#living in your own bubble

[rosstrytobe]

HOW I THINK THIS IS JUST THE FIRST STEP TO EDDIE DIAZ GAY ARC PT. 2

As I said in the previous post, Eddie is scared of his feelings towards Buck and Tommy and he doesn’t know what to do with that information and that's why he's trying to pretend with Marisol and he's living in his own telenovela with Kim but again we know who Eddie trust his son more than anyone else and the proof is just the scene before Eddie goes to the date with Kim:

Very husbandisms of them. Also, the fact that Eddie lied to Buck about which girl was going out with. It's very telling. Because why don't say to your best friend that you find the copy of your ex dead wife and you wants to go out with her and cheat on your current girlfriend? Because he doesn’t want to get why this is crazy and delusional and doesn’t make any sense. And it's wrong for Marisol. Because again he's living in his own bubble and he doesn’t want someone to make some sense into him. And Buck as Bobby is one of the person he trust most and they can make him understand the truth of why he's acting the way he is. But Eddie doesn’t want the truth. He's not ready for the truth. But he can't escape from the truth because:

Like...this is the first time that Eddie and Buck are alone sober with Christopher and Eddie knows Buck is bi and it just took a compliment from him to make Eddie blush (🤡🤡) as then he do with Kim at their date:

And then what Eddie do from Buck compliment? He just goes to kiss his son and goes straight to the date. As he was trying to escape from Buck loft (and we know that Eddie was supposed to be at his date in 30 minutes as he said to Buck. So he could stayed for a bit but then i don't know if it's because of traffic or other stuff. He just go away)

Like again he's trying to escape from the reality and goes to his telenovela bubble to pretend nothing is wrong with him. While when he was drunk with Buck he just stayed all night with him like this:

And we know that when people are drunk their true self comes out as:

Did you see the raimbow light and Eddie checking Buck ass? Because that's what i see (🤡🏳️‍🌈). A rainbow light that comes out even from Buck after he kissed Tommy and Buck understand he's more than an Ally:

Because really the lights were strange in this scene with Buck but they want to tell something as they want to tell something for Eddie too. The lights on Buck are first blue and green as in the mlm flag:

Then the second light are red and yellow as the other colors of the rainbow (because he doesn’t just like men):

While Eddie he has just all the colors of the raimbow because as we saw he rejects all the women who were around him and goes straight (gay) to Buck (👀🏳️‍🌈)

Also, Buck line when he said he does check hot guys ass and in this scene Eddie is checking Buck ass because there's not straight explanation of why his eyes are looking down to something (👀👀). And we know now Buck is bi but Eddie?

Eddie is just gay

[coockie8]

i once had an anti tell me to stop sexualizing their trauma on a story i wrote that was a word for word retelling of my own actual trauma but with names changed and its been 2 years and i still cant stop thinking about that

Ah, yeah... Unfortunately a non-insignificant number of antishippers seem to genuinely believe they own the concept of trauma, so any story they read that they believe to be portrayed in a romanticized or sexualized light therefore must be romanticizing/sexualizing their trauma specifically.

I couldn't tell you the amount of times I've gotten the "stop sexualizing my trauma!!!!!!" or adjacent comments from antishippers that universally garner a response that basically boils down to

Like, bitch! I'm talking about my trauma! I literally did not even know you existed until you fucking commented!

[angelsdean]

the best way to watch an early 2000s cw show is a decade past its prime, completely removed from its fandom in a bubble of your own amusement. the second best way to watch an early 2000s cw show is to completely entrench yourself in the fandom madness

[butnotbubblegum]

using the tags to vent my current emotional state into the void bc ig story feels like a bad plan for this, don’t read them if you’re having a bad day, they’ll probably not help in the slightest.

[soupkiddo]

tried to put myself in the headspace of a transphobe and got pissed off cus it's so fucking stupid

[freebooter4ever]

i send my friend suggestions of tourist places to see in his new country (his contract was extended, lucky him!) or messages about friend of friends i have living there that he could maybe meet for fellow americans to talk to, and his response is always that he doesnt have time. and not in that exaggerated way that people do to seem busy. but in that bone tired way i recognize from him here in LA, that i recognize in myself.

[chotachica]

Hey pspsps ao3 writers in the atsv fandom can y'all idk WRITE MORE PAV HURT/COMFORT FANFICS FOR THE LOVE OF GOD COME ON HE CAN'T BE HAPPY AS FUCKING HELL ALL THE TIME LET THE GUY GET COMFORT AND LOVE also on the topic oh my god let him have serious moments ffs it's always everyone having deep character shit and he is just there drinking tea OR ISN'T THERE AT ALL bubbly characters get treated seriously for fucking once challenge

[heartshattering]

Wish my friend could just send a message like "Hope things have been going okay" or whatever instead of "Where have you been? Where did you go? Why aren't you talking to me? WHAT HAPPENED???" etc.

[dirtytransmasc]

I haven't posted about Avatar in a *hot* minute, but, I have been infected with the hyperfixation again and the incessant urge to just hit Spider with the projection/trauma stick is driving me feral.

I just want to give him a shit ton of issues man. I want to make my sweet baby boy baby miserable. I love him so I have to make his life as hard as possible.

like making him absolutely unwell and giving him a list of chronic illness/disabilities (on top of the ones he already has from being human on Pandora) wouldn't fix me, but it'd do something that'd make my brain feel a little less implode-y 🤷🏻

Edit: small disclaimer for anyone who doesn't know me, I am disabled, hence why I said projection, I just feel like I should mention that, or the tone of this post feels a little uncomfy

[darthschabba]

This is so fyckn awesome. And... so spot on.

Fuck jerry. He's turning into a horrible unfunny monster . He s been living in jerry land for too long .

[spurgie-cousin]

Every time I go to engage with the BUB sub it's just a bunch of mom-shaming nit picky assholes looking for things to complain about, esp in regards to Carlin.

To be fair the majority of comments were moms being like "this is fine and y'all are being stupid" but I truly can't describe the rage those self righteous assholes give me. They really think they know what's better for this child than her literal mother 🙃🙃🙃

[chenfordspiral]

Currently on a train, using my time to continue writing Little bit of Love, and I have to either stop myself from giggling, or bursting into tears because this chapter is making me emotional. And I’m only 700 words in.

[moonlarking]

Ai art is literally trained off of stolen art and you cannot claim to support artists while using it but okay

[the-cat-at-the-theatre-door]

Thinking about Jenny and Jelly reuniting with Mungojerrie and Skimbleshanks and Asaparagus reuniting with Rumpleteazer post-Macavity, and the respective parents just lamenting at how much time was taken from them and how much they missed - how weary and old their little boy and girl looked now. How shadowed their eyes had become. The guilt resting just in the backs of their throats - the unspoken thought that they'd thought they'd never see them again yet here they are, alive in the flesh, how is this real?

How suddenly Jerrie was back to creeping into his mothers' bed at night when they were together when he hadn't needed to do that for years, and how Teazer was looking devastated when her da had to leave in a way she hadn't since she was a little queenkit. Rubbing and cleaning their faces so they smelled like home again, trying to ignore how they could still smell Macavity behind their ears if they concentrated.

The separation anxiety; the trying to relearn what they liked (because this used to be their favourite...is it still?); the push and pull of wanting to say so much on both ends, but not even knowing where to begin. It hurts me.

[dirt-str1der]

Trans kiryu is a genuinely funny hc because like trans majima is like oohh angst ohh she has to fight to be accepted she has to deal with people making fun of her for being a man in a dress she has to take into account her position and social standing and kiryu is literally just kiryu forever because the universe loves him too much to ever force him into a situation unless its to go to prison in which case hes like yayyy i love jail yayy yayyy

[not-actually-human]

HEY DAD . WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK MAN. HEY DUDE. WHAT