people would be more interested in them. It's like their misery will make them famous. 😭 I'm also seeing international tours and news headlines. They surely will be very legendary but may die early or suic*de.

One more thing about this artist it that they would be do smth taboo, or which is not generally expected from famous people in countries like india. They may also be an outcast.

That's what I'm getting. Remember tarot is not 100% correct.

[lees-chaotic-brain]

hooray!! congrats on the good news, i hope the streak continues!

okay i'm glad you won't be uncomfortable with the stuff i interact with. i didn't bother with any warnings on my blog bc i'm mostly here to consume things and don't expect too many people to wander by lol. but! since i have been coming out of my lil lurker basement lately i finally at least added a color scheme to it so i look less like a bot.

oh man oh man where to start on tea and jackets? what are your go-to's for either? i'm kind of a tea purist-i prefer tea the east asian (chinese/japanese/korean) way, just pure tea leaves and occasional aromatics with no additional sugar or cream unless i'm specifically making a milk tea. i don't really like herbal teas. i want that camellia sinensis in my shit. my default tea rn is probably hojicha. i made a sunrise burnt basque hojicha cheesecake and though the layers didn't come out as cleanly as i wanted it tasted lovely. a tumblr friend on here inspired me to try out the burnt basque with a FANTASTIC green thai tea i have next! (if you're in the market for the green thai tea and are usa-based i cannot recommend it enough. it's so unique bc green thai is uncommon in the states already, and most of it comes from the powder packets but the one i have is all whole ingredients, no extracts or dye or flavor enhancements and it is DIVINE. sooo fragrant with pandan and vanilla and mint. i will scarf down anything with pandan in it but this is especially lovely)

i basically only own leather jackets or blazers, i have an embarassing amount of both. i did just do a closet purge with a friend's help though and i am proud of say i got rid of like, 16 college-era (p)leather jackets and blazers that had seen better days/are no longer in style

ty for sticking around for my D1 yapping!

dw abt it LMAO. it's not super apparent, but if you look close enough you can see my inner hoe poking through in my tags, so yes. i definitely consume smut and dark content and am looking forward to seeing your stuff on my dash 🤭

omg and for tea? i literally drink any and all kinds of tea. so again, if you've been on my blog long enough/look closely i'm pretty sure i've mentioned it before but i'm half korean, and i while i love all kinds of tea, the tea my mom made for me are nostalgic and bring me comfort. i almost always drink my teas plain (chai being the only exception) or with a little bit of honey.

i LOVE herbal teas. i can't really drink a ton of caffeine with my adhd meds or i genuinely start tweaking. like twitching and all that shit, so i normally drink other teas even though i really enjoy green and black teas :')

THAT TEA AND CHEESECAKE BOTH SOUND SO GOOD OMG

i'm a sucker for jackets and boots, and while i don't have too many, i definitely own a few, but i'll probably reblog this post and rant about them later lmao

if you're interested, here is a comprehensive list of my top ten favorite teas (in no particular order), how i drink them, and why. thank you for attending my lecture.

1. you are so right about hojicha. i love green tea, but my absolute favorite variation of green tea is nokcha. i love the extra flavor the brown rice brings to it. i normally drink it plain, but if i'm feeling fancy i'll steam a little milk and add a drizzle of honey

2. this definitely isn't korean, but when i was little my mom would make me this tea and it was so, so, so, good. it's basically just a stick of cinnamon, some apples slices up, orange and lemon peel, and a little bit of honey boiled together for like an hour. it's literally my favorite thing to drink in the fall bc it just warms me up from the inside

3. oksusu-cha. it's basically a korean tea made from roasted corn kernels and i really, really, like it. it's different from a lot of teas in the sense that it's almost savory, but its taste is very unique and almost earthy? idk how to describe it but i highly recommend trying it. i always drink it plain, but pouring it over heukmi bap (korean purple rice) and eating is also amazing

4. earl gray. i know this one is very british and different from the rest of the teas i drink, but i love having a cup of it once in a while! i drink it black sometimes, but i'll also drink it with either lemon and honey, or a little milk and honey

5. chamomile my love. i love love love a nice cup of chamomile before bed while i'm reading a book! i almost always drink it plain, but if i'm on my period i add a spoonful of honey

6. hibiscus tea. while this isn't necessarily my favorite taste wise, it brings back a lot of memories from when i was little and would go to a cafe with my mom. not to say i don't enjoy the flavor, it's just a little too sweet and a little too tart for me to drink a lot of

7. gyulpi cha. it's a korean citrus peel tea (not unlike #2) and it's really, really, good. i always drink it plain.

8. chai. this is the only type of tea i drink with a ton of stuff in it. i'm currently boycotting starbucks, but i love their iced chai latte with sweet cream foam. during fall i normally get it with some pumpkin flavoring lol. however i barely consider the drink tea at this point lmao

9. lavender tea. i absolutely love a cup of lavender tea before bed. i always drink it plain, and think the scent is so calming!

10. and finally lilac tea. i love lilacs. growing up we had a massive lilac bush and the smell always brings me back. i really enjoy its subtly sweet and floral flavor, and always drink it plain.

anyways, that's it for the tea lmao.

[aura-bug]

what r ur favorite song(s) out of the yokai watch ost?

GOD there's so many good ones I can think of

-Classic Boss Theme/Vs. Classic Yo-kai: this one is so fucking HYPE it's sm fun to listen to!! Vs. Venoct and Kyubi slaps too and its pretty much a remix of Vs Classic

-Vs. Odd Yo-kai: I absolutely live for the weird goofy vibe of this song. If you asked me which song from the OST sounded the most "yo-kai watchey" this one would be my answer

-Sleeping Springdale (past): UM???????? HELLOW?????????? THIS ONE HAS NO RIGHT TO BE SO BEAUTIFULLY COMPOSED. WHAT IN THE WORLD

-Ain't Nothin' Like A Funky Yo-kai: Another super fun upbeat song!! The banjo in this one is insane

-Vs. Sighborg Y: ok so I probably wouldn't've known this other wise, but someone pointed out to me that Vs. Sighborg Y has the same little intro symphony as the Flintstones theme song. The theme for this robot character, which already sounds oddly western, shares a jingle with a show about cavemen. This is so absurd to me its funny

-Vs Whisper Cream but like, the japanese version: I am SO SAD they cut the background singers yelling "GHOS BASAS" in the English version. I understand WHY they did but that was easily the best part of the song

-Vs Merican Boss Yo-kai: the transition around the 50 second mark hits different. The goofy clinks and clanks are SO satisyfing

-Vs. Captain Thunder: hehe jazzy

-DOG OF THE NORTH STAR: DOG OF THE NORTH STAR

-Vs. The Ghoulfather: haha funny gun sounds go pew. I can't believe yo-kai watch referenced Goncharov (1973)

-Vs. Shogun King/The Last Nyanmurai: I like both of these so I'm grouping them together here, these are so HYPE

-Katie's House: This one is mega nostalgic for me, since I always played Katie in 1-2. It's just a cute theme, and after going back and listening to it I realized I actually like it a lot :)

Also some King Cream Soda songs I bop to regularly (these count right?)

-Gera Gera Po: nothing beats the original. can I get a gera gera po

-Shiroi Ikakuka (We Want To Eat White Squid): THE GUITAR SLAPS. THE LYRICS ARE ABOUT EATING MCKRAKEN. 10/10 SONG

-Shake Shake Ogon no Shake: I'm SOOOOOO MAD this was the only blasters theme that wasn't localized. literally shaking and crying and throwing up rn

-Burin Burin Daisenpuu (the ending theme for Sangokushi): this one BOPS. BLING BLING BLING BLING BLING BARANBANBAN

-Gera Po Dance Train: SO good omg I eat it up every time I hear it

-Last but definitely not least, Idol Wa Ooh-Nya-Nya No Ken (the cat girl song performed by the irl Nya-KB): ok hear me out. this songs whole existence is wildly funny to me. they got REAL CAT GIRLS to sing about NOKOS AND PANDAS and ALSO, APPARENTLY IT HAD A LOT OF NEGATIVE RECEPTION DUE TO ITS "SUGGESTIVE LYRICS"???????? WHATTTTTTTTTTT NOW IM SCARED

but who cares abt that I can just be an ignorant, innocent English speaker casually enjoying cat girl music. ooh nya nya nya ooh nya nya nya ooh nya nya nya

when I heard this song being used as a rhythm game in 3 I nearly fell out of my fucking chair

[netherfeildren]

Vic! Are u still sick? I hope you get well soon bb! 💗

I’ve recently been thinking a lot about this poem by Thomas Lux and it reminds me so much of FOG. It might be slightly bittersweet but it made me think of Joel, Birdie, their little daughters and all the times they must have spent together.

i am NOT sick anymore !!! however i took a bad fall today and am literally lying in my bed rn like a dying worm like all the bad things in the world happen to me specifically and i would like to know WHY

thank u so much for the poem i love it!!!!!! i’ve been thinking about them so much recently, i read ‘did the loneliness die that night’ the other day bc ive kinda been going through my work and trying to find new inspiration or catalogue phrasing i think i executed well in the past and it made me so bittersweet and nostalgic for them. i definitely have at least one more piece in me to write for them and i think ill do it fairly soon : )

[eightmakesonebraincell]

LORENNNN <3 just saw ur reblogs and i gotta say… man it felt nostalgic to see my first works again HAHSHDHHSAHA but but i’d just like to say thank you so so much for being u and for being friends with me!! i love u a whole lot and im so glad that u’ve taken inspiration from my smaus and decided to start ur own series!!!! the day u messaged me about it is a day i remember so fondly ehe :’-) im happy that a teeny tiny bit part of my writings (ew am i getting too sappy here?) will continue to manifest in urs for HOPEFULLY a really loooooong period of time (hopefully foreVER)

again, thanku sm for matching up my energy and hyping me up everytime!!!!!!! i love love u and i’ll be ur (now, invisible) MOOT MOOT always !!!!!!!!!!! <333 pls don’t hesitate to hit me up anyTIMEEEE i’ll be here for u always <3

oh liz my liz 😫 fr reading your works again brought me back to when i first stumbled across them 🏊‍♀️🏊‍♀️🏊‍♀️ <- exhibit a: me swimming in nostalgia

and ik i can literally just hit you up on insta LMAO but wHy does it make me so 🤢sad🤢 that i won't get to see you around here anymore (except i saw you answer someone's ask that you won't deactivate anymore HOHOHO we winning at life fr fr 🤞)

thank you for bringing your chaotic energy into my life (gross we're really going sappy on each other rn 😰) LOVE YOU HEAPS <33333333 I WILL TEXT U AS LONG AS U PROMISE TO TRY REPLY WITHIN 10 BUSINESS DAYS LMAOOO

[mister-e-muss]

@maryse127 Tagged me in a “getting to know you” type of post, so I figured why not.

Three ships: Tigress/Po (has been with me since childhood) Cloud/Tifa (childhood friends is such a good trope. And she literally put him back together.) Taion/Eunie (I love how these two develop together)

Last Song: Sh-Boom, by The Chords. (I was feeling nostalgic for Cars)

Last Movie: Shazam, Fury of the Gods. (Solid action movie)

Currently reading: The Magic of Recluce, by L.E. Modesitt Jr. (A nice coming of age fantasy novel with some interesting ideas on magic. Although I’m not a fan of how he relies on onomatopoeia exclusively for fight scenes.)

Currently watching: Mobile Suit Gundam SEED (Melodramatic, sure, but I’d rather take passionate if somewhat illogical characters rather than nothing characters in a perfectly logical plot [00 I am Looking in Your Direction])

Currently consuming: Nothing, lol. Just got back from Breakfast about an hour ago. (Eggs and Sausage.)

Currently craving: I need some more drinks in my fridge, but as for meals, Fish and Chips sounds so good rn.

Since I’m curious, I’ll tag @yarart4ever @vivi-mire @goldensunset @eggs-can-draw @purplelea @kosmososs

[monapearlquo]

uno reverse, what are ur fav tracks from each ts album?

lmao I forgot about this ask until just now, I am so sorry, Ri.

Debut: Stay Beautiful

This one is just so... Nice. Like she's telling the guy, "you're an amazing person, and even if you don't end up with me, stay the way you are." And I just love that, like it's how I feel about all my past crushes, like stay beautiful, go on and do amazing things, babe. Stay beautiful.

Fearless: You All Over Me

I can't really describe why I love this song. I just really vibe with it, like it opens a wound I have, but it's like it's healing in a way. It's literally poetry, heartbreaking poetry.

Speak Now: Long Live

This is currently my second favorite TS song. Just the vibe of friendship and taking over the world and fighting dragons and living out your dreams, I just love it.

Red: The Very First Night

This one has grown on me overtime. At first, it was kinda in the middle of all the Vault songs, but now I am obsessed with it. Don't ask me why, I can't explain it. It's nostalgic, but in a fun way, and idk, I just adore it.

1989: Welcome to New York

I don't care what anyone says, this song rocks! I ADORE IT! I think as someone who has never felt like they belong anywhere, hearing this song soothes me. "welcome to New York, it's been WAITING for you!" It makes me smile, thinking of a place where I can be myself and that I feel at peace. Ugh, I just love it!

reputation: Getaway Car

I've loved this song since the first moment I heads it, long before I knew the meaning behind it. I still love it for the same reasons, it is thrilling, and tells a story that I would love to read or watch. I get hysterical every time she gets to part of "put the money in a bag and I stole the keys/that was the last time you ever saw me!" It's just perfection, I can't even.

Lover: The Archer

My second favorite track 5! I just relate to it. It describes a pain I am constantly feeling, and it's soothing to me to hear it.

folklore: seven

This is my favorite TS song rn. I adore it. Just... The nostalgia and the sweetness and naivety and... It makes me think of friends I met when I was 6 and 7, whom i haven't seen in years. The song just allows me to get into my head. I love it. No faults.

evermore: 'tis the damn season

Honestly, I had a hard time choosing between this one and Dorothea. I adore these songs. I think the whole, "we were in love as teens but went our separate ways and now we both reminisce about it" is something I like? Idk I just love them.

Midnights: Midnight Rain

This was the hardest one to choose because I also adore Paris and Maroon. I chose this one because I just felt like it, I love the weird voice that sings the chorus, and I also just love comparing your love interest to sunshine while you are midnight rain, I just love it!

Anyway, there you have it! My faves from each album!

[florida3exclamationpoints]

I hope none of yall are "I like any kind of music except country music haha" people bc !!!!!! My guys I love country music. I grew up on country music. I'm a country music STAN but when i say this pls know that I mean. I am more critical of country music than any other genre. I'm so picky with my country music. I had basically given up on any new good country music being released ever again!!! I was like whatever I'll just listen to my little 1990-2010(ish) songs over and over forever FINE!!! but BESTIES. I found this one artist. (I actually found a few good new songs but that's not what we're talking about) i feel a hyperfixation coming on. His first 2 albums were produced in an airbnb (I think) and a barn bc he just wanted to make some songs. I'll cry rn. His second album????? Is called????? Elisabeth?????? Spelled like that????????? It has a title track?????????? I don't see my name spelled correctly anywhere why does that lowkey make me feel special. From the limited research I've done I think it was named after his partner and I don't think they're together anymore and Elisabeth the song has been taken off Spotify 😭 rude to me specifically. anyway then his next album was professionally produced and !!! It's literally 34 tracks long 😭 I haven't listened to it all yet bc im scared 😭 but EVERYTHING IVE SEEN ANYONE SAY ABOUT IT is that it's amazing and they wouldn't cut any songs and it's amazing. Do yall know who Grady Smith is???? He's a youtuber he makes country review videos basically and he has overall really good taste. He also loves Taylor. He made a vid about the newest album and said!!!!!! That this artist reminds him a lot of Taylor!!!!! Mainly in terms of songwriting!!!!!! He said smth about how Taylor has always been good about living in and writing in the moment. And being nostalgic about the present. And he said this artist does that too. And AAAHDGHDGDGD it's true. All the songs I've heard so far sound very stripped back and use a lot of guitar and the focus and Point is obviously the words. And they're all SO BEAUTIFUL and ok last part. He dropped a live album on Christmas. And idk the story behind why but. It's called "all my homies hate ticketmaster" AKSHSKDHSKDHSKDBSKSJSJSB I love this man. Anyway his name is Zach Bryan go stream 🤪 I'm done